My last day here-This is my story. AMA


    Chapter #111

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    Originally Posted by

    nakadashi555

    What a joke- think Dome 1 full of STD then go Dome 3 think got less chance and CIP some more.

    Pray to YHWH for a brain and less ego please.

    Lol. You think i pre-planned to raw someone from dome 3 ah. It was a heat of the moment thing which i fucking regret now.

    And you still havent answer my question yet. Who exactly is the FL with stds and why the fuck you havent expose yet? Are you a white knight simp or a fucking liar?

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    Chapter #112

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    nakadashi555

    “Facts” again.

    Really worried about the quality of our undergrad kids these days….

    I like how you can comment when you dont even know what I PM-ed him about. Anyways, it is a piece of information that backs up my story, which I would have otherwise not been able to provide if I was “trolling” as some here have claimed.

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    Chapter #113

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    nakadashi555

    What a joke- think Dome 1 full of STD then go Dome 3 think got less chance and CIP some more.

    Pray to YHWH for a brain and less ego please.

    Lol. You think i pre-planned to raw someone from dome 3 ah. It was a heat of the moment thing which i fucking regret now.

    And you still havent answer my question yet. Who exactly is the FL with stds and why the fuck you havent expose yet? Are you a white knight simp or a fucking liar?

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    Chapter #114

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    catlord

    Dude….. I did a quick search and the cheapest therapists I could find was Safespace at $90/session. They have pretty good reviews. You said you don’t have money to go for therapy, but you have money to book FLs and go for overseas trips? You could have gone for multiple sessions for every FL you booked. At this point I don’t even know whether you’re sincere about quitting. Your choices tell me otherwise. Genuinely very disappointing to see.

    But do what you want man, I’m not your dad.

    “Not enough money” is not exactly factual. If you put a gun to my head, sure I can cough up the sum. I mean, who the fuck doesnt have $100.

    But yes, my finances are in a tight spot, savings <$10k right now. You must also consider that therapy is not a one time thing, it takes months(maybe even years) for it to work, which is not exactly a comfortable expense for me now.

    Secondly, booking FLs is actly a very financially irresponsible move on my part, and I cant exactlty “afford” it per se. But addiction makes you do stupid things.

    But after this fiasco, i am definitely seeking treatment. Feels like im spiralling down a black hole. In fact, theres a way for me to get treatment for free. All I have to do is confess my double life to my pastor and seeks free counselling services from the church. But its social suicide for me, and I will probably be persona non grata(unofficially) and Im too balless to pull the trigger.

    As for the overseas trips, my friends are well to do. I have always went on frequent trips with them. If I cook up some bs excuse its gonna be sus, which is not exactly what I want now.

    But yes, you are absolutely right. My choices are disappointing. This is the worse part of this addiction. You no longer think or behave rationally. I know I am a shadow of my former self, and I need to get my shit tgt fast.

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    Chapter #115

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    Originally Posted by

    nakadashi555

    Its your mum lah thats why

    Ok then, mystery solved. You’re just a fucking liar who PM me for raw contact and then got butthurt+defensive when I refused. Cooked up a bullshit story that you had “care and concern” for me and that some random whore had stds that you had knowledge about.

    Funny how we had to go back and forth multiple times for you to finally admit it.

    Also, sorry to burst your bubble, but raw is honestly fucking easy to get. My success rate(although a limited sample size) stands at 100%. Like i said, youre probably repulsive irl(old fat hairy ugly bastard).

    Glad we can finally put an end to this bullshit.

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    Chapter #116

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    syncrossed

    Why?

    What has happened to the Christian brotherly love, compassion, and forgiveness?

    Did not Jesus stand up for a prostitute?

    Yes. Unfortunately humans are not jesus. Which do you think is more probable? The average church-goer looking at me with mercy, compassion and love, or looking at me with disgust, judgement and contempt?

    The gospel is absolute and pure, but human nature is always the same, regardless of religion

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    Chapter #117

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    Originally Posted by

    nakadashi555

    Its your mum lah thats why

    Ok then, mystery solved. You’re just a fucking liar who PM me for raw contact and then got butthurt+defensive when I refused. Cooked up a bullshit story that you had “care and concern” for me and that some random whore had stds that you had knowledge about.

    Funny how we had to go back and forth multiple times for you to finally admit it.

    Also, sorry to burst your bubble, but raw is honestly fucking easy to get. My success rate(although a limited sample size) stands at 100%. Like i said, youre probably repulsive irl(old fat hairy ugly bastard).

    Glad we can finally put an end to this bullshit.

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    Chapter #118

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    Originally Posted by

    syncrossed

    Why?

    What has happened to the Christian brotherly love, compassion, and forgiveness?

    Did not Jesus stand up for a prostitute?

    Yes. Unfortunately humans are not jesus. Which do you think is more probable? The average church-goer looking at me with mercy, compassion and love, or looking at me with disgust, judgement and contempt?

    The gospel is absolute and pure, but human nature is always the same, regardless of religion

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    Chapter #119

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    nakadashi555

    Your logic is like that of a feminazi chick with armpit hair liao.

    You say you’re ashamed but so haolian you have a “100% hit rate”

    How you know I am “repulsive” and “probably have difficulty raw”? “Facts?”

    Lai faster go church confess your sins and do it all again tomorrow

    Not haolian, just facts. I see you so fucking butthurt about my narrative that raw is difficult, so i decided to rub it in on a fucking clown like you. I honestly dont derive any pride from this. Many bros have PM me and told me how easy it is for them to raw too. Like I said, you think this is forbes list ah?

    “How I know youre repulsive”? - Eh fucking simple lets settle this once and for all. We both post topless pics of ourselves(face hidden ofc), with a piece of paper stating our user ID and date. Dont worry, im probably at my physically weakest the past 2 years. Let the entire sbf forum decide for themselves.

    If you refuse this offer, then I(as well as any person with common sense)will take it that what I said is true.

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    Chapter #120

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    Originally Posted by

    nakadashi555

    Your logic is like that of a feminazi chick with armpit hair liao.

    You say you’re ashamed but so haolian you have a “100% hit rate”

    How you know I am “repulsive” and “probably have difficulty raw”? “Facts?”

    Lai faster go church confess your sins and do it all again tomorrow

    Not haolian, just facts. I see you so fucking butthurt about my narrative that raw is difficult, so i decided to rub it in on a fucking clown like you. I honestly dont derive any pride from this. Many bros have PM me and told me how easy it is for them to raw too. Like I said, you think this is forbes list ah?

    “How I know youre repulsive”? - Eh fucking simple lets settle this once and for all. We both post topless pics of ourselves(face hidden ofc), with a piece of paper stating our user ID and date. Dont worry, im probably at my physically weakest the past 2 years. Let the entire sbf forum decide for themselves.

    If you refuse this offer, then I(as well as any person with common sense)will take it that what I said is true.

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