My last day here-This is my story. AMA


    Chapter #71

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    AUDIFANSG

    Nothing wrong with you lol…. I have the same problem as u and im pretty sure most bros here do to. All i can think abt is my session with an ML and its pretty hard to turn off esp if u alrdy have a favourite. After session done will feel like shiet esp in the shower. All i can think of is how to get out asap. During the journey home will have a deep sense of regret but fastforward 1 week later will start the whole cycle over again.

    May be common in SBF, but probably uncommon in SG. So i still think something is wrong. Knn every time regret but still keep coming back lol.

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    Chapter #72

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    darkvlado

    Bro just yolo enjoy while u can, no regret

    Bro im not enjoying it. Always regret and feel terrible afterwards.

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    Chapter #73

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    dieth1234

    If you don’t wish to go, just don’t go. That’s what I do. Of course, what works for me may not worked for you.

    Good for you bro. Seems like you have good self control.

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    Chapter #74

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    mbhavana

    Kudos to you @

    catlord

    for this no nonsense comment.

    @

    Regretfulman

    , I understand your plight, but don’t understand why you have to resort to FLs when you are single and have no responsibilities. You should follow the above advice and improve your dating skills. And women don’t always look for looks alone. If you develop your personality and your physique and show that you have varied talents, it would definitely improve the number of your potential partners.

    I first tried GL out of curiosity and frustration, but it was after my marriage. I was really stressed at work and my wife wasn’t with me then due to reasons beyond our control. I had never had sex with anyone before marriage. I was frustrated with our plight and I went to GL twice in a space of a month. But I felt really guilty and didn’t go there for several years after that. My wife was able to join me later, so everything seemed fine.

    Then sometime after our first child was born, our sex life took a hit and I again felt this urge. It was only at that time that I discovered the various “domes” on sbf. I visited a lady in dome 2 first. She wasn’t pretty, but I somehow wanted to explore all the domes. And I started feeling less and less guilty about it. I was bonking almost 1-2 new girls a week at one point. Finally I discovered I spent close to 12k in a year on FLs and random chicks on only fans. This was a huge jolt to me, and I decided to quit. Not to mention the associated stress of getting an STD from a BBBJ and passing it to my wife. Fortunately I was never stupid to do raw and tried to choose CBJ most of the time. Have been clear so far.

    I haven’t been completely successful at quitting, but now I only go to GL if at all I go, and only get a quick CBJ. I feel less guilty about that, and the frequency has reduced a lot (about once in 2 months). I am trying to revive my sex life with my wife, but she doesn’t like to experiment beyond missionary. She doesn’t even like giving me a BJ. I’m trying to occupy myself with work and improve myself by exercising, etc. Hope to quit this completely soon.

    Ya totally understand. Most of the FLs i met not even hot and i didnt even enjoy it. Just the thrill of getting new bonks with different FLs.

    Just curious, do you even enjoy cbj? Even normal bbbj i have difficulty finishing lol.

    Seems like a few bros here also wanna quit this lifestyle. Thinking of creating a group chat (must be anonymous though) for all bros as a peer support group. If anyone have any ideas/want to join can let me know.

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    Chapter #75

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    dieth1234

    If you have money, spend it on yourself and your family. Buy organic food, install filtered water for your family, etc to get healthy. Buy apple watch to monitor your health. Do exercise. Enrol in course to meet new friends.

    Why waste your money in ML who think we are fools?

    Haha i think with all the money i spent could have just went to tokyo and go for those premium syts. Instead punted it on middle aged prcs and dome 1 cum dumpsters. BAHAHAHAHHHA. I am a fucking joke.

    A fool and his money will be parted. I am a fucking fool thats for sure.

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    Chapter #76

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    Bangster

    Wah you still here ah?

    Go see my previous post. Answered many times already. In summary to update my progress and share my experience in this healing journey.

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    Chapter #77

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    timeliness

    Perhaps we should get a sticky thread up and running to share on which FL has std so that bros who visited can get tested?

    Dont turn it will happen. Think about the interests of the stakeholders. Will result in loss of business for OKTs who are paying SBF for advertising. OKTs will confirm pressure sbf to not have such a thread.

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    Chapter #78

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    Feilong

    Pain from urination, and white discharge occasionally.

    Got a shot and also antibiotics alr… hopefully all should be good within 1 week…

    How long did it take for symptoms to appear?

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    Chapter #79

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    syncrossed

    didnt you recently raw a whore?

    maybe your turn will come soon, and that will shock you into genuinely quitting

    Yes I did, and I have been praying very regularly. Im actually confident I wont get anything, i feel the peace of God around me. Its hard to explain the feeling in rational terms, but you just know it.

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    Chapter #80

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    sbwow

    STDs which are curable isn’t scary.

    There is someone with HIV and is still rawing in Dome 1, GL

    Go search it.

    Whats his user ID? Scum like him deserve to be behind bars. One day karma will get him.

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