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Sexless
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Sexless
It had been 10 months now. Or maybe longer. I couldn’t even remember the last time I had sex with my wife.
At night, I would try. I moved up close to her from behind, put my arm around her waist, and kissed her neck. Sometimes I would slide my hand up to touch her breasts, playing with her nipples the way she used to like. Other times I would reach down between her legs and slowly finger her, hoping she would get wet and want me.
But every single time, Jane shifted away slightly and say the same things.
Jane: I tired tonight…
Jane: Aiyo, my nipples today too sensitive, its painful…
Jane: Not tonight, I have a bit headache…
Jane: Tomorrow have to wake up early, I tired to wash later…
I always respected her. I never forced anything. I would just say okay and turn over, trying to ignore my heavy feelings. Our sex life had slowly died. From once or twice a month, it became nothing.
Lying beside her in the dark, I couldn’t help but wonder.
Was she really just tired?
Was she fucked by other men again?
The thought made me sick, but it was always in my head. Because if she was really tired from work, why did she still have energy to go out with her friends, to the gym, or go to those client meetings that seemed to happen more often? Why did she come home sometimes walking a bit strangely, or take extra long showers, or smile at her phone when she thought I wasn’t looking?
How far had she went? Her conversation with Jason I overheard, it seemed so surreal. Was it my imagination? It couldn’t be. She clearly said they “did it before bathing” and that she “washed for him” and “feeling each other in the shower felt different than on the bed”. Images of how Jason fucked my wife would live rent free in my mind…
I remembered how passionate she used to be with me in the early years. How she would moan when I touched her. How she would kiss me deeply. Now, even a simple goodnight kiss was just a quick peck on the cheek.
And here I was, flying overseas for a whole week, leaving her alone at home.
As the plane took off, I looked out the window and felt a strange mix of worry and guilt. Maybe this trip would be good for us. Maybe when I came back, things would be better.
But deep down, I already knew something was very wrong.
That morning, I finished packing my suitcase. Jane helped me check everything. She was wearing her usual comfortable home clothes, hair tied in a simple ponytail.
At the airport, she walked with me all the way to the departure gate. We hugged for a short moment.
I told her: Take care of yourself, don’t work too hard.
Jane nodded: Don’t worry about me. Focus on your work.
I looked back one last time before going through immigration. She was already walking away towards the car park, with her phone in her hand.
As soon as Jane got into the car, she opened her phone. There was a new message from Jason.
Jason: Baobei, what time are you coming? I’m already hard just thinking about you staying over.
Jane: Just left the airport. Reaching in about 30 minutes.
When she arrived at Jason’s apartment, she took a deep breath before knocking. Jason opened the door with a wide smile. The moment she stepped inside, he closed the door and pulled her into his arms. They kissed deeply right away. Not the light peck she usually gave me. Their kiss was full and hungry. Their tongues licked deep and sucked, wet and passionate. Jane moaned softly into his mouth as Jason’s hands roamed over her back and down to her ass, squeezing her firmly.
Jason: I’ve been waiting for this the whole week…
Jane felt her body getting hot. She kissed him back even harder, her arms wrapped tightly around his neck.
Jason then took her small overnight bag and led her inside. He had already prepared some snacks and drinks on the table. Jane went to the bedroom, changed out of her outside clothes, and put on one of Jason’s oversized shirts. Nothing underneath. The white shirt was big on her, covering just enough to tease. When she walked out, Jason’s eyes lit up.
They sat together at the dining table and ate. Jason kept touching her thigh, stroking it gently. After they finished eating, he pulled her onto his lap. His hands went under the shirt immediately, cupping her bare ass and squeezing.
Jason: Baobei, you feel so good…
Jane could feel his hard cock pressing against her butt. She kissed him again, grinding slowly on his lap. Jason pulled the shirt up and over her head, leaving her completely naked on his lap. He lowered his head and sucked on her breasts hungrily, taking turns with each nipple, biting gently. Jane moaned and held his head closer.
He carried her to the bedroom and laid her on the bed. This time, he took things slower than usual. He kissed every part of her body, her neck, her breasts, her stomach, her inner thighs. When he finally reached her pussy, he licked her slowly and gently, sucking on her clit until her legs were shaking.
Jane had never felt this worshipped before. She came once just from his tongue, moaning loudly and grabbing the bedsheets.
When Jason finally pushed his cock into her, he did it face to face, looking straight into her eyes. He went in raw, deep and steady. Jane gasped and wrapped her legs around him. He fucked her in slow, long strokes, kissing her the whole time while his cock moved inside her.
Jason: You feel so much good, baobei.
Jane didn’t reply with words. She just moaned and kissed him harder.
Later, he flipped her over into doggy style. He held her hips firmly and fucked her harder, deeper. Jane’s face was pressed into the pillow, moaning with every thrust. Jason reached around and played with her breasts, squeezing them hard. Her soft flesh spilled out between his fingers as he gripped them.
After that, Jane got on top and rode him. She moved her hips in circles, then bounced up and down, her breasts jiggling with every movement. Jason grabbed her tits again, squeezing them roughly while she rode him faster. She gave out a cry and came hard on his cock, her whole body shaking.
Jason couldn’t hold back anymore. He flipped her back into missionary and fucked her fast until he came deep inside her. Jane held him tight, feeling his warm cum filling her insides.
They rested for a while, lying naked together. Jason stroked her hair gently, like she was really his girlfriend. Later, they showered together. He washed her body slowly, his soapy hands sliding over her breasts and between her legs. They kissed under the running water again. Not the first time they had bathed together. Jason’s cock hardened again, and Jane knew no doubt she would be fucked again.
That night, Jane cooked simple fried rice for both of them, still wearing only Jason’s shirt. They ate and talked. Jason kept looking at her with a smile.
Jason: This feels so natural. Having you here like this… cooking, sleeping over, fucking whenever we want. I wish you could stay longer.
Jane smiled but didn’t say anything. Inside, she felt a strange mix of guilt and excitement. Guilt because her husband, me, had just left the country. Excitement because she was enjoying every moment of being treated like Jason’s woman.
After they finished eating, Jason pulled Jane back to the bedroom. They both took off their clothes again. He laid her down on the bed and climbed on top of her. They started kissing again, deep, wet kisses with lots of tongue action. Jason’s hands were all over her body once more, squeezing her breasts hard. Jane moaned seductively as he kneaded them roughly.
He kissed down her neck, then sucked hard on her nipples, making Jane moan out loud this time. His hand moved between her legs, rubbing her wet pussy. Jane was already dripping from earlier.
Jason positioned himself and pushed his cock back inside her raw in missionary. He went in slow and deep, grinding against her with every thrust. While fucking her steadily, Jason looked into her eyes.
Jason: Baobei… why are you still with him?
Jane moaned softly but didn’t answer at first. Jason thrust harder, making her breasts bounce.
Jason: Look at how wet you are for me. You never get this wet for him, right? Be honest.
Jane bit her lip, then whispered: No… I don’t.
Jason smiled and kissed her deeply again, his tongue playing with hers while his cock moved in and out. He picked up speed, fucking her harder.
Jason: You should leave him. I can take care of you. I can fuck you like this every day. He can’t even make you cum properly right?
Jane moaned louder.
Jason groaned and fucked her even deeper.
Jason: See? I make baobei cum multiple times every time we meet. Your body already knows who is better.
He pulled out suddenly and moved up the bed. Jane knew what he wanted. She got on her knees and took his cock into her mouth. She sucked him eagerly, tasting her own juices on him. Her head bobbed up and down, taking him deeper each time. Jason held her hair and gently fucked her mouth.
Jason: That’s it… good girl… Your husband is so lucky, but he don’t deserve this mouth.
Jane looked up at him with watery eyes while sucking. She took him as deep as she could, gagging a little but continuing.
After a few minutes, Jason pulled her up and turned her around into doggy style. He pushed back inside her pussy from behind and started pounding her hard. One hand reached around to squeeze her swinging breasts, the other held her hip.
Jason: Tell me the truth, baobei… Who fucks you better?
Jane: You… you fuck me much better…
Jason spanked her ass lightly: Louder.
Jane cried out: Agghh… arghhh… Baobei fuck me so much better than him!
Jason grinned and fucked her faster.
Jason: Then why are you still with him? Leave him. I give you this every single day.
Jane’s moans were getting louder. She pushed her ass back to meet his thrusts.
Jane: It’s… it is not that easy…
Jason: But you want to, right?
Jane whispered: Yes… I want it… baobei so much better…
Jason pulled out again and lay on his back. Jane climbed on top and sank her raw pussy down onto his cock. She rode him slowly at first, then faster and faster, her breasts bouncing heavily. Jason reached up and squeezed and kneaded them hard.
Jason: Look at you riding me like a slut. Can he ever make you like this? So wild and horny?
Jane shook her head: No… he cannot…
She leaned forward and kissed him passionately while still riding. Their tongues tangled messily as her hips moved up and down.
Jason: Then leave him, baobei. I’m serious. I can make you happy. I can fuck you properly. He doesn’t even know how to make you feel like a real woman.
Jane’s riding became faster and more desperate. She was moaning non-stop.
Jane: I know… you are right… you’re so much better than him…
Jason thrust up to meet her, gripping her ass tightly, his cock fully penetrated her.
Jason: Say it again… Baobei…
Jane: You’re so much better than my husband!
That pushed Jason over the edge. He grabbed her hips and came deep inside her, groaning loudly. Jane came at the same time, her pussy squeezing around his cock, and her whole body trembled.
They stayed like that for a while, Jane still on top of him, his cock inside her. Jason stroked her back gently.
Jason: I’m not joking, baobei. Think about it.
Jane didn’t answer. She just buried her face in his neck, breathing heavily, while his warm cum slowly leaking out of her sore pussy.
It was only the first day of my overseas trip…
The next morning, sunlight came into the bedroom. Jane slowly opened her eyes. She was completely naked, lying on her side. Jason was behind her, also naked, one arm wrapped around her waist. His morning wood was pressed against her ass.
Jason stirred and kissed the back of her neck.
Jason: Morning, baobei…
Jane turned around to face him. They looked at each other for a moment before leaning in for a deep kiss. It was slow and intimate, their tongues gently rubbed together. Jason’s hand moved to her breast, squeezing it softly. Jane moaned quietly into his mouth.
They continued kissing passionately for a long time, bodies pressed together under the blanket. Jane could still feel the stickiness between her legs from last night’s cum. The words Jason said yesterday were still echoing in her head.
…You should leave him… I can fuck you like this every day… He doesn’t deserve you…
Those words made her feel guilty, but also strangely excited.
Jane pushed Jason gently onto his back and climbed on top of him, kissing him again. Then she started moving downwards, kissing his chest, his stomach, and finally reaching his hard cock. She looked up at him with soft eyes, almost lovingly.
Jane: I want to make you feel really good this morning…
She held his cock with one hand and started kissing the shaft slowly, from the base all the way to the tip. Not rushing. She licked it like it was something precious, running her warm tongue along every inch. Then she took the head into her mouth, sucking gently while swirling her tongue around it.
Jason groaned and put his hand on her head.
Jane took his cock deeper, her lips sliding down his rubbery shaft. She started bobbing her head slowly at first, then gradually faster. She turned her head slightly from side to side as she sucked, making sure every part of his cock felt her mouth. She moaned loudly around his cock, the vibrations travelling through him.
Jane: Mmm… mmmph… mmmm…
She pulled back for a moment, letting his cock slip out. A string of saliva and cum connected her lips to the tip. She looked at him while stroking him with her hand, then dove back down. This time she took him even deeper, trying to relax her throat. She gagged softly but kept going, her eyes watering a little.
She changed her rhythm again, fast and shallow for a while, then slow and deep, letting his cock press against the back of her throat. While doing that, she used one hand to gently massage his balls. Her other hand stroked the base of his cock in time with her mouth.
Jason was breathing heavily: Fuck, baobei… you are so good at this…
Jane moaned louder in response, as if his praise turned her on even more. She started sucking with more passion, her head moving faster, saliva dripping down his shaft and onto his balls. She made wet, sloppy noises on purpose, knowing he liked it. Every few seconds she would pull back to lick the entire length or kiss the tip lovingly before taking him back into her warm mouth.
She was fully focused on pleasing him. Her eyes looked up at him often, watching his reaction, wanting to give him the best feeling. She varied her blowjob , speed, depth, pressure, and the way she used her tongue. Sometimes she moaned softly while sucking, sending vibrations through his cock.
The words from last night kept playing in her mind again.
…Leave him… I can give you this every day… He can’t make you feel like this…
Those thoughts made her suck him even more eagerly. She wanted to prove to herself that she could make him feel incredible.
After almost fifteen minutes of passionate sucking, Jason started breathing faster.
Jason: Baobei… I’m going to cum…
Jane didn’t pull away. She took him as deep as she could and sucked harder, moaning continuously. Jason groaned loudly and came straight down her throat. Jane kept sucking gently, swallowing every drop, not wasting any. She continued licking and cleaning his cock even after he finished, until it was completely clean.
She crawled back up and kissed him on the lips, letting him taste her tongue after sucking him off.
Jason stroked her hair and smiled.
Jason: That was the best morning blowjob I ever had.
Jane: Only for Baobei…
Jane smiled shyly and lay on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. The words were still in her head.
…You should leave him…
Later that afternoon, while they were resting, Jane’s phone rang. It was a text message from Gary.
Jane hesitated for a second.
She then texted back.
Jane: Okay… lets meet them.
Sorry for keeping everyone waiting, brothers. I went through this update again and again. I want to be able to articulate my feelings when readers read the entry. I think this is fine. I’m working on the next chapter which hopefully is more exhilarating than all earlier chapters..
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makkauhijau5
Are you okay OP? Writing this must’ve trigger some stress right? Take care bro.
Thanks for asking, bro, appreciate the thoughts. I would be lying if I say there isn’t stress. Recalling some of the happenings does make writing difficult at times. Hence the slow updates.
Going through what I did, I think I changed. For the better. Thankfully I chose the right thing to do when all the crazy stuff happened. I know some people never recover from their ordeal, or took extreme steps. Also thankful to bros here, despite this being ironically an adult site, widely frowned upon by public, I found much needed support and advice here, 10 years or more ago. When shit happened, it seems like the bros stuck together. So more than 10 years later, I’m back to thank the bros here.
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spaman7
Any update TS? Hope you are doing well.
Thanks, bro, just busy. Company having a “redeployment” exercise, things are just very uncertain. I’ll be updating this week hopefully.