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Originally Posted by
bairni
thanks for the wonderful 8 months of pure lust, really enjoyed it.
the story would likely not end this way if you have discussed the possibilities with her though out the 4 years .
probably god has waken her up since she has god to talk to before she confronted you.
babies are proven made during extra ordinary session.
missionary gives boyz,ridding gives you girls
cheers
I mentioned before, I didn’t dare to broach on the subject. Knowing her and knowing how one-track minded she originally was, adultery was never on the plates even if she wasn’t enjoying sexually. She’s happy in the relationship but will never eat out. My touch and kiss was the breaking point.
To discuss further would hurt her, knowing that I want her to divorce to be with me. It would place a tremendous pressure on her and her family. Divorce is not to be taken lightly, she made a vow to be with Eric till the end of life. Nothing should break them apart, not even I.
If not for our faith and church views and all, I might have talked to her seriously to consider leaving Eric, but I never found the guts. I never dared to. I might lose her earlier than 4 years I did.
If she wanted, however, that would be a different story, I would dive in immediately and never regretted, if she asked, I would. I really would, but I cannot be the initiating party.
I guess our baby girl was the final party to ’talk’ sense into her to stop before it’s too late. I never even expected pregnancy since we’ve already been going raw since day 1. I honestly don’t know how suddenly a girl who’s been trying to have a baby for years, SUDDENLY just gets one… I buy toto also never so lucky. My max is $50.
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Originally Posted by
xiao_boy
CCB gog. Knew the ending was gonna be bad since you already gave a heads up but didn’t know it was gonna be THIS bad. Nonetheless, thank you for the amazing story. The only one I actively came back to catch up on all these months. I can acutely feel the pain bro. I hope all’s good for you now.
Was it that bad? I just felt it’s a pity and sad, I won’t say it’s bad, it as amicable, mutual,-well not exactly mutual, but there was no bad blood, she didn’t abort, didn’t divorce, I didn’t force her, Eric didn’t find out.
Only 1 person got hurt in the process - me. I think quite lucky liao at this rate the story goes. It’s just sad I guess. Losing somebody you loved whole heartedly for years (4 years). Just the circumstances to the break up is bad I guess. LOL…
Welcome to read my story, I hope the tears of blue-balls were more than the tears of sadness at the end. All is good. It’s past, I do look back always, looking at our photos, etc. I have them in my room naturally, locked away. Thanks again.
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Originally Posted by
booblover00
i think honestly i enjoyed this thread, been a silent reader for months. hoping the best for TS.
Good to know you read and enjoy, thank you! Appreciate it.
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Originally Posted by
lipe
xiao boy
up you 20 points.
bro gog is a master story teller.
regular updates with BLUE BALLS once in a while.
Muahaha, I guess it’s because I was proof-reading and vetting over and over. Not wanting to miss a time to post it (before I start work), I quickly stop and just post. I am not trying to hook readers into waiting for next episode, I really just try my best at times. But balls happens. Hahahahah!!!
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Originally Posted by
bowlofsoup
thanks brother for sharing your journey. the ending was something i expected actually…. but i always thought you would have some secret meeting with j not completely cut off…
You expected a bowl of soup or the baby? I already made known we’d break up towards the end.
No la… If have secret meeting, I think this story won’t appear liao. I would have kept going happy. Making more memories and probably share it when we really stopped.
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Originally Posted by
LowProfiler
gog in relationship with milly lah… getting married soon..
Mai luan lai!! She’s married already lol!!!!!!!! I haven’t found another love of my life.
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Originally Posted by
Jomjom88
New to this thread and it took me 1 week to read everything.
From Janice to lindi to penny. Luckily i didnt have to suffer any blue balls because i read one shot when the story end.
Anyway I truly feel you in the end. Jiayou bro gog.
Wow! 1 week?!?! Amazing bro! Thank you for the support
You are smart, evaded the blue-balls. well done!!!!!
Thanks for the heartfelt wishes, we’ve all moved on, thanks!!!
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Originally Posted by
storylistener
Thank you for sharing your story
Thats really hurt & painful
Welcome bro, thanks for reading, didn’t expect the ending to bring forth so many outpours of well wishes and comments. Totally unexpected, just like that the she said “I’m pregnant”, really, just shocked with joy.
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Originally Posted by
Freakz
Thanks bro gog for the wonderful memories of yours which you shared with all of us but you still the KNNBCCB GOG cause you always leave ppl hanging with milly. But bro “fist bump”
Hahahaha wondered where you go to, kns, story end liao still must ccb me!!!
Thank you bro, glad you enjoyed the ending. Was worried might anger people.
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Originally Posted by
cflrick
Thank gog for sharing the story or should I say your life, joy or hurt.I wish you have a wonderful journey continue. BTW, did I missed a sub story of the air stewardess, I think her name was Milly right, can’t find back.
Life goes on, thank you bro. This is a phase of my life, I never expected I could have a long relationship like that for 4 long years. No girl managed to hook my heart for so long and so deep.
Milly? No sub story, I refuse to share… I want to retire liao. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
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Originally Posted by
fwchong
wow…where and how did you get your intel from ?
You kena smoke liao la. lol!!
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Originally Posted by
junior_cannibal
You sure deserve to be called GNNBCCB Gog, dare to say you are the only one for hurt?
Just because Janice didn’t abort, didn’t get shame for adultery and divorce?
Can you even imagine how she needs to act as though she’s still that holy goody wife, mother, Christian? All because you took the chance to show her the dark side?
She’s blessed. Imagine if she were to leave Eric and marry you, you will stop all your flings and CCA and be only faithful to her? What if she finds out you were concurrently bonking Lindi, Penny and others? She will probably go mad, commit suicide or even attempt to kill you.
Even a chess game sometimes can have a draw, the more in terms of relationship. There need not be a winner, loser, victim or otherwise.
By Buddhism, it’s known as 因果，we reap what we sow.
One thing you did right, at least, to let her have her peace. Recently some idiot who couldn’t get over the ex, stalked her, threatened her to leak the pictures and vids, ended up got arrested and got himself free lodging and full board in Changi.
Well said bro!!! Thanks for pointing that out!
Yes, I’ve been acting all self-pity and like I’m the only one hurt in the process. You are totally right to highlight that Janice also got hurt although she got the better end of the ‘deal’.
I never think of it in the other way of ‘what-if’. Your points are spot on and right, I probably will end up hurting her even further. Even if I say my bonks of Lindi and Penny will never be known, but who knows? Even Janice got pregnant after so long, what else can I say or defend myself that it won’t be found out?
Just wanted closure on this part, and you pointed it out right. When it’s time to let go, we have to let go, even if it hurts all of us.
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Originally Posted by
storylistener
The most painful part is that all the firsts were never yours
Like you have said if not due to faith or other factors , things may turn out differently
Nonetheless deep down in Janice’s heart, the beautiful little girl is from you & her. She definitely love her with all her heart
Yes, you were right, as mentioned, I already know one day all good things will end. Just didn’t expect it to come in such a way. For surem nothing lasts forever, and my story proves it.
But given that if things repeat and we still break up, I honestly will still go for it. Never wanted Janice to be ‘mine’ in any way. It was a short time but well worth my feelings for the years.
Thank you all for providing hindsight and feedback still
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Originally Posted by
Big2
So what are the changes that you are just being used for your sperms and Eric wasn’t unaware from the start? Of course can see J ended up enjoying the time she had with you.. just that a guy really can’t be so dumb as Eric.
Chances you mean?
I don’t really care, of maybe they were planning that all along and that’s why Eric never suspected anything?
However, like I said, I do really like Janice, it’s more than lust, and if she can give up her ass and mouth just to get me to fuck her to pregnancy, it’s still a win for me.
Who knows? Nobody will know, but 4 years to get pregnant, if Eric really wanted a kid through sorrugacy sex, Janice probably had tonnes of other men?
I’ll just be positive I guess.
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Originally Posted by
Bigbluebird
No man is that dumb. He won ultinately, he has a wife that is well trained now, he has a daughter and as far as everyone sees it, a happy and complete family. His wife went on a course in School of Gog and eventually returned.
That’s if he uses Janice as I trained her, maybe, they did plan all this out.
You folks really give me a different view on how the things go
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Originally Posted by
storylistener
This shows Janice really captured your heart & you captured hers. Both of you had put in efforts & feelings
I’m sure she did. I’ve always admired her, nothing more, then loved her when it happened, it’s more than lust. I fucked Janice wanting to give her my love.
Fucking other girls is just to get rid of my lust. Thank you.
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Originally Posted by
bowlofsoup
At least she updates you on the little growing up. that’s good in a way
It’s just friendly sharing, I don’t overthink on that and/or think too much into it. As long as she’s happy, our kid’s happy, why overthink things?
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Originally Posted by
coolmanspooky
I am thinking of something sinister…imagine Janice knew of Eric’s condition and wanted someone to impreg her so that she can have a baby…
Hahaha, yes, bro, you’re not the first since the end of the story to mention this. I also don’t know, but even if I am used, I’m contented because I truly liked Janice. If she was contented to be just using me, I won’t have minded even if she said it or if Eric planned it and slowly let it sink in.
I wouldn’t have to take my chances after BS in church and gotten my way. All she needed to say is “let’s fuck a baby in me”, I’ll gladly do it.
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Originally Posted by
178noobnoob
Bro, then what happen to Lindi and Penny?
Lindi’s still fuckable, so don’t waste.
Penny, disappeared after paying back the loan and I last heard her bf proposed, maybe she got married and decided to cut all ties with me. I was merely using her body not in love with her any way.
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Originally Posted by
Jomjom88
Ask bro gog to start another story for Lindi & Penny.
I retire liao… lol
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Originally Posted by
bowlofsoup
let’s put it this way, if she wants nothing to do with you, she will just ignore you and continue working as a boss and colleague only. she doesnt need to let you know about her private life anymore or anything about the kid. i think she still have feelings for you, just that she draws a line between friend and lover and making a point to she you indirectly how the little kid is growing. its a good relationship. i am glad this closure was a good one.
Things didn’t go like you say, we’re still good friends, just that we need to watch our boundaries and not start something we can’t continue again. The hurt was for all involved, not just me. Again, if I were to involve with Janice all over again, I for sure, will do it.
I’m happy the way things are now, don’t need more. Don’t ask for more, and don’t expect her to treat me like last time, as a friend is grateful enough. It’s already very blessed.
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Originally Posted by
storylistener
Lust turned ino love
Totally feel you
It was never a lustful sharing to start with, it was about a love I had and lost,
That’s why you don’t see a lot of sex details but more on the flow of the story.
The rest is mostly through casual mentioning and sharing. What I can remember and miss are really Janice’s muffins… love how sensitive they are… miss the DJ-ing…
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Originally Posted by
178noobnoob
Bro GOG, cannot say retire already.
It’s just a sharing session. Hahaha.
Hahaha… retire liao lor! I a few days then reply once.
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Originally Posted by
CowardPotato
I understand what you meant bro.
cumming inside always feels…..different
And when you love the person, the person willing to take your cum fully, loves you back enough to do it. Unlike most couples these days who raw for shiok feeling and then abort etc… Janice took my cum willingly and loved me enough to do it.
I can’t explain this in words, you have to like a person truly to allow him/her to take your seeds and never regret it after, even if pregnancy. Condoms are a way to say “Eh, let’s just fuck and forget”.
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Originally Posted by
CowardPotato
Finally came to this ending of a wild ride…..emotions were stirred. Stay strong bro GoG
Wild ride? Hardly… it is more emotional than wild, the starting was wild, the flirting, the innocent, following by our debauchery to the fateful ‘mis’-fortune that followed.
Hope you enjoyed my life story, this is one true love that I gave my all,
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Originally Posted by
Bigcuriousboy
Hey gog. How do you feel about the fact that you have a child which you cannot acknowledge and will never play a part of in her life….
Honestly, if you say I’m emotionless, it’s not true and not possible. I never thought I’d be a father and in such circumstances.
I have been advising bros here that while you have the enjoyment, enjoy it. When it ends, let go no matter what. Don’t hanker and try to threaten or fight for things, especially in an affair or relationship.
When the girl cuts you off, take it and walk. Don’t use old videos, chats/messages, photos to threaten for more sex or for her to return. When girls make up their minds, there is
NO TURNING BACK
.
For me, Janie didn’t refuse me the visiting privilege or bringing her to office sometimes (family days, events, etc…). Janice has NEVER prohibited me talking to her so in some ways, unbeknownst to our girl, she is talking to her father.
That’s all. I am contented, sad but super contented. Indirectly I am in her life, just not as her biological father. I’ve bought her presents, clothes, gave her red packet during CNY etc. Held our girl when she’s born, and all. I think that’s sufficient.
I don’t need to ask for more or the impossible. Maybe one day when Janice is 80 and I’m 85 and Eric departed the world, we’d get together? Nobody knows.
Sad, I am, but I’m also contented. I am.
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Originally Posted by
RetiredHunter
Knn gog…the ending part really touch my heart….all the best bro….
It hurts, but I had to finish it. You have no idea how many times I want to stop and just go off. I don’t even know how I pull myself through all the writing and pre-penning the ending and one-shot vet/proof read to post.
It’s a load off my mind. The bros here have provided insight, shared and spoke with me on many levels, I really appreciate it.
Just that 122 pages, is a bit long to go through.
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Originally Posted by
lipe
Refer to one of my earlier post on condom.
After she inserted IUD, whenever we make love, at times she will wait for my orgasm. When she felt my hot cum, her face lighted up and she smiled. This is priceless.
After our love making sessions, we sometimes reflected on what will we do in our old age.
We agreed that we cannot be together in this life. However, we wished that we will be together in the next life.
I don’t think there’s a next life, I’m happy with what I have/had. No need to look back or think too much about it.
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Originally Posted by
bowlofsoup
love is blind… sex is good.. cum inside the best
In the bowl of soup too….
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Originally Posted by
storylistener
The love once had & lost is always heartbreaking yet memorable, it will engrave deep in the heart & this I totally feel you
Didn’t really lose it, didn’t get it either, was never mine to be … it is something I yearn for. Never knew I can love somebody so deep.
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Originally Posted by
RetiredHunter
I hope happy ending for u bro gog.
It is,
I’m happy, she’s happy, everybody’s happy.
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Originally Posted by
hihihihi123
although i dont like how you had affairs with Janice, but it was a great story. I truly like it!
Thanks for the feedback, I already said, it’s not about conquest or being proud of something I did, it’s just a reminiscing of my longest love and tryst. Nothing else came close for me.
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Originally Posted by
junior_cannibal
NBCCB Gog, please tell us what’s your plan. Any more story to share? If so, continue from here or start a new thread? If its the latter, please share the link here so that we won’t miss it and get blue balls as always but you.
Time to move on from your story with Janice.
My plan is to retire, this was the only one of my very serious relationship.
I had other girls but nothing as exciting and fun as Janice. I incidentally shared about Penny along the way also.
You all blue until song song siboh want to be more blue is it? Hahahah..
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Originally Posted by
pratamania
good story bro!
Thank you bro, glad you liked it
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Originally Posted by
Nabe84
Plot twist. Actually GOG is Janice and she misses him.
LOL great story bro
Muahaha… maybe. Who knows?
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Originally Posted by
macek
suddenly plots twist
Which part bro? The ending? It was not really a secret or twist.. it’s just how life works. I got cheated by it too
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Originally Posted by
2ndfunction
Superb solid story from bro gog. Wanted to hear more about the rough sessions with Linda, how you use her to your hearts content…
Wah… there are a few… she’s very… erm… submissive… can take abuse, but I can be quite cruel with her (ONLY her) i think might offend people.
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Originally Posted by
2ndfunction
Looking forward to hearing em if you’re willing to share. To each their own poison, can’t please everyone right? 😉
Haha… let me think of anything memorable one, I’ll update here.
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Originally Posted by
CowardPotato
Anyone also can be offended nowadays, if so bloody good shoes then why are they on this forum the first place
Bro GoG willing to share his story to let them diu, they just keep quiet and judge. Diff standard.
Do share GoG, we want to know more
I just try to make everybody happy la, let me go think of something nice with Lindi. Something that I enjoyed.
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Originally Posted by
CowardPotato
No need to make everybody happy la, as long you’re happy enough dy.
But we won’t say no to our Cxxx slut Lindi
I want to blue balls you all leh…
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Originally Posted by
Freakz
KNNBCCB GOG quick get back here and do some updates either with Lindi or milly. Without your daily updates something just feel amiss when I log in here on sbf. But of course we all miss you lah!!!
Wah lao. What is it with Lindi and Milly!? LoL. Maybe… maybe I continue with Mindy.
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Originally Posted by
timeliness
Aiyo the story with Janice has already ended with such emotions like a guy having his orgasm and cummed already.
But here we are, wanting more stories of Lindi like how a guy wants multiple rounds of sex 😝
Because Janice was a love story, not sex story.
Lindi and Milly are pure sex stories, the attraction is different. You all chased after Janice’s story is to know the outcome and the lifestyle changes.
Chasing after Lindi and Milly is to enjoy the conquer of Milly and abuse of Lindi.
Different marketing segment. LOL
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Originally Posted by
timeliness
In that case, while Janice was a love story, Lindi and Milly are.. lust stories 😝
So when are the stories for these 2 cumming?
https://sbf.net.nz/showthread.php?p=22578628
I want to retire one… you know?