I was going to write about the Japan trip but it ended up pretty boring as both Mike and I fell sick with food poisoning while in Japan so we didn’t manage to head to Mount Fuji to catch Mark and the girls.
Besides that, Japan was fun though, and other than falling sick, we actually did enjoy ourselves going around and eating all the different kinds of ramen we could find. I’m not really a shopping kind of girl so we didn’t do much shopping, but Mike was thoroughly absorbed when we went to Akihabara. I didn’t even know he was that into those anime figurines considering he doesn’t even really watch anime.
Anyway after 7 days in Japan we finally arrived back home just in time to celebrate Christmas. We managed to get a small roast chicken from the NTUC and baked some sausages. Of course, Tom came over to chill and obviously we had sex. The remainder of my leave was spent at home just recovering from the Japan trip.
On new year’s eve, I texted Mark to wish him a happy new year and hope that all would be well for him in the coming year. Thankfully, he replied and returned the well wishes, indicating that he did not decided to stay at the suicide forest and not come back.
As the majority of us weren’t really around during the year end, there was no BBQ, but Jasmine did text me that they were intending to hold a gathering over Chinese New Year. If they could get the pit, it would be a BBQ, otherwise just potluck and drinks at her place.
Weekends were still the same for me now, Tom was still over gaming with Mike, and of course both of them satisfying my sexual appetite in between. I guess for guys nearing 40, or already in their 40s, this was a somewhat ideal situation. No worries about finances, entertainment from a computer game that was a sequel to something they enjoyed in their youth, and of course, an outlet to unload their sperm. Maybe I was overthinking, or maybe life is that simple.
For some reason, I rarely chatted with Mark ever since he stopped working near me. Maybe I didn’t want to disturb him or even distract him from his life with Jasmine and Alicia. It kind of sucked that I seemed to have lost someone I could easily confide in. The only other person right now I could talk to at a similar level was EoS, but he had the tendency to get occasionally snarky, especially when I intermittently hinted that I was still a little interested in his cock. But I swear I am just teasing him.
Looking back over the years, even though I was with Mike, I did have a couple of close guy friends who I could talk to. Even if I did sleep with them, I guess it was more of a bound to happen kind of thing. I doubt many girls were like me though. In my day, other girls referred to girls like me as sluts. I have to admit, maybe I am a little slutty, but why should I deny myself what I desire? That would just be caving to societal norms. Or maybe I needed to see a psychiatrist. Maybe we all need to. Which husband in their right mind would allow their wives to do what I was doing? I guess we all have our own way of coping with whatever we’re dealing with. It just so happens that instead of usual stuff like yoga and meditation, I chose sex.
One night I was randomly chatting with EoS again, teasing him about not joining us the last time.
E: I think Jason enjoyed it more than you. He can’t stop talking about it.
Me: Oh damn. It’s not going to happen again. With him anyway.
E: Well, you asked for it.
Me: I know. I wanted the experience.
E: And you got the experience. Surprised you didn’t instantly go online and write about it.
Me: Didn’t feel like it. Somehow lost the motivation to write. I probably should have never started. I don’t know how you and Mark did it.
E: Did what?
Me: Sustain the writing? For so long? Mark wrote then stopped and came back what, ten years later to continue the story?
E: You need to figure out why you’re writing in the first place. You read my first post right? The disclaimer.
Me: Yeah yeah. Writing is your escape from the harsh realities of life.
E: Yup.
Me: So when you stopped writing, does that mean your life has improved significantly?
E: Maybe. But what makes you think I stopped writing?
Me: I don’t see any- oh. You’re still writing?
E: Not on the forum.
Me: Where then?
E: My computer. Working on a novel.
Me: Ah. That’s cool. Can I read it?
E: It’s nowhere near done.
Me: Share leh.
E: It’s crime thriller. You sure you’ll enjoy reading it?
Me: Wah lau. Do you think all I enjoy reading about is sex?
E: Seems that way.
Me: Ass. Then I’ll be asking you to release your demons into me cos I got horny after reading your story again.
E: I see you indeed are reading the disclaimer again.
Me: Hahahaha. Ya. Had to make sure I wasn’t thinking of Mark’s story.
E: Right.
Me: Eh but seriously. Do you think we would ever have sex?
E: Why are you back on this topic again?
Me: I mean hypothetically then.
E: To be fair, we’ve had so many opportunities to have sex before.
Me: Fuck you. Why were you holding back then?
E: Hahaha. I’m married.
Me: You’re such an ass.
E: I’m also not keen on giving you any inspiration for more content.
Me: Whatever. As if I could write as flowery as you or Mark.
E: Right. Can we change the topic?
Me: Fine. How was your holidays? Did you go anywhere in December?
E: Yeah. I was in Japan.
Me: What???
E: Japan. You know that country with the white flag and red circle?
Me: I was in Japan during the last 2 weeks too! So were Mark, Jasmine and Alicia!
E: Ah. How interesting.
Me: Eh where were you?
E: Osaka.
Me: For real?
E: Am I supposed to lie?
Me: Fine then. We could have all met up.
E: Right.
Me: Mark wanted to go to the suicide forest.
E: Ah. I’ve driven there. On the outside.
Me: Wow.
E: Didn’t manage to go in. Couldn’t find the visitor centre and the GPS was going crazy.
Me: Sounds so creepy.
E: It’s not what you think. It was the magnetic fields.
Me: Ya right. Maybe you’re just scared of ghosts.
E: Haha. Let’s not challenge the unknown.
Me: So are you going for the CNY gathering?
E: Maybe.
Me: I’m going to get you drunk and have my way with you.
E: Haha. Then I’m not going.
Me: Hahahaha.
E: Seriously. Stop your obsession with me. Or Mark. You don’t have to sleep with us to get us to like you.
Me: It’s really not about that. You know that.
E: Yeah. You’re just too horny.
Me: I am. I’m sure it’s some mental disorder or something.
E: Nah. If it was a mental disorder, any cock would do. You wouldn’t be picky. Even Jason would do.
Me: Hmmmmm. Maybe if he shaves…
E: Sure sure. I’ll ask him to shave.
Me: Don’t get why he won’t. It makes it seem cleaner. Look bigger.
E: Jason doesn’t need to compensate for anything.
Me: Oh well.
E: So when’s the next session?
Me: Why? You joining?
E: Nah. But I’d love to watch as it happens in real life.
Me: Damn. Should have asked someone to take a video.
E: Oh? It’s never happening again?
Me: I don’t think so. It’s really not what I was expecting it to be.
E: Then I guess I’ll see you when I see you.
Me: Sure.
Nobody really knows what the future would hold for any of us, so I guess I probably should just take things as they came, and enjoy my time with Mike and Tom for now.
Jasmine managed to book the function room instead and had set up 2 hotplates to have steamboat during the CNY gathering. I was kind of looking forward to a potluck at her place actually, it was a more private and intimate setting, and would have allowed me to sneakily drag some guy into her room if I wanted to. I’m just kidding of course.
As usual, there was an unearthly amount of alcohol available, along with what looked like way too much food. I happily contributed 4 packs of fuzhou fishballs that were the only thing left at the NTUC near my place. I didn’t have to wonder why they didn’t manage to book the BBQ pits as every single pit was occupied. It was a nice change though, not so private but still rather intimate. But was it even legal to have steamboat in a function room? It wasn’t my place to question anyway.
The whole gang was practically there, Jasmine, Mark and Alicia obviously, since they stayed there, Nat and Darren with their kids, Jason and Crystal, Shirlyn, Rebecca and Kate. It had been a while since I met all of them so we spent the majority of the time catching up while waiting for the food to cook. Unsurprisingly, EoS was nowhere to be seen.
I was seated between Mike and Tom while trying to have conversations with everyone else. I noticed Rebecca moving close and closer to Mike, as though she was trying to ask him something, but somewhat still maintaining her distance.
Me: Hey, do you miss my husband that much?
The whole table laughed. Nat sort of glared at me as her kids were still there. Then again, it was an innocent remark and I was pretty sure they wouldn’t understand what was going on.
Closer to 10pm, we started to pack up a little, leaving just one hotpot and some uncooked food. Darren and Nat sent their kids home before rejoining us. Mark headed back to the house to get more drinks for us. The other guys all went to the washroom or to smoke or whatever and I noticed Rebecca had gone as well.
He came back rather quickly.
M: Hey babe…
Me: Let me guess. Rebecca wants you to fuck her.
M: Hahaha. Not just me.
Me: Right. Go ahead then.
M: You’ll chill here I guess?
Me: Wait. What’s the prize for guessing correctly?
M: Erm. I didn’t know it was a bet.
Me: Just go la. Have fun. You haven’t fucked her in months. She must be craving your dick badly.
M: Well… Tom’s coming with me. And Jason. And Darren.
Me: You’ve got to be kidding.
M: Nope. She heard so much about the fun you had.
Me: Right. Just make sure you know how to come home after that.
M: Yeah. I think she pre-planned this. Already booked a room.
Me: Oh. Right.
M: I guess you’ll be entertaining the girls?
Me: Huh? What’s there to entertain? Maybe we’ll all just rape Mark. Since he’s the only guy left.
M: Hahahaha. Sure. If he even allows it.
Me: Maybe we should just get him drunk…
Tom suddenly appeared.
T: Get who drunk?
Me: Mark? Then we’ll all have our way with him. Hahaha.
T: Mark? Good luck with that. From what I hear now, he’s totally devoted to Jasmine. And Alicia.
Me: Seems that way.
T: You could get EoS drunk…
Me: He’s not even here…
T: Then who’s that I see walking over?
I turned and saw someone who vaguely looked like EoS strolling over. He had dyed his hair light brown, and somehow let it grow out. I didn’t even know guys hair grew so fast. I was so sure the last time I saw him he had short black hair.
EoS: What’s up?
T: We’re going to gangbang Rebecca.
EoS: Oh? Interesting.
T: Wanna join us?
EoS: Haha. Nah. Have fun. I’m just here for the food.
Me: And pussy?
EoS: I can’t believe you’re still trying…
Me: You’ve got a wide range of pussy here.
EoS: Indeed.
I gestured to all the other girls. I could see Crystal staring wistfully at him. Shirlyn possibly lustfully. Rebecca seemed to perk up in anticipation of possibly adding another cock to her collection. Kate, I couldn’t really read Kate, perhaps she was still more interested in girls. Nat just rolled her eyes. Jasmine and Alicia kind of ignored him.
R: Can we get on with it?
The guys laughed, grabbed their stuff and headed with her to the car park.
EoS sat down beside me and reached over to drop some of the leftover fishballs and crab sticks into the hotpot that was slowly evaporating till it was dry.
I decided to tease him a little and slid my hand up his thigh and onto his crotch. He barely even flinched.
Me: Can I have these balls and crab stick too?
Ugh. So cringey. But I was surprised he didn’t swat my hand off.
Crystal giggled. Nat rolled her eyes again.
EoS: You can have those that are cooking. Be patient.
Me: These are ready-to-eat.
EoS: And they aren’t very tasty.
C: I beg to differ. Hahahahaha.
Me: Come sit here!
Crystal came over and sat on the other side of EoS.
My hand still on his crotch, I looked at Crystal.
Me: So how was his cock?
EoS was really like a wooden block. He could totally ignore my hand, my words, Crystal next to him, and just continue cooking the food.
C: Best I ever had. Followed by Mark and Mike of course.
EoS: I thought Jason improved?
C: Well…
Mark reappeared with more drinks.
M: Oh. You’re finally here.
EoS: Yeah. Had to entertain the family first.
M: Do you need more food? There’s more in the fridge.
EoS: I’m good. Just kind of surprised the guard hasn’t chased us out yet.
M: I think they close one eye during CNY. Besides, my neighbours outside are still BBQ-ing.
EoS: I see.
M: But I’m sure if June takes your cock out now and starts blowing you, we’ll get chased out immediately.
The entire group laughed. Except me.
Me: I would you know? But I can’t feel anything.
I rubbed his crotch.
Me: Yup. Nothing’s happening down there.
J: Must be the ED.
A: He has ED?
EoS: Jason that fucker.
They laughed again.
Me: I think he’s right though.
EoS: Perhaps.
He ladled out the crabstick and fishballs into a bowl and slid it over to me.
EoS: Here you go.
Me: Wrong one.
They all laughed again.
I decided to let him eat in peace while the rest of us continued drinking.
All EoS had was one shot of Hibiki, and a couple of shots of soju. Said he was driving. I told him I was sure they wouldn’t mind him crashing on their couch again. Obviously he declined.
I took him by the hand and dragged him away from the function room, plastering myself onto his toned arms and laying my head on his shoulder as we walked along the swimming pool. Again, he didn’t shrug me off. Weird. It was like he was waiting for me to make a move.
Me: Hey, can I hug you?
EoS: Yeah? Not as though we never hugged before.
Me: For more than 10 seconds this time.
EoS: I’d rather not.
Me: You’re so irritating. So wishy-washy. Why can’t you say yes or no? Rather not doesn’t mean no and doesn’t mean yes.
EoS: It’s called giving you a choice.
Me: So irritating.
He sat down on one of those deck chairs by the pool. I sat next to him.
Me: If this wasn’t a public place, I’d be riding you on this chair.
EoS: Haha. Sure. Let’s spend the night in jail for indecent exposure.
Me: You can always come to my place.
EoS: Just give up la. Nothing is going to happen.
Me: I’m going to get Crystal here. We’re going to have our way with you. Since our husbands are both out having fun.
EoS: No.
Me: Ah ha! You finally said no. Instead of you’d rather not.
EoS: Yeah.
Me: Why?
EoS: Why what?
Me: Why suddenly say no? Wasn’t Crystal your FWB?
EoS: It’s complicated.
Me: Best cock she ever had. Best cock I never had. I wanna change that.
EoS: I’d rather not. Haha.
Me: I’m going to ask Jasmine to lend me her bedroom.
EoS: I’d really rather not.
Me: ARGH!
I contemplated pinning him down onto the deck chair, climbing on top of him, and sliding his cock into my pussy. But he wasn’t hard, and I don’t think I was wet, so I just settled for a ten-second hug, making sure he could feel my boobs pressing against him. I brushed my hand around the front and sure enough, there was no reaction.
Me: You know even Mark let me blow him.
EoS: And so?
Me: Nothing. Never mind.
EoS: You want to blow me? Is that it? And then you’ll be satisfied? It’ll be the end of it?
Me: Of course not. I’ll want more.
EoS: And that’s why I’d rather not.
Me: What are you afraid of?
EoS: Nothing.
Me: What’s stopping you then?
EoS: I’m not who I was before.
Me: People don’t really change. They just hide the things they don’t want others to see.
EoS: So you think I still fuck around?
Me: You tell me.
EoS: Haha. I’ll leave it up to your imagination.
Me: That’s a bad idea. My imagination is already running wild.
EoS: How is it you’ve got Mike and Tom, both of whom are prime specimens of the male species in my opinion, and yet you’re still not satisfied?
Me: I haven’t got a clue.
EoS: Plus you already experienced your gangbang.
Me: I haven’t experienced you.
EoS: You don’t need to.
Me: But I want to.
EoS: You really don’t.
Me: You see! When you say things like that it just makes me more intrigued.
EoS: Haha. Let’s head back ok?
Me: Why? Are you afraid of what I’m going to do?
EoS: No?
I unzipped him and stuck my hand in. He removed my hand instantly.
EoS: Not here!
Me: Then where?
EoS: Nowhere.
Me: Fine. Let’s head back.
EoS: You’ve had too much to drink.
Me: Perhaps.
We headed back to the function room. The hotpot was already off.
M: You’re done already?
EoS: Nothing happened.
Me: Sadly.
C: I think if anything were to happen, it would be with me.
EoS: Are you drunk?
S: Or with me. Hahaha!
EoS: You’re both drunk. Nothing’s gonna happen.
K: Hey, I think you’re going overboard.
I was kind of surprised that Kate was defending EoS.
K: I know the kind of things you all do, I’ve even done some of those things, but we were all willing parties right? He doesn’t seem willing. None of us should force him.
M: Yeah. You’re right. Leave him alone ya.
K: I mean after reading his story, I gotta say I was quite curious too.
EoS: You read it as well?
K: Yeah. They sent the link into our group chat.
EoS: Fantastic.
K: I like the twins storyline. Haha.
A: I prefer the one about the big boobs lady who just took what she wanted.
N: I’m just surprised you didn’t write about me.
I held back a snigger. I knew the real story. Or rather whatever he chose to tell me. Assuming it really was the real story.
EoS: Is there anyone here who hasn’t read the story?
They all shook their heads.
EoS: Interesting.
J: I have a question.
EoS: About?
J: The married lady. Rose?
EoS: Ok?
J: Why didn’t you end up with her?
EoS: It’s complicated. Why?
J: Just wondering why it didn’t work out. The way you wrote, and at that point of your life, she seemed like someone you really wanted to be with.
EoS: I’d rather not talk about that actually.
J: Oh. Ok.
C: And you’re married now…
EoS: Don’t start.
C: I really wanted to continue.
EoS: You know I wouldn’t.
K: Hey guys. Really. Let’s just stop, ok?
I think Kate had this sense of when a person was feeling uncomfortable. But it didn’t seem like Crystal was going to stop.
C: Why? Why don’t you want me anymore?
I think Crystal was really drunk.
EoS: Look. It’s been over 5 years. You should have moved on by now.
Crystal suddenly started crying.
M: Erm. Can you bring her upstairs to calm down or something?
Jasmine, Alicia and Nat took Crystal away, leaving Shirlyn, Kate and myself there with Mark and EoS.
Me: Ok. What just happened?
EoS: I have no idea.
S: You fucked her too well. Haha.
EoS: Don’t you start either.
S: We could have had some fun.
EoS: I’d rather not.
So I guess that confirmed that EoS wasn’t Shirlyn’s FWB. But again, he didn’t say no. What a weirdo.
S: Her reaction is kind of over the top though. Wonder why.
K: We really should just stop.
M: Yeah.
EoS grabbed an open bottle of soju and downed it in one gulp. I might have been impressed if there was more than ⅓ of the bottle. He sat down.
Me: Hey, you ok?
EoS: Yeah.
Me: I think we should all head home.
M: That might be best.
S: Oh cool. Can I get a ride?
K: Me too.
EoS: Sure.
Me: How come nobody asked if they wanna ride with me?
M: Hahaha! You sure your car is still around? Mike took it just now.
Me: Oh. He didn’t tell me. I guess I need a ride as well.
EoS: Sure. Just make sure it’s the right kind of ride.
Me: I’m sure you can handle all 3 of us.
K: Ahem!
Me: Fine. Two of us.
S: Hahahahaha. I don’t think my FWB would like that.
Me: I’m surprised. Isn’t he a married guy?
S: He is. But we’re exclusive.
Me: Right.
EoS: Let me sober up a little. Drank that soju too fast.
We continued chatting and half an hour later, we all piled into EoS’s car to head home.
I wanted to sit in front but Shirlyn beat me to it, so I sat at the back with Kate.
No sooner had he fastened his seatbelt, Shirlyn’s hand had already sneaked over and was stroking his thigh. And there I was thinking there was nothing going on with them.
I thought I heard her unzip him, but I couldn’t really see well in the dark, and depended on the passing street lights to try to see what was going on. Unfortunately, there was nothing there. I half expected her to already be stroking his erect rod, but nope, all she was doing was stroking his thigh.
That continued for the entire journey until he dropped Kate off, then Shirlyn, before I moved to the front seat. I peered at his crotch and legit saw nothing. He didn’t even seem to be hard. I bent down.
Me: Do you mind?
EoS: I’d rather not.
Since he didn’t outright say no, I unzipped him and felt around. Yup. He wasn’t hard at all, but I felt the unmistakable stickiness of pre-cum on his boxers and thigh.
Me: Hahahahahahaha!
EoS: What’s so funny?
Me: You were leaking pre-cum while she was stroking you.
EoS: And? It’s a natural reaction, no?
Me: May I put it in my mouth?
EoS: No.
Me: Damn.
EoS: Were you expecting me to say I’d rather not?
Me: Kind of.
EoS: Too bad.
Me: May I hold it then?
EoS: No.
Me: Wow.
EoS: Since when were you this polite?
Me: Must be the alcohol. Didn’t have enough. Otherwise you’d be inside me in the backseat by now.
EoS: I’d rather not.
He zipped himself back up.
Me: What the fuck?
EoS: No then.
Me: I don’t want to go home yet.
EoS: What?
Me: Can we go to the beach?
EoS: I’m tired and sleepy.
Me: Do you have to go home?
EoS: Yeah?
Me: Wife will scold?
EoS: Nah. She’s probably still playing mahjong.
Me: You wanna come over then? I’m alone at home.
EoS: I’d rather not. Who knows what you’re gonna do to me when I’m there.
Me: Hahahahahaha. We could chat la. Then you can sleep on the sofa if you want.
EoS: The last time I slept on someone’s sofa, I got exposed.
Me: This time maybe you’ll get eaten up.
EoS: Funny.
Me: Why didn’t you stop her though?
EoS: Who?
Me: Why didn’t you stop Shirlyn from touching you just now?
EoS: I was driving.
Me: Excuses. You like it right?
EoS: Well…
I stroked his thigh.
Me: You like this?
He remained silent.
I unzipped him and slid my hand in, feeling around again. This time, I actually managed to grab his flaccid dick.
EoS: Hey.
Me: I’m waiting for you to say no.
EoS: I thought I did?
Me: You aren’t stopping me.
EoS: I’m driving!
Me: Fine.
I removed my hand.
Me: I’ve seen you drive before. You don’t normally keep two hands on the wheel.
EoS: Force of habit. I used to drive a manual.
Me: So your other hand is always on the stick?
EoS: Yeah.
Me: Too bad I don’t have a stick for you to hold.
EoS: Funny.
Me: I’ve got these though.
I took his left hand and placed it on my chest.
EoS: Doesn’t feel the same.
He removed his hand.
Me: Well duh? If my tits were shaped like a gear stick I’d be worried.
Suddenly he placed his hand on my thigh. I almost jumped.
Me: Woah. Someone’s taking the initiative.
EoS: I’m just paying you back in kind.
Me: Right. Why don’t you feel how wet I am?
EoS: I’d rather not.
I spread my legs wider.
Me: Go ahead.
He removed his hand.
EoS: I’ll take your word for it.
Me: Hahahaha! Idiot!
I kept my hands to himself the rest of the journey. For some reason he drove into the car park instead of dropping me off at the drop off point.
Me: Walking me up?
EoS: Lend me your toilet.
Me: Oh. Sure. Lend me your shoulder.
I grabbed his arm and plastered myself to his shoulder as we walked back to my unit. I stroked his forearm, trying to imagine what he was like before when he was still in the army. Probably something like Tom. Maybe even Mike. He didn’t shrug me off.
Inside the lift, I lay on his chest while my hand was on his crotch. No reaction. Maybe he really had ED. And his chest wasn’t as firm as Mike or Tom’s. Maybe it once was, who knows.
I opened the door and he rushed to the toilet, shutting the door behind him. I heard him puking his guts out. I opened the door.
Me: Hahahaha! What the hell? You drank so little.
EoS: I rarely drink these days.
He rinsed his mouth, washed his hands, before dropping back to the toilet bowl to puke once again. I went over to rub his back.
Me: You’re fucking hilarious.
EoS: Yeah yeah.
Me: You want a hot drink?
EoS: You have ginger tea?
Me: I have hot water.
EoS: What hot drink were you offering then?
Me: Milo?
EoS: Who drinks Milo after puking?
Me: Good point. Oh! I have ginger ale. But it’s cold.
EoS: I guess that’ll do.
I went to the fridge and took a can out, placing it on the coffee table.
Me: I’m going to take a shower. Help yourself ok?
EoS: Thanks. I’m going to rest for awhile.
Me: Sure sure.
I started to strip in front of him.
EoS: Could you not?
Me: You’ve already seen them.
EoS: Besides the point.
Me: You’re not very fun to tease.
EoS: Yup.
He collapsed onto the sofa as I went to shower.
I went into my bathroom and removed my panties. They were soaking wet. How in the world did I turn myself on so much trying to tease him? I guess I was too horny for my own good.
I took a cold shower to try to ease the horniness but it didn’t work.
I wrapped my towel around myself and headed to the living room. He was knocked out on the sofa. I couldn’t help myself.
I unbuckled his berms, unzipped him and slid it down along with his boxers. Sadly it wasn’t the sesame street ones. Big bird wasn’t in his nest either. For some reason he was still clean shaven.
I picked up his dick and peeled back the foreskin. He didn’t stir at all. What the fuck was I doing?
I wanked him slowly, adding my saliva as lubricant, feeling him grow in my hands. I guess the stories were somewhat true. He was a very nice size. Just like Mike. Just like Tom. I stood up and admired my handiwork, then sat down beside him, laying my head on his shoulder. He was still hard, and twitching, as if it was tempting me to go for a ride. But instead, I decided to see how long he would stay hard for.
Five minutes passed, he was still hard. Then ten minutes. Definitely did not have ED.
I took my phone and texted Mike.
Me: I’m going to fuck EoS.
Surprisingly, he replied almost immediately.
M: I’m surprised it took you this long.
Me: What the fuck? You set him up?
M: Nono. I mean, I’m surprised you held back for so long.
Me: Not helping.
M: Have fun! Tom sends his regards. He says to enjoy yourself.
Me: Urgh. You two idiots!
I stared at the lifeless body with a hard, impressive cock. Was I really going to stoop so low? It would be rape.
In the end, I decided against it and pulled his boxers and berms back up, but his erection was in the way.
EoS: You know I can get dressed by myself right?
I jumped up in shock.
Me: Were you awake all this time?
EoS: Half-awake?
Me: So you knew what I was doing?
EoS: Sort of.
Me: And you didn’t stop me?
EoS: I wanted to see how far you’d go.
I slapped his chest. Hard.
Me: You’re such an asshole.
EoS: Yeah.
Me: I really really wanna ride you now. Ride until your dick breaks.
EoS: No.
Me: Urgh.
EoS: Thanks for the drink. And entertainment.
Me: Ass. Thanks for sending me home. And making me so fucking horny.
EoS: I think you made yourself horny.
Me: Fine.
EoS: I’m gonna go now.
Me: Wait.
I stood up and my towel dropped. I pulled him towards me and hugged him, feeling his half-erecting press against my crotch.
For some reason, he hugged me back, and it definitely lasted more than 10 seconds.
It felt like an eternity. His semi-hard cock pressing against me through his boxers and berms. It took a lot of willpower to refrain from rubbing against him.
EoS: It’s been more than 10 seconds.
Me: I know.
EoS: This isn’t a friendly hug anymore.
Me: Yup.
EoS: Could you stop rubbing your nipples on me?
Me: Hahaha. I thought you were so dense you didn’t notice.
EoS: Funny.
Me: Can you just hug me?
EoS: What do you think is going to happen?
Me: I don’t know. But I’m figuring out why Rose liked to hug you.
EoS: Could you not say that name?
Me: She really hurt you huh?
EoS: Yeah.
Me: But you’re really nice to hug.
EoS: Thanks?
Me: I bet you’d be nicer if you had more fats like Mark.
EoS: Haha. No thanks. I’m already pretty disappointed with myself.
Me: Cos you didn’t maintain your body?
EoS: Yeah. Tom’s out of service almost as long as me, and he still looks like he’s in service.
Me: He exercises regularly. He fucks regularly. You do neither.
EoS: Thanks for the reminder.
Me: You really need more sex. That thing down there is being wasted.
EoS: It’s fine. I’m old. Used up all my erections in my youth.
Me: There’s no such thing. And you’re still hard now. Semi-hard at least.
EoS: Natural reaction.
Me: It’s hard enough for penetration. Definitely.
EoS: I bet you’re gonna have fun writing about this.
Me: Oh I am. When I find the motivation to write.
EoS: You don’t have the motivation to write?
Me: Right now, I might as well be copy-pasting everything that happens with Mike and Tom. Same thing every weekend. Diablo+sex.
EoS: Diablo was fun I guess.
Me: I need to write about something new. Something fresh.
EoS: That’s not me.
Me: I disagree.
EoS: I’m not sleeping with you.
Me: But you won’t mind getting raped by me.
EoS: I’d rather not. Hahaha.
Me: So irritating. You and Mark should have a contest to see who is more wishy-washy. Though I think you’ll win. Definitely.
EoS: Probably.
Me: How did you manage it before? All those girls? I know you said some of your stories were rather imaginative. But there must have been some truths or inspiration.
EoS: Are we really going to discuss this while you’re naked?
Me: Do you wanna get naked too?
EoS: I’d rather you get dressed.
Me: Fine.
I reluctantly let him go. I don’t know why but hugging him made me feel safe and secure. Hugging Mark made me feel the same way. When I hugged them, I somehow could feel their sincerity, there didn’t seem to be any lustful desires on their part, despite his semi-erection. Or I could be reading it all wrong. Maybe he was a psychopath. Who knew. But at least he wasn’t like that jerk from the forum that I met.
I wrapped the towel around myself again and sat down. He sat next to me. I lay on his shoulder again.
EoS: I thought you wanted to talk?
Me: This is nicer.
EoS: Are you expecting me to touch you?
Me: That would be even nicer.
EoS: No.
Me: You’re saying no but you’re thinking you rather not.
EoS: Haha.
Me: Why can’t you be like the other married guys in the group?
EoS: Like how? Cos they wanna fuck you? Or have fucked you?
Me: Yeah.
EoS: If I wasn’t married, you wouldn’t be sleeping with Tom, and Mike would probably beat me up.
Me: Ya right. Just because someone called you a sex god doesn’t mean you’re one.
EoS: Wouldn’t you like to find out?
Me: We keep teasing each other this way, one fine day we’re gonna have explosive sex.
EoS: Perhaps. Perhaps not.
Me: In your story, who do I resemble the most?
EoS: Nobody. Everyone is unique in their own way.
Me: In terms of body?
EoS: Hmm… still nobody. Why are you so curious anyway?
Me: You remind me of Tom actually. The way he started with me. So indecisive. So aloof.
EoS: Haha. Maybe that’s how we trick girls into thinking we’re nice guys?
Me: What the fuck? For real?
EoS: Perhaps.
Me: Damn. Keep tricking me please.
EoS: Haha. I think you can judge for yourself.
Me: I can’t really tell. At least the guys I slept with don’t just care about their own pleasure only. Except maybe Jason. Urgh.
EoS: Jason’s unique.
Me: He’s an ass. I hope you’re still fucking Crystal. She looks like she really needs it. I don’t know how anyone can live with that chauvinist and still be sane.
EoS: I’m really not. We stopped.
Me: Was it good though? When you were with her?
EoS: It wasn’t healthy.
Me: Meaning?
EoS: Being with her felt like I was enabling Jason to do the things he did. Instead of really working on his relationship with her.
Me: Yet they’re still together. And he allowed it. He needed you to distract her?
EoS: I don’t want to know how their relationship works. But it really isn’t healthy.
Me: If you didn’t enjoy it, why do it then?
EoS: I did enjoy it. It just wasn’t healthy. And I’m sure she has someone else to attend to those needs now. Whatever happened recently was a mistake.
Me: Possibly. And yet you’re the best according to her.
EoS: Everyone will probably say I’m the best. But I don’t think I’ll do it again.
Me: You certainly love having your ego stroked.
EoS: It helps with self-esteem. Haha.
Me: What about your dick?
EoS: I’m sure it doesn’t mind being stroked either. But I’d rather not.
Me: Fine. I’m not gonna touch it. Yet.
EoS: You’ll grow out of this phase. Trust me. Then you’ll look back and possibly regret.
Me: I won’t. Everything I’ve done is a lesson. Why would I regret the lessons I learnt?
EoS: Even when you had to do FL?
Me: Of course. It’s a lesson. If I had to do it again, I would. But maybe a little differently. Like charge more so I’d clear my debts faster. Maybe try not to enjoy it so much. Maybe be more selective with my clients.
EoS: And sleeping with your best friend’s husband? No regrets there?
Me: Ah. That’s a tricky question.
EoS: See. Some regrets.
Me: I didn’t say that. Whatever happened has happened. April is happier now I think.
EoS: Why do you need to sleep with so many guys?
Me: I’m just horny. It’s not that Mike can’t satisfy me. I just want to have a choice?
EoS: I hope you choose well then.
Me: I did. Haha. Tom is amazing.
EoS: So I’ve heard.
Me: Is it something to do with being an army regular?
EoS: Huh?
Me: Tom is an amazing lover, so is Mark apparently, though I’ve never tried. And Mike of course.
EoS: What’s the link?
Me: I don’t know. That’s the only common trait among the four of you.
EoS: I don’t think there’s a link.
Me: But you’re still an amazing lover right?
EoS: I guess?
Me: How can you just lie there when you can rip off my towel and have your way with me?
EoS: Self-control?
Me: All that talk about self-control, but eventually you all give in.
EoS: I’m not Tom.
Me: Fine. I still like hanging out with you.
EoS: We probably shouldn’t.
Me: And yet here you are.
EoS: Indeed.
Me: So if we’re not gonna fuck… what can we do?
EoS: Nothing? This is fine.
Me: I don’t even get to blow you?
EoS: Nope.
Me: Will you eat me?
EoS: Nope.
Me: Finger?
EoS: Nope.
Me: It’s like you’re so guarded against me.
EoS: What’s so bad about that?
Me: Nothing. Never mind.
EoS: I better get going.
Me: Yeah. Sure. Whatever. Thanks for sending me back.
He got up and headed to the door. I just sat there wondering what just happened.
EoS: I’m leaving now.
Me: Am I supposed to ask you to stay?
EoS: Nah. Good night.
What an idiot. Or perhaps I was the idiot.
Sex+diablo, diablo+sex. Sometimes I wondered if this game didn’t exist, would I be having so much sex with Mike and Tom? Would Tom even be coming over so often? Would he even be fucking me at all given all the other choices he had?
Sometimes it did feel like I was just the side dish of the main course, but I definitely wasn’t complaining. Every weekend was thoroughly fulfilled in more ways than one. But every weekend was more or less the same.
Perhaps that would explain why I was seeking out others, like Mark previously, and now EoS, to fill some sort of imagined void I had even though I already had Mike and Tom satisfying my sexual desires regularly.
I didn’t talk to EoS since that night during CNY. I don’t know if he was irritated with me, or if I was just irritated with myself. More than once I’ve heard that he was rather compliant, and only needed a push in the right direction to get him where I wanted him, and yet I already had him but didn’t manage to do anything. Perhaps that was something I would regret.
I rarely heard from Mark either, now that he had found another job, and was living in “marital” bliss with his two “wives”. Again, it really wasn’t his fault. I could have taken the initiative to text him more but I didn’t. Perhaps I had given up already.
Occasionally I’d bump into Shirlyn, Kate or Rebecca at the hawker centre, but nothing more was exchanged other than cursory greetings. I don’t know what Shirlyn had against me other than the fact that I was trying to sleep with EoS whom she was also after. Kate always felt more like a neutral party, a voice of reason of sorts, but we were hardly close to begin with. Rebecca though, was way more friendly to me, probably due to the fact that somehow despite their busy schedule of Diablo and me, Mike and Tom were also fucking her rather frequently.
In the end, I spent the remainder of my free time away from Mike and Tom with April, usually just hanging out at cafes, hearing her rant about her partners only being with her for her new boobs and not anything else. Perhaps she needed to go for vaginoplasty or something then maybe she’d be ranting about her partners only being with her for her new pussy.
Honestly, I didn’t need more sex. I just wanted it with someone else. Even if it was just one time, just to figure out if that was what I really wanted. Who knows, maybe I could use another regular partner just to spice things up.
Or maybe the work stress was getting to me. I was still technically doing the work of 3 person’s without any pay raise. It wasn’t much consolation that my entire office was like this now, with each department understaffed. Maybe it was time to look for a new job. But the market wasn’t looking good, and I’d probably have to take a massive pay cut.
On a side note, I was looking forward to the next few holidays, I was pretty sure there would be some gathering either during the March school holidays, Good Friday, Hari Raya, or perhaps even Labour Day. For some reason, there was none, so I just let it be.
Thankfully, closer to Vesak Day, Mark actually texted me to see if I was free, they were having a BBQ on the eve and I was invited, along with Mike, Tom and everyone else. He said he had an important announcement to make. Having not seem them for months, I readily agreed, not bothering if Mike and Tom were agreeable or not. I reckoned they would simply jump at the chance to sleep with someone else again. Needless to say, they were available.
On the eve, I quickly finished up my work and waited for Tom to come pick me. Mike was still seeing a client so he would join us later.
At 530pm on the dot, I signed off and headed to the pick up point. Tom was already there. I got into the car. Tom probably went home to change first as he was dressed casually in a singlet and berms.
T: Would you like to go home to change?
Me: Why? What’s wrong with my dressing?
T: It’s a BBQ.
Me: And these clothes will get washed eventually right?
T: Haha. I’ve never seen anyone go to a BBQ in blouse and skirt. You might as well be wearing a blazer too.
Me: Grrr. Ok fine. I’ll go home to change.
Tom sent me home and I hurried into the shower. Just as I turned on the water, the door opened and Tom slid in behind me and grabbed me from behind.
Me: Woah. What’s going on?
T: I’m going to pin you against the wall and fuck you hard.
He whispered in my ear and nibbled my earlobes, running his tongue down my neck. I squirmed a little.
Me: Sounds like someone is overdosing on his supplements.
T: Haha.
I reached down to grab his manhood. He was already rock hard. I gasped. Even when we had sex normally, he was never this hard.
Me: The weekend wasn’t enough?
T: I can’t resist you.
Me: Ya right.
Tom reached down and rubbed my clit, sliding a finger in at the same time. I moaned softly.
T: Hey, you’re already wet.
Me: I’m always wet for you and Mike.
T: Haha. And who else? Mark? EoS?
Me: Haven’t tried with them.
T: Stop bothering them la. Especially EoS. If he wants to be a good boy, just let him be.
He slid in, his hard cock spreading my lips. He pushed hard and dickhead met cervix. I shuddered.
Me: Ah… but I want to have sex with someone else for a change.
He squeezed my breast hard, before pounding me forcefully a couple of times.
T: Really? Still? When you’ve got me and your husband?
Me: Ahh…. Yess…. I do….
He pinched my nipple this time and pounded me way harder than before. If not for his other hand protecting my face, I might have lost a few teeth smashing into the wall.
T: Then you should have just done it.
Me: Ahhh.. ahhh.. ahh… but he said no…
T: Trust me, he wouldn’t have stopped you.
Tom slid out, turned me around and lifted my left leg, sliding his hard cock in again.
Me: Ahhhh… shit… it’s slippery…
T: I won’t let you fall. Don’t worry.
He continued pounding me hard, alternating in those two positions for what seemed to be the longest time.
Me: You’re very intense today.
T: I know.
Me: Why haven’t you cum yet?
T: Cos I wanna torture you.
Me: Fuck.
Another ten minutes and he pulled out, his dick still rock hard and sticky with my juices. He soaped and rinsed himself quickly before stepping out of the shower stall.
T: Finish your shower. We’re gonna be late.
I stood there like a little confused.
Me: You didn’t cum.
T: I don’t have to.
Me: Who are you saving it for?
T: Haha what? Are you jealous?
Me: No…
T: Just finish showering.
I finished my shower on shaky legs and exited the bathroom. I saw that Tom had laid a tank top and shorts on the bed for me.
Me: You’re dressing me now?
T: Just choosing comfortable clothes for you la.
Me: I need a bra and panties.
T: Or you could not wear them. Flash the guys a little.
Me: Huh?
T: Just kidding.
I limped slowly to the wardrobe to get a matching pair. Tom was extremely rough today. I would have thought that all the regular sex with him and Mike would have gotten me used to it, but I was still shaking from the endorphins. Perhaps that was the change from the normal routine that I needed.
We reached just after 730pm. I saw that Mike was already there in a singlet and berms, guess he brought a change of clothes to work. As usual, everyone was there already, except EoS of course. Everytime he showed up, if he showed up, he was always late.
I sat down next to Mike. As expected, Rebecca already had her hand on his thigh while they were talking. Maybe I should fuck her husband a couple of times.
Mark brought over some of the cooked food for me before heading back to the grill. As usual, everyone was just talking among themselves. Somehow I felt alone. Even Tom had been ambushed by Jason of all people and they were engaged in a rather engrossing conversation. I contemplated seeking out some of the other girls to chat but decided against it. Instead, I took a bottle of soju and wandered off towards the pool side, sitting on a deck chair, slowly sipping the soju.
Barely five minutes later, a slim, booby figure sat down next to me.
Me: Oh hi Alicia.
She was holding a bottle of soju as well.
A: Hey.
Me: Are you ok?
A: Yeah.
Me: Why aren’t you with them?
A: Just wanted to be alone for awhile.
Me: Oh. Should I go somewhere else then?
A: No. It’s fine.
I could tell something was wrong as she uncapped the soju and down half a bottle all at once.
Me: Wanna talk about it?
A: Not really.
Me: Oh.
A: Sorry. It’s not you. It’s me.
Me: I understand.
She finished the entire bottle. I wondered if I should give up my bottle to her.
A: I’ve loved him for so long.
Me: Erm.
A: I’ve tried to accept what he wants.
Me: Are we talking about Mark?
She sort of ignored me.
A: Am I not good enough?
Me: Huh?
A: At first I thought maybe I was not slim enough for him. So I dieted and exercised. But it’s still not enough.
Me: Erm…
She grabbed my bottle of soju without asking and finished whatever was left. I can hold my alcohol pretty well, but even I knew drinking this fast would get her high faster.
Me: You need another one? I can go get it.
Suddenly she grabbed my wrist and dragged me towards the lift lobby. We entered the lift and went to the house. She pushed me into her room and shut the door.
Me: Erm. I don’t have a dick you know?
She cupped my face and kissed me tenderly on the lips. I kept my mouth closed but somehow I didn’t stop her.
A: That’s fine. I like girls too.
Boy was she fast. Within seconds, Alicia had removed my tank top, unhooked my bra, and was already cupping my breasts while sucking on my nipples. Her other hand had snaked down and was already inside my shorts, her fingers tracing the outline of my labia as she pushed aside my panties and slid a finger in. There was no resistance, even though I flinched a little as her second and third fingers went in. I was still a little sore from Tom’s pounding earlier.
As I sat on the bed I wondered how I was supposed to reciprocate. Was I supposed to play with her breasts too? Or touch her below? Were we supposed to 69? Being in that room brought back a slight familiarity of the time I stayed over in this very room. Come to think of it, I forgot if I had returned her clothes to Mark.
Suddenly, she pushed me down onto the bed, and removed my shorts and panties in a swift motion. I guess I looked kind of silly with my bra still hanging onto my shoulders so I tossed them aside as well.
Alicia spread my legs wide and went down, attacking my clit with such ferocity as her fingers worked their way in and out of me, probing my insides, twisting and turning as she flicked her tongue against my clit.
I came within minutes, trying to muffle my moans under her pillow. The last person who ate me like this was probably Tom. But even he didn’t manage to give me such an intense orgasm with just his tongue and fingers.
Alicia stood up, retrieved my clothes and tossed them to me before leaving the room.
What the fuck just happened?
I got dressed and found her at the balcony, cigarette in hand.
Me: Hey.
A: Sorry.
I hugged her from behind.
Me: Don’t be. Though I really wasn’t expecting it.
She took another puff and stubbed out the stick.
Me: I thought you didn’t like smoking.
A: I hate it.
Me: Oh.
Clearly she was acting out.
A: Let’s go back downstairs.
We rejoined everyone at the pit. Somehow I wanted to stay up there slightly longer, at least it was cooler with the air-conditioning turned on.
I sat back down next to Mike. Rebecca’s hand was still on his thigh. I glanced over at Nat and Darren and guessed that perhaps from where they were seated, their kids couldn’t see what was going on over here. At the most they’d just be wondering why someone’s husband was so engrossed with another lady.
Everyone was just so busy chatting with everyone else, and I was starting to feel alone again. Alicia had resumed her place next to Mark and Jasmine, whom I noticed had not moved from her seat the entire night. Mark was busy cooking and bringing her food, while Alicia just kept drinking. Come to think of it, I don’t think Jasmine even touched a drop of alcohol. I think I more or less figured out what the big announcement would be.
Tom and Jason were still engrossed with each other, even Crystal had joined the conversation.
Shirlyn and Kate were also just sitting there, eating, drinking and talking, occasionally entertaining the kids. Only Nat and Darren seemed to be going around talking to everyone, making sure their needs were fulfilled. It seemed more like they were hosting this BBQ instead of Mark.
Around 9pm they sent their kids back home before returning with more alcohol. It was kind of amazing how nobody, except for Jason if I recall correctly, had lost their driving licenses yet.
We had just opened another bottle of wine when Mark stood up and got everyone’s attention. Jasmine stood up as well and for the first time, I saw the not very obvious bump. Alicia kind of ignored them, turning away while sipping her wine. Or was it gulping?
M: I think the time is right. Sort of.
A: Oh just get on with it.
I don’t know if it was just me, but she sounded a little snarky.
J: We’re pregnant.
There were cheers all round, everyone raised their glasses/cups in a toast.
M: We couldn’t announce it before. But I guess the cats out of the bag.
I swear I saw Alicia roll her eyes and pour herself more wine.
Me: So when’s the wedding?
J: Oh we aren’t getting married. Yet.
M: Maybe after she gives birth. We’ll see.
T: That’s fantastic news bro! Congratulations!
Everyone raised their cups/glasses again.
As the drinking continued and the festivities slowly died down, I saw Alicia slip away again, this time with a whole bag of soju. I was about to go after her but was stopped by Mike.
M: Hey…
Me: Don’t need to tell me. Rebecca wants your dick.
M: Yeah…
Me: And Tom?
M: Yup.
Me: Go ahead. Leave the car keys please.
He handed me the keys.
M: Don’t think I can drive anyway. Don’t think you should either.
Me: Don’t worry about me. Go have fun.
M: Alright then. See you at home.
I stuffed the keys into my clutch which was already overflowing with my wallet and handphone and headed over to the poolside where Alicia was.
Me: You ok?
A: Yeah.
Me: Why are you upset though? I thought you were happy with this arrangement.
A: I am. I guess. It’s just that now she’s pregnant, Mark probably won’t pay much attention to me. And if they get married…
Me: Weren’t they going to get married anyway?
A: Hard to say. It’s been on and off since forever.
Me: Hasn’t she settled her issues yet?
A: She has. Divorce is finalized, house is under my name. Hahaha. I could kick them out if I wanted to.
Me: What???
A: Just kidding. I won’t do that to her. Or Mark.
Me: So why are you upset?
A: I don’t know. Maybe I feel cheated.
Me: How so?
A: She didn’t tell me she’s stopping the pill. Or that she wants to try for a baby. I think she didn’t tell Mark either.
Me: Oh. And so?
A: I could have stopped the pill too. I could be the one who’s pregnant now.
Me: Is that what you want?
A: No. I just want to be with him. He’s my first choice.
Me: But not your only choice right?
A: There’s no one else.
Me: Right.
She popped open another bottle and started to gulp down the contents.
Me: Maybe you should slow down.
A: I’m fine.
EoS: Yo. Where’s the party at?
EoS had finally arrived. Fashionably late as usual.
Me: You’re early.
EoS: Early birthday celebrations at home.
Alicia suddenly stood up, grabbed EoS and hugged him. He looked shocked but sort of hugged her back.
A: Happy birthday! Would you like a birthday fuck?
EoS: I’d rather not.
He gently sat her back down on the chair.
Me: Oi. Where’s my hug?
He turned to hug me and I grabbed his ass. Alicia giggled.
A: I think we should give him a birthday threesome.
He let me go.
EoS: I’d really rather not. Now where’s everyone?
I pointed him in the direction of the bbq pits and he headed off to find everyone.
A: So that’s the guy huh?
Me: Yeah.
A: So you haven’t?
Me: He’s more resistant than Mark to be honest.
A: Oh.
Me: But he’s really nice to chat with.
A: He doesn’t seem to like me.
Me: I think you remind him of someone in his story.
A: And that isn’t a good thing?
Me: Who knows him? Haha.
A: Anyway about just now…
Me: What about it?
A: Hope you don’t mind.
Me: Nah. I’m good.
A: Good. Now let’s get him in bed. Hahaha.
Me: I think you’re drunk.
A: Hardly. Just pleasantly high.
I took a bottle from Alicia and joined her to drink.
We ended up finishing all the six bottles she had taken before going to get more.
I don’t exactly remember what exactly happened afterwards other than EoS passing by us again on his way out and I sort of grabbed his crotch while Alicia smacked his ass.
All I remember was waking up naked in Alicia’s bed with her beside me. I was pretty sore down below and was having a massive migraine from all the soju and wine.
When she woke up I asked if we’d managed to give EoS a birthday threesome but somehow she couldn’t remember either, other than he’d brought both of us up and she vaguely remembered pinning him down on the bed while I laughed at them.
But knowing EoS, he probably left when he had the chance.
I really didn’t want to move from the bed. I hadn’t drank that much in a long time. Alicia’s arms and legs were also kinda wrapped around me, I could feel her shaven pussy occasionally rubbing against my butt. Of course I’d have preferred a hard cock instead.
We had forgotten to draw the curtains so the morning sun was really irritating and eventually we had to get up.
Me: What happened last night?
Alicia stretched sleepily, her huge boobs jiggling. I wondered why I was getting jealous just looking at her. They weren’t that much bigger than mine, but I was really envious of her lean frame. The stretch marks weren’t really obvious, but I could tell she had lost a considerable amount of weight.
A: I don’t remember. I think he brought us up.
Me: I’m sore.
A: Ah. That’s probably not him.
She reached under her pillow and whipped out a huge vibrator. It was way bigger than any of my clones.
A: This is my best friend whenever Mark isn’t with me. Hahaha.
Me: Right. I have clones of my husband’s and FWB’s dick.
A: Oh? That sounds cool.
Me: It’s really not. My best friend thought it would be an appropriate birthday gift since she takes them away from me sometimes.
A: Speaking of birthday gifts…
She opened her bedside drawer.
A: Hmm… condoms are untouched.
She looked around the room. Our clothes and underwear were neatly folded and placed on the study desk.
A: I don’t remember folding my clothes. I don’t even remember removing them.
Me: What do you remember?
A: Hmmm. We drank a lot. He came by to say goodbye. I think I grabbed his arm? And you grabbed the other side?
Me: That sounds vaguely familiar. He kept saying he had to go.
A: I asked him to send us up. He did. I couldn’t remember the main door pin.
Me: Oh! Now I remember! He had to call Mark!
A: Oh yes. Both of them brought us in. I think Mark was carrying you as you were dead on the floor outside.
Me: I was? Eww.
A: I think…
She looked around the room and found a small towel on the floor.
A: Ah. You were wiped down cos you didn’t want to shower.
Me: By Mark or EoS?
A: I can’t remember. But you definitely removed your own clothes and was trying to hug the wall.
Me: How embarrassing.
A: I think EoS wanted to leave since Mark was there to help us.
Me: I swear I saw something else.
A: I think I pushed him onto the bed and pinned him down. I’m pretty sure I got his pants off.
Me: I vaguely recall something like that.
A: Yeah. You were laughing like a hyena. Kept telling me to put it in my mouth.
Me: Did you?
A: That I don’t remember.
Me: I guess I was hallucinating.
A: Wait. I think I was playing with it like a joystick. Then you came over and removed my top. And…
She went to the mirror.
A: Ah ha! You did this! I remember now.
There was a large love bite on the underside of her left boob. It looked like it was the size of my mouth.
Me: That was me?
A: Yes! I don’t know what you were trying to do, sucking my nipples so hard. I’m not lactating you know? I had to push your head down before you bit it off.
Me: Oops.
A: He was watching us I think. Mark left the room. He had to go to Jasmine.
Me: So EoS didn’t join us?
A: I know he was hard. I was holding it. Oh! I think I pushed your head further down and tried to get you to blow him!
Me: I don’t remember that at all.
A: Yeah. Cos I accidentally pushed you off the bed.
Me: What.
A: You were so pissed we kind of wrestled for a bit on the bed. Then we started kissing…
Me: So he sat there watching?
A: I think so? Then he left.
Me: Who folded our clothes?
A: Should be him? I don’t recall anyone else coming in.
Suddenly there was a knock on the door.
J: June. Your husband’s worried. He kept calling Mark and now we’re both awake.
I checked my phone. It was dead.
Me: Whoops.
Jasmine opened the door and stood there with her arms folded, somehow that accentuated her baby bump.
J: Just how much did you two have to drink?
A: Urgh. Stop being naggy.
I wanted to get dressed by I decided to flop back down onto the bed instead.
Me: Way too much I think.
J: Hope you didn’t traumatize EoS.
Me: We didn’t do anything. Right?
J: Not much. Thought it was kind of funny seeing him lying on the bed with with Alicia holding his cock while the two of you were making out.
A: You saw that?
J: So did Mark, he came to the door to help me with the things and I was contemplating just leaving EoS in the room with you two, just to see what would happen.
Me: Why didn’t you?
J: Mark said we’d better get him out before he does something he regrets.
Me: Oh.
A: Spoilsport.
J: I think we’re all bad influences on him. Including me.
A: Yes mother.
Jasmine rolled her eyes.
J: Don’t take that tone with me young lady.
I laughed. Alicia laughed too. For all her angst about losing Mark to Jasmine the night before, I guess their relationship was stronger that she thought.
Me: You really sound like a mother now.
J: Now get dressed and call your husband.
Jasmine left the room. I looked at Alicia.
Me: I need to borrow a charger.
A: It’s in the socket.
I charged my phone till it could be turned on before giving Mike a call. Told him I’d be home probably after lunch.
A: After lunch?
Me: Yeah. I need more sleep.
I flopped back onto the bed.
A: But I’m not going to let you sleep.
Alicia pinned me down again and kissed me all over, eventually ending up at my already sore pussy. I felt the vibration on the bed. I don’t know why I didn’t stop her but instead, tried to muffle my moans again with her pillow.
By the time I got home it was already way past lunch time. As expected Mike and Tom were playing Diablo again.
I popped into the computer room to say hi before I went to shower.
M: Had fun?
Me: Ok la. Just drank too much so I slept over.
T: How’s EoS?
Me: Huh?
T: I thought I saw him go up with both of you?
Me: Yeah. He was being a gentleman and sent us up.
T: That’s it?
Me: I think so? We were both very drunk.
T: So he could have had his way with you both and you wouldn’t remember?
Me: I guess? Didn’t see any used condoms though.
M: Haha. Who would leave evidence behind?
Me: Good point.
T: Besides, I think he doesn’t like to use condoms.
Me: Really?
T: Which guy does?
Me: The safe kind? Like Darren? Haha.
T: Aiyah. Whatever happened, has happened. Why don’t you ask him what happened?
Me: After such an embarrassing incident? I don’t think so.
M: Maybe he enjoyed it.
Me: Whatever la. I’m going to shower then go back to sleep. Fucking hungover now.
M: I didn’t see you drink a lot.
Me: I drank with Alicia la. She was feeling down.
M: Well, with this kind of news, I don’t blame her.
Me: Why?
M: I’m pretty sure they’re going to get married after she gives birth. And unless they’re like Darren and Nat, or even us, I don’t think whatever special relationship she has now with Mark will continue.
Me: He’s her first choice leh. Surely that means something.
T: She’s not his first choice obviously.
M: Maybe she just needs a new constant distraction.
Me: You volunteering?
M: Haha. I’ve already got my hands full with you, April and Rebecca. Tom can have her.
T: What? Sure. Wouldn’t mind being a distraction. I’m pretty sure she enjoyed our previous sessions.
Me: Don’t be assholes la. She just needs time to adjust.
T: Well, she knows how to find me, if she needs a reminder.
Me: Idiot.
I left them to their game and went to take a shower, before settling into bed again. For some reason, I wasn’t hungry at all.
I dropped Alicia a text to let her know she could talk to me if she needed to. Or perhaps I was looking for something more? She replied almost instantaneously.
A: Thank you. Sometimes I feel I’m still very childish. Sorry for using you.
I didn’t exactly know how to reply to that but I replied anyway.
Me: No worries. You can use me anytime.
She replied with a smiley face.
I dropped EoS a text next.
Me: Hey! Happy birthday! Hope we didn’t do anything that might have spoilt your birthday!
I guess everyone was replying instantly now.
EoS: Hey. Thanks. Don’t worry about it. I gotta say Alicia is really rough though.
Me: Shit… We really don’t remember what happened. Were you rough too? Cos I was kinda sore…
EoS: Nonono. Nothing of that sort happened. It’s just the way she was handling the equipment?
Me: Oh. Was I better?
EoS: Haha. You seemed more interested in Alicia. Thank god.
Me: What? Damn. You’re kidding right?
EoS: You distracted her enough for me to escape.
Me: No… Seriously?
EoS: I guess I should be thanking you for saving me.
Me: You mean you wouldn’t have enjoyed it if you got fucked by us?
EoS: I wouldn’t know and frankly, I don’t want to know.
Me: You’re seriously a mystery.
EoS: Hence, the nickname.
Me: Right.
EoS: Well thanks again then.
Me: Will I see you again?
EoS: Who knows?
Me: I think you’re a really nice person to talk to, to hang out with.
EoS: So I’ve read.
Me: Now if only you’re aren’t so aloof all the time.
EoS: I am?
Me: Life is short. Let yourself loose.
EoS: The things I’ve done in my life, probably made it shorter. Plus my health issues…
Me: That’s why you need more exercise. Pls join Mike and Tom. Mark looks like he needs the exercise too.
EoS: Kind of lazy these days. Works tiring and all that.
Me: You’re very welcome to join me. And Alicia. And Crystal. And Shirlyn.
EoS: I’d rather not.
Me: Just me then?
EoS: Haha. You never give up do you?
Me: Rarely.
EoS: The thrill of the chase even if it gets you nothing?
Me: I guess.
EoS: I wish you good fortune in the wars to come.
Me: Did you just quote Game of Thrones to me?
EoS: Wow. You heard that phrase?
Me: I watched Game of Thrones for the sex and nudity. Haha.
EoS: I’m rewatching it cos of House of the Dragon season 2.
Me: It’s out?
EoS: Not yet. Next month I think.
Me: Do you watch it for the sex and nudity too?
EoS: Nope. I bought the books. Took too long to read it. Watching the show is faster.
Me: I thought the series didn’t follow the books?
EoS: Not entirely I think. But I’m so lazy to pick up a book these days.
Me: E-books then.
EoS: Nah. I’ll just watch the show.
Me: So what are you doing for your birthday?
EoS: Nothing much. Already celebrated yesterday. Probably just hang around the house.
Me: And to think you could have had us both last night.
EoS: Hahahaha. No.
Me: Alright then. I’m going back to sleep. Fucking hungover.
EoS: Have fun fucking hungover then.
Me: Very funny.
He stopped replying so I went to sleep.
It wasn’t any surprise that when I woke up, Mike and Tom were still playing Diablo.
Me: What’s for dinner?
M: What would you like to eat?
Me: Hmmm… pizza? I’ll order so you two can just continue playing.
M: Ok!
I decided to get Domino’s and flopped onto the sofa while waiting.
Barely half an hour later, the doorbell rang and I collected the pizzas. The delivery guy had this sort of shocked look on his face and that was when I remembered I wasn’t wearing a bra. I thanked him for the delivery and shut the door.
I called them out to eat. It was like trying to get 2 kids to stop playing games and get their asses to the dinner table. But these 2 kids were giving me good sex so who was I to complain?
After dinner, they went back to playing their game while I browsed through Netflix, not really watching anything.
As we all had to work the next day, they stopped gaming at 10pm and joined me in the shower. I don’t think I need to describe what happened in there.
Just as I went to bed a text came in.
“I don’t know why, but I miss you.”
What did Alicia mean by that? Was it because I was there for her when she was feeling down? Or was there something more to it? Surely it couldn’t be the sex. Other than kisses, cuddles, playing with her breasts, and occasionally venturing south with my fingers, I was pretty sure I didn’t do anything that spectacular. Surely it was my nearly 4 decade old pussy that was somehow enticing her?
Anyway, I didn’t reply to the message and just left it as it is.
Having a mid-week holiday wasn’t very productive for anyone as usual. When I went back to work on Thursday, it again felt like I was the only one in the office as everyone else was either on leave, or took MC.
That weekend was the same old shit. Diablo+sex. As either Mike or Tom pounded away at me, sometimes together, my mind kept wandering off to that night in bed with Alicia. Perhaps I’d been having so much sex to satisfy my physical needs that I had forgotten about intimacy. Perhaps that was why Alicia was missing me? Or maybe I could invite her over and let Mike and Tom satisfy her physical needs as well. But I was selfish. I didn’t.
Then again, I recalled a point of time where Alicia was sleeping with almost everyone including Mark, something probably happened along the way to change her behaviour to what it was now.
I wondered how Jasmine’s pregnancy might actually affect their dynamics. If anything, towards the third trimester, she probably would avoid getting intimate with Mark totally, which would leave him free for Alicia. But somehow, I think she felt that wouldn’t be the case.
Strangely, after all that happened, I felt a little closer to Alicia. I had tried being intimate with April before, but with Alicia, it was a whole new dimension, and I really didn’t know why or how she was this experienced. Or maybe my expectations weren’t high in the first place.
The next weekend of Diablo+sex was just another weekend, minus the sex for some reason. The only difference was that Alicia came over, walked past the two guys playing their computer game, who incidentally didn’t notice, or perhaps didn’t care that she was there, and dragged me into my room.
We must have spent hours just kissing and caressing each other, before I introduced her to the clones. She was pretty amused holding Tom’s clone in her hand.
A: Oh wow. It actually really does look like his.
Me: You wanna see if it feels like his too?
A: Haha. I doubt it. If a dildo can replace a cock, I think every guy would be devastated.
I applied some lube on Tom’s clone before rubbing its head on her clit.
A: You really didn’t need lube. You made me quite wet.
Me: Huh? I didn’t even touch you there?
A: I don’t know. There’s this feeling I get with you…
Me: Oh.
That didn’t sound good.
I stuffed the clone deep inside her. She merely giggled.
A: Yeah. Still prefer the real thing.
I took Mike’s clone.
Me: What if I put this in as well?
A: Errr… I’ve never tried that before. Not in the same hole.
Me: Do you want to try?
A: Errrr…. I’d rather have the real thing.
I thought about it for awhile.
Me: Mike! Tom!
They both came running.
M: What’s going- oh.
They looked at us, naked, with me holding a Mike’s clone in one hand and the other one making sure Tom’s clone stayed in Alicia.
T: Looks like fun.
A: Join us then?
M: We’re in the middle of a world event.
A: How is that better than this?
Alicia took over Tom’s clone, thrust it in and out of herself slowly, softly moaning while squeezing her breast and biting her lower lip. Even I was aroused by it.
Tom looked at Mike and shrugged, stripping instantly like the obedient soldier he was, and bringing his flaccid cock to Alicia’s waiting mouth. It was like they never stopped fucking. She hungrily gobbled him up while fucking herself with his clone.
I watched the scene unfold in front of me, thoroughly enthralled by the sexual chemistry of those two. Didn’t even realize that Mike had stripped as well. I took him in my mouth but my eyes never left the sight of Alicia sloppily bringing Tom to a full erection.
A: Fuck me now.
Tom quickly went to the bedside drawer to grab a condom. He capped himself and positioned his rock-hard cock at her entrance. Suddenly he looked confused.
T: Are you going to take it out?
A: No.
T: So your ass?
A: No. Put it in.
T: Oh.
I watched as his engorged dickhead probed her below his clone, slowly but surely, inch by inch, filling her up. It looked like she was going to bite her lip off.
A: Mike. I want Mike too.
I wanted to protest, but at the same time I really wanted to watch this. Mike sort of reluctantly, or at least I hoped so, ambled over to her and fed her his trouser snake, which she devoured happily as well.
A: I want Mike inside me too…
She popped Tom’s clone out.
Mike looked at me. I shrugged. Maybe part of me just wanted her to enjoy herself to get her mind off whatever was happening at home.
Mike capped himself as Alicia pushed Tom off, flipping him over, and mounting him again. She leaned forward and arched her back, thrusting her ass upwards towards Mike.
M: Ass or?
A: Same hole!
I must have been possessed, but I grabbed Mike by the dick, squeezed on more lube, and guided him towards Alicia’s eager pussy, eventually helping to slide it in with much difficulty. She didn’t make a sound though, probably because her mouth was busy eating Tom’s face.
I saw her tense up as Mike was fully in. So that was what it looked like. All the porn I watched never prepared me for it, and neither did my own experience with this kind of double penetration. I wondered if it actually hurt their dicks, considering how it looked like they were going to be bent out of shape, or snapped off should a wrong movement occur. Maybe my own selfish desire to experience new kinds of pleasure was taking a toll on my partners.
But still I watched as they thrust in and out of her slowly in perfect synchrony as her soft moans slowly grew louder. I swear my pussy was already tingling just watching her.
M: Bro, slow down! I’m about to cum!
T: Shit! Me too!
Barely five minutes of thrusting and they came together, pulling out their rapidly deflating dicks as Alicia sighed contentedly. She rolled into her back, breathing deeply as they removed the condoms and hurried off to shower. She beckoned me over.
A: Come here.
I moved forward and she pulled me towards her, giggling as I fell onto her, our airbags clashing. She cupped my face and kissed me gently, sliding her hand down my body, reaching my lower lips. I twitched as she brushed against my clit, before she slid in a finger.
A: You’re so wet.
Me: I know.
A: Watching me get fucked by your guys must be a massive turn on.
Me: Somehow it was.
A: I’m so jealous of you.
Me: Why?
A: They’re good at fucking.
Me: So is Mark right?
A: Mark hasn’t touched me for months. Ever since he found out Jasmine was pregnant.
Me: Oh. But before that?
A: I actually stopped seeing everyone. Except Mark. Having Tom again made me remember what I was missing.
Me: You’re having sex without emotions.
A: I am. And it feels so good.
Me: Well…
A: Tell me. How emotionally invested are you with Tom?
Me: I don’t know. He fucks me well. But it doesn’t feel like we’re fucking. There’s a deeper connection somehow.
A: That’s what you choose to believe. Tom fucks everyone well. Even when he was fucking me before. But I know it’s just sex.
Me: Oh. Hmmm.
A: And Mike… I can’t really say I’ve had a lot of him, but again, it’s just sex. And I’m sure he’s just going with the flow of what he thinks you want.
Me: What are you doing with me then?
A: I like the way it makes me feel when we’re cuddling and making out.
Me: Oh.
A: You don’t like it?
Me: I-
She slid in another finger, her thumb on my clit.
Me: Don’t. I’m very horny.
She kissed me again, running her thumb in circles as her fingers probed upwards.
Me: Alicia, I-
She shut me up again as her mouth enveloped mine, her tongue caressing mine as her hand worked her magic. Her other hand brought my own down to her own pussy as she made me feel how wet she was as well, how engorged her clit and labia were, encouraging me to slip my own fingers in.
We kissed and fingered each other, moaning away into each other’s mouths as we tried to bring each other to orgasm.
I didn’t get any cock that day, but somehow, being with Alicia made me happier than I expected.
Weekends were still Diablo+sex, with the occasional Alicia thrown in. As much as I shied away from girl-on-girl action previously, I actually enjoyed being with Alicia. Maybe it was the talking, the naked cuddling. Or maybe I didn’t have that long a history with her as I did with April, but I openly welcomed Alicia into my sex life and otherwise.
So June came and went. I thought I might write about my birthday, and how all the talk of them being able to top last year’s birthday. But nah, nothing out of the ordinary happened. Crabs and zhichar dishes were ordered. The other guys didn’t come over this year though. I was very much hoping to have Mark and EoS over. Even April didn’t pop by this year, not that I really wanted her over anyway. It just meant I’d have to share my husband and FWB with her too.
The only difference this year was Alicia, who came over to eat, and spent the night on the sofa cuddling with me, watching TV and eating ice cream, and not once dragging Mike or Tom from their game to entertain us. So yeah. I guess I did get fucked by Alicia on my birthday after all.
The next public holiday came and went, nothing happened. There was no BBQ, no potluck, no hotpot, basically no gathering from the usual group. It kind of made me wonder what was going on with them. As usual, I rarely texted Mark other than the usual what’s up, how are you doing kind of stuff, but his replies were rather short as expected. According to Alicia, he spent every single moment at home attending to Jasmine’s needs. Apparently, she had horrible morning sickness that carried on into the afternoon and night. So Alicia, the legal homeowner now, was actually considering moving out. I could tell she was somehow hurting from all of this. But surely there had to be some sort of discussion amongst them? I mean, what if Alicia was the one who got pregnant instead? Would Mark be taking care of her instead of Jasmine? I guess that was something we’d never find out.
July was a horrible month for me. No hires had been made to fill the obvious staffing gaps in the company, and one by one, senior management started leaving as well.
As I write this on the last day of the month, I am actually wondering how much longer I’d have before I am asked to leave the company. Not that I’m doing a bad job or anything, but when so many people are leaving, it kind of makes you wonder what’s up?
A quick chat with my finance manager a couple of days ago as I needed approval for a requisition didn’t throw up any red flags though. As far as he was concerned, his reporting officer leaving might mean a promotion was on the way. But who knows.
For now, there’s no major updates in my life or anyone else’s for that matter.
I guess I’ll be back when something new happens.