My name is sam, 24 years of age, 1.6m in height, plump, face full of pockmarks, and acne continuously littered my face.
I never had much friends all my life, much less to say girlfriends. The fact is, I do not have contact with any other girls, except my only sister and my mum and those whom I bought things with. During school days, never once had I ever done projects with any girls, and my project groups were always all guys. To top it off, I am an introvert, as I had learned in my younger days that whenever I spoke, I am subjected to abuse from people. No one wants to listen to the opinion of a ugly creature.
Life is never fair.
My sister, Lynn, at 1.65m, is blessed with a good slim figure and pretty face. She is 2 years older than me but I always suspected if I am adopted or born of a different father, as my dad and mum were good looking when they were younger. But whenever I asked my mum this question, she always told me that I am the flesh and blood of both of them. Even my blood type belongs to my dad.
I would say that perhaps I am a freak of nature.
Mum is a gambler and so most of the time she is not at home. She would go over to her friend’s place for mah-jong until the wee hours, or went on gambling cruise over the weekend.
Dad is a sailor or rather, he works as a deck hand onboard cargo ships. He is often away from home weeks or months on ends and only back for a few days before he left again. The money was good for him, and so he continued with his job.
Without my parents care and concerns, it was Lynn, with her motherly instincts and responsibilities, who took care of me when I was younger. She is still unattached as even up to now, as she is still taking care of my necessities. However, whenever we went out, Lynn would always fuss over me and lots of guys who thought that she was my girlfriend, would give me the ugly stare. However, she was always understanding, and would take care of my fragile ego, asking me not to be bothered with them.
I had dropped out of school after ITE and without a good education or with my grotesque looks, I had trouble finding jobs. Even the fast food restaurants do not want to hire me to serve their customers.
While still trying my best to look for jobs, I spend most of my time in my room playing with computer games or surfing the net. Only when I hid behind my computer and when people do not actually see my looks, that’s where my opinions are considered. I felt free in the virtual world.
Like most of the rest of the population in our tiny island, I stayed in government housing estate. It was one of those blocks that were built so closely to each other in the late 90s that you could literally look into the flats of the opposite blocks.
As my unit was on the 11th floor, each of the bedrooms were facing the opposite block bedrooms as well. Initially, whenever I masturbated watching porn on my computer, in my room, I would just close the curtains for more privacy. However, I realised that the 2 top most units facing my bedroom, one was owned by an ancient couple, and the other never had it’s windows opened. After sometime, I stopped closing the curtains and just did it openly.
I spanked the monkey sometimes once, sometimes twice per day, but it is never enough to satisfy my inner cravings. I am still a virgin for all of these 24 years, and never once, had I touched or feel a woman before.
Of course, there were a few incidents that I saw Lynn naked and I remembered each time clearly.
The first time was when I was 18. I was a clerk when I was in service, as I suffered extreme allergic reaction to the green uniform, and was thankfully reduced to wearing the kaki coloured ones. That day, I came home early as there was some event. Lynn was just back from school and had came out from the toilet after her bath. She was totally naked as I opened the main door. She covered up and ran into her room screaming, and reprimanding me.
Of course, it was of no fault of mine that she was naked, but it was the first time I had seen an adult naked woman. Even though I know it was not right, but I still masturbated to the image. She never came out naked from the toilet ever again.
Another time was that she was changing in her room, and I forgotten to knock on her door before entering, I was reprimanded sternly once more. After that, I masturbated to her image again.
However, Lynn is my sister, and I loved and respect her. Never once again did I ever imagine those 2 scenarios during my DIY sessions.
I had never gone to a whore house before. I contemplated to, but I was sure that no girls would ever want to serve me.
As such, my right hand is always my best and most intimate friend.
Finally Lynn managed to get me a job at a new company. It was a lowly paid job, but I did not mind. It was an office boy with a salary of one thousand dollars. At that point in time, it seemed a lot to me, as the most salary I had gotten was for 2 days of work, before I was told to leave that company due to my clumsiness.
For this job, I did not even need to go for an interview as the company was owned by Lynn’s friend, Kym’s dad. I had never seen Kym before, and so I did some snooping on my sister’s facebook page, she seemed to be quite pretty.
Lynn was extremely excited for me, and she fussed over what I have to wear to work on the first day. I wasn’t too concerned about my dressing for the day, but more of how the colleagues would view me, whether they would accept me for how I look.
The first day of work arises, and Lynn woke me up at 6am. Grudging, I got out of bed. I was not used to waking up so early in the morning as most of the time, I was playing counter strike with my Europe online gang until the wee hours of the morning. Last night was an exception as I was “force” to go to bed at 10pm.
As usual, my parents were not around, and I guessed that my mum must be on a cruise again. Lynn prepared a simple breakfast of toast and coffee for me, which I gulped down quickly before ushering me out of the house.
My office was in Bukit Batok and it will take me more than an hour to get there. The trains were already starting to be crowded at 645am, and I arrived at my new office at 815am.
I made my way to the office, apprehensive of my first actual job in my whole life.
I looked for the HR lady, a 50ish looking lady who looked kind. Her name as June, and she told me that everyone else in the office called her Aunt June. I decided to go with the crowd and start addressing her as Aunt June.
Aunt June showed me to my seat, a tiny cubicle in the middle of the office, beside the copiers. I could see that there were not more than 15 cubicles as it was a small set up, and there was 2 rooms, one for meeting and the other was for the boss of the company. The main business was in the import and export business for wood produce.
There were no one in the office and I settled down in my sanctuary. At 830am, the colleagues started to fill up the office. There were a few older person, whom I suspect that they were the workers who had stayed in the company for a long time, and of course, there were younger folks as well. A quick count, 13 of the cubicles were already occupied the remaining 2 horizontal in front of me were still empty.
I had took a quick walkaround the premise on my own this morning after Aunt June had showed me to my seat. I know one of the empty seats belongs to Kym, whereas the other seat right in front of me was for an Admin/ secretary. The name displayed on her desk was Jess.
From her pictures, Jess looked to be roughly about Lynn’s age. She looked quite pretty in the photo, cropped short hair, and her figure was of those curvy type. My kind of girls. I did not like woman who were too slim as they looked too frail to me. However, although I am unable to tell Jess’s height from the photos, from her slippers left in the office, I could see that she had small feet. Also, I know that she had a daughter from her photos as well about 2 years of age.
One strange thing, those photos that were displayed, there were only both of them in it. There was nothing on the father of the child.
I anticipate for both of their arrival, excited yet fearful. I had too much experiences of being shunned away by girls once they had seen me.
Kym soon arrived in the office. She was late, but then, she is the boss daughter. She would inherit the business anyway.
She looked much better than on facebook. Her hair was dyed with streaks of blond and she had a flawless complexion. Her rimless specs made her look cute. Only thing is, she is not my type. She is slim, about 1.63m, B cup, waist looked to be in the 24 or 25 range.
Only thing that attract me is her legs. with her wearing the short tight work skirt, she showed off her slender long legs in her high heels.
After she put her bag on her desk, she made her way to me. Folding her arms across her white button shirt, smiling to me and started to speak.
Kym: hi. You must be sam right?
I was surprised. She was the first woman who would come over to speak to me and smiling as she did so. Her smile was not artificial, but of genuine warmth.
I did not know what to say but just nodded.
Kym: welcome to the company. We work like a family here. I hope you enjoy your stay.
She put her hand out for a handshake. I took it and felt her soft palm. The first woman i touched besides lynn and my mum. Even though she was not my type, the touch felt heavenly.
Me: errmm…. ermm…. thank…thank you…
She laughed.
Kym: dont worry. Just come to me if you need anything.
I nodded and she strutted off back to her desk. I watched her butt swayed sexily as she walked. That small perky butt, but enough for me to grab with one hand. I had an erection just looking at her back view.
Jess had still not arrived.
I started to receive work from the staffs, such as copying, filing, shifting some stuffs. Nothing that are too difficult for me.
Kym invited me for lunch and i was surprised. Of course, i accepted it happily. It was my first lunch date with a girl, eveb though she was my boss daughter and my sister’s friend.
I quickly finished my outstanding stuffs and waited for her at my desk. I thought it would not be nice for a girl to wait.
Soon she appeared and we went into her car. I could not keep my eyes off her sexy legs and thought of what lies underneath her short skirt.
What kind of undies she is wearing? Boy shorts? Thongs? G-string?
I could not see any VPL this morning and i imagined her in a G string, having a hardon in the passenger seat. She interrupted my horny thoughts.
Kym: how are you coping?
I nodded.
Kym: glad you are ok. Lynn told me you are shy. I didnt know this shy. Haha.
I liked her laughter. It sounded sexy to me.
Mostly she was the one speaking with me giving one word answer. I felt that i needed to reply her. The monologue went on about the company stuffs.
Soon we reached bukit batok central.
Our lunch session was punctuated by another party. Kym’s boyfriend. Apparently she had met him for lunch and he was already waiting for us. She introduced him as Jim.
Jim: hello, you must be sam.
I nodded and he offered his hand and i shook it. The return handshake was firm.
He went to get food for us and kym told me that he was doing sales for some company in town. I felt uncomfortable, as if i am intruding their date. Soon he came back with the dishes and we started eating.
Jim: kym told me this is your first job?
I nodded.
Jim: wow. How old are you? 25? Your family must be rich.
I kept quiet.
Jim: where do you stay? Orchard? Sentosa cove?
Kym: sam stay in tampines.
Jim: tampines? There are no private properties there except condos. You staying in which one?
Kym: he stay in a hdb.
Jim: oh! And you can not work? Wow!!
Kym: jim, concentrate on your food and stopped talking.
She stopped him from asking more questions.
I did not like that guy. He was scornful.
Once we were done with our food, jim started his verbal tirade of questions again.
Jim: what you want to drink?
Kym: ice tea.
Jim: sam, coud you get it for us? Since you must be cash rich as you dont need to work. Get me ice tea as well.
I got up and went to the stall. As i was walking back, i could see both of them arguing about something. When i arrived at the table, they were silent. Kym looked pissed. He finished his drink in record time.
Jim: i got a meeting. Message you later.
And he left.
Kym looked at me with her beautiful eyes
Kym: sorry, he is irritating. I hope you dont mind.
I minded, but with her looking at me so apologetically, whatever unhappiness i had was evaporated. I just shook my head.
Kym: time to work.
She got up and i follow suit.
On the way back to the office, she did not speak, seemed to be in thoughts. I could sense her unhappiness in her driving demeanour. It was much more aggressive than previously and i was glad to make my way safely to the office.
As i got back to my cubicle, jess was still not around. Just then aunt june came to my desk to give me some work. I took the opportunity to ask her.
Me: aunt june, who sit here? The person left the company?
Aunt june: oh it’s jess. She hurt her leg and is on medical leave. She should be back soon.
I nodded and she walked away after giving me instruction.
The boss still did not make his way into the office. Kym earlier told me that he seldom come to the office nowadays and she was mostly running the company. Only when there are big decisions to be made, he would appear or if she encountered any problem.
I felt impressed by her that she could manage the company so well at such an early age. She left about an hour later. I was sad to see her go as she was the only person beside aunt june, being friendly to me. The rest of the staffs did not speak much to me except for work.
Finally the day ended at 5.30pm and i made my way home. I thought about kym dreamily on the train. Strangely, even though she was not the curvy type, she seemed to be attracting me physically quite a bit. I remembered her perfume and her small boobs that seemed to bounced underneath her white shirt.
I started to get an erection in the train. As it was getting crowded near tanjong pagar, it was bodies to bodies at raffles place. A young girl stood in front of me, and i could feel my erection pressed against her butt. She felt it, but because it was so crowded, she had no place to go.
I just stood there imagining of kym and enjoying the physical contact from the girl. She got down at bugis, and shot me a dirty look, but i looked at her stupidly.
The day was good, except for jim. I looked forward to return home and masturbate to kym and the young girl in the train.
When i reached home, lynn was already home with dinner. She had purposely made her way home earlier just so that she would be there when i stepped in the door. She was watching tv as i entered my house.
Lynn: how was it?
I nodded.
Lynn: kyn was ok right? I told you she was nice.
She was wearing her fbt shorts and i could see alot of her legs. My mind started wandering back to kym and i could feel blood flowing down below.
Lynn: your dinner is ready.
Me: i go bathe first.
I quickly retreated into my room before she saw my tent and start to scold me. It did not subside as i bathe and when i touch it, it was still throbbing and i imagine to kym’s spreading her legs for me and me fucking her. I came soon and quickly completed my bath before lynn started to ask me the lengthy duration of my shower.
After dinner, lynn told me that she will be going overseas for a short trip with her colleagues in 2 weeks time. She would be away for a week and wanted to make sure that i am ok with that.
I assured her that it will be fine but she was still worried. She wanted to bring me along, but i had fear of planes and there is absolute no way that i could tag along.
Finally she is convinced by me.
Just before bed time, i looked out my window and noticed that 3 units below my flat, in the opposite block, there were no windows for that unit. Even in moonlight, i could tell that it is under renovation. I wondered what kind of family would be staying there.
The next morning, I was awake before Lynn came into my room. She was surprised, but did not mentioned anything. She had never seen me so proactive before.
I was looking to work. Looking forward to see Kym and perhaps Jess.
I arrived and waited for the colleagues to fill up the office, keeping a look out for Kym and Jess.
Kym arrived about 10am, today dressed in pants and a normal blouse. She smiled at me when she walked pass my cubicle. It made my day to have a pretty girl smiling at me for once.
The day passes quickly, and today, Kym did not invite me for lunch, and so the older men in the office invited me to join them. Kym disappeared to meet clients after 2pm and did not return thereafter. It was a disappointing day at work as I made my day home.
Lynn was later than me today and I had gotten her dinner. I had done everything and was watching TV as she stepped into the house.
Me: Sis, where does Kym stay?
Lynn: Why?
Me: just curious, cause she own a company. Must be very rich.
Lynn: Actually, I think a landed property in Changi South.
Me: oh… I thought would be Bukit timah or something like that.
Lynn: her family quite complicated.
Me: why?
Lynn: haha…. why are you so concerned?
Me: My boss. So must know abit more about her.
Lynn: Tell you some other time. I need to wash up and I have work to do.
She did her stuffs and I stopped bothering her.
That night, I decided that I would want to know more about Kym. She was actually Lynn’s Uni friend. But she had never been to my place before and so, I had never seen her previously.
I slept dreaming of her