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That creepy chain of thought compelled me to look at a candid photo of Z. I felt the impulse to see that clueless look on her face..
Her mouth was ajar, her eyes enthusiastic, expressive. There were no hints of any suspicion about the true nature of her Kor. She had no idea that he had released so many loads of cum to her untouched, innocent xmm body..
To bring the forbiddenness up a notch, I imagined those slightly open lips being slowly pushed apart by my hard, throbbing, wet cock head, my precum lubricating to help slide the rest of the shaft into her mouth.
Fuckk..
I know that one day, for the first time, someone’s excited, wet cock will enter her innocent mouth.. and she will have to learn how to suck and pleasure him. She would kneel down in her innocent bra and panties, at first unsure of how it would feel like to perform the most intimate and forbidden act with her mouth.. and within moments, she would be on her back moaning, legs wide apart, with him vigorously pumping his rock hard shaft into her once-virgin pussy.
Z would think that encounter to be the most embarrassing, forbidden and taboo thing she had ever done. But little did she know that her Kor and thousands of horny desperate bros had already released thousands upon thousands of loads to her naked teen body…
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All good things must come to an end.. again.
I watched longingly as she threw her oversized T-shirt on, hiding her xmm figure. I devoured the final frames of her teen sexyness, the last few glimpses of her sweet, bra-strapped torso. She put on the shirt with her back facing the cam, but for the last time, I could still see the tightness of her bra, and even a peek of one of the cups over her shoulder.. accentuating her xmm tits.
As she put the T-shirt on, I scoured through the footage, searching for the most valuable frames I could use for future collages. Even the hints of her curves are precious.. a great resource for my never ending series of collages. The comparison between her clothed figure in the bathroom and outside it - the candid snipes - will serve to bridge the two realities, the unbelievable surrealism of having recorded Z, and the Z I get to see with my own eyes..
Finally, she turned and faced the mirror, seemingly pleased to have completed her chore.
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Z had put on an oversized T-shirt, but I still could make out the shape of her lovely xmm body by tracing along her sides.
I opened screenshots of Z, both old and new, and then started replaying a snipe video of her.
*Fap fap fap*
I found a frame where a hint of her bra band was very slightly visible.. She was right beside me, without a care in the world, unaware that her devious Kor was aiming his phone and secretly recording her.
It was so satisfying to watch the candid snipe of her in the very same clothes she put on after her shower.. and to peek into the large arm-hole of her T-shirt and spot the band of that very same innocent pink bra.
I quickly found and paused the clip of her putting on that bra, comparing the two freeze-frames side by side. I felt again the heaviness of what I have actually done, spying and creeping on my own cousin. But that also brought me the voyeur’s high, that immense satisfaction of ‘owning’ her naked body.
My eyes darted quickly between the two images. I then replayed the part where she struggled to get into her xmm bra, at 0.5x speed..
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I needed to build up whatever I had left in my cum reserve. It would be my last load of the day for Z.
Maxing out my screens, there were multiple screenshots of Z open along with the video of her putting on her bra running in an endless loop. I loved watching her puffy nipples play a game of peek-a-boo as she struggled to cover her fresh puffy tits..
Her lovely armpits..
Her naked body..
Her perky tits..
Her teen bush..
And of course, her overall adorable xmm-ness.
Image after image I laid them out carefully on my screens, trying to fill up every available pixel with Z. Funnily.. I thought my actions resembled that of a clichè TV show psychopath, pinning photos of my to-be victim all over the board. Every highlight of Z I could think of, from close-ups of her nudes to her underwear.
I laid back and used my free hand to gently stroke my balls, enhancing and intensifying those forbidden sensations. The tingling feelings in my shaft grew and grew, signalling the inevitable eruption of my voyeuristic passions..
“Ohh.. Erghh… Ahh..”
My eyes traced hungrily between all her important bits on the screen. Cute face, fair skin, erect puffy nipples, pussy hair, candid pic, xmm bra, panties, unkempt armpits.. my last attempt to concentrate all her untouched xmm goodness into one final load.
“Ohhh.. Erghhhh!!! Z!!.. Fuckkk!!!”
This is what I will be fapping to for a long, long time..
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Part 4: My Xmm Adventure:
Forbidden Fruit
Z, in slow motion, dropped the xmm bra off her shoulders, exposing her puffy little tits one by one.
S, rubbing her tits in the shower, her dark stubby nipples fully erect from the cold water, ripe for the sucking.
Those clueless looks on their faces, unaware of the HD cams recording their fresh innocent bodies made me yearn for more. I could see, but I couldn’t touch. How would their flawless, soft skin feel like? I imagined running my fingers over those sweet, innocent nipples, feeling every perfection and imperfection of those erect, wrinkled nubs..
After an hour of edging, I climaxed, paying the umpteenth tribute to my lovely S and Z.
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That was a typical fap session for me. I would scroll through photos and videos of the girls I have captured, comparing their innocent photos to their naked bodies. Every girl was different, and I was never able to guess how sexy and vulgar their bodies are until I have creeped on them. Nothing in this world feels like the discovery of a girl’s body..
I knew I was privileged to be able to enjoy such forbidden pleasures. Not too long ago, I was the average guy living the typical “double” life. In private, I regularly emptied my balls to fetish content online, and in the public, being a decent man, a pleasant colleague or friend, dependable son and loyal partner.
Eventually I actualized my fetish, opening up a whole new world of sinful pleasures. But as everyone would know, nothing is ever enough. Before I went on the path to my creeping adventure, all I ever desired were the forbidden pleasures of invading the privacy of girls around me. It felt like if I have achieved that goal, I would be able to die without regrets..
Now, in front of me are all the girls whom I have actually betrayed their trust, their very real and private bodies in full view for my fapping pleasure. It was the best of both worlds: I got to see their beautiful naked bodies without them having a single clue. I have perfected my art of creeping, cummed to them countless times and done almost everything I could to extract every drop of pleasure from them.
But still, I wanted more. It wasn’t enough watching them naked and clueless.
My creeping experience sparked a new desire. I wanted to experience a xmm first-hand.. to touch, smell and feel those forbidden pleasures I’ve never felt before. I would touch her freshly developed body, watch her reactions, listen to her moans..
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With the help of bros, I got to know a xmm, E.
E was mainly looking to make some part-time money, but she also wanted to have some fun. It didn’t come as a surprise to me.. her generation was brought up in very sanitary, structured environments, leaving them with low or even no exposure to sex.
She was born well into the 00s, in a very distracting world of technology and social media. As they come of age, some of them go wild when their suppressed sexual instincts finally break free..
Although E was still quite new to this, she was one of those wild ones. I couldn’t believe it when I finally got hold of her. It felt like a dream.. much like retrieving spy footage from a SD card for the first time. My horniness shot through the roof.
The fantasies I had for so long.. would they actually be fulfilled?
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“Hello.. E?”
It was awkward. My heart was beating hard as I type my greeting. I’ve never done it before.. asking an xmm for such a taboo thing?
“hii!!”
“I’m Q. Erm.. this is a bit awkward. You know what I’m here for.”
“yea..”
“Are you still studying?”
“mmm”
“Are you available in the next few days? Or tomorrow?”
I trembled with excitement.. I felt so alive. Knowing E knew my intentions for contacting her made this feel all the more forbidden. What’s more, she wasn’t just in it for the money, but also for the pleasure.. which is super hot.
What’s more, she is a nerdy xmm with specs, your typical hardworking girl classmate. I’ve yet to see how she looked, but I was turned on from just the description of her. She didn’t seem like the type of xmm that would do such things. It felt so obscene, so taboo for a “guai”-looking xmm to want to participate in such an activity..
“erm.. tomorrow is a bit hard. how about Wednesday evening? i can meet you after tuition.”
“Ok great. Let you know the location soon? Damn.. I don’t want to sound too perverted.. but could you wear your – uniform?”
“mmm can. you sure?? i don’t think i look very good in it.”
“Don’t think I have a problem with that haha. I have a request. Can you bring your t-shirt and skirt?.. I want you to look like those girls walking home after school..”
My heart was pounding. I have never exposed my fetish to a girl before, let alone a xmm. It felt so wrong but so exciting to ask a xmm to do something like this. I have had fantasies about xmm before, but this time, it’s really going to happen??
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E wasn’t just going to give her body away just because she was paid to do this. She had to feel comfortable enough..
I had set very low expectations of my meeting with E. I would be very satisfied even if I could only just strip her naked, to undress and take her uniform off her xmm body. Anything more would be a bonus. Even if she would only agree to finish me off with a xmm handjob, I would be in heaven..
In any case, I would have my cams set-up to record everything.. there was no way I would miss such an opportunity.
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The next day, E sent me her selfies. I was eager to see how she looked like.
She seemed to be a 5.5/10. Really just the average looking nerdy xmm in class.. which fucking turned me on. For comparison, S and Z are around 7, possibly 8 when they look their best.
E looked like a studious classmate I used to have a long time ago. Back then, I wouldn’t believe it if you have told me that girls like that could be so daring and horny.
“You look really cute..” I gave E a compliment. I had to stroke her ego a little.
“really??”
“Really. I also like that you don’t seem too skinny. What size are your boobs? Are they obvious through the T-shirt?”
I was blunt.. she should be expecting this without feeling offended. I knew from bros that she had very small tits, but I wanted a power play on her boobs insecurity if she had one. I thought by acknowledging her deficiencies in her boobs and then accepting them would open her up to me.
“mm can see a little bit”
“Like most of your friends?” I asked in anticipation.
“maybe quite a bit smaller than them!!” She replied.
I sent her random pics of xmms in their PE attire. Those girls had your typical local figures.. very small chest protrusions while in their PE attire. The type where you could see padded bra bumps on their chest..
“Are they something like this?”
“yup around there!!” She said.
Fuck. My dream was becoming reality. She’s a nerdy local xmm with small tits yet she didn’t seem the least bothered by it. The taboo level shot up.. my heart started thumping in my chest. I would love B cups like S or Z’s, but I wouldn’t mind a tight little chest to go with that nerdy innocent look.
All that mattered was, she is a real sg xmm. Despite her average looks and figure, she was bold and confident.
A wildcard yet to be revealed..
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Because E could only make it a few days later, I had some time Ieft to prepare my cams. I confirmed the time with her, booked a boutique hotel for 2 nights and packed my equipment. I would arrive a day earlier to scout out the room and hide the cams..
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I hid my trusty full HD cam in the toilet, ready to capture her undressing and putting on her uniform.
The second cam would record our activities in 4K.. an old phone cam peeping through a secret compartment in my backpack, powered by a large power bank. My bag would be placed on a desk in front of the bed,
The anticipation to her arrival was out of this world. My heart had thumped constantly for the past few days, disrupting my sleep and concentration at work. My gf noticed the dark circles around my eyes, and I attributed it to work. She would never know..
So much money, time and effort to creep on my first encounter with a xmm.. better make it worthwhile!
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The day finally came.
I left work earlier and headed straight to the hotel for a shower. I looked at the cam’s disguise one final time.. knowing there’s no chance she would suspect anything. I imagined the view I would get from the cam.. an innocent nerdy xmm undressing and putting on her school uniform. It would join the ranks of rare local voyeur videos, but it would also never see the light of day, a treasure that would go with me to my grave.
As the clock ticked closer to our meeting time, all the scenarios I’ve thought of played back in my head. It was a mixture of raw excitement, fear, awkwardness and uncertainty. Every possibility felt like it could happen.
The excitement of stripping down a xmm in school uniform..
The fear of possible rejection or getting caught spying..
The mystery of the xmm. What uniform would she be wearing? How would she sound like? How would she taste like?..
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I watched the passersby from within the small hotel lobby. My mind was on full alert to look for any xmm that seem to be looking for her meeting spot.
With nobody else in the lobby, I stood out like a sore thumb. E had messaged she was just a few minutes away. She knew what I was wearing and I’ve seen just enough of her selfies to recognise her. At that moment, I had another one of those surreal experiences.. I imagined the next day, my balls pleasantly empty from my activities with E, and hours of footage of my taboo encounter with her. Another girl to add to my collection!
My mind snapped back to reality as a girl stopped outside the glass and looked up. She then looked in, made eye contact with me and pushed the door open.
I felt my cock ooze a glob of precum.. I was ready.
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“Hi E!”
I casually greeted her and immediately gestured to the lift. Being a little self-conscious about our planned activities for the evening, I wanted to get out of the lobby as soon as I could.
“Hello!”
E returned the greeting and smiled.
She’s a 5.5/10, but damn, she’s cute! She was dressed in a simple T-shirt and tight fitting jeans. Just like in her selfies, she had short hair and nerdy specs. Also, she looked a little fleshy, like the average xmm schoolgirl you would see on the street nowadays. I could see a slight curviness of her hips, with barely any evidence of boobs on her chest.
Within the first few seconds of our first encounter, I could tell she was a confident, smart xmm. The way she carried herself, her voice, her gait, was very much different from all those TikTok xmms. E wasn’t dressed like them.. she was just.. normal.
We quickly stepped over to the lift and an awkward silence followed. I stood slightly behind and to the side of her, my mind racing with the possibilities in the next few hours. I imagined her naked plain xmm figure, extrapolating the skin colour of the covered parts of her body with her arms and her neck. I could almost feel her body pressed up against mine..
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*Ding Dong*
The lift chimed.
I followed E closely as she stepped into the lift and took a slow deep breath, trying to sniff her scent.
There was barely any except for a slight hint of a sweet smell, likely from her shampoo or her fresh, clean clothing.
As the lift doors closed, I turned to face her and tried to make conversation.
“How was your day today? Just finished tuition?”
“Yeah.. haven’t had a break since morning..”
We had an awkward conversation asking about each other’s day but I wanted to break the ice as soon as possible. I needed her to be comfortable around me to improve my chances with her later. So much effort was spent to prepare for this rare opportunity to play with a xmm and spy on our activities..
I glanced at her school bag, knowing that her uniform with a full days worth of xmm scent was in there. Worn from this morning until afternoon, it must have soaked up all her xmm goodness. Images of E’s school day began to form in my mind.
Walking from the bus stop to her school gate..
Chatting with her friends in the classroom..
And soaking up her PE T-shirt with her precious xmm sweat.
My cock began to grow. E not having put on any perfume or deodorant meant she wasn’t covering up her natural, real xmm scent. At that moment, she was as raw as any xmm could be, after a full day of school and tuition..
Up till then, I still had yet to find out which school she’s from. Over the past few days of messaging, we never touched that subject. I could feel the anticipation filling up my balls..
As we stepped out into the corridor, E’s fate was sealed. Every footstep brought us closer to that forbidden room, the cams doing their work diligently and silently, awaiting our arrival.
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