My last day here-This is my story. AMA


    Chapter #151

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    Originally Posted by

    amethys

    TS needs to get a STD check first. This is worrying.

    Got one scheduled next month at dsc. Will be getting every test possible.

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    Chapter #152

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    Originally Posted by

    autosongkran

    Last time have 1 FL in D1

    Felicia of Amazon

    She give masterclass in safe sex. Most bros all listen to her 30 mins or more masterclass

    Now she give masterclass on No FL as she is convert

    wasted she now anti FL. Damn good fuck!

    Intro me bro. I also need masterclass in qutting FL

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    Chapter #153

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    Originally Posted by

    nakadashi555

    If only you would take your own advice. Really love how you twist or run away from arguments whenever they are lost.

    You can type whatever you want bro.

    Just remember, until you accept my challenge and reveal the alleged “Fl with stds”, your words have no credibility or weight here.

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    Chapter #154

    Supplements for overall health I take vit D, ZMA, omega 3 fish oil, cordyceps, ashwagandha, shilajit, black seed oil, milk thistle

    For brain function and memory I take lions mane, and alpha-gpc

    For testosterone I take tongkat ali and cistanche.

    For supplements like vit D, omega 3 fish oil, ZMA, ok to get from general brands.

    But for the rest, its better to get it from a premium source. Alot of supplements like tongkat ali have fillers in them. When it comes to supplements, dont ever cheap out - your health and well-being is at risk.

    Nope, havent done bloodwork yet.

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    Chapter #155

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    Originally Posted by

    sbwow

    Any reason why there is a need for tongkat ali at such a young age?

    Just explained it in a previous post. To get my test levels to the highest possible limit for a natural male(without taking steroids).

    The feeling of having high testosterone just feels too fucking good. High confidence, energy, increased muscle mass and strength. Its like living life on godmode.

    But ofc will feel very horny lol.

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    Chapter #156

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    Originally Posted by

    catlord

    Don’t you see, therein lies the problem.

    I have been taking tongkat ali for a very long time now. I know how good high dosage of ali feels. More gains from gym, more energy etc. The problem is, it makes me too horny. I have 6 girls on rotation now. When I’m on high dosage of ali, it’s not uncommon for me to have sex with all of them in the week (sometimes more than 1 girl a day in the weekend), plus meeting new girls from apps. I was spending all my free time everyday of the week having sex/meeting with girls. Logically I knew it was a giant waste of time, but I couldn’t help it, I was too horny.

    Of course it feels good to optimize your hormones and all that, but that also makes me too horny and unable to do anything else. My work and business suffered whenever I was in my high dose cycle. These days I have dialed in my dose and I choose to go on a low dose where I only need sex 2-3 times a week. I still feel some energy boost, not as much as from a high dose of course but I can focus on the more important things in my life. I don’t know what dose you’re on, but in my mid 20s even the lightest dose possible would produce the same sexual overdrive effect as a high dose would now in my 30s.

    If you want to feel the ali sense of power and strength, your mind will be overtaken by lust and the rest of your life will suffer. You can’t have one without the other, that’s a myth. I also can’t. Maybe a man with unbreakable iron discipline can, but that’s the furthest thing from what you are now. You gotta be realistic, with all the recent dome 1 rawing spree you have a laughably puny level of self control now. At the end of the day you gotta choose what you want out of life. What good does feeling powerful and having big muscles get you, when it’s gonna keep you addicted and make you too horny to work on anything else in life (money, game etc)??

    Seriously, quit all test supplements and I’d bet a good amount you’ll find your addiction much easier to manage. Maybe you’ll even be free from it. Of course you won’t feel as good, but you want to feel good and ruin your life, or you want to move on and have a good life??

    You’re right, i think its time to cycle off(ive been taking it daily the past 2 weeks). I’ll try playing around with the dosage and see what works for me. What brand do you use btw?

    Also, you mentioned u went for some premium therapy before($300/hr). What was it for and was it effective? Where did you find such a contact?

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    Chapter #157

    Just a quick update- almost relapsed again today. The urge to find the previous FL was just too damn strong. Had to masturbate once in the morning and once in the afternoon. And btw, im the type that never rtm a FL, always go for new variety kind of guy.

    Lesson learnt - never raw creampie a FL. Im not too sure about the biochemistry that happens in the human brain, but it does something to you that makes you want to go back. I cant explain it in logical terms, but its like some sort of spiritual force that fucks with you.

    On a side note, recently went for an anonymous peer support group for sex addicts. When i heard the stories there, wah i was scared shitless. These are men whose lives, careers, marriages and family were ruined because of this addiction. Never underestimate how destructive this lifestyle is. In fact, im probably the luckiest one there. Im the youngest and probably the most fortunate in seeking help while my disease is in its infancy stage. This is probably the biggest wake up call i had, and has strengthened my resolve to cure myself.

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    Chapter #158

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    Originally Posted by

    Ineed69tonight

    Can PM me the contacts of the FL who managed to get you to rawdog her?

    Every single FL in dome 1 is rawable. In fact my success rate is 120%. Why more than 100%? Because a recent FL raw me in cowgirl without my consent when i couldnt get hard for the 2nd shot.

    If i need to give u contact, chances are you are gonna quote me and coerce her to raw you, so no.

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    Chapter #159

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    Originally Posted by

    nakadashi555

    “Facts” but not haolian

    My 120% rate is factual. Up to you to believe. Like i said,nothing to haolian about. This is not forbes list.

    Got ferrari, gcb or six pack abs model look? Then haolian for fuck.

    Still waiting for you to accept my challenge nerd.

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    Chapter #160

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    Originally Posted by

    nakadashi555

    U have ferrari, gcb and six pack abs model look?

    Nope. Thats exactly my point. I dont have these, therefore theres nothing to haolian about.

    You fail PSLE english bro?

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