A Mother’s Diary
I normally don’t write diary… But recently I started one… and I have to keep it encrypted with a password on my laptop.
Dear diary, I recently found out Aaron has been masturbating with my used underwear. I normally throw my used underwear into the washing machine after bath and will wash it together with other dirty linen later in the night. Recently, I was sorting out the dirty clothes cos 1 of Aaron’s jeans was dark colored and new and I was afraid the color would run. That was when I discovered Aaron’s “new habit”. I found my purple lacy undies were wet and sticky.
The crotch part was soaked with sperm, I knew that immediately. I was stunned for a second and quickly put it down with other clothes. It must be Aaron… My husband has no need to use my undies to pleasure himself. My boy has grown up already… My fingers were instinctively rubbing on the still wet surface, feeling its stickiness against the texture. There was no one in the kitchen.
I knew it was wrong, but I have a strange fetish that was trained by my husband Matt. I love sperm. I was very sensitive to the smell of it. I love how Matt shot his sticky hot sperm on my face and felt it trickle down my chin, my big boobs. I would spread them around my boobs then scoop them back up on my fingers and lick them clean… I know it sounds perverted… But it’s my secret diary… I guess I can say anything, haha…
I held that cum soaked undies and licked the sperm on it. It was not as tasty though. Sperm needs to be FRESH. I hope this is a one off thing and I don’t intend to tell Matt about it. He’s a strict dad and I am worried he might over react.
Talk to you again diary.
31 July 2022.
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June didn’t wash the dirty clothes that night. She wanted to confirm her suspicion and removed her panites and placed it on top of the rest of the clothes. She was feeling a bit horny after her new discovery about her son’s new hobby. That night she initiated sex and Matt couldn’t get it hard enough. She did her best to bj him but to no avail.
“Dear what happened? Tired?” June pouted and asked.
“Ya, recently quite busy… Big project coming up…”, Matt lied. The truth was he was banging his new secretary before he came home for 3 straight hours until his balls were drained.
“But I want…” June continued to play with Matt’s limp dick.
“Sorry dear tonight really bo bian…, tomorrow need wake up early go work” Matt stopped her hand and put on his underwear again.
“You! Ok ok next time you beg me also don’t give you” June was annoyed that her horniness was unanswered.
June was tossing and turning while Matt was snoring away in 5 mins. She looked at the clock and it was already 1am. She got up and wanted to get a drink from the kitchen. As she walked past the kitchen’s toilet she realized it was occupied as the light was on. Hmm? Who was it? Was it Aaron? Or Mandy her daughter? Normally she don’t care, but tonight she was horny after founding that cum stained panties of her and she started to imagine it was Aaron behind that toilet door, wrapping her panties to his dick and stroking it up and down. She shook off that image in her head immediately. Geez.. June you one fuck-up mom, fantasizing your son…
Then she remembered she placed her used panites for that night in the washing machine. She walked to it silently and checked. It was not there anymore. She looked at the bathroom and carefully walked back, pressing her right ear on the door. She heard the air movement sound inside the bathroom and also someone inside making a rustling and grunting sound.
“Fuck mom yeah…. Suck my dick mom…”
She heard it, although it’s not too loud, she still heard it clearly. Her heart quickened a bit and she clutched her slinky nightie in front of her boobs. She should be moving away as a good mother but she found herself wanting to listen more. Was my boy masturbating inside with my panties??
To be cuntinued…
Dear Diary…
I think we have a problem here, or rather I have a problem now. It’s Aaron. He was masturbating with my used panties and shooting his load all over it…
What should I do? I discovered that he took my “bait” and wanked himself crazy inside the kitchen bathroom. I was eavesdropping outside and heard him calling my name while doing it. Oh god… I didn’t know what to do outside. Then I heard he flushed the toilet and I quickly went back to my room.
When I heard he went back to his room I secretly went back to the washing machine… My god… It must be a huge load… The whole crotch area was flooded with his cum. Fresh goo of cum, like white gel topping sticking to the fabric. Oh god… The smell of it was making me dizzy. I resisted with all my mental power to put it into my mouth and suck those sperm. Damn Matt for making me a cum addict!
I put it back into the washing machine and started walking away. One step, two step, three step. My fetish side won and I found myself turning, retrieved the soiled panties and went into the bathroom and locked the door. I… dear diary I am a bad mother… I held it to my nose and took a deep breath, as I smell it, some of the cum dripped onto my boobs. Thank god it didn’t hit my nighties. I scooped it back to my fingers and without thinking the next moment my fingers were in my mouth and I was tasting Aaron’s cum…
Mmmm… mmm… I was ashamed of my behavior but at the same time I felt excited. I continued to clean up the sperm on my panties and it was all cleared, leaving just a big wet patch on my panties. Then some moral sense started to return and I vow to never do it again. It’s normal for a 15 yrs old boy to have an urge to unload. Then I wonder, does he also do it to his sister’s panties?? I made a mental note to check next time.
1 Aug 2022
The next few days, things went by as usual, except I checked Alice’s panties and hers was also Aaron’s “victim”. Oh shit. This is not good. I started to imagine my kids banging each other, Alice got pregnant and… No no no… Aaron may have developed this habit but me and Matt had raised him well and incest isn’t a line that Aaron is going to cross. Probably free porn on the internet has severely distorted Aaron’s way to relieve his “stress”. I certainly hope that Aaron’s mischief only limits to the panties he finds every night in the washing machine. Little did I know that it was not only Aaron I had to worry about. I was starting to head down a slippery path.
Dear Diary:
I notice the way my son looks at me is starting to change. I can feel his burning lingering gaze at my curvy assets in the house. Whenever I had my back to him or bent down, I could feel his stare at my butt, something that I am proud of with vigorous routine yoga exercise at home. He may have tried to hide it by turning away quickly while pretending to watch TV. I was quite amused by his reaction. I am 38yrs old but maintain a perfect figure. Men turned their heads whenever I walked past, probably attracted to my bouncing boobs of 38G with each step that I took.
I too stole a glance at Aaron’s shorts while doing my yoga, wondering how it was underneath… I know it’s not something a mother will do. I am just curious if he was equipped with the right tool to pleasure his wife in future… Or was he like his dad, only 2 inches while erected? His dad, in order to compensate for his “shortcoming”, had come up with numerous “patterns” in the bedroom to make sure I cum not only by his dick, but also all sorts of toys and SM equipment… It was during that time that I developed a fetish for sperm. He even suggested 3p or 4p while I sternly rejected. I admit I may have imagined doing it with more than 1 man, but I kept it as a curious idea and stayed at that.
Little did I know that I soon discovered how big Aaron was… I was opening Aaron’s door without knocking to collect his dirty clothes as he likes to just throw them around his room. I was shocked to discover that he was laying on his bed jacking off, not realizing that I had entered as he had his back to the door, eyes glued to his handphone which was playing some porn I guess and his wireless earbuds on.
From where I stood, I saw him vigorously jerking his dick. I can still see about 5 inches of it while the rest of it was blocked by his body. Holy shit… Judging from what I saw, it was maybe 7 to 8 inch long? And it was thick! Damn! I blushed but remained standing there, watching, and watching, as if transfixed by the bizarre but strangely erotic scene. I have never had such a big dick inside me before, not even my ex before Matt. I wonder how it would feel? The idea came up so quickly I shut my eyes and banished that thought immediately. I silently backed off and closed the door softly. I will let him finish before I collect his dirty clothes.
Dear diary, now I can’t seem to shake off the image of my son’s huge cock. I am just glad that Aaron didn’t notice.
1 Aug 2022.
Dear Diary…
I am getting naughty recently… I changed my yoga pants to something that shows my cameltoes and a tighter sports bra too. Why? I like to tease Aaron and watch him fidgeting on the sofa, trying to hide his erection, so funny.
I select those yoga positions or movements that would “accentuate” my assets. I knew Aaron was watching and I just felt a hot rush between my legs. I am such a perverted mother… This morning I went to Aaron’s room as usual to collect his dirty clothes. After opening his door I was stunned yet again from what I saw.
Aaron was still sleeping soundly, unaware of my entrance. But… he was sleeping nude!! OMG… his cock, when flaccid, was about 5inch long and 2inch thick. Oh god… his blanket was kicked to one side, exposing his manhood while laying on his back with his leg opened wide. He was still a growing boy, can’t imagine if his dick is going to grow even bigger.
As a caring mother I wanted to help adjust his blanket if not he might catch a cold. But when I got close to the edge of the bed, when his cock was within reach, I stopped and just stare — at his cock. Then I shifted my attention to his balls, where all the cum stays. I was already feeling horny with the thought of SPERM.
One voice was telling me to leave while another voice told me to stay. I knelt down and suddenly Aaron moved! Shit! I quickly prone down like a thief. I shouldn’t have done that, it’s like a reflex. Thanks to my yoga routine I was really quick. I reckon unless Aaron sat up, he wouldn’t have noticed me. I freezed for like 1 min and didn’t hear any more sound.
I slowly raised my head and peeped. I covered my mouth immediately, surprised by what I saw. Aaron had shifted to sleep on his side and his flaccid big cock was now only about 7inch from the edge of the bed. He was still snoring away but to my surprise his dick began to grow bigger. It was a bizarre sight to behold, like watching a flower blooming, I watched his cock keep growing and growing to almost 9 inches long. Then I was shocked when he started talking in his sleep.
“Ya mom… suck it…” he murmured.
Fuck… I rarely curse but this time I can’t help it… Damn it’s like walking on a tightrope and all your nerves are on edge. Then I realized he was discharging pre-cum. A drop of white clear liquid appeared on his cock eye. I forgot the risk of Aaron suddenly waking up. The cock head was now even nearer to me after it got erected. Just edge in a little, just a little more, I could have it in my mouth. The thought of it once started, can no longer be subdued…
Aaron was dreaming that I sucked him. It might be ok to just… have a lick? Just one lick. Just one. I told myself. I got closer and opened my mouth, the dick was only an inch away and soon the distance was bridged by my tongue. With a nimble flick of my tongue, the pre-cum glided on my tongue. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath while savoring the taste of it. Still lacking something… I yearned for the real deal, the thick and slightly salty, metallic taste of sperm. I forgot my 1 lick promise and leaned forward again, this time taking his dick head into my mouth.
Then I got another surprise. Aaron began to ejaculate! I don’t know what he was dreaming but obviously he came and his hot seeds was literally flooding my mouth. I held his cock head with my lips firmly, until he was done and I withdrew my mouth, holding all that sperm in my mouth and then 1 gulp I swallowed it all. I looked at Aaron’s face and he was still sleeping and I quietly left the room. It was a pleasant bonus to “accidentally” taste my son’s sperm. When I got back to my room, I realized my panties was already wet.
Dear diary I was bad. Because now I was actually looking forward to the next morning…
3 Aug 2022
Dear Diary…
Later that day, Aaron was looking at me with a strange look. Did he notice the things I did while he was sleeping? Maybe he was puzzled that there was no stain in his underwear. He remembered that he dreamt and had an orgasm but woke up to find his underwear clean. He knew I would go to his room for his dirty clothes in the morning.
This morning I opened Aaron’s door and he was still sleeping, his lower body was covered in a blanket. I was relieved and at the same time felt a sense of disappointment. I proceed to pick up his strewn clothes around the room. While I had my back to him I heard some rustling noise and thought Aaron had woken up. When I turned around to check and there it was, his morning wood fully exposed again with his blanket kicked to one side again.
I quickly went up to bed side near to his face and looked at him. Was he pretending to be sleeping? Exposing his cock to me on purpose? I shift my sight between his dick and his face. Should I just wake him up? Then I saw it, Aaron opened his eyes briefly but I caught it. He was awake but pretending to be sleeping. His cock was fully erected like a rocket ready to launch. The more I looked the more I got drawn into it. If Aaron was pretending to be asleep, maybe I could pretend to not notice too…
Yesterday I only held his glans in my mouth. That cock was so big and beautiful that I wanted more… I wanted to hold it in my hand and feel its stiffness and warmth. I wanted to smell it. I wanted to taste it, making it cum so I can get my reward. My hand reached out and grabbed that cock. Oh god… I stared at Aaron’s face and he continued to pretend to be sleeping. My fingers can barely encircle his dick. I increased the pressure of my grip and started to stroke it. It sounded crazy dear diary… I shouldn’t have done that.
My pent up lust must have played a part. Matt was neglecting me recently. I wonder if he had another woman outside. Had I lost my attraction to him? I worked out and kept my body in great shape. Many colleagues in my company lust over me, I could tell from the way they looked at me. I could have any cock I wanted, but I didn’t. Or maybe I should? Haha. I was crazy enough to jerk off my son knowing he was awake. His father’s “short-coming” was made good by his son. I jerked it faster and faster and soon Aaron’s breath was quickening too. I knew it was about time and bent over and took his glans into my mouth again… Then my “breakfast” was served, those thick, hot cum… After I swallowed his load I looked up and Aaron already had his eyes opened, looking back at me. Ops.
“Hi Son, good morning”.
“Hi mom, morning”.
“Thanks for the breakfast”, I licked off the last drop of sperm that was still oozing out.
“Time to wake up and go to school son”, I smiled and left the room.
How was it possible that we both were so calm about something that was so wrong? I dunno… Maybe a perverted mother will give birth to a perverted son too? Haha.
4 Aug 2022.
Dear Diary:
Sorry I didn’t talk to you for a long time. Things were getting a bit complicated… After that day that I swallowed Aaron’s cum, things were pretty much back to normal. I was feeling confused and guilty that I did that. Aaron was a sensible boy. He was hoping I would do that again for him. It was painful to see his eyes beaming with indescribable light when he saw me after that fateful day and slowly it changed to disappointment. One week, two weeks, three weeks, nothing happens again. Few times he called me “mom…” then he just swallowed the rest of the words and turned away.
He started to spend more time outside with his friends. Today he brought home a pretty girl that he called Sally. He said Sally needs his help with her studies. I smiled and prepared some cookies and drinks for them in his room. I thought of asking them to keep the door opened but then I kept quiet. I guess I don’t want Aaron to think I don’t trust him. He has been a highly self-disciplined boy thus far. Matt was away on an overseas trip again and I can’t help but put my ears on his door and listen… Nothing out of the ordinary. Just the sound of air circulating in his room.
I went back to my own room and closed the door. It has been weeks that I never have sex with Matt. Aaron bringing Sally home somehow triggered my restless urge to touch myself… I got myself naked and took out my favorite dildo. I used my handphone to watch porn while I rubbed my clit. In the video the guy was spotting a huge dick. Then I remembered, Aaron was even bigger… I remembered how Aaron came in my mouth that day. How long have I tasted sperm since that day? None. Quite sad case ya haha. I continued to rub my pussy but not to the porn anymore, in my mind I was replaying that day over and over again. It was wrong, but I am alone isn’t it diary?
I was reaching for the dildo as my pussy was ready for some good stuffing. My phone received an Whatsapp message. I checked it and was stunned. It was a video sent by Aaron. Sally was sucking on his big juicy cock. Juicy because his cock was glistening with either saliva or pre-cum spread all over it. Sally was looking up to the camera as she sucked. Obviously she couldn’t get the whole cock into her mouth. I can hear Aaron edging her on. “Yes baby… suck it harder… lick my balls too… yes tat’s my girl…”. I was actually wanting more but the video stopped at 30 secs. Damn!
Did Aaron send it to me on purpose?? To show me that if I don’t do it, other girls will?? I had to check their room! I put on my shorts and tee quickly and went to Aaron room, my hand hanging in the air, wanting to knock but hesitated. Instead I lean in and eavesdrop again. I heard the unmistakable banging sound of flesh to flesh and the speed seemed furious. They were having sex inside! I need to stop them but so many scenarios and thoughts went through my mind and finally I decided I need to talk to Aaron after they are done. When I settled on my decision they were still going at it and…
Sally’s lewd suppressed screams and yelps can be heard outside his door now. I was ashamed to say that I was aroused. Strange sense of pride that Aaron was really doing a good job. I walked back to my room and retrieved my phone… because I wanted to watch that video while I touched myself, outside my son’s room. I came in record time as my fingers burrowed into my wet cunt. Yes I am a cunt dear diary. A cunt that masturbates to my son’s video. I shuddered strongly as it hit me. To my surprise I squirted. The floor was wet with my juice. After the good part of climax my common sense returned and I quickly went to the kitchen to get my mop. I need to remove the “evident” before they got out of their room!
As I was mopping up the floor, the door opened and Sally was stepping out and immediately saw me. “Hi auntie, mopping floor ah?”, she said. “Ya, you need anything?” I think her lips were having a little trace of Aaron’s cum. She saw me looking and she turned and quickly licked it away. “Ya auntie, Aaron asked me to get a tissue box from the kitchen…he errr… spilled the drinks just now”. “Ok I can get it for you dear”, I looked inside and Aaron was pretending I didn’t exist and kept his eyes on his computer. My heart felt like being stabbed. I will talk to you again dear diary…
Dear Diary
After Sally left, it was already close to dinner time. I started preparing some ingredients from my fridge and intending to make a simple dinner with soup and stirred fried eggs and vege. I was deep in my thoughts on how to talk to Aaron, that he was still young, it’s not the right time to have sex and I was worried that Sally was underage. Aaron may only be 15 but people often thought he was much older due to his physique. Soon dinner was served and me and Aaron were munching away. Aaron appeared to be in a better mood and was smiling at me while he ate.
Below was how the conversation went, as much as I could recalled:
“Son we need to talk”
“About what mom?”
“You should know, you are smart boy”
“You mean… Sally?”
“Yes”
“I was helping her with her studies mom”, Aaron gave me an innocent smile.
“Study?? What’s this video then?” I showed him the video he sent me.
“Oh shit! I thought I sent it to Sally cos she wanted a copy of it. Mom please delete it, you are making me feeling awkward now”, I can’t tell if he was lying or he really sent the video by mistake.
“So now you admit you were having sex with her in your room? Do you know you can get into real trouble if she tells someone else?? You are just 15!”.
“No mom, like the video, she was just giving me a blow mom”.
“Oh ya! I heard you! She was screaming and yelping for you to go faster! Harder!”
“Oh I see mom… you are eavesdropping on me while me and Sally… nice mopping mom”
I blushed when he mentioned mopping. “You are too young for that! Promise me you will never do it again with Sally”. I was finding it hard to exert the authority of a mother.
“Mom you know I love you very much… But I was having this urge that I can’t control. It was affecting my studies. I couldn’t concentrate. And… and.. That day you sucked me off, I felt so much better. Then you just cold turkey me after that. I was confused and lost. Then Sally came along. She filled the void you left behind and helped me soothe my nerves… She told me I have a wonderful cock mom. She love it!”
“How old is Sally son, tell me honestly it’s important”.
“She is 20 mom”.
“She is not your classmate then, how did you know her?”
“Some websites. She advertised her service for cash”.
I rubbed my forehead hearing that. My son was already looking for prostitute at the age of 15. I failed badly as a mother.
“Ok son, listen. You have to stop this nonsense. Looking for pros at your age?? Seriously, stop or I will cut all your allowance then you won’t have money for that bitch and, I will tell your father!”
“Well go ahead, I will tell dad you sucked and swallowed my cum too!”
Fucked… I knew it. I had made a terrible mistake. “Ok son, just tell me how then you are willing to stop?”
He reached over and held my hand, “Can we do it again mom? I just need you. Sally is nothing compared to you”.
“What?? Again? I don’t know what you are talking about!” I pulled back my hand and foolishly denied it had ever happened.
“You don’t know? It’s fine mom. I will go do Grab. When I have the money, I will find Sally, again and again”.
“YOU!”
Sigh… What should I do dear diary? Is there any advice you can give me? I guess not…
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Dear diary,
It has been a few days since I talked to Aaron… I guess we temporarily came to an agreement that I can accept. I would help him masturbate. Just with my hands. No more blowjob from me. That’s the max I can go, I told him. In return he must not use any prostitute again. I told him it’s not safe at all, he could catch STD from them. We agreed that when he had the urge again, I would help him, of cos when Matt is not in the house…
Little did I know he had the urge EVERYDAY. First day, I was watching TV in the living room. He came and sat next to me. I looked at him then my vision shifted to his shorts. He was already spotting a hardon underneath. “Mom, I need help”, he said. I kept quiet for 2 seconds then dryly said: “Ok remove your shorts then…” Trying my best to look natural and chill. He stood up and pulled his shorts down in front of me and kicked it one side. I saw his black underwear, a huge bulge under it and his glan plus 3 inch of it was exposed. Fuck… my heart quicken a bit seeing that but I kept my composure.
He then said “Can u help me remove my underwear mom?”
“Why?”
“Like you are unwrapping a present, haha”.
“Present right?” I shoot his big round cock head with my fingers.
“Ouch! Pain mom! You helping me or punishing me?”
“Kekeke… ok sayang sayang abit”, I hooked my fingers left and right under his underwear’s elastic band and slowly pulled it down, exposing his fully erect cock. Does feel like unwrapping a present haha. I guess Aaron can see that I am very impressed by his cock. I just couldn’t hide it from my eyes… Geez… He is only 15 and this size… My god… Compared to his dad, Matt was a joke. I started to wrap my right hand around his shaft and started to jerk him off. After 5 mins he started to breathe harder and without warning his first squirt of sperm shot high up towards the ceiling. I was stunned and had my mouth open staring at his cock.
This naughty boy then purposely aimed his cock towards my face and his second jet of sperm went straight to my face and a big goo of it entered my mouth. Before I could react more sperm exploded towards my face and it’s almost like I used his sperm to do facial and it covered most of my face. I was again stunned at the amount of sperm he could produce. And they were thick… just that type of sperm I love… Oh god…
“Ok we are done!” I got up and ran quickly back to my room and shut the door, then headed straight to my bathroom. Some sperm had already dripped down and landed on my black tee shirt. I studied myself in the mirror and the white sperm on black tee was so obvious. I turned on the tap, the water was running and my hand wanted to scoop the water to wash them away… but the smell of it was so prominent. I stopped and I did something shameful. I couldn’t resist it and my hand reached for those sticky mess and began to scoop them, gathering them to my palm instead.
I studied them in my palm, my son’s precious seeds… It was Matt’s fault, he trained me to become a creature that loves sperm. I raised my palm, then let those sperm dripped slowly towards my open mouth, the whole time watching the mirror. My larynx moved and they went inside me down my throat. It moved again and another gulp. I stripped and began to wash myself clean and become a respected mother again. I hope. The next day the same thing happened while I was watching TV. Aaron came to me asking for help again.
“Again? Yesterday we just did it. Ok son, how many times do you masturbate in a week?”
“Err… everyday?”
“What?? That’s not good for you my dear!”
“But you told me if I have urge I can ask for your help mom. You promised!”
I took a deep breath and said: “Ok I know I promise, but I am also your mother and your well-being is my concern. Do you know if you over masturbate, in future you might… you might have problem in your sex life…”
“Like what?”
“Like premature ejaculation son”.
“Huh? What premature?”
“Means you shoot your sperm too early… Like within minutes you are done. That is not good for your wife son”.
“Ok that sounds…. Not good…”
“Right! So you must not do it everyday!”
“Err.. maybe twice a day then?”
“No, maybe like 3 days once. Ok that’s our new agreement, 3 days once”.
“Huh! That’s not fair. How can you just change our agreement like that? Ok I also need to change our agreement, 3 days once is ok, but you need to use your mouth while helping me”.
“What?? No no, no way!”
“Ok I will find Sally then…thanks for your help mom”.
“Ok look son, it’s wrong for mom to blowjob you, first time was my mistake, we cannot do it again ok?”
“Ok, I get to touch your boobs when you help me? My last offer mom”.
“Ok…” I told myself it’s for his own good. Better than he turned to Sally, right? Right diary?
Dear Diary,
I was sleeping in my room this morning. I got the shock of my life because when I woke up Aaron was standing right beside my bed.
“Good morning mom”.
“What are you doing here so early in my room?”
“It’s been 3 days since our last time mom”.
“Oh really?” (Mentally counting, ok right 3 days already)
“Alright then… take it off… or you want me to help me?”
“I like mom unwrapping my present”, Aaron said with a grin.
“Help you right??”
Making the shot bird gesture to warn him before I proceed to tug his shorts and underwear out of the way. Damn it never gets old unfolding that giant dick. I took a deep breath and smell the scents of his manhood. That boy was hard as rock, veins around his dick supplying the blood it needs to remain standing, pointing right at the ceiling. Holding it in my hands (yes both hands) and still has balance I can’t cover. I began to stroke it up and down slowly. It was making me horny as well as I felt my pussy start to get moist. I fidgeted a bit as I felt the wetness. I was wearing a black nightie and flimsy white silk panties, sitting at the edge of the bed and Aaron was standing between my open thigh. I hope he doesn’t catch me having a wet patch on my panties soon.
After a few strokes Aaron was already oozing pre-cum. My boy was watching me intensely and I dare not meet his fiery gaze. As soon as those clear sticky liquid oozed out I spread it around his cock head, drawing soft moans from Aaron. More and more was discharged and his dick was getting nicely lubed by his own pre-cum. It makes my handjob more slippery and more pleasurable too for Aaron. I was actually drawn into this “helper” role and almost felt like I was doing it to his father, except the size of it firmly reminded me that it’s certainly not Matt.
A hand slipped under my nighties and broke the concentration of my handjob. It found my left breast and started to fondle it. I paused and looked at him.
“You say I can mom…”
I kept quiet and continued my handjob, holding he will cum soon so I can get myself off this abnormal torture… His fingers found my nipple and started to toy with them, rubbing, caressing, pinching. I tried hard not to moan as my nips are very sensitive to touch. His gentle touch was sending waves of pleasure towards my pussy, making me so wet that I knew my panties was already soaking wet with my own juice… Soon he got bold and hooked under the straps of my nighties and freed my 38G cup.
“Oh mom… I always love your boobs… they are so big and beautiful…” He said those words as his both hands were trying to grab my boobs while standing.
“Don’t lah, like this how I… handjob you?? You blocking me” I gave his shaft a tight squeeze with both hands.
“Ok why not we get on the bed to a more comfy position?”
“How?”
“Emm… maybe I lay below, we like 69 with you on top, then you can stroke me while I have easy access to your melons?”
“Full of ideas you”, I don’t know why I didn’t reject him. I got on top and got into my familiar 69 position, except I didn’t lower my pussy to meet his mouth… I think I wanted him to see how wet I was…
I began to stroke Aaron again in our new position. This time he showed great endurance to my stroking, did he cum one time before he came to me I wonder? I felt his hand start to play with my boobs again, playing with my nipples at the same time, milking and tugging them gently as if I was his milk cow. Oh fuck… I had to bend over and support myself with one hand while stroking him with the other. It was more tiring than doing it while I was sitting. I felt his hand roam from my boobs to my thigh, then my ass and I jerked forward in surprise as I felt his fingers pressed on my mount on top of my panties.
“Hey!! That’s not part of the deal!”
“Mom you are so wet now, I can feel it”.
I tried to move away my butt but I underestimated the raging hormones of a hot blooded son. He instantly raised his legs and crisscrossed above my back, keeping me locked in that position. I felt my wet pussy soaking pussy exposed to the air as it was pulled down towards my knee and before I could complain a hot wet mouth covered my tender mount and his tongue immediately grazing my clit up and down, occasionally slipping the tip of his tongue into that forbidden passage.
“What are you doing!! No son no!”
I was already horny before this happened. My struggle and resistance got weaker and weaker as the pleasure Aaron gave me got stronger and stronger. Within minutes, I was having a blasting orgasm while I senselessly mouthing “no… no…”. As the first orgasm was subsiding I felt a finger entered me and he was sucking on my clitoris at the same time, fucking me furiously with his finger. “YES!” I cried out but I immediately changed it to “No no no…”
“Oh my god… fuckkkkkkkkkk…. Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk noooooooooo”, I had another powerful orgasm. I had my face next to his big cock while I cum really hard. My body was twitching and jerking to the pleasure that hit me wave after wave. At that moment I lost it and just grabbed his hard dick and shaft it into my mouth, sucking it furiously as I stroked it up and down.
“Oh I am cumming mom! Cummmingggg!”
His hot seeds blasted into my mouth, flooding it and a lot of it was dripping down his shaft towards his balls as my mouth just couldn’t hold all the sperm. I swallowed most of it… I got him up and pushed him out of my room and locked the door… I was really afraid diary. If I kept him in my room, I might wanted him, inside me. You get what I mean diary?
Dear Diary,
I was praying for Matt to quickly return home but I knew it will be another week before he fly back to Singapore. I am not sure if I can keep holding the fort any longer as the days pass. After that day, I cold turkey Aaron again for 3 days. He came to me asking for “help” but I rejected him, saying he broke the promise first. Playing with my pussy was not part of the deal. And locking me in that vulnerable position with his legs?? That’s too much, I told him. Totally not acceptable.
“But you enjoyed it didn’t you?”
At that moment I didn’t know why, I just slapped him and shutted my door, leaving him outside my room. I sat on my bed feeling like shit after slapping him. He was right diary. I enjoyed it and even sucked his cock and swallowed his sperm again, that’s not part of the deal too… I was glad he didn’t point that out to me, I guess women can be unreasonable haha.
“Sorry mom…” a message came in.
“PLS. forgive me” with a crying emoji. “I dont mean to upset u. But i cant control myself…” more crying emoji follows.
“What if u do it again next time?” I was already prepping for a next time diary. It was a dark and bottomless pit but I was a willing sacrificial lamb.
“I wont touch anywhere else unless u say yes”.
“And if u broke that promise how?”
“Then u wont need help me anymore and I wont find Sally either…”
“Just SALLY??”
“OK no other women… pls mom.. can let me in now?”
Dear diary, I opened that door and already found myself getting wet. I guess I was the one who needed help.