Special Thanks to those bros who had read Part 1 and Part 2.
With that, here comes Part 3
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Krystle and myself had been together for about 4 years plus, since sec school. Then the inevitable happened. The thing that that most teenagers are afraid of. NS!!!!!
I was called up for NS, too soon. After my “A” levels. I did not have much choice, as it is the time for all combat fit guys to serve the army. Not that I liked very much at all, but something that was expected. I remembered the day that I received the dreaded letter.
I had just finished my deed with Krystle in my room, when my mum knocked on my door. She passed me an “important letter”. After she went off, I opened the letter together with Krystle, and read the call up to CMPB. I was fed-up, but had no choice. I had heard of too many stories in the army and also how BGRs were broken up during that stay, and I am not at all enthusatic about going in-camp
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The day came none too soon. I went to CMPB with my parents and Krystle, and they send me off for the enlistment, with everyone teary and all. Even though I used to be an Ah Beng, but after 4 years plus, Krystle had managed to change my character to become very reliant on her. I had became weak as I was cut off from all my friends and all I had was her.
The first 2 weeks were hell. There was no HP then and all I could was to queue up to use the stupid public phone to call. I normally had to queue for 30 mins and have a quick call for 5 mins with her. I had no other contacts with the outside world except for her, and it was a miserable 5 mins. This was shitty life.
So, during first book out, I spent the whole weekend with her and we had so many bonking sessions, until my 2 legs were limp. And the weekend passed too quickly, I had to book in to take the stupid RPL to camp again.
It was torture for the BMT period as I only had chance to meet Krystle during the weekends. I had no idea what she did during the weekdays, but I know that she was going out with my group of guy friends from sec sch.
Very soon, I completed my BMT and was posted out. Everything between me and Krystle remains Status Quo for many months.
Until one day……
Until one day, I happened to meet some from while going from NS book out. He was another sec sch friend. We had a casual chat the topic somehow or others, touch on my GF as he knew her too.
He briefly mentioned that he had seen her with her ex bf one of the weekdays while I was in camp.
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Side track: - After BMT, I was 8 to 5. She had since went to NTU. At the point in time, I was feeling insecure as I was still in NS while she will be meeting guys who have completed NS and there were tons of them there. As mentioned, I was weak in the mind then
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I started feeling insecure and suspicious of her….
thanks bro eeemen and zhot. Will continue my story, hoping more pple will enjoy the history
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I started feeling insecure and suspicious of her.
Even though I was 8 - 5 in-camp, but I could not book out during that time, unless it was my off days. And during the 9 hours in camp, many things can happen as there were no HP during those days. Besides, she was free to “Pon-ten” without telling me or going out with her ex after her lessons and then meet me when I book out.
It became torturous for me. As I was still a horny fucker then, during every evening after book out, we still had 1 or 2 quickie sessions. And when I was painting her, for every session, it dawn on me to have a look at her love hole to see if there was any signs of infidelity. Soon, I decided that this is not the way to go and it was bad for my mental state of mind, especially in the Force, I had to plan some how to get some information from her.
I did some planning, hoping to milk some information from her.
I decided to bring her some where special so that with the right ambience, she will let her guard down. However, as still in NS, there is no way I can save any money to do what I wanted. So I was still planning while the story came up unexpectedly.
It happened one day while we were at ECP strolling.
Krystle: I have something to tell u
Me: What is it?
Krystle: let’s find a place to sit down and we talk
Me: ok
So we looked for a deserted breakwater around the Tennis Centre and went to sit on it. With apprehension, I asked her
Me: What is it? u sound so serious.
Krystle: I dunno how to put it. Give me few mins to collect my thoughts.
Me: …..
(I roughly guess it was something not so good coming out. However, I was unprepared)
After 5 mins, Krystle turned and look me in the eyes….
Krystle: Actually, I did not want to say, But I I did not want to keep you in the dark. I have been seeing “XA” (her ex) for about a month. We have been going out in the afternoon and sometimes at night after I told you I went to bed.
(it did not dawn on me what they did in the middle of the night)
Me: ……
(getting angry)
Krystle: I am very confused now.
Me: What u mean that you are confused!? Didnt u broke off with him ages ago and u always claimed that I am the only one for you?
Krystle: yah, but u know that I loved him so much previously. I know it is unfair to you, but….
(I cut her off)
Me: Dont u know that u have hurt me deeply? So now what? U wanna 2 time or what?
Krystle: No.. but I dunno what I want also.
Me: I donno what the fuck is wrong with u…. TELL ME, What have u DONE with him!??
Krystle: Nothing…. We went out about 5 times….only holding hands, sitting in his car. Nothing else
Me: I don’t believe. If you cannot make up your mind, FINE! Let’s break up!
With that, I stormed off, badly hurt. She had betrayed my trust in her. Not once during the 5 years we were together that I had done any unfaithful stuffs to her.
After getting on to the walk way, I started running. I wanted to run away from all this shit. All the way I ran, towards the ariport direction, until after the sailing centre. There was not a soul in sight. I walked to the beach, sat down, hugged my feet and started crying my heart out. I was heartbroken.
I was wondering what I had done wrong for her to stray away. But I could not sort it out on my own. I went home at 4am.
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(Note: bros, pls do not flame me. I was still young, my first long term relationship, I had lost contact with my friends and I had no one to turn to)
After the breakup, it was super bad for me. I lost interest in life, and even contemplated suicide.
Mentally, I was weak. I wanted to patch back with her, but she had betrayed me, and even then, I could not accept the fact that once trust was betrayed, it was impossible to get back together. Thinking back now, it was mostly the sense of betrayal, and not so much of losing her that hurt so badly.
For 1 month, I was aimless, and after camp, I was crying to myself, thinking of the good times we had together. I had no appetitide and lost weight. I turned to drop by pubs at night after NS to drink. I remember, that it was boat Quay which was most happening then. I would drink till 4am, getting myself high, but not drunk, going home take a bath, and proceed back to camp again. I was like sleeping 2 hours a day, making myself tired like a zombie to prevent my mind thinking.
For the whole month, we did not contacted each other.
One of those night, when I was at Boat Quay drinking alone, it was like 11pm, someone tapped my shoulder.
I turned around and……………..
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I turned around, feeling irritated, as I did not want to be disturbed, getting ready to punch the fellow who disturbed me. I saw my ex Pri Sch friend, Tiong. Tiong was a good buddy then; we kept contact up to Sec sch, before I got together with Krystle and lost contact with them.
TIong: Bro, long time no see. U seemed not to be too good. What happened?
Me: Dun disturb me lah. Tell u next time k?
TIong: Wah, after u disappeared for few years, I see u, u look in bad shape. And since u are alone, I think u should join me and not wait for next time.
With that, and my hell lot of protesting, with his hand on my shoulders, He ushered me from the bar counter to a corner where he is sitting with his friends. There were about 10 of them. With another 3 of the guys whom were my bros previously, another 3 whom I never met, and another 3 gals.
After short exchanges with all of the guys, I found myself a seat by the wall, while they started to play some finger games. I was not a little interested. Soon, I retreated into my own world and started to stare at my glass, drinking the mix. After the whole episode, I found out from Tiong that his purpose is not to leave me alone, in case I got drunk.
After about 10mins, I realised that someone sitting directly across the table is saying something to me. I look up and saw one of the gals is looking intently at me and saying something. I mustered a weak smile at her and said “Hi” and wanted to continue drinking my mixture, but before the glass can reach my mouth, her hands came to the glass, snatch the glass and drank the whole thing.
I looked at her, saw her frowning, and before I can protest, she shouted across the table, trying to get her voice above the noisy music. The DJ were playing “Love in the first degree” in the background.
Gal: Did u hear what I asked u earlier?
Me: ……
Gal: Whats the problem with u? Cant u reply
Me:…….
Her Monologue continued for another few sentence before she got pissed and left me alone. She started to play some games with the rest of the group, leaving me alone.
However after 15 mins, I realised that someone’s back was leaning on my back………..
However after 15 mins, I realised that someone’s back was leaning on my back. I could feel the person’s butt pressing into my waist and her hair was tickling the small of my neck.
Initially I ignored and continued to drink. I was not the least interested in talking to her, much less finding out who it was. Soon, she turned to speak to the person in front of me and leaned againsts me, with both hands holding my shoulder. This time, I could feel her bosoms on my back. I turned and looked up at her. She is the Gal that I was earlier speaking to.
After speaking to the person in front, she looked down at me and sat besides me.
Gal: Earlier, I am not sure if you managed to hear what I say. Anyway, my name is Belle. What’s your name? Why are you so moody? What happened? Why are you here alone? etc
She hit me with a tirade of questions and I was both bemused, swarmed and irritated. However, as she was a friend’s of Tiong, and she is not going to give up unless I speak to her. Against my better self, I decided to speak to her. We were trying hard to hear each other, raising our voices over the music but to no avail. She got fustrated and suddenly grabbed my hand started pulling me. She pointed to the entrance and wanted me to follow her.
As I was still rather prefer to be left alone, I hesitated. She sensed that and gave a huge pull. I almost fell off the high chair. Scrowling, I allowed her to pull me outside, wanting to find out what she wants…….
some description of Belle:
She is about 170, 21years, 1 year older than me, pretty face, with big eyes and a pouty lip. She had straight long hair till the back of her bra area, with golden streaks in her hair. Figure, 34B, 24, 33 (of coz I cant tell, but found that out later). Tanned, slim, with never ending legs. BAsically a man’s wet dream. But she is an Ah Lian.
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Scrowling, I allowed her to pull me outside, wanting to find out what she wants…….
I wasnt too interested, but she was persistant. Holding my hands, she half dragged, half pulled, me to the steps outside UOB plaza. She sat down, facing SIngapore river, by the steps and gestured me to sit besides her.
I thought: “Hmm… I could just jumped into the river and forget about my sorrows.”
Before, I could continue thinking of some rubbish, she said:
Belle: “Oui… stop standing there. Come sit beside me”
I hesitated, before deciding to sit next to her. I looked down at the steps and for the first time, noticed what she was wearing. A black tube top, showing her ample cleavage (Push up bra, I supposed), and a black leather mini skirt, which show off lots of her legs.
Before, I continued looking, she grabbed hold of my hands again and gave a hard pull. I sat down with a hard bump on my ass. I looked at her angrily and
stared at her. She gave me a sweetest smile and started asking me a whole list of questions on what happened.
Not sure why, but perhaps this is the first time with a girl after so long with Krystle, I poured my sorrows to her. She was very patient, listening, nodding her head. Some how, I started to tear, and gently, she put my head on her shoulder, offering me some comfort. I sobbed like a baby, shamelessly and hug her for comfort.
After about 30mins since I sat down, I calmed down after her words of comfort. I realised that I was still hugging her, head on her shoulder. I could smell her perfume and clearing my eyes, I noticed I was about 2 inches from the top of her tube. I continued laying my head there, with her stroking my head, and made me promised her not to cry and be unhappy over woman again. And this promise, I held it till today
After this whole fiasca, we went back to the pub, joined the others and continued drinking. But even though, I was still unhappy, I have decided to put the whole sega with Krystle behind me once and for all. The alcohol did not taste so sorrowful this time.
Before our group parted, Belle asked for my pager number and I gave it to her innocently.
Next few days were still unhappy for me, but not so bad as after talking to Belle, my feelings somehow sorted themselves out.
The weekend after we first met up in the pub, I received a page from an unfamiliar number in the morning. Not knowing who it could be, I picked up the phone and called back the number. A woman pick up the phone.
Me: HEllo, someone paged?
Belle: It’s me lah… Belle
Me: Oh… Hi
Belle: How are u feeling? still unhappy?
Me: Much better liao… thanks for asking
Belle: Good to hear. Wanna come out for lunch?
Me: Ok….
Belle: I pick u up at 12. Where u stay?
So I gave her my address and arranged to meet up. I decide to wear casually and I believed it is just a lunch session…..