Continuing….
For the couple of days, we exchange quite alot of SMSes. Normal and cheeky ones. Didn’t expect that she can “talk cock” with me rather well. I kept telling myself not to reveal too much “R-rated” content in the SMSes just in case she might feel awkward or disgusted.
Then on friday evening about 11plus I received a SMS from her.
June SMS:
“Where are you now…?”
Me SMS:
“At home. How may I help you?”
June SMS:
“Can you come to my place now? We talk later.”
Me:
“Ok….half an hour see you same place.”
I was wondering what’s the surprise she has for me. I drove to her place with a happy heart, thinking I could see her again. Reached her place, SMS her that I have arrived, then she came walking to my car and I was horrified to see…..
She was crying again. This time round was worse than the last time. Without asking anything, I just drove off from her apartment and to nowhere. After a good 5 minutes of targetless location I broke the silence….
Me:
“Anything wrong?”
She didn’t answer. She just continued weeping. I noticed one hand she was holding on to tissue papers and the other hand was clinching her fist tight. She was looking out of the window.
Another 5 minutes past. Finally I stopped my car at ECP Carpark F2. Kept the engine running. I turn off the radio and all I can hear is her sorrow weeping sound.
It was a quite a long while that I finally touched her hand and consoled her. She held my hand tight in return. I grabbed a bottle of water, opened up the cap and handed over to her. She told a few sip….
June:
“…sop…sop…he slapped me…sop…..sop”
Me:
“Ooohhh…No!.he shouldn’t have done this to you.”
June broke again. Then she slowly leaned on my shoulder.
We just sat in the car for a good 1 hour. During that time, she was on my shoulder, continued weeping…..
To be Continued…..
Continuing…..
June:
“how…sop….?”
Me:
“Don’t say anything now dear. I am here with you. Things can be settled eventually.”
June:
“This is the first time he has landed his hands on me!”
Me:
“Maybe he is stressed up at work. Maybe he didn’t mean it….Hmmm..probably in the fit of anger.”
June:
“Sop sop….I …. I didn’t… expect it. I was…..totally shocked….. Did you know that our daughter saw it….” She cried too."
Me:
“Where is your daughter now?”
June:
“She….she…with the maid.”
Me:
“Ok….don’t let this incident affect her. So what are you going to do now?”
June:
“I …I don’t know……” I am not going home for now…."
Me:
“Urrrrr……”
June:
“I am scare to go home now.”
Me:
“Where is he now?”
June:
“Sop…..he left the house after the fight…..sop…”
Me:
“I think for the sake of your daughter, you should stay with her…. If any case, just call up the police if he hits you again…maybe.”
June:
“Sop..I ..am scared.” I am afraid he will do more nasty things to me….now ….now that he has hit me. sop.."
Me:
" Don’t worry……I guess he might apologise to you. I think he must be very regret by now. Don’t worry."
Me:
“Dear….just relax…I am sure you know what to do.”
June:
“………maybe….”
…..to be continued.
Continuing…..
At that time, we proceeded to a nearby bench facing the sea. Sea breeze was rather cooling. June leaned on my shoulder whereas I hold her hand. At times our fingers interlock each others. I wonder if she was aware of this gesture. I have a great feeling about revealing my likings to her, however I managed to suppress the wild thoughts.
I heard and read about girls are most fickle when they are down emotional. They will tend to make decision irrationally. I have decided not to make any rash move to her as I am afraid things might not end up what I have desired. I don’t want to rub salt into her woes for now. Who knows I might not stand a chance. She might think that I am trying to break her marriage up or even trying to take advantage of her.
My mind was running alot of thoughts at that time while I still holding her hands. “What if she suddenly says she wants to be with me?” What happened if she makes the first move?" “What if….?” “Aiya…..just stay FIRM!”
She smells as good as the last time though obviously she didn’t wear any perfumes. Her long lightly hightlighted curly, wavy hair let out the womanly scents that was too much for me not to have a “hard on”. She is just so BEAUTIFUL even when she weeped…….How can I not missed her…if only she is mine…..sigh……..
2.30 am time read. I think she fell asleep as I couldn’t hear anymore weeping sound from her. Her body was motionless. I tried to move abit of my shoulder and there was no trace of her waking up. Then I ( I have to confess now) I stole a light peck on her head then another one on the forehead. (I admit again) I stole a few pecks on her forehead. I love her smell.
The feeling of kissing her lips was so strong at that time……luckily I managed to resist. I wonder if she knew that I kiss her?
……To be continued.
Continuing…..
At about 3plus near to 4am. June woke up.
June:
“Sorry…..didn’t realise I have fallen alseep.”
Me:
“That’s ok. You must be really tried and exhausted. Shall I send you home?”
June:
“Ok….. but I am afraid still…..I am scare that he will hit me again.”
Me:
“REst assure, I don’t think he will hit you again. If he does so again, just get away or call someone to help. A man shouldn’t hit a woman.”
June:
“…ok…”
Me:
“Alright…”
We got up and suddenly June lost her balance and I was quick to hold her and regained back her balance.
June:
“Thanks…..my legs were numbed…Must be the prolong posture while I was sleeping.”
Me:
“Let me hold you while we slowly stroll to the car ok.”
June:
“Sure”
So I hold 1 of her hand and the other hand embraced around her and walked towards my car. Our body was closed to one another. There wasn’t any sign of her rejection. In fact she leaned her head to my shoulder at times when we were walking. (I asked myself is that was a sign of initiative from her?) I embraced her even closer then.
Inside the car….
Me:
“May I ask why he hit you?”
June:
“…….we had a heated arguements about his frequent late night activities, seldom spent time with family etc….”
June:
“Then I mentioned about my friend seeing him with another woman……sop…sop..”
June tearing again. I rest my hand on her hand and consoled her.
June:
“He argued that nothing of that sort. etc….he just denied. I wanted him to explain by he just couldn’t provide me a simple reason…..sop”
Me:
“Well…..don’t say anymore. You should just let the matter rest for this while. Get more concrete prove first. Don’t act rash. I think he felt offended. Who knows maybe he is really innocent. He might feel that you are giving enough trust.”
June:
“I believed my friend’s statement…sop… I don’t think my friend will bluff me.” In fact I have loss hope on him already. We gotten married because…..because he felt indebted to me. To tell you the truth, He was a bankcuptcy and I help him to pay all his debts. He was heavily in debt and I was the one to settle all his debts. Sop……."
June:
“….and we gotten married because he felt obligated. From the very day we are married, I don’t feel th love I deserved. He never fullfilled as a husband or father either….sop…..”
Me:
" Sorry…didn’t know about you situation. Are you alright…Shall we not talk about this? You ought to have a clear mind now June. Come, listen to me, I want you to close your eyes and relax. Listen to your favourite music and let me drove you home…ok?"
June:
“Sorry….sorry to trouble you time and time again. I am deeply sorry.”
Me:
“Well June, if you regard me as your friend, then don’t apologise to me again else….I am going to ignore you hor.”
June:
“…but really…….”
Me:
“Now close your eyes and shhh…..”
…….to be continued.
Continuing…..
June went into hypenation mood. I wonder if she was really fallen asleep from then. However I can still see tear drops accumulating around her eye lids. So I took a tissue paper and wiped away her tears. She moved her hand and garbbed my hand that was wiping her tears and gave a light peck.
I was taken aback. In return I gave a light peck to her hand too.
June:
“Thank you.”
She said a “thank you” with her eyes still closed. I gave her a light smile in return.
Reached her place but didn’t drove into the her condo apartment. In fact I stopped outside the main road just before turning into the security post. I gave a light tap on her shoulder.
Me:
“June….June…”
June:
“…huh…?? Reached already?”
Me:
“Yape. We are outside your apartment.”
June:
“So fast? How I wish it will never reached my place.”
Me:
“Don’t be like this June. Remember your daughter is still at home waiting for you to return. She needs you. Do you bear to leave her?”
June:
“I know…sigh….if only we don’t have her.”
Me:
“Don’t be like this. You gotta solve your problem. The kid is innocent. Don’t drag her into this problem. You must solve the problem. It takes a bit of effort and time to solve all problems. Be positive ok.”
June:
“Sure. I will heed your advise. Will listen to you.”
Me:
“Hmmm. that’s better. Now I will drive you in alright?”
June:
“Sure”
So I drove to the alighting point just below her apartment."
Me:
“Here we are. Now promise me that you will go up, take a good nice shower, cuddle under the blanket and have a good rest.” Go catch some sleep. You have to send your daughter to the school ya."
June:
“Sure. I promise you.”
Me:
“Gua girl.”
June:
“…..Am I?”
Me:
“Hmmm….so far so good. Go now….”
June:
“Ok…good nite to you. Thanks…..”
Me:
“Go go go…”
I watched her enter the lift before leaving her place. For the next 1 week, we exchanged alot of SMSes and MSN. It was obvious that her husband was away for business trip and that wasn’t any chance for the couple to sit down and solve their problems. As for me and June, I wasn’t able to meet her because I was away too.
However in one of the MSN chat….
June:
“When will you be back?”
Me:
“In 2days time.”
June:
“Oic….Need me to pick you up?”
Me:
“You wanna pick me up?” Is it convenient?"
June:
“Of cse. Anyway I am free most of the time. Give me your flight details.”
Me:
" I don’t want to trouble you lah. I can always get a cab at the airport and it is paid for by the company."
June:
“……Can I see you?”
I was quite surprised to see this reply from her. I was stagnant for a long while as I don’t know how to reply. Instead of rejecting her…..
Me:
“Urrr….. well….if you insist, I will take your offer.
"
June:
"
See you on that day.”
After we ended the MSN chat, my heart and mind was looking forward to the return back to Spore. I have never felt so strong to come back to Spore.
….To be Continued.
Contnuing….
Pilot:
“Welcome to Singapore. Local time is 1955pm. Temperature range from 27 to 32 deg cels. Relative Humility is about 80%.
The aircraft landed and slowly taxi-ing to the parking apron. I quickly made dashed immigration checkpoint. Cleared custom and headed straight to the DFS. I bought a Issey Miyaki perfume.
While waiting for my lauggage at the conveyor belt, I saw throught the glass and saw a familiar figure. It was June. She was wearing a white tank top and mini-shorts. So sexy!
Finally got my baggage. Headed straight to the waiting area. June gave a very warm welcome smile and hugged me. It was just so unbelievable.
Me:
“Thanks for coming to fetch me.”
June:
“Heh heh….you are always helping me. Just a bit of returned favour mah.”
Me:
“Really thanks.”
June:
“Are you tired? Jet lagged?”
Me:
“Nope. Slept for quite awhile so that I can spend time with you…haha.”
June:
“Hmm..that’s good. "
Me:
“Huh? That’s good? Are you expecting this answer from me?” What are you up to?” Have you planned something?”
June:
“Hmmmm….up for you to discover. Anyway are you hungry? Shall we have dinner?”
Me:
“Sure. Your call.”
June:
“Ok….let’s go to town, how about it?”
Me:
“Ok…sounds good.”
June:
“What are we waiting?”
June drove her car and we head straight to Berwerks at Rverside point opposite Clarke Quay.
We order quite a few finger food and some draft beers. It was a wonderful and relaxed evening with her. We chatted alot and laugh a lot during our conversation. I did not bring out her domestic problem during that night.
June:
“Thanks for the evening. Thanks for spending with me”
Me:
“See thanks again! I should thank you for picking me up personally at the airport.”
June:
“Really…..I want to say thanks especially tonight.”
Me:
“Huh…just tonight? I spent quite a few evenings and late nights with you already.”
June:
“But today is special mah.”
Me:
“Hmmm.how special?”
June:
“Just special lor.”
Me:
“Special because you pick me up from the airport?”
June:
“No lah…..just special to me lor.”
Me:
“Hmmm….you sound suspicious….Are you hiding something from me?”
June:
“Urrr……nothing lah. Just special and thanks for spending it with me.”
Me:
“You are really trying me!…Urrrr….Don’t tell me that today is your…….birthday?”
June:
“Huhh….urgggg…well if you think it is then take it as it is lor.”
Me:
“Oooh…oooohh….oohhhh….Sorry…didn’t know that It is your birthday.”
June:
“That’s ok. I never tell you anyway. You don’t have to know either. But thanks for spending it with me.”
Me:
“Ohhh…you should have told me earlier.”
June:
“Not your fault….I never blame you in anyway…..I am happy that at least I don’t have to spend it alone.”
Me:
“June…..actually…..
June:
“Huh?”
I grabbed out the perfume that I have bought from DFS and handed it to her.
Me:
“Happy Birthday to you.”
June was surprised to see me passed her a perfume.
Me:
“Actually I knew that today is your birthday. And I have somehow planned this.”
June:
“How do you know when is my birthday?” And how do you planned it?'
Me:
“Remember the car accident? We exchanged particulars and I actually jotted down your DOB….and that’s how I remember it.”
June:
“OIC…oh yah huh..” And you actually remember till now?”
Me:
“Yape……I am quite good with memorising figures. "
June:
“And …..and how do you planned it?”
Me:
“Actually I should be backed 2 days earlier. But knowing that your birthday was today, I extended my stay there. Took extra 2 days leave so that I can come back exactly today. In fact I wanted to ask you out for dinner too but you took the first step. You have offered to pick me up. I guess after that maybe I can ask you out for dinner and give you a surprise.”
June:
“Huuuuh…..I ….I…..”
June was totally out of speech. She just took a few sip of beer and kept smiling at me with the astonishing look.
Me:
“And that’s not the end June.”
June:
“Huh……what do you mean.”
Me:
“You will know it when the time is due.”
June:
“It’s unbelieveable. Frankly speaking, I didn’t expect all this…all this from you.”
Me:
“Remember what I have said to you? You deserved all the attention.” Do you like the perfume?”
June:
“I…I love it. Thanks.
Me:
“You fit this perfume. It compliment you.”
June:
“Thanks……”
June bended forward her body and kiss me on my face. The kiss was a long one. I really appreciate that from her.
June:
“Really thank you. Thanks for planning all this to make this irthday a memorable for me. I will always remember this birthday and you.”
Me:
“Huuuh..Urrrrr….To tell you the truth….I just want you to be happy. It saddened me to see you cry. To see you unhappy. I really wish you are always so cheerful, always giving a sweet and sunshine smile. "
June:
“Urrrrr……I appreciate all these. Everything you have done for me.” I definitely treasure our friendship. It just so unexpected. We hit it off rather strangely…..then…..”
Me:
“I never expected it too. Well let’s say that it takes 2 hands to clap.“Maybe it’s fate that bring us together in that kind of situation. Not matter what, I am your friend now and alwats will.
June:
“Yape…maybe. So.what’s the next thing you have for me?”
Me:
“Just be patient. Will reveal when it’s time.”
To be continued…..
Quote:
Originally Posted by
putra80
Relative humiDity la bro.. not humility.
Humility is the quality of being humble or modest. I doubt 80% Singaporeans are anyway. :-)
Thanks for the correction bro.
Continuing….
Time really tick fast on that evening. 11pm reads. I turn on my IPhone Mediacorp Radio Apps, tune to Class 95 station and turn on the volume. June was quite curious about my action.
June:
“Why radio?”
Me:
“Oh…nothing. Just love to listen to the programme at this hour.”
June:
“Me too….alot of topics at times and nice songs during this hour.”
Me:
“Same here.” Rather soothing especially when after a hard day and nice shower, laying on the bed."
So we continuing chatting while I listened hard to the radio programme…..
Radio DJ:
“On hand I have a special dedication from this gentleman.”
I quickly interrupted and diverted June’s attention to the radio.
Me:
“Shhhh….I want you to listen carefully.”
June:
“Huh? Ohhh…”
Radio DJ: "
This gentleman wants to dedicate a song to this beautiful, special lady by the name of June. The message reads. “Hi June, thanks for giving me a chance to know you. I really treasure the friendship we have built this period of time. I will always lend my hear sa nd shoulder to you. Just wanna say a Happy Birthday to you on this special day. May our friendship blossom to the next level.”
Radio DJ:
“This gentleman would like me to play a song from BREAD, “Baby I am a want you”. Stay Tune to Love Song. I am Yasminne…..”
June was speechless. Her attention was fully on the radio trying to catch every single lyrics. I listened together with her. Our body was closed to each other because of the handphone volume and the nosiy environment. We just stay at that position until the end of the song….then June slightly turned her head and face me….
June:
“Thank you. I really appreciate. Thank you.”
Next she moved her head forward and planted a kiss onto me. It was not on my face or cheek but on my lips! The kiss lasted about 3-5 seconds I guess. At that moment I can sensed her deep breathe and her eyes was closed. I was dumb-founded! Then our lips aparted. June took a back rest on the seat and look aside
Me:
“Urrrrr………Thank you.”
All I can say at that time was Thank you. June gave a light-delighted smile back to me.
For one moment I dare not look at her. Cold sweat flowing in my veins. My mind was " oh jia lat! How now? What to do, what to say? Are we going to start here? Am i going to proceed further from here?"
I don’t know what she was doing but when I finally gain back my soul, she execused herself to the washroom.
It took quite a long while for her to return to the seat. Longer than normally. Perhaps the Washroom was crowded or maybe she was touching up her makeup, but I was pretty sure that she has use the washroom as a temporary refuge to hid her shyness.
Me:
“Do you like the radio dedication?”
June:
“I love it. This is the first time someone has dedicated a song to me via radio. I really love it. So sweet of you.”
Me:
“…..I can’t think of anything so ….maybe this might be a better way to present it to you on your special day”
June:
“I guess I am going to always remember this birthday. That someone has done such special things to me. By the way how did you come up with this idea?”
Me:
“Ooohh…it happened that I was listening to live-streaming via internet one night and that prompted me to do so. And I immediately send a email dedication specifically for today and stated the time.”
June:
“Hmmmm…what if we are not together today here and now.?”
Me:
“I have thought of recording it and play i for you if we meet up. Maybe a belated present lor.”
June:
“So sweet of you.”
Me:
“As long as you are happy I would love to do it June.”
June:
“…………..”
June:
“May i ask you something?”
Me:
“Yape.”
June:
“…….why …..why are you treating me so good….. I mean…….urrrrr…….You see, it’s just so strange that a friend wouldn’t do so much for another friend. You are always here for me when I am down, when I am alone.”
Me:
“…………..urr…..don’t you like it?”
June:
“Nope…don’t get me wrong…..I really appreciate it…..but I just feel that……..urrrrrr………….you know that I am married right? Then why do you still…….spent so much time for me when I need to.?”
Me:
“friend lor.”
June:
“Just friend……? So simple?”
Me:
“Hmmm…..then may I ask you what do you expect?”
To be continued……..
Continuing…..
June:
“Urr…..I….don’t know actually.” But I feel guilty for all the things you have done for me. I feel bad about it."
Me:
“Hmmm…did I ever ask you to repay me in any form? I never want thing in return. In fact I don’t thing I have done anything. I merely just be here for you when you are down, when you needed someone to listen to you. DOn’t worry, you don’t have to feel obligated. It’s truely from my heart.”
June:
“But I can sensed something…..something about the whole thing. I am very confused.”
Me:
“June…..nothing to confused about it. Just remember that we are friends ok.”
June:
“Friends?…….Can I ask you anither thing. I want a frank answer from you. If you regard me as a friend, then lets be opened ok.”
Me:
“Well….if I think the question is relevant.”
June:
“Cannot…..then whatever I want to know you will never tell me or the truth. I don’t care! If you gonna give me a dumb answer or refuse to answer my doubt, I am going to ignore you from here.”
Me:
“Urrrrrr…..you are forcing me June.”
June:
“Precisely that’s what I want from you…..” I don’t mind what the answer going to be, as long as it is a true answer from you. From our heart and soul."
Me:
“Sigh…….then shoot it June. Guess I have no choice.”
Cold sweat flowing within my blood stream. I was really hoping that she won’t ask me those sensitive question that will put me in a fix."
June:
“Now…….I want to know is……..Are you fond of me?”
Me:
“NO!”
I tried to answer this NO in a very firmly manner.
June:
“No? Are you sure? Remember what you have promise me. To tell the truth.”
Me:
“Urrrrr…..June how do you want me to answer this?….Sigh…..the answer is YES!”
June:
“May I…….I know when do you have the feeling for me?”
Me:
“I like you from the very moment when our eyes met at the accident site. I think it should be a love at first sight….. I just couldn’t bring my eyes of you. From that moment onwards, I have been thinking about you. Wishing that I could see ou almost everyday. In fact I never expect that we can become friends. I thought after all the accident procedures, we may never see each other again. But chances brought us times and times again. And I am happy and satisfied for now that we are friends. I never dare to think of otherwise……I clearly understand and know that you are married. I shouldn’t breakup your family. I mustn’t become a 3rd party if it was to be.”
June:
“…….actually I can sensed that too from you.”
June spoke softly like a small girl. She was blushing.
Me:
“Sorry….I don’t mean to add problem to your woes. I did think of keeping secret of my feeling about you. I can only admire you. "
June:
“Do you know something? I can feel it. The way you treat me, the care and concern. I am not young anyway…….nothing can hid from me especially such thing……..I……. I do enjoy every moment when I am with you. I can feel a sense of security when we are together…………Sounds funny that I don’t get this type of feeling from my husband. I really treasure it. I am deeply touched for all the time and effort that you have given to me.”
Me:
“I mean well for you.”
June:
“I know…..that’s why that night….urrrrrr…. when you stole a kiss on me I never stop you. "
Me:
“Urrrrrrrrrrrr……huh………..you mean you know about it? Really sorry I don’t…..”
June cut my conversation.
To be continued……
Continuing….
June:
" Do you know why I didn’t stop you that night when you plant a kiss on my forehead?"
Me:
“Urrrr….you tell me?”
June:
“hmmmmm…because I just want to feel it. ……The feeling was good. Don’t mistaken me as a easy woman or trying to make cheap of myself. I have never enjoy such feeling for a very long time ever since I got to know my husband. Our relationship is merely just like a transaction,….like debt returning. No true feeling at all. As I have told you earlier on, we married because he felt obligated. I think I am stupid enough to accept this at that time. I just don’t know why. I should say I have regretted very much to accept him. I can’t think of divorcing him because of our daughter upbringing. I don’t want her to suffer because of the unpleasance of the parents…… "
June added while I just pay full attention on her.
June:
" I really enjoy all these days when I am with you honestly. In fact I really look forward to seeing you even if we did nothing. I think I have to be true to you………I do have the liking for you too but……I hope you understand what I want to say.”
Me:
“Hmmm…I guess I know what you are thinking. Because of your martial status that’s why you want to draw a clear line?”
June:
“Precisely. I don’t want to do it….in fact I am scared. Firstly, I don’t want people to have the wrong impression that I am a “chin chye” (Anyhow) woman. I am afraid people will think that I am vain. Secondly, because of my daughter. I want to provide her a good upbringing environment. I have seen alot of my friends kids, or even outside, kids misbehaving, mislead because of single parenthood……I am not totally against the idea of dirvocing but I think for a woman to do it it needs alot of courage. I am afraid that I might not be able to find someone who can accept my status as a once-married-woman. Or maybe I might find a worst than my 1st husband.”
Me:
“Well…..not everyone is the same. I guess you can find a better one.”
June:
“Sigh….who wants to get burn twice? Once is enough…… My mind has been wondering all this divorcing idea for quite sometime but I just think that my reasons will not be able to justify for separation. I don’t want to separate just for the sake of it. I value marriage myself but it just doesn’t come to me like a fairy tale…..sigh…”
June broke down from here.
Me:
“June….don’t cry. You shouldn’t cry for him. He is not worthy of your tears.”
June:
“I know….I just feel miserable why I ended up like that….why I have to marry a husabnd like him….why I chose him………..”
Me:
“Well…..that’s life. Maybe yours abit harder that someone’s but not as great as the unfortunate lots. Think positively. I feel for you…..”
June:
“Sorry that I broke down again but whenever my mind is filled up with this problem, I just can’t help it.”
Me:
“Understand….. I am sure you have solution for it. I am sure you can resolve it eventually. I have confident in you.”
June:
“I guess so…….”
June:
“Sorry to spolit the night……. I am really comfortable with you.”
Me:
“You are flattering me…..”
June:
“I love the feeling to be pampered. It makes me feel that I am still young, back to the secondary school times when we were in puppy love….. It feels great to be loved, to be attended when you needed most. All this while I feel like a puppy being taken care of emotionally. I felt safe when I leaned on your shoulder. My mind was instantly cleared of all the problems……. You know something? ……I like to be with you……..”
Me:
“I am happy to know that you are comfortable with me June. To tell you the truth, I like you too. I want to be with you someday….hopefully. But I don’t want to rush things among us. I am sure we are rational to know the situation. Though I am single but you are married. It won’t be nice for me to come between you and your husband no doubt there are potential problems between you guys. Furthermore as what you have said I want to respect your decision to bring up your kid in a healthy environment. At this juncture, I think the most appropriate way is to solve the problems brewing between you and him. If situation allows, then we can think further in future.”
June:
“I understand.”
Me:
“June, I don’t mean to disappoint you in anyway if you are think otherwise but I want to make sure you are in a sound mind to make the right decision. Who knows I may not be the right one for you or maybe the opposite. It is easy to start a relationship but the baggage maybe too difficult to get rid off if things turns sour………….. Right now both of us are attached to each other because of your problems but what will happened if all your problems are solved? ………..Will there be anything to bind us togther? For me I am willing to father your daughter but I want to make sure I am really for a serious relationship with you. I don’t you to be hurt again.”
June:
“…….Maybe I am too fickle now that’s why I am very emotionally attached to you now. I think we will let time and situation to answer our problem……”
To be continued…….