Sorry for the long wait bros here. Sorry to keep your neck long .
I was away for some overseas assignments for the a week. Damn! Forgotten my laptops!
Akan Datang!
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Was there anything wrong? What had happened? Does it concern me? Questions started brewing in my mind. I told myself to watch what I am gonna say that night in order not to made her unhappy. I shall kepp the atmosphere nice and comfortable for both of us.
To be continued…..
Continuing…..
Finally settled at a Taiwan restaurant that serves beef noodles. Ordered a traditional beef noodle and some side dishes.
Food was served and both of us just immersed in the fragrant of the beef soup. Constantly our eyes met but we dare not look at each other’s for long. We stole glances but we never admit about it. The atmosphere at the restaurant though was a relax one but not for us. I was feeling uneasy. I guess she felt the same too.
We didn’t finished the food. Not because we are full but rather we just want to leave the place. An excuse to get away the weird air, feeling brewing around us.
Outside the street…..
Me: "
Shall we get some drinks, go to a quiet place?"
June: “Anything. I fine with any suggestion.”
I was think that I should have suggested to a hotel since she was fine with anything!
So we grabbed a few drinks and headed towards Marina Barrage.
When we reached there it was surprisingly quiet at 9.30pm. Only 2 old couples strolling at the dam. We went up to the sky garden and settle at a corner facing the Tanjong Rhu areas.
Me:
“You don’t seem right, aren’t you?”
June:
“Am I? What makes you say so?”
Me:
“I can feel it.”
June:
“Feel it? You barely know me. How much can you feel it?”
Me:
“I feel it through you body language, your behaviour and that look in your eyes.”
June:
“Hmmm…”
(She hesitated for awhile.)
June:
“You are kinda right. I am not in my ownself lately.”
Me:
“I am here beside you. Feel free to share with me. I am all ears to you.”
June: “Thanks…..
There was a long pause after she said thanks to me. She was starring blankly at the horizon across the island while sipping her drink. As for me, I joined her, at times looking her side view, appreciating her beauty. Anticipating words from her.
TO be continued…
Continuing….
Silence broken in the air.
June:
“I am very very confused now…”
Me: “Huh???”
Me:
“Say?”
June:
“I dun know what to do now?”
Me:
“Take your time dear. Lets start slow. Say whatever you feel like saying. Perhaps you’ll feel better.”
That’s the first time I address her as “Dear”. A very strong feeling about her."
Just like we are an item.
June:
“I am afraid I might be too long-winded. You might find it boring. I…”
Me:
“Don’t worry dear. Let it out. Trust me. It’s better to talk to somebody than bottled it up. I may not give you constructive solution but rest assure I will try to be your confidant.”
June:
“Really thanks to be here with me. I am sure I am going to trouble you once again. I really feel bad and lousy….”
I cut her conversation
Me:
“Say nothing June. Do you treat me as a friend anyway?”
June:
“…sure…. of course.”
Me:
“You sound hesitant.”
June:
“Urrrr….I just feel that the whole thing was just so unexpected. So …. sigh…”
Me:
“About?”
June:
“….I am lost…. "
Me:
“Still lost after the accident? I guess you might have a serious concussion.”
June:
“huh…..My head is fine but not my brain….”
Me:
“Ok…then I shall be your neurologist to cure you.”
June:
“haha….if only…. "
(Finally she let out a very light smile despite the problems in her mind. Well at least I managed to cheer her up at this moment)
Me:
“So….what’s bothering you.”
June:
“……I discovered that …..”
To be continued……
Bros, I urge your patience for my story. It’s kinda inconvenience for me to type the story as my workspace is too near to the pantry. Whenever someone walked pass, I will have to switch the windows tab. Have to be tactical.
Paiseh for the long-winded story. Just wanna share the 95% content with you guys mah. If too much for you guys to read then I might just terminate the story.
Anyway really thanks for the support you guys have shown for the pass 2 weeks. Really appreciate.
Continuing….
June:
“I…discovered that my husband has been cheating on me recently. I am totally disappointed.”
Me:
“Urr….sorry to hear that. How sure are you?”
June:
“My close-friend told me about that. She saw him with a gal recently. Acting rather intimately. holding hands.”
Me:
“Maybe your friends saw the wrong fellow. Maybe you should not act so rashly.”
June:
“I trust my close-friend. She can’t be wrong. We have known each other for more than 20 years. She knows my husband too.”
Me:
“hmmmm..beside listening to your friend’s discovery, do you have any proof that he is cheating on you?”
June:
“I have but I dare not conclude that he is seeing another gal behind me.”
Me:
“ok…well…..but what are you gonna do?”
June:
“I don’t know. I am totally lost. My mind is in a blank now……. I…. I am disappointed……I thought he would be nice to me after we got married but…..
(June added)
June:
“I used to be a very party animal…..but I changed after knowing him. I stopped all the activity I used to enjoy. I devoted to my family. To him and our daughter. No doubt he can be quite hot -temper at times but he still treat us very well. But things started to change after he found a new job. After 3 months in the job, he started to stay late and many times not around at home. He told me that he has to fly around because of work requirement. I trusted his words….”
I saw tears well-in her eyes.
June:
“Because of the frequent late nights, he started neglecting the family. He seldom brought us out for dinner,.. shopping, spending time in the country club, playing golf with me….. but most importantly he seldom talk to us, the two of us.”
Me:
“Maybe he is really busy at work? Have the 2 of you have a good talk regarding to this problem?”
June:
“I have tried to……but he just won’t bother. i want the save the relationship. I want our daughter to have a healthy family.”
June:
“If not for our daughter, I would have leave him without any emotional baggages……..”
June weeped. I slanted my shoulder to let her rest on it. She didn’t resist. My hands were still with me, supporting my weight behind me. I dare not embraced her until…..
June:
“I need a hug…..can I borrowed for awhile?”
Me:
“Huuuh?!” Oohhh…”
(So I extended my right hand and hug around her right shoulder while she leans on my shoulder.)
June:
“Thanks……. "
( a soft compliment)
At that point, my body was almost stiff. I dare not make too much movement as I did want to touch any sensitive part of her body and at the same time I just want it that way for as long as possible.
I smell the scent of her hair….so womanly…..
Continuing….
June remained on my shoulder for a good 10 minutes or so. For that moment, I did not make much body adjustment cause I did not want to interrupt that sentimental moment.
When she finally lifted her head away from my shoulder, I saw her fingers wiping the teary eyes. How I wish I have a packet of tissue papers for her. Then I boldly use my thumb to help her wipe the tears. She recipocated by grabbing my hands and politely rejected it.
June:
“I..m…ok..Thanks.”
Me:
“..oohh…sorry….Just wanna help you. Didn’t have any tissues for you. Sorry.”
June:
“That’s ok…..Sorry to let you see me in this state.”
Me:
“Say nothing….I wish I can share your feeling, feel for you too.”
June:
“That’s sweet of you. Really appreciate…..”
(June weeped again. Tears flow down her very teary eyes again.)
Me:
" lean on me…. if you want.."
June’s head lower to my shoulder again. This time I use embrace her closer to me. She did not resist. Instead she adjusted herself to lean on me closer.
Me:
“Let it out if you want….dun resist your emotion.”
June:
“….T.h..anks…..sop sop….”
This continued for quite a long while, longer than the previous. She cried out louder even….. Then…
June:
“Can…you do me ….a favour?”
Me:
“Sure…..how may I help you?”
June:
“I…I ….really need someone to be with me tonight. Can you stay a bit longer with me?…sop sop…”
Me:
“June, I never thought of leaving early today after seeing you inthis state. I have reserved the whole night for you,….to make sure you are alright….”
June:
“Sop..sop….thank you…..sop…sop”
Me: “You are most welcome….”
Chilled winds brushed on us. Indeed a cooling night but a sorrow ones for someone…..
Clocked ticked pass 12am. She gained back a bit of composure. But her eyes are still teary, swollen red after so much of weeping.
Me:
“Feeling better?”
June:
“Kinda of….sorry to wet your shirt….”
Me:
“Say nothing….I am going to let you foot the laundry bill anyway.”
June:
“Uurrr….let me wash for you then.”
Me:
“Ok….just dumped into the machine, that’s eay right…”
June:
“For you I will hand-washed.”
Me:
“I wouldn’t want to spoilt your delicated hands. Hmmm..maybe I should keeo the shirt and keep it as a momentos. Now that this shirt is stainted with you smell and tears.”
June:
“……Well….if you like my…. scent, keep it if you want then.”
Me:
“Sounds like you are feeling ok. You can joke with me now..”
June:
“I can’t be possibly crying all the way right.”
Me:
“That’s true. You should live positively. Look at the bright side.”
June:
“Yape!”
Me:
“Do come to me if you want. Though I can’t promise will always be but will definately lend my ears and plus my shoulder and shirt for you.”
June:
“(giggle)….thanks. Very nice of you.”
To be continued…..
Continuing…..
We left Marina Barrage about 1.30am.
I took a longer way back to her place so that I can spend more time with her and also to let her recover back to her normal self.
June:
“Why do you take a longer way?”
Me:
“Urrr….urrr….to make sure you are really ok. I don’t you to end up crying again later when we part mah.”
June:
“I won’t….I promise you. So paiseh to cry below my apartment. Wait the security guards see it then they are going to make some stories liao.”
Me:
“Yah lor. Then they ould think that I have bully you.”
June:
“Yah lor…..bully me then make me cry hahaha.”
Me:
“Hello Miss!? Since when I bully you huh? It’s you who taking advantage of me hor.”
June:
“Where got?” I only make your shirt wet mah. Some more I have promise to wash for you but..you rejected my good will."
Me:
“Yah lor, now I have 1 shirt less to wear it. Got to frame it up and kee it as a sourvnier.”
June:
“You sure going to do it?”
Me:
“Of cse”
June:
“The shirt really wet huh?”
Me:
“Not just wet but super wet! Somemore got your perfumes smell. I love the smell.”
June:
“Thanks…I love this brand of perfumes too myself.”
Me:
“So you purposely wore it for me is it?”
June:
“Urrrrrr….if you like it I will wear it whenever I meet you lor.”
Me:
“Are you sure you are going to meet me again? Thought the last time….
I stumbled…I paused.
June:
“Huh? last time what?”
Me:
“Nothing lah.” You didn’t want to meet and was so cold towards me. May I know if there was anything that I have done wrong or offended you?”
June:
“……no…..just…..”
Me:
“Just?…..just what?”
June:
“Urrr….urrrrrr..”
Me:
“Yape?”
June:
“Can I not say?”
Me:
“….Well…if you insist.”
June:
“Thanks for the night and time for me.”
Me:
“You deserved it June especially now when you are down. Good to see you cheer up.”
June:
“Hopefullly.”
Me:
“Feel free to call me when you need someone ok.”
June:
“Sure….”
Finally reached her home after a good 45minutes drive.
June:
“Gotta go now.”
Me:
“Yape…..you have a good night rest k. Don’t think too much.”
June:
“I will try….thanks alot.”
Me:
“Say nothing June.”
June:
“Bye”
Me:
“See…you…..”
I was very reluctant to part her at this moment. The feeling was just too great to bear. From her body language I can sensed that she was thinking likewise too.
Just when she was half way out of my car…
Me:
“June!”
June:
“Yes…”
(She paused. One leg was stepping on the ground the other leg still inside my car)
Me:
“Can I ask you something?”
June:
“Urrr.yah?”
Me:
“Can I………….”
( I was stuck of words)
June:
“hmmmmm?”
Me:
“Actually…..I …….I mean can I see you tomorrow for dinner?”
June:
“Oohh….I can’t answer you now….can i call you tomorrow?”
Me:
“ooohh…sure.”
June:
“Why?”
Me:
“huh? Urrr…nothing…kinda bored to eat alone…so wanna ask you.”
June:
“ic”
Me:
“Thanks….sorry to hold you up.” Sweet dreams to you."
June:
“Same to you. See you soon.”
June left my car. I am back alone. I drove home with her scents still lingering inside my car cabin.
TO be continued….
After reading so many post from bros here, I am grateful that most of the bros here enjoys my 95% story.
Initially after posting a few, I was sceptical about posting further. The reason was I am afraid that it might get too boring as the story touches on the bits and piece of the whole development, not so much of sex and fucking portion.
However I think it is necessary to continue writing as I strongly feel that my story is off a different one from the most stories here.
Firstly, it is mainly true incident which i want to share with bros. Be it a fling or a serious relationship, there is/are bound to have some romantic and senual moments that are so captivating that one will want it as long as it can be. And personally I thinks that it is the most enjoyable. Sex is a short term pleasure. After you complete it, there is nothing to look forward to.
Secondly, it’s a challenge for me in this relation with June as I tried to put sex away from this episode. Rather I want to build a trust-based relationship with her. Whether we would eventually end up on bed is secondary. I can always paid for sex but commercial sex can never brings me satisfaction whenever I am in a relationship.
Thirdly, by sharing my story, hopefully I can bring out some sweet memories to bros here how they tried to woe there girls when they were in courtshipping.
Anyways thanks for the encouragment. I will try to post as much and as long I can.
Thank you.
Continuing….
When I reached home that night, my mind was full of thought. Quite a few evils ideas in fact.
Such as I should have embraced her tight to me, then start to auto-roam her. Or maybe kiss her directly or maybe jio her to hotel and start the rendervous!
However I think it was a blessing that I did not proceed with all those “tiko” act. If I have executed those, I might have loss all the trust and friendship that I have developed with her so far. I think I must take it slow. Better to keep her as a"good friend" than nothing in the end.
New day ahead for me. Lunch time got a SMS from June.
June SMS:
" Hi…just woke up….just wanna say a Hi to you. Hope you have a nice day ahead."
My SMS:
“Wah…I am sure you have a good rest. Are we meeting for dinner perhaps?”
June SMS:
“Maybe not cause he will be backed to Spore. Got to spend time with family.” Sorry pal."
Me:
“That’s ok. Family comes first. Call me as and when you are avaliable then.”
June SMS:
“Sure will do. Really feel paiseh about last night. Let you see my ugly sight.”
Me SMS:
“You are beautiful even when you weeped. But I would rather you put on a beautiful smile everyday.” Btw Have I forgotten to say you are a Beautiful lady?"
June SMS:
“Smooch. Thanks for the compliment. You have definately brighten up my days.”
Me SMS:
“You are most welcome.” Come to me if you need help ya."
June SMS:
“Thanks alot. I will wash your shirt if there is a need to. :P”
Me SMS:
“Then I won’t wear any. I’ll just bare my body. Then you would have nothing to wash then. :P”
June SMS:
“Yucks! but i guess you have a nice body since you do alot of exercises.”
Me SMS:
“Urrrrr….i’s up to you to discover it .:P”
June:
“Urrr…..you very thick-skinned hor. So R-rated.”
Me:
“Hello, who started it. I think it’s you. I just trying to in-sync with you ok.”
June SMS:
“Hey btw I am going to blade again this weekend. Wanna join me. I am bring my daughter along.”
Me SMS:
“Let me check my schedule and get back to again can. I would love to anyway. Update you again.”
June SMS:
“Sure. Talk to you again. Ciao”
Me SMS:
“Take care June. Seeya.”
Simple SMSes can actually cheer a person up. I know for sure I have weekends to look forward to. I am sure going to enjoy roller blading with June and daughter.
To be Continued…..
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gonggong18
Bro I read all 18 pages at 1 go and still in suspense…but it is good. If you are single and she wants out of the marriage, will you take her and daughter in? Do consider….
My experience woman with failed marriages has been affected some what and may have occasional action which you can fathom
Thanks for your advise bro. That’s why I told myself not to push thing out of proportion. Just in case got myself burned and gotten her into unnecessary problem and trouble with the husband.