10th August 2010
Tuesday
I had a lousy long weekend and but I felt refreshed and energized having thought up of new ways to get to know Belle better.
5pm
I had the opportunity to talk to Belle that evening around 5pm at the pantry.
It’s just a casual greeting. Nothing special. She was friendly, but now I have difficulty differentiating between professional courtesy or just her being superficial.
6pm
I received an email addressed to all staff.
It’s for a company retreat to Bintan.
We were to indicate our interest by end of the week.
Qing Long happened to see me on that mail and he added that it’s very boring. Don’t bother, less than half the office would be there.
I thanked him for the heads up and went to the washroom.
Right when I turned the corner, I saw Diana and Belle heading to the ladies together.
They were discussing about the Bintan plans and I caught something like’ “ We’ll head over one day in advance “
I saw Belle nodding her head as they entered the ladies.
I came out from the gents and I happened to see a few colleagues looking at a notice at the lift lobby.
There’s going to be a firedrill on Friday the 13th .
Instantly I saw an opportunity.
I spent the next few days casually asking colleagues about the fire drill, saying that we’ll have to walk down quite a few floors.
Someone mentioned that it’s a wayang thing, they always do it right after lunch so it’s a long lunch for everyone and that there’ll be minimum evacuation.
HR will always prepare the employee list before hand to indicate everyone is present.
I noted the information and I tried to work something out for Friday.
13th August 2010
I was afraid the alarm would go off early and spoil my plans.
12 pm
I told my lunch kahkis I was heading out for a meeting and that I would not be joining for lunch.
Instead I grabbed some food and I waited near the lobby, chatting to one of the security guard who was already issued with some flags and signs to direct traffic.
I casually asked about the time as I’m waiting for a conference call and the uncle was nice enough to tell me it sounds at 2pm every year.
I nodded and thanked him.
12.45pm
I took the lift up to one floor below my office and I hit in one of the toilet cubicles.
1.20pm
I hoped most of my colleagues had cleared out for lunch and I went up.
Almost everyone was gone, there were just 2 person left who was about to leave who were seated far away. Auntie Goh though was sitting at the pantry.
I slid back into my seat and waited for the time to pass.
1.50pm
I took up the phone and pretended I was in the middle of a call.
1.55pm
Auntie Goh came over to me and reminded me about the fire drill, gesturing that the lifts would be locked, better take it down first.
I gave her an ‘ok’ sign and pretended to jot down some information from my imaginary phone call.
I heard the chime of the lift and Auntie Goh disappeared into the lift.
2.00pm
The alarm sounded.
I replaced the phone and I ran through the office, checking and making sure there were no one else left.
I immediately ran into Belle’s room and I did a quick scan for cameras and there were none. I just prayed there were no hidden cameras but at that point in time I did not care.
I sat down at her desk as the alarm and the PA system sounded.
I tried her drawers, opening those that I could, looking for anything interested.
I found her Gym bag, and I unzipped it to see her swimming costume and her change of clothes. It made me feel alive and sick to see them up close but I knew I had no time.
I unlocked her pedestal with the spare key I had and rummaged through her bag.
She usually takes her lunch pouch and phone out during meals , I retrieved out her wallet and checked the contents.
I took a picture of her IC, although I did not know what purpose would it serve.
I only remembered it gave me an erection.
She had a couple of hundred dollars in her wallet, I did not need money but somehow that cold and unwelcome treatment still made me feel upset and unsatisfied. I snitched a $10 dollar bill just for kicks.
I looked through Belle’s tote bag and rummaged for anything I could get my hands on but there was nothing interesting.
I found a couple of thumbdrives which was in a pile right at the bottom of her pedestal drawer and I considered my options.
I took it out and quickly went over to my desk, making a copy of the contents.
One of it contained pictures of the previous company retreat.
2.05pm
The alarm had stopped and I decided that it’s time to stop my search.
I replaced everything and made sure they were more or less in the same order and left the room.
2.10pm
I went to the toilet and sat down inside a cubicle and I waited.
2.25pm
I heard the sound of the first batch of colleagues entering the toilet and I waited a while longer.
2.35pm
I mixed myself in with a few other colleagues and entered the office.
7.15pm
I went home and slowly scanned through the pictures.
As I singled out some of Belle’s pictures, I felt the overwhelming urge to masturbate to her image.
I asked myself repeatly . How can I have her ?
Belle
Qing Long
There was once I felt that I was the luckiest guy on earth. Having met and married my wife Belle was perhaps the best thing that ever happened to me.
I was not exactly good looking but at least I’m not shrek.
Belle was the prettiest girl in the office when I knew her back in 2005. We dated and despite some gossip about office romance, we carried on.
I was over the moon on the June of 2008 when Belle and I got married in a simple ceremony attended by family and friends.
We continued working in the same office, nothing changed and even as the days goes by, I can only say I love Belle a little more everyday.
She’s caring and understanding, we love each other deeply and my god the sex was really great.
We tried everything, she was pretty sporting whenever I suggested something new.
We bought mail order packages online, we had access to bondage equipment and we bought a variety of dildos.
Hot passionate sex was our weekly routine.
They say no banquet last forever, and truth to its words, my banquet ended the moment we tried to take things a little further.
Looking back, I really regretted doing the things I did. It seems certain lifestyle was not meant for everyone.
We went through a really rough patch at the beginning of 2010. And if it were not for the actions of a colleague, I’m guessing Belle and I would have called it quits.
Belle and I were already giving each other cold shoulders since January 2010. It’s been almost a month since we quit the scene but the psychological impact it had on us still lingered.
We did not talk about it and instead we drifted apart.
I moved back to my parents place one weekend when I realised I could no longer take the silence.
Things spiraled out of control and I started to visit KTVs and FL.
I was sure Belle knew but she chose to kept her silence.
She had changed into another person after a short period of 3 months.
I love my wife, but the invisible barrier she had erected around herself made it impossible for me to approach her.
Life went on as we still kept our same job in the company, we tried our best to appear normal but I’m sure some other colleagues noticed the changed in us.
Part of me was thankful for what happened in the 2nd half of 2010. It made me realize that I still love my wife and that I would do everything I could to protect her.
I am a regular reader in sbf, it was after much deliberation that I decided to share my story here. I am neither good in my English nor my vocabulary. Thankfully I found a bro who was willing to pen this down on my behalf.
June 2009
I was cuddled up with Belle underneath the blanket when I decided to bring up a taboo subject. I asked her what she thought of threesomes.
I immediately got a smack on my chest as she scrunched up her face, saying that she would never participate in something so dirty. I smile and before I could say a word, she added that there’s no way she would share me with another girl.
I nodded as she snuggled back into my arms. It’s no surprise that she does not want to share me with another women.
The problem was that I’m beginning to have fantasies that involves sharing her with another man.
Something that I think would be near impossible to even bring up, not to mention making it happen.
The more I thought of it, the more aroused I got. I began to stroke myself sometimes, thinking of Belle giving another person a blowjob. It started off as a harmless blowjob initially, then I would slowly visualize the faceless person touching her breast. Caressing them against her will.
The image would always alternate between Belle sucking another man’s dick and getting touched.
It was disturbing yet I was strangely aroused and excited by the thought of it.
I asked myself how could say I love my wife when I’m having such thoughts, I could not answer my own question.
I wanted to protect her yet part of me wanted to see her helpless and being touched by other men.
July 2009
I casually brought up the subject of fantasies, and I’m asked Belle what she usually thinks of when she masturbates.
She was a little shy even though she’s my wife and initially she refused to answer me.
After much probing, she reveals that she does fantasizes about certain scenarios occasionally. That made me a little curious what those scenarios were.
I went to do some google research and was surprised to see threesome and being serviced by multiple partners ranking at one of the top female fantasy globally.
Now I do not know how accurate that was but after seeing the same search results conducted by multiple sites and articles, I started to believe that perhaps all females harboured a deep secret desire to have multiple partners.
It’s something the society frowns upon, no one wants to talk about it openly.
I began my questions with Belle slowly.
I asked her if she likes being touched and entered from behind at the same time.
Belle : Yes, I like it when you cupped your hands around me from behind.
I asked her if she likes it when we masturbated for each other.
Belle : I like it when I cannot concentrate fully on my orgasm, it’s like having multiple tasks.
She added that it takes her mind off her own pleasure when we’re doing it for each other, and it resulted in somewhat like an unexpected and uncontrolled orgasm.
The answers she gave was positive to me, I did not want to ask explicitly whether she wants to suck another man’s cock while I fuck her but I got a feeling that she does fantasize about that.
I knew there was no way to prove anything and there’s simply no way Belle would even admit to something like that. I needed to plan for something that would get her to comfortably open up.
I did some research online and I came up with an idea of my own.
We had multiple dildos, some of them shaped exactly like a manhood. We used them occasionally but most of the time it was the vibrating function that we used. I wanted to propose a new way of using that dildo.
I waited for one of our usual session. We would usually have something up our sleeves other than normal sex. It could be school uniforms, perhaps blindfolds, or maybe even some roleplay between nurses and patients.
I suggested roleplaying that evening and Belle wanted to know what do I have in mind.
I already had a story ready and I told her to get on the bed.
I told her I felt like I want to see a live sex show and I want her to perform for me.
Belle : Haha. How ?
Belle : So funny la, we’ll sure laugh halfway one.
I reassured her that we won’t and that everything would be ok.
I dragged a chair into my master bedroom and placed it at the edge of the bed. Belle striped herself naked and laid down on her stomach. I had already brought out the dildo and I took out a a few condoms.
It was nerve wrecking and I’ve never tried that before.
Qing Long : I want you to kneel on the bed.
Belle got up on her knees and looked at me with big doeful eyes, something she knew I liked from watching jap porn.
I already removed the batteries from the dildo I prepared and I was praying in my heart Belle would go along.
Qing Long : Take a condom.
Belle followed my instructions and took one in her right hand.
Qing Long : Take the dildo with your left hand.
I could feel blood rushing to my dick as I watch my wife handle the dildo, she clutch it at the base of the silicon dick, right above the testicles.
I asked her to rip the condom open with her mouth and she hesitated for a moment before doing it.
Qing Long : Put the condom in your mouth.
Belle did exactly that and it was as if she could read my mind. Her body was beginning to bend forward, her mouth heading towards the dildo.
Qing Long : Put that condom on using your mouth. Pretend that it’s me.
My manhood was already pushing hard against my pants at that point in time and I quickly stripped myself, giving my manhood long deep strokes.
Qing Long : suck the dildo dear. Suck it hard.
I was already speaking with short breaths as I watch Belle gave her best. I could really see the sunken depression of her cheeks as she went down, drawing in a deep suck as she came up. I stroked myself harder as I watch my wife suck on the lifeless silicon.
I could not believe how much pleasure it was bringing me despite me not having any skin contact with my sexy wife.
Qing Long : Lie down on your back
Belle took a second or 2 to slow down her mouth, it’s as if she was enjoying giving a blowjob to that dildo. It’s definitely thicker and longer than me, and I’m pretty sure it stretch her mouth close to the extreme.
I could hear Belle panting slightly as she laid down on her back.
I stood to her right and asked her to continue sucking the dildo while holding it with her left hand, I made her turn her face towards the left while I grab her right hand and place it on my swollen dick.
Belle knew what to do and she stroked me while she sucked audibly on the dildo.
I used my left hand to play with her nipples in a awkward position and I wanted to stimulate her clit with my right. When my right fingers found their way to her privates, I was surprised she was sopping wet.
I wanted to comment that she’s really wet but I did not.
Instead I started stroking her the way I knew she liked and before long I could see her bodily coordination go haywire.
She would suck on the dildo , paused , stroke me with her right hand, paused before raising her pelvic region. It all happened in random short burst as she tried her best to do everything.
It might not seem like it’s anything intense but in my mind I was so freaking turned on that I began to picture Belle sucking on the dick of a complete strange while her vagina was being played by another school boy.
I even tried to replace myself visually with another person.
The combination of see Belle in that position and my sick thoughts forced an orgasm out of me.
It was not explosive, hardly satisfying but the manner in which I came, a bit out of control made me feel more aroused than anything I’ve done.
Qing Long : Hold on to my dick. Continue sucking.
My dick was already starting to deflate but I tried to will it to stay hard.
I increased the tempo for my fingers and within 2 mintues, Belle arched her back so high up that she went down with a slam on the bed.
Qing Long : Suck on the dildo.. Suck it hard while you cum.
It was the most erotic sight I had ever seen.
Belle fighting back her moans amidst catching her breaths and her pushing the dildo in and out of her mouth.
Both of us took a while to calm down and when we did , Belle spoke first.
Belle : A bit werid hor ? You like to see me suck on the dildo ? Why not I suck for you instead ?
Qing Long : Actually I was very aroused. I pretended that I was being suck yet being when I was, it’s like watching a live show.
Belle : but don’t you feel neglected ? haha
Qing Long : No, it feels very arousing. How bout you ? What do you feel ?
Belle took a moment to consider before replying me.
Belle : I still think it’s a bit weird but it’s something new.
I nodded and we fell asleep in each others arms.
I repeated the same requests for her to suck on a dildo, but not at every single sex session. I spaced it out. Probably like every alternate one.
I reminded myself to act as if the session without the dildos were more ‘normal’ , whereas the ones where we were role playing were more intense and I kept repeating the words like ‘ I’m so turned on’ , ‘you look so good when you suck on a dildo’ , I kept describing to her that I can only see her from certain angles when she gives me a blow job.
Yet when she is sucking on a dildo as if she was servicing me, I could see it from another perspective.
After 3 weeks with the dildo. I felt it was time to introduce something new.
Apologies people.
This thread is in a mess.
Fault is mine, i misunderstood some parts from the bro who kindly offered to share his story and i mixed up some parts of my own.
Total mess.
FAIL !
Messed up on some sequencing as well.
Will need a couple of days to sort it out.
Stay horny in the meantime. Will be back in a jiffy.
Will try to pick up the pieces.