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Acenoobie
Oh u all cut ties?
Still friends, but once the sex barrier is broken, being friends can be hard as the images of friends having sex was still there.
Didn’t cut all ties, just more like acquaintance type of get together, won’t be like casual WA chatting, calls, meet for food etc.
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junior_cannibal
I recalled some years ago there was one news about a man who accidentally found out one of his three children was not his, then for whatever the reason, he went on DNA test on the other two, also turned out to be not his, worst, all 3 were of different fathers.
I could imagine how shocked, angry and perturbed by this. While we call some men bastards, this wife was not just a shameless bitch, but a damn bastard one.
It will happen if let’s say somebody has a genetic flaw and causes some medical issues, whereby it’s heredity based, and then Eric knows his family tree doesn’t have it, how come his kid has, and the doctor advises Eric to go for check up and out of suspicion, he brings the kid for DNA testing.
Maybe watched too much Bones/CSI/Criminal Minds but usually that’s the case. Asian + Asian usually produces a typical Asian. Our genetics quite normal compared with Ang Mos which can be a lot of factors.
Highly doubt it will happen, if it does, I don’t mind accepting Janice and taking care of her. I’m still willing, as of today. Weird as it may seem, but I really really, like Janice - a lot.
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forbet
Just like Ryan Gigg’s brother will guess if his kid is his son or his nephew
Sometimes after the bond is formed, although it’s not your kid, you still want to love the kid as your own, but I guess to each their own.
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Acenoobie
I think it will be a lifelong secret. But even she goes w u. How abt ur daughter. Can she accept u?
I won’t know because I’ve never broached the subject to my gal, to her, I’m just a nice uncle who buys her gifts, sees her like once twice a year kind of thing, she’ll know me but she’ll never know who I am.
If things aren’t made known to her, I guess she will accept me like a stepfather, but to tell her she was born out of an affair, would seem cruel. That’s one of the factors I did not insist Janice to consider giving up Eric and be with me.
The die is cast and deed is done, I’m probably just trying hard to self justify my actions and sound in the pitiful way. Just so much thoughts to filter through and I firmly believe sometimes, you take the step and slowly fix everything else that comes your way.
If we want to plan 100% ahead, it’s impossible. Kind of like how I buy my cars, buy first, worry later kind of planning, which always irritates Janice. HAHAHAHA.
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junior_cannibal
CB Gog, even if that happens, Eric finds out and divorces her, she will probably be so ashamed to either take her own life or just MIA from everyone, you think she will come and look for you so that you can marry her?
Even Alicia, either naturally slutty or being converted by you, also didn’t bother to come to you since Milton divorced her, you think Jasmine would?
While you can say you unleashed their slutty or deprived sides, but without you, they would probably still be peacefully married. It’s the same logic like food. If a person has been eating cheap and simple food, one day, gets to be treated to tasty and expensive one, will be difficult to go back to the simple and cheap food yet still is satisfied.
Especially for Jasmine, still married to Eric, needed to pretend to be that holy good wife of his, tried to look sextified with some monotonous sex with him.
It takes a lot of courage to take one’s life you do realise I hope. We often seen suicide, jumping, overdose etc.
It takes a lot a lot of courage to do so, and when you’ve decided, usually it won’t be a case of standing on ledge and letting police dissuade you or talk you out of it. Depression is
#1
killer because it creeps up on you without you knowing (just like old flower eyes) and you just kill yourself without knowing you are. That one needs no courage, just let the emotions take over.
Whatever will happen, I don’t know, right now I’m just finding a plausible excuse to justify myself and what I trust Janice to do. Changes are the constant things in life, you might get accustomed to something new, but that also means you can get accustomed back easily to something you had or never had anymore.
It’s all about being contented. Janice is not the kind of girl you think, like Alicia or even Milly. Like Penny, they know what is guilt, how to live with it and be a better version of themselves over time. When things happen, live with it, move on.
I trust Janice will not be like that. Never wanted her to be hurt, I never thought my lust would become something more than lust.
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Tringtring
Lurked for more than a decade and this story made me post my first post! Really enjoyed it!
Thank you bro, this was written more than a year ago, my first sharing, I don’t know why I started sharing out of a sudden after lurking as well. I had no participation here prior (much) and something triggered, I don’t know what, but it’s good to get it off my chest.
Thanks again,
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Tringtring
Came out of my lurker status to commend on the story well written. Thoroughly enjoyed it and felt the emotions of the ending, which is something that I would be unable to deal with. Wishing you the best brother gog!
I made it spicier a bit, words and dialogs where not WA was tweaked to make it better, emotions were added in so that I can relate how I felt through the whole event.
I might be a bastard with girls, but Janice really touched really touched my heart. I never thought I’d fall in love, I’ve been more of a fucker type of guy, fuck, enjoy, have it for a while then… it dies off or it cuts off.
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Neoguri
Bro, thanks for the very nice story.
I chanced upon this story just a few days ago and it kept me glued, coming back frequently, then spent the whole day reading everything.
I have a MILF (married with 2 daughters) whom we tried very hard for 1 year to get her pregnant.
Because her husband wanted to try for a son, but she didn’t want. So he forces her and would deliberately not use condoms during her fertile period.
So, she wanted my child instead.
Anyway, our relationship ended in a similar way like you. - when she got pregnant, but I am sure it was her husband’s.
We broke up 2 to 3 months before the baby was born.
Although we did get back together about 1 year after that, things were never the same again…..
Anyway, I wish you all the best!
And I am starting to read the thread about Milly.
Yes, I was also asking for Milly………
Tsk tsk, another Milly supporter. Horrible. Why nobody support me one?
Women change with each pregnancy, you will find their hormones causing change to their behavior and way they behave in bed.
At least you had your fill of her
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mbhavana
I’ve been a fan of your stories since I started reading this one sometime last year. But in between I kinda discontinued reading Janice’s story. I was finding it difficult to believe that you had sex in a church, as I’m a church-goer too. I was also quite envious of you of scoring so many unique women. My favourite story before completing Janice’s was Alicia’s, as it felt much more believable than Janice’s.
But reading the ending of Janice’s story, I’m tend to believe it happened, but not sure if it was in the same way or even if it was a church.
I am curious about Janice’s perspective of this whole relationship. I read the beginning of the story last year, so don’t remember the details clearly and may re-read, but you have reiterated that you both started having sex after her failed IVF treatment.
There maybe a possibility that Janice did actually desire to have your child at some point during your relationship or even before you both started having sex. I also like to harbour the thought that perhaps Eric too didn’t mind if they both had a child using your sperm… It’s far fetched, but could explain why he seemed so oblivious to your affair with Janice… Perhaps he didn’t talk about it to Janice, but he did want to make her happy with a child that he himself couldn’t provide. So he closed an eye on your relationship… Just some thoughts…
There are things I’ve done which you read from my stories doesn’t mean I’m proud of it. Likewise it has been spiced, is it true I did it in church. But let me put it this way. Janice and me wasn’t in the sanctuary or main hall. It was a break out room. The grounds were still in church.
That said, it is a pure sharing of my tryst, but there are mix and match across my stories if you noticed. Maybe it happened with another but I put Janice’s name in. Maybe it was Alicia? Maybe it was Janice at the club in Genting? Hehe…
The events are there BUT, the sequence might not, it might also have not been the right girl. I try to piece by memory and it’s as accurate as I can get it to be. I apologize if it sounds far fetched, but sometimes such is life. The most innocent looking lady, and a lustful man having an affair. Nothing proud, but the most unassuming partner is the most thrilling one.
I had to skip some stuff between the botched IVF leading to sex. That part was rather hasten and quick if you agree, it’s too fast but I don’t know how to link up, so I abruptly pushed it in.
As for Janice, I doubt highly she wanted a kid with me but was blessed eventually like Sarah in the Bible after being barren for so long. We did it often and without protection because of her released inhibitions and reserved self being shown the wonders of what her body is for.
As for Eric, maybe you are right, I’ve often wondered how can one get so lucky, even with Alice, my balls was busted, yet Eric assumed and believed platonic frequent meet ups?
You aren’t the first to highlight this but I chose to believe Eric didn’t know anything or he trusted us way too much. Or maybe, MAYBE, Janice plan was this all along, with Eric’s blessings.
I thank you for your reading and also comments, it truly makes a forum worth being a forum where comments and feedback is two ways. I’m glad to have people read my 心生 in way and discuss objectively with me.
Many insights and feedback were something I’ve not seen nor heard from my perspective too.
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junior_cannibal
Women can be so different from men. If no longer in love with her man, instead of divorcing him, she didn’t mind having a baby with another man, letting the two daughters to have another sibling that’s half blood from theirs.
Sorry, my brain can’t function to understand this kind of woman.
I think there’s a show with Brad Pitt where he was a post man delivering letters to Tibet and one of the man asked if he could impregnate his wife.
Likewise I can’t accept it either but for Janice to throw in 4 years with me getting fucked regularly and having more than intimacy is a bit far fetched. That’s a very long pregnancy plan. My sperm or her problem?
Hmmm
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mbhavana
Hey I wasn’t blaming you or anything for doing it in church. Just that I found it hard to believe. That’s all. Maybe you did it. Personally, I don’t know much about sex in public spaces, have done it only in a car park/staircase landing before, and those were paid encounters. So I can’t really imagine how two Christians would think of doing it in church especially when Janice was much more devout. Perhaps it was just that you both desired to do it at a place that is away from all eyes, but still with a convenient alibi and hence the breakout room in church. You also described an occasion in the handicap toilet in church, and during service, which I thought was even more unbelievable. But I guess two lovers in heat can do anything. I’ve never experienced that kind of a relationship… So please forgive my lack of faith 😁
Agree with the last line. When analysing your encounters, I guess being single is your advantage, coupled with being witty, and being gentlemanly (cough) most of the time and pushing only at the right times. This is what I believe endears you to the ladies. You can entertain them and be there when they need you. If I were to think of having affairs like this, I couldn’t, cos of family duties, and the added guilt of betraying your partner and kids. Being witty is of course something that comes naturally and not everyone has the gift. But even if I were witty I think I would be bogged down by guilt due to not being single and it would create hesitation in my actions, which would be read by the girl.
That’s why I tried paid sex. Because it’s convenient. But as you say, paid sex is no fun, and I’ve realised it too. Stopped since a year or so. Now maybe only a massage and HJ if I can’t really do it myself… But carnal desires are always there and reading your stories doesn’t help with that 😁
But your stories are in a way an inspiration to better myself and make myself attractive to ladies, both physically and psychologically… The possibility of “scoring” a lady eventually is a big motivating factor. And I believe I’m capable of genuinely loving more than one woman like you loved both Janice and Milly.
Another aspect I’m curious about is how you dress. Are you always meticulous in your dressing? I believe that’s also one factor that attracts women.
Don’t worry bro! Comment freely and ask away! I’m just trying to explain and narrate the events. Honestly, if as long as not in the hall, I think I’m willing to go further. Granted with Lindi I did but I honestly regretted it. With little gog being a bastard sometimes… sigh No worries on it as is a story of recount. Maybe I did exaggerate a bit maybe I didn’t. Imagination is the crux here!!!!
Likewise, I find many married ladies never got to explore more than lying down, spreading legs and wait for deed to be done. I’m not sure about these days GenZ or Millenials but pretty sure girls hardly talk about sex even.
When you opened the can of worms, they really sometimes tend to shock you. Janice is considered reserved already. Took her that long to open up being nude even with me after so long. Some after first time is like practically just nude as long as we’re alone.
So I don’t blame you for having doubts or raising questions! The ladies I met are by far some of the purest or have been so reserved they are deprived and excited at a whole new world of taboo. Issue is these also might ‘wake up’ one day and stop all of it. That’s why I remind Bros, if a lady says stop, do it. Don’t go blackmail or threaten or stalk… you won’t end up well.
Men can love many but the issue is can the ladies accept it. Ladies, unlike men, don’t need recovery time to orgasm. I had a friend she cum twice in a row and I didn’t even get to cum. Having a harem but only one cock, might defeat the purpose if the girls can’t get satisfied and eat out. Thus I don’t aim for many, I aim for quality. Enjoy until it ends. Till the last drop is spurted.
For dressing wise actually, I dress to be comfortable. Ties, jacket, suits and pants just to pick up a girl? It’s like a girl wear push up bra add socks for padding, wear butt shaper, put on $500 worth of makeup with fake eyelashes and when they strip off, you’re actually feeling better off having a HJ with your own hands.
Be natural, be yourself, don’t try to be something you aren’t. Same goes for ladies, if you are A cup, just leave it. If somebody doesn’t appreciate you, I would!
There’s always somebody out there for you, don’t go after the unachievable. Like a super pretty criminal lawyer or a court judge, though I won’t say never. But be yourself, it attracts ladies who appreciate you for who you are, your chances are higher.
Pretending to be rich, opening 5 bottles of wine in a date, renting a Rolls etc, you think she will fuck you? Maybe but will she have emotions? Maybe not to you but your money. Ladies don’t usually go for money, emotional and comfort being with you is more important, I had ladies who aren’t impressed by money.
They prefer somebody they can trust, talk to and have them listen. If they want money, just spread legs, how hard?
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4StarRGeneraL
Thanks for sharing nice story.
Welcome bro.
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CreDitSuiSSe
Thanks for info.
very old show can’t remember the cast. Not RA.
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Switzerland1954
Very good story, and well written
Thank you, one of the longest… I don’t know how I managed to survive writing my personal life for over 8 months.
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junior_cannibal
God knows. Or she deliberately chose days when she wasn’t ovulating to let you CIP.
Anyway, the older the woman who passes her prime, the chance of becoming pregnant also reduces. Even if pregnant, there’s a good chance the baby is less healthy versus one that came when both parents are younger.
Yeah I really also don’t know. I was in a blissful relationship though it’s underground.