Continuing….
June:
“Maybe I am too fickle now that’s why I am very emotionally attached to you now. I think we will let time and situation to answer our problem……”
Me:
“Rest assure that I won’t ditch you especially at this point of time. Remeber what I’ve said to you? I will always try to be with you when you need it most….”
June:
“….I know….. and I trust you to keep everything to yourself.”
Me:
“Hmmm…. of cse to myself. This thing is between you, me and your husband maybe. hahaha..”
June:
“I hope thing won’t change after we have reveal our feelings to each other.”
Me:
“Of cse not! Do you know that I have been bottling this feeling with me and it’s like going to explode anytime. It’s driving me crazy! There are so many things I wanna do just to reveal it to you but I just don’t know what and how to start. Maybe it may not be appropriate too. But now at least I am feeling way much better for I know you have feelings for me.”
June:
“……in fact I have been wanting to say it to also. But I am afraid you might leave me, thinking that I am a loose woman.”
Me:
“I never think of you as a loose woman. All this while you have protrayed to me as a woman of class. Very elegant and of cse attractive.”
June:
“Am I? I never think so about myself. I always think I am a lousy woman, very emotional and love to cry alot.”
Me:
“Well…indeed you cry alot but rest assure I won’t let you cry beside tears of joy. From the very first time I saw you, you have captured my eyes since.”
June:
“So you are attracted to me because of my beauty lah?”
Me:
“Hmmmm….I won’t deny about it. You are indeed pretty and I am deeply attracted. But that is secondary. I came to realise that you are a very kind, gracious lady. You know what’s right and wrong. And also most importantly I love woman with brains and you are those who possess this quality. You show a very strong and confident side yet inside you are a little bird, constantly needs to be attended and love. I just love somebody like you……”
June:
“I thought of myself like that too. Alot of my friends said that I look confident but I am rather weak emotionally. Alot of them were negative about him and our marriage. They said that we are just a totally different world and he just doesn’t suit me……. "
Me:
“Pardon me….I am not trying to break you and him up but I did feel that way too when I saw him at the workshop that day. He was very rude and fierce towards you. I think he just didn’t care about your feeling and show absolutely no due respect to you in front of strangers. I was think like “what the hell is this man shouting at his own wife like a mad dog infront of everyone!”……I felt sorry for you and that’s why I interrupted him as to stop him from scolding at you furthermore.”
June:
“Yah….i remembered that! I was feeling damn lousy and I almost going to burst to tears!”
Me:
“You should broke down at at that maybe the uncle won’t want you to pay for the repair too.”
June:
“Yah…..yah…..if only.”
Me:
“Oh yah…you haven’t pay for my car’s repair.”
June:
“Yah…..I know and I just don’t want to pay. I want you to buck at me so that I can have reasons to see you mah.”
Me:
“ohh…so that’s your ploy lah.”
June:
“Hehehehe…..no lah. Joking only…..How much shall I pay you?”
Me:
“Hmmm….it’s to much for you to pay me. It’s priceless.”
June:
“Oh…then I save a sum of money liao. thanks huh!”
Me:
“You are welcome.”
We left the restaurant about 1am. I finally got to hold her hands when we walked towards the carpark. All this while we were like a courtshipping couple. I have never felt so good on that occassion since I knew her.
When I reached her place…..
June:
“You have a good rest yah. Sorry to let you stay with me till now since you landed. You must be dead tired.”
Me:
“Hmmm…I am wearing out but it’s worth it for I know the answer about us.”
June:
“Hmmmmwhat answer? I never give you any answer hor.”
Me:
“Ok…at least I know where I am heading too, don’t you.”
June:
“Hopefully…but I don’t want to pin too much hope as I am afraid things might not be the way what we have wanted.”
Me:
“I know. That’s why I don’t wnat and never wnat to rush things. I also don’t want to pressure you. Perhaps we shall stay as friends and let thesituation andtime to answer for us.No doubt it’s a torture and long wait.”
June:
“Thanks for being so considerate. I think I better go now.”
Me:
“Ok…..June…..may i kiss you?”
June did not give me an answer. She just moved her head towards me and slowly closed her eyes…….
I planted a peck on her forehead and then another one on her lips……. then she returned another spilt second kiss on my lips.
June:
“Thank you. Good night.”
Me:
“Horrrrr……good night dear.”
To be continued………………
Continuing….
Finally home with a zombie-like body but happy soul. “Bing Bing… " My hp SMS sounded off. It was from June.
June SMS: “Hi back home safe and sound? I just wanna say I really enjoy the evening wif you. Let’s not think too much about what we have said tonite. Let nature take it’s course. If fate is with us maybe…..”
Me SMS:
“Glad that you have enjoyed wif me. Urrr….what do u mean by maybe huh?”
June SMS:
“Maybe can be alot of things. Aiyah…you are trying to con, trap me isit? I won’t fall into your trap. And I will not reveal too much. Hahaha. Nitz and mucks!”
Me:
“Ok….have a sweet dreams and remember to think of me.”
We communicated mainly via SMSes for the next few days. Occasionally on the handphone. But I have tried to avoid bringing out the uncertainity of our relationship. I just maintain it as friends between us. I guess she did the same. Whenever some chats got into us, our relationship, she will divert or even avoid it.
Sometimes I did feel a bit demoralised when she avoided further talking about us. It just gave me the impression she is no more interested in me or her heart and mood has die-down towards the relationship about us. I just comfort myself by giving execuses that she is a married woman and she just can’t jump into another man just like that…etc…..
I was in a dilemma. Shall i continuing this “Gray” relationship with June or shall I pursue my original fight for this office lady in my company. To share with bro here. Well before I got into June, I was trying to woo this OL by the name of May in my office. However I kinda of “lose” interest with her after I know June.
In comparision, May is younger than June. June is 2 years older than me in fact. In terms of physical look, June is much taller than May. June is about 1.7m. June has a slim, tanned athletic figure whereas May is about 1.60m with proportionate body. May has a head of long, straight black hair but May’s a long, lightly highlighted wavy and slight curly hair. For me May will definitely attracted me most. As I have known May slightly longer than June because of same workplace. I have quite a good impression of May as a Girl-next-door type which all mother-in-laws would give a thumb-ups. Hard working, knows how to cook, organised, well behave and knows how to cook.
I am stuck with 2 options. May and June!
Any bros to sure your view if you are in my situation. Who to choose.
To be continued…..
At that moment I too have the other of keeping June as my Fuckbuddy whereas I continuing wooing May. However conscience seems to be playing with me. June was somehow in this situation and I just do not have the “Heart” to fool around with her.
It’s really a tough decision for me. At this stage I wouldn’t know what I have miss till I choose one of them.
The best case senario is to hook June. take her money then go with May.
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Bro…we guys may be players but don’t be bastards lah. Money better work for it than take from woman.
I am joking about it bro. No doubt June is rather well-to-do and financial independent. However I fall for her not because of her money. I like her because of her charm etc….
Thank you bros for the time and interest in this thread of mine.
And also great appreciation for your suggestion and view about my relationship with June and May.
For now these 2 women are too much for my brain juice! I can’t accommodate another “April”! :P
Standby for the next instalment……
Continuing….
It’s the year end again. Time to clear my annual leave and have planned to spend a few days in Msia. Intent to drive up to Genting Highland and enroute to Ipoh for my favorite Ipoh Hor Fun!
In one of the SMSes, I suggested to June about the trip…
Me SMS:
“Hi, any plan for Dec? I am planning to have a short trip in msia. I am looking for a companion….
"
June SMS:
“I am ok with it. Thought of bring my princess alone. Wanna chill out too. Shall we meet up and talk about it?”
Me SMS:
“Sure… time and place?”
June SMS:
“Wah…you sound so eager huh? Can wait to see me right?”
Me SMS:
“Yah lor…so long never see you liao. Wonder if you have put on weigh. Ok…..What about Suntec city? Bring your princess along too if you want.”
June SMS:
“Sounds good. Wanna shop at Carrefour later on.” Meet you there at 7pm? By the way I have been spending my time in the gym and cooking lesson.”
Me SMS:
“Wah…so when are you going to cook for me? Hmmm…Should be ok. See you at Kenny Roger at the Fortune Fountain.”
Time passed like a bullet train that day. Probably from the never-ending work.
Packed up and drove down to Suntec City. Walked towards Kenny Roger restaurant and June and daughter are already there waiting.
Me:
“Hi…sorry I am late. Hi Princess!”
June:
“She is Isabelle. Isabelle, say hi to uncle.”
In that instant, my mind was think if Isabelle can call me Father, Papa or daddy that will be good. In fact I don’t mind if the mum agrees…..hehehe
Isabelle:
“Uncle….hi!”
Me:
“Hi Isabelle! Nice to know you.”
I squatted down, stroked Isabelle’s head. Gave a warm smile to her.
Me:
“She is pretty. Big round eyes and nice eye lashes. Sure as pretty as the mummy.”
June:
“Of cse….hahaha..”
Me:
“So Isabelle, tell uncle what do you feel like eating?”
Isabelle:
" Macdonald!"
June:
“Isabelle, no no.. Mummy said no more macdonald for you right. You just have that this morning. That’s not heathly for you. Shall mummy buy spaghetti or fish for you?”
Isabelle:
“ok….any balloon?”
June:
“Huh…..mummy will get one from them.”
June added…
June:
“This fellow just love Macdonald. All thanks to the father. Keep bringing her to eat all those unhealthy food. Now i got a hard time changing her appetite.”
Me:
“Well, she is just a kid. Probably because of the toys and freebies. Just talk to her, have some paitence to change her eating habit.”
Me:
“Isabelle, uncle will get a balloon for you later. What colour do you want?”
Isabele:
“Pink colour”
Me:
“Ok…so isabelle loves pink colour? What other colour do you like?”
Isabelle:
“Pu..purple.”
Me:
“Ok…uncle will get 2 balloons for you ok.”
We decided to settle at Swensens. Before that, I went to Macdonald to ask for 2 balloons for Isabelle. Isabelle was above cloud nine when I handed her the 2 balloons.
Isabelle:
“Thank you uncle.”
Me:
“You are welcome.”
June:
“You are pampering her. Next time you will have a hard time dealing with her.”
Me:
“Next time?”
June:
“Urrrr……so what are we having dinner?”
Does June have the thought of otherwise in future for her and daughter? Well I gues it may be just a slip of tongue to say that sentence.
In the restaurant, we ordered a kid’s meal for Isabelle and a ice cream for her. Whereas I shared a Coit tower with June. We were just like a happy family dining together. I love the moment with June and Isabelle. So much urge to tell June I wanna father Isabelle!
Me:
“Isabelle, do you like the ice cream?”
Isabelle: Humpt! nice….
June:
“Take you time. Wipe your mouth with the serviette.”
Me:
“So where else later after this meal?”
June:
“Let’s walk around and carrefour.” Wanna get some stuff. Oh yah…you were mentioning about the trip. So what do you have in mind?"
Me:
“Oh yah…I was intending to drive up to Msia. You wanna join me? Just for a few days. Are you convenient to join me? Bring Isabelle along if you want.”
June:
“I am ok with it. Wanna bring her jalan jalan. Hasn’t been out touring around since I have her.”
Me:
“Hmmmm….sounds good. But how are you going to tell him?”
June: "
I will settle it myself. Just say that I am bring her to join my friends."
Me:
“Aren’t you afraid that he might find out.”
June:
“Aiyah…he won’t bother to care. I think he will be more than happy that i am not around in s’pore so that he can officially fool around!”
Me:
“Is that a good solution to you problem?”
June:
“Sigh……..if he can do it I can too. But don’t be mistaken ok. I am not using you as a alternative to my problem. I just think I have the liberty and freedom to go out whoever I want to. I am not trying to seek revenge or something like that. I have think it through. I have my life. I can’t stick with a man and a husband who just don’t care about me and the family. A man who doesn’t fullfilled the role as a husband and a father. A man who doesn’t show responsibilities to his rightful role. I am tired in fact. I have plans for myself already.”
Me:
“what do you have in mind?”
June:
“Actually, next year Isabelle will be enroled to K1. I am looking for a full-time job too. In fact I am going for a few interviews this few days. I can’t just laze around at home doing nothing. I want to be independent. I want to get back to the working work.”
Me:
“hey June, I am supportive of your decision to work again. I am sure you have plans for Isabelle too. So what’s the job interview you are going for?”
June:
“I have 2 personal assistance positions, plus some finance related job.” It’s not about the pay but rather want to see the world. Kill some time."
Me:
“Good for you. Guess I won’t be seeing you so often once you start work.”
June:
“Well…..hehehe…you can come pick me up for work and fetch me when I finish.”
Me:
“Hahaha…if you don’t mind.”
June:
“I am joking lah.”
Me:
“So now you have plan for yourself. What about……..urrr……….you and him?”
June: "
Oh yah….actually I wanna share with you this thing."
…..to be continued.
Wah brother, I am your die hard fan. Don’t let brother here Wait too long for the next installment. Cheers
wow.. she sounds serious leh… must quickly fasten seat belt & get ready 4 the
big
one…
Bro Urger… add oil add oil…
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Me:
“So now you have plan for yourself. What about……..urrr……….you and him?”
June: "
Oh yah….actually I wanna share with you this thing."
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Originally Posted by
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I have quite a good impression of May as a Girl-next-door type which all mother-in-laws would give a thumb-ups. Hard working,
knows how to cook
, organised, well behave
and knows how to cook
.
Sounds like a DAMN good cook.
aiyoh TS bro.
really love your story too much. just finished reading from page 1 till now. but when are u gonna share those steamy parts? believe many of our bros here gonna nose bleed till no more blood left lolx. jia you bah