Life can sometimes be a bitch


    Chapter #1

    For some of you who know me and a bit of my story, I was a player for a long time.

    Over the years, from the brothels to massage parlours to ktvs, my taste has evolved. From just needing a girl to fuck, to the excitement of dont know whether you will get extra or not, to the need to hunt for the prey. The harder it is, the better it is. That’s why i love to hunt those ML, ktv girls or mummies that refuse to give extra or go hotel type. I need that excitement.

    Recently i found out that it is even better if the girls are attached. But my social circle are mainly amongst the nightlife, so i am talking about the ktv girls who have boyfriends. If i can make them go hote to fuck, that’s my biggest turn on.

    i shared with some sbf bros that the reason was because long time ago, i had a very close girlfriend called Rachel. She was from china and come to singapore ktv to work. She betrayed me by sleeping with a close buddy of mine. I cut her out of my life when i found out. But i also dont trust women and relationships after that.

    But until today i can say Rachel is the one i really give my heart to. until now. even when i have a gf now (not a real gf because she is a ktv girl but i somehow bao her because she is to my liking). My current gf name is Janice.

    Janice is a nice viet girl. She works in ktv but never open leg type. Somehow i got the chance to bao her because of some connections and fate. Maybe getting old already so want to have some stable type.

    Have been with Janice for 3-4 months now. Very happy together. I am rich enough to provide for Janice so she just stays at my place and no need to work anymore.

    One day i go to china with a long time business partner Raymond (he is my supplier). We do business for a long time but not personal friends. This time we go china to source for some materials together to cut down costs for our business because of inflation making business very hard. Raymond is very familiar with china so he goes with me to settle the business together as it benefits both of us.

    Other than doing business together, we always go chiong ktv together in singapore. But this is the first time we go china together.

    That’s when I know that Raymond has a mistress in china (he is married and has a family in singapore). He said he will intro his gf in china to me and ask me bring Janice along. The girls can go shopping together and at night we have company too. Raymond knows Janice pattern so even if we go chiong ktv at night, he knows janice wont say anything too. I thought it’s a good idea so i brought janice along.

    As man-man brother-brother, he shared with me that this mistress is a great beauty and best to fuck. Of course, not wanting to lose out, I told him Janice is damn good also (he knows Janice too because we chiong together and met her together). Raymond replied of course, he want to sleep Janice too but I manage to grab her first. If not he also want to bao Janice. First time i heard about this but i feel shiok as a man la.

    when we reach china, at night we go dinner at chinese restaurant. Raymond asked 2 other chinese businessmen to join us. They are Kwan and Heng, both in their 50s like us. One look can tell they are the typical rich towkay, rough, loud and with large potbellies. Unlike me and Raymond, we do maintain ourselves better by going to gym.

    Raymond and both of them all brought their girlfriends along. That’s when I saw Rachel among the girls.

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    Chapter #2

    Writer’s note: I am not a good writer and my english not very good. i originally not writing out my full story, just want to talk about the recent incident. But now like some people like my past stories. I try to write out the past stories. This is real life story of me, a 51 yr old lao beng now

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    Chapter #3

    Seeing Rachel again brought back all the memories from 15 years ago. I was still around 35-36 then. Just starting out to do my own business.

    I never study much, come out ITE so can only work as mechanic in factory. Have a few gfs during younger times but I realise as I grow older especially in the late 20s or 30s, harder to get local gf. All dont want to be with a lowly paid mechanic.

    That spurred me to come out and try be my own boss, but I started small. Doing some import-export for the machine parts I am familiar with. That time, Internet just starting only. We still using nokia phones and the best is blackberry. Still got opportunities to do import-export in those days if can find good lobang.

    That time Rachel still my gf. She from china and come singapore find job. She started working nightlife because her previous job as a waitress at one of the pubs was too long hours and pay too little. Someone recommended her to try ktv. That where I met her. She only worked there for like two months when I met her. I quite like her and she not used to ktv life. So I hire her to be my admin girl, help me do paperwork and invoicing. After a while, she become my stead.

    She only 20 yrs old then. 165 tall, with model legs. She has a perky butt and when she wears high heel boots, she has killer legs and a killer bod. She from the country side in china so has a bit of tan. But the tan makes her look so sexy and wild when she dressed in OL dressing.

    I always feel proud when I bring her along to meet customers. Can see all the ah beng towkays and old uncle bosses eyeing her and ogling her when she wears those mini skirts that show off her long slender legs.

    Everytime after those business meetings, we go back office at night, I will bend her over at my office table, pulled up her mini skirt and just fucked her roughly from behind in standing doggie. That round perky butt is best to fuck from behind and she will give out soft gasps of moans when i fuck her.

    I always like the feeling of those old uncle, can see cannot touch. Only I can touch. Give me the feeling of power over them. Whatever frustration I have over the business and work, I will unload that onto Rachel’s butt. Sometimes mouth or even face.

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    Chapter #4

    Rachel is a good gf. Help me with my business and she is like my PA. When she become my gf, even better. We always together. At work and after work. I ask her to move in with me to save rent and she happily do so.

    Like that, we are always together. At work and at home. She is a submissive gf too. Whenever I need to fuck her, she will let me do so. In office, outside in handicap toilet, in my small second hand honda jazz, at home, whenever I want, I will just get her to suck me off or let me fuck her. She is those type never initiate herself but when i want, she will just let me do her quietly. Sometimes I asked her to be more aggressive and she can initiate too but she always said she doesnt need to and never think of sex. But she enjoy when I do her so that’s good enough. Maybe she young or she from small countryside in china, she has those traditional wife thinking.

    That is the happiest period in my life. My business grew very fast and I had such a young and pretty gf who can help me in my work. Rachel also very good. Sometimes I go out entertain, go drinks at ktv with customers, she also never complain or say anything. She say she understand man do business is like that. As long as I come back home and remember she is the mistress of the house can already. I think I am so lucky to have her.

    After 1 year, my business grew stable and quite good already and I want to marry Rachel.

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    Chapter #5

    That night on my 36th birthday, we went celebrate together. Our colleagues and some of my friends, we all go karaoke lounge to eat, sing and have fun together. It’s those proper karaoke. We booked one big private room with karaoke, pool table and wine bar inside type.

    We ordered food, sing songs, play card games and dice and just drink alot. Everyone just enjoy and have fun. Rachel is always by my side, take care of me like she always do. Ask me not to drink too much. But it’s my birthday so everyone keep toasting to me and ask me drink. I see everyone so happy so I just play along and drink to my heart. They also get Janice to drink when my stomach too bloated.

    We start at 8+ and just play like this all the way into the night. By around midnight I starting to get a bit drunk already. So I just find one corner of the room and just rest my eyes a bit. I fell asleep with all the blur images in front of me and I can still hear them singing, laughing and drinking, and I can see Rachel’s back in front of me. She looks so sexy with her one piece black gown that fits her body hugging that can see her hourglass shape.

    When I wake up again, I see my watch around 2+. The crowd in the room is lesser already. No one singing anymore but the karaoke still singing on its own in the background. A few of them was playing pool, with another group playing cards. Got a few already dead drunk and lying around on sofa around the room. I feel my bladder quite full and need to go toilet.

    I tried to look for Rachel around the room but cannot find her. I asked where she was but no one knows. Said she might have gone toilet. So I just walked with my legs still not very stable under me with a little drunk still. I want to go toilet to relieve myself so i walk along the corridor with all the rooms on the two sides. Our room is the biggest one and at one end of the corridor and the toilet is right at the other end. I think late already so some of the rooms got no people anymore and the door are just closed. But got the small glass on the door can see the room is dark and no lights no people inside.

    I go into the toilet, relieve myself and wash my face with the cold tap water. Feel a bit more wake up now. Then I go back to the room. Rachel is not back yet. I take out my phone and sms her. That time no whatsapp yet so cannot see if she got read my message or not. See no response I call her. But she didnt pick up.

    I feel a bit worried about her that time so I walk to the toilet to see if she there. Then I walked along the corridor and suddenly I hear a very small familiar sound. Just a sound of “Ugh” but I hear this sound before. Suddenly my heart become a bit heavy and my breathing a bit tight. The door is closed and the room is dark but I think I hear the sound from there. So I just peep through the glass but see nothing from my angle.

    I pushed the door open and suddenly heard a “ah” and a man shouting, “Oei got people inside. Go out”

    One girl is lying on her back across the sofa and head on the sofa armrest. Her dress is pulled up to her waist and pulled down to expose her breasts. The black bra is pulled down together with the dress too.

    A guy is on top of the girl, and he is naked from waist down. His jeans is lying on the floor. Can see his naked butt from where I standing. The guy is fucking the girl in missionary.

    The guy is Ben, one of my long time buddy. The girl is Rachel. They are fucking in the room behind my back.

    Rachel screamed and Ben starts to stand up and said something. But I cannot hear anything and my mind went blur. I just see a glass ash tray on the table. I grab it and just whack it onto Ben.

    The next moment I was in the police station. But whatever happened is not important.

    I was so hurt by the two of them. I never want to know why and how because all in my mind is just hate. I cancel Rachel pass and terminate her. I cut off contact with her after that. She went back China and I never want to hear a single thing about her anymore.

    But I know in my heart, she is the girl I love the most. But I was so hurt by her then that I just want to cut her off from my life.

    She is like the perfect girl. So pretty, so helpful in my business. She is so young too but never complain about our age gap. She is so submissive to me when it comes to sex too. I really got nothing to complain about her. But I just cannot forget that image of her under Ben in a half undressed state, and enjoying him fucking her. That image made me go crazy.

    Now looking back, maybe I should have given her a chance to explain. But I dont know. I just cannot control myself by that betrayal then.

    From then on, I never trust relationship again. That starts my journey of what some people say, revenge fuck.

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    Chapter #6

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    neoprint123

    hi TS,

    Lao Beng… when all of us are older, we will be lao beng too.

    i am curious, when you said you “bao” your vietnam girl, how much is that amount? Say $1000/month?

    just curious.

    and, are you married now?

    I am still single. Never went into a steady relationship after Rachel. Started a chionging lifestyle for the last 10+ years and I have bedded countless chio girls until I dont think I can settle down with a single girl. My mindset has changed after Rachel and eye opener when I tasted the world differently

    But last couple of years, I encountered a couple of incidents and spoken to a couple of bros from sbf. Mindset changed a bit again, that’s why settle down a bit with this viet girl.

    I will share more in my story. The fee is much more than $1K but not all in outright money too. Maybe i can share more info when it comes to her part in the story.

    Suddenly recounting all these make me feel like an old man recounting his life story of chionging hahaha. Got a funny and different feel

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    Chapter #7

    I was in a depressed state for quite some time. No mood to do anything. Just coop myself home and sleep in bed. Good thing my company that time doing ok already. Can auto pilot with my few good right hand men.

    I no energy to do anything. Sleep and eat and sleep and eat. Like a zombie.

    Some buddies know about me and Rachel, so they try to help by asking me out. But I always turn them down. I dont know how long I like that but I think got 1-2 months.

    Finally one day I decide to go out with one buddy. He brought me to a quite high end spa at orchard. Like a health centre type. Got buffet, jacuzzi, hot and cold spa, TV lounge. Those that you can stay whole day there with one entrance fee type. The closest thing to that now is the G Spa. But this was even bigger and better than G Spa. Same like G Spa, it was a clean joint at Orchard. More for the businessman to relax and talk business.

    We relax in pool, eat and chat a bit. Then we go for our massage in different rooms. There I met quite a pretty masseue. I cannot remember her name already. Think it’s Chanel or Gucci or something like that. I just recall it’s a famous luxurious brand. She looked like her name. A bit mature, but elegant and quite pretty. She has those more mature beauty.

    During massage we make small talk. She was around same age as me. Mid 30s and she was married and has a young kid. Her massage was clean but somehow at that moment, I felt an urge for her. Maybe her looks suit me. Maybe I long time never come out and touch women. Maybe I just looking for something to fill emptiness.

    I know it is a clean massage because she totally didnt do anything sensual. The massage just end like that. I just told her I like her massage and want to extend another 30 minutes. She said she go check if she can. When she come back saying ok, she asked me which part I want to massage more.

    I straightaway point to my groin and said, “你可以帮我这里吗?”

    Of course she said no. This is a clean joint blah blah blah and she is married and has kid all those things.

    “我不会说出去的。而且我可以给很多小费。$300够吗?“

    I can see her pause at the $300. Without giving her too long to think, I pull her hand and put on my groin and move around.

    She stood there stunned. I pull down my shorts and wrap her hand around my cock and move up and down.

    She was very nervous and can see her giving in.

    “真的不能说。被发现我会被开除的。老公知道我也会完蛋。”

    “当然。我说来做么?”

    This is how she started giving me a hj. Can tell she is totally inexperienced. When I feel the urge building up, I just put my hand on her chest and rub her breast over the clothes. She was shocked but she didnt stop me. She closed her eyes tightly and just let me continue while still moving her hand up and down.

    I use another hand and rub her lower part over her pants. She was wearing those uniform with blouse and pants. She tried to move away but i hold her strongly and continue.

    She seem to be enjoying it too as she closed her eyes shut but her breathing becomes heavy and faster.

    “我想要你”

    “什么?”

    “我要做爱”

    “怎么可能?“

    ”没有不可能的。看你要不要而已。“

    ”当然不要。“

    ”都这样了。也没差啦.”

    By then I already pulled down her shirt and rubbing her breasts underneath her bra. My other hand also inside her pants touching her pussy directly.

    “我给你 $1,000"

    “总共 $1,000? 还是 $300 加 $1,000?"

    “你要多少就多少啦”

    I pull her face towards me and we kiss. The kiss was passionate. Think it is the pent up tension all released. I feel she also aroused by then.

    We kissed like lovers and touched each other all over. She is scared to take off her clothes so we leave them on. I find that more arousing too with her half undressed.

    “我没套。怎么做?”

    “没套更爽。我出之前拔出来就好了。我没有病的,你放心。这也是我第一次。因为你太美了,我忍不 住”

    I pull her pants and panties down her thigh. Her hands on the massage bed and i start to fuck her from behind in standing doggie.

    It was such a good fuck.

    We changed to cowgirl with me on the massage bed and she ride on top. It was so good as I can see her aroused face when fucking. She did not dare to moan because scared found out. But she will give out deep breath which shows she enjoys.

    I cannot hold anymore and just before I cum, I pull her up and we come at the same time. She collapse onto me and we kiss again.

    It was a most intense and passionate sex.

    In those days, there were no smart phones, no whatsapp and no wechat. Didnt think of getting her number too. When I went back again, I found out she had left the spa. I never knew what happened, dont know related to what happened between us or not. But I can remember the most intense session we had.

    That incident also opened me up to another thing. The fact that she is married made it even more exciting. and money can make alot of things happen. That is my thinking then. It started me on a journey to look for girls that initially dont want to fuck. But I will use money to give in. This give me a sense of satisfaction. If they are attached, I feel like revenge fuck too. If Ben can fuck my Rachel and Rachel can betray me, I can do the same to others too.

    It is like a revenge fuck.

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    Chapter #8

    From that onwards, I start a life of playing and fucking. Sammyboy became my daily forum. I will read all the FRs to find my next hunting ground.

    I started with Geylang. That is the easiest. Just choose and fuck. But after a while, the feeling is gone. Then I find the street walkers at geylang. I find it more kick to check those girls out, some even prettier than the legal houses. But soon the feeling is gone too after a few bad service.

    Then I began to go health centres. At least now got some pre activity like massage and such before the actual sex. But soon that commercial feel also no feeling anymore.

    After that I go massage parlour. Not the with special type because that feeling same as health centre then. I go those clean massage places. And try to get the ML to give me special. This one not easy. Have to return at least 3 times and keep trying and success rate only around 20-30%. But I enjoy the process.

    That’s when I met her. Alice.

    Alice is a 25 year old china girl. Absolute beauty. She has a pair of dovey eyes that will melt you. But her eyes always full of sadness. She is slim and has only A cup, but her figure looks proportionate. Somehow just attracts me with her girl next door look.

    Maybe that time i sick of the commercial girls. Want to have this type.

    Never get any special from her because clean joint, those chinese TCM type. Very good solid massage. So i return to her many times. Each time, after her massage, I will immediately go somewhere else for a second round to release. Each time I will imagine her to be the one doing it.

    After many times, we become more friendly and start to chit chat. I start to know her more. We start to go out on dates. Sentosa, mount faber, east coast etc etc. Lunch, then slowly become dinner and soon we go on movie dates. I start to see her like my gf but she always resist. Just say we good friends. But I just keep courting her.

    By then I am confused already. I dont know I am chasing her to become my gf or to get her to give me special. But I dont care so much. I just know I enjoy being with her. She gave me a feeling of being in love again.

    We start to message each other everyday. Every other night I will go send her home after her work. We start to hold hands. She let me kiss her cheek as goodbye kiss at the lift lobby.

    Then one day i read something in sammyboy. The girl seems to sound like Alice. My heart suddenly heavy. I messaged the TS and asked more. And the girl is really Alice. She gave TS a hj. My world suddenly crashed down.

    But i want to make sure. I start to befriend the TS and try to find out more. I also try to ask the other bros who also on the same thread to fish for more info. It seems that more and more bros are getting the hj from her. A couple of them also say can roam with clothes on. My heart was bleeding when I read all these.

    By then I am 80% sure already but I just need to confirm it before confronting Alice. My mind was in a blur and I cannot think straight. I asked a good friend to go find alice. I want to have evidence. First time nothing. I felt a sigh of relief. Second time also nothing. But third time, my friend got the hj from alice.

    My world seems to collapse on me.

    I went to find Alice for a massage session. at the end, I asked for the special. She was shocked, say “you crazy ah, you know I dont do this”

    Anger building inside me at this time. “No need lie anymore. Jonathan is my buddy. You gave him a hj last night 8 pm. I also read from the forum that you have done this to a number of customers already”

    Alice’s expression totally become white.

    I pulled out the $50 dollar note that I had prepared in advance and gave her.

    She just kept quiet and start to do the hj for me. My hands also start to roam her body. First over the clothes and then under the clothes.

    I can sense her tears welling but I dont care. A mixture of lust, jealousy, betrayal just all mixed together.

    I pulled her face and start to kiss her. She refuse to open her mouth so I just kiss her face and hug her and rub her breast while she doing it.

    Then I cum. Quite an explosive one. All the built up and pent up feelings.

    We were quiet throughout the rest of session. When I was about to step out, she gave one sentence

    “以后不要来找我了“

    I didnt turn back. My heart was hurt again. I just move on again.

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    Chapter #9

    my english not so good and i just writing out my real experience and story. So not as exciting and language not so good as some of the brothers here. I read their writing really good. Very good english

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    Chapter #10

    I become disillusioned with true love and no confidence and trust in women anymore. Or maybe the girls from nightlife or my social circle. The older I become, the more I see what happened around me, the more I fixed on the idea that all the girls are just looking for money.

    I know there are good women around, married with kids and everything. But these are not my social circle.

    I am lazy and too old to talk puppy love with prim and proper girls and let them assess and judge me. I just addicted to fuck pretty girls. I have money. They want money. It’s a fair and proper exchange. No heartache, just fuck and go.

    I start to enjoy this kind of life. Over time, I more addicted to find targets to lure with money to fuck. Those ktv girls that dont want fuck, i tempt them with money to fuck. Those masseur that dont give specials, i tempt them until they give. Those ML that only do hj, i tempt them until they go hotel with me. I start to enjoy this kind of hunt and fun.

    If I know they have boyfriends, even better. I got more kick. The harder the hunt, the more satisfaction I get.

    I used to start with the PRCs and Malaysians. Maybe because of language, maybe I like fair skinned girls. I only want ethnic chinese.

    Money not really an issue for me as I am alone and I make ok money from my business. I started to up my taste to more atas girls. Tiananmen was my favorite. All the PRC girls who think they are so high class. When I fuck them at the hotel, they are just a slut to me.

    PRC nightlife girls are quite heartless and mercenary. The more I play the field, the more i feel this way. Somehow this become a game for me. The most shiok is i can make them become reliant or like me. Then I will ditch them. Pay them back at their own game.

    The market was flushed with PRCs, Malaysians and Thais, but thais never attracted me personally.

    But recent years, I changed my taste to viets. Dont know it’s because of covid or what, viets started to invade our nightlife scene in recent decade.

    Even when the viets are here, i never took much notice or pay attention to them.

    Until I met her. She is a red hot mummy at one of the popular ktv here.

    She is pretty, sexy and attractive. Her name is Ginny.

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