My Sickening Past


    Chapter #31

    We walked into the bathroom and I choose the last empty cubicle and we walked in locking the door behind us. I had a good look at this young chap with me. Still some baby fat buy overall a very nice looking Chinese guy I would say. Have to write a few more since he’s my first catch in public pool.

    I started to ask him his name, school and some other details while sitting on the closed cubicle removing my Swimming trunk. He’s remain quiet with his head down which even excited me further. I hugged him close to me and started to pull down his trunk but he resisted slightly. I can see he was blushing as I teased him telling him I like to see his little cock playing with mine and I sucked his nipple before pulling off his trunk as he least expected.

    So disgustingly, we were both naked in the cubicle as I suck on him and fondle his little body before he cum in my mouth. Then I taught this little guy how to suck mine and he obediently did as told. We spent almost an hour or more in the cubicle doing disgusting stuff together and he was very accommodating to my disgusting request.

    I taught him how to suck my cock as I suck his, we had Long and wet kisses together and I taught him how to tongue fuck my ass and I did the same to him. I even taught him how to ass rim my ass as we did all soft of disgusting sex acts you can imagine.

    We both ended the session with cumming on each other private part. That guy named was Vincent and we we exchanged contact after that leaving the Swimming pool for a meal together at the nearby fast food restaurant. Vincent was a rather naive guy and I managed to take the advantage of him and we arranged for many meet up. He had also become my regular gay buddy as we did many many disgusting sex acts together.

    With my luck, I have 2 regular fuck buddy and a gay companion since then. But sickly, I continue to engage with sexual activities with stranger mainly sex with gay especially older men. I also get to know this single old Indian man who stays alone at Beach Road as we started a sickening relationship and he leads me to more disgusting group sex with many older men. Sharing in the next updates

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    Chapter #32

    As I was involved in some social volunteer work as requested by U, I joined a group of student volunteers to help cleaning up those senior houses at Beach Road once a week for months. Our job is to clean the house of this single old folks living in 1 room flat. It’s really not a nice job but I do it anyway since financially I’m comfortable with support from Kelly & Susan.

    I get to make good Friend with this old guy named Nesh who already in his 70s. At first he seems to like to chat to me everytime when we cleans his house and as we get close. He shared with me many of his past being a successful business man but lost everything including his family after his business failed. Sadly he was abandoned by his children after his bankruptcy and they all went back to India including his Wife after selling all his last assets and swindle all his money.

    His story doesn’t anticed me much and I paid no attention to him until once he requested me to help clean and pack his clothing in a old cabinet he has. So I was alone helping him and the rest lest to clean other units.

    It was a hot and sweaty afternoon and I usually wear a singlet and a beach Bermuda with no underwear as it has been my habit not to wear one since Kelly prefer me not to wear so she can played and fondled my cock whenever she wants.

    By the way Nesh had his both legs amputated due to diabetics 6 months ago and sometimes I just find it funny as he likes to be looking at me from the wheelchair while I cleans the windows or ceiling at his house. Later only when I knew he likes to peep me looking at my balls. What a sickening guy bit I like.

    So that day I was folding and cleaning up his cabinet and clothes when I saw an old album under his clothes. Out of curious, I flipped his album and saw what the content of the younger Nesh naked with many young guys photos. There were mostly photo of him in groups or in pair with different naked man. Some were so young and some were olds, there’s all races of naked men taking photo with him, Indian, Malay, African, Japanese, Korean, Chinese, causation, and many sickening photo of him nude with younger man. So was so young that I knew he’s such an pervert.

    True enough, while I was looking at his photo, Nesh hugged me suddenly from behind and I lost my balance sitting on him on his wheelchair. Nesh expertly slipped his hand underneath my Bermuda and grabbed my cock which is already stiffened as I was looking through his photo album. Nesh voice was just like a magnetic charm that I did what he old me to stop struggled as he stroke my cock beneath my Bermuda.

    I felt Nesh hardon as I was sitting on top of his laps while he stroke my cock. He was telling me how he played with those boys and men in the picture as I enjoy his fondling and stroking while flipping through the album slowly permitting him to continue to take advantage of me. At times I was moaning softly as Nesh started to rub his cock against my ass as I sat on him on his wheelchair.

    His stroke was so good as I don’t even know when he pulled off my Bermuda. Nesh was wearing just a sarong wrapping his lower body and this is what he dressed everytime when I sees him.

    Before I realised, Nesh was playing with my cock and other hand rubbing gently on my arse and I felt his cock is also rubbing my butt. I don’t even know when he took off his sarong and we were both naked except my singlet. As I was quite skinny, Nesh has no problem fondling my lower body with me sitting on him naked except my singlet.

    My back continues to face him when I felt moist and warm as Nesh wet his fingers with his saliva rubbing on my arse and adjusting himself on the wheelchair. I continues back facing Nesh but felt his hard cock pushing into my arse and so with a little bit of his skill, his cock was in my arse raw. He grab me on my waist as he rock clumsily on his wheelchair having anal sex with me.

    I was a seasoned bottom that used to have anal sex with older men so having anal sex with Nesh makes me high as I again think of how my step Father raping my ass every night. Nesh was even better as he can stroke and masturbate my cock at the same time fucking my arse.

    Although it was clumsy with Nesh fucking my anal raw on the wheelchair, I was enjoying myself and not for long, Nesh cum in my ass. He hugged me even tighter after cumming and catching his breath but continues to stroke my cock even harder as I continues to filp the album.

    After a while, I felt his softened cock slipped out my arse and I felt also hid cum dripping out from my arse. But Nesh turned me around facing him and now I saw his fat disgusting extermely hairy body and his soft 7.5-8inch cock still stiff after cumming with a cum also leaking at the tip of his cock.

    Then he pressed me down asking me to suck his cock and I did as told as he held on my hair mouth fucking me while I deep,throat him as he sat on his wheelchair. I continues to suck on his cock without washing after he had anal sex with me for another 30-40 mins and he cum in my mouth. I disgustingly swallow all his cum.

    That day, I did not went home but spent a night in Nesh’s bed. It was my first gay experience with an Indian old man. Nesh fondling and toying with my cock was fabulous and I cum for at least 4 times all because of him fondling me. But only thing I cannot stand is his body odour everytime he was on top of me fucking my arse. But that night is not the worst as the following week when I was there, Nesh and I continues this sickly relationship at his place when a few weeks later, he called his another Indian friend around his age joining in the fun. I should have know as he always mentioned to me his favourite past time is to have gay sex with other men who has the same interest as him around the neighbourhood. And the best is this Friend of is just stayed a few blocks away and is already a grandfather. Just to add a little more, we ended up with a mass orgy of 6 old me plus me the youngest and being regular duck buddy for Nesh with 3 Indian, 2 Malays and me only being the youngest and only Chinese. Will shared more disgusting experience next time.

    Nesh was quite satisfied

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    Chapter #33

    Few weeks have since my first sickening gay plays with Nesh & I was consecutively almost every weeks end and will stay a night at Nesh place after my volunteer work. But Nesh has invited his friend, another Indian who is already a Grandfather living a few blocks away.

    I was totally not aware for Nesh threesome intention as as usual I went to Nesh place after my volunteering works. I bath at Nesh place and when done, I walked out of the bathroom naked. Then I saw Nesh was talking to his neighbour, Rajan. Rajan is 3 yrs older than Nesh but he is huge like a giant as Rajan is 190cm and weight around 95kg. So you can imagine what a giant Rajan is.

    Nesh saw me and asked me to come but instead I run back inside the bathroom to put on my bermuda. Nesh laughed as he told me Rajan is also very interested in fucking my arse. I was not comfortable with Rajan because he’s the biggest man I seem by far now. And true enough, Rajan has a thick and long cock similar to the African man when I had an painful arse ripping later.

    Rajan walked towards me and I almost fainted with his sweaty smelly body but Rajan just don’t care and hug me. I was taken by surprise as he carried me up from the bathroom and started to kiss me and licking my neck. That was gross but arouse me as I have always dream to have sex with a “giant”.

    I almost fainted when I felt his hairy hands and body as Rajan carried me to Nesh when Nesh pull my bermuda down in just one pull. Rajan hand was fats as he grab my cock almost immediately and stroke me while he continues his disgusting licking and wet kisses on me.

    Then I felt my cock as wrapped with a warm and moisture mouth of Nesh. I felt Nesh was forcing his finger into my arse as I moaned. I have Rajan carrying me and licking my neck and ear. I moaned even louder when Nesh suck my cock really good. I was being sandwiched by 2 indians men first time in my life. But it’s not fun anymore as Rajan body odour was very strong.

    Then I realised anything, I was being thrown on the bed as Nesh removed his sarong and sat next to me. Then I saw Rajan with terrifying as he looks like a bear, tall big size with a really beer belly plus a long and thick cock swinging between his legs.

    Before I knew anything, Nesh planted his lips on mine with his hand stroking my cock. I moaned as I held on to Nesh cock and Rajan cock together using my both hand and stroke them as well. Here the scene was really erotic and pervert as three naked men squeezing on the bed and 2 fat elderly Indian men in their 70s and me a skinny Chinese in my early 20.

    Nesh afterwhich shifted in front of me with his legs wide open and I took in his cock sucking. Rajan turned me around facing him as he raised my both leg up with his left hand and his right hand toying my little small cock and he can still kneel on the floor and used his tongue to rim my arse.

    I cannot speak a word after a while as Nesh was sitting on my face and forcing his cock into my mouth. I sucked and being sucked for almost 20 mins when Rajan grab my hair and pushed my face towards his cock. I tried to struggle but Rajan is way too strong for me as I almost suffocate sucking on Rajan big fat cock. I tried my best to swallow whole but can’t. I cannot even deepthroat less than half of Rajan cock.

    But the blow job was not the worst yet. When Nesh started fucking my arse after a while. Lost count of time at that moments having threesome with 2old Indians.

    Then disgustingly, Nesh asked Rajan to join him and try to insert both cock into my little arse hole. Luckily they can’t screwed my anal together if not they will probably ripped my arse. After much trying they failed to screw my arse with 2 cocks. Nesh went back and sat on my face forcing his cock into my mouth again while Rajan spit some saliva on his cock and my arse and mercilessly push in deep into my arse.

    Although I have countless experience having gay sex with men, this anal was the most satisfying yet painful experience due to Rajan big fat cock. But he still managed to fuck me deep before not too long Rajan pulled out his cock and cum on my cock.Nesh was fast as he turned me to him and he push his cock into my arse. I don’t even have a chance to breathe when Rajan again push his cock into my mouth. This time I tasted both my arse and Rajan sperm mixed like a powerful stench cocktail and both strong body odour that makes me vomit and yet they took turn to top me and fuck my arse.

    Rajan was more disgusting as he sat on my face telling me to lick and rim his arse while Nesh was again stroking cock and he continues to fuck my backside. Not too long as Rajan was done and Nesh & I cum the same time. Nesh pulle dout his cock just second before cumming and held his cock with mine as we cum almost together.

    Then as I was laying on Rajan chest with him hugging me close to him, Nesh took out his camera and took many naked pictures of Rajan & I and also we three naked on the bed as he set timer and tripod right in front of us. Finally it was over and I managed to persuade both Rajan and Nesh to bath with me.

    It’s was very erotic as I need to scrub Rajan first and bath for him before Nesh turn as the bathroom was too small. Then as soon as I was done, Rajan was already waiting for me for second round while Nesh was quickly fell asleep.

    That night both Nesh & Rajan took turn to have sex with me for another 2-3hours before we all three sleep.

    The next morning, I was waken up when I felt someone sucking on my cock and another sucking my nipple. Both Nesh and Rajan had another round with me before I bath for them and left.

    The pain in my arse took a few days to recover and I can’t wait for the next weekend when they both toyed and fondle my cock and arse fully satisfied. But what awaits me was another mass orgy with 4 senior Indian and 1 elderly Malay men.

    On my way home after the sickening session with Nesh & Rajan, the sickening me saw a young innocent lady sharing the same bus with me at the corner of the bus dozing off. I quietly sat behind her and reaches my hand to the side of the seat to fondle her left breast. Her snoring stopped after my right hand also move top of the seat to fondle her right breast before alighting at my place. Sometimes I just wished to slap my self but pervertly I cant control.

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    Chapter #34

    From that instance, I knew she was awake. A bit of the outlook of this girl, probably in her ripe teens age to pluck, wearing a FBT shorts and a althetic tee with sandals and a big haversack at her side.

    She did moved slightly when I fondle her but I knew my chance is here as she dare not to shake or move her body away. No action from me has bolden my pervert & sickly urge as I squeezed her rightly breast lightly. Slowly my right hand covered her right breast gently massaging her firm breast as she did not dare to move. My left hand too move up to her shoulder and sneak in from her tee openings and pushed my way into her tee.

    I felt the bra strip as I move in deeper but as I was sitting behind her, I was not anal to reach into her breast completely. I knew she was awake but since she quietly allows, sickly I move on and out her haversack on my lap and sit beside her.

    Now I hv a good look at her, looks like malay but on the more tanned side. Probably in her early twenties or slightly younger. But what was best she’s allows me to take advantage of her as her head continues to be down and she acts she’s sleeping. I look around the bus and it’s still a distance from my place, only few peoples in the bus, I knew this is my lucky day or sickly,I took advantage of this young lady.

    I unzip my Bermuda and took my cock out, took her hand and to fondle my cock while my left hand rest over her shoulder and hug her closer to me. The haversack rested nicely on my lap covering my exposed cock and to my surprise, she responded with faster breathing. I knew she’s definitely arouse and as her hand rested on m exposed cock, I slipped my hand into her shorts and pushed her legs apart. I moved my fingers between her legs & felt her hairy pussy cheek. I feels some moist in her nicely fondling juicy pussy as I pushed in my first finger. I heard a soft moan from her as she also grab my cock. That was a true surprise for me as I kissed her cheek and using my already inserted finger between her legs and dig in gently.

    My other hand found the hook in the front of her bra as I unhook it. Then, I push it aside to fondle her small breast. More likely a A minus. Rather small but a hardened nipple piercing obvious from her tee. I look around to again make sure no one sees and I push up her tee and suck on her nipple and digging in her pussy at the same time. Her hand did not move as she continues to hold on to my cock. I hungrily suck on her both nipples gently for quite a while.

    As I was getting tired trying to suck her breast and fingered her at the same time, I move my both hands and remove her bra. This time she struggled slightly to resist me removing her bra but I still find my way and took off her bra. But I was careful as I was in the bus although it’s quite late. Finally I remove her cotton sport bra and I put it in my nose to smell. I enjoy the smell of a young girl and her sweaty smell from her bra. I keep the warm bra in my pocket before I uses her hand and mine to stroke my cock together but I cum.

    Quickly without cleaning up, I zip up my Bermuda and alight the bus with her bra in my pocket. Till today, her bra was still kept in my drawer. My trophy for such sickening act. Sigh….

    Mu pursue for more perverted sex continues as I went to Mesh house the following weekends. Rajan was there already but with 3 more elderly guys. All at least in their late sixties. 2 Indian & 1 Malay. The Malay guy also has his left leg amputated. But that doesn’t seems to stop all these group of old men to have the sex urge from my young ass.

    I am being honest, this sick session with 4 Indian & a Malay old men group was not at all pleasant. I don’t mind my ass being raped by these old men and sickly I was like a little toy boy being pushed around sucking their cocks. But their body odour was quite bad. Especially when I was told to rim for them, many times I almost vomited until I told them to stop after the first Malay guy cum in my mouth. I insisted all to bath and they all agreed but ended I was taking turn to suck their wet cock in the toilet and they soaped their cock with soap before having raw anal sex with me.

    I was totally spent and cum at least 3 times with the group of 5 old men. Nesh even took out the camera and took photo of us having sex. I do not know what get into me having sex with these 5 old men but I stopped after this session as I felt disgusted by their smell. I hate the smell of their body odour although it did aroused my sex desire even higher. What an experience as I end my pen here.

    Thank you all for your support all this while and although I do have a lot more past sickening experience to share like went to Philippines and Cambodia to have sex with younger girls and boys, travel to Brazil to work & also to have sex with a few transgender with 9 inch thick cock, had a short 2 months relationship with a Russian girl who studied here and a now having a relationship with a Nepalese girl for being her sugar daddy. Many sickening past that I makes my cock hard everytime.

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    Chapter #35

    My new fb, Filipino, works as maid, 6 years older than me. Just divorce, just get to know her since last week. Super horny. Having sex with her almost everyday. Her owners went holiday & i am currently on leave. Going to spend some nights at her place. Her favourite, suck and eat my cum. img!

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    Chapter #36

    She’s being sucking my cock and eating my cum since morning. I being milked completely dry by her. Super horny!! img!

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    Chapter #37

    Friend of my fxxx buddy. 9 yrs older than me. Another Filipino maid working in Simgapore for 7 years. Suppose to meet her this weekend with my fxxx buddy but surprising she sneak out of the house & contacted my fxxx buddy. Also surprisingly her figure is so much better than my new found fxxx buddy.

    Cut story short. Came over to my house and had two shot with her. Well, raw again while my fxxx buddy watching TV outside the hall… img!

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    Chapter #38

    It is 6am now and I’m still not able I to sleep. My cock is hard and stiff the whole night and I have tried to stroke it myself for relieve but failed. My mind is still thinking of my past as I took a stroll to the park connection just now.

    I wished I can find someone who is like me, horny and urging for a complete stranger to play my cock. Whether it is male or female. And Luck is on my side tonight as I was walking sloppily at the quiet park connection, I saw a blangah cleaner in his 20s siting on the bench by himself.

    I sat beside him as he looks at me surpringly as a middle aged Chinese wearing a singlet and a Bermudas and slippers appeared beside him in the middle of the night.

    I wasted no time and chat with him. Knowing he just arrived in singapore and worked as a cleaner and he is only 25. Same old story took up a big loans to come to work in singapore and many mouths to feed in his kampong. Being stressed and missed his family, it’s just my luck tonight to seduce him to have sex with me.

    I sweet talks to him and finally he submit to me and allows me to teach him how to sexually pleased me or the both of us. Just my good luck to please me sickening sex urge again at this hours.

    Went to his lodging place under a block nearby and was surprised he living in the bulky store beside the rubbish dumping area. I hold his hand instead and bring him to my house.

    Need not to say I teach him into gay sex with me in my room and I even video the whole session without his knowledge with my pins cam installed all around my house.

    First time I had anal sex with a young blangah cleaner working around my neighbourhood. Definitely his first time having anal sex with another man. And to my surprised, he is still a virgin. Never have sex before.

    Sickening as I was, used 2 condoms for both of us and we had anal sex. It was rather simple as I taught him now to suck mine as I suck his. Enjoy banging his virgin ass and cum on his face. He also cum in my mouth as I swallows all his cum.

    We exchange contact before he leave to start work at 5am. As I now lying naked on my bed writing yet another sickening experience again. Had already 2 shots with him is not sexually satisfying me. I will asked him for another session later of the morning. I’m already thinking to bring him to Geylang to have a threesome sessions together with my Thai FL fuckbuddy at Lorong 6.

    I’m truly wicked….. and sick….. both mentally and sexually

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