Hi bros, I’m new here. I just want to share a story of perversion and fetish. I know some bros may dislike this story but I think those of us with the kink should share and relish in our fetish.
Names and stories may be changed, you can decide for yourself if my story is real or not. All I can tell you is if you have the same fetish, you might enjoy my adventure. Hope you all enjoy!
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Ever since I was a teenager, I have the fetish and fantasy to invade a girls privacy. Simply put, I want to know how they look like naked, how they act when nobody is around. Girls are amazing, they smell good, they have nice figures to look at.
During those years long time ago, I used to sit at the back of the class. Even then I already have the habit of watching the girls from behind, looking thru their translucent uniforms at their bra straps, their sweaty necks after PE, their smooth soft skin. As a guy that is quite shy, I can only imagine those lucky guys that get to go steady with them and do all the naughty BGR things. I never got to enjoy the forbidden fruits during those years, and the longing for girls stayed with me through my teenage and adolescent years.
During that era, JAV was already quite well established. As a horny teenage boy, I used to enjoy them. But some genres attract me more than just plain sex. The amateur ones, girls picked up from the street, the plain looking girl-next-door type really interest me. I used to imagine how the girls look like based on those kind of porn. Each girl is a wildcard, you never know what you get until they strip naked and show off their bodies.
My creeping fantasies slowly grow from that, and as I mature through adolescence I began to accept who I am, a closet pervert that everybody has no idea.
Eventually I got to experience intimate relationships with girls, but when I thought those pervert feelings will go away, they stayed. No matter what funny things I do with my gf, I still cannot let go of my fetish. I wanted to explore girls. The local girls especially. What are they like behind closed doors? Are they horny? Do they know that guys are dying to fuck them?
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To be continued..
There was a time when I used to fantasize about my classmates in secondary school. During those years I had to masturbate almost everyday after reaching home from school.
Nobody really knew who I really was, the pervert sitting at the back of the class. I look skinny and wore specs, soft spoken and was quite reserved. But every single time there was an opportunity, I will definitely bio.
As you know, some girls really quite tempting, wearing naughty coloured bras to school. But those girls in my opinion are not the best food for my perverted fantasies.
Instead, the innocent naive looking ones wearing bras with the hard bra cup kind and the singlet ones really appeal to me.
A few times I managed to see downblouse of some of my girl classmates. Sometimes they lean on the table with their elbows or bend down to pick up things. I like how their smooth fair skin from their neck flows down to their cute teenage bras cupping their tiny developing boobs. I didn’t dare to bio for very long because usually there’s other people around me. I got no nips but it was still nice to be able to see their small cleavage. The hard cups sometimes open up but still not enough to spot their raisins.
Singlets are a whole different thing. Once or twice I’ve seen girls pretty much give a free show during PE. They don’t have enough boobs to wear a bra or maybe they feel more comfortable with singlets, but their nips get erect enough to poke through the thin fabric after they sweat and get cold from the breeze. I might have even seen a hint of dark colour through the thin worn out t-shirt..
I’m not sure if you guys were perverts and looking at your classmates back then, but those who share the same fantasies you know what I’m talking about..
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Eventually, I graduated and went to poly. Sadly because I was in a course dominated by guys, there were not many girls to see. Once in a while there were nice looking girls from the other schools but it’s more difficult to bio up close.
However these are also the years I slowly begin to cultivate my fetish further, instead of just only looking at downblouse etc.
I used to hang out with a group of friends (some from different courses) after school. Slowly slowly we got close together. A lot of the time after lectures end we spend on group studying and eating. There was a girl I had a crush on since the beginning (lets call her ‘A’).
‘A’ is quite petite and cute. I remember she was about 150+cm, skinny figure. I was never the kind of guy to actively pursue and confess my feelings.. it felt like she’s the ultimate goal, but never able to achieve it.
As a horny teenager, I used to fantasize a lot over my crush. I would imagine how her naked body looks like through her clothes, how her cute tits and pussy will look like. She’s the kind who is very petite and skinny that makes you feel like hugging her like a soft toy.
‘A’ wears blouses and jeans / shorts, so nothing out of the ordinary. But because she has very small breasts, sometimes I get to bio downblouse when standing from the side. Her blouse can get loose when she bends over (not enough breast to fill and stretch the blouse over her chest).
Last time camera phones were a new thing so selfies and photos were quite shit in quality. But I was a budding new photographer with an entry level canon DSLR and usually I brought them to school events and gatherings. My fetish and hobby started to click together from this point..
It was very mild at first. I never had the intention to take downblouse or upskirt pics. But everytime I transfer the photos from the SD card to my PC, I will have a good look at all the girls in the photos. Indeed, some girls blouse are quite transparent and I could see the shape of their bras underneath.. this time I never need to carefully bio and just enjoy a high quality photo in private.
One time, there was a school event and ‘A’ was posing with friends for a group photo. Being the unofficial photographer there, I happily took the photo for them. What I didn’t realise then was the trigger for my fetish..
I went home, unloaded the photos from the SD card as usual and proceeded to look through the photos. I was enjoying the photos until I reached the one with ‘A’ in the group photo…
Of my standards today that photo wouldn’t have been a big deal. But imagine a horny teenager with a downblouse fetish that has just taken photo of his crush with a bit of downblouse.. it was mind blowing. ‘A’ was bending forward to allow the guys at the back to be seen in the photo. She was facing straight at the camera with her blouse slightly open - I could see the connecting part of the 2 cups of her bra down her blouse. The photo wasn’t clear enough for me to make out but the bra could have been the type with a cute bow at the center. That was enough for me to start wanking off right away.. imagining how she would have looked like when she went home that night and started stripping. ‘A’ in a cute set of white bra and panties.
This went on until end of poly. I started to use photoshop to enhance the contrast of some photos to see through blouses. I was getting hooked on seeing what kind of bras the girls were wearing.
To end this chapter of my life on a high note, I took a photo of my classmates after FYP exhibition. Remember when I said there were not many girls in my course? One of the few girls ‘Z’ was in this photo. We were all wearing white shirts for the presentation and exhibition (I’m sure all poly students know what I mean). ‘Z’ was average looking and usually wears very boyish clothes. I never really felt attracted to her but something clicked after that event.
Fortunately her white shirt was a bit too thin - it was translucent. I remember being able to see a hint of light blue through her shirt. After I reached home, I went straight for that photo and put it through photoshop to enhance the contrast. I was rewarded with the shape of her light blue bra visible through her shirt. Even though she was boyish, that view turned me on straight away and I had a good wank while imagining fucking ‘Z’. I thought how her boyishness is just an act, and that she was just hiding her girly side deep in her. The fantasy of ‘Z’ calling and moaning out in pleasure was weirdly working for me.. It felt wrong but right at the same time. Nevertheless, I unloaded my cum with her in mind.
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Peacekeeping
Don’t know why. You really give me the creeps…
Because you’re reading a creep’s mind. Hahahaha
Different strokes for different folks bro! Cheers!
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During my late teens my obsession with my fetish became quite wild. Some would say quite unhealthy.. cumming to amateur content a few times a day. The period between poly and army was crazy. I didn’t really have friends and I had no outdoor activities so I locked myself in my room for most of the day.
I was attracted to SG girls scandals and leaks, be it legit leak or real photoshoots. There’s this obscene and super hot feeling you get when you see an SG girl nude. We are all brought up to be conservative sexually so any sexual concept of a local girl seems extra naughty.
I remember the first taste I had of local leaks was the Tammy poly sex scandal - the older bros here should remember her (I assume the younger gen people here don’t know). It was fascinating to watch a local girl naked and get fucked by her bf… I remember the scene of her bf sucking her dark nipples on her flat chest so well. That was so taboo during those times especially when camera phones were only beginning to become popular.
Some genres of japanese porn that I appreciated most was the amateur sex and downblouse types. Most are probably scripted but I believe some were legitimate candid shots. There’s this thing I find very hot about real, normal looking girls and their sexual side. I was never really interested in mainstream big tits porn. It also meant that everytime I meet girls I would fantasize them being naked. The realness, their innocence is what I fetishize about.
One of the highlights of my porn research days was finding an SG girl video and photoshoot that was available on a website, and nobody knew about. Not a single time have I seen her content being shared, and I’m curious to see if it will happen some day. She’s not very pretty but it was still hot to see a SG girl spread her legs and show off her cute tits. I don’t know how many times I have cum to her pics and vids.
By the end of my miserable army days I had pretty much jerked off several times every weekend to porn and my personal collection. My fetish had developed a strong foundation. Next stop… The long road to actualizing my fantasies.
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Here’s the classmate I was talking about in my story.
No big deal but it’s shiok to be able to xray your friends. She wasn’t aware her shirt was a bit see through so that makes it even hotter. She’s very boyish and innocent so to wear a light blue bra under her shirt is damn naughty.
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Fast forward into Uni.. I made new friends, a sweet gf, and some semblance of a healthy social life. I did well in school, joined activities and had a decent sex life.
Of course you bros didn’t come in here to read about a normal life. I was still heavily into my fetish. During that time, the best sources of porn to feed my monster was xhamster spy videos and Tumblr xmm leaks and pics. It was sometimes hard to believe I have this 2 sides to me, a somewhat guai young man having a normal uni life and a creep that most people will despise.
Everyday my eyes secretly feasted on xmm going to school in the train and bus.. watching their sweet young fresh bodies in their sch uniform. When I reach sch, I transit to appreciating the more grown up xmms, still young and fresh from their JC years.
There was a girl in the clique that I used to pay special attention. Let’s call her ‘J’. J was 19 in year 1. She was about 158cm, a little bit chubby and was super cute. She had shoulder length, slightly wavy hair that flared outwards and a lovely smile that will melt your heart.
For some reason, J fit my criteria for me to creep on. I used to watch her side profile, enjoying her curvy body and fair smooth skin. She always wear fitting T shirts so it accentuates her figure. I think her cuteness, innocence and ordinary feel made me want to creep on her more..
There was no encounter that was specially sexual. No downblouse, no upskirt. But I was very interested in what J was hiding underneath, and anything on her that hinted at that made me lust for more.
I had photos of J from our clique and her Facebook. I would study every detail of her body. Her bra straps, her bra cups outline through her blouse, her boobs shape. I always wonder what size are her cute boobs.. through intense research I think they are A - B cups. In some photos, her side profile of her boobs stick out a lot, but when she wears a sports bra they become a bit flat.
When J sweats from hot weather, her hair will stick to her neck and I find that very arousing.. imagining licking her sweaty smooth neck and the rest of her body. I wonder if there are other guys that think as dirty as me.
Eventually J drifted away from the clique and all that remained to enjoy of her was her photos from Facebook. I would wank to enhanced photos of her once in a while, imagining how her tits will look like, if she was shaved etc. All the fantasies of her with her cute smile.
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‘A’ downblousing in photo. If can see correctly there’s a cute bow in the center of her bra..
That time we were all young and inexperienced, so even this can make me wet liao. She barely got ‘A’ cup.. so if you could stand at the side and take a photo, maybe could even see her nips. She squeeze her sides summore, opening her bra cup
One of my friends in poly. I love it when girls wear hard cup bras and you can see the outline clearly over their t-shirt. Just keep hinting to me her small boobs under those cups.
The bag strap also helps to show more of her boob shape..
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In year 2, I started to obsess over another girl from a group project. Her name is ‘F’. She is the typical high flying nerdy type of PRC girl from a well to do family. F was petite, somewhat slim, wears thin metal rim specs and has a slight acne problem on her face.
Using my pervert eyes, I guess that her tits are a small A cup size. Combine her small perky boobs with her 155cm height and nice hips, she had a decent xmm figure. Her innocent look and acne make her feel like she’s a few years younger. She never had a bf.
She’s a bit reserved but still opens up once in a while. All this making me heart itchy and I ended up having fantasies of taking her innocence.
As with all bros who bio downblouse will know small tits got higher chance of revealing their nipples. Immediately she become my target.
Once she wore a normal fitting T shirt and berms for a group meet. We had to get our hands dirty to work on the project. I from far start to bio.. noticed that her T shirt sleeves were quite short. I wondered how her armpit look like. By chance, she decided to lift her arm and do her hair while I was standing by the side. And her armpit was revealed to me in it’s full glory..
Fitting the stereotype of PRC girl, she had some short armpit hair, but I didn’t expect it at all. My cock immediately tingled.. F is so cute and she didn’t care to shave her armpits?? She’s so careless.. she must have been lazy to shave it recently as her armpit hair was quite short.
My heart started to pump harder. We were working on the project on the floor so all of us were squatting and bending over.
As expected, I could bio her downblouse. Her boobs were indeed very small.. there was a slight cleavage due to her bra. But most importantly, her bra cups were the hard kind. When she moves her arm, her bra cup will open and close, giving me an opportunity to see between her boob and bra.
I pretend to get up a bit and take an overall look at the project on the floor but actually to get a better view of F downblouse.
No luck.. her nip was probably too deep, plus the lighting condition was a bit dark.
I didn’t get to see her nips and was disappointed but I still got to see her bra and A cup breast shape.. she was wearing a cute multicolour bra. That night I went home to have a good fap on some sniped photos of F. Imagining how her tits will look like. Probably conical shaped small tits with dark nips..
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To digress….
My story is not a fantasy story of hooking up with girls. Those bros who continue to read should know by now. It’s about the bros who has the fetish of feasting their eyes and mind on girls they met in their life. Girls that you feel the desire to know how they are actually like inside and outside. And the more ordinary the girl is, the more typical she is, somehow the more you obsess about them. It’s a weird feeling. I know I cannot be the only bro who has such colourful thoughts on creeping. To the bros here who enjoy and share a similar fetish, I invite you to share your experience and thoughts.
Some of my recollections might not be good for storytelling so please forgive me. There’s also no dialogue mostly, but I just want to capture the feels of my experiences.
Cheers!