XH: “So you free tomorrow..”
K: “tomorrow .. sat.. yeah.. should be free.. what’s up”
XH: “Ok.. we go movie?”
K: “Which movie?”
XH: “Don’t know yet.. "
K: “OK..”
XH: “Actually I have something to tell you”
K: “OK.. go ahead”
XH: “Can we meet later.. for dinner or after dinner also can..”
K: “Ok.. we can go for dinner after work..”
So the day ended and I met him at the car-park. It was already a bit dark as it was almost 7:30pm . And then he drove off:
K: “Where to for dinner”
XH: “anywhere will do.. need a quite place to talk”
K: “We eat first OK? then find a place to talk?”
XH: “OK…”
K: “OK.. I know of a place near here.. rou gu char (肉骨茶), you like?”
XH: “OK for me”
So he brought me to this place for dinner. It was a nice dinner and he didn’t talk much. The soup was nice and a little peppery and spicy for my taste. We had our fill and then he drove off again.
K: “Where to now”
XH: “I don’t know.. you drive you should know..”
K: “Ok.. you want a place to talk.. you want coffee/tea or just want to talk?”
XH: “full already.. just a place to talk”
K: “Ok.. have you seen Singapore night scene from a hill?”
XH: “No.”
K: “OK.. I bring you there”
It was not a long drive and I can feel the car going up a hill.
XH: “where is this place”
K: “Mount Faber”
XH: “I see. .never been here before”
And before long he pulled the car to a stop.
K: “You want to have a look of the night scene?”
XH: “Later.. I want to talk to you first”
K: “Ok.. you can talk now”
The place was quite quiet and secluded. It was a bit scary and I could hear the sound of insects making noises.
XH: “Are you still angry with me?”
K: “No.. I am not”
XH: “You sure? you have not been your usual cheerful self since last sunday”
K: “I am ok. Maybe a bit stress with work.. You know we have another contract recently.. so I am very busy”
XH: “I know.. but I can feel it.. woman are sensitive..”
K: “don’t think too much”
XH: “I know but still. I am not really ready for making love.. I am ok to be close and intimate with you as I like you a lot.. but not ready for making love. Just hope you can understand?”
K: “Ok.. I know.. I am not forcing you”
XH: “But you are angry.. or at least disappointed”
K: “yeah. a bit disappointed.. but don’t worry for me.. no sex won’t kill me”
XH: “Really, I like to give it to you.. but not now.. we can be intimate but as long as no making love is OK”
K: “What is intimate and not making love?”
At that point I find myself blushing. It was dark there but still I felt conscious of my blushing as I turned my head away.
XH: “we can do anything except have sex”
K: “Oh.. I see.. anything except sex”
XH: “yes.. if you like.. i can 吹萧for you”
I spoke the last words very softly. Mr K may not have heard it properly as he said:
K: “Can you repeat.. i can’t hear clearly..”
I didn’t repeat myself as I was looking down. My K used his hands to hold my head up and then he kissed me. It was a passionate kiss as I can feel his passion from his lips. His tongue was swirling in my mouth. It was quite awkward as there was a gap between us.
He let go of me, got out of the car, opened the car door for me as he led me to the rear seat.
Once we got into the car, he didn’t wait for me - he started to kiss me furiously. I just let him kiss.. he kissed my lips, my necks and then he tried to kiss my breasts. I was fully clothed but he slipped his hands underneath my blouse and I can feel him unclipping my bra and then he touched my breasts under my blouse. I can feel my nipples hardened upon touch. I wanted to stop him and yet I didn’t want to stop him. I felt afraid and at the same time I felt so excited. He massaged my breasts, going in circular motion and then twiddling at my nipples. He pulled up my blouse and he went down to lick my nipples and sucked at my breasts.Ohh.. my god. It was nice as I moaned softly. He sucked and licked for a while. And then he removed my blouse altogether.
XH: “Can we be seen here?”
K: “No lah.. don’t worry”
I was topless and I felt so hot. And he was busy grabbing at my breasts and sucking at them. At the same time I can feel his hands up my thighs and feeling for my down under. His fingers were going feeling up my things and going nearer and nearer to my mei mei. Then.. ohh… I can feel his finger touching my mei mei.. I was electrified. He took out his fingers an put to his nose and smell.
Then he got up and he pushed the front seat all the way to the front to make more room for us at the rear. All of a sudden, he grabbed my panty with both hands and pulled it down. My legs were on his shoulders as he got under my skirt and buried his face… I couldn’t see him.. but I can feel a slipping sensation.. as if a snake was crawling on my thighs and I can feel his tongue licking at my mei mei.. oh… I never had such a feeling.. I never been licked before.. It was as if I was being electrified as I can feel his tongue licking and poking at my mei mei. It was beyond words and I gave out screams of joy. I felt so high that I thought I was in seven heaven and still he continued to lick and lick.. I wanted him to stop as the feeling was so unreal and at the same time I wanted him to continue… I thought I would die… then I felt like peeing and tried to wriggle away… but there were no room in the car to move or wriggle.. I struggled on .. and I felt relieved as I thought I had peeed….
He came out of my skirt and took some tissue to clean.
K: “wow.. it was wet.”
XH: “I peeed?”
K: “ha ha.. you came.. lots lots of juices.. dirty my car”
XH: “sorry.. i don’t know..”
K: “Ok.. joking.. how are you feeling”
XH: “oh.. it was great.. never knew this feeling…. "
He came over to kiss me again. At the same time, he was fondling my breasts again. Then after a while, he got up, unzip his pants and out came his big brother.
It was fully erected and he pointed it to me. I went down on him - hold his big brother.. the head was already moisten..
K: “you know what to do with it.. just lick it like an icre-cream”
I nodded my head as I went to lick and suck at his big brother. All the while he was holding my head as I got his big brother in and out of my mouth. I was not very skillful as at times he would complain.. then we would teach me.. asking me to use my tongue to lick at the head.. and then at times to lick at the shaft. But as it went along I got the kick of it and I actually enjoyed the process.
Then suddenly I felt him jerking and he shot his warm sperm into my mouth. I wanted to withdraw my mouth but his hands were on the back of my head and I couldn’t move. I almost choked on his sperm and at last when he let go of my head, I spat out the remnants of the sperm. It tasted funny and he gave me tissue to clean my mouth. Then he gave me a bottle of water to rinse my mouth.
When I had cleaned myself and put on my bra and blouse, he had already cleaned himself and he opened the door and led me out. We walked for a while, hand in hand. I never felt so love. And then he held my waist. We walked for a while and then I could see that we are on top of the hill. He turned to me and kissed and I kissed him back.
Then he hugged me and I can feel his strong and protective arms around me. I felt so secure and loved.
….. to be continued..
Apologise for no updates. Was not feeling very well over the weekend. Will try to update in a day or two. thanks ofr the patience
We were sitting side by side at the edge of the bed. He was holding my hands. I turned to him:
XH: “Where are you today. Didn’t even call or SMS me”
K: “I am sorry.. my little girl was sick.. so have to bring her to see doctors.. and then rushing here and there.. busy day”
XH: “Oh.. how is your girl now?”
K: “Still sick and high fever.. hopefully will be better.. I just sneaked out to meet you.. may need to rush back.. told wife company got urgent thing to settle”
XH: “OK.. I thought ..”
In my mind I felt relieved. I thought that he had no time for me. And I already saw that he made so much of an effort to see me - despite his daughter being sick.
XH: “So you need to go back soon?”
K: “No.. told my wife a couple of hours at least.. unless she call me suddenly”
XH: “OK”
K: “Hungry? You want to eat something?”
XH: “No.. I am not hungry”
Then there was this long silence. I felt a bit awkward. The mood wasn’t right for anything.
K: “xiaohong, you look tired… why don’t you go take a shower.. then I give you a good massage?”
XH: “You know massage? "
K: “mmm.. you will know later. How, shower?”
XH: “OK.. I am dead tired .. I need a shower.. but I am so lazy”
K: “Shower also lazy?”
XH: “Ya.. you wash my hair for me?”
K: “You sure? "
XH: “ya.. why not”
I stood up and went to the bathroom. K was still sitting on the bed. I removed my dress slowly and then I removed my bra and panty as well. I wrapped myself in the towel. I looked at myself in the mirror. He was still not to be seen and I shouted for him:
XH: “Oi.. where are you… Need you now”
K then walked into the bathroom.
K: “Yes.. what can I do for you”
XH: “Wash my hair”
K: “You sure.. how to wash? using the shower”
XH: “Ya lah.. how to wash at the basin”
I climbed onto the bath-tub, back facing Mr K as I was facing the wall. I took the shower and on the tap to feel the temperature of the water. Mr K walked towards the bath-tub. He took the shower head from me and he was adjusting the temperature of the water
K: “OK.. think can already”
I bent my head forward and he splashed the water onto my hair. His right hand was holding the shower head and left hand was caressing my hair scalp. He off the tap and applied some shampoo onto my hair and I can feel his fingers running through my hair and at the same time massaging my scalp. It was very nice and I closed my eyes. I thought I was feeling very aroused sexually.
Then he on the shower again and he rinsed my hair - running his fingers through my long hair. It was a very nice feeling to have a man washing her for you. It seemed like a long time as I was enjoying the beautiful moments but it didn’t last long enough. He switched off the tap.
K: “Ok. done”
I lifted my head and he helped to sweep my hair backwards. I turned to look at him and I gave him a smile
XH: “thanks.. it is nice”
He smiled at me.
XH: “You want me to help you wash your hair for you”
K: “If you don’t mind.. "
XH: “OK.. then what are you waiting”
He stood there and I signalled him to the bath-tub.
XH: “Oi.. mister.. remove your shirt and pants .. unless you want to get wet”
K: “OK..”
Then he took off his pants and shirt and was only in his brief. I could see the bulge down under. He climbed into the bath tub as well. His back was facing me.
XH: “You not going to remove your under-wear? It could be wet you know”
K: “Oh.. ok.”
With his back still facing me, he removed his underwear and I saw him threw it on the basin top.
I on the tap and splashed the water on him - on his head and body as well as he was totally naked. I put shampoo on his hair and then I started to scrub his hair. Then I started to rinse his hair with water and I can seel the soapy shampoo running down his back. At the same time, I was showering him as well
XH: “ha ha.. I shower for you ok”
He didn’t say a word and I was applying shampoo on him. I started from his back. I ran my fingers all over his back and then down to his buttocks. I slipped my hands under his buttocks and in a rocking motion my right hand can feel his soft balls lightly. Then I went to soap his legs as well. Then I put my hands under his buttocks again and this time round I went further ahead and I can feel his little brother - hard as a steel rod.
XH: “Turn around”
He turned to face me. I can see now his little brother - covered with soap and fully erected and poking in my direction.
XH: “Wah.. xiao didi so big already”
At that moment, he moved forward and he removed my towel. And I was there facing each other totally naked
… to be continued..
And there we were, totally naked and facing each other and soaping each other
At this point I must intercept and describe xiao hong from my point of view. The other time when we were in the car, it was dark and I did not get to see xiao hong’s naked body. But now in the bright lights of the bathroom and standing inches from each other I can see clearly. Her breasts are not big, probably A bordering on B but with eraser-tip nipples. The most wonderful was her complexion and her skin. She is very fair as I can see from her neck and face but her body was also smooth, fair and without a single blemish. In fact she was so fair that I can see veins on her breast very clearly.
Mr K, came forward and he kissed me. I let him kiss me and I can feel his tongue coming into mine. I was not a very good kisser but I just went along. After we have soaped our bodies, we let the water in the shower ran but Mr K did not stop kissing me. In fact after kissing my lips, he went to kiss my nipples and also sucked at my breasts. I stood there, not knowing what to do.
Then I can feel his fingers rubbing my mei mei. I shuddered and he continued the rubbing. Then he off the shower and was on his knees. He lifted one of my leg to put on the side of the bath-tub and his head went underneath me. I can feel his tongue licking and poking at my mei mei. Then he used his fingers to open my mei mei and his tongue came licking at me. It was a sweet sensation and I felt my heart racing. I can also feel the tingling sensation at the sole of my feet. He was rubbing and licking my mei mei and it was so shiok and excited that I screamed my heads off. I can hear myself moaning.. It felt like eternity and how I wished time would not stop.
But it did stop. He stood up and kiss me again and led me out of the bath-tub. We dried ourselves and then headed for the bed.
No words was required. I was lying on the bed and he was beside me. He did n’t say a word but was looking intently at me.
K: “you know.. you are so beautiful today”
I blushed and tried to look away. Then he held my chin and made me look at him. Then he came over to kiss me again. And we were entwined like snakes as we rolled on the bed kissing each other. I never had this joy before.
Then he got up.
K: “you want to suck me again.. like the other day”
I nodded my head as he shaft his didi into my mouth. It was so big and I had a hard time licking. He held my head and guided my mouth and at times he would pull out his didi and asked me to lick the head with my tongue. I was like licking and sucking him for a long time that I actually enjoyed it and got the hang of it. At times I would take a peek at him. I saw him looking at me with a very satisfied face, it motivated me to suck and lick harder.
Then he turned me around and asked me to be on my all fours with my buttocks facing him. I can feel his tongue licking and blowing on my arse-cheek. It was a very funny sensation, ticklish but a very nice tinkling sensation. Then I can feel his hands grabbing onto my arse cheeks and trying to open my ??? Suddenly I felt electrified as I can feel his tongue poking at my arse-hole. I wasn’t thinking much, just enjoying the sensation and then his tongue moved to my mei mei.
He was by then lying on the bed and I was on fours and he was eating my mei mei. ohh.. arr…. I gave out crys of joy as his tongue never seemed to stop. And I felt like peeing.. I didn’t know how to feel.. I felt funny.. and I was screaming like mad (I believed).
Then he got up and pulled me (still on fours) to the edge of the bed. He was standing and I can feel his didi rubbing against my mei mei.. just on the outside.
K: “xiao hong, can I?”
XH: “yes.. quick.. put it in… I need you ..”
I didn’t know what I was saying but at the moment, I felt the urge to have his didi inside me.
K: “but I don’t have the condom”
XH: “don’t care.. just put it in”
And before I knew it, his didi was inside me. And he was pumping me very slowly at first. His hands came to grab by breasts. I can feel the sensation as he increased his pumping speed. I tried to arched backwards so that I can feel more of his didi.. arr.. arhh… I was screaming as he increased his speed. He kept pumping and I was kept screaming.. I felt week in the legs as I shivered. It was a weird sensation. Did I come?
He removed his didi, pushed me onto the bed and shaft his didi onto my face. Instinctly I put it into my mouth and even before I could suck it, he shot loads of sperm into my mouth. I didn’t care about the smell or the taste and I continued to lick and suck his didi till it spurted and became limp.
I went to the toilet to rinse my mouth as he laid on the bed.
… to be continued
So I made love again after these few painful years of being lonely. It was a relief for me as I felt emancipated; I felt free from yesterday’s chains. After my ex had left me, I didn’t feel like I would be touched by a man again. I had many suitors in Shanghai before I left but still I decided to leave the sad place. And now here in Singapore, I found peace at last.
I never felt this good before and I wanted to be with him. After I rinsed my mouth I washed my face and when I looked at the mirror, I saw myself: I was smiling. Mr K came and he hugged me from behind. I can feel his warmth. I turned around and he kissed me again. We had a light kiss and then he climbed onto the bath-tub and I followed him as well. We washed ourselves and I can feel the happiness in me.
We dried ourselves. I wrapped the towel around my body as I combed my hair.
XH: “what time must we leave?”
K: “anytime.. u hungry? I may not be able to stay long”
XH: “why? i thought we can spend the night together”
K: “my little girl still sick.. my wife may call me anytime "
And then, at that moment, his phone rang. He turned away to answer to phone. I can barely hear what he was saying except for the “OK.. OK.. soon..”
XH: “so you need to go?”
K: “sorry.. i have to go.. i can send you home first. little girl’s fever very high.. need to send to hospital”
XH: “Ok..”
So we changed into our clothes and left the place. As he was driving, we didn’t talk. I was disappointed and happy. Disappointed because the night was too short. Happy because I know tomorrow will come. When his car pulled into the car-park, we leant over and we kissed. It was a long and passionate kiss and somehow I didn’t want to let go. But reluctantly I had to. I got out of the car.
K: “Call me when you reach home ok.. I’ll leave when I hear your voice.
XH: “OK”.
… to be continued…
From that day onwards we became lovers and we got to make love at least a few times a week - sometimes doing lunch-time quickie or weekdays night but mostly on Saturday.
It was the happiest moments of my life as I seemed to put everything behind me. But the happy moments did not last - I was happy for about 6 months and then things collapsed. I was feeling increasing frustrated that he could not spend more time with me and I wanted to be more than a lover - I wanted him to divorce his wife. I thought that if he loved me he would. But he never did; he never wanted to leave his wife and his children. We had wars, many wars but each time he was very firm. And in one of the wars that we had, I threatened to kill myself and to kill him. It was at my apartment on a saturday afternoon (my flat mates were not around) - I went to the kitchen to grab a knife as we argued. I was like crazy as I waved the knife and wanted to slash my own neck - he rushed forward but I slashed at him. I slashed at his forearm but still he was able to snatch the knife from me.
His right arm was bleeding and I was terrified. Fortunately it was not a very deep cut and I helped him bandaged and stopped the bleeding. He was unusually quiet. He left shortly and I did not stop him.
Our meetings became infrequent and I had a feeling that he was avoiding me. He even got transferred out of that project and I didn’t even get to see him. He wouldn’t even want to contact me on Saturday. I called him; SMS him but it was to no avail. I didn’t even know where he was staying. Then on a Saturday, he SMS me, telling me that he wanted to separate from me and told me to forget him and move on in life. I was utterly devastated. I begged and pleaded with him and asked him to meet for the last time. After much pleading he agreed to meet for the last time.
… to be continued..
Better quickly leave these kind of psychos. Tragedies happen when you got a crazy woman swinging a kitchen knife around.
So he drove over to pick me up. I went into the car and we did not talk. He kept driving.. and at last he drove to Changi point. He parked his car at the car-park and we walked out of the car to find a bench to take a seat.
It was already evening and the sun was setting. The sea breeze blew across my face and I could see people still walking on the beach. There was a man there facing the sea and staring intently.
I crept up to him and slid my arm under his.
XH: “I am so sorry .. "
K: “it is OK”
XH: “I am sorry.. can we start all over again…. I don’t want you to leave me”
K: “No. we don’t have a future together.. it is better we have a clean break now”
XH: “No.. NO.. I don’t want.. I don’t want to leave you.. I don’t want to separate.. "
K: “xiaohong, be sensible.. we have no future together.. i’ll never leave my wife and children”
XH: “I know I know.. ok.. I won’t force you to leave them.. i just want you to spend some time with me.. I will be happy. "
K: “why xiaohong, one day we will be back to square one.. and then it will be the same.. we still need to separate one day..”
XH: “I don’t care I don’t care.. I just want to be with you ..”
I turned his head towards me and I started to kiss me. He tried to push me away reluctantly. And very soon he kissed me back fiercely. We kissed for the longest time as if time will stand still.
Then I sat on him and continued to kiss him. And I can feel his hands feeling for my bra and unclipping them. And I can feel his hands touching my breasts and my nipples. I was very high as I went down to unzip his pants. Out sprang his didi and I put it into my mouth and I sucked on it.
I sucked for a while and then he pushed me away.
K: “we can’t do it here.. there will be people watching”
He zipped up his pants and I adjust my bra and my blouse. He led me to the car and he drove off to the nearest hotel. It was a nice 4-star hotel and he booked it for the night.
Once we got into the room, he pushed me against the wall and kissed me furiously. And I can feel him groping me and very quickly he removed my blouse and my bra. I had my skirt on and he was kissing me all over my neck and my body. And I liked the way he twisted my nipples. It was heavenly. All the weeks of frustrations were gone.
… to be continued..
It was as if he has not eaten for a week. He tore away at my skirt and then removed my panty. He was on his knee and he lifted one of my legs as I can feel his fingers massaging my mei mei. And then he went under and his tongue was licking my mei mei..
I was screaming mad with joy. He ate it furiously as if punishing me.. I felt a little pain at times as he seemed to like to nibble .. but it was a great sensation and I was leaning against the wall - weak in my knees as I felt like coming.
He stood up and carried me to the bed. Then he removed his pants. I was already in seventh heaven but he did not let me rest for a moment. He came and sat on my chest (actually half-sat as he was supporting himself) and his didi was right in front of me. I took it into my mouth and he was fucking my mouth with his didi - in and out.
Then he must have gotten very high. He withdrew his didi and was lying beside me. His right hand was massaging my mei mei as he kissed me. I was again feeling high.. and then he put his fingers in - at first 1 finger then 2 fingers.. I was so high that I wanted him to stop as I struggled to get away. But his fingers was in me and I couldnt get away. The more I struggled the more he was moving his fingers. I wasn’t sure of my feeling and I wished that he would stop.. not just wish that he would not stop.. No… I didn’t know what I wanted. I just wished that time would stop. All these while he was kissing me..
Then he got up, turned me around and asked me to be on my fours. He was at my back, I can feel his fingers finding for the hole.. and in the next moment I felt that he was in me. I didn’t know if he has put on the condom but I didn’t care. It was a strange sensation as I can feel him going in and out - at times the tip of his didi rubbing against my mei mei..
It was a very nice session and I enjoyed it thoroughly and I was screaming for him to go faster. And faster he did as I can hear the sound of him hitting my buttocks - flap flap sound. It went on and on and I can feel him grabbing my breasts.
Then suddenly he turned be around and shove his didi my face. He shot lots and lots on sperm on my face and while it was still spurting, I went to lick and suck the remains from his didi..
And he collapsed on me, lying on my chest and we were on the bed panting. We went to wash up and as I was washing my face he was standing behind me - massaging my breasts and kissing my back. All the pain and frustrations were forgotten.
And that night we spent the whole night there and we made love 2 more times. We didn’t need to talk. When dawn broke, he led me out of the hotel and we went to the beach. He sat there at the beach while we saw the sun rise. My head was on his shoulders and I was happy that we got together again. I knew then I wouldn’t want to part with him - I didn’t care then if he would leave his wife - what I wanted was to be with him..
The sun was rising and we went for breakfast. Then it was back to the hotel. We had a nice shower in the long bath - relaxing and just letting the mind wander.
Then we were entwined in the long bath as I was sitting on him. And naturally he inserted his didi into mee and we were kissing each other as we rocked in the water. We rocked and rocked till his didi turned soft and he could not rock anymore.
We dressed up and check-out of the hotel and he sent me home.
… to be continued..
Actually I wanted to continue this story as my relationship with XH dragged on for a couple more months. But now I decided to end it here because although we had very vigorous and passionate sex during those times - it was also getting very emotionally charged as we during those times we were separated and come together at least 3 more times.
Two attempts of suicide by her with one landing her in the hospital. I was then so terrified and she was threatening to come to my house (although she didn’t know where I was staying but it could be possible for her to find out). Then I had two young children and it was not something that I would want their safety to be compromised.
XiaoHong was getting hysterical and at that point I thought I would murder her to “silence” her. In the end I cut-off contact with her - changed my phone number, changed my job and I went to Europe for three weeks with family. Spent a bomb but it was worth it as after that, I never met her again.
I last heard that she went back to Shanghai.
Thanks for all your time.
I have more stories to share as the other day I managed to dig out my journals that I wrote long time ago. so stay-tune for me.