Part 7:
That nite itself is cold and i was alone with her… as she told her parents that she just want to be alone with me.. Time to us is very precious… every mintue and second counts… How i wish that time would be frozen at that point of time…. That Heaven can give us more than 48 hours… more 48 hours to come in the days to come… but i know it is impossible…
She: did u still have our wedding bands with u…
Me: of course… it is always with me…
She: can u put the wedding ring on me…
Me: I choke… Sure… gently i put the rings on her fingers… With that i will never leave u….
She: let me put on the rings for u…
I have mixed feelings at that moment… this moment of life is what i have been waiting for years… and now it is here… it is abit 2 late… that she is leaving me so soon… But at least.. this dream of mine can be fullfilled…
She lean aganist me and i hug her gently… as both of us are tearing in the arms of each other… She soon fall asleep again and as usual i keep myself awake…
To be continued…
Well, many human beings tend to regret losing someone that cared and loved them, only after realizing the one who’s always there, are those that they never treasured…. Dun know whether u understand wad i mean.. but den… Be strong! Treasure wad u have today cuz u might never know, wad will happen in the future…
Loving someone who’s already change heart is very painful… It’s even more painful to see that person suffering from sickness but their love ones hack care abt them… However bro, U are a nice and sweet ex bf of hers… All the best in ur future relationship/s… Take care….
Wah,utmost respect for u bro….yr story is really like in the movies wan.I think if u can do this kind of thing for yr ex,u can do anything in the future.Whoever marries u next time is her fortune.Anyway i hope yr story can be broadcast to all the knnb ccb fucking idiot sg gers who only like to be play by playboys and then come back crying to the ex type.So tat they will learn from this.There r alot of good sg guys ard.
Once again a Great Thank you to all the bros for their encouragment and listening ears… i really appreciate that… Men always tend to bottle up their feelings inside their heart.. Luckily still have this forum which allow me to let go of my pain through writing…
Part 8:
Soon it was time to go for the meeting… me really cant bear to leave her at any moment… Kissing her gently on her forehead and covering her well with a blanket… i headed off quickily to the office.. Before i left.. i told her mum to keep me updated with any latest developments.. My mobile will be on at all times( Usually i off my mobile when i am having meetings).
After receiving the bad news… i was in the taxi.. trembling…rushing off to the hospital… pls hang on… i told myself…. Finally after what seem to be a long journey… i finally reached the hospital again… Running at top speed.. i reached the ward… her loved ones are by the bedside…. she is still barely awake…
Me: Dear i am here..
She: Remember what u promised me…
Me: i will nt break my promise…
Very weakly she closed her eyes…
The end is coming… i can c the light slowing fading away from her eyes…. and with a smile on her face… she left us…. I tried my best to hold back my tears and breaking down but i cant seem to bear it any longer…. kneeling down at her bedside… i cried and hold her hands… the doc came and certified her death…. Though i must say that i am mentally prepared for the outcome.. but i am really overwhelmed with sadness when it happened…
I have to be strong.. i told myself… cos i need to accompany during the wake…. and so i applied for 4 days of unpaid leave though my boss sounded really unhappy… Just 4 more days and i will resume my work.. i told him and hung up the phone… Her parents dressed her up with beauitful clothes.. and her makeup is nice… the final touch…
Finally the time have come for her to put her body into the icy cold coffin…Guys… my heart is breaking in half when i c that…. that is the last time i can hold her again……. but what will come has to come…Whelter i like it or nt.. i have to accept the truth that she is already gone..
Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all…
Bro, with your kind of character you will find another woman who will appreciate you. Don’t give up!
Be strong mate… Be strong… Lifes move on… She’ll be happier in heaven to
know that you move on happily.
Sorry for your lost. But life has to move on. Time will heal everything but don’t forget your love for her.
All the best for the future and I hope you will recover from the lost soon.
Bro, do more good deeds and dedicate the merits to her, so she will have a good rebirth soon and need not suffer again in the next life…Be strong, and hang in there…
Lots of prayers and blessings…
tinycork
like the rest of the bros have mentioned. Be strong. Life has to go on and remember her for the beautiful things that she has done when you two are together. She will always be smiling at you from Heaven