Hi bros…
Usually i am a cool person.. someone who dun lose my cool easily but there are certain things which my trigger my anger… I have a ugly past too… during my army days that is after the break up with my first gf… i went to Geylang often for bonking and that include visits to health centre with my army brothers.. this has been quite routine for the 2 and half years i have served in my NS. Until i know my second gf… i stop all flings..
My mindset changed ever since i was still chasing my second gf.. i put a stop to all these activities cos i want to be physically faithful to her. And since the years to come.. i hold a different view of sex. True as a man, i do have my own needs.. but i will nt have sex with any girls unless she is my gf. Once i do it with her.. i am prepared to commit my heart wholeheartly to this relationship. That is the reason y i declined to get a fuck buddy though there is a period of time i am tempted to get one.
When i am young.. i will just bonk. As i get older.. i learn to respect the girl body when i love her. bros who have really love a woman before will understand my feelings. We will nt think of bedding a girl whom we are serious with cos we will honour and respect the girl body too.. Anyway i confessed this ugly past to my second and third gf when we go into actual dating. I choose to tell the truth as they have the full rite to know abt my past before they commit to this relationship. Secondly.. it is better to tell them myself rather than they find out the truth form my brothers… ( especially those army brothers who has known me for at least 15 years.
Luckily they are able to accept my past though they are really shocked when i knew the facts…
And that explains the reason y i am careful when i will decline girls for company whenever i go to KTV niteclubs overseas or locally…cos i know the whole process of it and dun want to be tempted again… i am sure most of the bros will understand y i said that… It is gd to let off how i feel abt things.
Warmest Regards
Rangers.
To berserk,
That is y i flared up when u ask me the questions. cos the thought of bedding them never come across my mind. if i ever want to bed snowy.. then what i feel towards her is nt love anymore but more to lust. There is a clear difference between love and lust. As for my gf sis… i dun even dare to have that thought. I treat her as my sis… and i will nt do anything funny to her.
As for yr challange to meet me.. i will respond to it. Pls check yr pm for details. It is a matter between the 2 of us guys.. dun get our friends involed.
Have u ever thought…. she’s just being nice to everyone around her?
Maybe… She’s not those who dun trust men type.
Maybe… She’s those type of girls who like to op for who to believe.
Maybe… Ya she believe u on ur feelings for her…
But, sadly, ure not her cup of tea?
And since she told u on the first day that she know u she already has a person in mind, please, why not just give up?
Im sure… even without the pressence of that guy she like, she wouldn’t accept u too…
Let’s dun talk about you scaring her off by confessing to her, but the thing is, she’s just not into you. I hope you understand. I believe as a girl, she will be expose to many guys confessing to her, maybe not many, but there will be guys confessing to her. And how come she’s still single? 1 likely answer will be, she’s just not interested in the guys.
And ya, past experience might have hurt her, but however, it still depends on her whether she wanna accept another guy. She might just dun wanna anyhow hop on to another boat. Yes, u reserve your rights to love her, but then, over concerncing isn’t the right way. I hope you know how to draw your line.
Take care.
I agreed with what u said.. Perhaps i am nt her cup of tea. Yup i will let go of her if she feel in this way. Feelings cannot be forced nor is there any rite or wrong in it.. Perhaps there is no chemistry between me and her.. So i will choose to let go and learn to cherish the ones who is always around by my side… I believed that this is the best solution to this issue. Take care.
Warmest Regards
Rangers.
Last nite just reached Shanghai… this place always bring me sad memories..The last time i came here is shortly after my ex passed away… the cold nite wind chills my heart.. i know that i am still thinking of her…
At nite we proceed to ktv niteclubs to meet up the clients.. before we go there…
Nelosn: bro i know that u r always aganist the idea of going to ktv niteclubs.
But this time is different u have to do it… cos if u dun get girls for
company.. the clients may find it hard to blend in with u… and be
prepared to drink alot as all these people are great drinkers.
Me: k then i got it
Once settled down in the niteclub.. Nelson arranged for a girl to sit with me.. and all the funny things goes on during that session.. i am careful to keep a safe distance form the girl. The clients are great drinkers and started to fool around with the girls.. i drank alot too.. no choice have to oblige them at times. At the end of the entertainment.. i am really tired and tipsy too.. and feeling uncomfortable as i am abt to puke again…
Client A: Anyone of u want to have fun with these girls later on…
Nelson: k.. count me in..
Client B: then settled the bill… dun waste time..
Me: i am unwell sorry pls count me out…
Quickily i excused myself and leave the place rite away.. Was feeling high and tipsy.. and i choose to walk again.. Walking will help me to remain sober..
The nite view of shanghai is really beauitful… i am always stunned by the beauty of it.. Memories flow back again and i tell myself nt to dwell on it any longer… must move on with life… i told myself…Mobile rang..
gf sis: kor how is the first nite at shanghai?
Me: K…. but really tiring… have to do alot of entertaining..
gf sis: ktv girls all very hot rite?.. r u with them rite now…
Me: Nope lah.. just now have a girl sit with me..
gf sis: she must be very sexy rite… fair too… so did u enjoy her company?.
Me: i did nt even touch her.. and i am alone now..
gf sis: so guai?…
Me: dun believe come to shanghai rite now…i am tipsy and i just said words
without second thoughts…
gf sis: Well dun be surprised…
We chat a while more.. but i dun remember what did we really chat abt… reached the hotel.. take a shower and quickly jump on the bed and sleep with a spinning head… with alot of things on my mind… i dun sleep well and woke up early..
I dunno abt love and sex… i only interested in fucking girls.. Girls are meant to be fucked anyway that is y have this website. I WILL TEACH U A GD LESSON. MAKE SURE THAT U TURN UP ALONE.. INSTEAD OF HIDING IN THE FORMUM.. READ MY NICK:BERSERK! I AM A MAD DOG!!!!!! CHECK YR FUCKING PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Originally Posted by
Berserk
I dunno abt love and sex… i only interested in fucking girls.. Girls are meant to be fucked anyway that is y have this website. I WILL TEACH U A GD LESSON. MAKE SURE THAT U TURN UP ALONE.. INSTEAD OF HIDING IN THE FORMUM.. READ MY NICK:BERSERK! I AM A MAD DOG!!!!!! CHECK YR FUCKING PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
me salute you ……….. as long as you think by doing this, u can make Bro Rangers move on
…….. me salute you
Wish u guys luck
I think you got the wrong idea. I WANT TO WHACK THIS FUCKER WHO CALLED ME A MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK IT HE DUNNO MY BACKGROUND!!!
Wow you’re making me worried. But one piece of suggestion to you:
Instead of making threats on cyberspace.. why not just quickly meet up with the brother and settle it? Then maybe you can come in and let us know the outcome
Hi bros..
What anger me is he make some insulting remarks abt snowy. I cant accept it. He pm me that he have some gangster background and challange me to meet him alone. It dun worries me.. but what it hurts me is he have insulted Snowy.. even if this girl dun like me or even find me a bother.. i will nt let anyone badmouth/insult her. Girls are meant to be loved nt to be fucked and ditched!