“A dream come true”
By this point, I’ve had 4 guys telling this. CK and Travis were more explicit, calling me their “dream fuck” occasionally while fucking me. James soon joined their ranks.
“Moon…”
“Ya??” I struggled to mutter while being impaled by James.
“Very paiseh to say leh. But this is a dream come true for me.”
Yeah I took it with a pinch of salt… I bet every guy would say the same thing to every girl under the same circumstance.
James continued rambling about how pretty I was, how good it felt wearing me on his penis… I, on the other hand, was getting a little annoyed by his soliloquy.
“James…” I panted.
“Ya?” He panted. We were both panting.. where the heck did he find the stamina to talk so much during sex?
“Just shaddup and fuck me”
He smiled while shifting us onto a flat flooring. Thank god he did that. I was about to explode from the discomfort of having the edge of the steps protrude into my back. He took off my strapless bra and took in the sight of my full nudity for the first time.
“Moon. You are just perfect.”
I smiled secretly to myself. It was a compliment despite him being inside me. He reached forward and played with my breasts, admiring the twins. Soon, he resumed his thrusting motion picking up the pace with each stroke. James smirked as he saw my 36c twins jiggle from his thrusting action. Before long, he gave 1 tremendous thrust into me and instantly I felt wave after wave of his fluids filling my insides. He gasped as he ejaculated into me.
His penis soon turned flaccid and retreated out of me. James quickly replaced it with his hand and plunged his finger into me while his mouth engulfed my right breast and began nursing hungrily. My hands cradled his head, unconsciously pulling his head tighter into my bosom.
All these happened while thoughts were racing in my mind.
“WTF did I just do?”
“Am I a no-good 2-timing slut now?”
I always believed in fidelity. To me, the marriage certificate was just a legally binding contract between a couple. True fidelity is when no matter what happens, against all odds, you choose to stick by your significant other. Against all pleasure, against temptation. Nothing should break that resolve.
Both of them called me “my girl”, both were genuine in their feelings for me. James knew I was two-timing him and he was confident that he would win me over eventually. Travis was in the dark the whole time, never once suspected he was sharing his girl with another.
So for a period of time I hated myself. Like really really hated myself for sharing the bed with 2 men simultaneously.
And this affected me, I was raised as someone who know what she wants and how to get it without compromise. I believed I did well in my earlier job and was definitely exceling in the current as well. However, straddling between Travis and James soon took an enormous emotional and mental toll on me. Internal conflicts within soon rose. Part of me was justifying saying that time with Travis was numbered anyway, so “investing” in building another relationship was ok. The other was shaming me, like how Cersei (Lannister) was as she paraded through King’s Landing.
I didn’t like how I was treating commitment to my initial partner.
So after months of being a two-timing slut. I made a decision… I asked Travis to meet me at our usual cafe one Sunday mid-morning.
I kept silent after said my piece, trying hard to fight back the tears. Travis was staring at me, watching, waiting me to make a move, to utter a word. I stared at the world passing by outside, the traffic, the people walking by, refusing to meet his gaze.
The silence was deafening. Part of me wished I could rewind time and take back the words I said and ride into the sunset with Travis happily ever after. But no, I can’t, I won’t.
Travis tried reaching across the table for my hand. I immediately retracted, folding my arms across across my chest and leaned back into my seat. He watched me for awhile before doing the same.
God knows how long we were seated in that position before Travis stood up, a muttered a barely audible “So I guess this is goodbye.” before turning to leave. I didn’t respond; I chose not to respond, still staring out of the glass wall of the cafe. It was until I saw Travis disappear from sight from the corner of my eye that the first teardrop fell.
Still I fought it, I couldn’t let my brave front falter. I’ve crossed the rubicon and everything was for naught if I gave in right away. I sat in my seat still unmoving, the other patrons and staff in the cafe was dead to me. Slowly, I raised my hand to call over the wait staff, asking to remove the cold, untouched latte and ordered a new one.
It was well into the afternoon that a familiar figure appeared in front of me…
“Hi Moon, sorry I’m late. You wait very long ar?”
I turned, looked up and gave a weak smile at James who was standing before me.
Go ask your mum.
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Twa_Kee
But so far moonlight didn’t PM me for a bonking appointment leh !
Cuz she knows she’s one herself as well. That’s why you don’t fall too far from the tree.
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Twa_Kee
My mom said leave slut like you alone leh …
Since snapshot decided to mention himself. Might as well close off my diary with him and make it as plain as possible since guys (in general; like big piece etc…) here are behaving all sex depraved.
When everything returned to normalcy post everyone’s favourite pandemic friend, one of my first trips was to Vietnam for a biz seminar. Amongst the sea of caucasian and asian in attendance, I tend to gravitate towards people who could speak my lingo - singlish. It feels more homely in a place abroad.
Fortunately this trip I managed to make acquaintance with a group of Singaporeans and Malaysians. No guesses, snap was amongst the group. So as a group we decided to form an informal faction and stick together.
Nothing happened during this trip, we were all in different hotels anyway.
Most of us kept in contact post this trip and for those who could, we do meetup once in awhile over dinner and drinks.
After Travis and James, I decided that full time relationship wasn’t for me and I wasn’t into settling down anymore. So any tryst moving forward, it would be on my own terms and purely for myself.
snap happened to be someone the right place and right time when i needed a release. So it was during one of these dinner and drinks that things got intimate as we were the last man and woman standing after the night wound down.
And snap, I’m gonna say this again to you. You’re married and have kids, as much as I cheated on my partners b4 - Travis and James, I didn’t like it and actually hated myself for doing it. I’ve read your accounts here as well. Play is play but when you play certain games, you (might) win certain prizes. In this case, please ask yourself if the prize is worth the game.
And yes, that was what I told him after I found out which was after our night together and haven’t met him since. Met him here purely by chance, because he knows one of the guys I dated.
And with this, diary closed.
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snapshot
And yes…. i was one of the guys whu had sis previously… but wuz a one night onli wif her.
You’re absolutely right.
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stanleyxinu
Problem with some guys is that they don’t know how to respect ladies. There you go. No more.
