I have read many stories here and i wanted to share my story & experience. I am a sec school teacher. I am also married to a teacher 12 years my senior. Now, I am in my mid 30s and constantly getting attention from my fellow male students in class. I don’t see myself sexy but i still maintain a slim figure due to my careful diet and yoga. After having my 1st baby 10 years ago, my boobs size increase from 32 to 34C. Maybe due to breast feeding to my baby…..and my hubby. However, for the past 5 years my hubby is not sexually active anymore. I have tried to talk to him but he is avoiding the topic. He keep himself busy with work in school and extra tuition classes after school.
The funny thing is i start getting excited and horny about students staring at me and my body. I never felt this naughty feeling before. It started 4 years ago….
I am teaching science at that time. There was particularly one student in class who always stare and smile at me when i am teaching. He is a 18 years old malay student. He is quite naughty but very helpful. He always volunteer to help me carry books….attendance sheet…. etc. He always stay back after school and try to chit chat with me (pretending asking me about his homework). He tend to stand very close to me during these session. Initially i didnt think of much until this student start saying cheeky stuff like…“cikgu cantiklah hari ini” ……. “cikgu bau wangi la…”, “baju cikgu hari ini seksi ….etc.
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conly
Shared account?
The 1st is fiction. The 2nd is real story. So, shall i continue?
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Neoguri
It is very normal as we enter different stage of life.
Women tends to be more sexually aware at this age and is more relaxed and comfortable about sex. Both men and women have needs and had to be satisfied in one way or another.
Agree. I have change a lot especially my sexual need. I feel men do not really understand the needs of a woman. Married man always take their wife for granted….. When my hubby experience ED for the first time, his ego and self esteem totally change too.
He always volunteer to help me carry books….attendance sheet…. etc. He always stay back after school and try to chit chat with me (pretending asking me about his homework). He tend to stand very close to me during these session. Initially i didnt think of much until this student start saying cheeky stuff like…“cikgu cantiklah hari ini” ……. “cikgu bau wangi la…”, “baju cikgu hari ini seksi ….etc.
At first, i scold him for those statement but later i find it interesting as beginning to enjoy the attention i get from him and many of the male students. I start noticing that this malay student have a huge bulge in his pants, when standing close to me (and sometimes rubbing his crotch on my arm and shoulder as i was in the sitting position). I just pretend When i look at him, he is not actually looking at my notes on his homework but ogling at my cleavage or my legs. When i wear knee high skirt, he would just leer at my legs. I ask him what is he looking at, he would just whisper, “kaki cikgu cun…..putih gebu.”
I know many male students would try to look up my skirt when i am sitting infront the classroom. Just for fun of it, i will tease them sometimes by crossing my legs slowly…. kind of funny when i saw their face expression. I used to wear baju kurung or long pants / skirt previously. In the later years, i prefer short dress or knee high skirt with my heels. My hubby doesnt seem to bother my change of taste in my dressing. Obviously disappointed but already get use to it. Later stage, i dont really care how he think of me.
I know many male students would try to look up my skirt when i am sitting infront the classroom. Just for fun of it, i will tease them sometimes by crossing my legs slowly…. kind of funny when i saw their face expression. I used to wear baju kurung or long pants / skirt previously. In the later years, i prefer short dress or knee high skirt with my heels. My hubby doesnt seem to bother my change of taste in my dressing. Obviously disappointed but already get use to it. Later stage, i dont really care how he think of me.
It is really tough for me emotionally at that time when my hubby turn very cold towards me. I tried to initiate our intimacy but he rejected by advance. Same old excuse, tired. We did quarrel over it many times. He insisted that he is alright but he is obviously not. Prior to this, he just couldn’t sustain erection during sexual intercourse. Than, he simply not able to have erection even after i gave him a BJ. He would just push me away and said that he is tired. Worst, he hurt me deeply when he uttered that i behave like a slut. At that time, he is my only man. He is my first bf and my last. How could he say such a thing…..
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winphenom
My sympathies to you TS. It is definitely a terrible and devastating blow to you to be treated like that despite doing your utmost to make things work. But i guess its also tough for a man to come to grips with losing his manhood and its a rather low esteem kind of feeling to some. I think you should be more understanding and forgiving about it and give him some time to realise he needs medical attention and understand that its a common illness that affects many guys which can be treated with medication. No shame or humiliation in seeing a doctor.
Hope both of you can work things out soon.
Thanks for your advise. To be frank, i tried everything and it cannot just me trying. He have to admit there is a problem. Without his admission, we just cannot solve the problem.
How it Started…..
I was marking my students exercise in the science lab. Than this malay boy came and see me again. I told him i am busy and see me the next day. However, he insist to talk to me as if he is in trouble. So, i gave him 10 minutes. He walk infront of me and told me he is feeling not comfortable. I asked him what happened? He just point at his bulged pants…… and says “sakit” (pain). He daringly took my hand and touch his crotch. I was stunned…. can really feel this hard penis. Not sure what to do as he use my hand to rub his crotch. I quickly took my hand off it….and scolded him…..“Eh…You ni gila ker?” He than unzipped his pants and pull down his briefs – his hard penis sprang out. At that moment i was like shock…. dumbfounded. I should have chase him out of the lab but somehow i just stare at it. First time looking at a hard penis apart from my hubby’s one. It is definitely thicker than my hubby. It has kind of curve shape. At that moment, the boy keep saying sorry and telling me that his penis is in pain all day (maybe errected all day)…..“cikgu tolong saya….sakit”. Than i realise that as he was saying those words, his eyes was staring between my legs as i accidently uncross and spread my legs during the commotion. That give him a good view at my red panties. Than, he uses his hand and start masturbating infront of me. In shock, I just closed my mouth with my hand …..
Within a short time….. the boy ejaculated and left some of his cum on my legs, thigh and floor. I cant believe this happen infront of me…. After it, the boy quickly pull up his pants and apologise as he run out from the lab. When I recomposed myself, I quickly took some issue from my handbag and clean the stain. At the same time, feeling hot and wetness in between my legs. I quickly left the school and took a cold bath when reach home ….. I start to finger myself in shower and cum hard thinking of the boy’s penis. I am not the type of woman who like to masturbate but things change after this…..
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winphenom
True Reelaxman…he has to admit it but you got to be very patient. So point spoiling your life and hurting all your loved ones or your future. Give yourself and all a chance by being sane and thinking afar. Be very patient and and have faith.
I think men have to do more. Having high ego won’t help. Men have to take initiative to solve their problem. Men always like to blame woman for everything…. including their sex life.
I received several members’ query on how i look like and what type of dress i wear to school. Well, i am just an average looking lady. Shoulder length hair. Previously kind of nerdy but have change and wear more make up now. Normally i wear knee high skirt like the one in the picture. I like to make myself look presentable.
