Quote:
Originally Posted by
numb3ers
Please continue.
Enjoy the story so far.
Btw, Im one of the many ppl felt you are selfish.Ha…
Guess, I also dont like kept in the dark.
i accept your comment bro, how i wish many more pple do felt the same as you too….. I am sure sweetie would raise both hands =)
Am glad to see many samster here enjoyed the story so far, I guess i left with a few more episodes to end this story. And i wish i could complete it and move on with my life…..
Ok let’s continue
Things truely come with my flow, it’s just amazing how the universe listens to my call. It was near Christmas, i guess it was about 10days away. Janice watsapp me that she have plans to come back SG with her son for Christmas and that her son missed me and wanted to meet up. However, before flying back to SG , she will be going Perth and a company’s getaway. Well, all i could say is to welcome them back SG and awaiting to see them. My senses were very strong that things are going to come to an end. The day that i think might have a chance to end the whole ordeal is getting closer. I prayed, i prayed that i won’t have to keep Sweetie hanging there to suffer my nonsenses.
Never have i ever thought, just right at this period in time, something really bad happened. I got a shock of my life and i blew up! I gave Sweetie no chance to even explain and all she get from me was " I only believe what i see". I wouldn’t wanna say much what had happened, but it do caused my heart to tear. My Heart stretched so much that i am not myself suddenly. And Sweetie cried with deep sorrow, regrets (maybe?) and i felt so painful when she told me everything she do including taking her meals and having her shower, she cried and cried. Even while taking the train or walking down the street, she simply just cried her heart. I couldn’t accept her explainations back then but could only hold a believe in her. That’s when i told her i accept her explaination and asked her to stop crying. She did stop, but somewhat i just felt gals sometimes are really damn jialat….hahahaa sorry to all sisters who is reading now. After Sweetie stopped crying, she kept on asking why i accept her explainations? Why ? Why? hmmmm, so i just told her i couldn’t bear to see her cry. But she is not going to stop there, she started to stage her explainations and she goes on and on for awhile till i really got sick of it. I guess that’s one of the lovely part of her that i find her lovely….hahaha
I didn’t wanna see her during that period, mainly because i hasn’t get over this misunderstanding with her. Secondly, Janice is coming back and i wish to stay focus and grap an opportunity to stop everything. I starts to miss Sweetie on the 2nd day of our arguement when Janice wasn’t back in SG yet. I went to Jalan Kayu for prata one of the nights, which is the place where we first dated. I ordered my usual favourite, a cheese prata and a kosong prata with a hot teh tarik. While waiting for my order to arrive, i starts to visualise the past. Our first date, and my heart felt sour. Nevertheless, i just ignored that feelings……
Something happened after my prata arrived, i cut a piece and put it in my mouth. The moment i started chewing, my eye balls were watery and i dropped tears. I guess this is the moment of truth and my heart starts to open up and speaks. That is when i realised how important Sweetie meant to me. That my heart missed her presence. In fact she has already occupy a big part of my heart when i unconsciously noticed it. It wasn’t myself going off without finishing my prata, and i did………
Quote:
Originally Posted by
ben69
pls con’t, am rooted this thread alredy.
I guess there’s nothing like real life story…
thanks for sharing!
Am glad u appreciate bro
Quote:
Originally Posted by
Chanelfingers
Sometimes ppl aren’t appreciated when they are there but when they are lost… They are missed.
agree, I guess that’s life and also a nature of human beings
Quote:
Originally Posted by
n30n
Aiya mister, i understand how it felt to try to move on without a proper closure of a previous relationship. But it isn’t very nice to hide from Sweetie before you start with her.
I mean for a person to truly love you, she/he gotta accept you inside out.
So if she can accept your showhand, she’s going to be the ONE.
I’m glad you realise how important Sweetie meant to you after all the hurt she been through.
Hope you can move on properly.
Rooting for you to continue your story
Thanks for commenting bro, I take your words
Quote:
Originally Posted by
Bdrevel
Great story… Please continue…
camping….
Quote:
Originally Posted by
BossQ
You have my support bruddah.
True feelings from one makes one sincere and heart-warming.
That’s how i got my wife’s heart.
I wish you luck in your future endeavors.
Kudos!
Thanks bro, I hope and I do wish to touch sweetie
Quote:
Originally Posted by
sean69
hmm.. i always thot it is
S
crew
A
nd
F
uck off..
Haha…..sama sama bro
Quote:
Originally Posted by
5ag1_Boar
Son? So she is a divorcee or…?
I really hope this catharsis will help cleanse your soul so you may move on with your life. Your story is touching and my heart actually aches when I read each of your episodes.
Let it bro. Let it flow out and away. Then pick yourself up and walk away.
Thanks bro, you are truly encouraging, I had moved on with life and I am penning this story here for sweetie. I know she is watching and I just gotta finish it up
Quote:
Originally Posted by
jasdude
Opportunity knocks once and if you miss it, you just had to move on. Many only realizes it too late. Harping too much on the past makes you to lose focus of the good things right in front of you.
May it be closure or unintentional vengeance you were after with your EX, but it had certainly cause you to forgo a treasure. Done is done, have strength and move on. As I said before, time and distractions diminishes pain and memories.
I get you bro, cheers!
[QUOTE=reborn4ever;6763089]
Quote:
Originally Posted by
fb0407
My condolences to your lost bro.. By the way is she marry or a divorcee ( Janice watsapp me that she have plans to come back SG with her son for Christmas and that her son missed me and wanted to meet up. However, before flying back to SG )
Thank for sharing with us your story.. Camping here..
Yes Janice is a divorcee.
Quote:
Originally Posted by
SYTBigBoobLover
I believe it is human nature of some that may take things for granted when they are too used to; too close with; or too comfortable with, that person, subconsciously.
I agree bro
Was very tired these two days, will carry on with my story in this two days, stay tune samster"……..
Quote:
Originally Posted by
dreamlight
My condolences to your lost of your dad… It is nice to know that you had spent quality time with him on his last days…
Now for Janice and sweetie….
Thanks bro… I shall continue
For the next few days, I have been driVing arOund to many places sweetie and I had went to and spent time together. I went to the fishing spot where we often go, I went to yishun dam where we once had nice BBQ and wine, I went swimming alone and lastly to the place we once went jogging.
Many fond memories when I were visiting those places, feeling heartache always. On one hand awaiting patiently to give a slam on Janice , at the same time missing those moments spent with sweetie.
Sometimes I really can’t Figure out how life works, but believe that when the time comes things will just fall in place. Soon after, the time had come. Janice was back in Sg with her son.
It was a rainy day and they took a coach back to Sg. I picked them up and decided to catch dinner since it was almost dinner time. Was happy to see the kid since all these while he was very close to me and actually see me like his father. I love this kid a lot , we went through moments of joy and every time he got a lecture from Janice, I am always there to comfort him. I was very touched that day when I first see him after almost half a year of my missing out of action. He asked" uncle, why aren’t u visiting me in KL anymore?" I must say this kid is really brilliant, high EQ I must say. Basically he knew Janice and I had a big arguement over a third party, yet he is keeping so calm and as if nothing happened at all. I am glad this kid grew up and also told him I was pretty busy with work that I didn’t get to visit him. Was sad the moment I speak and tells a lie…….
Learnt to forgive and forget and accept whatever may come across your path. deal with it consciously and the right path alights.
And so we had a steamboat dinner which the little boy enjoys alot. It was at this particular moment that Janice was away for a toilet break that makes me asked how was his school holiday and what he have been doing so far during the break. The Kid happily and slowly told me every moments he spent and done during the break, It was also a time where things are revealed. I thought i had forgave Janice and had started accept her as a friend. On one hand, while i could feel that Janice is coming forward to a reconcile with me, makes me wanna just brush her off.
I was in a contradicting stage where hatred, hurt, sadness….were overwhelming me. The kid revealed that during his holiday, besides visiting perth with Janice. They went Melborne too, and thats where that third party guy lives. Dont know why i simply just overcome the thought of it, I always thought Janice and myself have ended and there shouldn’t be any feelings involved. End up i was wrong. I know it wasn’t my concern as many of you might have thought, well i guess love is really magical. IT can make a person go flying up the sky, at the same time could smashed a person’s heart it we wont wanna listen or know what it shouldn’t.
So after, Janice came back. My attitude starts to change. For the next few days of their stay, i wasn’t as concern as before for them. Until the last night of their stay and i had a drinking session with Janice. While on the other hand, Sweetie was constantly texting me lovely words and sentences saying she was missing me as stuffs like that. I was tempted to pick up my phone to call her or at least replied her texts. But i didnt. It pains me while thinking how hurt she will be and at the same time i hope things with Janice could just have a clear cut and we both could move on our life seperately.
I know Sweetie is constantly reading what’s my thoughts and i hope she could just stay tuned……
Bro TS, thanks for sharing your heart warming story here with us. When one shares with an open heart like what your doing, pouring out your feelings and emotions, it comes thru, like words of wisdom. There are lots of lessons that can be learnt from your life’s experiences, and for this I thank you for sharing, for life is a never ending lesson.
All the very best to you bro. May you find your eternal happiness, cheers ……….