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Originally Posted by
infinitiumus
There was no happening action but I was happy in a way.
Actually, the best part of a relationship other than the sex is.. going affter the girl and not knowing whether you would succeed in getting her.. While on the other hand, she does things that makes you feel motivated.
Understand how you feel.. Have not felt this way for a long time.
I didn’t go back office today so I didn’t get to see Sue. Anyway she SMS me telling me she had finished the minutes of yesterday’s meeting with customer and asked me to review - she had sent the minutes to me via email.
So I reviewed the minutes and replied to her.
Then I decided to call her:
Sue : “hello.. sue speaking”
Me: “It’s me lah. wait..”
Sue: “Ok.. "
Me: “Ok.. So we finished the minutes… and then next week we should complete most of the action items?”
Sue: “Yes.. should be completed by then”
Me: “You free this Sat or sun?”
Sue: “Yes.. why?”
Me: “I mean the sat or sun morning?”
Sue: “yeah.. normally nothing much in the morning”
Me: “Want to go Botanical garden for walk walk and picnic?”
Sue: “hmm.. that would be nice”
Me: “so ok right?.. sat or sun?”
Sue: “Sat better.. sunday normally a bit lazy.. ha ha”
Sue: “So what do I need to bring?”
Me: “nothing much.. bring yourself… that is all”
Sue: “I thought you said picnic?”
Me: “yes.. leave all that to me.. "
Sue: “You sure or not.. i can help prepare”
Me: “Ha ha ok lah.. tomorrow night I will go buy stuff and then prepare”
Sue: “You sure you don’t need my help”
Me: “No need.. next time ok.. next time you prepare”
Sue: “Ok.. thanks so much "
Me: “So I picked you up at 8:30am.. your block downstairs..”
Sue: “Okie.. "
Me: “Wear something comfortable.. don’t wear office wear hor”
Sue: “Ok sir”
So Saturday appointment with Sue done. Another step forward. Actually by making this appointment, I am already making another appointment because the next time she promised to prepare the food. And it is about time I see her in some casual weekend clothing. Not the long sleeve blouse thingy she always wear to office. And I will bring my camera long.
The way you’re proceeding, I suspect you’re going in for the long haul, consciously or not. Totally different from your attitude and approach towards Carol.
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Originally Posted by
dgsk
The way you’re proceeding, I suspect you’re going in for the long haul, consciously or not. Totally different from your attitude and approach towards Carol.
Yes I know!
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Originally Posted by
yinyang
TS, speaking of obvious…weekend’s date is a start of next phase. Now the rest is really up to you. Meaning, makan or drinks on the job are 1 thing.. but a picnic on a weekend is quite something else.
I have already decided to really take it very slowly. I rather enjoy the process.
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Originally Posted by
relaxguy
Absolutely agree with you…
I wish they are more rational, and still continue to be friends.. (SB better…hahaha
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Why can’t we be friends, why can’t we be friends…. (The song singing in the background)
I guess they are going through a lot and have a lot of courage to throw the letter. Some others will try other method to be sticky.. It is really a complex relationship. I had my fair share of FB and all of them acted differently - can’t use logic at times
We went for picnic at Botanical garden in the morning. Nothing much other than just talk. It has been nice, talked to her about her family and such. Her family in Penang and she has been in Singapore for 7 or 8 years already. She is currently staying with a relative in Singapore.
So this is really good to know her better and we chatted on a lot of things - from her hobbies, to her aspirations and so on and so on. Nothing on her personal life yet!
It was a cloudy morning - not much of the sun. And then it started to rain. Luckily we were already on the way to my car and we made a dash for it. We didn’t really get wet but since it was raining, we decided to have lunch instead. So I drove to the nearby mall and we had lunch in the food-court.
After that I sent her home.
After seeing her disappearing, I sent her a SMS:
Me: “thanks sue for the time! I enjoy the moments. Hope to see u again!”
Sue: “thanks too. I want to tell you the truth and that I really enjoy the time with you”
So I drove off and went home to prepare for my 10km run in the late afternoon.
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Originally Posted by
yinyang
Bodes well for you. Asides, you do get fit for sexercise.. just a (horny) dig
Ya, trying to shed a few Kilo .. and yes, to keep up with young things, have to keep up fitness level
Today is already thursday and you wouldn’t believe that I haven’t have sex for a week. It is quite unusual that I would go without sex for a week. The last time I had was with sweetie last thursday. I didn’t write an FR for that but it was a good night.
And this week there was so much promise but in the end nothing turned out right. Yes, I got to date Sue on Sunday to go to botanical garden but we did nothing after that. Monday was the worst as I waited for Niki till 2:30 am the next morning and yet she didn’t call at all. So I did nothing. On tuesday, I went out with Carol for dinner and then to East coast park. And then I sent her home. On wednesday I did nothing as I was dead tired. So today I wanted to fuck desperately. But for once I felt so lost that actually I don’t have a target in mind.
I browsed SBF aimlessly. FL thread was flooded with thai girls that grew sick of it. Then I went to FL2 thread and it was flooded with PRC and then there were some local FL. So I tried my luck and randomly chose one. I chose Rainbow. PM her and then I was in a meeting when she SMS me.
Firstly she arranged 7:15pm. I said OK. Then she changed to 8pm. I said OK too. Immediately after that my mahjong kaki asked me to play mahjong but I had to reject them as I needed to satisfy my little brother. Then she SMS again, changing the time to 6:45pm. At this point, I was feeling a bit exasperated. Still I told her it was ok. Five minutes later she said 6:50pm. I was like WTF.. what is the difference of 5 mins. I didn’t even bother to reply her. Then yet another SMS came in: “Final timing seven forty”. I was at that point a bit boiling but I kept my cool.
So at 7:00pm I started to make my way to the designated hotel. I told her H81 Lavender and she said OK. I reached there early at 7:30pm and got my room and SMS her the room number. She didn’t reply. It was ok as it was not time yet. At 7:40pm I reminded her of the room number again. Again, no response from her. I waited and waited till it was 7:55pm, she SMS to give her another 10 mins. So I waited. 10 minutes later, she called and asked where I was. I told her Lavender81 then she asked if it is near the food court. I told her no. Told her it is Lavender near the main road. So I waited for another 10 mins before she arrived. She was by then more than 35 minutes late.
My mood was somewhat subdued when I saw her. She looked pretty ordinary, I was expecting a cuter and sweeter girl. Still, she is damn young. I thought she looked like 18 rather than 20. Look a bit like Frey but Frey is prettier and taller. So I thought like Frey, youth is power.
But it was a SOP exercise. She is not very experience.. squirming when I painted her. Frenching was a far cry from the likes of Frey or Angelica. And she wouldn’t do BBBJ. So I told her to skip the BJ. Fucked her in two positions and I came in missionary.
She remarked that I looked fierce and tired. I was feeling empty. Maybe I was trying to find a replacement for Niki or Carol. But I felt so empty because it was really a poor substitute. I hated this feeling of emptiness. Yes, when I got to fuck the wrong girl I have this feeling. I really hated this feeling. It was worst to fuck and yet to have such feelings. I might as well just fuck a PRC or Thai for that matter. But I can’t really blame her. I was the one looking for her, trying to find in her shadows of my regular fuck buddies. Of course I would be disappointed. I was more disappointed with myself for choosing to fuck her.
And then she took her shower. She asked if I wanted to shower together. I kept quiet and asked her to go ahead. I really have no mood to face her. I was glad that she dressed quickly and I paid her and she was out of the room.
Then I went home. I watched a bit of TV. Had some drinks and then I was on the computer.
And guess what… .. Sue was online!
Sue: “Hi boss”
Me: “Hi sue.. don’t call me boss leh”
Sue: “yes sir”
Me: “So what’s up”
Sue: “nothing.. what is ‘fuck all that’ in your tag line”
Me: “nothing.. just fuck up.. that is all”
Sue: “why?”
Me: “long story lah.. feeling so empty..”
Sue: “why.. you want to tell me.. i am a good listener”
Me: “ha ha fuck up man.. feeling so lost at times”
Sue: “why today like this?”
Me: “Yeah, i don’t know as well. Just feeling lousy”
Sue: “what happened today?”
Me: “not just today.. it is cumulative.. long story lah..”
Sue: “I can listen”
Me: “U sure? I just feel lonely at times.. lack of companion…”
Sue: “Go find a girl friend lah”
Me: “ha ha you think so easy to find a girl to click?”
Sue: “that is true..”
Me: “so sian lor.. "
Sue: “maybe you shouldn’t just look for girl friend.. just go out with friends lah”
Me: “I know.. I know.. ok lah.. don’t talk about me.. how abt u?
Sue: “what about me?”
Me: “you not lonely meh?”
Sue: “Me.. ok lah.. do my own things lor.. don’t think so much”
Me: “How about me dating you for movies, dinner.. is it ok”
Sue: “Ok lah.. I don’t mind.. I told you ok what.. but u hardly ask me out”
Me: “ha ha is it? you not scared of me?”
Sue: “Scared of what?”
Me: “I am a wolf…”
Sue: “ha ha not scared of wolf..”
Me: “You sure or not.. i can eat you alive”
Sue: “you think so easy to eat me lah”
Me: “You wanna try?”
Sue: “why not..”
….
.. continuing..
After that I veered the conversation towards something less sexual.. each time I am speaking to her I bring up the heat a bit and then I cool it down.
But we promised to meet next week for dinner.
So in the end we said good night and she went offline and went to sleep.