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Originally Posted by
twinresist2
TS, you are a good GF. Problem with guys (not all) is their ego and even though you use your body to help him.. he might not appreciate it & i suspect things will never be the same again.. I have seen cases where the guy actually took his gf for granted despite all the things she did for him. Some deserved to have their balls kicked instead.
Actually I was quite silly to think that he’s worth everything I did. My parents had been asking me to leave him back then but I defended him and that’s how I fall out my relationship with my parents back then. That is why I’m becoming a homely girl lately these few years and spend most my time with them.
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Originally Posted by
Carla97
I follow him to the bedroom and the rest of his men followed. He left the door open on purpose. I was standing there letting him touch me and force his kiss on me.
Guy1: Aren’t U letting me have fun? U don’t seems to serve me well. If I don’t feel good, we are not going to workout the debt and interest.
I looking back at him and I begin to pick up my courage and reciprocate to the intimacy with him. We kissed passionately, hands roaming at each other’s body. Deep in my heart I was telling myself to treat him as W. We begin to move on further and I begin to fondle his penis while he grope my breast. After minutes of intimacy, I was ready and I unzipped his pants and took out his penis and stroke it.
Guy1: U are so good.
Me: Let’s get going.
We begin to strip each other. When I glanced my eyes to W’s direction, I can see him watching me with his tears. I was on my knees stroking his penis maintaining eyes contact then I begin to lick his tip and his balls sucking and playing it like how I usually do with W before he thrust his penis into my mouth. I begin to blow him while the rest of his men watching along with W. Then he pump his penis hard choking me in the process and I begin to struggle and I pull my mouth away from him and recover myself. He guide me to the bed of me and W’s and ask me to go into 69 position with him on the bottom and I go on top. He was eating and licking my pussy while fingering me, while I was blowing him on top. Tears was rolling down from my eyes and I couldn’t stop this. Then he ask me to get up and sit on him in reverse cowgirl position. He insert his penis into me and slowly guild me down to let his penis entered entirely into me. I cannot deny it got me arouse in the process but I was not moaning and I was telling myself not to moan.
Guy1: U don’t feel good? How come I don’t hear U moan? If U don’t feel good how can I feel good?
Then I begin to moan softly. We change to doggy position and he was thrusting me so hard until I moan louder. I was facing the door when he thrust me from behind and I was moaning and maintaining eyes contact to W who is watching me now. I begin to cry and tears just keep rolling down my cheeks.
Me: Ahhh… Ah… Sorry…Dear. I…have…to…do this to help U. Arg… Ahhh… Ohhh…
He was thrusting harder and I begin to rub my pussy with my right hand and left hand grabbing my breast while he thrusting me.
To be continued…
The mixed feeling cross my mind. I was crying but aroused by the sex in the same time. Though sex with W was far better, but I wanted more. It was my first time doing with stranger other than W and D(I was blackmailed by D). The guy let’s just call him boss instead of guy1. The boss was abusing me so hard that he even finger my anus. We didn’t take long until he cum on my face and breast. I was recovering slowly and grab some tissue paper to clean myself thinking that I have 4 more guys to go. To my horror, I noticed that they begin to strip themselves and getting ready. I was thinking isn’t I going to serve them 1 at a time?
Boss: What are U guys waiting for? Let’s do her together.
Me: No! I’m going to do only one person at a time.
Boss: Do U think U have the say? Is either U listen and do according to my demand or U can forget about the bargain.
They begin to touch me with 5 pairs of hands roaming at my body. Some groping my breast, some playing on my pussy, some were grabbing my butt. I was crying and struggling badly looking at W’s direction.
Me: Save me Dear! Help!
To be continued.
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Originally Posted by
ahseng00
We all have our stories / regrets . Let’s treat each experience and learn from there ..
Is sis single now ?
Yes and No. I’m still sorting out my relationship with my sex partner who is also my best friend since our teens
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Originally Posted by
hi2u
Sis pls continue with your story.
We are who we are today because of what we’ve been through. Good that you have a sex partner but seems like there is a little bit of emotional enmeshed in there. Hope you sort it out soon
Thanks for Ur encouragement
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Originally Posted by
twinresist2
Well we all learn by being silly a couple of times in life.. Often our parents see things with their lens of experience which we do not possess at that point in our life. There isnt right or wrong, every mistake we make we grow wiser (or at least thats what i hope LOL). Im sure you came out of that relationship wiser and stronger. Most importantly you know what you want.
Thanks for Ur encouragement. U are right about it. At least my relationship with my parents are better than before. They were harsh at that time, but I believe that’s the only way to make me learn.
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Originally Posted by
Carla97
The mixed feeling cross my mind. I was crying but aroused by the sex in the same time. Though sex with W was far better, but I wanted more. It was my first time doing with stranger other than W and D(I was blackmailed by D). The guy let’s just call him boss instead of guy1. The boss was abusing me so hard that he even finger my anus. We didn’t take long until he cum on my face and breast. I was recovering slowly and grab some tissue paper to clean myself thinking that I have 4 more guys to go. To my horror, I noticed that they begin to strip themselves and getting ready. I was thinking isn’t I going to serve them 1 at a time?
Boss: What are U guys waiting for? Let’s do her together.
Me: No! I’m going to do only one person at a time.
Boss: Do U think U have the say? Is either U listen and do according to my demand or U can forget about the bargain.
They begin to touch me with 5 pairs of hands roaming at my body. Some groping my breast, some playing on my pussy, some were grabbing my butt. I was crying and struggling badly looking at W’s direction.
Me: Save me Dear! Help!
To be continued.
W was looking at me when I was begging for help. I was crying so badly until the boss come to me and gave me a slap on my face.
Boss: U better stop crying and serve me and my men properly before I change my mind and increase the interest. U better stop crying and serve us well. Either U learn to enjoy it or the whole night will be worst if U don’t.
I begin to calm down and try to stop myself from crying. I was in fear yet there’s nothing I can do. I never let so many guys do me before. All the while W and D were the only guy see me naked and had sex with me. Looking at W’s direction seeing his helpless and demoralized face and turn back looking at the Boss. I know I have to be as slutty as possible to get them in the mood. But I have no experience on that. Then I recall W and me watch a video before where there’s a woman getting gang bang and she was enjoying and stroking all 2 guys at a go while blowing another 2 guys and getting penetrate by 1 on the butt and one on the pussy. That’s when try my best to calm down take a deep breath and told the boss I’ll continue.
Me: I’m sorry. I never do so many guys at a go before. I’ll try my best.
Boss: U better be. Who knows U will enjoy it?
I wipe my tears from my face and reach for the boss penis and blow him while the rest gather around touching me. I took turn blowing and stroking them one at a time and eventually I was being lick on my pussy and anus. Some were sucking and licking my breast. One of them begin to finger my pussy and anus trying to lubricate it. My fear gone slowly and I begin to feel arouse and body started to enjoy their abuse. W was watching me yet I look at his bottom I notice he’s getting hard and erect by looking at this live gang bang of me. I begin to moan softly and react to the touch, licking and fingering. Then they start to put me in doggy position and taking turns to do me doggy while taking turns to let me blow them. Was moaning and I begin to keep my hands busy too by stoking guys who waiting for their turn to be blow or penetrate me. We change in many different position and all the time I was occupied in every way. Then they make me ride on one of them while the other guy spit his saliva on my anus lubricate my anus and enter me. I feel a little pain and weird in the beginning when one penetrate my pussy and one on my anus. After a few mins I feel so arouse as they increase the speed on the thrust. I was being double penetrate while stroking cock of each guy on my side of my body while blowing another guy. I cannot imagine how slutty I look like and I was moaning at the same time. The worst was that the boss was sickening and ask W to take my phone to record and taking photos of me to show me how I look like while they abuse me. He have to obey reluctantly and do it. This went on the whole night with me moaning and them filling their cum on my mouth, pussy and anus. I was so used up by them before they done for the night, they bring me to the bathroom ask me to kneel down while the pee on my face. They calling me names like bitch and slut while shower me with their urine while I begin to feel how dirty of myself while looking at them back crying. They left after that and I was kneeling there not moving at all until I heard from the Boss.
Boss: U make us satisfied with Ur service. I will give Ur boyfriend more time. Meanwhile I will if U think U have issue paying us, let me know. We can work it out again.
I did not reply but I was kneeling there the whole time without moving. I didn’t know how long I was kneeling there but I can feel myself was stink. I begin to get up slowly and turn on the shower to clean up myself. I was crying while I shower and trying to clean myself to the best I can to wash the sperm out from my vagina. After finish showering I dry myself and take the pills in case I got pregnant. Then I walk to W who is sitting at the sofa and hug him.
Me: It’s ok for me to do this. I don’t know what I should say now. But I just want U to know I love U and it hurts me so hard to see U beaten up by them.
W: I’m sorry. I know I messed up this time.
Me: It’s ok. Just treat me well in the future. I will check how much my saving left in the bank and I’ll try to ask my parents if they can help. But U have to promise me to quit gambling.
W: I will.
Me: We can work this out.
To be continued…
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Originally Posted by
maxipalm
Gamblers will never quit until they lay in the coffin.
U’re right. Very rare chances to see one quit for good. He end up again in a bigger mess after I left him.
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Originally Posted by
JChoo
You are a fantastic woman. Any good man will want you
Thanks for the compliment. Hopefully my guy and me can sort out our relationship. Hopefully we can be together officially than FB.
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Originally Posted by
Carla97
W was looking at me when I was begging for help. I was crying so badly until the boss come to me and gave me a slap on my face.
Boss: U better stop crying and serve me and my men properly before I change my mind and increase the interest. U better stop crying and serve us well. Either U learn to enjoy it or the whole night will be worst if U don’t.
I begin to calm down and try to stop myself from crying. I was in fear yet there’s nothing I can do. I never let so many guys do me before. All the while W and D were the only guy see me naked and had sex with me. Looking at W’s direction seeing his helpless and demoralized face and turn back looking at the Boss. I know I have to be as slutty as possible to get them in the mood. But I have no experience on that. Then I recall W and me watch a video before where there’s a woman getting gang bang and she was enjoying and stroking all 2 guys at a go while blowing another 2 guys and getting penetrate by 1 on the butt and one on the pussy. That’s when try my best to calm down take a deep breath and told the boss I’ll continue.
Me: I’m sorry. I never do so many guys at a go before. I’ll try my best.
Boss: U better be. Who knows U will enjoy it?
I wipe my tears from my face and reach for the boss penis and blow him while the rest gather around touching me. I took turn blowing and stroking them one at a time and eventually I was being lick on my pussy and anus. Some were sucking and licking my breast. One of them begin to finger my pussy and anus trying to lubricate it. My fear gone slowly and I begin to feel arouse and body started to enjoy their abuse. W was watching me yet I look at his bottom I notice he’s getting hard and erect by looking at this live gang bang of me. I begin to moan softly and react to the touch, licking and fingering. Then they start to put me in doggy position and taking turns to do me doggy while taking turns to let me blow them. Was moaning and I begin to keep my hands busy too by stoking guys who waiting for their turn to be blow or penetrate me. We change in many different position and all the time I was occupied in every way. Then they make me ride on one of them while the other guy spit his saliva on my anus lubricate my anus and enter me. I feel a little pain and weird in the beginning when one penetrate my pussy and one on my anus. After a few mins I feel so arouse as they increase the speed on the thrust. I was being double penetrate while stroking cock of each guy on my side of my body while blowing another guy. I cannot imagine how slutty I look like and I was moaning at the same time. The worst was that the boss was sickening and ask W to take my phone to record and taking photos of me to show me how I look like while they abuse me. He have to obey reluctantly and do it. This went on the whole night with me moaning and them filling their cum on my mouth, pussy and anus. I was so used up by them before they done for the night, they bring me to the bathroom ask me to kneel down while the pee on my face. They calling me names like bitch and slut while shower me with their urine while I begin to feel how dirty of myself while looking at them back crying. They left after that and I was kneeling there not moving at all until I heard from the Boss.
Boss: U make us satisfied with Ur service. I will give Ur boyfriend more time. Meanwhile I will if U think U have issue paying us, let me know. We can work it out again.
I did not reply but I was kneeling there the whole time without moving. I didn’t know how long I was kneeling there but I can feel myself was stink. I begin to get up slowly and turn on the shower to clean up myself. I was crying while I shower and trying to clean myself to the best I can to wash the sperm out from my vagina. After finish showering I dry myself and take the pills in case I got pregnant. Then I walk to W who is sitting at the sofa and hug him.
Me: It’s ok for me to do this. I don’t know what I should say now. But I just want U to know I love U and it hurts me so hard to see U beaten up by them.
W: I’m sorry. I know I messed up this time.
Me: It’s ok. Just treat me well in the future. I will check how much my saving left in the bank and I’ll try to ask my parents if they can help. But U have to promise me to quit gambling.
W: I will.
Me: We can work this out.
To be continued…
The following day I check my savings and the most i only have $5000. I spoke to my parents that I need the $35000 and my parents were shock that why do I need that much. I have no choice but to tell them the truth, and my dad was very angry. My parents want me to leave W and move back home and I refused. End up I quarrel with my parents and I left without borrowing the balance from them. I was so lost and desperate. It’s very difficult for me to come out with that amount to pay up the balance for W. Few days later I call up the boss without W knowing to tell him that I’ll pay up another $5000 and the rest I need more time. The boss agree to give me more time but the condition is to spend a night with him again. I agree as I have no other choice. I actually discussed with W that leave the amount to me and I lie to him that I’m able to pay up for him by getting from my parents. The truth is that I actually planning to sleep with the boss and finding other ways to clear the debts for him. I came out with an excuse to tell W that I have to go JB with my parents to attend wedding dinner but actually I was going to spend a night with the boss.
That very night I dress up and went to meet up the boss. I was wearing a tight blue dress Showing my figure and the skirt was short and the length was just nice to show my long legs. We meet up for dinner and he was holding my hands, hugging my waist all the time before we checked in to a love hotel with I cannot remember the name.
When we entered the room, the boss waste no time and we frenching like long lost lover. I told myself imagine he was W. Then I kneel down and begin to unbuckle his belt and unzipped his pants. I reach for his penis and stroke it looking at him seductively and licking it slowly before putting it in my mouth. I begin to blow him while my left hand going down to my thong and rub my clit. I was moaning while blowing him getting myself into the mood. The boss was very hard and I can feel that he’s big. Maybe slightly bigger than W. But I didn’t care. I just want to get over with it and please him so that he can give me more time to clear the remaining debt for W. Meanwhile I tell myself to get into the mood and enjoy it instead of feeling torture by him just to feel less remorse by sparing myself emotionally and guilt. The boss was getting so aroused by me and he pull me up kissing me while begin to pull both my shoulder straps down slowly stripping me. He pull down my dress and it dropped down on my feet. I was left with my strapless bra and thong and we continue kissing while I remove my bra and thong. It didn’t take me long to go entirely naked before we proceed to the bathroom and have a shower. We were kissing under the shower with me stroking him while he fingering me. He didn’t took too long before he turning me around facing the wall and enter me from behind in standing doggy position. The entire bathroom was filled with my moan. And I was talking dirty the whole time.
To be continued…
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Originally Posted by
Carla97
The following day I check my savings and the most i only have $5000. I spoke to my parents that I need the $35000 and my parents were shock that why do I need that much. I have no choice but to tell them the truth, and my dad was very angry. My parents want me to leave W and move back home and I refused. End up I quarrel with my parents and I left without borrowing the balance from them. I was so lost and desperate. It’s very difficult for me to come out with that amount to pay up the balance for W. Few days later I call up the boss without W knowing to tell him that I’ll pay up another $5000 and the rest I need more time. The boss agree to give me more time but the condition is to spend a night with him again. I agree as I have no other choice. I actually discussed with W that leave the amount to me and I lie to him that I’m able to pay up for him by getting from my parents. The truth is that I actually planning to sleep with the boss and finding other ways to clear the debts for him. I came out with an excuse to tell W that I have to go JB with my parents to attend wedding dinner but actually I was going to spend a night with the boss.
That very night I dress up and went to meet up the boss. I was wearing a tight blue dress Showing my figure and the skirt was short and the length was just nice to show my long legs. We meet up for dinner and he was holding my hands, hugging my waist all the time before we checked in to a love hotel with I cannot remember the name.
When we entered the room, the boss waste no time and we frenching like long lost lover. I told myself imagine he was W. Then I kneel down and begin to unbuckle his belt and unzipped his pants. I reach for his penis and stroke it looking at him seductively and licking it slowly before putting it in my mouth. I begin to blow him while my left hand going down to my thong and rub my clit. I was moaning while blowing him getting myself into the mood. The boss was very hard and I can feel that he’s big. Maybe slightly bigger than W. But I didn’t care. I just want to get over with it and please him so that he can give me more time to clear the remaining debt for W. Meanwhile I tell myself to get into the mood and enjoy it instead of feeling torture by him just to feel less remorse by sparing myself emotionally and guilt. The boss was getting so aroused by me and he pull me up kissing me while begin to pull both my shoulder straps down slowly stripping me. He pull down my dress and it dropped down on my feet. I was left with my strapless bra and thong and we continue kissing while I remove my bra and thong. It didn’t take me long to go entirely naked before we proceed to the bathroom and have a shower. We were kissing under the shower with me stroking him while he fingering me. He didn’t took too long before he turning me around facing the wall and enter me from behind in standing doggy position. The entire bathroom was filled with my moan. And I was talking dirty the whole time.
To be continued…
He was so good and every single thrust from him was so hard. I was moaning louder and louder. Then he turn me around facing him with both my hands around his neck, slowly lifting one of my leg up entering me from the front. Once his penis was inside me, he lift my other leg up and he was like carrying my entire body up legs hook on to his arm. He continue his thrust. I was feeling so good and I was in my orgasm shortly. He asked if is fine for him to cum inside me I told him to go ahead it’s safe.
Boss: I’m about to cum. Can I cum inside U?
Me: Yes! Ahhh… Ahhh… Cum… inside me. Ahhh… It’s safe… Ahhh… Ahhh. Please go harder Ahhh… Cum inside me. I want to feel Ur hot cum…
He came inside me shortly and I was screaming in my orgasm while hugging him tightly. I was wrong but I felt so good. We continue our shower and proceed to the bed.
Boss: What time U need to be home?
Me: I lied to him I’m going to attend wedding in JB with my parents. I can spend my whole night here till tomorrow afternoon.
Boss: U sure he won’t suspect U?
Me: I’m sure he won’t. But don’t let him know about it. I’ll pay up for him. Just give me more time. U have nothing to lose besides U know that I can’t let him know about this.
Boss: But don’t take too long to pay up.
Me: I will try to clear it as soon as I can. I can’t be doing this forever. Let me serve U well tonight. Do anything U want with me just don’t get Ur men to take turn on me again. I don’t like that. This is my only request.
Boss: Since U are so good and obedient, I will treat U well tonight.
I hug him and our lips meet again engaging with our tongue fight. We were having sex like couple. I don’t know what was wrong with me but I was feeling horny and I really need sex at that moment. We did it in many positions. Me riding him, doggy position, him on top, spooning, riding him with my back facing him and etc. I can’t remember how many positions we did. But I let him fuck me on my ass, cum inside my ass, pussy and mouth. At one point I was facing the window without drawing the curtain in standing doggy position. The entire room was filled with my moan and screaming in orgasm. I was talking dirty and it seem like he’s enjoying that. I was saying things like “fuck me hard”, “I’m Ur bitch”, “I want Ur cum”, “I love Ur dick” and etc. I was sore yet I was enjoying it. I can’t remember how many time we did that night but we definitely taking short naps in between. I even wake him up by blowing him when he’s asleep. I never thought that I can go that far. But at that point I just want to please him and to get him to give me more time to pay up for W’s debt. But that also give me the idea to become a social escort for a short period to clear his debt. But I have to stop once I cleared his debt.
After that night, I managed to google and find ways on dating site and even read articles about how to become a social escort. I shall not go into details. I even try wearing seductively going clubs attracting men and offer them my service. I met men with all walks of life. Professional, married man and etc. I did with men in different race. Chinese, Malay, Indian, Caucasian. Some of them were old enough to be my father or grandfather. I met guys who are younger than me too. Most challenging was some booking turn out to be ugly fat guy, old man and guy who I believe to have hygiene issue that they stink. I have to make sure they showered and cleaned. The only way to make sure that is to shower with them. There was once I was caught off guard by a guy that he removed the condom and force himself on me and came inside me. I was very angry and I went to see a doctor to get myself checked. Fortunately I was clean and I did not get pregnant. I’m not going into details but that’s how my life last for about 6 months or so to clear his debt. Of course I did always giving him excuses like I go clubbing with friends or staying at my parent’s place etc. I remember that the last payment to the boss was also the last time I have sex with him. Since I’ve done with so many different guys why not pleasing him again for the last time since he’s waiving off a small amount of money? That was also the last time I heard from him and fortunately he keep his word and my life went back to normal. Call me stupid or silly but I was deeply in love with W. I was willing to do anything for him. Uni life was tough. I have to juggle my time between studies, CCA and work as my parents stop their financial support because I refuse to leave W. Sometimes I end up reaching home very late and W was sleeping soundly. As I become very busy, W begin to observe my schedule. Why? Because he was cheating on me.
To be continued…