My innocent virgin ex GF got fucked by

her : I think I’d choose not to take him as a client. but wished me and you were in the same secondary school… and we dated ever since. when my character was more like B back then…. Single for so many years, a few unrequited love along the way in life… it made me bitter and stubborn I suppose….

me : oh. sounds good to me too. but you aren’t happy with our present now?

her : i am. but i still feel messed up…… I’m always in fear that I might do something to let you down again, to hurt you again….

me : like?

her : tempted to sleep with others….. it’s not very often, but sometimes when certain guys flirt with me…. the temptation is there….

me : maybe you share those moments with me? like just text me.. call me….. share with me…. I can role play for you…. is there anyone at work who is affecting you so far?

her : nope.

me : clients?

her : not really. so far so good.

me : then…..

her : I just wish I was normal, like last time.

me : maybe you’ve always wanted to be intimate? just didn’t realise how much you liked it until you tried?

her : erm….

me : who was your first ever bf? and when

her : bf…. you.

me : I thought you dated teo before me?

her : erm. actually official boyfriend, you, this year. the rest weren’t relationships at all.

me : oh ok. i mean, dating with a guy. like go out and stuff.

her : teo lo.

me : he tried to bed you right. and you told me you almost let him?

her : yup.

me : see? that’s normal? you know how many women lost their virginity in sec sch ma? maybe if we change our past and be from the same sec sch and same age…. we might have also done it back then.. you get what i mean. and you might still feel the same way also…. just don’t let that client have power over you. maybe we take some time to help you figure out?

her : ok.

me : tired ?

her : yup. very.. the adrenaline gone le.

me : same for me…. come (i helped her get off me)

her : wait… brush teeth….

me : haha. see. I need a wife like you. perfect….

I hugged her from behind as we brushed our teeth together, careful not to drip on her. she helped me rinse our private parts, dried and we went to bed. the whole time I hugged her tight, kept her by my body.

that night, we fell asleep… I snored in her face… woke up to so much drool on my chest, and an aching arm under her pillow… I pulled my arm back and swung it to stop the numbness…

her : good morning.

me : haha i think we are late.

her : just shower and go off lo. should be ok. I slept super well! you?

me : haha. yup. nice. but let’s not sleep like that ever again….. my arm is super sore!

her : not worth it??

me : hahaha noo … really no… haha..

her : let’s go.

me : wow you really are happy today.

her : yup. I feel happy.

We rinsed and got dressed….

Me : hmmmmm. What kind of dressing is this now??? Nerdy spectacles, hair let down. SLUT red lingerie, plain black dress….

her : B?

me : Oh yeah, we only settled her personality, never dressing.. Wah Lao how I concentrate at work sia? And I really need to rest today….

her : Save it for tmr… I will wait for you myself too….

I continued to marvel at her new look all the way to the car.

She hugged my shoulder as I drove. We rested, didn’t talk much, perhaps still in shock over what had happened to her…..

me : I think you should sell your condo eventually. Even though I’ve grown to like that place.

her : Cos I bought it using dirty money?

me : Well earned money. Nothing to be embarrassed over. I’ve done things I’m not proud of also.

She was curious and I told her how I strong armed, perhaps immorally…. some people for my job. She didn’t judge me….

her : Did you do that for ber?

me : At that time? Yes.

her : Felt like you loved her at that time.

me : Love? Maybe not bah. I cannot trust her…

her : So I’m like between xy and ber?

me : Haha yes very true… but more towards xy…. you care more about people.

her : Should I even bother with the rent? Do we need the money?

me : Yup, why not? Save for our kids. I should also install cctv at the gate. Just in case S or Raj in future Chu pattern. You know what I mean?

her : Ok can.

me : S replied?

her : Yes. But i didn’t read.

me : Ok. Deal with him when you have the time lo. I’m really ok le. You believe that?

her : Yup. Can feel it.. but still have to test you in bed without role play to truly know….

me : You mean I’ve been… Erm…. when we…..

her : Yup yup.

me : Ok I think I know what you mean…. sorry about that

her : You made me worried that’s all, but I feel safe with you. No more of the ‘will he?’ Or ‘is he?’ like when I was with Raj… S also… Teo also…

me : I feel safe with you. No more of the ‘neh neh neh, you should be with #3, you will be happier’ nonsense

her : OEIIII

she grabbed hold of my ear gently first then pulled hard on it once she was sure I wasn’t caught that surprise… then she pinched my cheeks so hard… we both had a good laugh..

me : Eh you quite violent hor…

her : Haha maybe. You unlocking another side of me… (she continued to pinch) you soooo cuteeeee

me : Yeah yeah. Quick la get off. I need to go get my coffee. Byeeeee

her : Don’t copy me please. Byyyeeeeee

me : I won’t miss you. Don’t worry..

She bent forward back into car, pretended to swipe the chair…

me : What you doing?

her : Making sure you miss me later. Ooops, sorry..

She pressed on her chest the moment she saw me looking into her neckline and at her exposed cleavage… it wasn’t a lot, but it was enough!

me : Wah laooooooo(she closed the door and waved cutely at me) ooooooooooo

I watched her walk away until I got horned. She turned and looked at me, laughing perhaps.

I realised I drove slower these days, the urge to speed or heck the traffic was gone. Reached office, could really concentrate at work. We dropped each other stupid texts every half hour, replying slowly…

her : photo of #3 in a nice white dress #urtruehappiness

me : Photo of my exposed penis, semi erected

#yourstupidzaogengthismorningeffect

#urtruehappiness

her : Photo of her slut Lacey red thong

#canseecannottouchtoday

me : I can lick

her : Licking = touch = no no

me : Photo of my exposed full erected cock

#allurfaultulousywife

her : Lunch?

me : Nah, lazy to come over to your side. Your dressing lousy today.

her : Fineeeee you know where I’ll be…. #meetingmysecretlover

me : Wah going hotel with S again?

her : Yeah lo. At 12 pm sharp.. I can’t resist his body…. and his mushroom head… You don’t want to meet me what. Byeeeeee

me : Ok enjoy…. byeeeee

I had a good laugh somehow, I wasn’t jealous anymore…..

It was already 1140am, I logged off and rushed to my car to drive over. Still had to find a lot at that open air carpark. I reached our spot at 12.08pm…. saw her there, really couldn’t help but we both smiled. She looked a bit worried actually…

As I sat down quickly to join her, she handed me the plain water to catch my breath.

me : Wah Lao! You so confident meh???

her : Hehe was getting worried actually… nah your fav order with lots of chilli sauce…

me : Eh f… I mean shoot la… yucks…

She took them away from me for herself, did it just to annoy me. We had a lot of fun jabbing each other, the build up of frustrating and funny emotions was really fun.. we held hands as I walked her back to her building, inviting a lot of funny looks, such an old couple like us some more, one 40 plus one 30… she refused a kiss, not out of embarrassment, but her way of annoying me…. i fucking loved it…

Teo came over to talk at around 4pm…

me : how bro? any luck?

teo : nope….

me : sorry, I really thought she’d jog more during such a difficult period in her life… Apparently, she jogged a lot while dating him because she was upset with him….

teo : but it’s just one day. maybe I go earlier today.

me : yeah i was about to suggest that.. I cover for you. just go. also, maybe you can park in her area. increase chances of bumping into her also……. but you think, will she suspect?

teo : it’s ok. better than nothing.

me : maybe you can spend some effort trying to woo L again?

teo : goodness you sound like like your wife….. no la. too much has passed, I really stopped feeling for her maybe 5 years ago… ok I better go. did you delete her on facebook?

me : erm no leh. why?

teo : can I borrow your facebook account? do recce?

me : ok.

he handed me his phone and I logged in my account on it….

me : don’t make it too obvious bro…. she’s obviously going to be distrustful of men… ( i said that with #6 in mind, how she treated me after teo) just be sincere. if she asks, just tell the truth. I will back you up…

teo : ok.

me : you slow your driving down. this could be the beginning of the happiest times of your life in the future. don’t fuck it up by being stupid.

teo : lol. now your turn to decide for me. eh. why no tight hug from you one? lousy leh.

we both had a good laugh and I got up to grab him tight. like how he shook some sense into me……….

— 5.30 pm.

me : dear. I drive over now?

her : ok.

on the drive over, she called me to chat, something she has never ever done before, not as Y, not as A…… maybe as Z she wanted to do so for raj….

her : where are we going for dinner?

me : I think we should go check on teo. see if he needs emotional support….. he’s trying to bump into xy the way I did… can I help him check if she still lives there?

her : you miss her just say la…..

me : uh oh someone is jealoussss

her : no, I don’t even care about you.. hehe

me : ok I see this lady in a plain black dress from far. gosh she needs some fashion sense…….

her : ahah you idiot…

————— she got on

me : wah you are early today. I thought I had to park to wait like always.

her : hehe. abusing my new role I guess. but i’ve given so much time for the past ?? years here. nobody questions my dedication anymore.

me : I’m just glad you finally realise that……… do you think it’s got anything to do with us talking about things last night?

her : …… ( deep in thought )…….. maybe?

me : like you feel you don’t owe anyone any explanations anymore? no need to prove to the that you work hard…

her : ………. stop making me love you even more la.

me : yeah lo… better not. in case I decide to go back to xy. hahahaha.

her : go lo. then i go with teo. bigger and he’s not as sticky as needy as you. I get to nag even more cos he listens more manly than you.

me : i know we are joking but don’t ok……

her : you also…. I know xy is a lot sweeter than me… but i will try to improve.

me : no. just stay this way. i don’t know. xy is too nice sometimes, it was annoying. like she was too nice to do the right thing, in the end, she chose to be delusional and blamed me instead. you know, like instead of accepting what was true, she chose to think that I was lying and trying to ruin her life……….. you know what. actually. saying this out. I realise, I feel nothing now. I felt so aggrieved back then….

her : so you chose me from the dive group because I reminded you of her?

me : nope…. I chose you because I thought you look sweet…. and I saw your figure once when the wind blew your t-shirt against your body… haha…….

her : and?

me : thought it’d be nice to take your first time…. and continue an intimate relationship with you….. sorry. i was still na ass back then….

her : who says you aren’t still one now… hehe……. is it cos you were still upset over xy, you didn’t take her 1st time?

me : perhaps?

her : you loved her didn’t you?

me : love? I don’t know. but felt hurt. like … i don’t know. was it felt that she wasted her life with by marrying him? or felt hurt that I didn’t get to marry her……. it sure didn’t feel like a loss….. more like a wasted for her.. that’s all. but it was more painful when…

her : when what?

me : when #1 … you know… blurt out you had a boyfriend….. that was rock bottom….. and when you said sorry to me and walked away to the room…. that was another few more levels down from rock bottom….

her : sorry.

me : don’t be. it was all worth it to get here. I’m not normal like others also.. (abusive and useless father) like wanting a family coming natural…

her : i know. btw, you talk so much.. where are we going ah???

me : i show you where I used to live……

———————— 6.20pm

I drove us back….. on the main road…. there a jam so we moved slowly.

me : ah there he is.. you see, the bus stop, opposite. I try to u -turn.

he was sitting there, using his phone mostly, and looking up from time to time.

her : huh.. oh… wah he’s still there??

me : another ‘failed’ day for him.

her : should I alight and go get him?

me : nope. he probably doesn’t want to risk being seen with another woman, or me here also. he’s really not himself…….

I made the uturn and stopped at the bus stop… lowered the window and shouted out to him.

me : any luck?

teo : eh. boy. why you two here. erm no leh.

me : come, let’s go for dinner.

teo : erm…. think no. i wait a while longer.

me : no. weekend is coming. you have better chance then. let’s go.. come ok.

he looked up. realised he’s been waiting for damn long…. hesitated…

me : bro. bus coming.

he got up and rushed over.

me : hey you go sit at the back with him.

her : ok.

I drove off as soon as she got on, he was surprised, but also rather in a daze…. my fiancé hugged him despite him looking sweaty and smelling like dried sweat in his running wear. he wasn’t that interested at first… but she pulled him in and put his head on her shoulder.

me : bro where you parked your car?

teo : near xy unit.

me : ok. we go elsewhere for dinner first. drop you nearby there later.

I made a left turn, drove us down the path I used to jog with xy…. keeping a look out at the same time…. we went for a simple dinner at that place, it was kind of romantic, but the food was mediocre at best…. after dinner, we brought teo one of the pavilions, sat there beside him. we both hugged him and asked him to tell us what was really going on.

he had already told his wife, L , he wanted out, years ago, but she was neutral.

he had already filled for separation, will give her full custody of the kids and agree to any alimony she wanted.

he had already included the term to give her and his kids the house.

all these started to happen about 2 weeks ago.

my fiancé and I were both stunned, speechless…….

teo : bro. don’t be upset. I didn’t share, cos I know you will stop me.

me : nah i just feel shitty, I let you go through all these and didn’t even sense anything was wrong…..

he put his arm around my body and pulled me in and kissed my head.

teo : nah. you were too busy being happy. it’s ok. i understand. i saw what you had and also made me realise what I really want.

her : well, it wasn’t always happy. we almost broke up remember?

teo : but at least, those were real emotional feelings……… bro. i need a favour.

her : you can take my condo…

teo : oh. wow.. really a gem. (he kissed her head) but erm… bro, your parents’ old house, still using for rent right can I take over when it’s done?

me : only rented a room actually. you got take the master…. you don’t need privacy meh?

teo : it’s fine. I really want to try with xy.

my fiancé and I looked at each other, very very worried for him. he was rushing his decisions, planting his plans and emotions on to someone he barely knew.

me : did you try #3 as well?

teo : yes. we had lunch today actually. but no feeling.

her : what???? you mind her baby is it?

teo : nope. really. just no feeling.

me : haha. bro we have similar taste then… (giving #6 an arrogant look of ‘see i told you so’, she glared back at me, but she was smiling)

her : can I suggest something?

teo : ok.

her : i will make sure he helps you date xy, you date her a few times first, before you continue with this plan of yours. ok?

teo : but I’ve already decided.

me : you know you stubborn one right? now you got 2 ppl here who love you. can you love us back by trusting us? just hold. a week or so. ok?

her : let’s go home. you are following us…

me : then his car?

teo : just leave there. i can come get it later. haha. maybe might bump into her.

her : you see? he really needs to follow us back……..

she put him in the back of the car, the turned to hug me.

her : may I, erm….

me : yup. go ahead… try to have fun on your part. i’m ok….. which home?

her : our home. bed can fit us all. you ok?

I agreed with her and drove us back, while she hugged him behind the car…….. she started to kiss him and pulled him in to kiss…

her : tsk… you treating me like i’m the bar girl leh…..

teo : oh sorry….

he started to kiss her back, not sure if he was enjoying truly………. however, my doubts cleared when he undid her dress and brought it down her front to suck her tits….. alerted them when we were reaching home. She got dressed… my mom gave teo a hug even though he told her that he was smelly. good thing was, she didn’t ask much.

We quickly brought him up to our room, he hasn’t been here in a while….

teo : guys, thanks I feel a lot better already…

her : when was the last time you shot?

teo : erm. with you two.

her : i think you need to shoot again, clear your mind. then see if you still want to pursue with your current plan.

teo : erm. yup. i would like that. sorry bro.

me : it’s ok. you two need me? or ? just you two better…

teo : no. sorry. with sis alone, I find weird…….

me : ok

teo : shower first? I stink.

her : i like. hehe….

me : ok i know what to do…

i went to lay the cover sheet…….. she turned her back to him and let him undo her dress.. Teo pull me over to join in… my fiancé stripped him slowly and giggled. “really smelly, you really jogged?”

teo : haha a bit. i go shower first?

her : ok. give me a bit of alone time with my hubby first… we join you later.

teo : sure sure.

her : how ah?

me : what how?

her : shall we have one round first? just me and you?

me : you fucking hot in this red set leh… but I thought you said we resting tonight?

her : i’m not really in the mood also……… but I like his sweat smell…

me : haha then you better quickly go stop him from showering.

her : and we are going jogging this weekend. just me and you.

me : haha you got another weird fetish.

she pulled my hand and hurried us into the shower. teo was just urinating…..

at that moment, I started to worry…. she stood and watch him urinate.

fuck.

Whatever she did, I was glad whatever I thought may happen didn’t happen. She pulled Teo after he was done and washed his penis with the shower… locked lips with him… halfway through…

Her : how ah? How do we do this.

Teo wanted to take over , to get her to blow me while I stood, and for him to lick her while she bent and he sat.

me : No today is all about you.. I’m supposed to rest today. Dear you still can?

I got Teo to work together, we lifted my fiancé up he penetrated here with one lifted leg, then he leaned on the wall for support. I used my belly to support her back and she bent her knees to plant her feet on the wall.

Teo : Wah don’t break my penis man….

her : You better don’t push in behind also!!’

As I pressed my body against hers, my penis was pressed up her butt crack… It was fucking sensual, me holding her waist while helping Teo bounce her. She locked hips with him and licked his neck. She turned her head and locked lips with me but it was worrying. After awhile, she told us to stop as it was getting painful, she wasn’t wet enough to enjoy his bigger dick…

After we put her down, she asked Teo for preference, he said that he wanted us to kiss. She took over, make me sit down locked lips with me while putting teo’s penis between her inner thighs, clamped on it tight and told him to pretend that it’s pussy. I played with her hanging nipples while he enjoyed, eventually regretting it when he shot his load mostly on my legs and thighs… and my privates…. my fiancé had a GOOD laugh out of it and rushed to get us to shower. Teo was visibly exhausted, he went jogging after all. I soaped myself as she helped him. she got him a towel and went out with him to get him one of my shorts… when she came back in, she rushed over to me and we hugged.

me : I still feel hot for you since this morning……… our lunch date….

her : same. sorry, I shouldn’t have let him F just now.

me : it’s my fault too. how? we save until tmr? just us?

her : you sure you can? alone with me?

me : just keep doing what you did today. i love it. i really do.

her : me too.

we kissed, rinsed again and dried ourselves… went out and stared at our bed…

she whispered : how ah?

me : lol. you sleep in middle la….

her : no! you! hehe.

me : later at night he hug me to sleep how?

her : i thought you like it? you two bromance what.

me : yeah i love him, but got limit ok.

her : hehe.. ok ok I sleep in the middle… if anything happens in the middle of the night, don’t blame me.

me : since when I blame you with him…

we went to bed, fiance in the middle, covered him with blanket, adjusted our pillows. Good thing our bed was enough to sleep two fatty males and one small sized female….. I hugged her and whispered to her…

me : hahah.. hehe good luck to you. tonight double snore machine, see how you sleep.

she made me face the other side and we slept with our backs on each other. in my mind, I thought of the different ways I could help Teo get a ‘cute meet’ moment with xy…. how it can be legit and not deceitful… they would really make a great couple…… i started to wonder too, would Teo make a good couple with my #6…….. he had his chance though. she wasn’t enough to make him realise he needed to move on from his marriage to her either….

fell asleep. the room became a double snore machine… at one paint, I think she couldn’t sleep I felt her flipping around, eventually pulling and sharing my pillow and using hers to cover her ears.. i woke a little annoyed, but it felt nice feeling her sort of hugging from behind…………

early morning, woke up to feeling some fidgeting on the bed…. i turned…. my fiancé was slowly making out with teo, he was holding her left leg over his body, gently fucking her…. it was fucking turn on to wake up to that. I moved closer to them, started kissing on the back of her neck on her hair. she smelled so good, she responded, her head turned, but couldn’t reach me, just reached or my hand and guide to her boob. I cupped her left boob with my left hand, felt her moist and slightly wet camisole…. obviously teo had been licking it… rubbed her nipple, making her moan and kissed teo more frantically. my right hand, awkwardly straight down, reached for her anus… started to gently caress it, touching as gently as I could…. her hand suddenly stretched down to grab my finger, pressing hard on it, letting me know she only want the tiny area up her ass crack to be caressed, not her anus…. I’ve never had the fetish of anal fuck, only trying it with the malay milf a few times but never craved for it…… i kissed her back and started to think, was it a turn on? to fuck both her holes at the same time?

suddenly, teo pulled is penis out and turned her to face me, pushed her forward until she locked lips with me… he lifted her right leg and lowered his body down the bed, until he was about perpendicular to her, then penetrated her again while lying down, started to fuck gently……… my fiancé did something that shocked me, she pulled my penis and bent it downwards, she wasn’t masturbating me, but was rather holding tight to my penis rod and then shaking it to rub my penis head against her clitoris, hitting teo’s cock at the same time…. for some reason, he cummed pretty fast and pulled out, moaning, quickly running to the toilet to ejaculate as he held it in…. my fiancé pulled my cock in to penetrate her. she was FUCKING WET inside…. I fuck her gently, she wanted to kiss my face but ended up licking my nipple instead…. teo came back out….. felt him get on the mattress, felt my fiancé get nudged to climb on top of me while my cock was still inside her….. Teo did his weird thing behind her again… licking her anus……. up and down it…. making my fiancé start to moan until I had to remind her we were not alone in the house..

however, halfway into it, Teo got up..

teo : sorry. i need to go.

me : you need a lift? your car is still there you know.

teo : yup. xy goes to work around this time right?

xy’s job, she goes to work much earlier…

me : yup… i used to fetch and drop her about…. (looked at the clock) i think 20 minutes from now…

teo : ok. sorry sis. i better go.

her : so you still want to find her?

teo wearing my shorts and a singlet i left for him : yes. sorry sis.

her : no la. just wanted you to be sure. go go! drive safe later. call us.

teo : ok.

he took his phone and called for a grab. my fiancé resumed riding me and she enjoyed sucking my nipple, somehow, she enjoyed dominating me…..

teo : ok . got a car. gotta go… erm how to open gate?

me : the….. the… button….. left side… door….. (my fiancé rode me hard, really hard)

teo : ok. love you both.

I flipped her over and pulled my penis out, slowly penetrating her…..

me : what happened ?

her : he wanted to go off just now, I asked him to be sure……. told him to f me one more time.

me : did he stop to think or? or just do…

her : just do…

me : haha. are you jealous?

her : nope. why?

me : do you think he’s using xy to replace you instead of L?

her : maybe… are we messing him up?

me : let’s admit it… we 3 were already messed up long before any of this happened.

her : agreed….

me : can I fuck you now?

her : i’ve been waiting since I alighted your car yesterday morning hehe…….

I got on top of her and started to ram her hard, not paying any attention to trying to ram her g spot….. we kept saying ‘i love you’ to each other.

her : so fast? hehe….

me : sorry … (i panted as I cummed…) sorry….. i finger you ok? or lick?

her : hmmm.. i think no need… i like feeling horny for the rest of the day.. hehe.. but you better be careful?

me : careful huh?? whyyy?

her : later i go find someone else lo….

me : haha you dare?

her : why not… hehe.

me : ok lo. but find me first la.

her : hahaha… of course. gosh i love our flirting.

me : me too.

her : of course i find you la… it’s just different with you…. by the way, i’m giving you a pass.

me : huh ? what pass.

her : you can go do with someone else. anyone you want. maybe … cannot #1.

me : what’s happening ah?

her : i’ve been doing with teo, without asking you first. i feel guilty.

me : erm ok.. and?

her :just giving you a pass ok. but you must tell me first.

me : no need. i’m fine.

her : not even if you want xy?

me : wah. shit. why you put this thought in my head?

her : hehe. i knew it….

me : yeah maybe one last time with her… for closure…

her : erm……….

me : haha i knew it.

her : knew what??

me : now you regret giving me a pass right?

her : haha yes.. no it’s ok. i cannot be selfish. but come back to me ok.

me : no la. i’m just kidding…. i already have closure with her…. when I heard she’s getting a divorce. that’s my closure.

her : why?

me : closure as in, her vilifying me became immediately null. i was right after all.

her : no very nice though.

me : i know. i never rooted for it. but…

her : then how was your last time with her? intimate…

me : erm, even after we quarrelled, she started to look for me after a week or so. we did a lot, as long as I didn’t ask her to stop the wedding, she’d continue with me until she got married. I lost control a few times at first, like cry and beg her not to marry him…… erm… yup maybe i did love her…….. she cry also. then avoid me… but find me again…. this cycle repeated a few months. I cummed in her on purpose, thought maybe can get her pregnant and stop her. she told me that fucker wasn’t that interested to do with her either, before wedding, didn’t want to move in also. sometimes weekends didn’t even meet also, I knew where he was, out partying having fun…. so we had a lot of chances to keep doing… until it became like no feeling. i just ram her as hard as I can, it really became numb eventually, for me. I wanted to be careful and started using condom, even when she looked up at me in love and crying, i didn’t care…..

her : did you continue with her after she got married?

me : nope. it was wrong. I was able to feel that integrity at first. but after seeing her wedding photos…… my morals all gone…. tried texting her, but she stood firm. surprised she didn’t block me though.. she was patient, which made things worst. so eventually i blocked her myself and deleted her number. … but it’s still in the blocked list….

her : i’m glad you only told me all these now…

me : why leh?

her : imagine if i had known all these back then, I won’t push you to #3… i’d push you to xy….. and it was xy, i think you soft spot for her, you’d be with her already……

me : lol. then you end up with teo ah?

her : no.. erm.. didn’t even think about that.

me : but actually likely right?

her : no idea. he’s married. if he’s divorced, then yes. but it’s a facade. he’s not the same as you……… can we continue talking later? i feel sleepy.

me : but dear, it’s almost time to wake up.

her : you think you can go in later today? like maybe… 10 am?

me : what………

her : I couldn’t sleep much last night, you two snore machines. i’m used to yours already, not his…. although quite nice to have two guys I love beside me……..

me : the waking up was super hot…….

her : yup. it’s nice to have him beside me and be naughty, knowing that you are behind me… but if it’s just waking beside him alone. I don’t want that….

me : glad to hear that…. you go back to sleep ok. if we continue to talk you won’t get enough sleep. I nap a bit more, go to work first, come back later to pick you.

her : ok. you call teo on your way to work. hope he’s ok.

me : yup yup, love you.

I hugged her gently and dozed off with her. she snored a little, clearly she was dead tired…… I got ready for work quietly and headed to work while she continued to snore. called teo on the way. he told me about waiting in the car for at least 10 minutes but had no luck.

me : bro, then if you see her, what’s the plan then? offer her a lift? she may not even recognise who you are man……..

teo : ah…..

me : you go home, rest. come in later. you try again this evening, go jog. but don’t say hi. I’ll go check if she still lives there.

teo : ok. btw, when can I move into your hub?

me : oei, you serve your wife the papers already?

teo : no. why?

me : you can move in anytime. but for now. slow down bro. please… why don’t you just move in with me and #6? she likes it, our bed is big enough, I just need to buy her snore cancelling ear plugs or some sorts…

teo : eh. no need la. you two done way too much for me already.

me : she enjoys having you beside her also. something bad happened some time ago. i let her tell you herself…. i WILL help you get your ‘cute meet’ with xy. i swear. but for now. you spend more time with us and don’t do anything stupid with your . i mean L.. and go spend some time with your kids for goodness sake.

teo : you are right. i’m not coming in today. nothing much. help me clear if have.. i bring the kids out later after school…. then go jogging..

me : ok. good bro… maybe you pick #6 and send her to work later. around 10 - 11am and send her to work. time for you to contribute. lol.

teo : haha ok ok.

———————————— 9.30am

her : [selfie photo, her in bed, in the camisole, a lot of cleavage, dreamy eyes, messy hair] #aloneandhorny

me : wah lao eh…. i’m rushing work. but #cannotfocusandhornynow because of you….

her : hehe. you picking me?

me : can you call teo? i’m covering him….. you ok to tell him about that client?

her : no. why?

me : just wondering. that’s all. he send you to work, can?

her : ok. but nothing naughty……..

me : no comment.

her : no la. he really wants xy now. I don’t want him to be messed up also.

me : agreed. but will you be jealous?

her : a bit. but not the upsetting kind. bittersweet. we want him to be happy too! ok ok i go bath…

me : video call me can? i wanna watch.

her : haha.. good. you still miss me. ok.

she took sometime to balance her phone, then video called me as she showered, there was nothing naughty but her frowning at me whenever i made expressions lusting after her body…. she made me a kiss expression and hung up before putting on her clothes, making me yearn to find out what she wore… I skipped lunch to clear as much work as I could….

======== group chat

her : [image of the street down from our house] waiting for you here. where is my other prince charming?

teo : ok coming.

her : [selfie with teo] he not interested in me already, only thinking about xy….

================

early noon.

teo came into office and looked for me. he was in his informal, with his kids… i could hear them. he brought them over to my office to say hi, they were shy, then gave his eldest the key to his office and asked home to wait in there.

me : oei. don’t expect me and #6 to help you baby sit hor.

teo : haha no la…. you are right bro..

he came over and hugged me from behind.

me : you sibei huggy recently leh.

teo : why leh, you scared ah?

me : no la.

I actually put my head on his stomach.. his hands on my shoulder, gripping tight.

me : so what am I right about?

teo : spending time with my kids. i realise how stupid i am….

me : so you not going to go after xy already?

teo : i am. but gotta be patient. cannot rush.

me : precisely man! if need, we spend time with you to calm you down…. i think you shoot also helped man.

teo : yes, about that. i want to apologise man. recently i’ve been… you know… with your fiancé before asking you for permission….

me : we 3 are already in a dysfunctional relationship la…. but you can leave anytime you want….. i must admit, this morning was fucking shoik.

teo : yeah i agree. paiseh. it was nice…

me : is that what you want? is it enough for you to keep going with L?

teo : i don’t know.. in the moment. yes. but whenever L. no…

me : go bring them out. go jog later. I bring #6 over for dinner later, the briyani there. you see how and join us. i try to see if she’s still living there also.

teo : ok. love you bro.

me : love you too.

——————

my fiancé and i exchanged a lot of stupid texts, some wild flirting with each other. I was receiving so many pictures from her, some of her. some of funny stuff. that moment, I realise again, I was glad she didn’t know about xy back then and tried to push me back to her. i may have chosen xy easily, but it wouldn’t be like this. xy’d be really sweet, supportive…. nice to be with. but it’s really not what I want. I needed that jealousy and taunting that #6 can so subtlety give me…..

it fuck fucking good.

—————— 6pm

we drove by teo again, he was sitting there at the bus stop. he’s really obsessed? or dedicated? may seem very immoral to some people, but if a man does everything he can to try to meet a girl to get a chance to ask her out, is that so damn wrong? instead of turning and u turn to talk to teo, I drove her straight and turned into xy’s neighbourhood…. I didn’t have to tell her, but she knew why. I made a turn and drove down the stretch right to the very end…. i took a quick look to my left, u turn at the end and drove back, looking to my right this time….. slowing down when we were outside xy’s unit….

so many memories… in that 3 storey terrace house…. but they just felt numb………. my fiancé was focused on my face…. she held my hand. I recognised everything outside, pretty much the same… could see a bit of ???’s touch to the house. messy. the door was shut, doesn’t look like anyone’s home. but one person living in this house now, who knows…

her : you ok?

me : hmmm. i don’t know. just weird you know…

i drove off, turned left and parked further down, between the main road and her house. We alighted and I rushed over to her and opened the door for her…..

her : why ah? so gentleman today hor….

me : today only meh? i want to see what?

her : see what?

she kept her eyes focused on me as she spread her legs, showing me her pink underwear as her maroon dress lifted up her thighs when she got off….

me : wah laooooooo….. hot hot hot……

I held her hand tight as I walked her to the indian restaurant. she grabbed my hand tight, leaned into me on purpose. she had the look, like she knew something which I didn’t. we texted teo to come join us for dinner but he told us he wanted to try his luck with waiting…. I shared one chicken briyani with her, she didn’t allow me to eat too much…. it was so dissatisfying, but it was finally Friday night, could still go for supper with teo later. couldn’t even eat my briyani with my coke……. perhaps she figured out that this was the place i frequented with xy back then. #6’s is smart that way, for some reason, she can manipulate how i feel or think without much effort.. we took our time. but teo didn’t want to join us.

went back to our car, opened the car door for her but she pulled me in and let my body weight press on her against the car… we kissed for a long time and she tickled me.

her : you feel super hot right?

me : yup why ah?

her : you are enjoying having me here with you, you realise? you are super sweet and animatedly happy…… you excited with the possibility that xy might…….

she suddenly stopped talking..

she was staring behind me…

I thought it was teo, coming so kissed her again…

my fiancé nudged my stomach a few times…. then look into our car nudged me gently away to open the car door, i side stepped, let her get in….

then i realised why.

it was her. it was really her. she looked like she was coming home from work, top, dress, bag on her bak and with two bags of groceries in her hands… she had already walked past me and was picking up her pace…… I stood there, watching her walk away again… stood in my tracks until #6 poked me from behind.. I turned at her.. then realise to proceed with a plan I had pre thought of…

me : call teo. call him now.

#6 : and?

me : erm… i think he parked his car outside her place. did we see just now?

#6 : not sure.

me : just call him to come…….. can i go talk to her?

#6 : yup yup. but you still love me right? (she pulled my hand, looking up at me, she looked truly worried.

I leaned in straight at her face, “goodness you look so cute!” and locked lips with her straight! I sort of got lost in the kiss, until she pat me to stop…

#6 : she’s turning away already. quick go.

me : erm… maybe don’t need… (i looked at my fiancé… panting… catching my breath)

#6 : go…. do it for teo. help set him up with her.

me : oh yeah. ok ok. you call him now…. remind him to be cool. don’t rush over. be cool.

I closed the door gently for her, turned.. walked … slowly… fuck this was nervous… goodness.. it’s xy…. .it’s xy.. come on. what’s there to be nervous about. I realised she was already out of sight, picked up my pace….. at the turn, she was already 4 units ahead…… her back view looked different.

me : hey… xy! it’s me…..

she paused, then turned…. she looked embarrassed and gave me the “oh hi..”

me : let me help! (as I rushed closer to her)

xy : erm. it’s ok. (but I took the bags from her, she relented easily)

me : gosh. haven’t seen you since…… (before her wedding)

we both kept silent.

xy : so what are you doing here?

me : oh erm. we were having dinner…..

she looked a little off, I also stared at her face…. then body… she had put on a lot of weight. she used to weight maybe 35 kg? she looked 55kg now… perhaps 60kg….

xy : oh ok. erm it’s ok, i can bring back on my home, you better go back to her. (she reached forward to take the plastic bags……. fuck… I saw her cleavage down her navy blue top….. FUCK! her boobs are bigger now)

i took a step back and pulled the plastic bags away from her : no it’s ok… she’s waiting for teo.. erm you remember him? my buddy…

xy : not really.

me : from ???? work? (our previous company)

xy : nope. no bells. sorry….

me : oh erm. he’s married. but having issues.. we brought him out for dinner, he has been jogging our usual route, told him it was scenic… he’s having problems…

xy : oh ok….

me : sorry. don’t know why I tell you also.

xy : it’s ok. erm. i have some groceries inside, need to put in the fridge soon.

me : oh ok. you lead the way….

she turned and walked away…. her butt looks bigger now… fuck…..

me : so how have you been?

xy : erm…. not too good.

me : what do you mean? (we almost reached her gate) everything ok? erm should i stop here?

xy : nope it’s ok. no one is at home anymore. you can come in if you want also.

me : what happened? (she unlocked the gate)

xy : I’ve filed for divorce with ???.

she stood there… didn’t turn. at that moment, I understood why #6 always felt weak towards raj……………

me : I’m really sorry.

xy : nope, I’m the one who’s sorry. anyway. thanks so much. I can take it from here.

me : just let me help. i’ve not talked to you for so long…..

xy : I texted you to apologise actually. but given the way I treated you, not surprised you didn’t give me your new number.

me : oh erm…. (she opened the front door and led me to her kitchen)

the house was neat, some changes here and there, but mostly the same……… stepping in, fuck…. the feeling… the memories……. She looked at my face as I stared at the sofa.. started at the staircase, and the kitchen counter…… she led me to her fridge, I put the bags on the counter and handed her the items… it was like old times….

me : so what happened?

xy : erm…….. everything you predicted came true? I was really…. stupid. should have listened to you.. should have..

she was sort of getting disturbed…..

me : hey. it’s in the past. at least you are over it. you are still young leh. have the courage to start anew. seriously.

xy : anyway, i’m really really sorry. the way i tried to blame you.. the way you fought hard for me. for us. but

me : hey hey hey. it’s in the past. water under the bridge. i’m so happy for you ok…

xy : erm…….

me : i know it sounds wrong and shitty. but it’s good, just hope this house is still under your parents’ names…

xy : yup! it is. this was one thing I listened to you. thankfully.

me : anyway, law favours females what. i’m sure it’s not hard to gather evidence against him?

xy : nope. he’s good. you know me. i’m bad at such. i might be losing actually.

me : erm. you ok?

xy : no.

she started to tear…….

and fuck…

and just like that…..

i stepped forward……

and just like that….

we hugged…….. I put her head in my chest and pat on her back… she looked up to say sorry again.

she ridiculed me very badly back then……. complete opposite of her character.

and just like that…….

my lips met hers…………………… but it didn’t last long. a second or two, my lips felt numb.

I took a step back but she took a small step forward. I kept her at bay. she realised what she’s done… started to apologise more…

me : no it’s ok. it’s ok… it’s normal. we have a history. it’s normal. don’t need to apologise.

xy : but you are attached? I’m so sorry..

me : it’s ok. don’t worry about it.

awkward silence.

me : i think I better

my phone rang.

me : sorry hold on.

—— teo called.

teo : bro where you???

me : hey where you?

teo : erm along the road. down her house.

me : oh you need toilet? erm, try the mcdonalds? but a bit far. eh wait.. i have an idea.

———

me to xy : hey really really paiseh to ask, can my buddy use your toilet?

she was folding the plastic bags. we were still in her kitchen.

xy : sure sure.

———— back on phone

me : bro. you find ??? ????? street, then walk to unit ??…… use my friend’s toilet……. yes sure sure don’t worry. she’s ok……… (I looked at xy and gave that zzzz face) just come la. the mcdonalds tis too far away… you can thank her later, go dapao dinner for her or what… (xy looked shocked, and immediately gave the ‘don’t need’ gesture…) ok. shit la. i’m urgent now myself…

I hung up…

me : sorry I need to use first. can you go get him? he’s my size, in jogging clothes i think….

I rushed straight to the toilet and closed the door… took a shit… felt damn guilty. oh fuck. my fiancé… i took my phone out and texted her. she wasn’t online, her profile pic was gone. eh wtf! I called her immediately and she picked up immediately as well.

I whispered…

me : hey you ok?

#6 : yup yup. teo found you all?

me : i’m in the toilet. give them a chance to talk. i’m coming back asap ok. wait for me.

#6 : of course. love you ok.

me : love you too….

I heard sounds outside… people talking. sounded cordial…. gave them a bit more time. there was soft knocks on the door.

teo : bro you done?

me : eh. paiseh. the curry i think. jialat one…. might take awhile.

I made sure I was loud enough to let xy hear. I hope she brings him to the one on teh second floor, considering the one at the back was hardly ever used if I didn’t remember wrongly.

heard some sounds outside…. then the voices faded. I started to wipe, pondering if I should leave and leave the two of them? but likely he’d choke considering her told me he’s nervous…. I cleaned up and went out……. fuck. xy was there already.

me : hey sorry… better air it….

xy : curry troubles again?

me : wah you remember ah? where’s teo? so sorry to trouble man…

xy : no la. it’s nothing. he’s upstairs…

me : you remember him now?

xy : a bit of memory.

me : hey, I know it’s awkward, I still care a lot about you ok. can we be friends? let me help you through this period?

xy : of course. but wouldn’t your girlfriend mind?

me : nope. she’s ok. I’m ok with her talking to her ex’s as well..

xy : oh. erm ok…

I didn’t tell her about our engagement, just not nice to considering her situation…

me : by the way, do you still jog?

xy : nope, why?

me : what happened???

xy : just lost the mood…. hard to get it back.

me : ever since? the separation?

I heard some sounds upstairs, suspected teo was just listening to us upstairs.

xy : nope before….

she sniffed a little. gosh she was really like #6!

me : it’s ok. it take awhile to find the determination back…… actually, can I suggest something ?

xy : yes?

me : why don’t we all start jogging together? Teo needs to get back in shape, and to deal with his current problems… you definitely need to start to run again?

xy : I know i’m fat. don’t be mean.

me : wait. I didn’t mean that, I meant to get back in shape, mentally, from running. you forgot why you always ran in the past? habits? focus? all these? remember?

she kept quiet.

me : you have any friends helping you through this?

she shook her head.

me : you haven’t informed your parents right?

she shook her head and looked at me… her eyes welled up, now red.

me : like settled then tell them? don’t want them to worry?

xy nodded her head, like someone is giving her justification.

me : then you better get back in shape, mentally and also physically. they see you in this state, they will surely worry… ok that’s it. i’m taking over, as your friend. i think you should make friends with teo also, he can help you out with such stuff. actually, he’s the one who sort of got ??? to be [whatever happened, he kena at the previous company] (xy looked curious, a bit upset but also happy at the same time)……… He’d be very motivated to help you fight for what’s fair. good to have someone else and perspective ok? don’t just coop to yourself… if I had known earlier, I’ve reached out. ???’s a fucker. you know how i feel towards him. right? (she nodded) yup. i won’t let you lose to him…. we start to jog. me you teo and my fiancé …

xy : fiancé????

oh fuck fuck!!! it just spilled out.

me : erm. paiseh. didn’t want to like show off or what you know…..

at that moment, Teo came down the steps…

me : wah. what’s that smell sia. you got wash hands?

teo : wah lao. don’t make me malu in front of stranger leh…

he came down and I went to smack his stomach…

me : oh yeah, btw, you stick… you ran a lot meh..

he grabbed me and pulled my head to his chest, we fought a little, making xy laugh out.

me : eh sorry. we not gay hor. don’t misunderstand. this one only likes woman.

xy : no la you two more like brothers.

me : so how. let’s go like hiking tmr? but this fat ass will stink like shit.

I struggled to push him away, he was still grabbing me, I think to make up for him being nervous….. it was awkward…

xy : erm .. not sure.

me : quick leh, you don’t agree, he won’t let go.. eh fuckkk, damn got some sai bee. oei ….

i started to grab his fats around his waist, he laughed out tickled, we accidentally kicked a dining chair.

xy : ok ok.. let him go. let him go…

teo : hey so sorry.

he quickly arranged things back…

teo : btw, I didn’t grab him cos I want to force you to jog ok..

xy : haha it’s ok. you two damn funny.

me : eh I better get going. how you settling dinner?.. (I started walking out) no you stay away from me. (then pushed him behind).. so how you dinner?

Teo and xy followed behind me…

Teo : erm, feel like having dim sum……..

I looked at him. excited and smiling, as we continued to walk out.

me : xy, you had dinner already?

xy : oh nope. was going to cook.

me : lol for one person? …. (she looked upset) …. sorry. eh. teo. auto a bit leh…

teo : what?

me : what’s wrong with you today??? usually so gentleman. she offered you her toilet to use. go dapao dim sum for her la.

xy : huh no need. no need. don’t trouble yourself.

teo : dapao not nice also. by the way, you got any recommendations for nearby dim sum?

xy : there’s one further down the road. but not so good….

me : goodness. you two.. sorry for being blunt. damn sad leh. it’s freaking friday evening! teo freaking drives! go further for a nice meal! then tmr compensate with hiking.

they both looked at each other.

me : goodness you two, go YOLO please. don’t just stay home and self pity. sorry for being an ass.. ok i really gotta go. what’s in the curry sia.

xy : wait…… you need to use toilet again?

me : nope I’m ok. going to see a doctor.. teo you take her number ok? maybe start group add me. erm sorry xy, my fiance ok with me talking to you but maybe private message not so much. we talk through the group ok? hike is a must for you two. get out of the house and get

teo : oei you want to smell me again? go on nag again.

me : haha. xy, please let him take a rinse, if not your dim sum experience later not so good hahahaha.. you have clothes in the car bro?

teo : erm yes. but no need to trouble la. i go dapao for you? (looked at xy…)

I didn’t stay for their conversation, realise they were ok…. walked out… started walk, then picked up pace for a jog towards my car. starting to worry… starting to wonder…. eh fuck, did she block me on whatsapp just now? is she going to pull some stunt again??

fuck is my car still there???

thankfully, she was. using her phone. I quickly got in and she put her phone away.

me : i’m SO sorry!

#6 : it’s ok. how it went?

me : no wait. i need to admit something first… erm.

#6 : it’s ok….

me : no no. it’s just a hug. we kissed, but only a second ok.. can this be my free pass? please? goodness. please forgive me ok?

#6 : you are funny! free pass for this???

me : i finally realise how tough it was for you and raj ok.

#6 : aiyo, you cannot compare this to me and raj. goodness. you are crazy.

me : huh. what do you mean?

#6 : me and raj was lame! super duper lame. not even a relationship. yours was a real one… it was love right?

me : i’m really not sure. my intent when going after her wasn’t right in the first place.

#6 : hey is that them??

we saw teo’s car drive by.

me : yup yup!! goodness. it worked???

#6 : that was fast….

me : btw, how did you recognise her?

#6 : erm…. i asked teo to show me a picture. he used your facebook account.

me : recent picture or previous?

#6 : i’m not sure?

me : erm skinny like you or rounder..

#6 : rounder.

me : haha is that why you were so confident for me to go talk to her, for so long also?

I started to drive….

#6 : who said I was confident?

she showed me the tissues squashed and hidden in her left fist…….

me : omg sorry………

#6 : no la. it’s ok. it’s normal I guess… it’s ok, no need to park to hug meeeee i’m ok…..

i reached for her hand and she grabbed it tight….. teo called…

————

teo : hey you two still hungry??

me : hello.

#6 : hello. nope.

me : no leh. the curry lost my appetite. (#6 looked at me, confused)

xy : are you ok? go see a doctor ok?

me : we are going home to rest. don’t worry… erm don’t mind if you dapao some for us later. (I stressed on the words ‘we’ and ‘us’ as my fiance looked weird after hearing her voice)

teo : ok sure. call you later.

me : yeah. you showered liao right? no wonder no more smell liao.

teo : cock la you. xy say I don’t smell at all. you ass. bye.

——————

I filled #6 in on everything that happened, while she grabbed on tight to my arm, then leaning on my shoulder. I sniffed her hair.

me : can I talk a little bit about my kiss with her?

#6 : wah lao. really?

me : you just hear ok….. i mean. it was like. the moment our lips touched…

#6 : tsk! must I really hear this??

me : wait… let me finish… I felt weird…. like wrong…………

#6 : if that is really the truth….. now you made me feel even worse about myself.

me : why???

#6 : cos I wasn’t able to be strong like you? like never ever?

me : shit la. I should have just grabbed her boob and butt then.. they are bigger now… hehe

#6 : haha……. you still have your free pass from me though.

me : what happened to you??? your ‘you dare?’???? oei.. that’s the woman I fell in love with ! not this pretentious caring one leh…

#6 : oei!!!! haha…. you ah….. ok . thank you ok. I feel so much better……

me : I don’t even know what i did sia.

#6 : that is the beauty of us I suppose?

me : I think, maybe because, I wanted teo to be with her? that’s why I was able to resist?

#6 : see, you are doing it again…

me : i’m serious la. not trying to make you feel better or what…… I felt something with xy… i really did. the familiarity … and she’s put on weight… i felt more attracted actually haha…

#6 : and….?

me : i’m so going to feed you a lot more from now on. you put on weight, I like more… and also no other guy come disturb you from now on.

#6 : nonsense. no way ok. you dream long long. and also. no guy come disturb me one………… only fat asses like you…. hehe

me : other than me and S, and raj… anymore?

#6 : teo? does he count?

me : oh then count Ow in also.

#6 : no, that was cheating… it’s because of the nylon… and don’t count raj please. he texted me because #1 dared him to.

me : hmmmmm…. what about at the club? #5’s hen’s night……… i saw some hunk talking to you.

#6 : not hunk luh…. just some random guy trying his luck with any lady inside…..

me : not from what I saw ok. i was so damn jealous.

#6 : eheh yup. i saw your face. i got really worried….. hehe….. you went to dance with #5 lo…

me : yeah.. she was showing her nipples to people. crazy…

#6 : how many times you did with her?

me : wah… i never keep count. you know how many times we do meh?

#6 : this morning was 34th time……..

me : what?? you kept count?

#6 : I’m a woman leh…….. don’t need exact number.. rough? higher?

me : yup…. we were… not dating… but close friends much longer…… months ma….. especially since that ass took his time to marry her………..

#6 : and………. so rough number?

me : …. you better not know.

#6 : me and raj was 26 times….. and S was 9 times……

me : so little with S???

#6 : yup…….. initially was just oral only ma….. so you and xy?

me : erm…….. i think… maybe more than 100….

she stumped…. there was a long silence……..

me : the ass barely spent time with her…… I was trying to convince her not to marry him…… personal ill intent….. wasn’t healthy.

#6 : over how many months?

me : about 8 months……

#6 : ok. reasonable….

me : actually, if we didn’t quarrel….. don’t count the time spent apart…… my frequency much higher with you.

#6 : yup… 34 in 63 days… minus about 12 days we were apart…. i didn’t count those that didn’t complete. you know. like the one you couldn’t continue cos you said it was too hurtful………

me : ok….. I didn’t keep count. but, I think… around…… erm…

#6 : how long you friend her before she let you…….

me : almost 1 month…

#6 : so do for 7 month? 215 days there about…

me : i think maybe 120 times at least… first 2 and last 2 months did a lot…. that time haven’t rent out the hdb. she came over almost daily…. just cross the road only ma…

#6 : ok ok……

me : sorry. i got carried away.

#6 : can I make a request?

me : for us to fuck more? sure!

#6 : no……. I want you to…

to be honest, subsequent chapters not as happening anymore. we’ve mostly settled down and got over our own issues together le.

#6 : I want you to tell teo…. about you and xy being intimate so many times…. he did tell you about me right?

me : yup. he did. erm… ok. but he sort of knew…… just maybe not the exact number. but he’s aware…. you sure it’s a good idea to tell him?

#6 : yup. why not. he gave you the courtesy ma….

me : any chance you are jealous he’s attention all on xy now?

#6 : no ah… not that it matters, when I gave him a hug to calm him down just now. he smelled my hair and pecked my cheek also……. hehe..

me : ok….. you sure you are ok?

#6 : like that lo. maybe still a bit affected by earlier….. all the stupid thought in my head….. had a taste of what you went through with me and raj…. (she grabbed my hand tighter) I don’t think there can be anyone else like you.

me : I thought you might blame me for being too easy going, perhaps even questioning if I was even serious with you…. sorry ah, interacting with xy brought back some very unpleasant memories, how she turned against me despite my good intentions….

#6 : I did… back then… that’s why always believed raj’s stupid words…. but don’t blame her la. it’s not easy.

me : goodness… stop acting like her leh. just stay true to yourself…..

#6 : tsk, I have to…. so you won’t miss her.

me : ok. i listen to you, but at some point if it gets too annoying, I let you know.

#6 : can I ask you for a favour?

me : yes dear?

#6 : find out how the date went with teo and xy can?

me : sure. why ah?

#6 : if it didn’t go well…… I want you to date her one more time.

me : ok…. here we go again……..

#6 : no no. listen to me ok.

me : i’m trying very hard not to wonder, if you want to push me to xy cos you think i love her more or you prefer to be with teo.

#6 gripped my hand very tight…. i could hear her taking deep breaths…

#6 : slow down can? it’s very hurtful to hear that you know….

I just parked the car and we reached home…..

me : sorry. you know how annoyed I get whenever you try to push me away right? you have to stop doing that… by the way, did you like block me just now? You know I ran back to the car, I really thought you’ve driven away.

#6 : huh why? …. erm……. don’t misunderstand! wait….

she unlocked her phone, then hesitated to show me….

#6 : promise you won’t laugh?

me : what? quick la. show me what you did….

it was her chat with mine. there were so many messages….. I didn’t receive a single one of them……… she blocked me…….. I scrolled….. the stuff she typed, very emo… I better not share here….. I felt fucking guilty……….. she was telling me how much she loved me. listing every single thing she could remember I’ve done for her……… even saying stuff like she’d let me go if xy was my one true love……… I looked at her, she sat there pouting…… like holding back her tears….

me : oh my….. erm……. can we rush to the bedroom?

her : (sniffs) why?

me : mother is watching tv…… and I want to hug you and cry together….

her : haha….. stupid…….. (we hugged in the car instead and I apologised profusely to her….) i’m still hungry actually.

me : erm. what do you feel like eating? you wanna join them for dim sum?

her : nope. let them have their privacy… now who is the one who cannot let them gooooo….. (I pinched her gently….) ok ok. joking.. joking….

me : i’m sorry. again… and for my lapse….

her : wait til you see me with S if I ever meet him again… I’m not even confident in myself not to be weak…..

me : ok let’s both stop talking about this before either of us end up doing something stupid again…

her : you are right…. you ready for our 35th?

me : no leh… scared I think about the kiss with xy while we do… (i gave her my schmuck face, taunting her)

her : urghhhhh!!! (she whined out loud, grabbing my arm and biting into my shirt… she bit hard!)

me : wah ahahahah you sibei violent…. eh mother is looking. okay.. okay.. i’m sorry… haha. you die.. she saw… your fake demure image gone liao muahaha ( i ran out of the car… then ran upstairs while she kicked her shoes away and chased me a little)

mother : oei oei.

her : he bully me.

me : no leh she violent one… hahaha.

i kept laughing and went upstairs, pausing halfway to look down at her sitting beside my mother and leaning on her shoulder while she pat on her head to ‘console’ her.. she whined and pointed up at me, calling me a bully but in a sweet way…….

I looked down at her, that moment… that was the moment….

I made my way down to them, extended my hand at her as my mother gave me a few of her lines…… she smacked my hand away, asked me not to disturb them…. I went down on one knee, “pleaseee?” surprising her, making her pouty mood change to a smile. instead of standing up, she pulled me down to sit beside my mother, reminding me to spend time with her. watch some tv…. However, the moment I started to use my phone, she brought me upstairs….

her : you not curious meh… what I’m wearing inside?

me : pink! haha. you flashed me when you got off the car remember?

her dress came down…… she was in the white bra which I didn’t responded to her previously……

me : you are seriously FULL of surprises…

she started to lay the sheets…. and bent her ass at me….

me : wah so confident ah??? i thought you said you worried I didn’t like the white?

her : then why are you unzipping ah? hehe…..

me : waiting for my slut wife to blow me lo… in her innocent white bra… fuck sexy…..

her : did xy blow for you?

me : erm… not at first..

her : is she good?

me : nope.

my fiancé held my cock nicely… gently pulled my foreskin back…….. she kissed it nicely, looking up at me…. like she was reluctant.. scared………. looked up at me…. then finally licked it once…. started to kiss it nicely…………

me : you sure you ok to blow? it’s ok if you find it disgusting…. (i acted along)

her : yes. i’m ok…… I just want to kiss the penis which gave me the best pleasure of my life….

me : fuck… you are good…..

suddenly. i thought of the number of penises she’s sucked……. total of 6? hopefully no more……

her : i want…..

she leaned backwards, stretched her legs and removed her thong, then spread her legs…… her pussy looked different, she had trimmed it this morning…. started to make me wonder, how she start to trim it in the first place……… did raj order her to do it? or she did it to please him….. I pushed in gently to an already wet pussy… she can get turned on from just blowing me now???? maybe love can really help someone get turned on and get past my fat looks…….

I started to fuck her, normal, didn’t go straight at her g spot…. bent forward, she played with my nipples, it was awkward at first but fuck, it was enjoyable. I’ve never known that! we started to make love…. slow and sweet gentle love………

my phone rang….. I reached for it in my pants, still on me, while she helped to unbuckle my belt…..

me : it’s teo.

her : ok. pick…….

I answered, then put it on speaker…

me : hey.

I continued to bang my fiance, but normally and slowly… we resumed kissing…

teo : eh I driving over now. dapao something for you and sis.

my fiance started to give out some soft moans….……. softly…. but sweet…

teo : eh you two… is it erm. ok… shit bro you on speaker… eh.. i hang at the gate later.

me : ok.. ok… sorry. thanks….

my fiance was staring up at me…. i didn’t rush to hang up, and let teo do the hanging up.

me : you moaned on purpose one lo……. I wasn’t even hitting your fav spot….

her : sorry….. told you i’m broken.

me ; you did it to make xy jealous? or teo?

her : xy…… sorry. i know i’m being mean.

me : no it’s ok. i like this side of you also……….. but sorry. you need to be punished….

her : howwww??? ahhhhh…. ah! ah! ah! ah! ah! ah! ah! ah! ah! ah! ah! ah! ah! ah! ah! ah! ah! ah!

I made sure I didn’t press on her hands…

I made sure I didn’t fuck her like she meant nothing…….

I bent forward and we locked lips, continued to pound her at her g spot until she gave me the now familiar body arch….. she broke off from my kiss, eyes shut, head shaking…… eyes opening slightly look at me…. let our a loud moan… collapse and hugged me tight…..

after a good long hug and slow kisses from her all over my big fat face,I purposely let go of my weight and rested on her body until she couldn’t take it and laughed non stop……

me : ok. time to eat?

her : huh?

me : you didn’t hear the car horn just now?

her : nope….. let me sleep ok.

I went down…. it was almost 9 pm… My mother had already collected the food and it was on the dining table.. Just glad she told my father not to touch it yet, otherwise ……. Teo bought A LOT, like he was compensating. I unpacked, took some portions and brought upstairs…….. she was really knocked out….. slept and curled up. I put the food down and wrapped her in the cover…. she woke up instead, we ate in the room.

her : do you think we are wrong? teo is still married after all…

me : yeah. i feel guilty as always, but you’ve seen how L treats him… no love at all. she just focus on the kids……. you realise his kids, see me as stranger? my best buddy’s kids… not even allowed to have an uncle. i used to buy them toys, but always ended up causing teo and her to quarrel… even the educational toys… I also backed off…… and not like, when teo suggested divorce, she was sad or anything….. it’s like it doesn’t matter to her anyway, no change to their live…. he sleeps alone at home by the way. wife always go sleep with the two girls… he didn’t tell me how many years it’s been like this….

she ate quietly, sort of pitying him…….. then leaning on my shoulder…. feeding me… trying to trick me into eating with the chili sauce….

me : so why did you moan on purpose just now?

her : I don’t know too….. just needed xy to know I guess………. told you i’m broken.

me : i’m broken too…. perhaps that’s why I’m so ok with you and others…. as long as I know. but i do get jealous.

her : i still need you to test with xy you know?

me : need?

her : yes.

me : you know just now, when I looked own at you with mother. the way you pout, whine all these. xy will never be like that. and that’s what I really want.

her : hehe i think i saw the look on your stupid face………

me : you see? xy will never be like that. she’s very nice and sweet, yes. but she’s boring…. she’d never be ok to be with me and teo together at the same time. she’d never be able to understand that i can make mistakes but still love her……

her : even though she was with you and her own fiance at the same time?

me : yup…

her : but maybe she’s changed? you know? such life changing events change people.

me : let that be her journey with Teo bah. or anyone else. I’ve already had my journey with you..

her : i still need you to test yourself with her ok. please? no matter what you do, I won’t try to push you to her or leave you….

me : ok. but if teo is with her already, I can’t. you understand?

her : ok.

she put on one of my worn t-shirt and her worn shorts from the laundry basket, then kept the food and brought it downstairs…. I checked my phone….. Teo didn’t text, nor did he set up the group. I supposed things were going well between the two of them…… I turned on my comp and wanted to start a game, but that urge was now gone also… went out of the room to receive her as she came up…. we showered, helped her dry her hair. she told me to game, after seeing my comp was on, while she read… until she fell asleep…… we were really like a married couple now….. it was a friday night some more, not that it matters. I took her book away and tucked her in. wanted to start another game before I slept, i wasn’t even wondering how it went with teo, until he called while i was waiting for matchmaking in the game…… Was glad I already set to silent mode, I took the call outside and walked downstairs.

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me : hey?

teo : you busy?

me : nope. #6 slept le. what’s up?

teo : erm. can talk?

me : sure. where you?

teo : i’m still at xy’s…

me : whoa…. (i checked the time, it was LATE! not midnight yet, but almost…) things went so well ah?

teo : too fast…… but i think, she got affected more just now when I call you while driving over to deliver the food.

me : why leh?

teo : she heard #6 moan la.

me : so……

teo : bro how serious were you with her back then?

me : i aim her cos I dulan that fucker. you know what.

teo : but how serious?

me : months? sorry, #6 wanted me to let you know out of courtesy, me and xy F a lot up to her wedding……

teo : oh ok. no wonder. she so affected…..

me : what do you mean? we weren’t in love or what la. maybe could have been, but she went bat shit crazy when I wanted to tell her the truth about ???….

teo : yes I remember you told me before….

me : bro whatever I had with her, it was just damn messed up. i will admit to her what I did ok? about jogging that path to try to know her…. you start fresh with her.

teo : I can’t…

me : why?

teo : we did stuff already.

me : holy fuck! that was FAST!

teo : no la. i didn’t … you know.. all the way…. I wanted it to be different with her…. but I think she wanted to use me to … you know… like get over you..

me : i admit to her? let her know it was all a ruse?

teo : bro. i was there la. you loved her also. it wasn’t a ruse……. if she made the right decision, I’d be calling her sis already…. we didn’t fuck. she wanted to. i was shocked.

me : what exactly happened? you drove her home then?

teo : she invited me in to talk more. we both enjoyed each others’ story as distraction…. she started to cry, I consoled her. I couldn’t resist hugging her…. she kissed me…. and I lost control. she brought me upstairs lo.

me : wait. you two drank? or?

teo : nope. didn’t drink….

me : then then?

teo : she was quite… you know. hiong. I was a bit surprised and turned off… she pulled my shorts down and auto pilot on her own. surprise she ok, thought she innocent one…. I almost want la. but I want serious with her. so didn’t… just lick only…

me : holy fuck! since when you….. wah you really think she’s the one ah? hope you didn’t pull your anus licking kink on her.

teo : no. don’t dare. not sure. but try lo. maybe her maybe not. but yeah, i’m glad I didn’t rush….

me : so how now? you going back up to sleep beside her ?

teo : I don’t know. that’s why I called you.

me : erm…….. I tell you what, you go back up, tidy everything up, her clothes all these. set nicely..

teo : done le bro. she sleeping under blanket already. but haven’t bath.

me : ok .. good. then…. erm she not anal like #6. so ok……. tell you what, you sleep on her sofa. let her wake you tomorrow morning. make sure you let her wake you. then explain you don’t know how to open the gate, so didn’t want to wake her…… then jio her breakfast or what.

teo : then our hike?

me : still need meh? you are already in.

teo : true….

me : go pretend to sleep already la. in case she wakes up…

teo : haha. unlikely she knocked out already. lick until my jaws sore…….

me : you damn happy leh…. this is the longest we’ve ever chat on the phone.

teo : haha yeah. I disturbing?

me : no. #6 asleep. I can talk. but you not too loud and wake xy. then my brilliant plan go to waste… btw, you two really didn’t drink?

teo : nope. why?

me : guess you really made her feel safe, otherwise why would she be so open minded so quickly…

teo : no la. guess maybe, after what she been through, no need to be innocent already…

me : how’s a blowjob? still bad?

teo : no leh. a lot of effort. like she got something to prove like that…. bro i tell you, she’s using me to get over you. i can tell…

me : lame. was she loud ? when you lick?

teo : yeah. fucking loud. not sure fake or real…

me : you will find out more eventually la.

We continued to chat a little more, I clarified things about xy for him… he asked me about his plans, asked for my opinion and stuff… I chat with him a little more, he’s never been this happy… he’s never gone for any ladies with this kind of attachment……

I went back upstairs, my fiance was already snoring slightly… brushed my teeth and climbed into bed with her……

I lay in bed. tried to snuggle with her but she turned away, as usual.

Xy was the opposite, even while sleepy and tired, she’s still sweet…… I started to think more about her…………

’no la, she stays in the landed… not the cheap hdb there where he lives…’

I can still remember that arrogant bastard’s tone and condescension towards me, in front of many colleagues, always feeling the need to make me aware of my weight so he can feel better about himself, or make himself look better to others… he could barely do his job, got in the company via some shady recommendation.

Ever since that day, I was super motivated to bring him down at work. Somehow, with his glib tongue, ‘charming’ personality, he was able to get by with mediocre work time after time… I chanced upon her facebook profile. Zero selfies, mostly about food and cafes, but didn’t look like he was the one who brought her either…. we had quite many things in common…..

Heard him boasting about her. how frequent she jogs, even suggested I should join her to lose weight since I live nearby. He didn’t know what my family had moved a few years, I didn’t feel a need to correct him either. Instead, I had a better idea…

it took me about 4 days, 4 days of leaving work at different timing, and the long drive back to my old hdb home…… and then jogging down that long path in the hopes of crossing paths with her….. but finally, I caught a glimpse of someone in a dark green t-shirt from far and back shorts. The height, the body size….

is that her?

[do let me know if i should share about me and xy.]

could that really be her…. too fast, couldn’t see clearly. shit. this road round is too long, no way can I catch up with her. If I just turn and catch up with her, she may think I’m some creep… fuck… she’s jogging away…….. just heck and test my luck again tmr? My dulanness for the CB colleague made me less calm and cool…… then, an idea came…… i stopped to rest, watched her jog at a normal pace towards the main road…. I followed slowly, walking like I was catching my breath. Watched her move further away, finally at the main road…… she turned left! I took my time, was really unfit at that time… I made my way to the main road, could see her jogging in the distance from far…. glad I wore my specs. waited for her to reach the end at the junction…. Good! she was going to cross, and perhaps running back to her place on the opposite side of the main road. I turned right, crossed the road and jogged towards her direction. Kept my cool as we eventually closed in on each other……….. kept what cool, I couldn’t help but stare at her body…. she’s not tall, nice toned legs… her boobs… fuck man, they look like D cups..

just like that… I was hooked.

We jogged past each other, she didn’t look at me…. That was it… I stopped jogging, watched her jog away…….. waited……… she reached the junction… started walking…….. she waited for the traffic light, and crossed! She was going for one more round!

I continued down that stretch…….crossed over…. lost sight of her, she went in that long side road for another round! Goodness! she can really run! I took note of the time, hopefully she’s habitual. I reached the opening of the side small road, saw her in the distance, RUNNING TOWARDS ME! Fuck! She’s fast… but don’t think she’s seen me yet…

i’m no hunk.

I’m no charmer.

I only had one weapon in my arsenal.

Act cute, act innocent, act vulnerable…

When she was about 50m away, I got in her line of sight, stood there panting, bent forward… pretended to wonder if I should turn right and run the path in…….. stood upright, take a few steps towards her, but stopped and bent to pant again, taking up half of the narrow path…..

she came closer…. and closer……

me : oh. sorry. sorry (I lifted my hand and apologised for blocking her path, stepped aside)

xy : it’s ok. are you ok?

I heard her voice for the very 1st time. it was sweet! but she was panting.

me : yes.. (i nodded…)

before I could think to pull off any ruse, she was off and ran away already…. I could roughly know her pace, took my time, made sure she could still see me when she jogged back… we both roughly reached the opposite sides of the junction at the same time. She didn’t cross and jogged back into her neighbourhood… that was it, our first ever ‘meet’.

Even thought it was fucking brief and lame, I wasn’t sure previously if I wanted to proceed with this immoral and fucked up plan with a hint of righteousness, I was sure now. I moved some of my stuff back to the hdb unit, good thing it wasn’t rented out yet at that time. It was far from the MRT, hard to find a reasonable tenant price that was worth renting… The sian thing was, next day was the weekend. I didn’t know if she was going to go jogging at the same time, but the good thing was, it was a freaking Friday evening, and yet she’s alone. the fucker ??? was probably out poker or partying somewhere. Spent the night scrolling her facebook which barely had any pictures of her, only some as bridesmaid, her in a blue dress… her bust didn’t look as big in the photo.

I woke early, kept walking out to the corridor to look at the junction to check if she was jogging…… no luck. I gave up, went out in the afternoon… drove into her neighbourhood, fuck i was becoming like a stalker. fuck wrong.

I went home… tested my luck and went for a jog at the same time as yesterday. #6 was always complaining about my weight as well. perhaps, that was the reason she never even give me a hand job (that’s what I thought at that time). good to slim down, win win win either way…. I barely jogged, just walked…… no sign of her at all…. I stayed til almost 7pm, it was dinner time, unlikely for her to jog. went back, but decided to go one long round so I could walk past her neighbourhood entrance…….

Sunday, I did the same routine. but no luck….

weekday, I went at the same time I saw her on Friday….. We started to jog by each other and sort of nodded at each other, but her timing was different daily, some days later than usual, but never before 6pm….

Weekend came, I went later and I took as much time as I could possibly walked slowly…… it was almost 8pm.

then in the distance… the body size… the hair… tied up…. white shirt… she was crossing the road, I was on the side of the road of her house…. fuck! i was so far away…. and I was fucking tired already. I just walked, kept looking straight, wondering if she’d see me from the other side. Apparently, she didn’t… by the time I jogged to the junction, she was gone. headed down that road… reached the small road entrance, no sign of her. she was still in there, perhaps jogging the huge round…. into the semi ‘industrial’ area… fuck man it was dark. she’s really daring.

I jogged slowly, down half the path, still no sign of her. I turned around, went on the other side of the road, walked but kept my hands on my waist, like I cannot already… stopping to bend and pant… so many times…. it felt like eternity……… i finally hear some steps behind me…..

her : you ok?

I acted all surprised and looked at her, feigned confusion etc…. she stopped and jogged on the spot…. fuck man…. fuck… fuck… fuck…. her boobs bounced in front of me….. i could see her black sports bra…

me : oh. hi. was it you the other time also?

her : yup. you ok?

me : yes. just fat. thanks. you are really nice.

her : oh thanks. nothing la. take care.

she jogged off again…. i took my time, but walked normally… stared at her tiny ass as she ran away…… before she turned left to run down the stretch, I saw her taking a look in my direction before running off…. I made a right turn, sat at the nearby bus stop and used my phone…. I was right, she ran across, then crossed the junction. then came for one more round. she didn’t say anything this time and ran past me. I pretended not to see her as well……. watched her jog away, turned into the small road again… I waited about 25 minutes. she finally reappeared… she looked in my direction, saw me looking at her… she turned left and jogged away……….. then turned back and jogged towards me…… and to me……

her : you sure you ok?

me : hey hi. yes. why ah?

her : thought you injured your ankle or something.

me : oh. no. just resting here. enjoy the peace.

her : oh ok. take care.

she was about to jog away.

me : hey. mind if i share something?

her : huh?

me : it’s really late and dark already. perhaps you should jog in there alone.

her : oh. it’s ok. I’m used to it already.

me : oh sorry ah for being kpo…

her : no la. it’s sweet. ok. you take care.

me : thanks. you are sweet too.

her : thanks.

she started to walk home instead.. the shorter route instead of going one round again. She was walking towards my hdb block. i let her move away, then got up and caught up with her.

me : hey. mind if I walk with you?

her : oh ok. sure.

me : you live around here too?

her : yup.

me : mine is that block right there.

her : oh ok… how long have you been jogging?

me : just recently. a week or so…. ex girlfriend complained i’m too fat.

her : oh ok. I’m sorry to hear that.

me : no la it’s ok. too different in personality. I like coffee, she doesn’t even like tea.

her : oh. yup maybe better not to force things…

me : sorry. i’m sharing so much….

her : it’s ok.

me : what about you? you run here often?

her : started a few months ago. need to keep fit.

we chat a little bit more, I was glad she didn’t ask me about my job. I didn’t have to lie to her. we reached the junction.

me : thanks for the lovely chat. haven’t had such a nice conversation with any lady, actually anyone for a long time.

her : you exaggerate (in chinese) la. but thanks for the chat. drink more water when you get home…

me : ok I will. see you around.

her : sure.

me : hey. you running at this time tomorrow again?

her : yup why?

me : may i join you?

her : oh. erm ok..

me : sorry, I really don’t feel it’s safe for a lady to run alone at this hour. i know i cannot keep up la. but at least if you scream right, I can come rescue you 20 minutes later…

her : 20 minutes later?

me : cos i’m slow ma. haha. useless la i know.

her : haha. you funny. call police la! will be faster than you…

me : wah. you suan me already. nice.

her : haha sorry sorry. ok sure. roughly this time. see you then.

me : see you.

that was it, that’s our ‘cute meet’… that’s how xy and I started an unexpected friendship… around the same time, I waited at my corridor. saw her appear, crossed over to my side of the junction, saw her looked around a little, then started jogging slowly away.. I decided to let her wait a bit. then headed down…….. it was all faked. I reached the entrance of the side road, then saw her jogging back towards me already. No way she ran round the roads inside. no way! she just ran in and ran out! I felt fucking happy. I waved and she waved…. picked up my pace and ran towards her.

me : you didn’t run inside?

her : yeah la. your fault….

me : my fault? sorry ah I rushed home as quickly as I could le.

her : oh no la. it’s ok. just, I’m scared to run inside this late now. but it’s good la. thanks for the advice…

I suggested for her to run ahead, I couldn’t match her pace, but I’d be behind. she agreed….. for some reason, we didn’t exchange names at all… just kept with this arrangement over 2 more weekends… and normal jogging on weekdays. I was getting fitter. sometimes even catching up with her and matching her pace and pretending not being able to sustain and let her pull away… we always have a good laugh, but didn’t talk much. she was keeping her distance, let she purely wanted to just keep me as a jogging partner on weekdays especially, she even started wearing ear phones to avoid conversation I suppose….

I was getting demoralised with the complete lack of progress. she’s really an innocent and loyal girlfriend to that fucker ??? i suppose. I really couldn’t find an opening to elevate our ‘friendship’….

then, the chance finally came.. We weren’t jogging together, just on that same long path. She was somewhere in the enclave ( hope i used the right word)

It finally happened… We were caught in a huge heavy rain.

I went and found her seeking shade under a tree, but it was useless. She saw me and waved at me, signalling me to join her. I used my large body and made it obvious that I was trying to shield her from the rain when ever the wind changed direction… she was on a white singlet….. her light blue bra was fucking obvious, so was the shape of her c cups… just hindered by some print on that singlet. She caught me looking, then folded her arms and acted like she was cold.. I knew I could to act, but she wasn’t like other ladies… I removed my shirt and gave it to her and asked her to use it to shield the rain. She was shocked but I ran off… luckily, it was after weeks of jogging, I could maintain a steady pace… didn’t feel like fainting… luckily, it was perhaps 800 m from my block. Ran across the road and avoided the junction… went home, quickly boiled very little water in the kettle water.. grabbed a tshirt and wore it.. towels, the only ones I had there, filled a Starbucks bottle with the water and added in some tap…. was about to go….. fuck it. I had to seal the deal.

Fucking deceitful, but it was what I specialised in..

I poured a bit of the mixed water on top of my left, making it red. Tong the pain, grabbed car keys and headed down in slippers. On the quick drive over, I started to think, which option to proceed? She’s not easy, definitely not going to get to fuck her right away. I had to hook her further in….

Reached her tree and honked, did a quick 3 point turn and parked beside her, got off used umbrella and helped her over the small drain gap, holding her hand in the process and pulling her to my body when i almost slipped in my simple slippers.

We got in the car and I handed her the towels. She just kept apologising for wetting my car, and thanking me for rescuing her. Kept wiping herself down, focusing on her back and her butt thighs so she wouldn’t wet my car further. I joked nervously (because i was busy trying to focus on driving and also staring at her boobs each time she lifted her body upwards to wipe the chair seat beneath her butt) and thanked her for keeping me motivated to run, otherwise would have fainted along the way. I was careful and remembered to pretend that I wasn’t too sure where she lived. She wanted me to drive home actually and walk back on her own. She wanted to help me clean and dry the car, I told her I was going out. I dropped her at her unit, and handed her the umbrella, she insisted on washing my towels for me. Then I realised… fuck! I completely forgot!!! As she was getting out, I stopped her

Hey drink this now, quick. Before you catch a cold

She closed the door again, surprised. She didn’t suspect or ask what it was, took the bottle from me and saw the red spot on my hand (I smacked it a lot to make it look worse that it was) she opened the bottle, saw the mist coming out, she understood what happened. Asked me if I was ok but I urged her to drink immediately. She grabbed my hand and checked, but I pulled my hand away from her, then apologised for being surprised, then rushed her to get off with the bottle as I was late already. She was rather shocked by my cold attitude, I wanted to stick to my plan. She got off and thanked and apologised again… I quickly drove off.

At that point, we still don’t know each others’ name, or had each others’ number.

I ghosted her the next two days, could see secretly from my corridor, like clockwork, she went for her jogs, crossed over, could see her looking around for me… sat at the bus stop..

Wed- waited until 6.15pm then ran into the small road, ran back at my block’s direction and continued this loop a few times. I stood outside and made sure I hid myself well, luckily, the neighbour in the corner unit’s door was always closed!

Thurs- waited until 6.25pm.. she repeated the same routine…. at about 7pm, She made her way back, but crossed over to my side of the junction to look around…. she walked down the Long steps and went under my block… I rushed over the staircase and went down a flight to see behind the blocks. She was walking around the open air carpark, looking around to see if she recognised my car… she stopped at a few, but she couldn’t recall which was my car. In fact, she walked past it thrice without realising it.

Friday- I went down in homewear, slippers, wallet only, at the perfect timing… I confidently walked up the Long flight of stairs, thinking that when I cross the zebra crossing to the junction traffic light, she’d be at the other side…..

FUCK! She was no where in sight…. I started to panic… fuck! Where was she! The traffic light flashed green… I quickly turned around and moved quickly back to my block to buy some more time…. where was she??? Admittedly, I moved up and down the stairs like a idiot, if someone had been observing me from above, I would simply look like some lunatic behaving oddly. I finally let hunger take over, decided to fuck it and just cross over to buy dinner and try again tomorrow.

As I walked towards McDonald’s …

‘Hey!!!’

I turned to that familiar voice, she was walking from the bus stop, in a navy blue top and black skirt, still in what I supposed were her work clothes. She had a lot of things in her hands…

Fuck! I smiled damn fucking happily at her.

Her : where are you going?

Me : dapao dinner. You just finished work?

Her : my mother is ill, went to dapao dinner for them.

I immediately reached and helped her with the bags, which she declined but I insisted and took over.

Her : sorry to trouble you again!!

Me : It’s ok. I’m free anyway.

I walked her back to her unit.

Me : not jogging today?

Her : wanted to, but had to settle this. What about you?

Me : I can’t yet. Still recovering.

Her : recovering? Are you ok?

Me : went down with flu two days ago.

Her : oh no wonder….

Me : no wonder what?

Her : I mean.. because of the rain right?

Me : think so. I’m old la, not as fit as you.

Her : I was a bit feverish also, but your warm water helped! Did you drink yourself?

Me : haha I think you gonna laugh… I didn’t. Think I still macho la.

Her : see la. How’s your hand?

Me : Erm what hand?

Her : the burn?

I forgot about it myself! She’s damn good!

Me : nothing bah.

She came beside me to look, signalling me to show it to her.

her: you shouldn’t be eating fast food by the way, should eat something plain.

me: the porridge place I like is too far, you know seah’s? ( she nodded in agreement) , hard to order and then get a table alone also. dapao isn’t nice also…

I had every scenario planned out, even done my research to see what she likes, hoping that it will lead her to say the following..

her: erm, I accompany you?

me: oh, you aren’t eating dinner with your parents?

her: ate liao, but light one. can eat more. That place is one of my favourite places anyway.

me: oh ok, I go back and get my car, you can manage?

Her : no no. Wait. I can drive. You wait here?

She took the bags from me and walked further down into her unit. I waited at the end, with nothing but just my wallet, house keys and the obvious semi erection in my shorts. Fuck! She wasn’t even in anything sexy… she look plain as fuck, why was I getting a half erection??

She took awhile to be done, probably unpacked the food for her parents, even popping her head out of the get to check that I was still waiting, signalling to me that she was apologetic and told me to wait. Finally heard her gate open and her car drove out to me pick me and I got on.

Her : sorry to make you wait. So seah’s porridge? My treat.

Me : no need la. Go Dutch. But you not going to eat much anyway… by the way, why don’t you drive to work?

Her : Erm. I’m not good at driving… also, it’s so near, no need to waste petrol.

Me : haha, you seem fine leh. You want me to take over? Just switch cars.

Her : it’s ok, you are recovering, just rest. By the way, your towels are behind, don’t forget to take later.

The drive was longer than expected, I suggested an earlier exit from the expressway and brought her to a fish head steamboat in amk, something which excited her as well. The place was value for money, which made her more satisfied. It was quite surprising how at ease and comfortable we both felt with each other, like a couple before holding hands etc. I think she felt it took, I showed her my erection when I got up at the table to go and order, then came back to look at the table number, acting blur and feigning a bit of drowsiness blur blur from medication, caught her looking and raining an eye brow, perhaps she thought it was my phone…. She kept standing up to scoop the pot and find the fish slices for me, reminding me to eat more of it to recover well… I took each moment to stare at her busts…. she was really sweet, barely ate much and I had to force her to enjoy the ingredients.. She wanted to go to the simple bakery and was excited to buy the traditional simpler cakes there. I waited outside for her when she paid, she came out and then forced me to accept her ‘share’ of the bill, I took half of what she offered, considering she barely ate. she kept apologising for making me wait, but I kept telling her how much I enjoyed her company as friends… The drive back was more comfortable, we talked like old friends. She drove me to my block, before I alighted.

xy : hey wait….

she got off the car and went behind, took the bag where I supposed my towels were. She was bending forward to take things from the plastic bag from the bakery…. I looked through the window and saw into her top… saw her ample cleavage……… fucking turn on….. she rushed over to me to hand me my stuff….. i caught her looking at my erection… it was obvious, poking upwards and outwards…

xy : I got you some bread, in case you are hungry tomorrow morning. Do not eat McDonalds ok.

me : hey thanks.. really effort. you are seriously thoughtful. thanks so much…

xy sort of blushed : it’s nothing. I would be the one having fever if you didn’t come to save me. by the way, I am xy… what’s your name?

me : oh erm…. goodness. oh yeah. i don’t know your name. i mean. i never knew your name. until now.

xy : yeah lo, my name is not ‘hey’ ok. so what’s your name?

i gave her my chinese name to be safe…

me : by the way, let’s hide an umbrella somewhere in the trees along the path tomorrow? in case it rains in the future.

xy : good idea! so same time tomorrow?

me : yup sure… ok see you.

Nice and sweet lady definitely, still in her mid 20’s. Wondering why she’d be with such an ass like my colleague, who has openly been bragging to others that he’s found a gold mine. Goldmine, not gem, but goldmine. Single daughter, parents intending to retire in their house in New Zealand, surely leaving the landed house to them..

I heard the sound of her car door closing. I realised, it’s moving too slow already. She’s ready. I rushed over and knocked on the window. Instead of lowering the window, she unbuckled her seatbelt and got out again… really not used to driving.

xy : what’s wrong? did I miss a towel or?

me : oh no no. just wondering. erm. is it ok if we exchange numbers? in case I don’t feel well and can’t jog..

xy : oh yes. good idea. I was also wondering how to return the towels to you also. you take my number?

me : i didn’t bring my phone. sorry. you take mine?

xy : didn’t bring? oh. ok ok. wait ah.

she got her phone from inside the car and I walked over to her, while adjusting my penis, rubbed it a few times to make it look fitter….. she handed me her phone to type my number in. I didn’t ring it and handed it back to her. the ball was now in her court…. i saw her looking at my erection. handed back her phone and left with a simple goodbye…. walked away without looking back even hearing her car drive away.

I sniffed the towels on the ride up, the smelled so nice….. reached home and checked my phone immediately. There was a message received.

xy : hi hi. Xy here. Sorry you fell sick because of me. Thanks for the recommendation for dinner. It was nice and value! Get well soon!

I read her message, FOUGHT EVERY SINGLE MUSCLE IN MY HAND AND URGE IN MY BODY…. put my phone down…. went to take a shower………. a slow one… jerked off while sniffing my towel imagining her scent…. recalling the shape of her busts…… how see through her white shirt was……… i cummed fucking easily…

took my time, settled other stuff, then replied her.

me : hey. no la. don’t say that. Thanks for the company! I really appreciate it, otherwise I’d have eaten mcdonalds and fall sick all over again. Thanks for the lovely company as well. Haven’t had such a comfortable evening for so long! You’ve reached home?

xy : yup yup! of course! My driving skills aren’t that bad la. hehe.

me : are you still going jogging?

xy : hey! how do you know? I was contemplating!

me : please don’t ok?

xy : why?

me : it’s really late. and dark. I know there are cars driving in to go for dinner there but you run that big round, it’s really dangerous.

xy : Yup you are right. I’m rather tired also.

me : long day at work?

xy : yup. exhausting day. Think I’ll take a break then. you can don’t worry and rest well.

me : I think I better step out of the house and do spot checks. not sure if I can spot you though if you secretly go for jogs..

xy : no need! I promise I won’t jog. You sure you can jog tomorrow? I think you should rest more though.

me : I think I should be able to walk slowly. but headache la. not sure what to eat for lunch tomorrow. You have any recommendations?

me : thank you so much for the bread though, you solved a problem for me. If only seah porridge is like just at the coffeeshop under BLK 7??….

xy : Actually, I can go and dapao for your parents. They like it too. May I dapao for you too?

me : huh, wouldn’t you be going out ? it’s a saturday … you can’t be single one leh.

xy : lol! why not? but nope. I don’t usually go out on Saturdays.. Sundays maybe.

xy : sorry why am I boring you with such things. So how? I dapao for you?

me : how about this, let me do the driving, you get off and order? The parking there can be really unpredictable.

xy : actually, that sounds more convenient. but you sure you ok? like hope I’m not affecting any of your plans.

me : no plans. I’m recently single remember? by the way, have you showered?

xy : nope. why?

me : go shower first? your hair needs time to dry ah.

xy : wow. you are thoughtful.

me : I didn’t say I am recently single because i was a lousy boyfriend leh. haha. ok go go. We discuss the plan for tomorrow when you are done. I’m going to shower too.

xy : ok.

———— 5 minutes later.

me : ok i’m done.

xy : so fast??

me : hey, why you reply? finish showering first! don’t want you to drop your phone into the toilet bowl.

she read my message… didn’t reply straight…

———— 5 minutes later.

xy : sorry. I’m done.

me : why you say sorry for? you are first for a lady.

xy : thank you for recognising that! your ex used to shower long?

me : it’s normal la. not just her. you are practical I suppose. didn’t use conditioner?

xy : wow you are good! or my hair condition is that bad?

me : not at all. you have good hair.

xy : thanks. you are kind.

me : so are you.

there was a long ‘typing…’ on her side.

me : can I ask something? but I have a feeling you won’t allow.

xy : hmmm. what is it?

me : do you feel like having coffee tomorrow morning first? before going for porridge.

xy : why would I say no? I love coffee too.

me : because I’m recovering…. haha good, you are an easy going friend.

xy : who says I’m easy going? nope. cannot. you better not drink! recover fully first!

me : pleaseee? i’ve not drank coffee for 3 days already! can feel the withdrawal effects….

xy : but you should let your body rest more. you aren’t working tomorrow also ah. why need coffee….

me : I’m an addict ma…. ok I promise I won’t drink a full cup. just maybe half.

xy : we share?

me : can also. what kind of coffee do you like? i ONLY drink those with milk.

xy : SAME!

me : you prefer nutty or fruity?

xy : ethiopian!

(Thankfully, I’ve done my research! )

me : same! I love the blueberries kind!

xy : SAME!!! but hard to find!

me : I know of a place.. have you been to ?????

xy : nope. I think I saw on instagram but never had the chance to go down.

me : they are VERY popular, and if we are lucky the barista is there… can have a high chance of tasting the blueberries. I tell you, the feeling is HIGGHHHHHHH…

xy : ok now I’m excited. and ok. I allow you to share a cup with me.

me : ok you say one ah. what time can you wake tomorrow?

xy : I usually wake early, why?

me : that place is very popular… we better go earlier. you ok with that?

xy : sure. what time?

me : i pick you around 9am? is that too early.

xy : nope. sounds ok.

me : actually the food there…. you like stew? mushrooms? eggs?

xy : yes! a lot!!!

me : goodness. you are really the cafe buddy I’ve been dreaming of??? the food is so good there…. but seah porridge, your parents, how?

xy : they don’t need actually, I just suggested so you can eat clean food ma. I can dapao for them as dinner.

me : ok sure. 9 am then.

xy : ok! Good night!

me : good night!

———————

— 8am

xy : Good morning!

me : morning.

xy : by the way, what do you usually wear to a cafe?

me : funny la you. anything is fine.

xy : what will you be wearing?

me : Your virgin cafe experience meh?

me : erm, polo shirt, berms and slippers. you ok with this? not like we dating right.

xy : no la. just don’t want to look to shabby beside you.

me : if you want to be in t-shirt and shorts, i can too. like we go after jogging..

xy : can also. you sure you don’t mind?

me : aiyo. why not. more comfortable. just glad you are so easy going.

xy : ok. let me know when you are driving over. I will walk to the main road.

me : don’t worry, I will park a few units earlier, don’t want your parents to get the wrong idea also.

xy : ok thank you.

————————

I picked her, she brought a water bottle, was in that white t-shirt which she got wet with me in the rain, with black nike shorts. they were short, like real short. just needed her to stretch at a fortunate angle I can see her panties le. I joked that we are like an old married couple going for breakfast, living in that area and just woke up. She laughed, thankfully, instead of being awkward. We chat a lot. Apparently, she’s not been to that many cafes despite enjoying the ambience and hype. She was excited to take photos of the food and post on her social.

Despite not being single at that time, she wasn’t that worried about being seen outside with another guy. Perhaps, she really didn’t have any ill intentions then. The only thing I was worried about was her telling that ??? fucker about me. Whenever she took photos, I made sure to stay out of the angles. She even reminded me to make sure that I only ordered a cup of coffee only first.

The cup didn’t disappoint, it was REAL good and fragrant. Both of us were super high about it, we even ordered a second cup when we left. We shared the food I ordered, chicken stew, eggs and mushrooms. all her favourites. she was surprised at the small portion I ordered but didn’t comment about it. When we were done, I asked her if she had time to spare, she told me she was literally free the whole day. I brought her to the food center nearby, across the huge junction to have big prawn mee, fortunately, she was also a foodie despite being so skinny. While crossing the road with seconds to spare, I took the chance and hold her back and nudge her to cross safely. It was almost lunch time, the center was packed. I queued and ordered. She found a table, but we had to share with another old couple who were sitting side by side. I sat beside her, but barely sat on the bench on purpose until she told me it’s ok to sit closer and she was worried I might fall off. Thankfully, the soup and prawn didn’t disappoint, she even forced to try the prawn (I peeled all) with the soy sauce and chili, which I pretended to agree and like. at some point, our arms were just pressed against each other. it wasn’t awkward for her at all.

after that, as we walked back to where I packed the car…

me : can you still eat?

xy : hmmm. you ordered lesser noodles right?

me : yup! so we can cafe hop haha. you mind?

xy : yup smart. i’m not that full.

me : you like ikea meatballs?

xy : yes!

me : actually I just moved back to the hub house. need to get some stuff from ikea. do you mind helping me?

she agreed, told me she needed to buy some stuff from ikea herself (which I already knew from her reposts on facebook). She asked where my parents moved to, I told her. She was surprised I rather live in her area than in the east, which was so much nearer to my workplace. (I only told her the area)

xy : is it because of the break up?

I act emo a bit, didn’t answer her. I wasn’t that sad to break up with #6 the first time to begin with, which was some time ago actually and had already dated someone since. I pressed on her back whenever we crossed the road. She didn’t seem to mind at all, I could feel her light blue bra strap on my palm…..

xy : are you ok?

me : yup yup. just feeling warm. today’s weather is so hot!

xy : yup! luckily we are in jogging wear!

me : PRECISELY! you know last time, we can never go out wearing like this. she’d be upset saying no effort…. but paiseh, we not dating. so no link.

xy : no i get what you mean also. like why can’t just be casual, why so concerned about what we wear and what others’ think.

I could sense some resentment in her tone, probably an issue she has with ???……

me : i’m just glad you brought water. can share right?

xy : of course.

she let me drink first, and I drove us to ikea.

xy : so was it because of the break up?

me : uh?

xy : why you chose to move back to our area.

me : yup. sort of. wait. I guess…. yup.. you are good.

xy : must have been really painful, for you to inconvenience yourself like that.

me : well….. she’s always making a deal of my weight all these, but our area is good. good food, that scenic nice jogging path.

xy : yup agreed. just keep on jogging. you can win her back eventually.

me : no thanks. she’s always making me feel that I’m her last resort choice. like bo bian then be with me… always not free, or not really wanting to be seen with me. you know, she kept our relationship low profile, basically secret from our mutual friends. like what? secondary school ah…. she wants me to commit, but makes me feel like she’s just doing things for the sake of following social conventions.

xy fell silent, staring ahead at the road……….. then I realise, she could be going through the same thing now. free on a friday evening, I knew where ??? was…. free on saturday as well?? whole day???

me : sorry. i’m sharing too much negativity, ruin our perfect saturday morning.

xy : no no it’s fine. don’t worry ok. you are a very sweet guy. I will help to find someone to introduce to you.

me : it’s ok. I’m not ready to start another relationship yet. but thanks for the offer really.

xy : just try la. ok. don’t give up on love. (she pat me gently on my arm)

me : ok. but jogging helped. feels a lot better. more focused, more positive. (quotes from article she shared about the benefits of regular exercise)

we went to ikea, walked around first. felt like a couple. we took the info of what we needed down. She needed a new table and computer chair, she told me she’d like to leave work earlier from then on….. I wondered if it was because of me. but unlikely. after we were mostly done, we ate at the cafeteria happily, then went to the storage area to get the boxes we wanted.. I offered to help her set the stuff up which she was rather reluctant, until I let her know I’ll act as an ikea staff, won’t talk to her much. I saw her texting….. before eventually agreeing with gratitude. We also bought ziplock bags and a foldable umbrella.

Time flew by, it was already almost 4pm by the time we load up the car.

me : you like stingray?

xy : yes!

me : can I bring you somewhere for good stingray and some chicken wings and hokkien mee?

xy : no.

me : huh why?

xy : you need to eat plain. we are going seah’s right?

me : oh yeah. how about tomorrow? around 5pm? then rest then jog.

xy : yup I’m free in the evening!

We went for porridge, ended up eating there like a couple, she handled the fish and kept giving me the good parts. I had to stuff some back to her. She called home and dapaoed for her parents. On the drive back, we made plans on how to settle the furniture… and then go for a jog and hide the umbrella for rainy days. I parked the car outside the unit and horned after giving her about 10 minutes to go home. She came out to receive me, I set up the chair in the porch then helped to bring it up. Her parents didn’t really acknowledge me and just ate. They were old. came down and I brought the table parts up to her room. Her room was so neat, making worry about her ever seeing my hdb house. like seriously worried….. I sat on her bedroom floor and slowly took my time to assemble.. for some reason, she didn’t sit, just kept bending to help me…….. I was sure she wasn’t doing it on purpose, but i was damn worried to stand up…. finally her back ached and she sat down….. i could see into her shorts as well and saw her black normal panties. it was a fucking turn on, especially when she crawled around to help me find the screws and etc.

The table was finally done, I even used my shirt to help wipe the corners which she stopped me immediately and ran downstairs to get a cloth… I stood, alone in her room…… fuck that feeling was fucking surreal! Watched her boobs bounced in the light blue bra as she ran up……. I helped her wipe the table as considerate as possible. She wanted to do it herself which turned into sort of a ‘fight’ and she poked my waist… I gave her a look, like ‘you die…’ but didn’t do anything. I told her I’ll go back first to set up my stuff…..

As I drove off, xy called.

xy : hey, let me help you . i’m free anyway.

me : ok sure. I drive back now.

xy : no need la. I can just walk over. you forgot i’m really fit ah.

me : no la. don’t want you to sweat then stink ma. ahah just kidding just kidding.

xy : you ah… so mean.

me : actually, i’m thankful you never complain, I sweat a lot today……

xy : so ? me too…

me : you never smell me meh?

xy : nope. not really…. you smell ok.

me : ok I see you. take your time la.

xy : so fast! you sped! naughty!

I hung up on her, let her walk over. she made the really cute angry and ‘orh hor’ signs at me. I was very embarrassed as that house was still rather old. even the metal gate was old, hence was hard to rent out then…. I kept looking at her face, she was non judgmental despite coming from riches.

me : sorry ah.. really old house.

xy : no la. it’s still a house. 3 bedrooms some more.

She helped me set up the dinner chairs which I bought… once again giving me plenty of cleavage and panties zaogeng. She seemed really innocent and had no idea she was doing it. After we were done, she just sat on my sofa, without any reservations, despite it being really old, to rest. I offered her water.

me : you still want to jog? we had a long day.

we really did. we just fucking spent the WHOLE day together like a couple… and she barely touched her phone! perhaps only once to check if ??? was dropping by in the evening when I offered to help her set up the stuff.

xy : yup can. I’m already in my shoes leh. go now?

me : erm ok. but you try not to lap me too many times ok.

xy : let me use your toilet first?

me : erm, use the one in the master. that one has bowl. kitchen one no.

quite fuck. i realise she’d see how messy the bedroom was……….. i waited outside… thought of seeing her phone, see what the wallpaper was etc…. but realise, she didn’t even bring it over. just her house keys and that was it…. goodness…. she was behaving as though she was single!

I sat on the sofa and waited, noticed her face when she came out. She was non judgmental at all.. unlike #6 who’d probably frowned a lot at my bedroom.. Xy put the umbrella in a ziplock bag, and then into another just to be sure.

We went for a jog, she started slow to adjusted to me, and continued to go at my pace. I realised how frustrating it was for her and told her to go ahead first. She refused, told me it was more fun this way…. it was more fun for me too, I get to watch her boobs bounce so much…. She picked out a spot by the road, that tree looked more different than the rest. I leaped over the canal gap first, then helped her over, which she didn’t actually, but she conveniently held my hand, it wasn’t that dark, but she had the creeped out from the dark and bugs look……

we were fucking holding hands….

I dropped the zip lock bag behind the tree from the road. she quickly ran back to the road, in fear of snakes and I laughed.. We continued to jog, and she didn’t just run off. I was just glad I wasn’t such an embarrassment, better fitness now, but still slower than her. when we finished the round and came back, we tried to test ourselves and see if we can remember which tree, thus reliving the hand holding once more……… we avoided the main road and stayed on the small road and the deep ends. for some reason, I think we both were hoping that it’d rain suddenly…. before we knew it, it was already almost 10 pm and I walked her back to her side of the junction, she continued to ask stuff about my previous relationship, like she was curious about the details and how it turned out that way…. before she turn and leave, she pat me on my arm…

xy : don’t give up on love ok?

me : yup. (i stared at her eyes…) I think i’m starting to believe in it again.

her eyes widened, brows raised a little. she was speechless….. I think she blushed. she said goodbye, turned and walked away quickly…..

fuck. I think I over estimated my own charm.

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Originally Posted by

sexcision

Well done bro, you really a lady killer. Who can resit you man?!

dude. i’m still a fat ass…

and

#6

, b and xy were all mostly single most of their lives…….. their looks around average, think most guys will give 4-5….. (if don’t consider their b/c cups)

I rushed home, desperate to explain myself earlier… find some excuse to stop it from being weird. However, there was already a message from her..

xy : don’t forget to stretch when you reach home.

me : oh yeah. you are really sweet. thanks.

xy : Home?

me : Not yet.. in lift. You go bath bah. I’m ok leh don’t need to pity worry me

xy : Never pity leh. What’s there to pity??

me : Actually, any chance you are free tomorrow?

xy : I thought you are bringing me for stingray?

me : Oh that’s evening Ma. Morning or brunch. I want to buy a coffee machine and grinder.

xy : oh ok. how come?

me : always wanted to start making my own, but in the past she didn’t allow me to buy say waste money. You made me realise no need to care what she thinks anymore ma. Got one potential customer in the neighbourhood also.

xy : who?

me : you la.

xy : cheh… thought mine will be free.

me : haha. you accompany me to buy and set up lo. free membership for life…

xy : I get back to you later? latest by 11pm ok. no promises.

me : hey I was joking. but if you are free. I really don’t mind having your company.

xy : ok. i get back to you again.

me : you go bath first. no rush……

When I went to bath, I realised there was something different with my bed. SHE HELPED ME MAKE THE BED! It was simple but neater…… without a single comment…..

— 10.45pm…

me : hey, it’s ok if you can’t. Sorry I asked actually.

xy : no it’s ok.

xy : you know what. let’s go! I’ve never gone cafe on a Sunday morning before anyway.

(i could sense her frustration, she probably texted xxx who was out partying… and didn’t reply her…..)

me : ok. same time?

xy : ok. I forgot to return you your bottle!

me : oh yeah. forgot about it.

xy : good that your hand healed properly.

me : wah. how you know ah?

xy : haha I got eyes leh..

me : you are really super considerate. I better call up some company and make a plague for you. “World’s #1 considerate Cafe and Furniture Buddy”

xy : you are super funny can?

me : cannot.

xy : stop it… I’m laughing so hard my mother came in to ask if I’m ok..

me : haha. tell her you are very happy la?

xy : true. nothing wrong with that.

me : time to sleep soon? I’m worried I oversleep.

xy : I give you a morning call? maybe at 8.30am?

me : ok! can’t wait.

xy : Goodnight! sweet dreams!

me : wake up right! Night night!

————————

I was already up when she called me…

xy : good morning! wakey !

me : i’m showering already ahaha. too excited.

xy : oh ok. i better go get ready.

———

drove over picked her. she was in a grey t-shirt… shorts again. thankfully I was in a similar dress code. We had brunch at a cafe, she helped me pick out a coffee machine at their side shop…. we drove to the previous cafe and she got off to help me buy a kilo of beans which we both love. As I parked, I realised I made the mistake of handing her the credit card with my English name on it……. when she came back, she wasn’t probing or anything. Perhaps she didn’t even see it.

She offered to get the milk from 7-11 nearby as I told her I’d be coming down to bring the second box up. We were both exited to play with the latte art….. I didn’t get to see any cleavage or her panties zaogeng. My erection remained at least half throughout the day. She was getting used to it….

We struggled to set up the machine together…

We struggled to figure out how to set up the grinder, wasting a lot of beans in the process…….

We struggled to foam the milk…..

and lastly…..

We struggled to do a proper latte art together……….

Then the sweet moment came……. She saw the milk foam which I had purposely let my nose hit…… She used her finger to wipe it away as I leaned in when she laughed…. It got slightly awkward and we both pretended it didn’t happen. Continued to play with latte art, wasting a lot of milk which we eventually felt the ache for. It was only about 2pm. She told me that she felt tired and suggested going home to nap… I suggested to let her rest in one of the bedrooms and told her to lock the door. She was alright with it. However, the bedsheets weren’t done, I nudged her into my bedroom and locked the door and shut it behind me. Told her I’d be doing stuff in the living room. For some reason, I heard the door unlock from the inside… but she never came out. When I went to pack the boxes and stuff, I realised her phone was still on the kitchen counter…… There were no notifications on her phone. not even group chats etc… certainly no texts from her ???…..

— 4.30 pm

I knocked gently on the door…… “xy……. (knock knock) xy …… wake wakey……”

no sound……..

I knocked louder…….

still no sound…

I opened the door gently but stayed at the door…. There she lay, on my bed, hugging my bolster, like she had been smelling on it. her hair was untied….

me : xy!! wakey!!!

i banged on the door.. she woke in surprise… in embarrassment as well! she quickly wipe her drool off my pillow…. I urged her to hurry, saying we might be late. Went to her, nudged her to the toilet to wash her face and handed her a brand new towel… I made the bed, hid the bolster under my sheets, but not before taking a sniff at her saliva…

[somehow as I lay in bed beside #6 recalling all these, I could still remember the smell of xy’s saliva.. as I continued to smell my bolster over the next week]

I drove her back to the cafe where to buy some more gear for the coffee, unfortunately, they were out of the cups which I wanted to get for my next plan. I brought her to the food center for nice stingray and hokkien mee. she loved the food! She was happy as fuck! I realised that she didn’t even bring her phone out of the car. We both were there, just there in each others’ presence…. enjoying it fully despite the age of social media and communications.

I drove her place for her to rest before we went for our jog.

I drove to the nearest store but couldn’t find any of the cups that could keep the coffees cold…. tried my luck with another store, failed….

xy : hey time to jog. we ate too much today!

me : erm. can we give today a miss?

xy : nope. you expect me to run alone? at this time? reallyyyy?

it was already 8pm.

me : erm, actually I went home to take something. driving back now. you wait for me ok?

xy : ok ok. you take your time. drive safely.

She was waiting at my void deck when I parked…… Luckily I was already in my shoes…. She was very excited to see me, as I was to see her. Despite her looks being so plain…… but somehow…… fuck man. I think I was erecting again…. We started to jog…. chat… jog…. she even apologised but didn’t say why, asked me to change my bolster cover……. I pretended to be tired and we ended the jog earlier. She looked a bit restless as I walked her back to her side of the road. She even waited for the traffic light with me before leaving. I rushed back to my car, then realise, there was a 24hour starbucks nearby. tried my luck there and was able to get some thermal bottles… texted her while waiting to pay for them.

me : eh I forgot to stretch, your fault.

xy : huhhhh.. I didn’t text cos you seemed stressed ma. Thought you were busy.

me : oh. that obvious ah? by the way, what time do you usually leave house for work?

xy : 6.40am. Why?

me : Just wondering. That’s early. better quickly shower and sleep soon.

xy : Yup I will! You too ok?

me : yup yup. I need to wake earlier tmr too.. Going to bath now. and hug my bolster to sleep!

xy : remember to change the cover!

me : lazy la. haha

xy : no no … cannot.. please change ok….

—— after I showered..

me : ok done. Time to sleep! night night and sweet sweet dreams!

xy : change ok! Goodnight! see you tmr for our jog!

——————

next morning, 6.42 am.

I was almost late, over estimated my ability to pull a decent shot of espresso….. the kitchen counter was A MESS! but i left it… I wanted to wake early, but the bed was so nice to sleep on. My bolster smelled so nice, but it smelled of coffee too, so it was hard to sleep…..

Thankfully, I caught her just in time… saw her already walking towards the main road. she was rushing a little, perhaps oversleeping.

me : hey!

she was really shocked to see me and wave.

me : quick get in, I give you a lift.

she didn’t hesitate… got on….

her : how come you are here?

me : thought of going to buy the beehoon there… and also… to give you this. you owe me by the way..

her : huh??….. oh wow. goodness! smells good!! (she took a sip immediately! then licking her lips, very happy and enjoying it)

me : wah slow down leh. supposed to last you til lunch. that’s why I “disappeared” last night, to get the bottle haha. by the way, turn right later correct?

she directed me to her place of work…..sat and held the bottle close to her…… like she was holding on to it dearly……. I watched the bottle split her busts….. lifting the armhole but it was still dark to see clearly inside.

before she got off, “Same time later?”

me : we text to confirm?

xy : yup yup. see you.

she didn’t care that I was looking into her cleavage when she bent so low to talk to me. We continued to text a bit here and there, she took a photo of the bottle on her desk to show me as well… She talked to me on the phone on my drive back home, telling me about her day readily…. When I parked, she was already in jogging wear waiting for me at the void deck….. I don’t know what got over me…… she followed me up to wait for me to change, citing she wanted to see the coffee machine etc…

me : by the way you owe me for today’s coffee ok.

xy : oh yeah how much?

me : no la. can you help me keep this? (i handled her the second set of keys to my place) you know. just in case I ever lose my keys, can get it easily from a neighbour ma.

xy : yup sure sure. you live alone. this is smart.

me : also. if I’m like ever late or what. don’t wait down here la. go up.. play with the machine or what. or relax. My new sofa is coming soon haha.

xy : why waste money? the current one is fine ma..

me : too old already. I want you to be able to relax also. My work getting busier ma. Paiseh. or you just go ahead and joke in future?

xy : it’s ok. I can wait. you are worried i go relax and nap on your bed right… make it smelly.

me : no ! by all means! go ahead! go see! I didn’t change the sheets haha. you made it smell better.

xy : oei! you funny la you. where are you spare sheets, quick i help you change.

me : don’t you dare hor. I’ve not sleep so well ever since…….. (I looked down, faked a bit sad) you know….

xy : ok ok. i know…. let’s go?

in the lift.

xy : by the way, you don’t check your credit card bills one right?

me : nope. why ah?

xy : go check later. if you can figure out, I’ll give you a reward. haha

me : erm ok. shit. now I don’t want to jog le haha..i go back and check…..

at the same time, I noticed that her white singlet was rather tight. could see her black bra…. it looked new as well….. we jogged…… sometimes she didn’t move away when I went nearer to her. There was never a moment when I wanted to just grab her hug her and sniff her hair……. was hoping for rain.. but that didn’t happen as well… after jogging, she followed me back up to get her phone and keys and my keys….. she didn’t even bother to check her phone to see if anyone else messaged… I walked her back to her side of the junction.

xy : by the way, don’t wake so early tmr. today was enough already.

me : erm. how you know ah?

xy : I saw the new bottles you bought ma.

me : haha thick skin leh you. maybe I also make for my close friends at work also leh…

xy became speechless, realised she had over think things.

me : just kidding la. later they say sexual harassment. it’s ok. i enjoy waking earlier and having a proper breakfast. Can concentrate better at work. same time tomorrow ! bye!

I ran back home before she said anything….. went back home checked my credit card… what did she mean…….

xy : figured it out yet?

me : nooooo…. tell me leh…

xy : nope. i’m going to bath and sleep. byeeeeeee.

me : you ah… naughty girl. Night night and sweet dreams. don’t drool too much hor.

xy : tsk! hey! so mean. night! bleah.

me : i mean save your drool for my bolster hehe. byeeee.

xy : bleah!

— Tuesday

Picked her, made coffee for her and drove her to work. She taunted me cutely that I still couldn’t figure out what’s wrong with my credit card bill….. We made annoying sounds at each other, but she hugged my bottle once again…. I so bad wanted to suck and play with her busts…….

— 5.50pm, I called her at that time on purpose, so she’d likely be waiting for me already

me : I have to work late a little. where are you ah? I’m still at work. sorry sorry.

xy : it’s ok. I’m at your void deck.

me : huh why? did you bring my keys?

xy : yup.

me : oei. go up la…… and can ask you for a favour?

xy : yes sure! what?

me : can you help em like sort of wipe the kitchen counter? I rushed this morning, made a mess no time to clean also. sorry…

xy : no la. i can help. i need to contribute also.

me : yeah. you are my guinea pig to practice making espresso, how’s today’s coffee?

xy : can taste blueberries! I told you in the car leh. didn’t listen to me. lousy. just like cannot figure out your credit card….

me : i figured out already. and for my reward, can you go nap on my bed again. and drool more this time?

xy : ewww! what??? wait. so what did you figure out?

me : you paid for the beans!! right?

xy : hehe smart. I have to contribute ma. you will be providing coffee, I cannot just take for free.

me : you paid for the milk also leh… haha someone thick skin hor, assume I bought coffee machine to make coffee for her only…

xy : I didn’t say that!

me : go settle my reward ok. the smell fading le, I couldn’t sleep well last night. that’s why have to OT a bit.

xy : tsk. no way. that’s not your reward! go clear your work. hurry. bye.

me : ok ok. bye.

I reached my carpark around 7 pm… more than enough time for her to hang out there alone. When I went up, I reminded myself not to have too much hopes, likely, she’s gone back home……. HENG! her shoes were still outside… I unlocked gently…. Kitchen was empty, everything neatly cleaned….. Went straight to my bedroom….. she was sleeping, hugging my bolster, in her singlet….. wait. she changed the bedsheets for me! goodness! pillows and bolster too…. I went back to the kitchen and realise that the washing machine was on and washing…… went back to the bedroom, knocked on the door……..

xy : huh…. erm… hey… sorry…… i dozed off…… erm….

she hurriedly and got up…. then screamed…… ahhH! and covered the sheets on herself again

xy : wait wait. can you wait outside? i’m not in my shorts….

I reached for the door knob and stepped out immediately to close the door behind me.

me : you ok?

xy : no no. i mean. yes. i’m ok… i sat on the chair downstairs, my shorts are dirty, didn’t want to dirty your new sheets. ok i’m done…

me : you sibei thoughtful leh. shit la. now I owe you reward also.

she opened the door, I excitedly jogged to my bed and checked my pillow……

me : wah thanks! this should last me a few good days…

xy : urghhhhh.. stop it! sorry! my bad habit. let me change again. (she tried to snatch my bolster away)

me : don’t you dare woman!

I pulled it with force, she grabbed on to it, sort of pulling her body closer to me. we bumped a little. it was awkward for her. but she let go and moved away.

xy : quick la. go change into your running wear….

me : haha ok ok. sorry.

We jogged until 8 pm. a shorter one. I asked to help me sign for the sofa and offered to treat her dinner the next day. she agreed readily and wanted to help.

—— Wednesday

Same morning routine, we texted throughout the day, she suggested a restaurant in the large park. I went home around 6 pm and she was wiping down my new sofa set. She even did my laundry as well….. goodness… She wasn’t in her jogging wear…. She was very happy with the dinner. When we went back to the car…

xy : I brought your jogging gear along. do you want to change? or we just brisk walk ?

me : I was wondering what was in that big bag of yours…. wah you sibei thoughtful leh.

xy : must help you maintain your routine! and build fitness!

me : yeah la yeah la. i know you are sian running slowly beside me right haha.

xy : never say that… only think hehe. so how? change ?

me : but where? the toilet is so far away.

xy : true. just brisk walk?

me : we change in car? take turns to stand guard outside?

xy : erm… scary…. but ok. brisk walk is so lame… hehe

me : you competitive sia…. ok… i change first.