Its been almost a year since the last update. Had many request from sbf bros till this day to continue with the story. To my fans, sorry for the long wait… Keep camping for more updates 😁
With track nationals coming up, training got increasingly intense. We trained till as late as 7.30pm, just before the security guard locked the school gates for the day. Rahman was the track team’s current captain. He was a year 2 student about to embark on his ‘A’ Levels at the end of the year. He was to compete in the upcoming 100m, 200m and 4x100m relays at nationals before fully concentrating on the examinations and passing the captaincy to a year 1 student.
Like most student-athletes, Rahman was a well-built guy. Not really the most good looking chap but he had a good physique which made up for his shortcomings. He was an all round good and decent guy. We usually head to the same bustop together after training ends.
Me - So how’s the ‘A’ levels preparation coming along?
Rahman - To be honest, i haven’t done much revision. Right now i’m concentrating on nationals first. One thing at a time
Me - Is it really that tough?
Rahman - Yeah. There’s a lot of competition. And the workload is intense
Unlike me, Rahman was in the science stream. The number of students in the science stream easily outnumbered the arts 4:1. Competition for grades and university slots must have been crazy.
Rahman - And seeing all my friends studying so hard is really starting to scare me
Me - Don’t worry too much bro. You’ll do fine
Rahman - I’ve been watching most of the guys in training the last few weeks. I can see a lot of potential. You guys can really do the school proud in nationals next year if you all put in the effort for the remainder of the year
Me - Wow you’re really that confident in us?
Rahman - Yeah, i do. And i think you’ll make a good captain for the team
Me - Me? Really? I don’t think so
Rahman - You’re always on time, you put in the effort every session, you motivate and push others to train harder. You’ll be a good role model for the rest of them
Me - I never saw myself that way before. I mean i’m just doing what coach wants me to, that’s all. Plus there are other guys like Ming and James who are way faster than I am
Rahman - Being a captain is more than just about being the fastest or the the best. It’s about leading the team. We can always train to be faster and stronger throughout the year but we don’t have that much time to train someone to be a leader. It’s either you display those qualities now or you don’t. That’s how the captain is chosen
I remained silent but enjoyed listening to his compliments.
Rahman - Plus you have a good sense of humor. It would really help the process along the way
Me - How does humor help me run faster?
Rahman - Training can get really tough from time to time. Having a little laugh will really help lighten the pain. Trust me, once nationals are over and basic training drills begins, practice is gonna really hurt
Me - Sounds scary man
Rahman - Yeap. Coach will whip you guys into proper shape. And it will get scary. But you guys will feel its effects and your running times will improve
Rahman and I made small talks along the way till we reached the bustop. Conversations between us usually revolve around school work and track. But that day, our conversation started diversifying into more personal topics.
Rahman - So.. You and Faeza are really close. You guys seeing each other?
Me - No we’re just classmates and she’s in my PW group. Plus i already have a girlfriend
Rahman - Oh i see… Does she attend school here as well?
Me - No, she’s studying in Meridian JC
Rahman remained silent for a while after my last response. I decided to probe him.
Me - Why the sudden random question man? Do you have a thing for Faeza or something?
Rahman smiled and shyly turned away.
Rahman - I don’t know. Maybe. She’s kinda hot i guess
Me - Ahh i see. And you wanna get to know her?
Rahman - Some of my classmates have been asking about her. They tried looking her up on Facebook but her account is private so no luck there
Me - You guys are cyberstalking her? Sounds really creepy dude
Rahman - You gotta understand bro, being in the science stream, there’s not many girls around. And the ones that are really cmi. For some strange reason, the pretty ones are all in arts stream
Me - Well there’s this year 2 girl i find really hot. Her name is Eilynn, i think. She’s a science student
Rahman - You talking about Lynn?? She’s totally out of reach bro. I highly doubt any guys in this school stands a chance with her
Me - Why? Is she stuck up or something?
Rahman - I don’t know her that well but man just look at her. She’s got everything. She’s pretty, she’s smart, her parents are rich and she’s captain of the school’s dance team. She’s probably impossible for any of us to get
Me - She sounds too good to be true actually. There’s probably a line of guys drooling over her and an even longer line of guys she rejected
Rahman - Hahaha yeah. Did you know that she also posed for FHM once?
Me - Wow seriously? Are there photos of her?
Rahman - I don’t think her shots made the final cut but she was definitely one of the models. Rumors said that she was supposed to be on one of the covers but the school prevented it from happening
Me - Wow. I never imagined an FHM model attending the same school as me
Rahman - Yup you can believe that now. But other than her, the other girls in science aren’t that nice looking
Just then i spotted my bus approaching from a distant.
Me - See you this Thursday bro. Take care
As Rahman and I exchanged goodbyes, i heard someone shouting from a distant. It was Joyce.
Joyce - HOLD THE BUS FOR ME !!
Rahman - Do you know her?
Me - Yeah she’s my classmate as well
Rahman - Damn you arts guys have the best girls in school man
Joyce - Thanks for waiting
Joyce and I boarded the same bus back. Despite being in the same class, we never went home together. Conflicting cca schedules i assumed.
Joyce - You track guys end pretty late today. Normally the tennis team ends the latest on Mondays
Me - Nationals are coming up. Coach have been increasing the number of drills the last few sessions. How’s tennis training?
Joyce - It’s alright i guess. I mean its intense but we’ve gotte used to it. I guess we’re really improving
Joyce and I made small talk along our journey home. As we were chatting, i took the opportunity to admire her. Her cheeks were rosy and flushed from training and her hair was tied into a ponytail. She had her tennis attire on - a fitted dry fit tank top and skirt shorts. Her body was really toned with long slender legs. She had quite a nice butt too - they look well rounded and firm.Her boobs were kinda small however, probably A-cup or small B. As much as i loved a curvy woman, i found athletic women just as sexy.
Me - So are you coming for Faeza’s birthday party this weekend?
Joyce - Yeah i am. She told me to bring a swimsuit as it was gonna be a pool and bbq party. But i don’t know…
A pool party? I thought to myself. Faeza clearly missed that part when she told me about it earlier. At that moment i was fantasizing how Joyce would look in a full swimsuit or even in a bikini. Her toned abs would clearly be the highlight along with her slender legs. Just the thought of that got me slightly aroused.
Me - You should totally come in a swimsuit. You know to fit the theme of the party
Joyce - I don’t know. I’m kinda shy of wearing one actually
Me - I think you’ll look great in one
Joyce - Ha Ha Ha. Very funny…
The bus finally arrived at my destination. I waved goodbye to Joyce and made my final request before alighting.
Me - So don’t forget this Saturday, come in a red bikini ok
Joyce - Maybe in your dreams
Its been almost a week since Tiffany and I last spoke. I have been texting her everyday to try and patch things up but she seems to be really unresponsive. I was thinking of inviting her to Faeza’s party but if she’s not responding to my messages, there’s nothing I can do. Boy she surely holds a grudge.
It was already Saturday and time for Faeza’s party. Tiffany was still not responding. Screw it i thought to myself. Im leaving for Faeza’s place without her. I left her a text message of my whereabouts for the day and left the house. It was gonna be a pool party i remembered so i dressed for the occassion - blue t-shirt, board shorts and slippers, along with my blue shades to complement my shirt.
I arrived at Faeza’s place with about half the class already present. It was a simple party - a bbq pit, some table and chairs arranged just along the pool area and a function room in case of bad weather. Faeza took the initiative to book the poolside and bbq area for half the day.
Faeza - Kai you’ve finally reached. What took you so long?
Me - I see almost everyone is already here. Am i late?
Faeza - It started almost an hour ago! Its not cool to be fashionably late dude
Me - In my defence you didn’t tell me much about this party
Faeza flashed a playful frown before grabbing me by the arm and pulling me towards the table where Kai En and Joyce were sitting.
Faeza - Sit here. I’ll get you a drink
Faeza proceeded to the function room to get me a glass of cold drink. Faeza dressed simply in a black t-shirt and fbt shorts, nothing fancy. For a poolside party i was expecting her to be a dressed a little skimpier.
Me - So what time did you girls arrive?
Kai En - About an hour ago. My dad dropped me off
Me - Oh i see. Joyce, i’m hoping that there’s a red bikini under that shirt haha
Joyce - Ha ha even if i did, you wouldn’t be so lucky to see them
Faeza soon came back back with my glass of fruit punch.
Faeza - Here you go
Me - Thanks. Oh by the way, before i forget. Here’s something for you
I handed Faeza her nicely wrapped birthday present.
Faeza - Aww thanks so much. What is it?
Me - You’ll find out when you open it later
Faeza - A hint please?
I stood up and leaned towards her to whisper.
Me - Its a push up bra. I thought your girls might need as much help as they can get
Faeza bumped the present on my head and pinched my right arm playfully.
Faeza - You asshole!!
Me - Hahaha i’m just kidding
Faeza - Whatever. But thanks anyway. Really appreciate it
Faeza left to place her gift along with the others she received in the function room. I made small talk with Joyce and Kai En in the meantime.
Joyce - So what did you get for her?
Me - She’ll find out later. So what are we gonna do the rest of the day?
Joyce - It’s a poolside party. Maybe later we can play some pool games
Me - Sounds great. Got any secret pool games talent we should know about En?
Kai En - Me? No. I like swimming but haven’t tried any pool games
Me - Great. We’ll teach you some games later. So did you bring a bikini as well?
Joyce - Enough with the bikinis already. You’re making her feel uncomfortable
Me - Well you don’t expect to play with your clothes on, do you?
Kai En - I actually packed a swimsuit. Just in case
Faeza - Okay guys. Wanna start some water games? Everybody in the pool in 5 minutes
I took off my shirt and jumped into the pool, making a big splash. Kai En got up and headed to the ladies, to get changed i assumed. Joyce began tying her hair into a bun and removing her ear rings.
Me - Aren’t you gonna follow En and get changed?
Joyce - No im already dressed underneath
Joyce stood up and undressed herself. She had a pink sports bra on. Her body was really toned and she had some abs. So sexy i thought to myself. Joyce slowly descended into the pool as if trying to keep her hair dry.
Me - What happen to the red bikini we talked about?
Joyce - Don’t have one so this will do
Me - You still look great nonetheless
Joyce - Thanks
Me - I guess i already know what to get for your birthday
Joyce - If you did, i’ll wear it specially for you on yours
Me - Ok deal
Soon after, Faeza walked to benches and undressed herself. She slowly removed her black t-shirt, revealing her blue bikini underneath. Next she slid down her fbt to reveal a matching panty. Oh my god she looked amazing. I was drooling at the sight of her curvacious figure. She carried the bikini so well, literally like a lingerie model that walked out of a men’s magazine. I had a semi erection in my pants having not seen those boobs since the library incident. Faeza didn’t bother to tie her hair and slowly descended into the pool.
Faeza - Where’s En? Is she joining us?
Joyce - Yeah she’s changing in the toilet
Seeing such fine women dressed in so little clothes standing in front of me really turned me. I instantly visualised fantasies in my head - like grabbing them and engaging in a hot threesome. I imagined myself making out with Faeza and fondling her boobs while Joyce gave me a blowjob. Such thoughts sent my dick into full erection. Good thing we were in the pool. Kai En soon came out in a full swimsuit and we began water games.
Throughout the games, I could barely concentrate. I mean how could I? It’s not like everyday you get to see your classmates dressed like that. Joyce and Faeza were like the Singaporean Maria Sharapova and Pamela Anderson right now - the stuff of guy’s sexual fantasy. Throughout the entire session i was controlling my erection more than actually enjoying the games.
God please help me…
The last 20 minutes of pool games have been visually pleasurable though physically torturing. While i toroughly enjoyed ogling at my schoolmates in little clothes, i had a hard time controlling my boner. In fact, i lost all control as my dick was in full erection. I was glad the pool did a fantastic job at concealing it.
Alas all good things must come to an end as the Sun began to sat and the party was over. One by one, the ladies got off the pool. I decided to come out last to savor the visual pleasure and allow some time for my boner to calm down. The girls were flushed and wet from all the games, making them look much sexier.
Faeza - Hey Kai, you gonna get off the pool?
Faeza knelt on her knees while speaking to me. At that moment her boobs were directly facing me, allowing total visual access of her deep cleavage underneath those blue bikini. I had another boner.
Me - Gimme a sec. I wanna enjoy a little more
Faeza - Okay. I need to go upstairs to grab some stuff
Me - Hey do you mind if i come up to your place to shower?
Faeza - Yeah sure. I’ll see you upstairs later
Faeza slowly made way to the elevator while tying a towel around her waist. I took the opportunity to admire her view from the back - smooth tan skin, small waist, wide hips. She had all the assets to arouse any straight guy. If some dude were so lucky to catch a glimpse of her entering the lift at that very moment, he’d get a nosebleed for sure.
Joyce - Kai you leaving soon?
Me - No. I’m going to Za’s place to shower before leaving
Joyce - Oh okay. Me and En will make a move first. See you on Monday
Me - Ok see you ladies
I finally got off the pool and sat on the benches. I took out my phone to check for any messages - stil none from Tiffany. Damn it she really held a grudge. Well i already made the first move to patch things up. If she’s not going to do her part (or at least try), the best thing i can do is to be patient till she does. I collected my stuff and made my way up to Faeza’s place for a quick shower.
As i was i the lift, i was hoping Faeza was still in her bikini. I rang her doorbell in anticipation. Faeza soon answered the door however she was already dressed.
Faeza - Well hello stranger. Had a good time in the pool?
Me - Actually i was when you were in your bikini
Faeza - Perv. Get in and go take a shower
Me - May i have a towel?
Faeza - There’s some fresh ones in the top cupboard. Take one for yourself
After a refreshing hot shower, i walked to the living room where Faeza was sitting on the couch, clutching onto my gift.
Faeza - Oh my god Kai… you got me this? A Harry Potter book signed by JK Rowling??
Me - Yeah i heard you were a big fan of the series. Do you like it?
Faeza - Like it? I love it!! Thank you so much!!
Me - Your welcome
Faeza - How did you get it anyways?
Me - I was in London a couple of years back and Ms.Rowling was in town for an autograph session. So i got in line and got my copy signed
Faeza - You actually met JK Rowling?
Me - Yeap. In the flesh
Faeza - This is the most awesome gift anyone has ever gotten me. Thank you so much!!
Me - I’m glad you liked it
Faeza placed the book on the couch, stood up, ran towards me and gave me a hug. She pressed herself hard against my body and i felt her boobs on my chest. Those knockers were really soft. Her hair smelled like coconut.
Soon after, Faeza looked up, grabbed my face and kissed me on the lips. Her kiss was really intense - she was a hard kisser yet her lips were really soft and tasted like raspberries. She was a much better kisser than Tiffany.
I pushed her away.
Me - Wait Za i can’t do this. I have a girlfriend
Faeza - I’m sorry… I don’t know why i did that
Me - It’s alright. This never happened okay
Faeza - Never happened? You kissed me back too
Me - You forced yourself on me!
Faeza - Ok ok i know. It was wrong. I’m sorry
I could tell Faeza was getting frustrated and confused by the whole situation.
Me - Za what’s wrong? It’s your birthday. You should be happy
Faeza - Why do I keep falling for the wrong guys? All my past boyfriends were jerks and cheats. And now i’m falling for an attached guy. Why am i like this?
Me - Hey look, you don’t have feelings for me. You like the gift i got you, not me. You’re just a little overwhelmed right now. Everything will be alright ok
Faeza - No it’s not just the gift. I think i have been developing feelings for you for a while but i never dared confess because i knew you were attached
I was utterly shocked by Faeza’s confession. I’ve always thought that she preferred the ‘bad boy’ type, judging by her past boyfriends.
Faeza - I’m sorry for what happened. I hope this won’t make things awkward between us
Me - I’m gonna make a move first okay
I left Faeza’s place and stood outside her front door, trying to make sense of what just happened. I checked my phone for messages - still none from Tiffany. I looked at my couple ring which had Tiffany’s name engraved. How can she stay angry at me for this long? I removed the ring and placed it into my pocket. I entered Faeza’s place once more and walked up towards her.
And kissed her on the lips…
Those raspberry lips felt so good pressed against my lips. What was i doing? I have a girlfriend! But i’ve wanted her for so long now, maybe not emotionally but definitely physically. It’s too late now, i thought to myself. Let it just be this one time and that’s it. I’m only gonna enjoy this one night and everything will revert back to normal from tomorrow onwards.
Faeza - Wait Kai what are we doing?
Me - Just be quiet and enjoy this moment
Never thought i would be saying those exact words and doing the deed but there’s no turning back now. I slid my hands slowly down Faeza’s back, feeling the silhoutte of her figure before reaching down onto her buttocks, all while maintaining our kiss. I gave her butt a good squeeze. Faeza smiled as she took my hands and placed them into her shorts, giving me access to her meaty bums.
Me - You still have your bikini on?
Faeza - Yeah. Do you want to see them again?
Me - Again?
Faeza - I know you were looking at them all afternoon you perv
Me - No i wasn’t
Faeza - Who you trying to lie?
Faeza took her top off, revealing those blue bikini once more. She used her top to wipe the side of my lips.
Faeza - Let me wipe that dried drool off your face
I was caught staring but i wasn’t embarassed at all. I already had her in my arms. In fact, hearing her talk dirty really turned me on. I kissed her again while slowly sliding her shorts down, revealing her matching blue panties.
Me - i just have to say, that bikini looks really good on you
Faeza - It’s not the bikini dear, it’s the assets it covers that glorifies them
Well she wasn’t wrong. I gently pushed her onto the sofa as our kisssing grew more intense. Faeza was a really good kisser, a lot different from Tiffany’s. Tiffany’s kisses were soft and innocent. Faeza felt a lot more passiote and erotic, the kind that really arouses you.
Faeza help me remove my top. I slowly shifted my kiss down to her neck and in between her cleavage. Faeza let out a slight chuckle, ticklish i presume. I continued giving small kisses right down to her belly button before moving upwards back to her lips. We continued kissing passionately as Faeza reached for my crotch and began rubbing it.
Faeza - Let me awaken him up
Faeza slowly slid her hands in my shorts and into my briefs before rubbing the shaft and circling the head of my dick. Her touch was gentle and playful. Wow it felt really good. My dick instantly awaken, nearing full erection in a matter of seconds.
Faeza - That was quick
Faeza let out a slight laughter. She slid my shorts down and we both were in our undies.
Faeza - Wanna see my girls again?
I noded my head in approval, like a puppy awaiting its new chewtoy. Faeza reached behind her neck and pulled the strings of her bikini. Once the straps loosened, her boobs were in full view once more. Gosh they were gloriously huge. I haven’t seen them since the library incident. I was about to grab them before Faeza stopped me from doing so.
Faeza - Are they still a tad assymetrical?
Me - Like i said, nothing to worry about
I removed her hands and began sucking her boobs like a newborn baby. Faeza placed her hands around me, letting me have my way with them. I was careful not to be too rough on them so that Faeza wouldn’t feel uncomfortable. I sucked on both of them for a good few minutes, almost as if anticipating for milk to come out.
Faeza slid my briefs down, revealing my erected dick. She began sensually rubbing the shaft till there was precum. Faeza reached for the drawer, pulled out a condom and began unwrapping it.
Me - Wait, are we really gonna do this?
Faeza - Isn’t this what you want?
Of course i want to but was it right? I have a girlfriend. I know this was wrong. But everything will be back to normal tomorrow, i convinced myself.
Me - What time does your parents get back?
Faeza - They’ll only be back tomorrow evening. We have the whole house to ourselves tonight
Me - Okay let’s do it
Faeza used her mouth to place the condom on my dick. For a slight moment, i could feel the warmth of her mouth. Faeza positioned herself on top of me and slowly began lowering herself. I could feel the warmth of her wet pussy. My virginity was gone. I’ve always thought Tiffany would be the one to take it away but life never goes according to plan anyway.
When my dick was fully inserted, i felt great new sensations. Her pussy was moist and really tight. Her inner walls were slightly pulsating, giving it extra pleasure. Faeza began riding herself as i closed my eyes to enjoy the sensation. This went on for a few minutes. I immediately stopped her when i felt my dick about to explode.
Me - I want to try a new position
I turned her around and she ride me in a reverse cowgirl. I reached for her boobs and began squeezing them while she continued riding me. I slowly lowered my left hand down to her clit and gave them a good rub while my right was still on her boobs. Faeza let out a slight moan. As much as i wanted to enjoy myself, i also wanted her to enjoy the process. I continued rubbing her clit continuously.
Me - Do you like this?
Faeza - Don’t stop Kai. Keep going
I continued rubbing her clit furiously while kissing the back of her neck till my hands got wet.
Me - Did you just cum?
Faeza - That felt so good. Come let me finish you off
Hearing her say that really aroused me. Faeza lied on the sofa and spread her legs open, inviting me in. Her pussy was clean shaven and really inviting.
Faeza - Come here. I’ll give you the best orgasam of your life
Wow that was kinky and confident. I inserted myself in and began humping her in missionary position while kissing her hard on her lips. Faeza began giving me a sensual rub on my back, the ticklish kind, before reaching for my buttocks and butt crack. While humping her, she began teasing and tickling my butt crack region which sent shivers down my spine. I had goosebumps from the intense sensation. I was on the brink of explosion.
Me - Za i’m gonna cum
Faeza - What are you waiting for? Shoot la
Faeza gave a slap on my ass. Her kinkiness made me cum really hard. My ejaculation went “shoot, shoot, shoot… shoot…..shoot”. Never have i cummed so hard and so much in all my years of masturbation. I collapsed on Faeza in extreme ecstacy. Faeza had to turn me over as i could barely move and removed the condom
Faeza - Oh my god Kai, look at how much you came!! HAHAHA. If not for the condom, i’ll be pregnant for sure!
I slowly opened my eyes to look at the condom - it was over half filled.
Me - That felt so amazing Za
Faeza lied on my chest and played with my nipple. I gave Faeza a light kiss on her forehead.
Me - Thanks Za
Faeza - I’m glad you enjoyed yourself
We cuddled for a few minutes as i stroked her long luscious hair and rubbed her back. Then i heard an incoming message tone on my phone. I checked the message.
Tiffany - Kai can we meet now?
I jumped out of the sofa.
Me - Sorry Za i need to go now
Faeza looked slightly disappointed as i began dressing myself.
Faeza - Meeting your girlfried now?
Me - Yeah she’s finally ready to talk. I need to see her now
Faeza - Okay see you on Monday then
Me - Tonight was the most amazing night ever Za. I will never forget it
I gave Faeza one last kiss on the lips before making my way out. I rushed quickly over to Tiffany’s place. Tiffany opened the door, gave me a tight hug and a kiss on the lips.
Me - I’ve missed you so much Tiff
Tiffany - Me too.
We continued kissing like long lost lovers.
Tiffany - Your lips taste like raspberry
Its Monday, the beginning of school week once more. I was in an awesome mood and arrived to school in smiles. An awesome weekend has just passed - finally lost my virginity and made up with my girlfriend. It was still early so i decided to head to the library in the wee hours of the morning.
Despite having sex for the first time, i still felt a little anxious and guilty. I just cheated on my long term girlfriend, how could i be smiling? I was hoping not to see Faeza that day as things could get awkward but it was impossible as we were in the same class.
Would she use our incident as a threat? Was she capable of such a thing? What if Tiffany broke up with me if she found out? I was filled with much anxiety.
Kai En was at the counter of the library that morning. Being a member of the school’s library club meant she had early duties before school starts. Since there was no one around, i decided to chat with her.
Me - Do you have to arrive early every morning?
Kai En - Not every morning. We take turns managing the library. Today so happens to be my turn
Me - Don’t you get tired having to wake up so early?
Kai En - I had an early night. What brings you here so early in the morning?
Me - Couldn’t really sleep last night
Kai En - Is everything alright?
There was a moment of silence between us. Should i confide in her? Kai En was an introvert. I’m pretty sure she wasn’t the type who gossiped. Maybe i could tell her but make it as vague as possible just to be safe.
I bowed my head and clamped my hands together.
Me - Forgive me sister for i have sinned
Kai En - Hahaha what are you doing? Don’t be so dramatic
Me - En, there’s something i would really like to share with you. But you must keep it to yourself ok
Kai En - Sounds serious. Ok what is it
Me - You know how in life there are rules and we should never break them. Well it’s not really rules, more like boundaries we shouldn’t cross. But i crossed one a few nights ago and now i’m in a dilemma. I don’t know if it’s wrong that i crossed it or not. Do you get what i mean?
Kai En - Do you?
Kai En clearly didn’t get me. I don’t blame her. I didn’t even understand what i was saying. Maybe i’ll try a different way of explaining.
Me - Ok let me try and explain in a different way…. Okay, i love Cadbury chocolate a lot. In fact i have loved it for a long time and see myself loving it for life. But recently, i tried Hershey chocolate and really enjoyed it as well. And i mean really enjoyed it. But i still love Cadbury chocolate and don’t want to lose it. Was i being disloyal?
Kai En - What’s wrong with having both?
Me - I want to have both but i must only be loyal to one
Kai En - Ok do you still love Cadbury?
Me - Of course i do. Cadbury has been so good to me all these years. It’s been awesome
Kai En - True. But you can’t help it when a new chocolate comes your way. It’s not your fault that Hershey is just as delicious
Me - That’s why i don’t know what to do. Please tell me if i’m right or wrong
Kai En - Do you like Hershey more than Cadbury?
Me - I like Hershey but i love Cadbury. Somedays i want Hershey and other days i want Cadbury
Kai En - There’s nothing wrong with having variety in life. I know Cadbury has served you well all these years and you would like to repay its loyalty. But Hershey also makes you happy so you should also have it from time to time. It’s good to be loyal to Cadbury but it’s perfectly fine to have a little Hershey every now and then
Me - So it’s fine if i have both?
Kai En - As long as you know where they are positioned in your life, I don’t see why not. Do whatever that makes you happy
Maybe Kai En was right. I like Faeza but i love Tiffany. Tiffany and i connect emotionlly, Faeza just physically. I love Tiffany but lust for Faeza. Maybe that was it.
Me - You’re right En. Thanks
Kai En - Have i ever not been?
Me - I guess there’s lot of candy out there and you’re looking at Mr. Willy Wonka
I gave En a pinch on her cheeks till it turned red. Kai En may be an introvert and socially awkward at times but i’ve always found her cute, in a little sister kind of way. Plus her dark frame glasses made her extra adorable, like one of those cute librarians.
Kai En - Come, let’s go for morning assembly
Faeza - Good morning Kai
Me - Hey Za. Good morning
After everything that happened that night, i wished i could avoid Faeza, at least for the time being. But that was impossible as we were in the same class. As much as i enjoyed that night, i was afraid things would get awkward between us.
Faeza - So did you and your girlfriend have a good talk?
Me - Yeah, we resolved some issues and we’re all good now
Faeza - That’s good
Faeza seemed normal, too normal. Is she also trying to diffuse the entire situation as well? I know i want things to go back to the way they were but sooner or later we’re going to have to talk things out. Should i broach the subject? Maybe i should slowly bring the topic up.
Me - How was your Sunday?
Faeza - It was good… Managed to catch up on most of my kdrama. Seven complete hours
Me - Keep going on like that and you’ll need glasses soon
Faeza - Good thing i’ll look great in them
Me - Sure Za. Sure you do
There was an awkward silence between us. I didn’t know how to bring the subject up. Maybe i’ll just jump straight into it. It’s going to be really awkward and emotional but we have to do it someday. Plus we have free period so that means a solid hour of heart-to-heart conversation.
Me - Hey about that night….
Faeza - Yeah, what about it?
Me - Things got really intense and we did some whacky stuff. Plus you got really emotional with your feelings and started confessing. Look i want things to…
Faeza - Kai stop. Before you go on i need to tell you something first ok
Me - Okay…
Faeza - That night, i was overwhelmed in my emotions and the whole situation, and might have misjudged some things. I think i misread my own feelings and got confused with myself. But after i cleared my head in the morning, everything made sense again. What i’m trying to say is, i don’t have feelings for you
Me - You don’t? But that night…
Faeza - I know what i said that night. I thought it was true but apparently it’s not. I guess i was just really emotional that night. I was happy that it was my birthday, sad that my parents, like always, couldn’t make it, excited with the presents i received, angry that my parents always prioritized their jobs and many other feelings. I was an emotional rojak
Me - Ok so you really don’t like like me
Faeza - I’m pretty sure i don’t. I mean there’s nothing wrong with you, just that you are in a relationship and i respect that
Me - That’s good to know
Faeza - Look i know you want things to go back to the way they were. I do too. So why don’t we just discard whatever i said that night and go back to normal?
Me - Yes please. I don’t want things to ever be awkward between us
Faeza - Okay so on more important matters. How did you sleep that night?
Me - I slept well. Random question to ask
Faeza - No i meant how was the sex? Was it good?
I was baffled by her question.
Me - I thought we were never gonna talk about that night again?
Faeza - No i said we discard what i said. We can still review the sex. So tell me, was the sex good?
Faeza grabbed me by the arm and looked me in the eye, eagerly waiting for my response. It was definitely amazing but i didn’t want that ego to get into her head.
Me - That was my first time so i can’t compare the experience…
Faeza - Was my pussy tight? It was right??
Me - Don’t you get uncomfortable asking these questions?
Faeza - It’s good to know how i performed. At least i know where i can improve on. So the sex, it was definitely good right?
Me - It’s ok i guess… i’ve had better experiences with my hands before
Faeza - Ok? Just ok? Who you trying to kid? Did you see how much you came?? The condom was half filled! If you didn’t use one i’d be pregnant for sure!!
Me - Okay fine. It was good. Happy now?
Faeza - It wasn’t just good. It. Was. Great.
There was another moment of silence between us. I was trying to gather my thoughts and analyze my morality of the entire situatiin. Faeza instantly knew something was troubling me.
Faeza - You’re strangely quiet. Are you ok?
Me - Can i ask you something? Was what we did wrong? I’m in a relationship and i slept with someone else. Is that morally wrong?
Faeza - Well i can’t answer that for you. Only you can assess that. Everyone has a differing view of what’s right and wrong
Me - Ok, if you were in my position. How would you see the whole situation?
Faeza - By your position you mean: being in a loving relationship with someone who refuses sex and sleeping with a friend outside your relationship while still clinging on to those relationships?
Me - Damn that’s precise. Yeah how would you assess it?
Faeza - Well it’s great to be in a relationship but if one partner isn’t fulfilling the other’s needs, then it’s alright for that partner to get it elsewhere
Me - So it’s okay to sleep around in a relationship
Faeza - Sex is sex and love is love. They don’t have to be mutually inclusive. You don’t need to love the person you’re having sex with. It’s a physical deed for pleasurable release. Love is not an absolute requirement
Me - So you’re saying that if you have a boyfriend, you’re okay with him sleeping with other girls?
Faeza - Of course not! He doesn’t need to!!
Me - But you just said… Aren’t you being hypocritical??
Faeza - I said that love and sex need not work hand in hand. Since you told me to look at it from your standpoint, I also said that if one partner does not fulfill the other’s needs, the other partner is justified to seek it elsewhere. If i’m giving my boyfriend sex, why should he look elsehwere? And since your girlfriend is denying your needs, it’s alright to get it outside the relationship
Me - Wow that’s a unique mindset… not many people will agree with your opinion
Faeza - I’m not trying to appease anyone
Faeza and Kai En provided really unique standpoints. On a deeper level, both of them had one thing in common: the difference between sex and love. I can still be loyal to one but enjoy the other from time to time.
Me - Ok on a more serious not, how did i perform?
Faeza - You? It was so so…
Me - So so?? Don’t forget you came too!
Faeza - You were good for a beginner but the overall experience was so so. I was kinda impressed by how long you lasted being your first time
Me - Well when you have it, you just have it
Faeza - For a virgin you were quite an animal that night. You had a few moves already. Must be all the porn you’ve watched growing up. Hahaha
Me - You had a unique technique too. When you tickled my back when we were in missionary position. It felt so good. I’ve never seen that before. Where did you learn it?
Faeza - I’ve read that couples who gave each other sensual massages before sex had a better experience. So i thought of incorporating the massage into the sex to see if it was any better. That was actually an experiment. How did it feel?
Me - It was out of this world! Especially when you tickled my butt and the butt crack, wow i actually had goosebumps. And my orgasm was really explosive. I have never erupted like that before
Faeza - Aaah finally admitting it was amazing sex right
I pinched Faeza on her cheeks.
Me - Fine it was the best night of my life ok. I think i came so hard that my entire groin area felt sore for an entire night
Faeza - Told you i was good. Actually, there’s something else i think yoh should know as well…
Me - Okay…
Faeza - Since we’re gonna put this matter to rest after today, i think you should hear this. After the deed, i felt completely normal. Everything in my head was clear and i could think properly again. I knew that i didn’t have feelings for you and that all i missed was the physical intimacy of a relationship. After the sex, things felt normal again. I just needed sex, that’s all.
Me - I feel so used
Faeza playfully slapped my arm
Faeza - Used? If you enjoyed yourself just say so!
Me - I’ve always thought men were the ones with crazy sex drives. I guess there are women who need it as well
Faeza went quiet for a moment. There was complete silence before she raised the most incredible or crazy idea i’ve ever heard.
Faeza - You have needs and i have mine. Why don’t we make it a regular thing? No emotions involved. Just pure physical sex
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Me - What… are you talking about?
Faeza - We can make it like a regular thing. Whenever we need some physical intimacy, we can call each other
Me - Are you for real? You do know i have a girlfriend right?
Faeza - And i also know she’s not giving in to your physical needs
Me - Yeah but im ok with that
Faeza - No you’re not. You’ve complained about it so many times. You’ve gotten into fights over this topic
Me - This is insane Za. I don’t want to cheat on Tiffany
Faeza - It’s not really cheating. You can look it in another way
Me - What way?
Faeza - You can be in an emotional relationship with Tiffany. However clearly she isn’t ready for a physical one yet. But you are. So until she’s ready for it, you can look elsewhere to fulfill yours. We can make this an emotionless arrangement. Just pure physical sex
Me - This sounds unreal. I don’t know Za. It sounds too risky
Faeza - We can make it a silent thing. No one has to find out
Me - But why me? I mean you can have any guy you want. Why choose me?
Faeza - Because i want a guy i can trust. I don’t want another jerk
I remained silent, thinking hard about Faeza’s offer. It sounds too unreal, like a scenario straight out of a porn fantasy. If i wasn’t in a relationship, the answer would be a no-brainer but being in one complicates things. What if i get caught? What if i cannot overcome the guilt?
The school bell sounded. Time for first period - PE
Faeza - Look i know it’s a tough decision. So think about it and get back to me before school ends ok
PE went by pretty quickly. I could barely concentrate as i was weighing my options thoroughly. I sincerely enjoyed the night with Faeza and would love to have another go again but am I going to risk my relationship with Tiffany? Over three years of investment down the drain just to satisfy my lust?
It was a hard choice to make. The fact that it was a secret arrangement really peaked my curiosity and excitement. Cheating is definitely wrong but i’m quite drawn by the thrill. If i had sex without emotions involved, is that considered cheating? I kept thinking to myself.
Yes it is. It’s definitely wrong. Sex outside any relationship is wrong. Emotions involved or not. I know i wouldn’t like it if i found out Tiffany was sleeping with other guys so i shouldn’t do it either. There shouldn’t be double standards. I’m going to call Faeza and reject her offer.
I reached out my phone to give Faeza a call. As i was dialing her phone number, an incoming text came. It was from Faeza.
It was a picture of her in her sports bra taken in the school’s ladies toilet.
Just below the picture was the caption: “hope this eases your decision making
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Wow she looks so sexy in those. That picture alone got me to rethink my decision. Maybe if its a hush hush arrangement, it can be a win win situation. First, my needs would be fulfilled. Second, my relationship would get better as we won’t need to fight about sex anymore. Maybe this would be a good thing, i thought to myself.
Plus i would love another round with Faeza. She definitely knew how to satisfy a man. Maybe if i learnt enough, i would know how to pleasure Tiffany when we eventually get physical. As long as this arrangement is kept a secret, it will pay off in the long run!
I sent Faeza a text message.
Me - I’ve made up my mind
Faeza - Ok so what is it?
Me - Can we talk about it after school?
Faeza - Ok…Wanna discuss it at my place or talk over lunch?
Me - Maybe at your place. We have to keep this as discrete as possible
Faeza - I think i already know your decision ;D
Faeza - So where do you want to talk? Maybe outside school, at mcdonalds or something?
Me - Better not. Let’s talk somewhere more private. Maybe at your place?
Faeza - My place? You must be excited already 🤣 So you wanna come to my place with me after school?
Me - I’ve got to see my track coach after school today. You head home first. I’ll see you at your place later
Faeza - Alright 😉
I got a hard-on texting Faeza back and forth. I was beginning to imagine the kind of arrangement we would have. Maybe it could be a weekly thing, or even a daily thing. Maybe we can explore all our kinks together! It all sounds too good. I knew the concept of a sex buddy was an actual thing - in porn. Never would have i thought i would be in an actual one. And with such a hottie like Faeza!
Rahman - Coach just called me. He said he’s gonna be slightly late. Traffic jam along PIE
Me - Any ideas why coach wants to talk to us?
Rahman - It’s already the end of March. Nationals begin next month. After that, the J2 students are gonna step down from CCA to concentrate on A Levels
Me - Yeah i know
Rahman - When Joey and I step down, the track team needs to appoint a new captain and vice captain
Me - And coach wants me to be the captain?
Rahman - Well we’ve narrowed it down to a few of you guys. Nothing is decided yet
Me - So why does coach need to speak to me? What does he want to know?
Rahman - He just wants to know if you’re up for it. And to know what the responsibilities of a captain are
Me - Do you think i should take it?
Rahman - That’s up to you man. It would good to have it in your CCA record once you graduate
Rahman and i continue making small conversation at the grand stand overlooking our school’s soccer field. As we were talking, our school’s touch rugby girls went onto the field for training. They look really sporty and sexy in their blue singlets and fbt shorts.
Me - Do you know any girls from the touch rug team?
Rahman - I know Natalie, she’s the captain of the team. And there’s Jasmine, she’s a classmate
Me - You know Natalie? She’s really hot bro. How do you know her?
Rahman - From leadership camp last year. I don’t really know her that well. We spoke once or twice during camp but thats it
Me - Why didn’t you talk to her more?
Rahman - It’s difficult man. Not enough chance encounters. We barely see each other. I’m in science stream and she’s in arts. Like all the other pretty girls…
Coach - Enjoying the view gentlemen?
Coach was standing behind us. We turned around to greet him.
Coach - Kai, how’s school? Coping well in first year?
Me - It’s quite different from secondary school. But so far so good
Coach - Juggling well between schoolwork and track training?
Me - Yes coach
Coach - Good good. Anyway im sure you know why i’m here today. Rahman has briefed you?
Me - Yes he has
Coach - So are you up for it? Do you see yourself leading the team next month onwards?
Me - I haven’t given much thought about it coach
Coach - Listen, i know a good leader when i see one. Rahman has been a good captain. But im not going to force this on you. Being the team captain is a huge responsibility. You should only do it if you want to
Rahman - Do you want to be captain?
Coach - Kai you don’t need to decide now. Think about it for a few days. Also make sure you can handle your studies as well. I don’t want track to be the reason your studies lag behind. That’s all i have for now. I don’t want to hold you guys back. Once you have decided, let me or Rahman know
Coach left the grand stand soon after. Rahman and i continued talking after that.
Rahman - You don’t seem so sure… you don’t want the captaincy
Me - Honestly, i have never considered it. I’ve always thought Ming would be captain. Since he’s the fastest sprinter
Rahman - Ming is a good athlete. But coach and i don’t see him as leadership material. Plus, coach doesn’t want to bear too much responsibilities on him. He wants him to focus solely on training
Me - Who’s gonna be the vice captain?
Rahman - It’s either gonna be Jasmine or Siying. A leader for the girls track team to look up to
Me - I’ll let you know soon ok. I gotta go now
Rahman - Don’t think for too long. If you do take up the captaincy, i’ll need to sign you up for leadership camp in June
Me - Yeah sure. I’ll let you and coach know by the end of the week
Rahman - Where are you rushing off to?
Me - Faeza’a place
Rahman - Project?
Me - Something like that
With that, i left school and went straight to Faeza’s place. I was thinking of coach’s offer along the way but i was more excited about what’s to come once i reached Faeza’s house. Whatever negotiations to be reached with Faeza was far more important than track captaincy. My priorities were at the right place.
I soon arrived at Faeza’s place. I ranged the doorbell, feeling slightly nervous. I have been to her place many times, but this time it felt differenr. Very different. Faeza answered the door not long after, in the same sports bra as the picture she sent me earlier that day.
Faeza - Did this outfit turn you on just now?