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Originally Posted by
creght
Left hand up, right hand up and clap together x 3
You happy, I happy. Everybody happy.
Keep up the good story, can’t wait to see what is the unexpected twisted.
Btw, do you have a link of EoS story.
He has so many stories, but I think this is what you’re looking for?
https://sbf.net.nz/showthread.php?t=194357
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As expected, most of my colleagues were on an extended long weekend break. My morning meeting ended in less than 5 minutes and all my emails were cleared by 930am. I settled in front of the TV with my laptop on the coffee table in case any new emails came in and eventually dozed off.
I was awakened by a gentle stroking of my calf which moved further up towards my thighs. My eyes flew open and no surprises there, Alicia was looking at me like a Cheshire cat.
Me: Yes?
A: Can we cuddle?
Me: Erm.
A: Tom snores. I don’t want to get into your bed with Mike without asking you first.
Me: Haha. I think Mike would jump off the bed when he realises it’s you.
A: Oh? But why? He didn’t seem to have any issue with me before.
Me: He realised how young you are.
A: Huh? I’m an adult already. I’ve lived and worked overseas by myself. What’s the issue?
Me: Never mind.
A: I thought you were working?
Me: I am.
A: Wow. I want this kind of job too.
Me: You mean be able to sleep on the job?
A: I don’t mind if I can sleep around on the job too. Haha.
Me: Then you should just join Mark’s company. Haha. I’ve cleared all my emails already. Most of my colleagues are on leave. I guess this is a perk of working from home?
A: Must be fun. To work from home and have two guys on standby.
Me: They are usually at work.
A: Oh.
I patted the seat next to me. Alicia sat down and her hands immediately went to my t-shirt. I stopped her.
Me: Woah.
A: Naked cuddles?
Me: Let’s just cuddle ok?
She curled up next to me, resting her head on my chest, and cheekily gave it a squeeze.
Me: Oi.
A: I hope I’ll still have a body like yours when I’m this age.
Me: Erm.
A: You’re so curvy. So nice to hug.
Me: And you’re so slim.
A: It’s really hard to maintain.
Me: You’re still young.
A: I won’t be young forever.
Me: Is that why you’re having so much sex with everyone?
A: Huh? Who’s everyone? Right now it’s only Tom. Really.
Me: But you want Mike too.
A: Yeah. I like the way he fucks me hard. Yet he can still last quite long. His body is so nice to touch.
Me: Erm.
A: You’re so lucky June. I wish I could be like you.
Me: There’s some parts of me you shouldn’t try to emulate. Trust me.
A: Like being an escort?
Me: Yeah.
A: Well, ok. Maybe not that part.
Me: Do you really like Mark?
A: I think so.
Me: Why?
A: He treated me really well. He didn’t try to take advantage of me like other guys.
Me: So you took advantage of him?
A: Huh? Did I? Ok. Maybe I did, a little.
Me: He treats everyone really well you know. He’s a really nice guy. And yet all of us took advantage of him in some way or another.
A: Yeah.
Me: Whatever is happening now is probably the after effect of all that.
A: No. I don’t think so.
Me: Do you think he really loves Jasmine?
A: I don’t know. But he always has a soft spot for her. No matter what she does.
Me: And you’re acting out because of that?
A: I don’t know. I just don’t feel good. Sex makes me feel good.
Me: You’re using sex as a coping mechanism.
A: Yeah.
Me: Don’t you think it’s meaningless?
A: I don’t feel that way. Especially with Mark. Or Tom.
Me: Tom is a man-whore. He fucks everybody.
A: He fucks everybody well.
Me: That I agree.
A: You should have seen him with Felicia. I was so jealous. Even though he fucked me the same way.
Me: Do you like Tom?
A: Huh?
Me: He’s a nice guy too. I think.
A: Oh yeah. He’s nice to me as well.
Me: So he’s your second choice then?
A: Errr….
Me: He’s gonna be single soon you know.
A: Separation and divorce takes a few years. Look at Jasmine. Haha.
Me: And?
A: And what?
Me: If your first choice isn’t available, go for the second?
A: Why?
Me: You should be in a proper relationship. Don’t be like me. Or Mark. Or Jasmine. Or whoever else.
A: Like my mom? Haha.
Me: Yeah. Probably like your mom too.
A: But she’s happy. I think.
Me: Really?
A: I guess. Still getting fucked by anything with a dick.
Me: Well…
A: Do you think Tom wants me that way then?
Me: Hmm… you mean non-sexually?
A: Yeah.
Me: You’ll have to ask him.
A: It’s kind of weird no? Dating someone properly after you’ve been fucked by them.
Me: Have you actually done that before?
A: Nope. It’s always dating first then I get conned into bed.
Me: Well, there’s a first time for everything right?
A: I guess so.
Me: Try it out.
A: If I date Tom, I’d want him to be with me only.
Me: Oh.
A: Ah ha! You can’t give up your FWB!
Me: Hmmm…
A: And Tom’s having the time of his life now. Maybe it’s not such a good idea.
Me: When I first got to know Tom, he was a really shy guy. It’s only after he got introduced to the group that he became like this.
A: I’m not good enough for him.
Me: Don’t think that way.
A: How can I compete with the rest of them? Especially Crystal. In terms of fitness, I think she’s the only one who can match up to him.
Me: Oh please. Tom isn’t that fit.
A: She can even almost wear Mike out. She’s really fit.
Me: Oh.
A: And Jasmine is another one. Super fit.
Me: Ah yes. Mike did mention something like that.
A: That’s it. I’m going to wake Tom up and fuck him.
Me: Erm.
Alicia released herself from my arms and went to the room. I heard Tom asking her sleepily what was going on. Then the springs started creaking.
After 15 minutes, I went over intending to shut the door as the noise was a little too distracting. But I ended up watching from the doorway.
A: I want your baby.
T: Wait what?
A: Let’s make a baby.
T: Holy shit!
I think Tom was trying to pull out but Alicia had wrapped her legs around him and pulled him towards her to kiss. He came inside her again and she refused to release him.
A: Fuck me again. Cum inside.
T: Are you sure about this? I thought you’re on the pill?
A: I am.
T: So what’s this talk about making a baby?
It was pretty hilarious watching them have a conversation while he was thrusting deep into her.
A: One day maybe. Would you want to have a kid with me?
T: Erm. Where’s this coming from?
A: Be my boyfriend?
T: I’m not divorced yet.
A: If you were my boyfriend, would you still see the others?
T: Are we talking hypothetically?
A: Yes.
T: Then hypothetically, I’d stop if you wanted me to.
A: Good answer. Now fuck me harder and cum inside.
I decided I had enough and shut the door.
Alicia was really weird.
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Originally Posted by
junior_cannibal
June, what makes your story interesting is, almost all of you are not normal, at least in terms of the sex bit. Not just about Alicia, but everyone else.
Even Tom, when Alicia asked him would he stop seeing others if they become exclusive, his answer is, if she wants him to stop and not because he loves her enough that he wants to stop seeing others.
Having multiple partners may seem interesting but having no string technically also mean no emotional connection, then a sex is just a sex. You kind of know it that’s why you are trying to convince Alicia. However, by your own conduct, it’s a hard sell. Lol.
Hahaha. Of course I know that. I’m a super bad role model. But I can’t say there’s totally zero emotional connection for me.
I must have napped all the way through lunch as I woke up feeling hungry, and it was already getting dark outside.
I checked my phone and there were no missed calls from work and no texts, even my Teams messenger had been silent the entire day. At least I didn’t have to waste a day of annual leave.
As usual, Mike and Tom were playing Diablo again, and a quick check in the master bedroom revealed a naked Alicia seemingly fast asleep.
I went back to the computer room.
Me: What’s for dinner?
M: How hungry are you?
Me: Very.
T: Well considering you slept all the way…
Me: Nobody tried to wake me?
T: I tried. When Alicia was done and went to take a shower. You refused to wake up.
Me: Oh.
M: She jumped into bed with me just now when I was sleeping. Gave me a shock.
Me: So did you…
M: Nah. I gave up the bed and went out with Tom to wash his sheets.
Me: Right. I think she misses your cock too.
M: Fantastic.
Me: So what’s for dinner?
M: Coffeeshop? Zhi char? Wanna go to that zhi char that EoS introduced?
Me: Sure.
T: Wanna get EoS? Or Mark?
Me: Can EoS even eat properly? He just had surgery.
T: Oh. Completely forgot about that.
Me: And don’t forget we’ve got a naked girl in my bed. Probably need to feed her too.
T: She should be extremely hungry as well. Knocked out right after making me cum inside her more times than I imagined I could.
Me: Oh ya. You guys are making a baby.
M: What??
Me: You were dead to the world. I was watching them from the doorway.
T: And you didn’t save me?
Me: Was I supposed to?
T: Hmmm. Guess not.
M: Wait dude, you’re still married. I don’t think you should be having a child with someone else.
T: She’s on the pill. It was a hypothetical question.
M: Oh.
Me: Well Jasmine was on the pill. She secretly stopped and got pregnant.
T: Oh shit.
Me: Congrats.
T: Shit. Shit. Shit.
M: Hahahaha.
T: What’s so funny?
M: She’s obviously trolling you. I think.
T: And if she’s not?
Me: Then you’ll have a son or daughter in 9 months?
T: Argh.
Me: Hahahaha! You should see your face.
T: Don’t play me like this.
Me: Well, you didn’t stop her.
T: Was I supposed to?
Me: I don’t know. That’s your choice. And hers.
T: Damn.
Me: By the way, you’re her second choice.
T: Huh?
Me: After Mark, you’re her second choice.
T: Oh. How come though?
Me: Who knows? Good luck.
M: Please tell me I’m nowhere on her list.
Me: You’re not single.
T: Neither am I.
Me: You’re soon to be.
T: Damn.
Me: Eh. She likes you for some reason. Don’t hurt her. Do you even like her?
T: Err… you know, honestly, I never expected anyone of that age to take any interest in me unless it was sexual. As for liking her, that’s pretty subjective no?
Me: It’s sexual for now. I think. I’ve been trying to get her to have a proper relationship. Instead of doing whatever we’re doing.
T: Are there no guys around her age?
Me: For some reason, she prefers older men.
M: Daddy issues?
T: Woah. Really?
Me: Maybe? But if you’re gonna date her if she asks, do it properly ok? No more of this.
T: Hmm. I think I can do that.
Me: But if you’re just using her to fulfil your physical needs, then don’t bother please. You’ll just end up hurting her.
T: Right now she’s using me to fulfil her physical needs no?
Me: Err…
T: Seems like double standards. Haha.
Me: Just don’t hurt her.
T: I won’t.
Me: You better not. Otherwise…
T: Otherwise?
Me: I’m torn la. If she wants to be with you, I’ve gotta give you up.
T: Oh.
I looked at Mike.
Me: If that happens, and I decide to find another FWB, will you be ok?
M: Yeah. But introduce him to me first. Don’t go behind my back anymore.
T: I thought Mark is your new FWB?
Me: No. If he’s going to be with Jasmine properly, he better stop this nonsense.
T: Haha. True. Shall I ask EoS if he’s keen?
M: I don’t mind if it’s EoS. We already sort of know him. His cock should be sufficient for you. Haha.
Me: Haha! Sure sure. As if he’ll agree.
T: You never know.
Me: Eh wait. Means you’re considering a serious relationship with Alicia?
T: If she’s serious, I will be serious too. But right now I feel she just wants to enjoy whatever she’s doing.
Me: Then your divorce?
T: It’s gonna happen anyway. Matter of time. Since it’s uncontested, who knows, maybe it will be faster.
Me: Has it ever occured to you that if you’re single, you’ll probably be more havoc than you are right now?
T: You mean I’m gonna fuck around more?
Me: Yeah.
T: I’ve already got my hands full now, especially with Alicia. Doubt I can take on any more. Besides, everyone I’m sleeping with now is because of you.
Me: What the fuck. Don’t pin this on me.
T: It’s true. Without you, I’d never have the opportunity to meet any one of them. Except maybe April. Haha.
Me: Urgh. So if I never introduced you, I’d be the only one you’re sleeping with now?
T: Most definitely.
Me: Oh well.
M: I’d probably only be sleeping with you too. And maybe April.
Me: Great. Probably shouldn’t have done it then.
M: But it’s fine. What’s done is done. And I thought you were hungry?
Me: The hunger ran away. Replaced by self-reflection and despair.
M: What?
Me: Nothing. Just ignore me. Alicia needs to be fed too. Tom, go wake her up?
T: Alright. Give me 5 minutes.
Me: You need 5 minutes to wake her up?
T: In case she wants a quickie.
M: You need five minutes for a quickie?
T: Including a quick shower.
M: That’s not enough time then.
T: Trust me. It is. Just do it while showering. Haha.
Me: Right. Go then.
He entered the master bedroom and to our surprise, he got Alicia dressed and out of bed in no time at all, and they emerged holding hands. It was kind of sweet, like how Mike and I returned to the chalet after chatting on the beach decades ago. No quickies or showers or quickie showers happened. It was a little concerning to see her puffy eyes, as though she’d been crying for an extended period of time. But she had a big smile on her face.
A: I’m confused, do I have a boyfriend now or a FWB?
Me: What do you want him to be?
A: I can’t be dating a married man right?
Me: Yet, you’re sleeping with one. Four if you count the others.
A: Oooo. Can I have four married boyfriends then?
Me: What?
A: Kidding. What’s for dinner though? I’m starving.
Me: We’re thinking of this zhi char place in Yishun EoS introduced to us.
A: Wah. That’s at least 20 minutes away. My stomach would have digested itself by then.
T: We can always eat at the nearby coffeeshop.
A: Ok!
I sort of expected her to let go of Tom’s hand but she did not, even hooking her arm around his and laying her head on his shoulder as we walked to the coffeeshop.
As I went to get drinks, the auntie was being nosey, asking if Alicia was my brother’s girlfriend. I wanted to say that’s my daughter and see her reaction. But I guess it would be too much.
In the end we just got simple dishes from the zhi char stall, one veg, two meats and one tofu with rice.
After dinner, I headed back home with Mike while Tom and Alicia went for a walk around the neighbourhood.
Shortly after, I received a text from Alicia.
A: I’m sorry. I don’t want to take Tom away from you. But right now, he’s a very good distraction for me.
I didn’t know how to reply to that.
Me: Don’t worry about it.
A: I don’t know if Tom is actually boyfriend material though. But he’s really good in bed.
Me: Don’t define your relationships by sex alone.
A: Yeah. I know.
Me: Are you coming back?
A: Tom’s sending me home to grab my stuff. Can I stay for the weekend at least? I don’t want to be around Jasmine and Mark right now.
Me: Sure. Stay as long as you want.
I guess they could squeeze on the single bed. It would be more intimate anyway. Perhaps I should consider getting more sets of bedsheets otherwise we’d have to go to the laundromat daily.
Mike and I chilled on the sofa watching Netflix while waiting for them to return. It was really kind of hilarious. Alicia suddenly became the daughter we never had, based on age alone, and Tom was her much older boyfriend. If she really was my daughter though, I guess I’d not be supportive of that, especially since I was sleeping with him as well.
The rest of the weekend was as normal as a normal weekend could be, with the exception of Alicia suddenly hanging around. Suddenly, the only female having tons of sex in the house wasn’t me but Alicia, with Tom of course. Mike wisely steered clear for previously mentioned reasons. Listening to them go at it nearly the entire weekend with breaks for food and showers was pretty hilarious, yet somewhat irritating. I was really impressed though, that Alicia managed to get Tom off the computer, so much so that even Mike decided not to continue playing, and hang out with me on the sofa instead. So maybe having Alicia around wasn’t such a bad thing after all.
Monday back at work was also Mark’s first day back. I wondered how he was coping, having stepped down from a managerial role back into a senior executive. At least he didn’t have a Rebecca hounding him for sex anymore since she was already occupied with Nick. I guess no longer being the only somewhat available guy in the office would be good for him. Then again, what if Jasmine returned to work as well and somehow Nick caught her eye too? Not that I was assuming she was that sort, but she was technically single now, and free to pursue a relationship with whoever.
I managed to catch him during lunch and luckily we managed to get a seat. I thought maybe he would want to eat with Kate and Shirlyn or even Rebecca, but somehow he agreed to meet me. I wasn’t particularly hungry so I just got a wanton mee while Mark got Nasi Lemak.
M: I’m sorry.
Me: Huh? For what?
M: For having sex with you.
Now I was really confused.
Me: I didn’t say no, did I?
M: No. But I feel like I forced you into it.
Me: Did you?
M: I think so. I just wanted to feel something different.
Me: So you raped me with consent? Hahaha.
M: That doesn’t sound accurate.
Me: Of course it doesn’t. I enjoyed it too ok?
M: Still probably shouldn’t have.
Me: Why are you telling me this now though?
M: We can’t have sex anymore.
Me: And?
M: Somehow I feel like I took your virginity then now I’m dumping you.
Me: Hahahahaha! What?
Maybe I laughed a little too loudly as the diners at the couple of tables around us actually turned to look our way despite the relatively noisy ambience of the food centre.
M: I used you for sex?
Me: Erm. Ok. I really enjoyed it though. After so long of teasing each other, it finally happened.
M: You’re ok with it right?
Me: The sex or the no-more sex?
M: No more.
Me: Of course I’m ok with it. In fact I’m glad that you’re trying to have a proper relationship with Jasmine.
M: Well…
Me: Well what?
M: We’re not getting back together. Me and Jasmine. Not yet.
Me: Huh? You spent like the whole weekend with her right?
M: We did.
Me: I’m gonna assume you had sex.
M: We did.
Me: Then what’s going on?
M: Breakup sex?
Me: Huh???
M: She says she thinks she isn’t ready for us. She doesn’t know when she’ll be ready. She made a mistake getting pregnant, she thought it would bring us closer. But she felt it was quite one-sided.
Me: What do you mean?
M: I’m not so sure either. But she said I seemed to be more excited than her.
Me: Huh? Like how is that a bad thing?
M: I really don’t know.
Me: But you still had sex with her nearly the whole weekend?
M: Yup.
Me: And how was it?
M: It was great. It was great with you too. The emotional aspect of it especially.
Me: It’s great but it’s not going to continue? You’re seriously confusing me.
M: I’m kind of confused too. But we had a very long chat about it.
Me: So we’re no longer going to have sex because?
M: She says I should be with someone who is ready to be with me, properly.
Me: Oh yeah. I’m obviously not on that list. But hasn’t everyone been telling you the same thing???
M: I guess I needed to hear it from her.
Me: You’re such an ass.
M: I know.
Me: So anyway… what I really wanna know is…
M: What?
Me: Was the baby yours?
M: I guess so. She says she really didn’t sleep with anyone else during that period. Even if she did, then it’s either Darren’s, Tom’s, Mike’s or Jason’s.
Me: What the fuck.
M: In no particular order. I’m just naming the guys I know she slept with before.
Me: Right.
M: Doubt it’s Darren though. He always uses condoms.
Me: I really don’t wanna know now. But Tom and Mike supposedly use condoms too.
M: Then it’s Jason’s. Hahaha. Or EoS.
Me: You’re surprisingly chill about this.
M: How else am I supposed to be?
Me: Do I need to remind you what happened weeks ago?
M: Ah. No need. That was just me being immature.
Me: Indeed. Glad you realised. So what now?
M: I don’t know. I need to prove my worth at work.
Me: Besides that. A proper relationship. Shirlyn?
M: I can’t do that. People will just say I slept my way to the top.
Me: Right, practically everyone there knows you and what everyone else is like. And the big plus point is, she likes you.
M: I know. But it’s complicated.
Me: Alicia?
M: Well…
Me: Well what?
M: I think I’ve hurt her too much.
Me: You don’t say.
M: I think she deserves to be with someone properly too.
Me: Uh huh.
M: But she sort of left home. Lucky Tom was there with her. Otherwise she might have run away to another country again.
Me: Right.
M: I think Tom’s a nice guy. And he can definitely satisfy her sexual needs.
Me: I really don’t think that’s what she needs right now.
M: You never know.
Me: Then what about you? And your sexual needs?
M: I guess it’s gonna be me and my hands.
Me: Hilarious. You’re Alicia’s first choice.
M: And she wasn’t mine.
Me: Ouch. Don’t let her hear that.
M: Trust me. She knows. We’re still friends right?
Me: Uh yeah? I’m not gonna run away.
M: Just worried. I haven’t been treating you right.
Me: Erm. I think you treated me the way you wanted to. And that’s fine honestly. But you need to decide what you really want. Don’t let go of a good thing.
M: And the good thing you’re referring to is? Shirlyn? Alicia? You?
Me: I don’t belong on your list please. I obviously wouldn’t mind if you still wanted to have sex. Only you know what you really want.
M: Probably Ann.
Me: Huh? After the way she treated you?
M: Yeah. Without Ann, none of this would have happened.
Me: Really?
M: Might as well say Isabelle. If she didn’t break up with me…
Me: You need to stop looking into the past.
M: I know. But sometimes you just think back and wonder what could have been.
Me: Only you can decide what you want.
M: You wanna have breakup sex too?
Me: Hahaha! Are you serious?
M: Nope. Just testing you.
Me: Idiot. I don’t mind. But it’s not gonna help your situation. How’s work by the way?
M: It’s fine. First day back nothing much to do actually. Kate’s been fantastic.
Me: That’s good.
M: And thank god Rebecca has a new distraction.
Me: Nick?
M: Yeah. Poor guy doesn’t know what he’s gotten himself into. Haha.
Me: Oh I’m pretty sure he does.
M: I actually thought he wasn’t straight when I first saw him. Then Rebecca grabbed his ass in the pantry. Then I put two and two together.
Me: He’s got really good skin. And a thick cock apparently.
M: Haha! Must be Rebecca’s big mouth.
Me: Yup. Pretty sure it’s been there on numerous occasions.
M: You know what I mean.
Me: Of course.
M: Anyway, I gotta head back soon. We’ll catch up again next week?
Me: Sure. You coming over this weekend to unload your pent up sexual frustrations into me?
M: Hahaha. I’ve got my hands. Don’t worry.
Me: Nothing beats a female. You’ve got Shirlyn and Alicia to choose from. Don’t give up on a good thing yeah?
M: I’ll see how things go.
Me: Take care Mark.
M: You too June.
We went our separate ways after lunch. I hope Mark would make the right choice eventually. Or at least, not hurt anyone anymore, be it unintentionally or otherwise.
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Originally Posted by
junior_cannibal
Whether Mike will hurt or be hurt, or whether he will really knows what he wants and not want, only him and time will tell.
He’s really bad in managing relationship. Either try to please everyone or suddenly MIA and not contactable.
He seriously needs to grow up and be a sensible adult before he loses everyone that really cares about him, not many of them though.
Also, get his ass out of Ann’s house, even moving back to his parent’s is better than leeching in Ann’s house. Who’s he? Still a toy boy or FWB of hers?
Mark is the legal guardian of Ann’s kids if something happens to her. Seems damn weird though. They’re all adults already. Probably don’t need him.
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Originally Posted by
creght
Sis June
I am curious something that you have met Alicia and Alan, am wondering whether you have met Ann and Amanda and what is your impression of them if you meet them at Ann,s house when you visit Mark
Mark was alone at home when I visited. I’ve never met anyone else so not much impression other than from what I read from his story.
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Originally Posted by
junior_cannibal
Ann is sure one weirdo too.
Didn’t she not know Mark’s own life is a mess? She acutally thought he can look after her children?
Come to think of it, I’m sure she contributed to the mess as well.
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junior_cannibal
It takes two hands to clap.
If Mark wasn’t weird in his way of managing relationship, Ann wouldn’t be able to click with him. As far as Ann is concerned, she probably still happily bedding some random men she hits off in clubs.
If I could pick up random guys in clubs when I’m 50+ I’d definitely be happily bedding them.
So the entire month of November flew by so fast.
Tom moved out the next weekend to be with Alicia. I don’t know how long that would actually last, but to his credit, he really did what he said he would, which was not to sleep with anyone else. So I guess perhaps I lost a FWB but at least Alicia would be happy, even if it was for a while.
I saw Mark for lunch over the next few Mondays. I wondered how awkward it would be if he was still staying at Ann’s house and Alicia and Tom moved in, but apparently Alicia had rented a place somewhere instead, leaving Mark the whole house to himself, and her brother Alan.
Alicia and Tom still came over on weekends to chill and have dinner with me and Mike. Thankfully, they didn’t need to use our bed, or even the now spare bed in the computer room. Mike was a little irritated that he had lost a gaming buddy. He tried getting Mark or EoS to play Diablo with him but they seemed to have lost interest in that game and so Mike ended up going back to his old favourite, Football Manager.
Work was normal I guess. I was still working only one day in the office which wasn’t necessarily a bad thing, except that when I was working from home, and I got horny, I had to entertain myself with the clones, since Mike was at work and I really shouldn’t call Tom to come over.
I should state that I’m still a very sexual person, and I do still have a normal sex life with my husband, but sometimes I do crave for someone else, which was why Tom came into the picture in the first place.
Mark was obviously an option, but of course now he preferred using his hands, so nothing happened there.
I did consider bugging the hell out of EoS to see if he’d be interested, even though there would no longer be any gangbangs for him to watch. But I guess my better judgement prevailed and I pretty much just left him alone.
I was also tempted to text Dan to see if he wanted to rekindle our old flame, but the last interaction with him and his comments about find someone younger kind of stung a little so I eventually gave up that thought.
In case anyone is wondering, no, I’m not looking for a new FWB, so kindly do not blow up my inbox with applications. These days I’m just browsing the forum, wondering if any of my favorite writers would continue their stories or start new ones. Unfortunately, those that I actually met in real life, namely Mark and EoS, I was pretty sure they wouldn’t be writing anything soon.
Without Tom around, Mike and I sort of reverted back to almost daily sex, whether it was in the shower, on the bed, or in the living room. I’m so glad that even as I reach 4 decades on this earth, and my body isn’t the way it used to be, I’m still attractive to my husband. Of course I wouldn’t mind if Tom was still around, but Alicia deserved some happiness in her life, so who was I to interfere? If one fine day Tom comes back, I guess we’d probably just go back to what we were before. But for now, it will just be me, Mike, and my toys.
The start of December was kind of weird to be frank. The first Monday I wanted to meet Mark for lunch as usual but he told me he would be eating with Jasmine. So I ended up meeting Shirlyn and Kate for lunch.
I don’t know why, maybe it was a sixth sense or something, but there was a sadness in Shirlyn’s eyes. I guess she really followed through with her boss’s wishes to rehire Jasmine. Nothing wrong with that really, but I wondered how she could actually endure being with both of them in such close proximity daily knowing she probably wouldn’t end up with him.
In comparison, Kate looked really cheery. I guess being back with Jasmine in close proximity was something she was really looking forward to. Then I thought about how she was figuring out if she actually liked guys and the things she did with them. Maybe she was just pleased to be close to Jasmine again.
We didn’t really talk much over lunch so I just left it as it is. Who knows, perhaps in the future there would be more BBQs to catch up.
I did manage to catch Mark on the second Monday though. For some reason he looked really tired.
Me: Hey, everything ok?
M: Huh? Yeah. Work stress I guess.
Me: Shouldn’t it be easy for you? It’s technically your old job.
M: Yeah. It just feels different somehow.
Me: Must be distracted by Jasmine.
M: Erm.
Me: Why? Is she wearing you out?
M: Huh? Is it that obvious?
Me: And I thought you had your hands.
M: Well…
Me: So you’re together again?
M: Actually, I don’t know. It was just last weekend.
Me: Uh huh.
M: We spent so much time at work, everything just felt so familiar.
Me: So you started again?
M: We just had a couple of drinks with the others on Friday night to celebrate her return to work.
Me: And then you ended up in bed?
M: Yeah. Something like that.
Me: Wow. Just wow.
M: Kate wasn’t really pleased.
Me: Kate was there too?
M: We all had drinks together. I thought I’d just send her home and that was it. But we ended up having more drinks at her place with Kate and Shirlyn.
Me: Holy shit. You slept with all three of them?
M: Nope. Just Jasmine. Shirlyn and Kate left. But I could tell Kate wasn’t happy.
Me: Then you spent the entire weekend there just having sex with her.
M: Yeah.
Me: Predictable. So she just wants sex now? That’s it?
M: I guess so.
Me: And you’re just going to do it. Because you want her to be happy.
M: Yup.
Me: You’re impossible. You’re back to square one. Next you’ll be moving in with her again.
M: We actually didn’t talk about that.
Me: You really don’t listen to others advice do you?
M: I guess not.
Me: Urgh.
M: I really can’t explain the feelings I have for her.
Me: And what about the feelings you supposedly had for me. The feelings that made the sex so good for you?
M: Different feelings.
Me: Fuck. Now I feel used.
M: I’m sorry.
Me: I mean, it was good. But wow. You fucked me well then you dumped me for your ex.
M: Why do you sound angry?
Me: Yeah. I guess that came out wrong.
M: Is it because Tom left you too for a younger girl?
Me: What the fuck. I’d like to think I let Tom go.
M: You didn’t have to. Alicia is acting out. She’s not serious about him.
Me: And how would you know?
M: Trust me.
Me: Kind of hard to trust what you say these days.
M: I know her better than you.
Me: And you hurt her.
M: Well, yeah. I did.
Me: Asshole.
M: Do you want to have sex with me again?
Me: Don’t fucking tempt me. I still think you’re an asshole.
M: Let me know if you do.
Me: Argh. Can you please just be with Jasmine properly or something?
M: We’re all just human beings who want to fulfill our desires.
Me: I think right now my desire is to slap some sense into you.
M: Sure. Go ahead.
Me: I’ve got no real reason to. I think.
M: Well I’m available if you want to have sex. Just let me know in advance.
Me: Who else are you intending to sleep with?
M: Obviously Jasmine. Nat if she asks. Crystal too.
Me: You’re seriously one sick fuck. After all you went through, you want to go through it all over again?
M: It makes them happy.
Me: Oh god. Not that crap again.
M: It made you happy too.
Me: Errr.
M: Admit it.
Me: Fine.
M: See.
Me: You’re fucked up in the head. Which guy would be so willing to be used like this?
M: Tons of us I’m sure.
Me: I think I better stay out of this. Should not indulge you on this. It’s really not healthy.
M: And it was healthy being with Tom? For how long? At least 5 years?
Me: Don’t bring Tom into this.
M: He’s exactly the same as me. He just wants to please others. And you benefited from it.
Me: Then you’re both crazy.
M: You know you want to sleep with me. You aren’t satisfied with Mike alone. You need me since you don’t have Tom anymore.
Me: Seriously. Stop it.
M: I don’t need a big dick to make you feel good. So how about it?
I don’t know what had gotten into him, but somehow Mark had regressed to who he was before, except now he had a lot more confidence or something. But from constantly denying me full-blown sex previously, to now just badgering me for sex when he really should be with Jasmine properly, or maybe even Alicia, that was something I really couldn’t stomach.
Me: I think I’d like to go back to work now.
M: Call me ok?
Me: I don’t need a dial-a-dick.
M: We can do a threesome with Mike.
Me: No.
M: What’s wrong with you? I thought you wanted this?
Me: I did. Not anymore. Something is wrong with you.
M: Quickie in the handicapped toilet? Staircase?
Me: No.
I stood up and grabbed my tray, even though my lunch was not even half-finished.
Me: Good bye. Maybe we’ll talk again when you’ve woken up.
I didn’t even bother to hear what he was saying as I left.
Maybe I was overreacting. And sex with him was really good. But somehow I didn’t really like the way he approached it this time around.
Was it really so hard to have a proper relationship with Jasmine? Was it so hard for Jasmine to have a proper relationship with him? Then again, who was I to judge considering my own situation?
But he was right. I guess I did use Tom in a sense. Maybe even Dan. Perhaps Ben too.
Maybe I was the crazy one.
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junior_cannibal
You are so funny.
In fact, if by the time you are in your 50s and still have a high sex drive, that can be quite a curse. Same applies to men. A lao uncle at that age still always on a lookout for ONS or FWB. Of course if it’s commercial sex then it’s a different game altogether. As long as have money, then can have daily doses.
11 more years to find out I guess.