My innocent virgin ex GF got fucked by

[Continued from 2 posts in previous page]

me : actually, I’m a bit worried. after you take his, no more feeling with mine….. but guilt made me let you have it ok. not that I enjoy watching you with others….

her : i guessed also. I kept looking at your face ma. you looked so sad….

but yet you went through with it???

me : yeah lo! sib unfair leh…. you hid in the room when .. you know.. with #1 and #5…. behind your back leh. not like…. yeah lo.

her : sorry….. i needed you… couldn’t enjoy with just him alone. it was weird…. even at the car also. we kissed for a bit in the car. when I pretended to help him search for his phone in the car…..

me : but did you enjoy?

her : erm…. a bit.. but just felt awkward without you there. i think i just enjoyed the idea of being wild. teh

me : then when he push in? you enjoyed?

her : nope.

me : you sureeeee? (I acted like her voice)

she hit me for making fun of her : yes. sure. it was just weird….

we both hugged.

I felt fucking guilty…. because for that minute or so… I enjoyed myself with #5…

we went to sleep, chatting, talking about what happened in the days apart, until we both fell asleep. I woke in the middle of the night, had a message from Teo “you and her ok?”. I replied him. Went back to bed, my fiancé lay in the camisole. This is the rest of my life, and it was good.. to have a decent looking woman, decent figure, someone who loves me (I hope), and I absolutely love. fuck man, I was still disturbed by me and #5. How was I so easily……..

I hugged her tight and sleep, she pushed me away, back to her normal usual way. I started to think what its as like in our previous relationship, it was simple and honest. Frustrating because of the absence of sex, but it was such simple days. There was no way of returning to those days? unless we have a kid? Was those days really much better? Even thought there was no sex, I didn’t feel a need to find someone else……. eventually fell asleep again, woken again in the middle of the morning, I was snoring too loudly, Turned the other way. It was crammed, but I felt her back up against me. It felt nice.

We both woke in the late noon. She sucked my cock nicely and slowly. she heard me wake, I put my hand on her back. Her leg naturally climbed over my body and lowered herself.

fuck, she’s really horny!

me : wah breakfast, sausage for me… abalone for me ah.

She smacked my thigh, didn’t like the reference. I started to lick her trimmed pussy gently like the way she sucked me off…. we were both going about at the same pace, neither pushing hard for the other to cum. after 10 minutes or so, she got off me, sat up and smacked her neck.

me : ache ah?

she nodded. I got up and massaged her shoulder. It was very natural for us. we are really like a couple, but we are engaged, I simply just have to get used to it.

her : what shall we do today and tomorrow?

me : I think dinner, better go both sides bah. appease them. I’m sure they sense something was wrong, my mom especially.

her : yup. i miss her.

me : wah lao. you make me feel like a bad son.. i die liao la. in future you two sure tag team against me.

her : haha. I think so too…. so how ah?

me : I don’t know. how long were we apart?

her : one week.

me : wah you kept count?

her : yup. you didn’t?

me : huh. I don’t track my misery one leh.

her : sorry……… but not entirely my fault ok.

me : is this normal for couples? or we have to improve something?

her : i don’t know…… but we’ve only dated 41 days…

me : you’ve kept count???

her : huh. of course!

me : but which day do we count from? I was thinking, when do we count from? I know next Friday is one month of our engagement..

she immediately pulled me down and hugged me so tight and kissed me.

me : eh?? so shocking meh, that I can remember?

her : no…. you’ve always been attentive. just happy ok.

me : you are lucky I never count the days you attitude me. I think a lot.

her : sorry la. but last few days your fault ok. I keep asking you to come back.

me : to let you attitude. actually. now thinking back, I rather you attitude me, than me being alone. It was a mistake to be away from you.

her : I agree. wasn’t easy for me also. will have temptations

me : Teo?

her : maybe… but I controlled myself. not strong la. just a bit. you?

me : I never go think of anyone or look to be tempted. (that was the truth) but if a temptation came along, I was vulnerable.

her : i think I know what you mean. but at least you are better than me. do you still think it’s a good idea to marry me?

me : I’m not even sure why you want to marry me either.. but I know I cannot live without you. That’s for sure. It sucks damn bad. It’s miserable. so don’t make me go through that no matter what kind of mistakes I make ok.

her : it’s all meaningless without you also. Maybe that’s why I didn’t want to do anything, without you by my side, I really felt no purpose.

me : so when I’m with you then you want to find others ah?

her : you wanted me to be honest what.

me : eh you already saw that I had messages from ex flings also leh. you forgot?

her : erm… when….. oh … when I……. (she looked down, embarrassed that she read my messages)

me : maybe I’m your enabler la. I’m not good influence on you? you know. if it’s with someone new and clean, you might be back to your old self.

her : hey. what are you trying to say? you want to break up?

me : no. I was just thinking last night. maybe I miss, the version of us in the past. It was simple and… you know… clean. but I don’t see that version of us lasting. I didn’t feel a need to find others even though we weren’t f… i mean, having sex. but. we kept quarrelling. now. even though we are so complicated and drama, i feel so connected to you. maybe we both have French blood la.

her : I was thinking too. and in the past, I wanted you because it’s like, I didn’t want to be alone, I wanted to have the ‘normal’ life. and it overspilled so much that I actually thought someone as horrible and disrespectful to women as raj can be that guy. he was a divorcee! he treated his wife so badly! even lied to me that he was a responsible father, but his pattern. I should have known! you see. my thinking was just so …. wrong. I even almost let teo… you know… like… but now. I know I need you. I really hate being away from you also…

me : maybe we are made for each other. ok back to the date thing. so when?

her : erm… I dated from … you know… sentosa. hehe

me : do you remember like. you know. when we showered together? was it before or after midnight?

her : i don’t know. but how I compartmentalised was… the nightmarish scene, before midnight. our love moments, after midnight…….

me : i’m sorry……… if only you just agreed to their dare.

her : tsk! I thought you were a virgin! and I was ashamed about my past…

me : and yes. that point again. I’m truly sorry ok. I knew you never really asked, or maybe you did and I side stepped the questions. but… it’s still my fault. I should have risked letting you decide if you want to date a non virgin, instead of trying to decide for you. that was my mistake, maybe the very first in the long line of mistakes I’ve made so far.

her : I’ve made mistakes too.

me : so can you forgive me?

her : I really want to. I think I should too…. but I may suddenly feel the upset and take it on you. are you ok with that? can you accept this part of me?

me : I don’t think I can live without it.

I got up, brought her to the shower. we showered together.. I hugged her and let the shower head spin around. She looked at me, a little confused, but kissed me back, then let me finger…. then… I lifted her right leg and pinned her against the wall…

her : you remember…..

me : so do you… sorry, was saving this for next Friday, but I feel like this moment is right again.

she nodded in agreement, we locked lips and this time, I could last longer and fucked her against the wall like we did for the very first time… The feeling was still the same. That sweet release of ejaculation inside her….. even though she has sucked Raj’s cock like a slut in front of me. even though she has hugged Raj’s head as he sucked her nipples off in front of me… even though it was very likely she got 3somed doggy fucked by Raj when I passed out and she continued to suck my cock.…. (the way she brought Teo to behind her) even though she lost control and chose an Indian dick to suck in front of me…….

the feeling was still the same…. she is the only woman I want to cum in…

We went for lunch and then some window shopping. She tried on dresses that I picked for her. It was fun, not that we bought much either. She asked me to pick some for her…. she walked past a section, turned to look at me as I played on my phone while waiting for her… then…. she returned, asked me to hold it for her while she took something from her purse.

me : erm… what’s this? haha

her : hmmm….. tell you later.

me : get the red one, better. trust me.

she looked at me, like she was impressed that I knew what was going on in her mind…….. we didn’t talk about the item she picked out, proceeded to continue with our shopping, holding hands. walking around, being silly with each other….

me : eh, you look different….. (i said that while staring at her breasts under her red maroon top as we walked and I held her shopping bags)

her : lousy. took you so long to notice… hehe.

me : wah lao.. damn tempting leh….

her : you find a good spot for us lo. NO BOOKING OF ROOM! your car also.

me : hmmm… come. follow me.

I led her through the underpass, to the other mall….

her : why here?

me : lesser people ma… hmmm… let me see… let’s go higher…..

I held her hand as we walked rather quickly, her boobs shaking and flinging around.

her : you so excited hor. not sian liao meh by now?

I led her across the curved area, no one was looking, it was the quiet part of the mall. We headed in the stair case, shut the door and I brought her half a level down… Didn’t waste anytime, put the bags down and moved in to kiss her boobs… I wanted to lift up her top… but she stopped me..

her : hmmm.. you know this place (i signalled her to whisper) erm ok… you know this place so well hor. brought your ex here before ?

me : huh? what….

her : you know what I mean lo…..

me : eh.. tsk. you make me so excited…. then now like that…

her : sorry. I told you the attitude can just come any time.

me : so now how. we go off?

her : no… lick me.

I tried to lift her top…. she refused again.. I looked at her… then I realise……. she wanted me to lick her through her top…. I did as told, she gently held my head and enjoyed, but pulled on my hair a few times when I licked her right. I didn’t enjoy the feeling, licking on the fabric despite being silk wasn’t nice. I was staining her top though. Her legs spread when I played with her inner thigh, it suddenly brought back memories of her and raj on the boat….. how she succumbed to raj’s licking and spread her legs when he tried to finger her….. I played around her opening, but didn’t dare to finger. I didn’t trust that she won’t moan too loudly and alert any mall staff who might be resting at the lower levels…. It was beginning to get stuffy, I stopped and told her we better go before someone walks in on us… she looked at me, a little lost from my licking. Was she imagining herself with Teo again??

She hung on to my arm as I adjusted her hair, took tissue and tried to dry her top, but obviously it’s futile.

me : just fold your arms as we walk lo.. You want to go toilet and change into a new piece?

her : i’m sorry…. don’t know.. what….

me : it’s ok. let’s focus on getting out of here ok?

she folded her arms around my arm and we walked… as it got awkward, she hugged a bag from me. We made it back to our car without anyone realising the wet spots n her top…..

me : hey where are you going? (she entered the back of the car instead, she pushed me away and shut the door, i got in from the other side but she locked the door, pointed at the driver’s seat. I got in as told…) hey everything ok?? you angry with me is it???

her : no ah. quick. drive somewhere quiet. then come join me behind. and. don’t look. wait for your surprise…..

I heard some rumblings of her bags, but stayed through to her word, just focused on finding a good secluded spot. I already knew where to go, but was afraid that she fault me again…..

me : this road seems secluded. (I turned into Dempsey…….) hey look, a carpark. so quiet. here ok?

her : you decide.

me : or you prefer me to go home?

her : don’t want. home is not for this….

me : what’s this then?

her : you come behind and find out lo.

I parked….. looked around, moved my car seat forward as much as possible, kept the engine running, good thing, the carpark was mostly empty, a few vans/trucks parked there… When I went to the back of the car, my fiancé sat there like a good lady…… then… I noticed what the surprise was….

me : wah laoooo……. you are the best la…

but at the same time, I realised what she wanted by putting on those red nylon thigh highs….

I got in and closed the door behind me…

me : so how shall we proceed? you like bend over and let me lick?

her : why lick?

me : thought you want to role-play with Ow?

her : what no?? where you get that impression from….

me : erm… the nylon?

her : oh…. erm…. i thought you liked it…..

i hugged her tight and tickled her : come on la. admit it… you knew why I asked you to wear one loooo….. admit it….

her : hehehe ok ok….. stopppp……

me : tsk. if you want just say la…

her : what about you. how come you know this spot huh? you really chanced upon here?

me : ok. nope. I knew this spot…… used it before… with a few …. here’s the truth… fair enough?

her : a few???? argh….can you be more… ok nevermind. mood gone le….

me : don’t like that leh…. you also before leh.. when you…..

her : ok ok… i know i know. sorry….. sorry.. i’m really not good at handling jealousy…….

me : go on.. take it out on me.. let’s role play….

her : don’t want. yours too big. cannot be Ow…

me : haha. you want to collect your 4th to catch up with me is it?

her : 4th?

me : 4th penis la… inside you…

her : erm…. no…. but…… and no ok. let me clarify, i have no intentions of catching up with you! siao!

me : yes please don’t, I don’t think my fragile heart can take it….

her : then how do you think mine felt, when you say ten!!!

me : eh. those were my past leh…. forgive me la pleaseeeee

her : see how. but do you prefer me to swallow and act like i’m not upset, or you want me to be honest…

me : swallow and honest. all the time.

her : huh??

me : swallow my semen la hehe.

her : oei…. serious….

me : just do what you feel like ok. I really don’t like someone who keeps pretending. no point in that…

her : ok. just don’t move out again ok?

me : promise. so how. shall we date Ow tonight after dinner?

her : date him? no need la. we go home role play can le……

me : can la. i got idea. date first, then go home, you are mine….

her : then now?

me : role play teo again?

her : don’t need. no feeling already. let’s go home and nap ok. A bit tired…..

I let her remove at the back while I drove us home, she removed the nylon while I drove, then used my phone to text Ow. I was just glad I cleared all messages with the agent..

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me : free tonight? catch the man u match?

Ow : ok sure. 9pm right? where?

me : I find a place, text you later. we pick you.

Ow : we? you and who?

me : me and my fiancé la. she man u fan also.

Ow : oh ok ok. good. see you both later.

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her : hey, thought we driving home? why you driving towards funan?

me : not funan. we need to buy you jersey to wear for tonight…..

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We went over to my parents’ place earlier because she wanted to help my mother cook. usually, I’d take the chance to get a game or two, but this time, i stayed in the kitchen to help out. Especially after seeing the way my mother was came to her to hug her when we got off the car, even my fiancé felt awkward by it. I gave my mother a stern look to tell her off.. Dinner was simple and routine. She watched tv with my mother until it was about 8.30pm, then came up to my room to change.

her : wear now or later? (the thin beige nylon stockings in her hands)

me : later in car bah? weird right if they see?

her : ok… what about this bed… you got do with any from your 10??

me : ….. i’m sorry… yes…. (with #5 also…)

I should have told her that at that moment. I really should have….

her face was black.

She seemed excited. We drove to Ow’s place, she sat beside me. Ow got on in his shy manner, waving at us, making small talk behind. My fiancé didn’t turn, but made small talk with him as well. Both of them ganging up on me, especially since I wore another team’s jersey. I drove us to UE square, parked under UE sq residences instead of robertson walk or along the road on purpose. She let him get off first, then she got off. The moment we saw his reaction, how he stood there and his mouth left agape, even both of us couldn’t help but laugh. I held my fiancé’s waist and nudged her towards him. She looked at me, gave me that look of arrogance and jealousy and upset again, then gently pushed me away, “you non man u. go away. come, let’s ignore him” she wrapped her arms around his elbow and walked away, Ow was laughing heartily. Even in the lift, my fiancé dramatically kept me at an arm’s distance away, pressing her body on Ow who froze and remained as still as possible.. I sat opposite them on the high table, he helped her get on, and couldn’t stop staring at her legs… we ordered beers and pizzas. Ow ate a lot, but barely drank. My fiancé drank and fed him, which he gladly took. As the game went on, she sat closer and closer on him. After man u scored, they hugged sideways, celebrated, and then sat even closer, she was leaning on his shoulder, hugging his arm. From what I could see, his hand was most likely resting on her thigh…… maybe even under her black skirt… I could tell, he was scared, not making any moves, not sure about the situation, not sure what was going on either… he was still nervous despite his face being really red…

I went to the toilet, when I came back, walked behind them. I saw where her hand was, just beside his crotch. His hand was still on top of her skirt. they weren’t heading anywhere…

me : time to go? already 3-0.

Ow : oh ok. (he looked disappointed, like he wished he had done more.

fiancé held his arm as we left, crossed the road…. in the short lift ride down, she hugged him face to face. Ow gave me a look and I gave him the nod. Then, he kind of figured out….. she wasn’t done with her hen’s night…… she entered the back of the car and pulled his hand in, the door shut. I started driving, saw her resting on his arm… When we were at a deserted part of the carpark, I parked. turned off the headlights… They were already kissing , I didn’t know who started it but my bet was on my fiancé… she saw that I was looking, lifted her jersey and pulled Ow’s head down, at the same time pulling his hand to feel her thigh. The moment he touched her nylon, he lost control, ignored her breasts, just went straight down and kissed her beige nylon… Instinctively, she leaned backwards and spread her legs… She had NO PANTIES ON! Ow was an expert on this, he didn’t even rush to taste her pussy straight away. simply adored her nylon, kissing around her inner thigh. he spent more time kissing her thigh high nylon instead of going to her pussy, I realised we made a mistake. his fetish is for crotch hole pantyhose..

My fiancé kept looking at me, she waited patiently, moaned out softly like an aroused innocent lady….. like Ow was going to take her virginity for the first time…….. Ow took the longest time, I got so bored that I had to fight the urge to take out my phone and play some games……… but it made her so anxious, so excited, so much in anticipation………. then finally! she moaned out loud! He licked a little… then kissed around, her face was flushed so red, she was in ecstasy! she moaned out so much even though he wasn’t even licking her, just kissing around her pussy…. he licked again, causing her to moan out and grabbed around, like she wanted to hold my hand. I reached for hers, she grabbed it so tight in an awkward angle I was worried she might fracture my fingers……. I observed the way he made her go crazy, it wasn’t just the same punishing style I tried on her, it was bits, here and there. a few licks…. very sensual kisses, treating her pussy like it was a delicacy… Ow was obviously a pro at licking…. he made my fiancé pull the seat belt with her left hand, letting go of my hand with her right and grabbing the bottom of the seat cushion… She didn’t seem to want to touch Ow’s head, perhaps worried about his thining hairline… Judging by the way she was in, I stopped all thoughts of joining them at the back. I waited, and watched… until I finally hear the recognisable moan. Quickly got some tissue and passed it to Ow to wipe his face. He was fast, and also looked to wipe the seat as well. My fiancé clamped her legs shut, both legs folded, like she was embarrassed and in regret…. I realised what she needed, quickly got off and went one round to her. Got in, helped her sit up and hugged her tight.

Ow : sorry. everything ok. I drunk. lost control….

he was genuinely worried, but more scared than worried…..

Ow : sorry sorry…. sorry ok. you ok?

something about what he said or did struck a nerve with her. she moved towards him and hugged him, kissed all over his face…. “no need……….. for sorry… I should……… thank you…….. instead…” she said in parts, while breaking from kissing him… she lifted his jersey, licked his nipples and her hands went to work on his berms. His penis came out. I realise I wasn’t needed, wanted to go back to the driver’s seat, but instead, she reached out and pulled me when she heard me open the car door…. i sensed her intention and just closed it, sat there…. she went down on him, her head doing a lot of work, clearly licking for him… I realised Ow wasn’t feeling much, just looking at her head and helping her keep her hair up. i lifted my fiancé’s leg and removed one of her thigh high nylon for her, then passed it to Ow. He immediately took it and sniffed it…. Lifted one leg over my lap and started to finger her, aiming at her g spot, causing her to lick him like she was in a frenzy, licking his penis so hard and fast, then sucking his entire cock in (about 6cm) and mouth fucking him so hard. Ow cummed in a matter of minutes……… and my fiancé, being the good woman she was…… apparently grateful to Ow’s licking, and also well trained by raj….. she swallowed for him. then rested on top of his lap.

I quickly helped her up and hugged her tight. As usual, she wanted to kiss with me, I made sure I persisted through and through, didn’t reject her though it was damn disgusting..

me : ok time to go back. you rest here ok. I go drive.

she didn’t answer, just lay on Ow’s lap, who had already sort of fell asleep. his penis shrunk, left the head and a bit of shaft… perhaps he was really worried about what had just transpired….. I drove us back to Ow’s place.. along the way, my fiancé found her way up, and sat on Ow’s lap facing him, lifting her jersey and removing it. her bra came off as I drove and tried my best to pay attention. Ow licked her nipples and fingered her, probably guided by her again. was surprised he could continue, he’s more like a one shot then guilty for his wife and stop kind of guy. Then…. saw her adjust to lock lips with him instead, lowered her body, like sitting near his crotch…………

There wasn’t much movement but they continued to make out. She didn’t moan much, but I’m not even sure if they fucked at all.

me : hey, reaching already. better get dressed.

my fiancé reacted before Ow did. He helped her put the jersey back on… she removed the other beige nylon thigh high….

her : you want?

Ow didn’t say anything…. took it from her, folded both nicely and hid in his pocket….

Ow : thanks you ah… thank you also… (he pat on my shoulder from behind…. she pulled him in for one more kiss on the lip.. then, he alighted.)

me : come to the front leh.

her : don’t want… angry with you…

me : huh? what did I do???

her : you didn’t help mee……..

me : erm…. ok let’s hold his conversation. you rest ok. I drive us back now. (drove off)

she sat and looked out of the window.

me : you hungry or anything? (i remembered the other time, hen’s night, she was hungry in the middle of the night)

her : nope. just want to shower and brush teeth.

me : ok. if you are hungry later, let me know.

her : ok….. kiss.

me : huh… ok wait ah. junction coming……….. ( car stopped, we locked lips for awhile…)

why was she suddenly so needy! on the rest of the drive, I waited for her to talk about it… but she didn’t

me : anything you want to talk about?

her : why leh….. you want to know something?

me : haha yes. so did you collect your 4th liao?

her : what do you think?

me : I don’t know. I can’t see….

her : don’t tell you.

me : as long as you are happy ok.

her : tsk. i hate this line.

me : why?

her : i don’t know…..

I reached my hand backwards towards her. she took sometime before she finally grabbed it.

me : don’t let go ok.

her : you want us to die together huh?

me : noo…..

her : maybe better. at least we will still be together.

I gripped her hand tight…….

me : wait. let me focus on driving. almost there… she wanted to let go of my hand but I hung on to it.

her : don’t worry. i’m not going anywhere. just let me rest ok. (she patted gently twice on my hand and to ask me to let go.)

Instead of driving her home, I stopped the car on a quiet bus stop. Leaving her puzzled, I got off and went to her, hugged her tight and escorted her to the passenger seat beside her.. She was rather surprised.

As I drove off… : let’s go for supper, no need to shower immediately, you are not dirty at all.

her : where are we going?

me : you will figure out soon.

(in summary, no sex involved)

we held hands as I drove to the airport.. From there on, I relived our ‘first’ ever date with her. We had a good long talk. She was concerned that I will eventually leave her, because of the inner desires she keep having, and she was also upset/blame me for being her enabler, she couldn’t understand how I could keep on supporting her through all these and not feel jealous at all.. It was a long chat, we went for a walk, then drove for supper, reliving our first date, exactly the same way it was…… She just wanted to make sure that I wasn’t marrying her for the sake of social convention, traditions, just for the sake of getting married like her approach and idea in the past. We were fine. Went home and had a good rest. Sunday was fine too, lunch with her parents went smooth. We didn’t fuck at all, went shopping and got more of my stuff to put in her condo, did household chores together and she made space for my proper coffee machine and grinder. It was clean day, like a restart, but we hugged a lot… We started making more plans for the wedding, and where to live, with my parents at first then get a bigger place. It really felt like a normal couple. I even suggested that we abstain from sex until we get married, to give her the clean slate. She agreed that it’d be a good idea too, but we both agreed that the abstinence was only limited to penetration. That night, I tried the Ow technique of licking for her, sending her into an ecstatic mode. Next morning, I woke up to a nice smell of freshly grinned coffee beans and a gentle blowjob…..

life was good.

I was supposed to meet her for lunch…… she told me she couldn’t make it………. things seemed fine….

around 4 pm……

her : you love me right?

me : you still don’t know???

her : ok.

me : why suddenly ask?

no reply… thought she was feeling cute.

her : I texted Teo to join us for dinner. he said ok.

me : oh ok. why? he’s not in office.

her : you go get the dinner and wine. I ask him to pick me up..

me : oh ok… erm… anything I should know in advance?

her : nevermind la. see how it goes later. doesn’t matter how you feel also.

me : wow… you are taking control again.

she didn’t reply…….

some moments later…

Teo : bro, she said you ask me to send her home for dinner. you busy. you two ok?

me : yup ok. she asked me go get dinner lo.

Teo : oh ok… just dinner only right?

me : up to her. I really don’t know.

Teo : you two ok? she asked me to buy some wine also.

me ; yup. we are good ah. just had good talk over weekend.

Teo : ok.. see you later.

5 pm

me : dear you ok?

her : yup why not. i’m more than ok… btw, You go ??? collect at 7pm…. I ordered and paid already.

me : so late?

her : yup. see you later…

5.30pm—————

Teo : bro, I driving over to pick her now.

so early???? wtf! I don’t think Teo was the one who suggested that.

me : ok ok.

Teo : why her mood so happy?

me : haha isn’t that good?

Teo : she said to treat me back as thank you for paying that night. why not just eat there?

I was careful not to give anything away.

me : I think she wants to drink and celebrate something. just don’t want us to drink and drive lo like previously.

Teo : no wonder. ok. see you later.

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I drove home as quickly as I could after picking up the takeaway. The food was good, bill definitely not cheap. Maybe she really did want to thank him. we still had that abstinence pact…. besides, I trust Teo not to do anything that will affect our friendship….. but… what if he got the wrong idea? after all, they’ve already fucked, or sort of!

When I opened the door, there was no sudden quick noises in the house, just opened the door to the two fo them sitting close to each other, both drinking and watching tv. She was lying on his shoulder….

her : finally.. you are here. come let’s eat.

she got up and held his hand when Teo rushed over to help me with the paper bags… his shirt was not tucked, in relaxed mode. two buttons down.

her : you are the guest… let him set up.

me : yeah bro. it’s ok. don’t worry.

I headed straight to the kitchen and set things up.. she turned her back to Teo, asked him to help her unzip so she could go and change….. Teo walked towards me to help but she pulled him into the bedroom instead.

her : when food ready call us….

Something didn’t feel quite right… but it didn’t make sense, if she wanted to fuck Teo, they had plenty of time to do so already… why make such a deliberate effort to make me worry or jealous….

suddenly, some words muttered by someone before started to resonate with me……. no. it’s not right.

Teo sort of like rush out.

Teo : bro, need help?

I looked at this shirt, his nipple spots were wet, I could see his nipples.

me : can ah. put on table lo. anything happened?

Teo whispered : she drank in the car. kept asking me to drink. is she ok?

me : ok ah. just having fun lo.

teo : did she ask you for permission bro?

me : up to her lo. i guess we are both open. (a sentence I’d come to regret…) so did you two do anything…

teo : erm. not really. got close a bit. but not that close. you know what i … (my fiancé came out)

her : ok ready to eat?

she was just in my large soccer jersey, nothing else. no shorts…….

there were two wet spots on her my jersey, below the club emblem and on the opposite side….

her dark nipples could be seen.

Teo took awhile to notice her nipple spots too, the way he stared at them and lust…. then looked at me, like signalling me, it wasn’t him. Did she wet those spots on her own to tempt me? perhaps… she was trying to make me yearn for her so I will break the pact of no sex????

They sat and ate, I went to the toilet to wash up. I saw her panties and bra flung around the room, like they had sex! the extra cover was used as well….. but it still looked staged……….. I trusted Teo too much, but he may be under the impression that I allowed it too…… I picked up her stuff and put it in the toilet laundry basket.

Is this the way she behaves??? because she’s horny???

did she fuck Teo???

we ate pretty quickly, conversations were mostly dominated by Teo. my fiancé hand was on his arm almost all of the time….. I finally saw her legs, she had NO PANTIES ON… She kept standing up to pour wine for herself and a bit for Teo who controlled his own drinking as he had to drive home. His cheeks were red, but he was still mostly sober.. He could see when my jersey was raised when she bent forward too… It was fucking hot. He looked at me and frowned in a confused manner, like what was this night about???

Teo went to the toilet, gave me a look, like to talk to my fiancé.. After he shut the toilet door, I held my fiancé’s hand.

me : hey everything ok?

her : why not? what’s wrong?

me : erm… nothing ah. just wondering lo… So I drive Teo back after dinner?

her : don’t know.. see how. I still love you by the way.

me : i love you too. (that was a good relief to hear……) do whatever that makes you happy ok?

she looked at me, anger, confusion, anger… and reluctance…..

her : yup you better drive him home after dinner. he should spend more time with his family…

he took his time inside, I already started with the dishes. my fiancé came to help me do the rinsing after she packed the food to throw and took out the garbage bag…. Teo finally came out, his shirt all tucked, face washed…. I was already almost done with the dishes.

Teo : eh. paiseh. never help…

her : no la. you are our guest… (she wiped her hand dry and went over to him and hugged him from the side, pressing her braless breasts on his body.…) you ok? able to drive home?

Teo : yup yup. I better make a move then?

her : ok. Thank you for that night ok…… (he pat her back on her back) aiyo like that only… come… (she pulled him in and locked lips with him, one peck but long enough. her hand groped his crotch and rubbed it a few times..)how come so small now? you ok? come, I walk you to the lift lobby, dear I go throw this…..

After Teo got his stuff and car key, my fiancé held his hand and and walked him out the door…… I resisted all temptations to go immediately, waited a good two minutes… went to open the door and waited for her to walk back. could see a bit of her at the lift lobby… she was hugging Teo. Before he went in, she hugged him and kissed him again, then walked slowly back to me…. looking at me….. The moment she came back in I pulled her in for a hug…

me : are we ok?

her : yup. why not? I still love you ah.

me : so what happened just now?

her : haha… need to tell you ah?

me : I wanna know pleaseeeee…. did you break our no sex pact?

her : no ah. no sex pact until wedding is with you ah. never say cannot with others right?

me : wahhhhh you good ah….

her : you can also go sleep with anyone you want lo. add to the 10. just don’t make it 20… remember to care how I feel ok?

me : no!!! i never say I want leh……. you look damn hot in this jersey ….. i want…..

her : ok….

I shut the door and walked her to the sofa, she pushed me to sit down and hugged my head as she climbed on…

her : careful ah, got his saliva… you ok? want me to remove?

me : no, no need. ( i lifted her jersey, licked her nipples slowly and fingered her fav spot. She was FUCKING WET!

her : go deeper… I like deep deep now. blame your friend Teo……

me : arghhhh.. you ah…. i wanna make love to you so bad… can we break our pact please???

her : no leh. better not la… you go find others lo? just make sure you care about how I feel can already ?

me : huh. what nonsense …… i want you leh…

her : ok la ok la…

me : huh you serious?

she got off me, knelt between my legs and started blowing me off. “yours not so big, easier to suck…” she kept trying to suck my entire cock, letting my penis head hit her upper throat……… I enjoyed it so much, but the look in her eyes, anger…… lust? love? but a lot of anger………. I stroked her hair, looked at her with so much love. she could tell, i really love her. her anger faded…. I cummed very quickly, the hitting her throat part was fucking turn on…. I don’t even recall her doing this for raj… SO MUCH NECK ACTION!

me : ahhhhh… wahhhh.. you are good… you are good………. eh where you going?

she got up and headed to the toilet… heard her spit loudly, then running water. I forced myself to get up and hugged her from behind.

me : what’s wrong?

her : yours not sweet one. not as nice to swallow…

she nudged me away and removed the jersey, went into the shower….. I stripped, put the clothes nicely in the laundry basket and joined her. She let me hug and all these. it was confusing, she seemed pretty normal, but she was deep in thought…

me : how about you ? cum already? let me lick?

her : no need. cummed already. just now…. sorry ah, i never care about your feelings…

me : no no it’s ok…

she looked at me….. confusion, slight anger… was there still love?

After showering, we did some chores.. She didn’t even use her phone…

9.30 pm…..

her : hey. my agent say will start to bring people over soon. let’s move to your parents’ place already?

me : what ? serious? you really selling?

her : yup. why leh? you don’t want us to move forward ah?

me : just a bit sudden, that’s all.

her : no ah. we discussed it, just two days ago. remember?

me : yes of course I do ok. you are just very efficient… very impressive…

her : Let’s start to pack and move things over. My agent says it’s better if this house is presented as a singles place. That will be the profile for the transaction.. think we don’t live here anymore le…

me : ok. but it’s so fast…… so many good memories here.

her : memories important meh? or caring about how each other feel is more important?

me : ok ok.

her : besides, it won’t be that fast. single bedroom, hard to sell. before handover of keys, we can still make more memories here….

me : ok. what should I pack?

her : leave it to me. you help me when i need help. you go plan dinner with your parents tomorrow ok. and let them know our plan..

me : ok.

The night went well. we felt normal.. she didn’t check her phone at all. just me and her. She packed most of my stuff and some of her work clothes.. her essentials as well, but not all. she left some here, I suppose to help people visualise a homely place.

We went to work next morning, I got up earlier and woke her up with Ow’s style of kissing and licking, there was no resistance from her, but not much moaning also. Perhaps she was tired. We loaded the luggages into my car and went to work. Didn’t text much…

after lunch ———

teo : bro. can talk?

me : erm yeah. why?

teo : you and her ok not?

me : yup. selling her condo. moving in with my parents first. maybe start to look for a place to buy, any suggestion?

teo : oh.. stick to that area la. it’s good….

me : why you ask if we ok?

teo : sorry. I didn’t know last night.. she want hens part 3 or what leh…

me : did anything happen?

teo : she started drinking in the car lo…… reach her place, she told me you wanted to give two of us some private time.. bro is that true?

me : erm. yup. haha. anything happened?

teo : too weird la. even though she drank. without you there, just feels wrong bro. really.. i know maybe you allow her la, but i really no heart…

me : yeah i know you.

teo : i admit, we got kiss la. touch touch a bit, but nothing extreme like the other two nights…… i scared after dinner might have more, that’s why went toilet release first, so I can think properly. you know me, see her in our club jersey. fucking hard to resist, brain cannot think already.

me : haha! no wonder the toilet paper decreased so much, and you inside for so long….

teo : couldn’t la. bro. sorry. i cummed on her panties… but got wash la. paiseh man.. i scared if never release first, sure make mistake after that.

me : it’s ok.. i know you were looking out for all of us, like the other night you shift me over also… i know you also very tempted to f la at that moment…. must have been hard not just go through with it.

teo : sorry man. yeah you know, those lust don’t just die away. I’m glad I can be honest…

me : haha. then still got anymore lust for MC? (the aunty/nice legs ex coll we 3somed together)

teo : wah lao. that one. in the moment la. that cheongsam only… gold … ah fuck. why you make me think of it…. haha really mistake. but …. that was fun la. you still in contact with her?

me : no leh. you are her ex boss…. want pull her here?

teo : cannot la. later she wants to fuck daily instead. eh… back to your fiancé….. erm.. when we throw rubbish…. she wanted more. I admit man, I almost lost control. really lucky i shot in the toilet already.

me : what she do?

teo : wanted kiss and erm……. she rubbed me a lot.. then wanted me to finger her…. I lost control a bit but use excuse someone coming to stop it…. sorry bro.

me : it’s ok la. she initiated. let her find her balance. ok la.. she found out, I got others before hers…

teo : you mean she didn’t know?

me : yeah.. she always thought she’s my first. she think i fat cannot get mah… but yeah. she’s upset.

teo : no wonder… ok …. i understand now…. but you two ok already?

me : work in progress lo.

teo : kook. i think better avoid for now.

me : no need la. better if it’s you or ow… than other people.

teo : erm……. a lot of info to take in bro… eh gtg.

————

I picked her up from work, it was all fine. she was sweet and nice…. We had dinner with my parents, it was all good….. after dinner…

her : dear, give me the key card and keys. i pass yours to the agent…

me : oh ok. you going now?

her : yup.

me : I drive you?

her : no need. got car already. hurry..

me : oh ok…

her : I told your mother already. so don’t worry…

me : you call me later? i come pick you?

her : ok….

around 10 pm…

me : done? I come pick you?

her : yes done. I think I sleep here tonight. This week important, a lot of presentations. I need good sleep.

me : wah lao… sorry la. ok la I go explore options for the nose op ok.

her : no need. it’s ok.

me : ok. i pick you up tmr morning?

her : ok.

Wed ———

next morning, I sort of overslept, didn’t wake earlier to go pick her. She texted me she was already on her way to work…… I picked her up for dinner with my parents again. she gave me a blow job, which wasn’t passionate… then went back to her place again on her own…

Thurs ——

We had lunch together, I got another quick blowjob from her in my car at the carpark…

in the evening……

I received a message.

“I’m really sorry. I couldn’t lie to her. She could tell also. I shouldn’t be alerting you also, but I owe you this.. Sorry. Please do not contact me. Goodbye.”

#5 blocked me before I could send any message through….

my balls froze…

my stomach felt SICK.. LIKE I WAS GOING TO THROW UP!

HOW MUCH DID #5 tell her???

everything?????

when????

today???

JUST????

or……. Monday????

yes! has to be monday! she acted so weird on monday.

OH FUCK! FUCK!

“cheating is when you love me but still want to fuck someone else without giving a shit about how i feel”

she was quoting me! back to me!!! she knew! that’s why she wanted me to think she’s fucking Teo………

but if she’s known since Monday… then….. the last few days????? then earlier??? the blowjob in the carpark??? wtf is going on???

I calmed myself down. waited until it was closer to dinner…..

me : I pick you?

her : ok.

it seemed normal…… to the extent that I wondered if #5 even told her, or was she trying to sabotage us??? When I got on, i looked at her…. I knew. the way she looked back at me. I think she knew that I knew….. it was that simple. We didn’t talk much, but both sides pretended like nothing had happened, just told me about her work and how the condo is doing. She suggested going back home for dinner again, we went to take out some seafood and told my mother to cook lesser……. I manage to isolate her and got her to my room, told her to check the closet space I set aside for her…

her : haha in the past, this is enough. but now… hmmmm. you know I have so much clothes right?

I hugged her, kissed her slowly, she didn’t push me away.

me : can I lick for you?

her : nope. i’m good. you need to release?

me : ok….

we sat on my bed, the way she hand job me, let me kiss her but not really kissing me back…. even when I rubbed her nipples….. it made my heart break…. I started to tear and hug her tight. she saw my red eyes..

me : dear, there’s something I really need to tell you ok……

her mood changed, attitude changed…. she look away and I heard a sniff.

her : shit. I’m late. I better go. think my car is already here. see you tomorrow.

me : wait. please.

her : it’s ok. tell me tomorrow. sorry. really cannot be late…

she pulled away from my hand and arms and left quickly…. I just sat in my room….. then realise. fuck. i better chase her! When I went down, saw a white car leaving. She was gone. Thankfully my parents had already gone back to their room. Didn’t have to face her and feel another layer of guilt….

I texted her 15 minutes later.

me : you made it in time?

her : yes.

me : I drive you tmr morning ok? I going to get ingredients to make breakfast for you tomorrow.

her : no need. I have a very very early morning tomorrow. See you at dinner ok.

why was she still talking to me like it’s all normal! I rather her be angry with me instead! Slept badly that night, I woke earlier than usual. decided to to just drive down to her condo and wait. Texted her but she told me she’s already in the car for work.. As I was about to drive off, caught a glimpse of a white car driving out, it was a simple car…..

saw my fiancé in the front passenger seat. I quickly followed, didn’t see anything, but the direction was towards her work place. lost the car in the CBD area due to traffic light, but it was headed towards her workplace, this was reassuring…. perhaps, this was her way of supporting back my mistake? that’s why she still continue to help me to release? because of what I did for her?

I couldn’t concentrate at work………

there was only one thing left to do.

I took it out from the bottom drawer and turned it on, there was still a lot of juice left……. the airplane mode was a good move… I found the passcode note………

It was scary…. it felt like fuck…..

I started off easy first.

————— chat with #1.

In summary.

—— Monday evening

Whatsapp group created for #4 wedding. The bridesmaids and groomsmaid all added in. Bride and Groom sent a group photo each to break the ice. Every one just sent wishes and hi….

—— Tuesday afternoon

Raj texted #1 from the wedding group, probably saw her display picture (always some sort of slutty selfie)

#1 sort of flirted back after Raj started to praise her looks

Raj cheekily try to suggest his prowess

#1 made fun of his age and looks, told Raj to prove himself first….. by managing to date the last remaining single bridesmaid… my fiancé, #6…

Raj agreed to the challenge….

—— Wednesday late afternoon

raj : your friend easy sia.

#1 : oh really? what happened?

raj : nothing la. asked her to help me get something for the wedding. dinner. then fuck already. how, when your turn?

#1 : ahah. i need proof lo. so easy meh? got pictures?

raj : no la siao. i gentleman. don’t anyhow take

#1 : if you take then I give you chance.

raj : ok. you wait. and get ready.

——— Friday

raj : how ? believe already?

#1 : believe what?

raj : she take my bike already. still don’t believe?

#1 : picture la.

raj : siao la you. you know what her father job right.

#1 : aiya. lousy. i thought you brave man.

raj : i not stupid man. how? when your turn?

——— Saturday afternoon

raj : [image of my fiancé’s back in her house… the current condo] see, i at her house last night until now. believe already? when your turn…

#1 : how I know what you two do there for so long? wah so fast go her house already.

raj : [image of his boxers, with a way too exaggerated bulge, ON HER BED] why I on her bed? come on la. you know we fuck already. fuck whole night. I couldn’t cum. she’s not as attractive as you. I think of you, then I cum. so when your turn? quick. I sick of her already.

#1 : so fast?

raj : she boring la.

#1 : fuck once only?

raj : yeah. bored already. how, when your turn?

#1 : nah I don’t believe.

——— Monday

#1 : how? take photo already?

raj : no la siao. I can record her scream my name la… your turn, you will scream also.

#1 : no need. bo liao.

——— Tuesday night

raj : you going the diving right?

——— Wed

#1 : yes why? she asked you to join?

raj : yeah. she desperate la. scared I fuck other woman. addicted already.

#1 : then why no photo.

raj : she period la. no fuck. but can do anything. she really easy.

#1 : tell me no point leh. I not so gullible to believe…

raj : ok you wait. dive trip i fuck her loud loud until you want also.

#1 : yeah you better.

————————— next Wednesday

raj : how? when your turn?

#1 : you good la. she really loud sia.

raj : yeah. when your turn?

——————— thursday

raj : hello?

—————— 5 weeks later, #4’s wedding.

raj : you look nice. I send you back later?

#1 : haha no need. go fuck your #6 …

raj : no la. nothing already. she crazy one.

#1 : i thought she just sucked your cock in the room?

raj : yeah. you see she addicted la. so when your turn?

——————————————— 7 weeks later, 3 days after sentosa villa, a week before #5 wedding.

#1 : you free next friday? be my date for wedding.

raj : finally. what time I pick you? give me your address.

#1 : no need. I see you there. I send you details later. you better show up. #6 there also.

raj : fuck care her la. i only want you. always you only.

#1 : you make her jealous, i’m yours.

raj : ok.

much later…

#1 : [details of venue and time] you better show up if you want to date me.

raj : ok.

There wasn’t much after that, other than her asking him to join for our boat trip. but that was it. Judging by what I’ve seen so far, my heart pounded so fast………….. I decided to go straight for the jugular… my own jugular…. not that it should matter, but perhaps I was trying to relieve some of the guilt, to make myself feel better after the fucking screw up I made……..

i figured out how to use that app…………

keyed in his secondary passcode……….

FUCK….. the folder…… that makes me feel small.. makes me feel palpitations…………

I saw the thumbnails………. disturbing ones…..

I kept reminding myself, she was reluctant in most of them….

the final two clips……. I locked my office door

Incident 6 (the room was recognisable, it’s one of the renovated/rebuilt chalets I think all of us have been to before, could see another large size bed and the window balcony with curtains)

Video 31 ,

a little over 5 minutes long - my fiancé nude back, red g-string on her butt, on the bed, downward facing dog,

a little hard core. Her hands folded and above her head, her hair in a mess… I turned the audio to medium.

Pressed play : raj’s cock was fully inside her from behind. one hand holding the phone, the other’s fingers playing around her ass crack…..

raj : you embarrassed me in front of my friend…… (strokes her ass crack and plays with her red g string)

her : i’m sorry

raj : sorry no use… i must punish you…… you want to be with me right?

she nodded her head, but not very animatedly…

raj : i cannot hear you.

her : yes…

raj : i made so many sacrifices for you, ignore my kid…….

her : i’m sorry ok.

raj : couples must give in to each other ….. you no bf before. how you know relationship?

her : i’m sorry….

raj : sorry no use.. you show me you willing to change for me.

her : please forgive me ok….

raj’s fingers played around her ass crack… then lifted. I could hear some saliva spit sounds..

her : i’m sorry ok… please … mmmm!!!!

raj’s finger went into her anus, slowly but she reacted immediately, one hand smacking the bed…

raj : you move some more. a bit only. cannot tahan for me?

she stopped moving slowly, then came to a still.. I think I heard something, raised the audio. I heard sniffs…

raj : my buddy angry with you already you know. he only want to anal you from now on. if i don’t train you now, next time how we couple together?

the video continued… not much commentary, other than the heartbreaking sniffs of Raj fingering her anus while his penis was in her pussy, rotating between him spitting saliva on his two fingers and fingering her with one finger… deeper and deeper…….. faster and faster…… her head was just buried on the mattress, squirming, in discomfort……… until she stopped moving.. her sniffs stopped……………. raj saw that she was getting used to it, he started to twirl his fingers a bit more, causing her to squirm more in discomfort, moaning out in pain…. and in tears…

it was painful to watch…

Last file, Video 32,

blurry video about 2 mins long

- a bare naked butt, my fiancé’s… Raj’s dark skin indian penis penetrating into her anus, I could hear her cry in pain, smacking the bed as soon as Raj started to pump. Raj only focused his phone camera at her anus and his bush, can hardly see his penis. it was short……. it’s his penis. not the buddy with the humongous one.

both were so painful to watch…. I sat there, felt like shit. I felt so much sympathy for her……….. it was not like she was a slut and yearned for it. She was used, and used badly….

Why was she so desperate to settle down with him???? that she allowed him to do such things to her, even though she was in so much pain. If she enjoyed it, I’m sure there’d be a lot more videos of her being fucked anal by raj… or being fucked by his friend with double penetration. I’m sure of it. if all those things happened, raj won’t be able to resist filling those…

I think I was ready… ready to read their chat log.

Tuesday Evening ————

Raj : hi, I am raj. are you one of ???’s wife’s bridesmaid?

#6 : hi hi. yes I am. what’s up?

raj : glad someone replied. I need help with one of the errands for ??? (#4’s husband) Can I trouble you?

#6 : sure. how can I help?

raj : I need to help him get……. I’m very bad at this la. you can help me?

#6 : Sure! Let me get back to you ok.

raj : by the way, what’s your lovely name?

#6 : oh. I’m ??????? hi.

raj : hi #6… what a sweet name, for a sweet girl like you.

#6 : haha thanks. no more girl already, almost 30 soon.

raj : still young la. you a nice and kind person. can’t wait to meet you in person.

#6 : you are nice too. anyway, I think can get the items at ???? . you want me to go get it?

raj : no la. not nice. my job. but I wouldn’t mind your sweet company.. We go tomorrow?

#6 : haha. you are very funny. actually I’m free now.

raj : ok. give me your address.

#6 : ………….

raj : see you in 20 minutes?

#6 : oh ok. sure. see you.

—————— almost 11 pm

#6 : thanks for the lift home. you reached home already?

raj : yeah. showering now already. thanks for the nice company.

#6 : haha it was fun. thank you too. the food was good. thank you for the intro. Can I share the bill with you?

raj : no need la. you already helped me a lot.

#6 : Huh, i never do anything..

raj : got la. you never realise only. you make me feel macho again. long time never feel that way already.

Quote:

Originally Posted by

ironmushroom

Indeed, reading the story itself is also very painful, suddenly feels like punching Raj

he’s basically like a lot of men out there. it took both hands to clap also.

#6 : haha you funny la. I don’t get it though.

raj : I’m divorced many years already la. long time since I had pretty and sweet girl like you sit on my bike.

#6 : oh I’m sorry to hear that. I’m not pretty.

raj : yes you are. don’t be humble. I’ll be honest la, from the group picture, I saw you, the cutest. Never thought nice nice is you to meet.

#6 : haha. you are still very funny. thanks. but no, I’m not pretty.

raj : why you say that? by the way, any guy will be jealous I chat with you?

#6 : nope. don’t worry. nothing to worry about.

raj : by the way, don’t be sorry. I’m happy to be divorced. she’s kept cheating on me even though I was so nice to her.

#6 : I’m really sorry about that.

raj : it’s ok. in the past. thanks for taking my bike. really felt good and confidence booster

#6 : haha. aiyo… erm. glad i can help?

raj : haha. your first time on motorbike? you hug me so tight just now.

#6 : yup! quite scary! sorry about that!

raj : no la, why you sorry. I’m sorry. body smelly and you touched my fats.

#6 : fats? no … your body is hard.

raj : alamak. you felt it ah? malu leh. but cos you too pretty la. made me so big and hard.

#6 : huh? i mean your body muscles. nothing to do with me

raj : oh haha. you innocent la. nevermind. my skills no good? that’s why you scared?

#6 : no no. you are good just scary for me. I’m timid.

raj : haha. ride more with me la. train up your timid. won’t so scared anymore. you haven’t try my skills yet also.

#6 : haha don’t trouble you la.

raj : no la. fun for me also. got pretty girl ride with me. you want go for supper?

#6 : oh it’s late. I cannot eat already. will get fat.

raj : you are so slim la! can eat one la.

#6 : maybe tomorrow? i need to sleep already, got an early morning tomorrow. sorry.

raj : yeah ok tomorrow. can’t wait to see more of you.

#6 : me too. Good night!

———— Wednesday 9am.

#6 : Good morning!

—— 1 pm

#6 : Hey, are you ok?

— 4pm

#6 : sorry to disturb you again, can give me your bank account? I transfer you my share of the food bill.

—— 6pm (I supposed he texted back after his talk with #1)

raj : sorry dear. forgot to bring my phone to work. (obviously lying)

#6 : hey! hello! thought something happened to you…

raj : no la. good la you worried about me. I’m happy.

#6 : you ah.. always making jokes.

raj : no joke la. I pick you go dinner? where you?

#6 : I’m still at work. no need to trouble you la. ok! my treat!

raj : ah. better not pick you. malu for you also take motorbike

#6 : huh. it’s not that. the traffic is bad. you tell me where to meet? I cab down. faster anyway.

raj : ok. you think of a place la.

#6 : ok what kind of food you like?

raj : anything, as long as it’s with you.

#6 : tsk. you ah. how about ????. you ok ? It’s near my office. I can just walk over.

raj : alamak sounds attas. stress sia. don’t know what to wear.

#6 : doesn’t matter!

raj : cannot embarrass you la! does matter. I better go home and change.

#6 : aiyo. I wore so simple yesterday also. you didn’t judge or mind me.

raj : dear, you were in top and skirt. where got simple? your dress sense is good. plus that cute and sweet pretty face of yours. I look like some old uncle. People kept looking at me funny, like why I’m with you..

#6 : aiyo. think too much already. my dressing is horrible one. do you prefer a simpler place?

raj : it’s fine. I’m going home to change already. what time there?

#6 : you text me when you are riding over? I will walk there.

raj : ok. can’t wait to see your pretty face in nicer clothes.

#6 : haha. no big deal one.

— 7.30pm

#6 : are you on your way already? I’ve managed to get us a table.

— 8pm

raj : just parked. walking over.

#6 : it’s ok. I order?

raj : ok.

— 11 pm

#6 : thanks for the company and for sending me home. you home?

raj : yeah.. showering now. thinking of you.

#6 : haha. funny. hope you liked the food!

raj : yes. thank you.. you don’t like to drink?

#6 : not really. but can drink.

raj : then why just now didn’t finish the drink?

#6 : wanted to ride your motorbike ma. scared cannot balance…

raj : just hug me tighter la.

#6 : already as hard as I could already! you like to go so fast.

raj : training you ma. to be more open minded.

#6 : haha ok.

raj : You were scared? Today you hug me tighter

#6 : Yup, I think the cocktail made me more timid.

raj : So got feel hard?

#6 : Yup, very hard.

raj : Haha got even harder. Next time you find it

#6 : Erm… biceps?

raj : haha never mind, you sure you not married?

#6 : yup. why you ask that?

raj : then why cannot go up see your place?

#6 : oh. sorry. Don’t want to trouble your Ma. I wasn’t drunk and also, messy la. no time to clean.

raj : never mind la. I never seen condo before.

#6 : ok. show you next time?

raj : you sure you not married.

#6 : Aiyo, why you don’t believe me?

raj : Sorry la, hard to believe someone as pretty and sweet as you not married.

#6 : [image of the entrance to her bedroom, can see her bed] see, only one bedroom apartment, not queen size bed. Believe me now?

raj : Wow your place is nice. See your beautiful smile better la.

#6 : Haha crazy. You finished shower already?

raj : No leh. Waiting to see your pretty smile, then can finish shower. If not later cannot sleep

#6 : Why cannot sleep?

raj : Keep thinking of you la, so nice la our date today. Very Long never dine with such a pretty woman. But actually, never before

#6 : Stop joking la you. Quick finish shower so you don’t catch a cold ok?

raj : Haha I definitely not cold now. Thinking of you. Hot only. Send a smile for me leh?

#6 : Don’t want la. Later you have nightmares

raj : Won’t la. Come on la dear. One smile only

#6 : Ok ok. Do not show anyone!

[#6 : image of her with a twist sign, face only, can see her tshirt]

Like I said before, my fiancé isn’t very attractive. That was not her best picture either….

#6 : Please don’t have nightmare ok?

raj: Ok. Good night

#6 : Goodnight! Sweet dreams!

———- Thursday, 10am

#6 : Good morning!

—3pm

#6 : Hey, you forgot your phone again?

I supposed that plain Jane selfie really turned him off. At that point in time, her dressing was loose and not very nice. She had her spectacles on and no make up, hair was simpler also.

I think she also knew and regretted it and also sending the previous rhetorical message.

————— Friday, late noon.

Raj : hi

Hey. Are you ok?

raj : Yes. You going later?

#6 : Yup of course. I’m her main bridesmaid ma. She’s my best friend.

raj : Ok. I come pick you.

#6 : It’s ok. I can cab. Thanks anyway!

raj : No. I pick you. Save money. You can treat me supper later.

#6 : It’s ok. Really. I have to pass #4 some stuff also.

raj : Pass her at work la. You all colleagues what. I pick you. See you at 7pm

#6 : The gathering is at 7pm!

raj : Ok I come at 6.45pm. See you later.

—— 7pm

#6 : are you on your way?

———- 11.30pm

#6 : thanks for the lift! I can just meet you at the place later, where are we going?

—- 12am

#6 : sorry we still having supper?

— 2 am

raj : I coming over now.

raj : you awake?

————— Saturday morning

—9am

#6 : sorry! I slept already! so sorry ok…

— 11 ++ am

raj : I waited at your condo for half hour you know.

#6 : I’m so sorry ok???

raj : sorry no use la. my heart broken already.

#6 : Let’s go for lunch? my treat.

raj : ok where?

#6 : how about this ??????? cafe?

FUCK! that was another cafe I like!

raj : cafe means wear nice nice, no t-shirt and shorts. ok. I come pick you.

#6 : by the way, you are an expert with first aid right?

raj : yeah of course la. my prev job what. why?

#6 : can I ask you for some tips? I’m going for a course soon.

raj : can la. after lunch. go your place. I teach you cpr also.

#6 : haha. do I need to buy the body kit also?

raj : no need la. practice on me can already.

#6 : haha. funny la you. Ok I go get ready.

raj : wear something nice.

#6 : ok. I try la. my clothes not nice.

—— 1230 pm

#6 : are you on the way already?

— 4.45 pm

coincided with the timing raj sent #1 images of him on her bed in boxers.

#6 : is this the beer you want?

Raj : yeah. buy more of it.

#6 : ok. I’m coming back up soon. Just watch the tv if you want.

There was no more messages between them for the rest of that Saturday…. the next message was Sunday morning…… and it said a lot…….

——— Sunday morning

— 9am.

#6 : Good morning sleepy! I’m outside buying breakfast for you. Coming back soon!

Gosh.. all it took was just, what.. 5 days? 3 ‘not even effort dates’ and she let him fuck already??? was he THAT good? gosh. he’s not even sincere, so obvious he wasn’t even really …. She had become so desperate for a partner!

I quickly scrolled down the rest. There were a lot of gaps in between chats, some short, some sweet talking, there was nothing consistent other than the fact that he’s clearly not sincere and was looking her up as and when he liked, and doesn’t reply when he doesn’t like it. Excuses here and there, obvious excuses….

As upset as I was that I was that she gave her virginity to someone like him and with such ease…. The way I wooed and pampered her in the past for months……

The last two video files made me realise how much she’s endured under him….

FUCK MAN what have I done???

Back to present, in my office… I waited until 5pm.. finished whatever work I could concentrate on and then drove over to her office.

me : what time you get off today? I’ve reached already.

her : dinner with your parents?

me : ok. I was hoping for a date between us instead.

her : ok. but I need more time.

me : I will wait, no matter how long. I love you ok.

her : ok. love you too.

maybe she doesn’t even know anything at all???

maybe #5 was just trying to screw us up??? She mentioned about being very upset with her at work… could that be the reason???

—— 7.15 pm (message)

her : you still here?

me : yup. always.

her : ok I’m coming down soon. Sorry.

me : don’t be. take your time ok. I can wait.

there was a knock on my shoulder. I turned.

me : huh??? how you know I’m here???

her : where else would you be? wow, you didn’t order anything to eat ah?

me : i thought I’m having dinner with you?

her : eat here?

here was the place she had the date with raj before she gave him her first time. it doesn’t even bother her at all? fuck it, I’ll make a better memory for her.

me : ok… wait ah let me get us a table.

her : it’s ok ah, i can just sit here. (at the counter)

her tone was so much better now with me. I got off immediately and helped her up the high stool. I shouldn’t judge her, after all, this was the same place I had my ‘first’ intended date with my ex colleague B…

her : wow so gentleman ah?

me : you deserve more than a gentleman ok.

her : what’s gotten into you?

me : I miss you? I go order at the counter, what would you like?

her : anything. Don’t order too much.

me : ok.

We chat like normal, she didn’t have much to say about the selling of her house. I just kept asking her about work, but she didn’t have much to talk about either. I filled the silence about my work instead…

while in my car…

me : send you back to your condo?

her : I think no need. Friday night. don’t think people are coming. mostly singles ma.

me : thank you ok. I really miss you.

her : i miss you too.

she sounded like she was ready to forgive me?

her : where are we going?

I didn’t turn the usual turn, but went to the end of a roundabout.

me : I’m sorry dear. I really cannot hide this from you anymore. You deserve better than this, really.

She was silent. She didn’t even think it could be me breaking up with her. I started to get even more nervous.

me : When we were apart. that time. I was waiting for you at the cafe.

her : when?

me : erm. last friday.

she paused to think.

her : and? wait. waiting for me? you didn’t even want to come home.

me : i mean. i’ve been eating there alone, when we were apart. I just wanted to be near you.

her : then why didn’t you call me?

me : i know. i was stupid. but i really wanted you to think things through on your own. actually now thinking back, I rather you take things out on me, attitude me than be alone. really.

her : so what happened?

me : #5 saw me and came and talk to me. she told me you were moody at work.

her : and?

me : she kept flirting with me. I didn’t stop her. it was my fault ok. i was weak. she told me things, things about your past. wanted to me to do stuff to her, then she tell me everything.

her : my past?

me : you and raj.

there was an awkward silence for super long.

me : I’m so sorry ok. I drank and was damn weak. I really cannot be away from you, i didn’t know that back then, but i know that now ok. i’m so sorry.

her : you two fucked?

me : i’m sorry ok. I really wasn’t thinking, wasn’t even doing much! really.

her : where ……….. where???

me : my room.

her : how you two end up there????

me : she wanted to go to a private place to talk… i’m so sorry ok.

I tried to hold her hand. she pushed it away.

her : why your house??? from the cafe then to your house???

me : we were in the cab already, i gave her a lift home… really. I wasn’t planning on anything!

her : no wonder mother behaved so weirdly… no wonder #5 ………. I kept asking you to come home!

me : i know. i was weak ok.

her : you know what………

me : please don’t leave me.

her : ……. I think i should, maybe I’m just not enough for you, or for anyone else, this new version of me, but after what you have done for me….. I can’t. I’ve done worse than you. you’ve stuck by me. but. i don’t know. I never hid them from you. why did it take you so long to tell me? you sure you even want to be with me? or is all this just a facade, like an attempt for a normal life?

We didn’t quarrel, didn’t raise voices. She didn’t accept my explanation that I did try to tell her, but she was the one refusing to hear. She said it was irrelevant, cos she thought i wanted to end things with her, and then related this to the part where I led her on to think I was a virgin. I resisted all temptations to argue that was because she had very very low opinions about me.

cheating is when you love me but still want to fuck someone else without giving a shit about how i feel

cheating is when you love me but still want to fuck someone else without giving a shit about how i feel

cheating is when you love me but still want to fuck someone else without giving a shit about how i feel

this line kept biting me in the ass.

her : i’m sorry. let’s stop talking about this. drive us home.

me : which home?

she pointed at my parents’ place.

me : are we ok?

she didn’t push my hand away.

her : how can we be ok? we are both far from ok. but let’s not make mother worry. just play along.

she got out of the car before I did. my mother came out to receive her, they hugged. my fiancé was strong, mother didn’t detect anything from her. she sat with her and watched tv together. I walked in and headed straight to the toilet, claiming stomachache. I didn’t want her to see my red and sore eyes. I realise she needed her space, hid in my room and just served youtube, songs etc..… she came up about 20 minutes later.

her : you haven’t bath?

I got up and rushed over to her, shut the door.

me : please forgive me ok? i’m really sorry.

her : please be softer. and don’t let mother see you like this.

she saw I was trembling…. she pitied me… gave me a soft hug back, then pulled me towards the bed.

her : no. not here. no way.

me : i’ve changed the sheets already! I changed immediately!

her : so i’m supposed to forgive you? cos you changed the sheets and i know how lazy and how much you hate to change the sheets?

me : no. i’m just saying i’m sorry, and how pathetic i am ok. there isn’t much i can do either.

she pulled me to the sofa and she sat down….

her : take off.

i did as told, but asked : why?

she didn’t answer, held my cock. hesitated…. then pushed my cock away and got up. she walked into the shower and poked me to follow her.. made me stand near the toilet bowl.. she grabbed my penis hard, started to masturbate for me.

me : hey… erm….. what’s going on? you forgive me ??

her : nope. not now. no hugging.

she pushed me away, kept me a distance away.

me : then what are we doing.

her : i can’t face you now. but you’ve stood by me… i need time to get over this, in the meantime, I don’t want anymore heartbreaks again. so this …. will stop you from mistakes… from breaking my heart…. if you are not ok with this, then we should just end.

she didn’t allow me to kiss or grab her, even though I tried. she just squeezed my penis rough and hard.

her : why you close your eyes? imagining her is it/

me : no!!! it’s very uncomfortable. i can’t cum if you treat me like that.

she let go of my penis and removed her dress… fuck man! she was in a NEW lacey red bra, matching thong also!! she masturbated me hard and rough again. refused to let me touch.

me : this is torture man….

her : torture is better than heartbreak..

me : baby please. i’m really sorry. please.

she let go of my penis, covered the bowl and sat on it. pulled me closer by pulling my cock. it was painful. she started to suck on it, held on to my butt.. mouth fucked straight away.

me : you forgive me already?

my cock in her mouth, she looked up, popped it out : no. stop asking. I’m just imagining suck for Teo, but his is so much bigger… (she closed her eyes and sucked a few more times) see how you feel then.

i felt my penis head bang on the back of her mouth many times, like she was trying to hurt herself… I reached for her breasts, she smacked them away at first but eventually let me rub her nipples… she moaned out at first, then i heard…

“ ???? …. ???? …… ????…. “

she looked at me on purpose, she was moaning out Teo’s first name….. I let go of her nipples in shock…… but she pressed my hand on them. I don’t know why, I cummed very quickly after that… she got up, went to rinse her mouth while I continue to ejaculate out the rest of my semen… she made spitting noises on purpose, I could tell.

her : hmmmm… somehow those thoughts made you shoot so fast hor. I wonder why.

she put her dress back on. I sat on the toilet bowl to rest and catch my breath…

me : wait… please wait.

I rushed over to her and went down on my knees after catching her before she opened my room door to leave. hugged her by her legs and begged her. she just kept reminding me to be quiet… then finally hugged me back, my head in her boobs.

her : i’m sorry. i told you before I’m not like you, I’m easily jealous. i’m not leaving you, but i need time and ….. i don’t know what i need to get over this. i don’t know what this is, it’s not that i don’t trust you or what. i just don’t trust that you can love me. just give me time ok. i’m really thankful for what you did for me so far. but sorry. i really need time…. if you don’t want to wait for me anymore, i can understand.

me : no. i will wait ok. i will wait.

her : we will see. let’s not talk for awhile, i will come here for dinner tmr. sunday my parents. let’s not make them worry. you can shoot on your own, or i can help you. up to you. you can go find #5 also if you want. or #1. or #3, her husband isn’t treating her well. up to you. i won’t blame you. i will do whatever i want also get over this. i don’t care what you think. if you want to end just end.

me : no i won’t ok. i will wait for you..

she gave me a hug and pat me until i calmed down.

her : see you tmr. don’t make our parents worry for nothing. grow up.

she shut my room door and left on her own.

i went for a long shower…. feeling fucked up, but not as before. at least, it’s not over. at least. there is hope….. went on the net and ordered a new bed, chose the design i know she’d like, which I hate. I realised I was rushing, I should remodel the room…. our room.

I disassembled the bed frame which was rather old already.. slept on the mattress on the floor. fell asleep. Spent most of next day shifting things around in the room, creating space for her, to let her see she can move in her permanently. this room was ours, not just mine. I kept my focus on remodelling the room, I didn’t think about what she might be doing. she needed her space. I didn’t think about reading up the rest of the conversation between her and raj. quite frankly. it didn’t matter at all … i felt nothing…

—— 4pm

her : you picking me? or we are done?

me : sorry sorry. was busy. I shower and drive over now?

her : busy with who?

me : our room. you see later.

her : not interested. i’m just having dinner and going off.

me : ok. i’m driving over now..

me : dear, i’ve reached already. downstairs. take your time.

she read my message but didn’t reply. finally came down after 10 minutes… fuck man! she was in a simple dress, but she had make up on. she looked plain and simple, but i saw a hint of a turquoise bra strap.. was that the one she wore for my bachelor’s?

me : hey…

her : hi.

me : straight home?

her : your house you mean?

me : no. our home? our next home.

her : ok. stop by there.

me : ok. what you need? I go and get them for you, you wait in the car.

her : ok. help me buy 3 boxes of condoms.

me : erm ok… what happened to your neck?

her : same thing that happened to your neck last Friday. why? you angry?

i kept quiet….

her : erm, I thought going there?

me : nope. go another one. That store has a memory for me, i’m not going to ruin it with this.

her : memory? of you and who?

me : goodness. you! us! when I officially moved in with you! we stopped by this store. REMEMBER????

I raised my voice. she soften down…. there was a period of silence.

her : just go straight home..

me : i’m sorry I raised my voice.

her : it’s ok.

me : please go to my room later ok? not to help me release. go take a look. mother may suspect also.

her : ok… i need time ok.

me : i know. I won’t rush you.

dinner….

she spent time with mother…..

I waited upstairs…..

she came up….

her : what happened to the bed???

me : I’m getting a brand new one, for us. removed the sofa already. I let you decide what to put ok? everything new.

her : erm…… but I haven’t replace your memories yet.

me : Huh??? erm… the bed parts haven’t thrown yet. I go down and reassemble?

her : ok.

I looked at her, like my eyes gonna pop out. wtf.. she was serious??? it’s a lot work… I’m a slave to her now??? ok. just man up and give her what she wants. I headed to the door.

her : nevermind. just lock the door

When I turned, she was already bending down and taking out her panties. I recognised that matching piece..

me : you ovulating?

her : my period not even here yet.

me : then?

her : you don’t want?

me : want.. ( i took off my shorts and rushed over to her and hugged her, kissed her neck… and aimed for the zip behind her)

her : nope. don’t remove my dress.

me : why?

her : I have love bites all over my body. you sure you want to see?

I kept quiet. She pushed me on the mattress on the floor, I lay.

her : how? you want to see?

me : no.

her : ok then.

she climbed on me and rode me, but reversed….. my penis fully inside her. she was getting used to it already……

me : ah ah ah…. (she stretched her knees backwards and leaned forward, pressing her palms on my knees, causing my penis to arch downwards in her pussy.

her : what’s wrong?

me : no nothing.

her : it’s not fully hard?

me : no ah. i think it is. why?

her : hmmm.. doesn’t feel big enough.

she started to bounce her meatier butt up and down me. She’s gained some weight there, I didn’t notice.. her back looks meatier. she’s been stress eating I suppose? I wasn’t feeling anything much…. decided to just brave it, unzip down her back….

her : you sure? I won’t tell you who is it. since you never ask also, so no need to say right?

she stopped riding me, then lifted her dress and took it all off. I was glad, her back was just smooth and fair, nothing more…… she was contemplating, we both remained quiet..

me : are you ok?

her : me? nope. i’m messed up. very messed….

she got up, turned around as her bra came off….

she wasn’t lying.

there were several red marks.

above her chest.

EVEN around her nipples…

EVEN on her inner thigh!!!

she looked at me, saw me resisting from asking her who gave her those love bites. I kept reassuring myself that she just scratched herself….. the more I didn’t want to ask, the more she rode me hard….. then finally….. she moaned out “????…. ????….” like she didn’t even care if my parents heard…

I lost control. threw her over to the other side, got on top of her, spread her hands and pinned her down….

me : you want teo right.. here you go.

I fucked her the way she hated. she looked up at me, saw how angry I was.. she didn’t cry, but teared a bit, then started to look away. then kept her eyes on my face instead.

I JUST KEPT RAMMING HER!

me : mine was just a …. one time…. weak mistake….. and it happened… because… you lied… about raj…… about different rooms…… about being tricked to fuck….. you lied! you lied! you lied! even though I was so…….

I couldn’t ram her anymore. i gave up. she looked at me as my tears fell on her face and neck… I pulled out after we stared at each other for awhile without saying anything. I got off her…I sat, she lay.

her : I didn’t tell you the full truth, because I was scared and ashamed of myself. I was ashamed. I don’t have the courage to admit I was wrong and weak. There’s a difference. I didn’t hide it because I ….. or to hurt you …. but that’s the past… if you cannot accept me, just say it.

me : there’s nothing to accept or reject.. i love you. i just want you to know why i made those mistakes, it wasn’t just because i’m a player and sleeps around what. can’t you just understand me? and give me another chance? after ALL i’ve done and is still trying to do for you???

her : I told you, I’m not like you. I need time. We aren’t over. how is that not understanding you?

me : this is really too messed up.

her : if you want things to end, just say so.

me : NO! i cannot live without you. don’t you get it?

her : I do. but i need time. you cannot always expect me to just pretend nothing has happened and be normal.

me : ok. I drive you back?

her : what….. ok fine. nevermind. I’ll go back on my own.

she got up, got dressed and left.

I knew I should have caught up with her and hug her, but I guess. I was tired of our messed up relationship already.

I fell asleep, woke up in the middle of the night, in a lot of pain. Decided to distract myself, reassembled the bed as quietly as I could.. woke up late the next morning… checked my phone…. message from her

her

(2am)

you awake?

me

(11am)

sorry. I put the bed back last night. Didn’t check phone. just woke. what’s wrong?

she read message, didn’t reply.

her

(3pm)

you picking me later? or we meet there?

me : which do you prefer?

her : up to you.

me : i come over now?

her : so early for what?

me : I fetch you back here, to our next home?

her : why?

me : i fixed the bed le.

her : so?

me : i thought you wanted me to fix it?

her : you really should find #3. she’s leaving her husband. cheated on her.

I fumed when I read that message..

me : if you want to break up because you think you cannot trust me, just say so. if not, please stop pushing me to other people. I’m already guilty enough, you don’t have to hurt even more.

her : ok. sorry. I really think you should give her a try. maybe you might be happier. simpler life. can have kids also.

me : you are hurting me again.

her : I think we skip dinner. you take some time and go think about what I said. I’m not trying to hurt you. I love you and I want you to be truly happy also. If you really do love me, you will take what I suggested seriously.

me : ok. but no, I’m coming over now after showering. when you are ready, come down, I will park same spot. Like you said, grow up, no point making them worry over nothing.

she didn’t reply me. I drove over anyway, I was prepared to do something later that night, maybe to win her back, or it might end us. I was sick and tired of how messed up we were.. reached her carpark at 3.30pm.

I took out raj’s phone again….. fidgeted with it. got bored. decided to read again, even though it was so wrong.

——— Sunday morning

— 9am.

#6 : Good morning sleepy! I’m outside buying breakfast for you. Coming back soon!

— 9.40 am

#6 : hey, you left? or went for a smoke?

— 11 am

#6 : hey sorry ah, you coming back? I need to know if I should keep your breakfast warm. will spoil soon.

— 2pm

#6 : did I do something wrong?

raj : no. don’t forget to take pill.

#6 : pill?

raj : no condom la. alamak.

#6 : oh ok. why you went off without saying goodbye?

raj : work.

#6 : ok. you want to have dinner? my treat.

— 8pm

#6 : have you eaten already? I bring dinner for you?

— 9pm

#6 : you still at work?

— 11pm

raj : want supper?

#6 : why you never reply me?

raj : work la.

#6 : can’t even take 1 second reply me after your work ended?

raj : busy with kid.

#6 : oh ok. sorry.

raj : supper? I miss you babe.

#6 : very late already, i need to work early tomorrow.

— 11.10pm

#6 : you come over? I cook something for you?

raj : you order la for me la babe. i hungry. need food so got more energy to bang you hard later.

#6 : ok. mcdonalds, what would you like?

raj : you choose for me la babe. I just want to see you only.

#6 : ok.

raj : wear something sexy for me ok?

#6 : I don’t have leh.

— 12.15 am

#6 : your food is here. are you on your way?

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seeing the way she waited and catered to him…… I really couldn’t bear to read any further… she rarely sleeps after 11pm, let alone waiting for him past midnight…. monday mornings are usually crazy for her…. I exited the chat and checked through his other conversations. he has very very few chats… I better check through, to find any trace…….. he seemed to only have 2 friends he keep in contact with… that ‘army’ group was clean, nothing about my fiancé. some random stuff they talked about…. scrolled and finally found something about her.

— after the gathering (that friday)

L : which one?

raj : second right.

L : you also want? that one on the right is hot. (#1)

raj : virgin la bro.

L : right better

raj : play hard to get

L : virgin easy?

raj : yeah. dress like fuck. but she rich. single. condo

L : just fuck and throw la bro.

raj : yeah. she sticky.

L : take video.

raj : cannot la this one. father ???????

L : she good ?

raj : tight. fucking horny. keep want.

L : share la bro. I want chinese also.

raj : next time. confirm we tackle her together.

L : but face cannot make it la bro. sorry.

raj : her boobs big.

L : when my turn?

raj : see how la. she sticky and horny. irritating

L : better throw bro.

raj : she rich and stupid. easy to bluff.

L : when go fuck her again?

raj : she period la. she sticky, but pays for everything.

L : you lucky la. the right one how?

raj : proud bitch that one. I go dive trip with them. maybe got chance. just wack the ugly one jialat jialat. let her hear.

L : share also. I want that one.

L : how’s chinese?

raj : irritating. but horny like fuck. desperate bitch la.

L : why?

raj : she gullible la. easy trick. keep transfer me money to go over.

L : power la bro.

raj : yeah.

L : when my turn.

raj : cannot la bro. she innocent.. i don’t want to lose my sugar girl

L : we go supper la.

raj : ok.

L : really ugly like fuck.

raj : yeah. but you saw her figure?

L : yeah. big boobs, no bra also so firm. she your slave bro.

raj : yeah. can cum inside. cum on face also. you saw her pussy? my cum inside?

L : no. not time watch until the end. but she really slut, let you fuck raw, let you video, no shame.

raj : yeah told you. my slut. ok. show you again next time.

L : careful bro. don’t lose your phone.

raj : ok

L : how bro? your slut

raj : irritating

L : let’s go drink. ask her.

raj : ok.

L : get her to wear something sexy la.

raj : ok.

raj : how? enjoy?

L : she fucking wet sia.

raj : told you she horny.

L : bro arrange hotel please.

raj : you say she fucking ugly.

L : just try la bro. she fucking wet and tight. I want try

WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED THEN????

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Originally Posted by

ironmushroom

I hope #6 didn’t look for Raj as revenge and these marks were the work of him

at that time, I pretty sure no chance is raj. he won’t bother to do those things.

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Originally Posted by

Huntsolo

Sometimes jus wondering if it is better to have a revenge and let things out, or jus forgive and let go.. Seems like

#6

is taking the revenge route

I know what you mean, but when in that moment. Hard to think. I felt very very hard done by also. like knn, make one mistake like sin of the century.

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Originally Posted by

Lostuncle

TS, how can you endure letting her lust not being controlled.. you know she is weak and and if the guy is skillful, she will give in easily.

And for Raj, it is really right time right place, you put in all the effort but never get to eat the fruit of your labour and he came along and just pluck the fruits

hard to think bro. but you are right about the right place right time. guys like him know how to sniff them out.

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Originally Posted by

sexcision

I doubt she will look for Raj, maybe a new guy from her work place? Most likely not ow or teo too. Or maybe she sort of “self inflict” these marks? Like how she tried to stage the bedroom to make it look like she and teo did something?

Bro 1231231233,

Your story is really captivating. It reminds me of the time I’m chasing “money heist” hahaha, no joke. I’m chasing update like so many times a day.

May I suggest you PM bro ilock and have your story be in his website. You deserved to get paid for your writing!

thanks for looking me up. just sharing here only. not everywhere got freedom of speech.

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Originally Posted by

sexcision

Wow bro, she really went to him ah… Knn than this girl really something wrong leh.

hey bro. please read my reply again. think you sped read.