my life from "first love" till now


    Chapter #1

    Hi bros n sis… this is a based on real life story at times boring so just brace thru those emo n unsexy parts… so here it goes:

    My first crush was when I’m in p6 he used to stay a few stories away from me. Considered a ah beng n was 1 year senior than me. I was attracted by his pai kia style and humorous attitude. I was quite daring n didn’t think so much kind… went up to him n tell him I like you ey you have gf anot? He gave me the shock face n walk off… i was like wth just happened? ?? Afew days later his friend came n told me dont waste time la he got someone else in mind already. .. I was so angry went to ask around who was it. And I waited for a chance to strike. .. I took those wooden pencil with eraser behind kind, removed the eraser n took the metal pc n flaten it went up to the girl n scratch her n told her to back off from him. Neither did I know this made things worse.

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    Chapter #2

    That pretty sums up the attempt for first crush… nothing went thru plus no conversation after that attempt. Got our psle results and got posted to different schools thank god! If not its gg to be aawkward.

    Coming to secondary school was a huge turning point for me! Joined uniform group and knew alot more pple senior than me and from other schools as well. Eventually set my target again on this senior 3years older than me. Got to know him thru this eca (presently call cca) we hang out alot and I know he just got out of a long relationship and wasn’t ready to commit to another so fast. So I told him that s ok I’ll wait for him… so the waiting game starts… I waited 2years omfg!!! Finally one fine sunny day he brought me to a nearby shopping center for lunch and ask if I’m ready to commit. … of coz thrilled and over the moon I said yes!!! So we marked our day 22 august!

    He was my everything. I also gave him my everything first kiss, first time…

    he used to ride, so he will always pick me up n go places. .. the first time when I touch him down there was at a staircase…

    WT: come follow me…

    me: go where?

    WT: somewhere quiet…

    Me: ok (have no idea what is gg to happen)

    He lead me to a quiet stairway and start kissing me so hard I felt so high. Then suddenly he took my hand n touch his cock from outside… I open my eyes n stop kissing him. I ask wad are you doing?

    WT: I want you to feel me… just dont talk n touch me.

    Me: (didn’t know how to reject so abided blushing) ok

    he took my hand and rub really hard then he start to unzip and ask me to see n feel without hs pants. I was like eeww whats this why lidat one…

    WT: when u are ready I’ll put this in you…

    Me : this is so big how to? (I haven’t tried finger I already think its too big)

    WT : dont worry it will feel good.

    Me: (innocently) ok

    He then slowly touch my butt n grab really hard, I can feel his hand inching near my pussy… his other hand touching my breast starting to knead n tweak my nipples. I went jelly legs… my first time petting… it feels so good that I wanted more…

    We were than interupted by pple walking towards the stairway. .. so everything came to a nasty halt. We left n went home.

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    Chapter #3

    Reached home and still thinking about what I touched… then I was wondering how big stuff like that can fit into my pussy…? Went take shower and try to put my finger in my pussy. .. yeeouch!!! So pain gave up…! After bath call my bf (WT) to chat as usual. .. being curious I ask him …

    Me: so u do b4 with ur ex gf?

    Wt: why do you ask?

    Me:I wan to know la. I now ur gf already I wan to know. ..

    WT : ya.

    Me : she didn’t say its painful? Coz I touch ur there its like bigger than my finger how to fit in?

    WT : when time comes you will know…

    he then think we should end the topic.

    still being curious. … next day I went to ask my girlfriends about it… some are already not a V.

    P: u dont know meh when u ready to have it you will have water coming out from there de…

    me: water? Pee ar?

    D: no la. Not that kind is like different from pee… its difficult to explain till u do it.

    me: huh then must do to know?

    P& D: mostly ya if not how to explain aiya u go ask ur wt show u la u wait him so long he sure will do it with u de…

    Last time only have pager no smart phone… no com at home to explore so I guess I just have to wait to know the answer…

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    Chapter #4

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    ah rat

    Sis,now u got thinking of touching that big stuff

    Eh now ah… must see ur definition of “big”…

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    Chapter #5

    Ok back to story…

    then came this day… I bong ten my eca go his place… (waiting for things to happen nia…..) he said his parents are out so I can go up freely… so reached ard 8am thats when eca time start… waited for him to open door… finally he open.

    me: wa why so messy ur hair… (being naive watching too much drama) tot u should at least bath n comb ur hair already?

    WT : I just wake up. .. ( dreamy look)

    Me: ok.

    Went in his place for the first time… nice 5rm corner marble flooring… and bose speakers!!! Naise!

    WT : you hungry? I fix u food?

    Me: ok! ^^

    End up is maggie…. but still happy! Coz got bf cook for me…

    WT : u go put ur stuff in my room first la. First room on the left…

    Me : oh ok.

    went to his room to put my bag. Exploring his stuff… have lush nice cream color fur carpet neat desk n clean as well!

    Suddenly he hug me from behind… I was startled! Started to plant warm nice kisses on my neck! Super sensitive area… I gave out soft moans coz cant tahan already… then he grab my c cup firmly n start to knead. I feel my legs gg jelly… then he stop!!!

    Me: *open eyes n puzzled look* uh why ?

    WT : maggie will be done soon… later boil till burnt how?

    Me: -.- ok go cook……*disappointed*

    Went out to sit at the dinning table awaiting to be served. I watch him cook like so concentrating on the cooking till he in his own world… I then thought wa if we really togather as in married how ar… will he still cook maggie for me every now n then?

    Ok cut short the non interesting part…

    finish mee n went his room on aircon n I lie on bed coz I very tired from travelling to his place ey… ok then he ssay can help me massage. …

    He started with shoulders slowly to my back n in 1 swift movement he unbuckled my bra… told me to relax n dont move… quietly abided… then he flip me around now facing him really close till I feel his breathing next to my ear I didn’t know what I should do coz 1st time ma so I was practically dead fish… he slowly undress me… then starts to finger me… I was like ouch!!! It hurts!!! Unknowingly I was moaning too loud but he didn’t stop he took off his fbt shorts n without hesitation pe$$$$$ted me!

    I scream:uh!!! Pain!

    He ignored n went really deep n faster… I just felt warm juice flowing out. As he picked up speed I was picking up on my volume… within 5 mins (tops) he came… on my stomach I was like eeeeww but he help me wipe off…

    he lie next to me on his single bed… ya I know very squezzy… but ok la I was only 50kg at 1.6 so not that bad. So we did it for my first time n was actually enjoying it. After catching his breath we put our clothes back on. First thing he did was to walk near his main door n ask me to call his name using the same volume I was moaning to confirm his neighbours will not hear me. I abide…

    I was also thinking am I really that noisy? As in so loud? I don’t think so… even till now I don’t think so.

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    Chapter #6

    That sums up my first time and first love.. we dated 3 years plus n broke up because he said he wanted to go japan to take racing license (bullshit!) But ended up he two timed me for another girl 1 year junior than me… to be frank I loved him loads n we spend alot of memorable time togather but too bad he’s not the one. After being dump I spend like 90% of the time drinking… hard core drinking at boat quay. The other 10% not drinking is because im having bad hangover. Got to know a new circle of friends with my god brothers n all those drinking khakis… so here comes the first victim that I ditch…

    Gb (god brother): come J I intro u my god sister! Cassie…

    me: hi.

    J: hello im j.

    gave a cold look n walk off. J was those very act cool n ekin wanna be but cannot be kind.

    me: gor why intro me to lidat pattern one?

    Gb: just friend ma nvm one wad.

    me: whatever la… pour myself a shot of tequila.

    J: wa drink bo jio.

    me: I thirsty… cannot wait… paiseh hor.

    J: nvm I drink with u lo. Alone also will bored ma.

    without stopping we drank 1 bot tequila n 1 jug of beer. .. n I fell asleep next to the speakers. ..

    J: hey cassie they gg to close already lets go…

    me: huh? Did I just slept? (Feeling very high n drunk)

    J: ya… ok come I send u home.

    me : you dont know where I stay… I go take night rider home myself. Nvm thanks!

    J: nvm la come I send u I wont eat u one la..

    me : *no energy to resist* whatever la.

    so as he said he won’t eat me. He behaved like a gentleman. So I reached home n slept in my party gear n woke up beautifully. . .

    next day gb ask how I find J if I like him bla bla bla. .. I say just let nature takes its course lo…

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    Chapter #7

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    nitecrawllerr

    Camping here too.

    bro thanks for upping, return up you 13 pts

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    Chapter #8

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    cassiechaplin

    Ok back to story…

    I was also thinking am I really that noisy? As in so loud? I don’t think so… even till now I don’t think so.

    sis make sure next time louder, dont think too much abt past lao

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    Chapter #9

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    CumExplorer

    sis make sure next time louder, dont think too much abt past lao

    I guess this kind of thing comes naturally. .. not say I purposely or what but if the other party is good then naturally will volume up but if its not then volume zero… just my 2cents haha…

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    Chapter #10

    So J n me didn’t really contact after that. The next time we met was at the same drinking place with the same bunch of ppl.

    J : hey cassie

    Me: hey… what’s up

    J : ur gor gf birthday wan share money open bottle anot?

    Me: how much? I don’t have alot.

    J : how much you can fork out? The rest I top up lo.

    me : 20

    J : ok

    I was thinking wa he so rich ar… I only working part time so not as rich to me to open bott at that time is alot money…

    J : but u don’t drink so much like that night hor…

    me : wa lao then u open urself I go buy my own drinks lidat.

    J : joking only la… so gian lim ar u…

    Me : u dont know me. What I went thru so dont comment too much.

    J walks off to order the bottle of tequila (again! ) so drinks came n a cple more ppl join n order more beer n before I know it I was so high dunno dancing or wad near the dance floor. J came over to bring me back to my seat coz I krep bumping into strangers…. and we started to talk.

    so what happened to you tell me leh I curious…

    me : (after drinking I became so talkative) got dump lo very sad then drink non stop everyday drunk most of the time. This stupid bastard liar. Dump me for another girl. (Started to cry)

    Gb: eh J u bully my ah mei ar?

    J : no la she abit drunk… don’t worry I’ll take care of things.

    Gb: you better… else I throw you in the river.

    Me : gor will he be like wt ? All men lidat? (Very drunk starting to talk nonsense)

    My gb just walked off he know me too well. I drink to certain level I get high then talk nonsense then k.o. so this is where I will not sleep near the speakers YET…

    J : come! *drag me to coffee shop order teh-o n some food…*

    I was resting my head on the table dono clean or not…

    J : come drink abit n have some food b4 we head back.

    me : *look up with dreamy look* ok lo…

    was feeling pretty much sober already. .. then I ask: why u so nice to me?

    J : I can tell you are a nice girl why must u do this to yourself because of a man n some more he doesn’t treat you gd.

    me : *still feeling for wt* how u know he treats me not gd.

    J : coz I can do a better job…

    Me : *stun and paiseh* I not ready for bgr yet.

    J : I’ll wait. Its ok.

    dead silence with embarrassment in the atmosphere. … till I quickly finish the food.

    me : ok lets go back

    J : ok I send you.

    Me : huh? I meant go back drink not home lei… still early!

    J : no I think u better stop for tonight.

    Roll my eyes… ok then at least must let me go say bye to gor right…

    J : ok I go with you.

    so we bid gd bye n left… first time I gg hm so early lo…

    next trip gg to be a attempt he makes on me…

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