My Perspective
Its sunday, and i woke up at 9am. I reach home around 9pm on a saturday, to find mom not home yet (she did say she will be home late), and i went to bed early.
The early session with B really drains lots of energy. I can still feel my cock head sensitivitiness, but the tiredness simply overcame my horniness.
I did not had such a good sleep for so long. This 12 hour of sleep is really good
like all typical 19 years old, first thing i do is to unlock my phone screen, and check IG for updates
its the typical updates i see on IG. a few pretty influencer i followed updated their evening, where they went, etc
Some NBA higlights from the 6am games.
I scroll for another min, and saw a post from mom, and the time is 730m, and its a picture of her at our pool
she is wearing this new bikini set
Then i went into her IG story, and it is a post that looks like this
I know she is a morning person, but never expect her to be that early. That post is at 730am
i went out to wash up, and saw my mom already working on her laptop. She is now wearing her typical home clothes
Mom: baby, you awake. slept well?
Me: yes mom. i slept very well
Mom: you were home so early. where did you go? u seldom slept so early.
oh no…. what should i tell her?
Me: yeah. went out to meet K & G. Have dinner at bugis and came home
Mom: them again? you need to get a life baby. haha
Me: com’on… again
Mom: let’s go. remember we are going for our fav bak chor mee!
Me: ok, let’s go!
Mom: you not changing?
Me: this is fine?
Mom: i need to change
what a nice outfit for a morning breakfast….
We hope onto her car, and started driving
Mom: baby, how’s you and jiaxuan going?
Me: what is that for?
Mom: i saw her the other day. she recognizes me, but she ignored me and quickly walked away
Me: no idea
Mom: you made her angry?
Me: no i didnt?
Mom: then you did made her angry
Me: i just said i didnt
Mom: Man are always man, never admit to mistakes
Me: woahhhhhh. dont stereotype
Mom: im not referring to you. you are still my boy!
Me: hello! im a man already. see my biceps
Mom
OOOOOOOO. so scaryyyy~~~~
Mom: but seriously, do you have girl friends?
Me: ya, i do.
Mom: where are they?
Me: in JC?
Mom: i mean now?
Me: at home?
Mom: you know what im asking. do you meet your girl friends?
Me: errrrrr
Mom: see. you are not meeting girls. you are always hanging with guys, and your ball
Me: errrr.. basketball is my passion. Why should i hang out with girls?
Mom: you see. that is what i am worried about. You are not meeting girls enough.
Me: but i am happy meeting whom im meeting
Mom: are you gay?
Me: MOM!!! no. i am perfectly normal
Mom: you sure? you know you can be honest with me?
Me: i am perfectly normal. I still bio chiobu on the streets
Mom: then why am i not seeing you meeting girls?
Me: because i have you?
Mom: ……….
Mom: that is very sweet baby. But mummy cannot be you other half.
and the conversation goes on and on and on until we reach the coffee shop
Dammm…the queue is long……
Found a seat, and we started eating
We talked about army, talked about how i will suffer another confinement this weekend due to that extra i had to sign
she is cursing and swearing about those stupid sergeant and officer, and only stupid people wants to have a career in the army (she is referring to my fucker dad)
the rest of the day went by uneventfully. we continue to chat about everything, and bicker on every small little thing like how we were for the past 10 years.
I went back to home, and spend time playing game.
She went out to meet client for viewing
Surprisingly, she came back at 5pm, and offer to send me to Pasir ris MRT
Mom: i wont be seeing you for 12 days!! booooooooo
Me: relax lah. im not going to jail
Mom: i tot your the field camp is the longest sepratetion i had with you. now again
Me: hahaha
Mom: let me bring u to the MRT. i want to stare at the stupid sergent who did this to you
Me: if you do that, i will tio mark
Mom: who is mark?
Me: its a term to say i will get aim by the sergeant
Mom: see my complain to mindef fierce or their aim
Ok, she dont understand a single thing i say
Me: anyway, just 12 day. you get busy. It is just 4 more weeks to POP, and i might not need to go tekong again
Mom: hope so
and then…we reaches pasir ris MRT
back in the camp, back to the usual
on a wednesday, we start to practice for our POP road march. we were drawing arms, and suddenly OC walked out of his office, and a smart alec shouted “PLATOON DIAM!”
my buddy, just about to receive his rifle, got startled by this and drop his rifle.
every eyes is looking at him
CSM walk towards him
“See me in office”
5min later, he came out. He also signed an extra
He will serve it together with me this weekend…
we were cursing and swearing at army
fast forward, its weekend
all the bastard happily booked out on friday, and we were alone in the bunk.
next morning 7am after breakfast, we gather at the company line office for our assignment
Me and buddy got assigned to guard the jetty, and we are on 2hr shift with another team
others got assigned as prowler, and had to walked the school
we arent allowed to use our phone while on duty, so buddy is always texting whenever its our break
Soon, its night time. We were having dinner at the cookhouse
Me: why are you always on your phone?
Buddy: texting lo, scroll social media lo
Me: no bored?
Buddy: what we doing now is boring
Me: haha. Texting girlfriend?
Buddy: girlfriendsssss
Me: you fucking hao lian
then we started talking about nonsense stuff. The dinner is quick, and we want to go back and rest before our next shift
Me: eh, any new epsidoe?
buddy: what?
me: that one la?
buddy: which one?
me: that video you showed me
buddy: fuck off
me: show lehhhh
buddy: nonono. it is a chargeable offense to posses obscene film inside your phone
me: eh fuck, dont give me this bullshit
buddy: nononon. nothing
me: ok, there is something indeed
i am now grabbing him
buddy: oiii.. stop
me: i always take care of you when you shag, now u dun show me
buddy: personal stuff la.
me:nono. we are buddy, need to be honest with each other
buddy: no no no
my hand start to reach into his pocket
he starts to struggle
buddy: can you respect me?!
ok. i have crosses the line. i stopped
me: sorry sorry. i though it was fun
buddy: nothing fun about this
we went quite for the next few min
i decided to break the ice
me: you know, i just had my first fuck last saturday
buddy: wooooohoooooo. men liao leh. with gf ah?
me: no la
buddy: went geylang?
me: no la
buddy: called FL?
me: no la?
buddy: then with the canteen aunty ah?
me: fuck you
buddy: so who?
me: a massage lady
buddy: serious?
me: yeah
buddy: how did it happen?
i then describe the whole thing to him
he just nodding his head while listening to me
me: i not just how, but something, i feel i am in a position on power over them
buddy: cause you paying $
me: no..
then i describe jiaxuan case to him.
me: so that is it. so strange
buddy: nothing strange about that
me: what do you mean?
buddy: some girls are slut
me: but they are not
buddy: correct. but most girl has an inner desire to be sluts. to be dominiated. to be controlled and over powered
me: really?
buddy: if not how you think i have those video?
me: what the fuck
buddy: some girls, are easy. most girls, you need to spend alot of time to draw out that desire. once it comes out, it can never be kept again
me: listening intently
buddy: one they tasted that feeling, they will be hooked. their desire will overpower their mind. they want to feel good
me: yes yes
buddy: when you touches them, it sends electricity into their body
me: yes yes
buddy: they will listen to your instructions
me: you are right
buddy: and no matter how their mind tells you they shouldnt be doing that, they will still let you do whatever you want
me: yesssss
buddy: you just has to find out what triggers it. makes them comfortable with you, makes them enjoy whatever they were doing. their hormones will do wonders to them.
me: how?
buddy: when they feel happy, they are more open to have skin contact. more skin contact means more touches. more touches means you can get even closer to their sensitive region
me: teach me leh.. please
buddy: start by touching their arm. if they are ok, keep it there. dont immediately move to other places
me: ok
buddy, then find a place that you want her to see, then move from hand from arm to her back. touch the part where her bra clip usually are. that is the most sensitive part at the back
me: and then
buddy: keep you hand there. if no objection, give it some light caress. not the sexual and pervert type, but the soothing type
buddy: then a few mins later, guide her to continue walking. slowly move your hand to their lower back, just above their bum. that will send another electric signal.
buddy: if no objection, leave it there as you walk. so far this is still not too touchy. and leave it this way for rest of the evening
me: the end?
buddy: no la
buddy: if she still agrees to meet you, keep it hot. meet her again following day, and let your hand be at where it last stayed. if no objections, just enjoy the day
buddy: find some crowded place and move your hand to her waist, and pulled her closer to you. if no objection, and enjoy
me: china town?
buddy: fuck you la. go to clark quay or whatever lah. especially with bars and clubs
buddy: you can occasionally use ur thumb give her waist some rub. it will send electricity up her spine
buddy: by now if still no rejection, she is getting very comfortable with you. if the crowd is thick, hold her hand. 100% she will let you. cos you already hold her waist before, which is more sensitive than hand
buddy: you can bring her to a club. be a gentleman, pay for the drinks
me: uh huh
buddy: if she agrees, you are 75% there
buddy: gave her a long island, or bourbon coke. when the music goes loud, ask her to move. jio her to dance
buddy: if she is shy, be encouraging. bit by bit, get her to move. compliment her. have a few more sip of drinks
buddy: after a cup, she should be very relax. make her more confident to move, and she will eventually
buddy: you will be surprise, when a girl is in the mood to dance, their hand is usually should up, that will leave their waist expose
buddy: encourage her, comppliment her, and her hormones will start playing tricks on her
buddy: when she is totally releaxed, you can leave your hand on her waist and start moving with her
my jaw dropped
buddy: the club should be fairly crowded. when it gets late, its gets more crowded. use this opportunity to pull her closer to you. ideally a fist distance between 2 chest
buddy: keep this as safety distance, as you do not want to alert her safety sense. continue to move with her. as long as she dont reject you, you are on track
buddy: continue to toast with her, small sip is fine. use your thumb to sooth her waist. find an opportunity to move bit by to her back facing the table
buddy: find a chance get her her drink, and reach behind her to grab it. this will close the distance between you 2
buddy: if she didnt back off, and let you get close, you are 90% there
buddy: now, magically, have your face close to her, and looking at her. if she looked away, shake the drink infront of her, and continue this
me: and if she didnt looked away
buddy: look at her. move your hand to her back, show her her drink. you sip it, and you kiss her
me: what if she pushes me away
buddy: say sorry, say you got carried away. but that is unlikely
me: and if she didnt
buddy: let your instinct tells you what to do next. you have already won.
Mom’s Perspective
Jensen has inform me formally to help him look out for a his properties. A stroke of good luck, i have found 3 units within my network of agents whom has seller within the orchard vicinity
i decided to text him on a wednesday morning
Me: Hi Mr Jensen, im Serene (let’s give my mom a fictatious name here)
Me: i have 3 units that met your requirement, when would you like to have a look? both seller are ok for saturday 11am - 4pm
no reply at all. guess he ghosted me
fast forwad to 5pm
*ting ting*
Jensen: hey serene, sorry for the late reply. busy the whole day. yes sure, saturday im ok
Me: Oh hi! i though you have already gotten what you want, and thus the no reply!
Jensen: haha. nono. not yet. just back to back meeting for the day, and i kept my personal phone inside my bag
Me: ic. shall i meet you this saturday 11am at the marq? this is a hot unit, and seller is ok with a fast deal. we can issue the OTP.
Me: do you know the seller?
Serene: i know their agent
Jensen: haha. yes yes. i forget about this agent thingy
Me: is that timing ok. base on both unit the selling price blah blah blah blah blah
Jensen: okok. too much text and details. i cant digest over whatsapp
Me: will you prefer a meet up for me to explain?
Jensen: how about we meet for breakfast on saturday then you run through the details with me
Me: sure sure. I’ll meet you. Where is a good place?
Jensen: 930am, eggslut @ scotts
Me: got it. see you
Jensen: see you, serene
Fast forward, its saturday.
Me: Hi Jensen, im here
Jensen: Hi, im inside. come’on in
He is dressed smartly today.
He got me a sandwich, and i went through the details with him
Me: there is 3 unit to view today. 1 at the marq, 1 at paterson and another OUE twin peaks
Jensen: nearby each other
Me: yep. all with excellent connectivity
i am going through all the details with him, and he listened intently. He has that look that stares deep into a person, and whenever our eyes met, i had to look away in order not to be mesmerize by him
Me: jensen, its 11am, the seller agent has texted me the owner is ready. shall we?
Jensen: yes sure.
Me: i’ll see you there
Jensen: we travel separately?
Me: if not?
Jensen: save the planent, i’ll take your car. better than i had to wait for you, or you wait for me.
Me: sure. but the parking here is expensive… u sure u ok with it?
Jensen: no worries about that.
Fast forward
Jensen is really a sincere buyer. He asked important question, like fees, like mortage payment, like neighbours. We spend approx 1hour per unit, with another 30min to 45min talking over details of that unit.
We had lunch at Takashimaya, and went on to the 2nd and 3rd unit. at the end of it, we were both exhausted.
Me: finally, we are done. do you have anything in mind now jensen?
Jensen: i need to run over the details again. let’s talk over dinner
Me: ok. Shall we go to a cafe?
Jensen: let’s eat at ion
Me: sure.
At ION
Me: how about five guys?
Jensen: too noisy
Me: then paradise?
Jensen: you have time today?
Me: yes i do
Jensen: i bring you somewhere
And he brought me to ion sky. And we had dinner at FLNT
my god. first time at this retaurant. the view is spectacular
and the first glass of sake appeared
By the end of dinner, i had already down 6-8 cups of sake, and mildy tipsy. It is almost 10pm
i am getting more and more comfortable with jensen.
he is so gentlemen, cool, and humourous. he is having me giggling whole night
Me: So jensen, why are you buying a house in orchard area?
Jensen: cos i can?
Me: such a cock man
Jensen: that is self confidence
Me: so any unit to your liking
Jensen: only one that i find to my liking
Me: it must the the OUE tiwn peaks, i can sense you really like that
Jensen: nope
Me: then must the paterson. you went to have a look at the gym and the pool. You wont bother to do that if you aint keen
Jensen: nope
Me: the marq? that’s a surprise. i though you find the facilities there boring, and noisy as it faces the main road
Jensen: nope
Me: then what is it? i am no so drunk
Jensen: Im looking at it
Me: hu?
Jensen: im look at it. you interest me.. the most
Me: blushes
Jensen: you are so detailed orient, so full of energy, so witty, and so down to earth. I cannot find a reason to not like you
Me: thanks….
he cheers with me, and i bottoms up that sake
Jensen: that way you handle the seller, ready to fight base case for me, i really appreciate it
He cheers with me again, and i bottoms up yet another cup of sake
Jensen: and you, so full or engery, i feel young again beside you
another cheers
My mood is pretty high now, and i starting to let go
Me: so what kind of house you like
Jensen: a house with a view
Me: like?
Jensen: i show you?
Thoomp-thoomp-Thoomp-thoomp-Thoomp-thoomp-Thoomp-thoomp-Thoomp-thoomp-Thoomp-thoomp
my heart is beating really fast. what shall i say?
Me: yes. where is this view? at ce la vi?
Jensen:come follow me (he reach out his hand)
instinctively, i held his hand
Jensen: let’s go
He brought me to ION residence
He tap a card, and the lift took us up to the penthouse level
The door opened to a house, and the layout is luxurious
Jensen: feel free to walk around
Me
k.
He went to pour 2 drinks
Jensen: this is the view im referring to
He opens up his balcony, which overlooks the orchard belt
He gave me the drink. We cheers, and i drink a mouthful.
It is a strong one, and it sends the alcohol up to my head
Me: who are you?
My head is spinning. The wind is blowing, and my hair is flying. it is getting chilly and i feel goosebumps on my skin
Jensen: just a civil servant
Me: what do you do daily?
Jensen: just the regular stuff =P
how will the night turns out?
it is getting really chilly, with the wind blowing my hair all over my face
we moved indoor, and we settle at his bar counter to continue our drink
He has the lounge chair, where he offered me, and he took another chair and sits beside me
we continue chatting, and giggling
i was sharing with him all the funny encounter i had as a property agent, and he was listening to me intently, and laughing with me
He has that pair of piercing eyes that look deep into my soul. Every time our eyes met, my heart skip a bit
He took out a bottle of whiskey from behind me, and started pouring small drinks for us
We continued to sip whiskey and chat. Every time he wants to refill his drink, or mine, he has to reach behind me to grab the bottle
Every time he does that, we are just inches away from each other
And he gets closer every time
From feeling his aura
To feeling his breathing
To smelling his breath
It’s that close now
This continues for another 30min. It is already 11pm, and i am tipsy
I want to go to the washroom and at the same time he is reaching back for another drink
We bump into each other
one of my leg kicked the lounge chair, and i lost balance
i fell back
he grab my back
he held me up
my heart is beating really fast
His hand held my waist, and he pulled me closer to him
My head is now resting on his broad chest. feeling no resistance, he wrap his arm around my waist, and i can feel his heartbeat
Jensen: are you ok?
he speaks into my ear
Me: im ok. hehe
he looked at me in the eyes
Jensen: another drink?
my head spinning, my eyes cloudy, my heart beating fast. He has been making me feel good since evening, and his touches is making me horny
Me: i need the washroom
i went into the wash, and took a pee
i can see my panty visibly wet now.
i wet a tissue to clean myself down there
OMG OMG OMG
what am i doing? why am i cleaning myself down there?
I washed my face, and look at myself in the mirror
what am i doing?
i am a divorcee
i have a 19 year old kid
i should not be staying out this late at a man’s house
nor drinking with him
and letting him touch me
but the devil is telling me otherwise
i need to enjoy myself
i deserve this attention
i should let my body take control
i should let go
i should enjoy myself
no no no no no no no
i cannot do.
time to go home
i opened the door
he is standing outsid the wahsroom
Jensen: another drink?
Me: maybe time to go home?
Jensen: sure. let me finish this
He took a big gulp
He pulled me towards me, and kisses me with his mouth full of whiskey
We are exchanging both saliva and the drinks during the kiss.
Our tongues are fighting
it sends gushes of juice to my pussy
my nipple is screaming to be twisted
and ass cheeks crying to be smacked
fuck the angel.
i need to be fucked tonight
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i am not sure for how long we kissed
my head is spinning
i faintly remember my legs are moving
next moment, i am sitting on his leg
i am so horny that i am sloughing onto him
my conscious keep telling me its wrong
my head keep spinning
my heart is beating so fast
but my mind is telling me to fuck it. just enjoy the moment
i pulled him closer to me, and we continue our french kiss
we were exploring each other mouth furious
we tip of of tongue can feel each other taste buds
it is so wet, and saliva is drooling down our mouth
we are so into it, that we forgot to breath, and let enjoying the moment
he broke off our kiss, and moved behind me. he skillfully nimble at my ear, and using his tongue to tease my ear
that send chills up my spine
it feeeeeeelsssssss so gooooooood
How long as it been since someone kisses me like that that
my cells are enjoying every moment of it
his hand hug my wasit, and place nicely are the bottom of my top
he continue to play with my ear
he skillfully move his fingers under my top, while he continue to kiss up and down my neck
my mind is not thinking
my heart is floating
my skins are so sensitive now
every time we had skin contact, goosebumps appear, and my hear beat faster
the more i didn’t react to his moves
the more daring he becomes
quietly, while i am enjoying his kisses
my phone rang
My mind is telling me to pick up my phone
but my subconscious is telling me to ignore
i tried to remove his arm and moved away, but he hugged me tighter
the phone keep ringing
i am struggling
i need to stop this
this ringtone is my last straw of sanity
It is telling me to stop
that’s why it keeps ringing
the more i tries to breakway, he hug me tighter
the devil and angle is at odds again
Angel: stop this now. pick up the phone
Devil: fuck that, you derseve to enjoy this moment
Angel: i made that phone ring to save you!
Devil: that is not happening
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My perspective
Back in the holding area, im in the midst of my 2hr break
I feel there is a need to tell my mom i am ok
I pick up the phone to call her via whatsapp
her last active is at 9.09pm. It is almost 1010pm now and she didnt check her phone since then?
The ringtone came and i patiently waited for her to answer
Buddy: calling ur gf?
Me: my mom
Buddy: serious? you doesn’t look like a mummy boy
Me: im not a mummy boy
Buddy: then why calling her now?
Me: becos she is my only kin.
Buddy: oh…im sorry
Me: its ok. weird, she is not picking up. Usually she picks up really fast
Buddy: may she is busy
Me: she is seldom that busy tilll not picking up her phone
Buddy: its 10+pm, maybe she is watching a movie, and phone on silent?
Me: you got a point
Guard Comd: night snack! prowler come take
Me/Buddy: Yes sergeant!
And i hang up the phone
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Fuck this shit, my phone really stop ringing.
hearing the ringtone has stopped, and sensing that i not not resisting anymore, he lift up my top
OMG OMG OMG OMG
this is wrong
i should stop him.
but my body is not listening to me
i am so hot now
the cool air in the room that hit my chest makes me feel so good
he finally took it off
his hand is now touch my breast
i can feel my nipple shouting
it wants to break free
it wants to be twisted
but this is so far
he is feeling up my breast
he left his palm at the undercover area
he is still kissing me
i am not thinking straight now
he move his right finger towards my right breast lace
he is playing with it
he is looking at me into my eyes
i know what he wants to do
but this is wrong
he move his finger up and down the lace
he is teasing my breast
i am clearly enjoying this teasing
he stop his fingers are the lace again
he looked at me again, he is looking for that signal
that signal to tell him to go ahead
what a cute army boy. always looking for an instruction
but we have gone too far tonight.
the angel and devil is fighting again
should i or should i not let him continue?
