Well this is a true life story. BUt the sequence of events may be mixed up due to memory lapse.
It all began when i was in sec 2. I was from a good school.(chinese school with metal buttons on their uniform). At that point of time was my puberty period and as u all know hormones raging and all. I realized that all the pretty girls in my school are all attached to ’the bad boys'
But being a good boy all my life, i can only envy and look from afar as those girls who wear those translucent colourful giordano jacket inside purposely wear black or red bra so that people can see. As those ah bengs hug and kiss them i can only watch from afar.
I was in basketball team so we travel to other schools to play v often. One day we went to this neighbourhood school in the east. If u guys know last time when got friendly matches between school confirm got girls go support. There was this ah lian quite chio and pretty. Of course she was out of my league but one of my team mates, lets call him J. He was those center-parting overlap hair ah beng kind. So he went up and took her number.
Days passed and one day J came up to me and said
J:eh bro u remember the girl in xxx sec i took her number that day one?
Me
h ya that ah lian right? So how? Fuck already anot(trying to act cool and bad ass)
J:u think what her leg atm ar i want only can open? eh bro i tell u what i trying to jio her now. she agree to watch movie but she bringing a friend with her.
Me
being a gong kia) So?
J:Eh ccb u be a friend can steady abit anot? go with me then distract her friend so i can spend time with her.
Me: er ok lor when?
J:Friday after school 2pm at Tampines mall.
Friday 2pm
Me:eh J if her friend fuckin ugly how?
J: cb i ask u come here is to distract her not jio her go stead u kan cheong simi lj(i dunno why at that time every single sentence need to add a hokkein profanity)
Me: Cb u owe me one J. Next friendly match u better pass all the balls to me and let me take the shots.
J: See first la.
So it was then i was that ah lian walking towards us with another girl. ok lets call the ah lian M and her friend A.
at this point of time i of course dont care about M since nothing to do with me so i took a good look at A. she was wearing shorts and tank top. her boobs damn big for a 15 year old. (she was 1 year older than me) her legs were damn fucking fair. but there was somehow this innocence in her. u know like those girls ho have a body u want to rape but a face u want to protect? thats her
So i immediately took action
Me:hi i am G. nice to meet u.
A
h ok. i am A.
Me:u look great!
A:thank you.
after that awkward silence. i was cursing myself for being such a loser. so we went for movies. we watch ’the ring’ if u guys born in 80s or 70s u all will know it was a big hit. in the cinema i managed to break the ice.
Me:*passes jacket to A* na i know u cold take and wear dont fall sick.
A:huh then what about u?
Me:A guy is supposed to take care of a girl. u dont worry about me just keep yourself warm.
A:but we are just friends only.
Me:Friends also can look after each other right?
After the movie, A started to open up to me. We shared jokes laughed at passerbys. It was so good that J came and tell me
J:wa today is like u and A is the couple me and M is the wingmen
Me:eh J u ask me to distract her i do my job u still kpkb.
J:mai key siao la. U do for urself or for me
Me:fuck u.
So the day ended with me sending A home and J sending M home. At her house downstairs she gave me a hug and told she she enjoyed herself. i told her it was great fun for me too.
After she left i realized i never ask her for her pager number. I was using every single hokkien vulgarity i know on myself.
The following week during basketball training, J came to me and say.
J:eh bro M tell me A likes u leh.
Me:j Fuck off la..
J:really la she say A v sad u never contact her after that day and ask me to ask you to give her a call.
Me:J i dont have her number how to call u think i dont want to talk to her meh?
J: aiya say earlier ma. i get her nmbr from M for u.
At night my home phone rang.
J:eh XXXXXXXX
Me:what the fuck is that?
J:A home number.
Me:bye(hung up immediately)
In 3 sec my line was ringing. On the other side A mum picked up the phone.
A mum:Harlo?
Me:hello may i speak to A please?
A mum:who are u?
Me:my name is G
A mum
i u wait ar.
A:hello
Me:hi
A:who r u?
Me:G la.
A
rh call me for what?
Me:i thought u miss me so call u lor.
A:who miss u? i dont miss those bo xim kia
Me: wei i never even got your number how to wu xim?
A: u dunno how to ask ar?
Me:i never been on a date with a girl before. u r the first girl i send home. how i know the procedures?
A:U mean u never have a gf before?
Me:Yeah v funny right go ahead and laugh.
A:no la. Means if we together i will be your first gf.
Me:yes
A:U sure anot?
Me:u dont believe u go and ask around lor.
A:No need la.Couple together must have trust.
Me:i haven jio u considered together meh?
A:u dont want is it?
Me: i want but this is my first relationship i still think i should formally ask u to be my gf. why not lets meet this sat?
A
k. 11am meet my house downstairs we go pasir ris park.
So durin the week i spoke to J alot and he taught all the basic attack like la ji and stuff.
J told me dont act like a noob. So very soon Sat came and i was ready for my attack.
to be continued… Pls note at this point of time i haven turn beng yet. this will be my life story. from a student with psle score of 251 to dropping out of sec school and joining gang going to RTC coming out went to poly and alot of other stuff of course this is sbf and i will stick more to the relationship side. Cheers hope u guys will enjoy the read.
bengs are losers compared to Power Tan. they simply do not have the ‘seh’ but act like one. real losers in life.
Rgds,
Ah Wee
Continued
It was sat and I reached her house at 11am sharp.
She came down and was wearing white blouse and bright yellow creaking tight mini skirt. Being a legs guy I kept staring at her legs
A: oei u dam n pervert. I thought u never have stead before why see until like that?
Me: it’s because I never have before that’s why I curious ma. If u don’t want guys to see then u dont wear so short la.
A: I purposely one leh. *sticks out her tongue*
Me: purposely what?
A: I purposely wear short short so can make u horny but I don’t let u touch. Hahaha
Me: u damn sadist. But it’s ok I love u not for your body.
A: aiya u all guys say nia. In the end when I don’t give u sure give me black face.
Me: aiya don’t talk so much la legs go.
Upon reaching the park we went to a shaded area. Where it’s hidden away from the main track. Then I started frenching her
A: wa for a first timer not bad.
Me: I got natural talent ma.
At this point A suddenly reach for my crotch.
A: wa so hard Liao ar
Me: (being my first time I did not know how to react)
A: so later u go home going to D.I.Y?
Me: most likely lor. Haha.
A: then like that u have me for what?
At this time I still did not get the hint. Pls don’t laugh at me I was really pure at that time
A: nvm la we to watch movie first.
So we spend the day at orchard watch movie and eat dinner by the time I sent her home it was 1am.
A: oei. Lets go playground sit awhile..
Her house playground is those under void deck kind which means its covered and at one corner facing a canal. People staying in pasir ris will know where.
We started frenching and soon my dick was like a rock again.
A: from today onwards u never need to masturbate again u understand?
Me: huh?
A slides her hand into my basketball shorts and starts stroking my dick. It’s the first time someone else is stroking me and I was trying v v hard to hold.
A: touch me..
So I slide my hands into her shirt and fondle her breast
A: touch me below
Me: are your sure?
A: yes. Just do it.
I pulled her panties down from her skirt and slide one finger in. The next scene will remain etched in my mind forever. I saw A throw her head back and closed her eyes.
A: mmmmhhh.. Baby how many fingers u use?
Me: one dear.
A: baby dont scared put 2 fingers or 3 if u want.
I inserted 2 fingers and started digging for gold inside the hole.
A: oohh. Baby damn good. Really don’t feel like first timer.
She started unhooking her blouse.
Me: dear wait got people walk pass how?
A: I don’t care. Let them see just suck my nipple now.
So I was fingering and sucking her nips. In about 15 min I felt her pussy like squeezing my fingers
A: arh.. Don’t stop.. Abit more abit more..(at this time I really dunno what is going on)
Finally A gave a final moan and her whole body became limp and relaxed
A: arh… Hmmmm…
A: wow that was awesome. But well maybe is because I v long never kena finger Liao.
Me: (feeling a little disappointed as I know there may beamy guys before me)
A: now your turn.
So she stroke me slow and steady. At one point she spot on her hand and rub it on my sick and stroke me. The way she stroke is those v v v slow and sensual those teasing kind. In 5 min I can feel it coming.
Me: baby coming Liao.
A: ok
She stroke me harder and suddenly place my dick right at her mouth. I came hard like a rock. After I stopped she went to spit it out.
A: ok I confirm u virgin.
Me: how u tell??
A: your sperm taste sweet and the amount is damn alot.
Me: do u have many guys before me??
A: just 3. But all much older than me.
Me: oh so now u like u old cow eat young grass hahaha
A: u ar. I just help u relax then u want to say me. Ok la I need to go home Liao.
As I sent her home and before I left, this was what she told me.
A: remember hor don’t masturbate Liao. Everything keep for me.
Me: ok!
Will continue tml about our relationship and how it ended. With zao sai and me turning into a ah beng. Hope u guys enjoy the read. I don’t ask for points but some comments and encouragement would be good.
Thanks for the words of encouragement. Actually being young and dangerous is not that good. My fellow peers in school are far ahead of me in life. some going to make partnership at the big 4. some senior engineers. while i am just a normal average wage earner.
well back to the story.
After the first time we did it at the playground, it has been our regular mutual petting corner. Until one fine day
Me: Dear today want to go where?
A: baby today come my house want anot?
Me: your parents not in?
A: ya they both go for wedding lunch. My bro went back to camp. Come and pei me ok?
Me: ok lor
45 min later i arrived at her doorstep. i rang the door bell and she opened the door. what i saw immediately gave me a hard on. She wore those spaghetti straps those abit loose kind bend down can see her bra. and her shorts are those short shorts but cotton kind v loose one the moment sit on the floor can see the panties kind.
A: Faster come in then slowly see la.. *giggles*
Me: huh what u mean
A: dont pretend la. i know what u r thinking lor.. u r my horny hubby..
Me: No la.
A: no meh? if no then let me touch ur bird bird and see lor.
Me: wa lau eh ok la ok la u win happy.
A: dunno why u dont like to admit u horny. i rather u horny towards me than horny to other girls lor.
Me: i wont lor. i only tiong xim to my dear
A: ok la u hungry anot? i cook lunch for you.
Me: wa ok i wanna eat dear cooked food
ok it was nothing to rave about just instant noodles with luncheon meat and egg but it tasted v nice to me.
A: baby u sit outside so hot come in my room i on aircon.
Me: ok lor
proceeded into her room. once there we started frenching and soon hands were all over. but what is different is this time no need scared passer by can finally strip naked. for the first time i saw A naked.
A: very fat hor?
Me: no lor your body damn nice.
A: aiya i am the first girl u see of course u say nice ma.
Me: i got watch pron lor so i know ok.
A body is really v v fair her nipples are v light brown. firm round breast and her nether regions has those v naturally sparse pubic hair.
her hands slowly grazed my neck then nipples. she gave my nipples a lick and proceeded to touch and stoke my rod.
not wanting to lose out i was rubbing her clit and squeezing her breast and tuning her nipples just the way she likes it.
A: baby lets try something different today ok?
Me: ok what thing?
she proceeded to give me a bbbj. to be honest it was quite painful as her teeth grazed my head a few times. but just the look of it turned me on like mad. she stopped after 10 min and tell me its her turn to enjoy. form the pron i watch i know is need to lick her pussy but i dunno how.
A: Baby not there left abit. go in circles.
Me:hmmm..
A: baby keep the consistency dont move here and there just focus on the spot i tell u
she also dont seem to know how to guide me so its just trial and error and i guessed she did not enjoy it alot.
After awhile she ask me to stop(i must really suck) she as usual spit on her hands and stroke me till i came. Then i fingered her slowly
A: baby yes there dont stop
at this point i turn on the turbo.
A: fuck!!! yes thats the way… arhh… hmm..
finally she came and i love it when she comes cause she suddenly will become v meek like a kitten instead of the usual guai lan self.
A: now dont keep on say u r not the first in my life hor.
Me: huh?? what talking you?
A: its the first time i bj a guy so u r also my first.
Me: wtf u r a virgin?(i always avioided asking her as i scared to hear the answer)
A: ya la
Me: but u looked so experienced.
A: aiya hj only ma. my ex taught me how to do it. how to tease and how to make it better. u like it when i spit right?
Me: ya v shiok
A: guys all the same just like dirty sex. lol
Me: i am different ok
A: ya la ya la my baby is the best la.
After this we went for dinner and i went home.
so our relationship went on for awhile until one day A called me. she sounded abit scared
A: baby can u come down to the block outside my school now?
Me:what happened dont want to help. They ask me to call u and they will call their bf.
Me: ok lor i go down now.
upon reaching there i see a group of ah lians and much other guys. with tattoo all over their hands smoking and playing with their gf. A is sitting at one corner looking very worried. Lets name the ah beng. Mofo.
Mofo: wa siao eh. buey pai ar 1 man show ar.
Me: excuse me may i know whats wrong.
At this point he just slapped me.
Mofo: pua chee bye wrong nin lao bu la. eh dont comer her act educated with me u understand anot chee bye kia.
Me: so what u want?
Mofo: u got 2 choice. either all of us vs u or my gf slap ur gf.
Me: what she do? hoe she offend your gf?
Mofo: She recess time bump my gf never say sorry
at this point of time this sounds really fucking dumb to me. but i dont dare to say alot i was under alot of stress its my first time in this situation.
Me: er. i dont want to fight u all.
immediately i heard a slap.
Me: wtf was that for?
Mofo: u say dont want fight us means my gf slap A la. simple what. ok problem settled but i tell u tell A dont come and guai lan again or else next time not so easy.
After those gangsters went off i tried talking to A but she was very silent and since then our relationship went downhill she was always busy and v cold towards me.
After 2 weeks i decided to log in her pager voicemail to just check things out. i heard 2 new voice messages.
voice message 1
eh baby this is xxx here. just want to say i miss u lor. cover blanket tight tight dont let bed bugs bite bite ok. dream of me tonight. see u at the chalet ok. love u.
voice message 2
baby just want to say thank you for giving me your virgin.i promise i will take care of u 131433449694. call me tml after you wake up ok?
At this point of time i was stunned beyond words i replayed the messages at least 10 times to ensure it was not a hearing problem.
i finally could not take it and page her. i page her at least 30 times but she just dont call back until i could not take it i called her home.
A: hello
Me: why did u do this to me? why did u make love with another guy?
A: G u are just not the guy i need. u cant even protect me. the guy who is with me now he is from 81 and can protect me. if he was u i wont eve nget slapped.
Me: just because of that?
A: now in school everyone knows he is with me they treat me well. heis famous in pasir ris. with him i feel safe. with u i feel like a loser.
Me: so if i become a pai kia u will love me?
A: aiya u from good school go study la. be your good boy and just get out of my life ok?
then she hung up. it was a life changing moment.
i was heartbroken and my grades were dropping and also i even lost interest in playing basketball. One of my team mates tell me to cheer up lets call him W(i drifted aprat with J as he is still with A’s friend)
W: bro dont so sad i tell u what we go other place to trash people(we are refering to basketball by the way)
Me: huh ok lor but 2 of us only meh?
W: Jio B also then just nice liao.(W is a center, B is a forward and i am a shooting guard)
Me: anything lor.
so we arrived at eunos basketball court it was near the neighbourhood poilce post before the market caught fire.
B is a no nonsense basketball freak. the first thing that came out of his mouth was
B: wa those guys look not bad
Me: they much older than us they are supposed to be better.
W: eh the other side got girls watching leh
i turned my head to the other side of the half court and i saw a group of ah bengs playing ball. They were just lousy at it. but because got girls watching they have to act pro and do some half past 6 move. It was really funny to us who have spent all our lives playing the game with proper training.
Me: they play like shit/
B: dont waste my time. i dont come all the way here to play with losers.
W: sigh ok lor i just thought we can impress the girls.
So we went to play at the other court. We got win a few games but we lost a few games also as we were playing with people much older than us.
So the following week we decided to go back to eunos to play. At the very last moment W and B sent me a alpha numeric messsage to say theycant make it. since i was already on my way there i decided to just follow through.
Once i reached there the court with the better players dont allow me to play as i was considered an outsider and i dont have a team(basketball people) will know what i mean.
Then suddenly i heard opposite court got one ah beng shouted at me
Beng
ei we short of one player you want to play anot?
Me: anything lor
so the ah beng put me with the lousier players and i was thinking if i humilate him i confirm get into trouble so just play using basics. Shooting and passing nothing fanciful.
In the end my team won 11-3, 11-2, 11-6. after 3 games the beng admitted i was a better player. but i dont really want to mingle with him so i walked away to the nearest mama shop for drinks.
when i was back one of the girls walked up to me(lets call her s) she said
S: eh my friend want to know u
Me: which one?
S: the one in the calvin and hobbes t-shirt
Me: oh ok lor what is her name?
S: her name is PQ. eh u got pager anot.
i took a closer look. PQ is those cute cute kind of girl not chio but just v cute and u want to protect her kind. her boobs are small comapred to A but her legs are damn nice while A is fair and soft, PQ is tan and toned.
Me: have ar.
S: can give me i pass to her.
So i gave her my pager number and she gave me PQ pager number. When i reached home i received a voice mail. It was PQ and she ask me can chat on the phone anot. Since i was free i decided to call her
Me: hey
PQ: hello. what u doing?
Me: er talking to u?
PQ: i mean before this la.
Me: i just reached home actually.
PQ: wa just reach home only call me i must be very important to u,
Me: anything u say lor. i never say ar.
PQ: eeee. u so mean lor. anyway for a shortie u play basketball v well.
Me: there are positions that short players can play in basketball also ok.
PQ: ya la i know la dont so action can.
Me: like that also considered action.. ok lor u win lor. anyway i see u can speak english quite well why mix with those ah beng?
PQ: pls hor is they come mix with me not i mix with then eunos so small only got one court the other court also dont play with girls of course i have to play with those ah bengs lor.
Me: haha any of them tried to jio u?
PQ: have ar the ah beng who played with u today lor. lol he is still jioing me actually.
Me: then why dont u accept him?
PQ: i dont like guys that like to boast and show off all the time. i like guys who stick to the basics like you.
Me: huh? u only see me one time also can tell
PQ: i know u today play with him purposely ‘fang shui’ its so obvious to someone who knows how to play bball
Me: no la i really use all of my efforts to play liao. Give him some credit la.
PQ: next week u coming down again?
Me: sure why not.
So we had a little more small talk and i hung up. i spend the whole of my june holidays weekends at eunos. we met for lunch played ball went for dinner. but just as friends. We talked on the phone till late at night. Soon school reopens and i never knew what was going to be in store for me
it was friday after school. i was anxious to go home and go out with PQ we were supposed to meet at Tampines mall to watch movie.
As i walked out my school door i heard someone shout oei! i turned around and it was beng from eunos with much older bengs. i was thinking this must be the scenario with A all over again.
Beng: eh siao chee bye. why u so close to PQ
Me: we are just friends. normal friends hang out together v normal what.
this is the thing i dont understand about bengs why the fuck are they so possessive? even when i was a ah beng i never tried to tie my gf down or control them. but well thats for a later part. back to the story.
Beng: friend you mother chee bye u understand me anot
at this point of time i was abit cautious as i dont want to kena another cheapshot. so i stepped back abit. then beng’s headman. lets call him LJ.
Lj: eh u dont try to be funny ok. People gf u also want to steal ar? u know where we from anot?
Me: i dunno PQ is his gf. she never told me before.
Beng: she never say u dunno how to open your cb mouth and ask is it?
Me: *awkward silence*
Lj: eh i tell u what v simple either u pay us $500 now or u fight with him*points to a murderous looking twice my size guy*
why the fuck am i always caught with a hobson’s choice?
Me: i dont have money.
Lj; ok lor steady lor 1 on 1.
seeing that there is no way out i put my school bag on the floor when i heard a oei again. This time it was from a sec 4 retain student in my school he was with about 10 other sec 4 all the problematic people every assembly can hear their name kind.(my school got no normal stream so sec 4 is oldest) lets call him JJ.
JJ: oei siao eh u all so many bully one lower sec u all not pai seh ar?
LJ: who are u?
JJ: who am i? u dont need to know. u only need to know this school i za fit. u want to come here make trouble u try me.
LJ: eh u from where one.
JJ: i from 963. u should know around here all is my area. so what u want now?
LJ: this guy (points to me) also your men.
JJ: Yes.
LJ: but he steal my guy gf leh how to say. i think by law u need to gai guat him.
JJ: siao eh u how old liao this kinda thing also dunno let me teach u la. first and foremost law is standard no za bor tai ji. second bloody cb the girl not even here everything also u say one u think we what?
Lj: ok we as kthe girl come out talk tml. simei east point.
JJ: come lor. who scared who.
So Lj and beng and their crew left. this is when JJ come and talk to me.
JJ: u r G right
Me: ya how u know.
JJ: XH god brother right?(XH is my god sister. she is the biggest lian in my school she kept me as a god brother in sec 1 cause she say i small size v cute)
Me: er ya.
JJ: lucky she come tell us what happen or else u confirm pok gai.
Me: but tml still have to pok gai what.
JJ: lj la i already chup this daiji u will be ok one. wont let people touch u. but if u not part of our gang i v hard to gao dai. why not u just say u under me ok?
Me: ok lor(that is my first step into the world of secret society)
JJ: eh G u go bac kgo talk to the girl as her wtf is going on. we need to get the full story.
ME: huh but if she really is beng gf then how?
JJ: dont worry even if she really is beng gf i will just push all the blame to her.
in my heart i feel v bad because i really got some feelings for PQ. i rushed home and called PQ
ME: hello PQ why u never tell me u r with Beng??
PQ: i not with him how to tell you?
so i told her what happened.
PQ: dont worry tml i will go down also.
Me: i think better not la i scared later something happen to you.
PQ: something happen to me better than something happen to you.
at this point i was v confused so i did not get the hint.
Next up will be the showdown… pls stay tuned and leave more comments thanks
Sat at Simei East point.
As it was the enemy territory, JJ brought alot of people and the are scattered all over simei east point. Only about 10 of us were meeting LJ and beng. PQ is by my side.
Lj: chee bye still say never steal people gf.
PQ walks up to beng and says
PQ: eh since when did i become ur gf?
Beng: we play together everyday and eat dinner together everyday not bf and gf is what..
at this point jj and his crew were laughing like crazy
JJ: eh like that also can ar. like that got moustache your father wear skirt your mother is it. hahaha. eh lj like that no need to say liao right v clear is whose fault. but i steady i am a forgiving person. i no need you to gai guat beng. just teach him some BGR skills lol.
Beng feeling humiliated grabbed PQ
Beng: tell me why is he better than me what i do wrong. u sleep with him already is it?
what PQ said next stun me. in front of everyone she said
PQ: first and foremost i never liked u and we r never together. second G is from good school. study well basketball team, family well to do. u leh just some ah beng doing nothing with life. and YES i slept with G already. it was so damn good. we do it every single day. and its me who wants him to do me.
everyone in my ‘group’ cheered except me as i knew not a single damn word was true.
After the whole incident as i was walking PQ home i asked her.
Me: why did u say all those things just now? its all untrue.
PQ: ya the good student and basketball part right?
ME: PQ i am very serious.
PQ: what is so bad about sleeping with me? i not good enough for u?
Me: no its not that i just dont want people to misunderstand.
PQ: G when it comes to books u r damn smart. but when it comes to life u r as dumb as an ass. cant u tell i love u G? i really do. i dont mind not being your gf i dont mind standing at one corner i dont mind giving uo my reputation. i just want you to be safe and happy. i love u G. i have never felt for anyone like this before.
at this point she was crying. i was stun and lost. first no one has ever said those things to me. second i have never seen a girl cry because of me before.
my instincts and from my experience in movies is just to go and hug her. after awhile after she cooled down i said
Me: PQ i never had someone who treat me or love me like u. so i dunno how to react. and its alway me who thinks i am not good enuf for u. u r pretty and sporty while i am just a geek. if u r willing to lower yourself to be with me. i will guard your love with my life.
PQ starts crying again. and i was like what the fuck i do wrong?
Me: er sorry ok maybe i should not rush things if u dont like we just remain as friends. sorry dont cry liao ok?
PQ: u silly boy this is tears of joy.
she then lean forward to kiss me and its so different from A with A it was more of experiment and lust but with PQ it was so gentle so intense and although my dick was erected and hard, i had no urge to come. just the feeling of kissing and holding PQ in my arms.
finally we broke off the kiss and she told me.
PQ: i got to go home liao. i love you G
Me: good night i love you too..
and so it begins the next chapter of my love life.