20sec of implusion or remain silent


    Chapter #1

    Happy new year to all sbf bros & sissssss!!!!

    well i must say sbf really brings me alot of fun and joy over the years. Reading through all those interesting posts by you guys never makes me bored. Had made some nice friends in here too and it was awesome. Anyway, this will be a story which i would like to pen down and after it is finished, my nick will not appear again. For good or for worst, nobody knows. Someone up there is always watching us ………

    oh yes, before i start.

    Disclaimer:

    1. this is not so much of a sex story, but more of a love story(hope it won’t bored bros and sis here.

    2. true life story which happens on me in 2011

    3. all names quoted are not real (to protect indentity =)

    4. my english may not be superb, so hope you guys out there just bear with it

    5. everyone, pls feel free to comment

    6. lastly, is from the bottom of my heart=)

    ok let’s start the story

    Year 2011 is definitely a very challenging year for me. First and foremost, i lost my dad after he had been sufferring from a kidney failure for the last 3.5 yrs. Secondly, lost a best friend of my life(will narrate in my story how i lost her). Lastly, this woman whom i thought she wasn’t important.

    Somewhere in end of june 2011, I was on a business trip to europe. Was a planned trip and popping by london to meet my gf, who is also my best friend for the last 18 years. We were dating for about close to 2 years, the courtship was very taxing as she wasn’t staying in SG. Let’s call her " Janice".

    Before my trip to europe, Janice and i had made arrangements to pop by london and then to paris, i guess paris is a place all sisters here will be drooling to go right? hahaha….well i must say London is a boring place, but Paris is really a shopping heaven!

    Time has come for both Janice and myself to travel, as we both were rushing to clear our work before the trip. We never missed out a day without sending a lovely note to each other. All seems well and i thought, YES! i finally found that love, that woman of my life. Someone whom i can position myself fully on my work without the need to worry that she can’t understand my job. She is my soulmate, most trusted woman in my life besides my mum.

    A week before we travel, she was in aussie for business. She had a sudden cold shoulder on me which i totally cant figure out what went wrong. Was frustrated but nevertheless, didnt wanna think so much as i have a busy work life to handle and a sick dad at home.

    We met in London after a week later, somehow she is a little distanced away from me. I felt fishy, surprised and suspect. We were as loving as a pair of love birds but she suddenly changed……

    All bros and sisters…..what’s your take? any comments?

    let’s hear from someone and shall continue the story…..be it good or bad, I am determine to complete this story for that special someone

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    Chapter #2

    First n foremost bro, im sorry for your losses. I bet it wasnt easy to get ur life back together but i hope u did.

    Its always nice to have some love stories to read. Never mind the sex part. Though it would be good just to have a little bit at times to spice things up. Haha!

    Just make sure u do ur best to update regularly. Dun keep us waiting for too long!!! Haha!

    Camping here!

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    Chapter #3

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    Originally Posted by

    Bigbadken

    First n foremost bro, im sorry for your losses. I bet it wasnt easy to get ur life back together but i hope u did.

    Its always nice to have some love stories to read. Never mind the sex part. Though it would be good just to have a little bit at times to spice things up. Haha!

    Just make sure u do ur best to update regularly. Dun keep us waiting for too long!!! Haha!

    Camping here!

    thanks bro bigbenken

    Life is on track…..more highlights and a little sexual stuff will be added

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    Chapter #4

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    sagiboar

    Keep going, bro.

    sure bro…thanks….gosh! i just realised spelling mistakes! hahaha is not implusion, is impulsion!

    hahahaha

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    Chapter #5

    continue…………

    yes, janice do have a suddenly change in attitude towards me. That’s make me wonder why?!?!?!

    The first day in London was just so so….. did some shopping and had dinner. Chat a little and she wasn’t even want me to hold her hands like we always do. Well maybe the many hours of flight that we took that exhausted her? I really dont know. And so we proceed back to our hotel. I guess this part is something every bros will be more keen to read ya…hahaha…

    i move forward and hold her gently from behind while in the room, whispered a little sweet thinkle here and there….and right away we are in the mood for some lovely sex. One hand putting right across her hair and hold her gently, kissed her from behind while the other hand soothingly move around her nicely B cupped tits. Graduately, i had her naked. Teasing her while i carried her onto the bed, is just like 2 little babies anxiously waiting to jump into a pool for a swim! That feeling is awesome and is never been that great making out with the right person in your life. We had many positions while we make out. That includes my favourite doggie, spooning, missionary and also standing! Gosh! i can remember that excitement we both shared. But suddenly……………….

    she just freak out while she was moaning her way through. I gotta stop and let her off. I was puzzled, was stunned, confused and clueless. The many years that i know this lady suddenly turns to be sort of a devil??? Can anyone comment? any sisters ever feel that way? any bros here ever met such situation?

    Let’s wait for some readers to comment=)

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    Chapter #6

    I send my condolence to you for your losses. Hope you are doing fine now after all the unhappy events that happen. I believe the coming years will be even better for you.

    By the way, Janice is a Singaporean but not staying in Singapore due to work?

    What do you mean by “freaked out”?

    I guess… Maybe she suddenly thought of something, or someone else, which is kept hidden from you.

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    Chapter #7

    My condolences to your lost bro……it’s really sad about your dad but I am sure he is in a better place now.

    I am so glad that you have your life back together however I am sure there is a little part that will be missing……

    Anyway back to business, I got a bad feeling about Janice….. Think she is seeing someone else and she felt guilty when you were poking her.

    That explains the ‘freaking out’ part and also the cold shoulder.

    Then again I hope I am wrong and the reason is not as sinister as what I said.

    Please continue your story as I believe it will be a good read.

    Cheers !

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    Chapter #8

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    alan0338

    only comment is FANTASTIC writing !!!! pls do continue

    thanks bro, will try my best to complete this story=)

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    callmebad

    just can’t understand what do u mean by freak out during moaning?

    She just suddenly stop and pushes me away….i was totally shock

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    Originally Posted by

    sagiboar

    Continue please.

    thanks bro

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    Originally Posted by

    HunterJ

    I send my condolence to you for your losses. Hope you are doing fine now after all the unhappy events that happen. I believe the coming years will be even better for you.

    By the way, Janice is a Singaporean but not staying in Singapore due to work?

    What do you mean by “freaked out”?

    I guess… Maybe she suddenly thought of something, or someone else, which is kept hidden from you.

    thanks bro and you are almost right i believe

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    Originally Posted by

    needtofuck

    My condolences to your lost bro……it’s really sad about your dad but I am sure he is in a better place now.

    I am so glad that you have your life back together however I am sure there is a little part that will be missing……

    Anyway back to business, I got a bad feeling about Janice….. Think she is seeing someone else and she felt guilty when you were poking her.

    That explains the ‘freaking out’ part and also the cold shoulder.

    Then again I hope I am wrong and the reason is not as sinister as what I said.

    Please continue your story as I believe it will be a good read.

    Cheers !

    you are right bro….stay tune

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    Chapter #9

    i believe some bros here had guessed what is happening to Janice that she freak out during sex….this is the first time in my life. I never ever imagine i would face such situation.

    That’s the last time we had sex and was the beginning of a real nightmare of my life………

    next day, everything were normal and we had breakfast together before we head out. She starts to feel uneasy with me. I think is my turn who became freak out now. Totally can’t figure out what is happening. We went to Camden town, where the stables for horses were there in the past. And now it have converted into street shops and selling many unique stuff there. While we were shopping and taking pictures, a call came in and she walk away to answer the call. Initially i thought is was a business call, but it suddenly struck my mind is wasn’t. Reason is she is smiling her way while chatting and she never need to stay away whenever there is a business call. This action totally reminds me of my ex gf whom once cheated on me.

    I told myself just not to think about it that much. Give the benefit of doubt that via this many years of friendship, she will never betray me. We carried on with our travelling plans. After a tiring day of shopping, we went back to the hotel and out of the blue she initate to go jogging her own without inviting me along. I nodded and ask her to be careful and i shall wait for her to be back for dinner.

    Before she was out, her phone was peeping a few times and she answered. Immediately after she replied those smses, she went out but the smses kept coming in after she was out. She didnt notice and phone wasn’t locked. I took up the phone and screen through her phone. I admit i am wrong this part to see her phone, in the end i guess i wasn’t in a wrong knowing the truth.

    Her smses and watsapp showed msgs all the way back to nov2010 with full coverage of conversation between a guy and Janice. I was deverstated after seeing her phone. She was involved with the guy for awhile and i am sure they bedded. I put down the phone on the desk and went silent. I didn’t know what i should do and even thought of rescheduling my flight back home. This trip was a big sacrifice for me, as i have a sick dad back home. I am totally lost. The next 8 days with her seems like 8 years of life. Cannot imagine a 18yrs of friendship just got trashed by one move, a moment of happiness she had with that guy.

    During the 8 days of the trip, we had a couple of arguements and i see her true colours. She kept putting the blame on me to an extend that she ask me this question:

    Janice: Have you ever thought about your status before you plan to woo a successful woman? Have you thought that if we are suitable to start at the first place?

    those statements out from her mouth simply let me see her true colours and is terribly hurting. I am someone who is hardworking and i make my money with proper and ethical way of doing business. I had a pretty comfort life even though i dont make really much and i never rob or steal nor do harmful things to earn that money. Her words simply makes me feel how ugly she is the other side of her life. I felt so tensed, totally not myself and i suddenly felt unfilial not staying home to accompany my sick dad. I really felt useless just because i wish to spend some quality with a woman i love.

    Soon the trip ended, i simply just sealed my mouth without voiceing out about what i found. I flew back home with an extremely heavy heart. cant wait the plane could arrive back in sg within an hour.

    After i am back in sg, i called her mum the next day and her mum was shock that i came to know about this guy. I was told that her mum only knew about it lately and she is the one who planned an arguement with her mum during a trip to italy in 2010 just to meet this guy. Every bits and pieces of Janice whom i have always treated her so well, had suddenly became so ugly, so horrible and a devil in a making.

    I had been through betrayal in one of my relationships and i seriously do not wish to persue further with Janice. I told her mum to just keep quiet and i shall silently walked away……

    days later………

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    Chapter #10

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    wilbertpig

    Bro , i really sympathise with you meeting Janice. I’m also sort of in the same boat as you getting run down by my ex girlfriend comparing me with the other guys courting her like what do I have , not rich , do not drive a nice car etc, but we do all make decent living. I feel you. Stay strong!

    Will be tuned in to your every update!

    Just felt that she suddenly became someone whom is a total stranger to me….hope you do stay strong too…

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