My name is Jay and I just completed a recent ICT. Because of this it got me reminiscing about an unforgivable past. Although hesitant I have decided to recount this tale I thought for sure I was bringing with me to my own deathbed… let’s just hope I don’t get into trouble…
Can you imagine happily getting attached on your 21st birthday? 1 month later you find yourself in Tekong and immediately the next month you find yourself in a long distance relationship where you only get to Skype on weekends as smart phones were still not allowed in my era.
Having this “girlfriend” simply just feels too unreal. To make things even more confusing she shock me at the airport with her last words which I still remember vividly today. Her whispers to me were… “do anything you want but don’t get caught…”
And so the story begins…
I got posted to an Infantry unit after graduating from SISPEC. After a hard fought ATEC 2, most of the people from the battalion started to ORD while only a handful of Commanders were left. Out of the few remaining commanders left in the entire unit I was due to ORD the latest.. 4 more months to go. Since I had no men to take care of I spend my last 4 remaining months helping out the camp with guard duty and Army Open House for 201X.
My guys that ORD earlier decided to have a celebration at Zouk. This is where I got to meet Natalie.
Natalie is Boon’s (one of my man) girlfriend. She is petite in size, barely 1.55m but her figure proportion would easily score 9/10. I remember her outfit the first night we met. A tight dress that made her boobs form a perfect M-Arc cleavage or I call it the MacDonald. Apart from her alluring boobs, what I personally like about Natalie was her legs. Even though she isn’t tall, she has this pair of long legs that seem like it would never end. Her ratio from her butt to her thigh to her calf is just perfect to me. Combine with her easily C-cup breast it makes you want to sink your face both in front and at the back of her.
Natalie is a head turner for sure and she definitely strike an impression that night. Not simply because of her god-given traits but because of all people… how can she be Boon’s girlfriend? Boon is short, less than 1.6m himself, can’t say he is good looking and it’s not like he is rich either. I am not implying just because you are not rich or good looking you don’t deserve a hot girlfriend. It was his character that ticks people off. If I could speak on behalf of the platoon Boon is definitely our number 1 enemy as he gave us a lot of problems. He goes outfield when he feels like it and when he doesn’t he play stunt like saying he wants to visit the FREAKING MO just before we were about to board the tonner. If he does go outfield it is always common for him to lose equipment in the forest. While the whole platoon panic to find it (or cannot book out) he simply heck care. In conclusion Boon is a pest that constantly get us into trouble. Some of us have sign extra because of him. The only reason he is not kick out is because we are a small specialised platoon and we can’t get additional manpower anywhere else. The biggest bomb drop with the recent ATEC 2, he went to down PES knowing that we were short of manpower (he is definitely combat fit). Even though we may not like him, every strength counts for us. This incident even cause a dispute between Boon and his platoon mates resulting in a fight. They were all charge with 14 days SOL after that.
Having said that… I guess I’m an asshole myself…
I was never a big fan of alcohol and loud music so that celebration at Zouk I deliberately drove as an excuse to reject drinks and to leave earlier if things got boring but not anymore. Boon briefly introduce Natalie to us and she soon join the other girls that joined our party. I couldn’t help taking occasional glance of Natalie throughout the night… and trust me I definitely wasn’t the only one.
Things started to turn dramatic when one of our guys propose a toast to ORD. And that’s when the effect of alcohol kicks in. “eh Boon y u join us for this toast? u got fight with us meh?” Others began to chuckle and started to call him a “chao keng kia”. It got out of hand really fast as Boon started swinging punches to whomever was calling him names. Some ran over holding him and calming him down while I ask the guys who were making fun of him to shut up. In a fit of anger Boon stomp out of the club with Natalie chasing behind him.
Me: I’m going to follow them to make sure things are okay. I’ll keep you guys updated…
Once I’m out of Zouk it took me some time to locate Boon and Natalie and I saw them near a traffic light. Their body language didn’t look good. Boon gave her a push and stomp off again. Natalie did not chase him this time and I heard her shouted at him: “You Chee Bye!!”
I walked up and asked: “What happen?”
Nat: nothing la!
me: u sure?
Nat: Yes! Stop asking! I’m going home now.
me: ok… I call a cab for u.
Nat: Don’t want! I only have my phone with me. My things all with Boon!
Me: I help u get Boon back?
Nat: U siao ar! Don’t busybody can?
me: Then how u going home!?
Nat: Walk la!!
me: U stay near by meh?
Nat: Choa Chu Kang…
me: U crazy! u wan to walk in this till tomorrow morning is it!? I send u home la I live very near u. if u don’t believe I can show u my IC.
Nat: U go back to them la! It all your fault!
Me: Hello! Miss! What did I do? And can you blame my guys? Do u even know how Boon is like in camp?
Natalie’s silence meant to me she was aware of Boon attitude.
Me: I’m really going home now… U either take my ride or I get u a cab. There is no way I am living u here alone or letting u walk home. And If u don’t like me I can find someone else to accompany u back.
Nat: No! How many people u wan to know I quarrel with Boon? Fine! Since u like to be a busybody right u send me home then. Busybody…
(At the back of my mind: give u a lift still call me busybody. WTF. Lucky u hot…)
The ride back was so quiet. I turn on the radio to fill up the awkward silence. It was only a few songs later when Jay Chou’s song started playing Natalie let out a fan girl shriek. Finally… an entry point for me to start a conversation. I began to ask if she went for any of his concerts before and shared my one and only experience of attending it. From there I try to find as much common things we have till I was confident she was comfortable with me.
I decided it was time to start solving the greatest mysteries that night: WHY is she with someone like Boon!?
Me: So u and Boon how long liao?
Nat: Dunno la. Few years? Keep on break and patch.
Me: well sometimes that what makes a relationship stronger.
Nat: Is it? maybe lor.
Me: Aiya nvm still young la. Long way to go
Nat: Where got young… “lao niang” wasted all my youth on him ok?
Me: Then what u want?
Nat: Dunno la…
Me: Fine. Why did u all quarrel just now?
Nat: Him la! that fucker say he wan to go back and fight. I tell him to grow up and he called me a traitor and ask me to go fuck myself. He left me there on purpose knowing I got no money to go home ok!? U say la… how can he not be a chee bye kia!?
(inner thoughts: seriously… where is the love man? make love (with me) not war)
Me: Do u all fight like this often?
Nat: Sometimes… aiya use to it liao la.
Me: Use to walk home yourself ar… hahaha.
Nat: ya… few times liao…
Me: U joking right?
Nat: …
Me: I don’t mean to comment too much but… u know like that not healthy right?
Nat: …
It was clear I was only going to dampen the spirit and I decided not to probe any further. At Natalie’s block…
Me: Ok u have a good night.
Nat: Ok thanks… … Shit! FUCK!!
Me: What!?
Nat: I got no keys…
Me: Erm… no one at home?
Nat: Have but… my parents confirm scold me wan plus what I wearing…
Me: What was the original plan?
Nat: I supposed to go Boon place by right. All my things there…
Me: So how now?
Nat: Wait… I try to call my sis. She should be at home.
Nat: Hello? Jie? U at home or not? huh… ok nvm. When will u be home? Ok call me tmr when u at home ok? I don’t have keys with me and I don’t wan to wake papa mummy. Don’t worry I with friends I will stay out with them.
Nat hang up: My sis at her bf place. Tmr then come back.
Me: Any friends that may help?
Nat: Now so late and so last min… I don’t think so…
(inner thoughts: honestly I pretend looking troubled but actually quite happy I get to spend more time with her)
Me: Sigh… fine. Let go my place first.
Nat raise her eyebrow: What?
Me: No la I go get something at my place first…
Nat: Then?
Me: Maybe we go out for supper ba…
Nat: Oh ok… but I no money
I didn’t even bother to reply her. My place was a 10 mins drive from Nat’s place.
Me: Wait here awhile ar…
I came back to the car with my largest hoodie and hand it to Natalie. We then drove over to those 24h Muslim eatery. I think we were there around 3am.
We got to know each other better thru supper. Her interest… where she studied… and we talk about Boon again.
Me: So how did u get together with Boon?
Nat: ITE.
Me: Ok… classmates?
Nat: Yea.
Me: How did it happen?
Nat: hmm usual lo… he was very aggressive pursuing me. And he was very protective over me. Before I know it… together liao.
Me: that nice. Sense of security.
Nat: Ya… last time. now no more liao…
Me: huh y?
Nat: Aiya normal la. All boys like that wan… once they get it then take for granted liao. That why during the courting phase must make it harder for them and longer. It’s the only time we feel loved.
Me: Not true la.
Nat: How u know? I go interview your girlfriend what do u think she would say? U dare let me interview? hahaha.
Me: Hahaha sure. Looking at the time I think she just end school too.
Natalie raise her eyebrows again.
I started sharing with her my “unique” situation and out of curiosity got her opinion of my “girlfriend” last words to me at the airport… “do anything u want but don’t get caught.”
Nat: Hmm… sounds like she is joking but my sixth sense tells me she is not.
Me: Haha always trust a woman’s sixth sense right?
Nat: Of course! Anyway I think u have a very cool girlfriend. Better cherish her.
Me: Why?
Nat: She knows there is nothing much she can do for u… she understand u have your needs. So as long as she never knows… she is willing to close one eye. Very cool mentality… I like!
Me: Are u sure?
Nat: Should be? it’s not like I really know her. But that not the question u should be asking me…
Me: What should I asking then?
Nat: How good can u keep secrets? Are u a good actor? Can u act like nothing has happened?
Me: I honestly don’t know. Has never cross my mind…
Nat: Haha… for u to find out and for me to know *wink*
By 7am it didn’t matter how much we enjoyed our conversation. We were struggling to stay awake.
Me: Nat sorry I think important I catch a nap… haha if not later drive back also dangerous. U mind if we rest a bit in the car?
Nat: I know I very tired also… sorry make u stay out with me.
Me: Is ok.
Nat: alright let go to your car then.
We tried our best but it was really difficult to sleep inside the car. The sun was rising and also whenever people walk past you could see them staring in at us.
Me: Fuck… diff to sleep sia.
Nat: Yea. any other suggestions?
Me: Sorry but the only place I can think of is my place.
Nat: Your parents leh?
Me: They would be out working by now. There is no one at home.
Nat: hmm… fine then.
If u ask me if I plotted this. The answer is no. I get very cranky when I lack sleep and sleep is all I can think of.
Once we were at home I showed Natalie to my room and told her I have the habit to shower before sleeping.
Me: Don’t worry u jus sleep in my room. Once I’m done bathing I will just sleep in my living room sofa bed. U can even lock my room door if u wan.
Nat: huh don’t want la. I feel very bad already then now u slp in the living room.
Me: then what u want? Mine is a single bed and I don’t think u wan to share bed.
She did not have an answer for me and I was running out of patience due to the lack of sleep. I pulled a mattress from the store room and lay it inside my room along with spare blankets and pillows.
Me: I’m going to bathe now. and when I’m back whichever bed u take I’ll just take the other one. Do u need to bathe?
I could see her hesitating again…
Me: Na! spare clothes and towel here (I loan her our army green admin tee and fbt shorts). U will find toiletries in the main bathroom.
I did not wait for any respond and left to take my shower in the master bedroom. When I was back Natalie was not in bed so I assume she went to shower.
I chose the spare mattress and knockout almost immediately. The next time I regain conscious I was woken up by Natalie’s whisper and nudge on the shoulder.
Nat: Jay… Jay… sorry can send me home? my sis is on her way.
Me: … oh… ok ok… what time is it?
Nat: almost 3pm.
Me: Wow… did u had a good nap?
Natalie nodded.
Me: good. let’s go then. I wait for u outside the room. u get change.
Just as I was about to open my room door, I was stop by Natalie’s hug from the back. I turned around to see what is wrong, her eyes were a bit teary.
Nat: Thanks for being such a gentleman, protecting me. You remind me of Boon when we first dated.
Me: What? haha I’m not sure if that’s a compliment but…
Natalie tip toe and started kissing me. It was a really pleasant surprise for me but I had to stop.
Me: Nat I’m sorry.. u know I have a girlfriend, u r attached too! As much as I’m tempted… this is wrong.
Not only did my words not disappoint her. She gave me a really slutty grin.
Nat: I think u r forgetting something…
I raise my eyebrow…
Nat whispered to my ear: Do anything u want but don’t get caught…
It may sound gay if you don’t know the context of the situation but… I am actually turn on right now watching someone take off their SAD attire.
Natalie’s pair of perfect C-cup boob jiggle out of the admin tee. Has she not been wearing a bra this whole time? Not only were her areola slightly pink in colour I swore they look like love shapes to me.
Natalie was obviously enjoying my jaw dropping reaction she decided to tease me further.
She turn around and tilted her butt facing me and took her time to take off those FBT shorts. Again! There was nothing beneath!! All I saw was a silver liquid thread, connecting at the “web” layer of my FBT short and Natalie’s love hole. Looking at Natalie’s perfect shaved pussy made me walk towards her unknowingly. Her pussy was like a magnet attracting my dick over.
Using her middle and index finger, Natalie scoop up her love nectar as if making a malt candy. I watch as she ate them up deliciously letting out a soft moan.
“Fuck it…” I mutter under my breath.
Nat: What did u say?
Me: I’m done being a gentleman.
Natalie got pin down with her butt facing me. I dug my face between her cheeks and began slurping hungrily like a bear looking for nectar. Her moans started to echo the room while my face was coated with her sweet juice in no time. I started using my fingers to dig for more and you could see her body shaking involuntarily.
Nat: Yes… yes… more… more…
The mixture of my saliva with Natalie’s natural body juice combine with the movement of my fingers. It felt like I was whipping and whisking to bake a cake as thick foams started dripping out staining my bed sheets as if someone wet the bed.
Natalie reach her first orgasm in no time.
Nat: fuck… Fuck… FUCK!!! Yes ~~
It was my turn to be rewarded. Just as I was anticipating and wondering how good her blowjob would be I was requested by Natalie to do something weird…
Nat: Can you get into doggystyle for me?
Me: What? Why? What u going to do?
Nat: Just do it for me. U won’t regret *wink*
I wanted to deny her request but beaten by my own curiosity. Getting into doggy position for the first time felt awkward. You feel both compromising and submissive. I wonder if this is how all girls feel. You also feel extra nervous because you are not sure what is going to happen. I can only say I’m glad the person behind me is not a man.
Without warning I was milked. Natalie was milking my dick in a downward position with both her hands. I had no idea what she was using as lubricant but all I can say is that the smoother it got the better it felt. As if that wasn’t enough here comes level 2, my balls were getting suck while the stroking motion continued. For the first time I felt warm air blowing against my butt hole, it felt awkward yet erotic at the same time. I wonder just how close Natalie’s nose were.
Our foreplay session took easily an hour or more and it was time for the main show. Natalie sat on top of me and guided my dick like a pro but THE FUCKING PHONE RANG!!
The ringtone broke the erotic trance she was in. Her eyes widen when she saw who called. It was an easy guess who called…
Nat: Hello? Dear?
Natalie left the bed and went to the corner to continue her conversation.
My inner thoughts: FUCK this shit. Fucking Boon giving me problem in camp and giving me problem now. U fuck with me… I fuck your girl.
I sneak behind Natalie and caught her off guard. She was so wet I had no problem slipping my dick deep inside her in one hard thrust.
Nat: Fuck~!
Nat: Nothing… I’m saying fuck… fuck u understand. for throwing me there.
“Nice comeback” I thought to myself.
Natalie was trying to push me away but my dick remain firmly planted. Her struggles soon stop once she realise I wasn’t backing down.
I had a lot of fun thrusting Natalie while she was on the phone. Everyone she let out an uncontrollable moan she covered it with a cough.
Something like this… “cough… no… no.. cough… don’t come and… cough… find me… cough… don’t want… cough… to see you.”
As I pick up my pace I could sense she could no longer maintain her composure.
Nat: Don’t want… cough… to talk to you… cough… liao la… cough… I’m gonna cum… cough… I mean go…
Natalie gave me a slap on my face when she hung up.
Nat: Fuck u understand? That my boyfriend.
Me: I’m… sorry.
She smiled and replied: Don’t do this next time.
Before I could say anything Natalie jump onto me. She was easy to carry, definitely below 50kg. Her legs wrap around me and my dick slipped in once again. We began fucking while engaging in aggressive French kissing.
Nat: Oh my god… I’m gonna cum.
Me: Me too. We need a condom…
Nat: No no… don’t stop… don’t stop
Me: But… but…
Before I could finish my sentence I felt it as Natalie vaginal walls tighten, squeezing my head so tightly I let out my warm cum. Squirting tons of loads inside her coming at the same time.
When I let Natalie down she ran out of my room and I could hear my shower turn on. I got back to my senses and asked myself: “What did I just do?” I thought about Boon, as much as I hated him I don’t think he deserve this. But the guilt of betraying Boon was nothing compared to betraying my girlfriend.
Natalie probably felt the same because when she came back she was suddenly shy about her body, covering as much as she could. She demanded me to send her back home immediately which I did. On the way back we did not speak at all. No goodbyes or eye contact were even exchange as she left…
I was suppose to have a SKYPE session with my “girlfriend” the same day after the “Nat-Accident”. I have no idea if I could put up a poker face I made up some cock and bull story that I was activated last minute for guard duty.
For the next few days, in order to get Natalie off my head (both heads) I devoted my attention in the upcoming Army Open House my unit was in-charge. It seem to be working… I’m confident I acted normal in front of my girlfriend in subsequent SKYPE sessions.
I took Natalie’s incident as a one-off never to happen again. I mean we don’t even have each other contacts… which i took it as a blessing in disguise. Until one night I receive a sms from an unfamiliar number…
9xxx xxx0: Hey u there?
I did not even need to ask who it was…
Me: Yep what’s up?
When I made the decision to reply I knew it was over…
Natalie asked me to pick her up at East Coast…
I met Natalie at one of the benches, as usual her eyes were teary. Must be another quarrel I thought. I tried to be nonchalant and a bit cold.
Nat: How r u? Long time no see (about 2 weeks)
Me: Fine. How did u get my number?
Nat: Found it on Boon’s phone.
Me: So… how can I help you?
Natalie sense my indifferent and started crying…
Nat: Go back la! sob. I don’t need u here!!
Me: What!? What did I do?
Nat: U men are all the same!! Just wan to fuck and go… sob
She took down my defence with that statement. I immediately sat down beside her and started to explain myself…
Me: No no no… it’s not like that. ok sorry la. it’s just… I feel very wrong… and I dunno how to face u…
Nat: u still thinking abt that? how old r u? grow up la!! now I just need someone to talk to only… u think what? sob sob…
Me: ok ok. I’m sorry. really… ok u have me the whole night tonight I’ll be here by your side.
Natalie did not reply me and for the next 5 mins I sat there and watch her regain her composure…
Me: So… what happen…
She showed me some fresh bruises on her arms and legs.
Me: Boon did this? What the fuck!? He beat u in public ar?
Nat: no la he push me then I fall down.
Me: it’s the same!!
Nat: actually my fault la… I bite him first
Me: …
Nat: We very long never date le. Ask him bring me here he come and play game on his phone ignoring me… so I got angry…
Me: So need someone send u home again right?
Nat: hee hee
Me: Wah like that lo… I worst than taxi driver leh…
Nat: So what kind of payment do u want? *wink*
Me: oh no no… no thank u. joking only. come I send u home.
Nat: now? no la… cannot walk with me ar?
Me: fine fine…
We had a good stroll that night. I remember thinking… if we were both single now, being together ain’t a bad idea at all. Everything was interrupted when Boon started calling again…
Me: Not going to pick up?
Nat: Nope… let’s go now.
Me: Sure…
(my inner thoughts: I wonder what will happen if Boon shows up and see us. Then again nvm I don’t want to find out.)