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cassiechaplin
I came very fast maybe because of all the “actions”… it turn out to be a good session… me n her became gd friends and talked alot on sex n other close stuff sometimes she will wear her lingerie to ask for opinion n what to do during her session with her guy… but sad to say I lost her contact already. . .
That’s the last 3some session sad to say. . .
It a bit sad, but think of the positive side, at lease u hv a great memories of it
After this session alot things happen n we broke up n went separate ways. Then I met milan we used to work together n had some stuff in similar to make us click. We were always hanging out drinking till his birthday bash things took a turn. We were with a bunch of working friends at a local discotheque drank quite a lot n was really drunk so the whole bunch of us booked a hotel room to share. Total of 6 person if I was right. Some took the couch some on floor I took the bed with my gf n milan. *no its not a threesome coming up don’t expect…*
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cassiechaplin
Actually I had no intention to continue writing coz it just made me lost something really important to me that money can’t buy time can’t replace. Dont ask whats it coz its not words that can describe nor pictures could explain. But I started this thread to create attention that I need from this person in hope to save a important relationship. Now that I got but end up things just got so wrong… maybe just fate playing big shitty prank on me, in other pple view I just “deserve it”… coz I’m in the wrong. Enough said I’ll continue my stories… YOUR (u know who u are) wish is my command as always.
wao… some deep story here.. wish u best of luck, sis
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tallsynn
wao… some deep story here.. wish u best of luck, sis
Hoping things that will take a correct turn from here. Its real some deep story bro…
My gf left right after she sober up its still dark maybe breaking dawn I guess… which brought the number of people to 4 only… 3 male 1 female. … only to wake up with milan right smack in my face so close that I can feel his breath… he happen to stretch his hand place right below my breast as though giving support… it instantly gave a a blood rush to my brain allmost jump out of bed… but I told myself to stay calm. I went back to sleep after a that coz still high on the alcohol. Woke up from warm kisses at the back of my neck and hands kneading my breast with a unhooked bra I turned around n saw milan n he gave me a finger on the lip signal asking me to keep it silent. Slowly he move his hand south n start fingering me . He stop abruptly asking me to strip n blow for him whispering to me to make it quick as the other 2 are asleep on the couch… things happen so fast n before I know it I was on top riding him. Sad to say he came b4 I even started to feel satisfied maybe its because we still drunk. Major disappointment but doing it in presence of other 2 slpin male was exciting coz u will not know when they will walk into the bed area… after this session we stayed as cpl but had no sex at all… sad but true coz he was having other women (ya plural~) when we were together he thought I dont know but I’m aware I just pretend not to know… things took a cold turn and we left each other very quickly…
Started a new place of work quite recently with fresh environment new pple but same job scope. . . There embarked another person which didnt really thought will be in my list but some how rather got togather wasn’t really my cup of tea but what was interesting about him is no matter how bad situation he is still having a “poker” face no expression. . . He had no guts I should say to fight over things that belongs to him thats why we parted size wise was small miserable with zero skill non attractive among all.
Then came this other person from the pass someone I rejected before when I was with robin since then he was single. . . He was a crazy one can do nonsensical stuff in public. Was a drug addict … he was ok when sober but total nutcase when he is on drugs. I should say my life was full of nutcases till 1 person came into my life.
The next person that I met made me change alot from someone who loves going out to someone who stayed at home like little puppy waiting for master to be home. He change my perspective about almost everything, taught me things that I didn’t know, brought me places that no one did. I knew him as a challenging customer from my workplace but little did I know I will be with him… let’s name him ac …
I was working like a crazy person with almost no off day just as to numb myself from all those nutcases I had was about to give up hope n go be nun… (yeah go ahead n laugh… I mean it!!!) Then this talk ac n I shared made up of 40% similarities about how life was n blah blah… and about wine which was actually made up by him n eventually found out by me. So Iconcluded: hmmm this fella is pretty interesting n honest so we hang out for the first time at gardens by the bay at the waterfront facing the most unique night view of Singapore. Talked quite alot about myself…
just when I was about to give up hope n Singapore, he gave me this ray of bright shining hope. I told myself maybe i should stay n see if he is the one for me.
Came this night he went cruising on his friend’s vehicle n he was suggesting we go somewhere without that vehicle n stayed a night out ( and he promised no sex~) so me being naive I followed him… checked in n guess what… No it wasn’t fanciful 5star ones but just some non dirty one near geylang. We were talking casually on bed when he came on me facing me so close that I could smell the mint he took. Feeling as though being preyed on I lie motionless first looking back at him, and he striked… he attempted to kiss me I rejected then he removed part of my clothes licking my nipple even when I tried to resist I can’t he’s just too strong for me. I told him don’t destroy the impression I had for him, n eventually he stopped. . . I attempted to leave with my bag, he promised me he will not touch me again thru the night I thought to myself ok I give him another chance. And true enough he only hugged me to sleep.
Went home next day beautifully as I didnt bring make up removal to the hotel… kept thinking about the things that happened that night. Was he for real, can I trust him? Will I get hurt again? Alot of things went through my mind. He had history that was not good but I thought everyone deserve another chance so what if he is not perfect, neither am I… after thinking for such long time I decided… fuck it I’ll just try with ac for the last time to trust love again. So I allowed things to fall in place. He practically brought me food everyday fetch me home almost all the time… I remember once I had high fever n was a monday he came n fetch me home gave me his black jacket accompany me to the clinic… it was so sweet so nice…
Then came our first session. . . As usual we went to our regular “room”, but this time after I bath I came out with wrapped towel. It was a clear enough signal I sent across to him that I’m ready for the next level… he quickly go shower n came out ( so fast till don’t know if he wash clean anot…) I was beneath covers waiting for him like a puppy. He came on bed wasting no time, french me on his fours… in a swift motion he rip off the towel I was in and start licking me from neck down… I must say it was sensual maybe I started to have feelings for him thats why… he then flip me around n in a commanding tone: suck my cock (which he still does n I love it) I start licking his clean shaved shaft n started to suck, watching his expression was priceless. . . After a couple of minutes I crawl up to ride him… he was rock hard n our moves just coordinated so well that I came so many times n the sheets were wet… it was hellof a session and memorable as every thing was so nice n fabulous… went wash up n slpt in his arms! So comfortable till explode!
Then came a celebration for my birthday. . . I still remember he spent 1.5k on it… very well plan n romantic staycation on sentosa we went checked in n spend a lazy noon b4 heading out for dinner overlooking the waterfront. He surprised me with my fav flower n went n got durian back for our supper… we even fed each other with chewed up warm mushy durian in our mouth. NEVER ever someone did such crazy stuff to me n made me so crazy happy… session that night was even better… as usual sheets were wet n messy…
this point of time I’ve concluded he is and will always be the one for me… he have a nice personality positive mindset just that sometimes he bottle things up too much.
He was my priority still is n always is…
we got married not long ago, didn’t had those fanciful wedding banquet but was blissful n glad I married him. Then things started to change… due to alot of incidents we became financially hadicap with me preggy n jobless he took up all the financial responsibility from daily meals to check up at the hospital. . . I saw a 180° change in our life style from car to public transport , fancy restaurant to hawker center to almost no food… skipped appointments so we could make ends meet, washing toilets together to try earn abit more…
thing got worse when I got preggy for number 2 I got so crazy that I made him lose 20k in his business, heavily in debt with one more child coming up… I felt I jinxed him big time… I got suspicious coz he was working most of the time went crazy n checked his phone n jump into conclusion that he had an affair with his co worker… he left his job because of me… yet I still went to rant n complain to my friends which I deeply regret. And he found out everything eventually and even suspect I had an affair with someone else.
Now that he’d decided that our relationship should be only parents to our child and nothing more.. it hurts so badly. . . I know I’m in the wrong to go complain to ppl about what we are going through.
All I ask for now is 1try for him to come back and I will abide whatever he wants. Whatever… nothing is more important than my marriage now. Absolutely nothing. I know opportunity don’t come by often so do fate.
Now with baby no.2 in me I feel more remorseful coz of my nonsense my baby cant have a real complete loving family.
老公 我知道我错了。请你原谅我。多苦我们一起熬过去。给我们最后一个机会好吗?