Truth be told, I was excited but at the same time nervous about this dinner. Although I have met everyone who will be attending the dinner, somehow I was just not at ease.
As Tanya and I were walking towards the restaurant, luck would have it that we bumped into Janice and Blyan.
“Oh why hello, we seemed to be destined to bumped into each other,” said Janice with a big smile as she was walking beside Blyan on his electric wheelchair.
I was caught off-guard, as I was still trying to settle my thoughts.
Seeing me like that, Tanya picked up the conversation, “Yes, it would seem so. Hi, I am Tanya,” she said as she extended her hand to shake Janice’s but Janice stepped forward for a hug instead.
“Hi Tom,” Blyan said to me before turning his glance to Tanya’s low-cut red dress.
Tanya lowered herself to give Blyan a hug. All I could see was Blyan’s eyes following my wife’s cleavage.
Not wanting to feel left out, I moved towards Janice to give her a hug too.
Although we hugged, but I could she was cold towards me. You can feel it when someone gives you that vibe.
Compared to what Tanya was wearing, she was dressed pretty casually – t-shirt, jeans and a pair of ballet flats. But that doesn’t mean her body and bum curves were not on display – they were!
“Booking under Brian is it?” asked the captain breaking our exchange of pleasantries.
We were brought into the private dining room almost towards to the end corner of the restaurant.
The door opened, and there was the rest of the gang.
My eyes immediately searched for the ladies first to see what they were wearing. Both were wearing equally sexy dresses and also showing some cleavage – Amy more so than Jane of course. So did those 3 pre-plan their wardrobe for the night? I am pretty sure they did.
I could also see both Brian and Andy looking at Tanya and Janice.
“Hello hello, come on in, said Brian in a rather fake warm voice. I can tell from that he was clearly nervous as well.
Given that the four of them came first, they had taken their seats and left the 3 chairs and an empty space – presumably for Blyan’s wheelchair.
Blyan saw that, and just moved himself to that spot. To his left was Amy.
Janice naturally took the seat next to him.
Tanya then followed suit and sat next to Janice, and I naturally took the last seat, which was next to Brian.
As I was placing our contribution of alcohol on the middle of the table, Andy tried to break the awkwardness, “Wah, looks like we have a lot to drink tonight… hahaha.”
“Yup, looks like we have a pretty good selection,” said Blyan lending some support to breaking the ice too.
“Thank you so much for arranging this dinner Brian. It’s good to see everyone. I am Blyan, Janice’s husband, in case you have not been told.”
By now, the only 2 persons in the room who have not seen both Blyan and Janice were looking intently on them.
“Hi I am Janice, I believe we have not met,” she said as she looked at Amy and Jane, before concentrating her gaze a little longer at Amy’s cleavage and the outline of her huge tits over her silky dress.
“Oh hello, I am Amy, Andy’s wife.”
“And I am Jane.”
Just as it went silent for a good 2-3 seconds, and I thought here comes the start of the many awkward silences of the night, luckily the waiters came in to serve us some tea and refreshments.
“Eh, come come let’s look at the menu. Janice and Blyan, tonight on us, just order ok?” said Andy as he flashed a friendly smile at Blyan.
“That is very kind of all of you, thank you,” replied Blyan whilst looking over to Amy and smiled.
“Jane, I don’t think I have seen you in any of the company’s family or social gatherings?” asked Janice whilst looking at Brian, as if to get him into trouble.
“Err.. .yea… I usually just let Brian go by himself. He did ask me a few times, I think the last one was that Desaru trip last year, right?”
“Yea Desaru, that’s right. You should come along, it’s really fun. Maybe for this year’s company trip, I heard we might be going to Bintan.”
“Ok, I will keep that in mind,” replied Jane politely before her eyes met mine. My heart skipped a beat. Been a while since I saw Jane, and Amy as well of course. That was when I shifted my gaze to Amy and she was actually staring at me, as if to say “how dare you only pay attention at Jane and not me?”
Brian was just quiet and pretended to be busy looking at the menu and discussing with me.
Everyone did the same for a while.
“Ok, we ready to order? Anyone has any particular dish to order?” Brian asked.
“Maybe we can get the banquet set since there are some many of us, and it has almost everything, from vegie to soup to meat and some seafood. Is that ok?” I asked.
“Yea banquet sounds good, we are not fussy eaters anyway Janice and I,” said Blyan.
Brian took charge of ordering with the captain and asked for some wine glasses.
“Ok, I can see some awkwardness around… let me break the ice a little faster,” said Janice as she looked around the room, especially to the 3 wives.
I was getting more nervous, I now can finally identify the reason – I was worried if she would tell the wives the real reason for joining the swap; ie it was a quid pro quo for our incriminating group chat. I hope Brian has gone through the specifics with Janice on what to say and what not to say.
“The husbands have known this, but I think I should explain to you wives…”
Oh my god! Was she really going to spill the beans?
“I must thank all of you, especially the wives, for considering us to join in your activity. I know it is a big ask.”
“Truth be told, if not for Brian’s kindness in listening to my problems, Blyan and I would continue to be miserable.”
Brian’s kindness? Wah lao, more like his stupidity for sending the group chat to the wrong person. But I was glad that Janice knew just what to say and was spinning a story, and I must say she sounded very convincing and different from her normal domineering self.
“I am a woman too and I know how you feel Janice, don’t have to thank us. So long as we are all aligned in our interests and everyone can be comfortable with each other, we are happy that our activity can also improve your marriage,” said Jane trying to comfort and assure Janice.
“But are you all ok with me in the wheelchair?” said Blyan as he took a sip of wine.
“Errr… honestly, it might take a while to get used to it, but I am sure we will all get along fine,” said my wife this time with a smile.
“Yup, it is a good thing that you look cute too,” quipped Amy as she looked at Blyan.
“Thank you for that ladies. I appreciate that.”
“Well, as would have been discussed among all of you, I will participate in the activity and Blyan is just happy to watch. But if any of you ladies wish to partake in any activity with my husband, of course within his permissible physical limits, he is more than happy to oblige. I must say his tongue is pretty lethal,” said Janice laying out the scope of their participation.
“What about toys? Would you like us to bring some for you to use on us?” came the question unexpectedly from Jane. She must have put some thought into this. Brian was looking at her with a surprised look on his face. She got embarrassed and a bit blushed.
The conversation got interrupted when the waiters started bringing in the dishes. I could sense the male waiters were ogling at the wives and the wives don’t seem to mind the attention.
Not wanting the momentum of the conversation to die down, I continued right after the last waiter left the room, “If it helps with getting Blyan more involved, why not?” I looked at Jane and smiled.
“I am happy to go with the flow, but let’s not forget I have fingers too which I have been told can create some magical moments,” said Blyan as he now turned to look at Tanya and then to Jane. I can see he is getting more comfortable and relaxed with his presence in a wheelchair amongst us.
“Ok, with that, I propose a toast – to us!” said Janice.
With that toast, it has sealed the deal for the swap – this time with 4 couples, with a mix of trepidation and a sense of unfamiliarity for some of us, whereas for some is a mix of pleasure plus getting a “quid pro quo” transaction done!
The dinner went on smoothly, with everyone exchanging stories about the usual stuff – work, gym activities, movies, the latest Netlix series to binge given the haze keeping all of us indoors.
But the whole night I could see Brian was quite on the edge, probably because Janice was his boss. And I could tell that Janice felt that too.
As the night went on, people started swapping seats to have more intimate conversation with each other, and more and more alcohol were consumed.
It came a point where Janice came up to Brian and I, and proposed a toast to us “Thank you for arranging this.”
We weren’t sure if she meant it or she was just putting on a show.
“I mean it, on behalf of Blyan and myself,” she raised her glass again to us, this time followed by a genuine smile.
We toasted her.
“And Brian, outside of the office, I am your friend, you don’t have to be so tense,” she said as she brushed Brian’s arms.
I took the cue to move away and went to Andy who was drinking with Blyan.
“Eh, sorry ah, but honestly sometimes I really cannot catch what you say leh,” said Andy to Blyan, both of them quite clearly intoxicated as I would never imagine a world where an ah Beng would be conversing with an Irishman.
“Hahaha,” Blyan guffawed, before continuing, “so rong as you can unlerstand me, I can unlerstand you,” and they both bottoms up like good ol’ chums.
“Wah both of you so buddy now ah,” I said to join in their conversation.
“Eh Tom, come come join us… I must say your Tanya sure is a fine fit bird!” said Blyan quite loudly in his state of intoxication.
I didn’t know how to respond. I turned to look at Tanya and the other ladies, whom all heard what Blyan said.
“Err…. Errr… I am sure all of our wives are beautiful too…” I tried to be as politically correct as possible.
“Come on, don’t be so modest mate… look at her… her bum and her tits, especially in that low-cut dress… and I like the tan on her… right Andy?”
Complimenting my wife was one thing, but talking about her lecherously, what more within Tanya’s hearing distance, was a bit uncomfortable for me.
“Well, I am sure all the boys are looking fine too right, ladies?” said Janice as if to stop her husband from saying more, “and darls, I think you better take a break from the alcohol.”
“DON’T YOU DARE TELL ME TO STOP, I WILL STOP WHEN I BLOODY FEEL LIKE IT!” came the unexpected loud retort from Blyan.
Janice was taken aback and was embarrassed by Blyan’s behaviour.
“I am so sorry everyone…” said Janice.
Sensing that Blyan was getting a bit rowdy and Janice’s embarrassment, I thought it best to defuse the situation by taking Blyan outside for some fresh air with the other guys.
Nothing some fresh air would not make better, and indeed that was what Blyan needed.
Within minutes outside, and with a cigarette in hand, he apologised to us.
“Hey guys, sorry about that. Must be the alcohol talking in me.”
“Eh, don’t worry la, small issue,” said Andy as he relishes in taking his first puff in hours.
“I hope I have not tarnished my image in front of your wives.”
“I don’t think so. As you said, it is the alcohol. Moreover, I believe our wives find you cute, or at least that was what Andy’s wife said of you,” reassured Brian.
“It’s been a while since I am out like that in a group of friends, having dinner and drinking – and that is if you guys consider me as a friend,” explained Blyan, before continuing “As much as Janice loves me, I sometimes prefer to stay at home and let her go out to have fun as I often see my wheelchair as the reason friends no longer ask us out. So, whatever the reason may be for tonight’s dinner, thank you guys, I actually enjoyed it – hence the over drinking.”
Meanwhile inside, Janice was also apologising to the other ladies over Blyan’s behaviour.
“I am so sorry, he can get rowdy at times when he drinks too much.”
“Don’t worry about it, that happens sometimes. But we are glad we are able to meet you and Blyan tonight,” said Jane.
“Given that your husband is not here at the moment, can I ask you some personal questions about him?” asked Amy with a sudden seriousness.
“Yea sure, go head.”
“So, with his condition, he can’t get an erection anymore?”
“Unfortunately, his penis is sexually impaired.”
“So, that means he cannot ejaculate as well?”
“No ejaculation as well. But his body still produces sperm, and he is still sexually healthy and has needs. It’s just that he can no longer get an erection and ejaculate like normal.”
“Does he still ask you to do stuff with his penis? Like blowjob?”
“Yes, he still does. He tells me that sometimes he can feel some sensation, although no erection. Whether or not he feels anything, I still feel like it is my duty to at the very least give him whatever pleasure that he may want.”
“So, it is soft when you blow him? Does it feel weird? By the way, sorry for all these questions, I am just curious,” Amy apologised after realising the barrage of questions coming from her.
“No, no don’t have to apologise. Yes, it is soft, but it is not weird – purely because I still love him very much. But I could feel his frustration as a man not being able to pleasure his wife with his erected penis. I always assure him it is fine – but ladies, I’ll be honest here, I am a woman with needs too. But to Blyan’s credit, his fingering and oral sex skills have improved tremendously to compensate for his penile inability.”
“But do you not crave for a penis inside of you?”
“Of course I do, and that is why he usually finishes me off with a dildo – which we have grown to have quite a fair bit of a collection – all types of sizes and colours – and I believe that answers your earlier question Jane about bringing toys. A dildo is the closest extension of a real penis to Blyan, he tells me that he feels sexually empowered when he is thrusting a dildo into me, especially a big black one.”
“But deep down inside, he knows I am craving for the real thing. And that is how we started talking about allowing me to be fucked by other guys but on the condition he is there to watch. But it is not easy and safe to find men whom we both can trust to engage in such activities with us, in particular with Blyan there watching me with the man. With those we were happy to proceed, usually young uni boys with cash rewards, they would eventually pull out upon learning that Blyan will be there to watch.”
“But recently things have gotten worse as the sexual frustration between us had gotten us into many fights, including the one that Brian witnessed late one evening in the office. We thought no one else was in the office. And that was also how I shared with Brian my problems, and here we are today with you guys – so thank you very much. And also, I feel so underdressed compared to all of you ladies here – had I known I would have put on something really sexy too, haha.”
The ladies all burst out laughing.
“Wah wah what’s so funny, share with us also leh,” said Andy as we all joined back into the room.
“Something about what we are gonna to do with you guys later – if you all behaved!” quipped my wife.
Angmoh being angmoh, and very gentlemanly, Blyan wheeled himself straight up to Janice “Darling, I am sorry about earlier.” And with that he gave Janice a loving kiss.
“Wah, so gentleman and romantic. Andy, please learn ok?” said Amy while pinching Andy’s ears.
Everyone burst out laughing this time.
“All right, I guess we are done here with dinner. And it is not getting any earlier. Should we call it a night?” the organiser Brian resuming his host role. It is clear he is still uncomfortable with this dinner and wanting to end it.
“Awww, really? We calling it a night already? But it’s Saturday night,” lamented Amy.
“Err okay… what do you have in mind?”
“Well, given all of your generosity tonight of buying us dinner, it’s only right that we invite you over to our place for more drinks if that is ok with all of you?” came the invitation from Janice.
“Yea, come over to ours, we can have more to drink in a more relaxing set-up,” Blyan continued before looking at Janice and said, “and darls, don’t worry, I will only be serving the drinks, not drinking.”
“Yea, we can do that… would be a great way to get to know each other more,” my wife supported the idea.
The others – Jane, Amy, Andy and I were nodding in agreement – except for Brian. But he would have no choice but to go with the flow.
After settling the bill, we all set off to Janice and Blyan’s place. It was some nice condominium near Bukit Timah Nature Reserve.