Back in secondary school, i had my first girlfriend, Tiffany. Tiffany was a really sweet and pretty girl who came from a good family. I came from an all boys school so meeting girls was a little difficult so i dated Tiffany throughout my secondary school days.
Tiffany was a really great girlfriend - pretty, intelligent and funny. Though she does have her grumpy moments from time to time, she was still adorable to me. Things were great during our relationship.
However, things started changing when we reached our jc days. Schoolwork got heavier and we saw each other less. We still go out and mantained our relationship though. My guy friends keep teasing me and asked if we had sex before. Well we never did throughout our 3 years dating. They laughed at my situation.
Sex was a really difficult topic for us. As much as i wanted it, i was afraid it might ruin our relationship. I have asked Tiffany if she wanted it but, coming from a respected family, she said she would only give herself after marriage. So there was no chance of us having sex.
But being a guy, and seeing my other guy friends having regular sex with their girlfriends, kinda left me envious. Tiffany and i have been together for over 3 years and we share everything with each other, yet she still didn’t want to get intimate with me. It bothered me more than it should.
Being in jc meant that i finally had female classmates after 10 years in an all boys school. As a requirement, we had to do project work which meant working in groups. Being in the humanities stream also meant that my class comprised mostly of female students. It was like a reward for missing 10 years of female companionship.
My teacher assigned me to a group of 3 girls, with me being the only guy. There was this particular girl who i found rather attractive, Faeza. Faeza was a malay mix girl with tanned skin and shapely assets. She had straight long hair tied in a ponytail and a side swept fringe. Among the 3 girls, she was the easieat to talk to as the other 2 chinese girls were rather shy having come from an all girls secondary school.
Despite Faeza’s sexy charms, i was still faithful to Tiffany and only saw Faeza as a classmate.
Project work back in jc meant that we would be spending a lot of time together throughout the year. Having come from an all boys school pretty much my entire life, being around girls was definitely something new but i was looking forward to it.
By the end of the month, once our project direction was established, we had our first group meeting on a Saturday. Since Faeza’s house was located the most centrally, we decided to have our meeting there in the evening. Before that, i decided to go out with Tiffany.
Tiffany: So how’s school so far? Made any new friends?
Me: School’s ok i guess. They have already assigned our group project mates so we’ll be working together for the rest of the year.
Tiffany: How’s your group members? Are they nice?
Me: They seem ok. We just started school so we don’t really know each other that well yet.
Tiffany: Who are they?
Me: Well there’s Joyce, Kai En and Faeza. Joyce and Kai En were from CHIJ St. Nichs and Faeza was from Beaty secondary.
Tiffany: Huh? Your groupmates all girls?
Me: Yeah, you know how humanities stream has mostlu girls in them.
Tiffany: So any of them pretty?
At that point i knew that the honest answer was not the correct answer. Among the girls, Faeza stood out. Joyce and tiffany were decent but Faeza was the head turner with her figure and assets. She was the type of girl you fancy in bed. But there was no way i could let Tiffany know that.
Me: They look normal i guess. None as pretty as you.
Tiffany: Yes and don’t forget that.
Me: Hey i really need to go. We’ve got a group meeting at Faeza’s house.
Tiffany: Oh okay. Call me tonight ok.
With that, i gave Tiffany a peck on the cheeks and made my home to Eunos. Fortunately, Faeza stayed close to the MRT station so i didn’t have to sweat much looking for her place. Once i arrived, Joyce and Kai En were already there. Faeza welcomed me in.
Throughout the evening, the discussion went smoothly. All three girls were quite expressive with their ideas hence ideas flowed in abundance. By the end of the evening, we got a lot of work done and called it a night. Joyce left slightly earlier due to family commitments and Kai En soon after, leaving me and Faeza to finalise the details. I stayed back a while to get to know her better.
Faeza: So Zac, got a girlfriend?
Me: Yeah. We’ve been together for over three years.
Faeza: Three years. Wow. Does she study in our school?
Me: No she’s at Meridian jc. How about you? Seeing anyone?
Faeza: Me? No. I think i’m done with boys for the time being. Just got out of a bad relationship in secondary school so i’m taking a break.
Me: What happened?
As Faeza was telling me about her past relationship, i was listening while admiring her delicious figure. She was dressed simple in a white t-shirt and fbt shorts. Her white t-shirt must have been worn out as the outline of her red bra can clearly be seen and her fbt shorts were so short that i could see her butt. Seeing her in such a revealing outfit was sending my imaginations wild.
Faeza: . . . so i made a vow, no more boys for a year.
Me: Wow that’s kinda harsh. That bad huh.
Faeza: You have no idea.
Me: Well thanks for having us here. It’s getting late. I should get going.
Faeza stretched herself to reach for the house keys on the table. As she bent forward to grab them, i could see her bra and boobs down her shirt. Wow they were ample and shapely. Definitely larger than Tiffany’s. I had an instant boner from that sight. Good thing i was wearing jeans.
Faeza: Bye bye. See you in school.
Faeza flashed a smile as i made my way to the elevator.
That night, as promised, i called Tiffany.
Tiffany: Hey babe. How did the meeting go?
Everything in school went as per normal however i saw Faeza differently ever since that evening. I knew i’ve thought she was rather sexy but i was never attracted to her. I didn’t know if i felt emotionally closer to her after our conversations that evening or if it was just lust after peeking down her shirt. Remembering that sight alone gave me an instant erection. I crossed my legs to hide the bulge in my pants.
We were having project work lesson where our teacher was explaining the requirements and upcoming deadlines. Just across the classroom was where Faeza was sitting with her group of friends. Her hair was tied back as always with her side swept fringe. Her slightly altered uniform accentuated her curvacious figure and her skirt was about 10cm above her knees. Wow she looked sexy just sitting there…
Ms. Au - Alright class, as you know the final deadline for your group proposals is due this friday. Don’t forget to submit to me in soft and hardcopy.
At that point, Faeza texted in our group chat.
Faeza - Hey guys, last meeting at my place after school k
Me - Ok
Kai En -
Joyce - I’ve got tennis training. Will be there slightly later.
After school, we made our way together to Faeza’s house. The 30min journey allowed us to bond together apart from our normal school stuff. Once we reached, Faeza’s house was empty as her parents were working while her sister was sleeping over at her friend’s place. We began finalising the details of our proposal while awaiting Joyce’s arrival.
Joyce arrived a few hours later to input her portion into our proposal before we wrapped up for the night. Kai En and Joyce left together while i waited for my mum to come and pick me up. Once again i was temporarily alone with Faeza.
Faeza - So what time is your mom reaching?
Me - Could take some time. She’s driving down from the West. You don’t mind if i waited here for a while right?
Faeza - Haha it’s no problem. There’s no one here anyway. It’s nice to have some company.
Me - What time do your parent’s usually get home?
Faeza - Well it depends. But they mostly reach home after 11pm.
Me - So you’ve got the whole house to yourself every night. That’s so fun and exciting.
Faeza - Yeah i guess…
Me - You don’t like that?
Faeza - Sometimes it gets kinda boring and lonely.
Me - Hey at least your parents aren’t the strict type like mine. I’ve got a 9pm curfew.
Faeza - 9pm?? Gosh that’s early!
Me - Yup that’s my parents. They pretty much restrict my social life. No drinking, partying, clubbing, smoking, dating and any -ings in my life.
Faeza - Hahaha. So no dating huh? Does your parents know about your girlfriend?
Me - Well they do suspect that i have one but i keep denying it for three years running.
Faeza - Hahahaha what a secret.
Me - You know what they say - strict parents raise the best liars.
Faeza - Hahaha i can see that. So lemme guess, you’re still a virgin?
How did that topic arise? I thought to myself. That question really left me uncomfortable. I remained silent and smiled at her.
Faeza - I’ll take that silence as a yes.
Me - Hey it’s not a big deal. I’m just the traditional type. I prefer saving myself till marriage.
Faeza - That sounds like your girlfriend talking.
I was stunned by her response. How could she have known what Tiffany was like.
Faeza - All boys want sex. Even the most “decent” guys have erotic fantasies. Listen here, a gentlemen is simply a parient wolf.
Me - There are guys out there who don’t think like that.
Faeza - Yup, gay guys. And even they lust for other men.
There was silence for a while after that conversation. Faeza stood up from the couch and went to the kitchen to refill her iced tea. I used to opportunity to take a glace of her as she headed for the kitchen.
She was still in her uniform. Her altered shirt gave some shape to her chest although i’m certain it do them complete justice. Underneath them were two huge melons for sure. Her above knee length skirt revealed her slender legs. I’ve always known Malay girls had better assets and Faeza definitely confirmed it.
I soon got a text from my mum saying she had reached. I said goodbye to Faeza and made my way down.
Mum - So honey, how was school today?
Ms Au - Alright class, i hope you have all submitted your proposals. You should get it back in about a months time. For the time being you should think about working on your final ideas.
It was submission day and i was so glad it was over. I knew it was only the first phase and we still had a long way to go but completing these small assignments gave us a sense of accomplishment. That evening, after school, i decided to go out with Tiffany to celebrate.
Tiffany - How does it feel after submission?
Me - It feels awesome. I know there’s still a lot more to it but it’s a weight off my shoulders. How about you?
Tiffany - I’m not too sure. I feel like i didn’t submit a very good one
Me - Why? What’s wrong?
Tiffany - My group doesn’t get along very well. It’s quite difficult getting things done. They all have very strong individual opinions and rarely spare a second thought for each other’s ideas. And they’ve got so much personal commitments that we rarely meet face to face to discuss.
Me - Ouch. Sounds like a tough group to have. So how did it end up?
Tiffany - We discuss mostly through google docs late in the night. Even that, sometimes, some of them don’t show up. Since we can’t decide on who’s idea to go for, we rolled a dice and went for one.
Me - Rolled a dice?? How old are you guys, seven? Can’t you all discuss like sensible mature adults.
Tiffany pinched my arms at my sarcastic comment.
Tiffany - It’s not funny okay. Everytime we tried to talk things out it breaks into an argument. Now i don’t even like the idea we’re going for.
Listening to Tiffany rant about her groupmates make me feel bad for her. I’m so glad my team are easier to work with. I gave her a hug to comfort her and kissed her forehead.
Me - Hey everything’s gonna be alright. Just give it time. I know you don’t like the idea submitted but that doesn’t mean it’s a bad one.
Just then i saw Faeza and her friends from a distant and she spotted us as well. We walked over together to make small talk. Faeza was dressed simple in a white tank top and light blue denim jeans. Her tank top was tight fitted and transluscent such that her ample boobs were glorified and her red bra underneath was rather visible. Her skinny blue jeans accentuated her long slender legs. For the first time i saw her let down her long wavy hair.
Faeza - Hey Kai, what are you doing here?
Me - I’m just out with my girlfriend. We’re here to celebrate the end of project work phase one.
Faeza - Oh haha. Me too. How are you guys celebrating?
Me - We’re going out for dinner at this fancy restaurant. And you?
Faeza - My girls and i are watching a movie. Ok i don’t wanna disturb you guys. I’ll see you in school.
With that Faeza left with her friends.
Tiffany - Who’s that?
Me - Oh that’s Faeza. She’s one of my group members.
Tiffany - She’s quite pretty. Does she have a boyfriend?
Me - I don’t think she’s seeing anyone. She had a bad experience in secondary school and is off the market for the time being.
Tiffany had the look of insecurity written all over her face.
Me - Dear, you’re not jealous, are you?
She gave me another pinch right on the earlier spot.
Tiffany - I am not jealous. I don’t think someone like her would even consider you. She is so out of your league.
I gave her another hug and brushed her hair.
Me - Hey don’t worry. She’s just a friend and i don’t like her like that. Even if she offered herself to me i would definitely say no cuz only you’re the one for me.
Tiffany - You and your sweet tongue.
Me - Even if she forced herself on me and i had no choice but to enjoy myself, I promise that i will be imagining it was you the whole time okay.
Tiffany stepped on my left foot and stormed off at my sarcastic comment. Just then, i got a text grom our whatsapp group.
Kai En - Hey guys one of these days why don’t we celebrate together?
I clossed the chat and ran after Tiffany.
Me - Tiff wait up. You know i was just kidding. Come on, don’t be like that.
As promised we decided to hang out together after school on Tuesday. We planned to have lunch together at Fish & Co as a form of celebration and bonding session. Faeza, Kai En and I were chatting at the school canteen while we were waiting for Joyce to finish her tennis training.
Faeza - Fish and co has this awesome student meal
Me - Maybe we can get one each for ourselves and order some small side dishes
Faeza - Sounds good. What about you En?
Kai En - I’m okay with anything
Kai En has always been the quite one in our group. She’s been like that since day one. I knew she was getting more comfortable with us day by day but it’s just her personality - introvert. But we were okay with that. Just then Joyce rushed towards us.
Joyce - Oh my god guys i’m so sorry. Gimme a minute to go get changed ok
Joyce was dressed in her fbt shorts and a white jacket over her sports bra, revealing her toned abs. Wow she looked so athletic and hot in that outfit. I’ve never thought Joyce was the sexy type till that afternoon. She was still sweaty and flushed from her training which made her look even sexier.
Faeza - Haha no worries. Faster go get changed. We’ll wait for you at the front gate
Joyce walked quickly to the girl’s changing room while we made way to the school’s front gates. As Joyce was walking, i took my chance to admire her backview. Her hair was tied in a ponytail and her jacket covered most of her body. Her fbt hid her firm ass but revealed her long slender legs. She had a great figure for those who liked the athletic type. How i wished i could follow her into the changing room and watch her get dressed, i thought to myself.
After Joyce was changed, we made our way to town for lunch. As Faeza was chatting with Kai En, i used the opportunity to talk to Joyce.
Me - So how often do you have training?
Joyce - It used to be twice a week but with nationals coming up, coach decided to have it three times a week
Me - Wow must be really intense
Joyce - Well it’s just until April. Once nationals are over everything should go back to normal
Me - Is training really tough?
Joyce - During the days when we train our techniques are alright. I guess it’s our endurance and strength training that gets really tiring and tough. We have to do sprints, push ups, sit ups, leg raises and all that. Coach really wants us to develop our core muscles…
As Joyce went on describing her training routines, i was secretly scanning her from head to toe. Her tight fitted shirt revealed her toned body although she does have small boobs. Her denim shorts revealed her long and toned legs and her converse shoes covered her feet. Her hair was still tied in a ponytail but she has a side swept fringe now. I would really love to run my hands through that body of hers, i thought to myself.
Joyce - How about you? Is track training tough?
Before i could answer her, we were at the entrance of Fish and Co. We had a nice meal together, chatting about school stuff initially before moving on to more personal topics. As the afternoon progressed, Kai En grew more and more chatty, a side i never saw in school. I was happy for her as she was more comfortable with us now.
Faeza - Alright guys, it’s still a school night. Why don’t we call it a day and head home. I’ll see you all in school tomorrow.
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Faeza called TS Kai? Should be Zac, right?
Sorry for the confusion its supposed to be Kai. Zac was a autocorrect typo
Ms Au - Alright class, the next phase of the assignment is a tedeous one so you’ll need more time to work on it. For that, i advise that you get started soon and not wait till the very last minute. Should any of you have questions, feel free to reach me during office hours.
Faeza - So guys wanna begin on it this afternoon?
Joyce - I can’t this afternoon. I’ve got training till 6 and dinner plans with my family afterwards
Kai En - I’ve got library duties this afternoon. We’re planning for the debate competition so i’ll end really late
Me - Since they both can’t make it why don’t we postpone it to another day or a weekend
Faeza - Hey Kai since we got nothing on why don’t we just do a brief one and discuss it with Ms. Au
Me - Uhhh…don’t you think Joyce and En should be part of it too?
Faeza - It’s just a preliminary idea. We’ll fill in on them once Ms. Au gives her feedback
After working with Faeza for over a month i realised how kiasu she can be. She always wanted to begin each work as early as possible but it wasn’t a bad thing as it got as going. She was slowly becoming the leader of our group, initiating meetups and delegating workloads.
Me - Okay maybe we can discuss a bit
Faeza - Great. I’ll book a consultation slot with Ms. Au
Kai En - Hey if you guys want there is a private discussion room in the library. I can help you book in advance
Me - Isn’t that room always occupied?
Kai En - Yeah but you’ve got the president of library here so i’ll make way for you guys no problem
Faeza - Hahaha thaks En. You’re the best
After school, we made way to the school library as scheduled. Upon reaching, Kai En lead us to the private cubicles at the corner of the library. Inside the cubicle was a small table with four chairs and an overhead light. Once the doors were closed, nobody could see into room. The walls were thick such that sound could not be heard in the other cubicles. This was the perfect room for private discussions or mugging.
Faeza - Okay we’ve got two hours till our consultation with Ms. Au
For the next hour we discussed on several ideas for the next phase of our project. Instead of starting a completely new one, we decided to build on our proposal idea while incorporating new elements to make it seem different. After an intense discussion, we had several ideas to share with Ms. Au during consultation.
Faeza - Looks like we’re done here for now
Me - Yup and with about 45min to spare. Why did you book so late?
Faeza - I didn’t know we’d complete so quickly
Me - So what do you wanna do till then?
There was an awkward silence for a while before Faeza decided to break the silence.
Faeza - So the other weekend at the mall, was that your girlfriend?
Me - Yeah
Faeza - She’s pretty. What’s she doing with a guy like you?
Me - What do you mean guy like me? I’m a great match for her
Faeza - I’m sure with her looks she could easily get a better looking guy
Me - You really have nothing nice to say huh. I’d rather leave you alone here than stay for the insults
Faeza - Okay okay i’m sorry. Don’t need to get so sensitive. I was just joking
Me - Joking huh? What about you? With a body like that, can’t find a decent guy?
Faeza - With a body like that? Like what?
At that moment i let my head do the talking without thinking first. I always knew Faeza had a delicios figure but i’ve never admitted to anyone about it. I had to respond as casually as possible to difuse the situation.
Me - You’ve got a nice figure and an okay looking face. Can’t attract a good guy to date?
Faeza - Okay looking face?? Thanks for the compliment dude. I told you before, there are no good guys. The nice ones are just patient wolves hiding under sheep skins
Me - That’s a shitty stereotype
Faeza - It’s not a stereotype. It’s true. I’ve been aroud enough guys to know that
Me - For your information, i’m nothing like that
Faeza - You were from an all boys school for ten years. You’ve had a lot of practice hiding it.
Me - Hey Tiffany and I were together for over three years. I wasn’t completely deprived of girls
Faeza - That’s because she forbid you. If she gave herself i’m sure you won’t be this way
Deep down i knew Faeza was right. I’ve always wanted to experience sex but Tiffany didn’t allow it. Most of my friends with girlfriends had sex with their girlfriends after three months into their relationships. Tiffany and I have been together for over three years and only went as far as kissing.
Faeza - So lemme guess, you’ve never seen a woman naked apart from porn right?
I didn’t answer her question. She was right though.
Faeza stood up and peeked outside the door before walking towards me. She then sat on my lap facing me.
Me - Wait, what are you doing?
Faeza - Just be quiet
She slowly unbuttoned her uniform in front of me as i watched in silence, stunned by the whole event. Once she reached the last button, she removed her shirt to reveal her big boobs underneath her navy blue bra.
Me - Oh my god…
My eyes grew wide open as i took a deep breath
Faeza - Do they look nice?
Faeza placed her hands around my shoulders as she looked at me staring at her boobs with my mouth opened. My erection grew larger and larger by the second till she felt the bulge.
Faeza - Hahaha i’ll take that as a yes
I was staring at her boobs for quite a while as i placed my hands on her waist. Seeing her boobs hiding underneath those navy blue bra adds mystery and excitement to them. I really wanted to grab them and shove them in my face but i resisted as hard as i could.
Faeza - Sayang, don’t be shy. if you want to remove my bra just go ahead
Faeza leaned closer to give me a hug, pressing her boobs firmly on my chest. I looked down her back and saw the hooks to her bra. I raised my hands from her waist to reach for the hooks and unhooked them. Once they were unhooked, the shoulder straps instantly fell from her shoulders. At that moment, the only thing keeping her bra on her boobs was the forces of our bodies together. Faeza slowly stood up and her bra fell to my lap.
Her boobs were like to huge melons with dark brown nipples right in the centre of them. They looked ever better than those in porn videos. As much as i wanted to grab them, i controlled myself and kept my hands on her waist.
Faeza - Go ahead and feel them. I don’t mind
Me - You sure?
Faeza flashed a smile and winked at me. I slowly raised my hands up to reach for them, tickling her body on the way. I finally felt them in my hands. They were firm, full and soft. I circled my hands on her boobs, giving soft squeezes in between. Faeza was smiling at me all the way as she was watching me enjoy myself. My dick was in complete erection, wanting to burst through my pants. I was in complete ecstacy for the best moments of my life, feeling real boobs for the first time in my life.
Faeza - Okay that’s enough, it’s time to see Ms. Au
Faeza got off my lap to put on her bra and shirt. I was still in a daze of what just happened.
Faeza - Come on Kai let’s go
Tiffany - Hey you wanna check out Ghostbusters? My friends told me the movie is really funny and the reviews were pretty good
I looked up at the screen displaying the showtimes for the movie screenings. My mind was totally blank as the different movies flashed on the screen. I still couldn’t get the library incident off my mind. It’s as if Faeza has cast a spell on me. Tiffany tightened her grip on me to get my attention.
Tiffany - Did you hear me?
Me - Oh, i’m sorry. I just have a lot on my mind
Tiffany - Is anything wrong? You wanna talk about it?
Me - It’s nothing really…just school stuff
Tiffany - Maybe we should do movie night some other time. You’ve been quiet all day, are you alright?
Tiffany had a concerned expression on her face as if she commited a mistake. I gave her a hug of assurance and kissed her forehead.
Me - It’s nothing to worry about,Tiff. My teacher just rejected our idea and i feel a little dejected. Thats all…
I took Tiffany by the hand as we walked out of the theatre. The journey home was an unusually quiet one. Throughout the busride, i was looking at Tiffany’s body, mentally stripping her and imagining her naked. She may not have Faeza’s assets but she still had a nice figure.
What was i doing? Why am i having such thoughts in my head? I have never been like this before.
Tiffany - I’m getting off here. Go home and rest okay. Text me if you need anything
Me - Hey i’m sorry about tonight…
Tiffany - It’s fine. Good night
As soon as Tiffany got off the bus, i plugged my ipod on for the remainder of the journey. Just then, i got a text.
Faeza - Hey dude. You ok? You were so quiet in school all week. You sick or something?
I ignored her text and continued listening to my ipod. Another text came in.
Faeza - Don’t pretend that you didn’t see that. I can see the blue ticks
Me - I’m fine. Thanks
Faeza - Look you can be honest with me. Is it because of what happened in the library?
There she goes again - guessing everything right about me. I couldn’t possibly tell her the truth without embarassing myself. The image of her boobs have been on my mind for almost a week now. It’s definitely not something I can easily forget, given that it was the first time i’ve seen them in the flesh and felt them in my hands.
Faeza - Anyway there’s something important i need to show you guys for our project urgently. Joyce and Kai En are on the way. Can you come over now?
Me - Ok, i’m on my way
As soon as i arrived, i pressed the doorbell and waited for Faeza to welcome me in. Faeza unlocked the keys to the door from the inside before opening it.
Faeza - Hey come in
Faeza was dressed simply in an oversized white shirt and fbt shorts. I could tell she wasn’t wearing a bra underneath as the outline of her boobs and nipples were clearly visible.
Me - Have Joyce and En arrived yet?
Faeza - I’ve got nothing to show actually. I just really needed to talk to you
Me - Are you for real? Faeza it’s almost ten. Can’t you tell me some other time or something?
Faeza - This is serious Kai. You have been quiet all week and it’s a little weird. We need to clear it up asap
Me - Okay fine. So what is it?
Faeza - Look whatever happened last week at the library, i’m sorry to have caused you some distress
Me - I’m not in distress
Faeza grabbed my arm and directed me to sir down before offering me a drink.
Faeza - I guess that was probably the first time you saw real boobs. And it’s fine. Don’t worry about it. I was simply doing you a favor
Me - A favor?
Faeza - I know you have a girlfriend and that’s great. You don’t have to feel guilty about it. Let’s just call it a moment of madness
I took a sip of water as Faeza tried to assure me that it was all okay.
Me - Okay fine… A moment of madness
There was complete silence for a moment as Faeza poured herself a glass of water before taking a sip.
Faeza - So, what did you think of them?
I was silent for a moment, stunned by her direct question.
Me - Think of what?
Faeza - Don’t act dumb now. What did you think of my boobs? Are they up to your standard?
They were awesome, i thought to myself. I was confident were were up to or evem better than any guys’ standards. Really huge and firm especially for a 17 year old. But i couldn’t tell her that. What can i say about them without sounding like a pervert?
Me - Um…they were ok
Faeza - Just okay?? You should have seen your face. You were drooling all over!
Faeza got up and sat on my lap facing me, nearly the identicle position as she was at the library. She placed her hands on my shoulders and looked me in the eye.
Faeza - Maybe you need a little more time to assess them carefully before answering me
Just hearing her say that turned me on. Seeing her on my lap like that made me recall our moment of madness at the library.
Me - They were a tad asymmetrical, but nothing to worry about…
Faeza - Okay get out
Me - So what movie do you wanna watch?
Tiffany - Anything, you pick
Due to our previous failed movie night, i was keen on making up to Tiffany. My conscions was clearer after that night with Faeza. It was clearer although not completely clear. Well, you don’t really forget the first actual boobs you see and feel.
Me - They’re still showing ‘Me before You’. You wanna catch that?
Tiffany has always adored romentic comedies. What better way to please her than to do what she likes, i thought to myself.
Tiffany - But you hate those kind of movies
Me - It’s okay, once in a while. The most important thing is that you like it
Tiffany - Hahaha okay. You’re the best!
We caught a late show that evening. It was one of those classic and typical romantic movies, not my cup of tea. I’m more into action/adventure movies and occasionally comedies but since romantic movies are Tiffany’s favourite, i’m more than happy to accompany her. Plus i get to score points in the process.
Tiffany really enjoyed the movie as her eyes was glued to the screen the whole time, even tearing at certain parts. I placed my arms around her shoulders to comfort her at certain scenes. Due to the boredom, my mind was wandering about other things during the ordeal. Well my mind was still fixated on Faeza topless. Those huge boobs just inches from my face. At times i would peek at Tiffany’s boobs, who weren’t flat but definitely inferior to Faeza’s. What i would give to see and feel Faeza’s huge racks once more.
Tiffany - Wow what a wonderful movie. Omg im so glad we watched it
Me - It was okay i guess
Tiffany - Hey you wanna come over to my place to chill?
Tiffany and I have been together for some time now. Our parents are comfortable with us hanging out at each other’s place. My parents know that Tiffany is a good girl and her parents think i’m right for her, so they trust us not to do anything inappropriate.
Me - Yeah sure
We reached her place and went straight to her room. Her parents were already asleep by the time we arrived. Tiffany changed into her home clothes upon reaching - a loose fitting t-shirt and fbt shorts.
Since the library incident, i’ve been feeling extra urges and having more erotic thoughts. I figured that since Tiffany was my girlfriend, it should be alright. But i’m gonna have try really hard to change her mentality. I was gonna try my luck that night.
Tiffany - You wanna catch up on Tanglin?
Me - Umm ok..
I placed my arms around her as we watched an episode, gliding my hands down her back. I realised she wasn’t wearing a bra. Just the thought of that got me aroused. I pulled her closer to me, giving her a peck on her cheeks. Tiffany didn’t retaliate. I slowly began kissing her neck and fondled with her body playfully.
Tiffany - Kai, what are you doing?
I mustered the courage to ask her what i truly wanted.
Me - Tiff, we’ve been together for quite some time now. I think it’s time we take it to the next level
Tiffany - You mean sex?? We’ve talked about this before. It’s only right for people to do it after marriage
Me - That’s back then. Things are different now. People have sex even before marriage
Tiffany - Are your friends all like that? Just because they have no morals doesn’t mean we need to be like them!
Me - This has nothing to do with them. I want this for us and not because i have something to prove to them
Tiffany - No you’re doing this because you’re immature and only listen to your dick. All you want is to pleasure yourself
Me - It’s been proven in countless researches that sex brings couples closer together
Tiffany - We’re already close as it is. We don’t need sex to be close
I knew bringing up the topic of sex would lead to an argument as it did the last time. It really bothers me that my friends are having sex after three months into their relationships and Tiffany and i haven’t done it once in our three-year relationship.
Tiffany - Kai just leave now. I really don’t wanna see you
Me - No, we have to talk this out now
Tiffany - There’s nothing more to talk about. We’re not doing it. Go home and wank it off if you have to
I was frustrated and insulted by her last comment.
Me - Fine
I stormed out of Tiffany’s house and headed straight home. Was i wrong to ask her that way? To force her to go against her morals to satisfy my lust and curiosity? I felt frustrated but guilty at the same time. Tiffany and i didnt speak the entire weekend.
School resumed as per normal on Monday. My mind was clearly in a state of mixed emotions and i was unable to concentrate in class.
Faeza - Hey, you alright?
Wow Faeza seriously knew the best moments to ask me if im ok. It seems like everytime something goes wrong, she’s always there.. as if knowing what just happened. I faked a smile and turned towards her.
Me - Yeah, everything’s fine
Faeza could see me lying through my teeth. Maybe i wasn’t as good at hiding my emotions as i thought i was.
Faeza - You sure? You don’t look fine… What’s wrong?
I remained silent hoping she’d drop the subject.
Faeza - Are you still affected by the library incident? I thought we were past that issue
Me - No seriously its not that. There’s something else on my mind right now. Some really complicated stuff…
Faeza - You wanna talk about it?
Me - Thanks for the offer but its alright. This is something i have to deal with myself
Faeza - You know we can always talk things out. Maybe there’s a way i can help you if you try and explain it to me
I remained silenced once more.
Faeza - Would showing my boobs help in any way?
I was stunned and amused by Faeza’s response. I turned to face her and let out a slight laughter.
Faeza - There you go. Finally a smile on your face. Something i haven’t seen all day!
Me - Were you really gonna take off your clothes just like that??
Faeza - Hahaha…nope. But i knew it would get your attention
She was right. The mention of her boobs definitely got my attention. I would love another look at her perfect racks. I don’t know if it would help my situation but i knew it couldn’t make it worse than it already is.
Me - You’re really proud of them, aren’t you?
Faeza - Shouldn’t i be? I think they’re nice. I know you do too
Me - Like i told you at your house - they’re just alright. Nothing special to be exceptionally proud of
I was lying of course…
Faeza - Whatever you say dude. But we BOTH know what the truth is
Indeed we do…
Me - And since we’re on the topic of problems, can i ask you a personal question?
Faeza - Finally ready to open up about your problem?
Me - Well i just wanted to know, do women really think they can use their boobs to solve everything?
Faeza was stunned by question but she answered nonetheless. I guess we were close enough now to talk about such topics.
Faeza - Well my ex boyfriends all had problem from time to time and my boobs seem to put them in a better mood
Me - I see…
Faeza - And i use them to get pretty much whatever i want
Me - Wow that’s just… wow
Faeza - I never quite understood why guys love them so much. Technically they’re just excess skin filled with fats. They don’t do anything. But boys seem to love them for some reason. Tell me, what do you guys like about them?
She had a point. We guys never questioned what we like about them, we just do. They were’t bags if fat, they were filled with a man’s hopes and dreams. And the bigger they were, the more we loved them. A mathematical correlation right there.
Me - I don’t know… i guess it’s just built into our dna
Faeza - Ok, so tell me truthfully, on a scale of 1 to 10, how would you rate mine?
I kept quiet for a while, as if thinking hard. Faeza’s boobs were a perfect 10, no doubt. Not just to me, but to most guys im sure. Everything was right about them - the size, shape, texture and color - and it complented her body frame superbly well. But i wasn’t gonna tell her that. Can’t boost her ego any furthur.
Me - Probably a 6. Maybe a 7 on a good day
Faeza - A 6?? Just a 6?? You must be blind or gay
Me - Don’t get too confident now hahaha
Talking to Faeza really took my mind of the fight i had with Tiffany. We haven’t spoke since that night at her place. Im just waiting for her to calm down before talking to her once more. Only time will tell when she’s done being angry with me. I checked my phone to see if there was any text messages.
Faeza - Are you expecting a call?
Me - Yeah maybe. I don’t know…
Faeza - Had a fight with your girlfriend right?
Me - Wow… You know it’s amazing how much you know about people. It’s scary sometimes
Faeza - Well i’m a good judge of character. So tell me, what’s the fight about?
Me - Uhh…
Just then i felt a tap on my shoulder.
Rahman - Hey Kai, training starts in 15 minutes. Go get changed
I turned towards Faeza.
Me - You heard the man. I gotta go. See you tomorrow ok
Faeza - Hey. I’m having a birthday celebration this weekend at my place. It’s gonna be a bbq by the poolside downstairs. I"m gonna invite the class. You can make it right?
Me - Wouldn’t miss it for the world…