Hi bro ranger,
well compared to you, i may not have experience enough to actually give any constructive comments or such.
But I suppose i can understand the ache in your heart when you miss someone and that particular space can’t be replaced by someone.
Just some 2 cent worth from me yea: Time will cure anything if you choose to cure it.
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rdytogo
Hi bro ranger,
well compared to you, i may not have experience enough to actually give any constructive comments or such.
But I suppose i can understand the ache in your heart when you miss someone and that particular space can’t be replaced by someone.
Just some 2 cent worth from me yea: Time will cure anything if you choose to cure it.
Bro, what you talking? Bro TS already have a gf now. Another horse-behind-cannon case…
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Cheonging101
Bro, what you talking? Bro TS already have a gf now. Another horse-behind-cannon case…
aiyo bro … so bad .. maybe he didnt read everyting .. just read e first few wan den eager to comment ma .. lol
don 拆穿 him ma
Bros i have mixed feelings while updating these posts.. it may be my last time writing le.. thanks to all bros who are great listeners. as i always shared earlier this may be a sex website but there r still many gd bros and sisters here. Back to the story.
The last day in shanghai with my gf sis is rather a awkward one. We never tok abt that issue anymore. and i accompany her to do window shopping. all the while keeping a distance from her. Back to singapore together and i sent her hm…
Once i reach hm.. i start to msn that special girl who is to be my gf… and before long… we realised we have feelings for each other and the chemistry is there.. and we were soon together as a couple. she is a nice and gentle girl… understanding and accepting my past..
We arranged to to meet that day after work and i sent her hm… The date turnd out to be fine… and i can still remember the beauitful memories till now.. finally after so many years she managed to unlock my heart again.. But big challanges of life still lay ahead of me that is my biz.. does nt goes nt that well cos i would have some disagreements woth my Nelson… my buddy and my business parther. now i truly understand that it is never easy to go into joint ventures with friends. guys give me some time to organise my thoughts well as i knew that i know that i am writing it well… too many things on my mind… sorry….
I have a hard time trying to avoid the calls and text from my gf sister.. finally i decided to text her…
Me: mei me attached le
gf sis: snowy is it?..
Me: nope someone else.
gf sis: that girl msn whom i deleted from yr laptop that day..
Me: yup
gf sis: i dun believe.
that is the last text to her and i shut my hp after this… was trying to avoid her as i promised my gf that i would keep a distance from her… meantime i am sick again after my shanghai trip.. the fever never seem to goes off and i would always vomit for no reason… especially on the bus or train…
gf: dear better c a doctor..
me: k. your wish is my command.
i agreed and proceed to c another doc after my meeting with the client… went to my favourite GP for advice since she have been c me for the past many years…
The doc examined me and ask me what is wrong..
Me: i have been having headaches for the past few few mths to abt 1 year plus
doc: hmm.. u have head injuries before…
Me: yup the road accident which happened years ago resulting in head injuries..
doc: it is stated here.. that time i advised u to go for ct scan but u did nt go for the scan i would refer u to one of the neuro specialists there.
Me: k then.
the appt have been fixed for the scan and i decided to go this time.. As a matter of fact.. i have been having headaches for the past 1 year but that time i thought i am tired as i need to take care of my ex at that pt of time. just took pandaol everytime it hurts without doing much abt it. Now i am paying the consequences of it..
gf: what did the doc said?
me: she told me to go for the ct scan and i agreed.
gf: this time u must go
Me: k…
That day finally arriived for the head scan. it was done and the results are known soon. my worst fear came true…
Doc: there are some blood clots in yr head.
Me: serious..
Doc: dun forget u have serious head injuries b4 due to the accident. y did u stop attending the follow ups after the accidents.
Me: the last report said i am k.. i thought all the blood has flowed out already.
Doc: nt true.. at times for head injuries.. it take some time for it to manifest..
Me: k.. ( i was shocked at that moment…nt knowing how to ans)
Doc: u have came earlier a year ago when u r experiencing the headaches and yr frequent nose bleeding..
Me: i did nt know it is so serious..
Doc: anyway no more drinking and late nites for u. Stay positive. i will give u some medication to let u rest well and to reduce yr blood clots..
Me: am i in any danger now..
Doc: nt at the time being but if it spread to the centre of yr head.. it will be dangerous..
Me: even with medication wun help? what abt head op?
Doc: last resort but head ops are risky… anything to do with head injuries carrries a certain extend of risk.
Me: i understand.
The next days… as per normal… nose bleeding and gliddness… vomitting.. but i goes on with my routine life… going to work daily… meeting up with brokers and clients… etc… but i know deep in my heart… that i am nt getting better… as advised.. i email my specialist asking to forward the next review date to an earlier date. Meantime my relationship with my gf grow closer everyday… but at the same time i am worried abt how much i can give her…….. Dear .. i know that u have been reading these…
My feelings… my innerthoughts..
Leave me as i am a man who dun even know what will happen 2mr.. who cant give u a better 2mr…
If a man loves a woman.. he will NOT allow her to go through any hardships with him.
A woman youth is precious.. dun waste time on me.. nt worth it.
It may be painful for u to let go now.. but it will even be worst if we drag on this relationship even further.
I enjoy every single date with u… will nt forget the memories that we have at ecp… hugging u and strolling along the beach with u.. enjoying the sunset with u.. all these i will remember and our favourite bus stop at the doorstep where u will always accompany me to wait for my bus b4 u go hm.
I have to leave now… my bus is here… though it is packed with people.. i will have to board the bus.. it is late le.. u have go hm and rest…
I will manage the battle alone..( u have already known the medical review)
bros.. thanks i will take care of myself.
Brother Berserk,
As a leader, at times certain things have to be done in that way. I understand the situation u r in. no worries i am k. dun need to say paiseh.
Warmest Regards
Rangers