Ok bro…to answer to some bro question, i know it is very irresponsible to do RAW and do have a lot of consequence..i know that ..i have face certain problem because of this stupid habit of mine which you will read about it in my other sections..i admit i like raw..who dont like.. i know it is dangerous ..but for me life is too short to worry..anyway..throughout the years.. from my experience i know how to minimise the probability of girl being pregrant.. so far so good.. ..
and a brother mentioned that my story made me sound like a bastard… to answer you truefully, I am a bastard!!..haha..i am writing truely to reflect my action and behaviour.. which i find it useless to disguise it.. i just to face the true me.. for the ons section , i admit most of the time i just want sex..treating the girl like sex slave… which i find it better than to charm all the way..and make the girl fall in love with you entirely then you dump her.. which i seldom do..
I have written about 6 ons experience..left one on the list which is elyn..before i write about her story.. just wanna add another one .. which happen just abt one months ago..her name is huiling..
Sometimes during Nov, my hand itchy start calling chatline again.. a habit which i have stopped for nearly 1yr plus liao..nver do that since i left for china and back..so this round of calling net me 2 gals..one of them is Huiling which end up as ons..while the other is baby which end up as my FB…
As usual, she sms back after getting my number at chatline.. so we introduce ourself and she is 25 yo..ht 168 wt 60 that what she claimed…currently working part time at Sakae Sushi.. so we spend 2 day smsing each other ..standard stuff like good morning har..what u doing la..etc.. then tried to ask her out during the weekend..but she mentioned that she cannot but she suggest to meet on Mon instead.. I agreed.. then we were discussing where to go.. she do not have any particular place to go.. so i suggest why dont we go my place to watch DVD and relax.. she kind of ok the idea and drag on what movie i have and what type i like to see.. i am quite surprise that she agree to go to one’s place on first meeting.. anyway i am caution thot i sugguest it but i know i wouldnt let her go my place.. also it is impossible to do so..just wanna get her interest and last min come up excuse had to go hotel instead..she like it can go..dun like it bobian lor..not so nice suggest first location put hotel.. so it was my tactic..
But out of sudden, one of her response really shock me outof my life..she asked : " Can i overnight at your house?".. me thinking what she is trying to do..? sure can hook liao like dat..so i replied..“you want if you can” then funny is the word of her next reponse.." so i will be sleeping with who har?"
haha..i dun know what she is trying to say..“sleep with me lah..who else you wanna to sleep with”..then she “ok lor..just confirming only” ..me like to assure something ..so I " do i need to prepare for any thing?" , she " no need lah, what things you referring?" ,me " like condom…" ask this question is to confirm that she is willing to do.. wait hor lan lan stay with her whole nite and say cant touch her..sure die like dat…, she replied " Dont need lah, I am ok"….the rest is history liao….
anyway as the monday so call date is for a overnight..which i know myself i really cant do overnight cos of OC..but nevertheless agree as our meeting time is 12noon..a lot of time to settle her.. so monday come arrange to meet her at Boon Keng Mrt at 12noon.. me play tactic a bit..went there slightly earlier and ask her what she wear etc…when she say she reach..i hump out some excuse saying that i will be slightly late..so scanning for her.. then finally see her… wearing the same description as she mentioned..she is a bit big bone..face ok only…was smoking outside the mrt station..
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just went to chk my cc record..that day is 10dec..
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after seeing her..frankly a bit dissappoint lah but then hor..at least is bonkable..i have even see one that i tell you i cant even stand.. and as not to waste it..eventually i still bonk her..a 30yo girl ht 165 wt 100kg..i tell you it is such a nightmare that i dun wish to remember and even skipped it in my ons section..
anyway continue..so was thinking in my mind should i appear..as i can just disappear and nothing will happen.. but then still decide to appear like..but first tell her bull story something happen and cant go my place gotta go hotel instead..she sound not happy about it..anyway i just tell her the choice is her,.. she can still decide to meet or call off the whole thing i am ok…
eventually she agreed.. so after meeting, just say a brief hi to each other..then i walk her to taxi stand and took a taxi to hotel 81 kovan…along the way we never talk…reach the hotel book overnight..shit 89.00 ..but bopian..so lanlan paid then go into the room. i went in ask her whether she wanna shower..she say dun need..so me shower alone and then come out in a towel… and just lie beside her covering myself in blanket..she is watching tv and still dress in green blouse and jeans…
both of us watch tv sliently for about 10min.. then i kind of sian liao..lean over to her and start to touch her hand…slowly going to her tight and then to her breast caressing her outside her bra.. and i hug her and start to kiss her… we start frenching.. and about 5 min or so… i got up and try top undress her..manage to unhook her bra first and remove the top totally… and unbottom her jeans…she take off her jean herself including the panty.. body wise nothing fantastic..at that point in time did not think of too much lah.. just continue with my foreplay…after 10 min or so insert into her…and pump pump pump…..then after about 15min released lor…
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it is really amazed that the deed is just over like dat.. and maybe my lack of feeling for her.. we did not talk much…. we continue to lie on the bed , while catching a short nap…i think maybe about 30min or so.. me wake up and start to arouse myself… and when my rob is hard..just turn over and needless to say..another time… after that then realised that i am hungry and had not had lunch yet so ask her whether she wanna eat..she replied dun want.. then off i go to find something to eat.. abt 45 min or so when i am back she is fully dress and lie on the bed watching tv.. i strip myself and lie on the bed.. and did it again… after that she mentioned that she need to go down to get something… so i say ok lor.. somehow deep inside my heart got a feeling that she will not come back… just as i predicted… 20min later, received an sms from her that her family got problem , and she need to go…
then it is all over lor… waste my money should not book overnight.. nevertheless count count.. took the room for nearly 6 hr liao.. as per 81 rate.. would means an extra $29 gone down the drain.. what to do..
lanlan..check out of the hotel and that is the last time i hear from her liao…
ok I am approaching my last account of my ons experience.. classified as an ons cos i only bonk her once, and it is the most memorable and a lot of first in my dictionary.. contary to my previous ons, where most of them lost in contact now.. Elyn is still a friend.. she is the first so call friend that I had a bonk, she is the first colleague sex and she is the first married woman that i had sex with… She is also the ons which I had the most feeling with… i will try to write as detail as possible but another mind of me is in a struggle whether should i, cos if any of my common friend read this, would know I am referring to her.. but I will try to write as much detail and at the same time try to protect her identity , that is the best I can do…
In was the yr 2001 that I first joined this Japanese Department Store working as a senior supervisor..for my first 6 month into the job, I am preceive as an stern guy who dun know how to mix with the rest of the staff especially those cashier and sales assistant..However it slowly change when I make friend with another guy colleague of mine,John.. John is a real casanova , a real charming guy who practically can charm any girls into bed with him..if her want to.. I even went to a pub with him for continuosly 3 days and by the third day, the waitress will follow him home.. no matter how i admire him, I am admitted long time back , That i could have master his skills..it is just one talent…. in fact the only 2 girl i have bonk in this company , he has bonk them before me..one is irin(under my PTGF section) and the other is Elyn..
J and me are very close then, in fact after he conquer someone, he will spare no effort telling me in detail how they done and when they done and where they done in detail sometimes i would envy him..Nevertheless it is thru him , that I know there is a gang in our department who regular go to pub to drink.. and slowly i am invited to join them for the drink and that is where me and Elyn finally get to know each other better..
Elyn is also an supervisor in my department but different section with me.. During my times working there, I actually had a very long time gf with me.. some know and some dun know but I basically dun care… I still remember there is one time we are suppose to drink at boat quay pub , as i need to accompany my gf..i made an excuse and telling them that i will be joining them later.. then after i manage to drive my gf home , i rush to the pub and before i reach she already sms me when i am arriving.. when i arrived, i think she has already drink abit, and seem so happy to see me and came over to hug me..i was shock and surprise cos that is a face of her i never see in work place.. anyway throughout the night, we will flirt together and sometimes we will hold hand and at time she will place a light peck on my cheek.. the rest of the gang has saw that, but they are also high so did not care a darm..
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we are practically flirting throughout the night… as the night ended, as I am the only driver, and being the gentlemen, i had to send all of them back.. nothing really happen, just a feeling that this girl really is fun…
In fact after that night, i become the regular kaki for their drinking session, and throughout these session, though me and elyn at times still flirt around and nothing serious happen.. guess in front of all our gang and the fact that she is a married woman to a certain extend restricted her behaviour a bit..
I will still remember that there is one night when a group of other guy chio her to drink and they were playing cards, those type each flip one card, lesser value lose, loser drink one shot neat.. my dear this game is fast and killing. I saw her keep on losing and keep on drink, me start to get a bit worried for her, so went up to her and insist to the other guy , i will drink for her.. she play , i drink… she look at me with a sense of appreciation.. and place her hand on my tight and lean her head over my shoulder as we continues the game.. slowly the bottle finished..i think the guy know that with me around, no activities for him sohe quietly left.. Me and Elyn still continue that posture and i began to stroke her hair…. with any notice she look up at me and stare into my eyes…and start kiss on my lips… i want to start frenching her..but then she push me away and explain too many friends around so cannot…
Our drinking session with the gang continues and me and her is getting no progress…. it is one day when me and john was casually chatting, and he told me that he had a affair with elyn last time even before she was married.. ..
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He began to describe to me all his past experience with Elyn i the past..how many time they do, where and how they did it..i was having a real mixed feeling at that time.. happy to know all about her.. sad why that guy is not me.. what even make me more shock he told me just 2 days back when he, me , Elyn and another girl went for supper after work..Elyn tagged along as her husband is in RT..so wont be back… we went for supper and had a sopule of beer along the way.. then as Elyn is the only girl who stay at the west whilethe rest of us which stay in the NE went off separately.. now then i know that when john reach home, feeling horny himself, he call elyn and asked whether he can come over..she agreed.. and that night they had another mind blowing session , which again detail was not spared with me..
I was shock as it happen under my nose and i did not realised.. apparantly I think John treat her just for release and not having feeling for her..which i feel sad for her.. for i believe she is not so loose and must have a feeling for john , that she is willing to do all these.. In fact John had told me, Elyn Bj is the best of the world and she got trained by one ex-colleague in our company who has left the company long long time ago..
That day, i am in a confused mind..suddenly knowing so much things about Elyn, her skill at bed..how she liked , her shaven pussy etc..in fact it should make me shiok..but i dun feel it..i just feel sad why she is being treat like a trash by someone not worth it..then again it is my good friend we are talking..so i just leave my opinion in my mind..
Our gang drinking sessions continues and my relations with Elyn is still the same..sometimes when she is high, she will openly flirt with me and when she is soder..things are back to normal…
It is during that time, that john told me about her stint with irene , another gal is our appartment.. detail i will leave it when i am writing abt irin.. then slowly with me and irin becoming an item.. elyn and me become distant a bit..
One fine night, as i am working morning shift, i got to leave at 5pm..before i left, sms elyn whether she want to have dinner together.. she say cant..then realised that her husband is outstation..so i took my chance to ask her out for a drink..surprising she agreed..
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I pick her up at 9plus when she off work..then we went to one of the pub at east coast.. we drink and chat about friends between us, our work etc.. then she ask about me and irin, frankly at that time me and irin is not together yet..she have not accept me..so i also pour out my story..she listen intently and offer advise..we talk about our works , our life… then when we are in the car , getting ready to send her home..I made an surprise move..I told her that I knew what going on between John and her.. I have by doing that I had betray my friend trust in me..but unwittingly i did it..not knowing what is reason behind it..whether is to get her emotion and so that i can jump in bed with her or just feeling sad for her, and hope that she will not degrade herself and let john used her again and again…i really did not know my reason then..but maybe a mix of both..
she listen to it with surprise and slowly i can see tear flowing from her eyes.. i think it hurt when someone that you had feeling with , and even love , has betray you is such way.. I began to explain to her that it is not worth to fall in love with a trash like john..then it is during then i confess to her that i had feelings for her.. in fact i explained that it is because she treat me hot and cold and the fact that she is married , i tried to control my feeling for her and divert my attention to irin..
Slowly, she does not seems shock..but she said she dun have any special feelings for me.. i become agritate and start to compare between me and john.. it is then she explained..it is something chinese call ’ Yi Xin Yuan’ , opposite sex fate…some people have it, some dont..it is broadly called luck with the opposite sex..John though not that handsome, however he has some charisma that will draw girls to him… that is something one cannot acquired just because he want it.. I know i have been defeated..
I send her to her block..and knowing that she is still moody.. i popped the question , since her husband is outstation, whether she want me to accompny her back or not..her reply till date is what i remember clearly…
" I know what will happen if I let you come home with me.. I also know that you want it to.. you can say you just to accompany me , and nothing will happen if I dont want it..but i know if I let you come, it will happen… thanks for telling me so much things tonite, i really appreciate it.. I already know you will ask me this , so throughout the journey back, I has been asking myself should I let you come or not..I tried to find myself an reason to let you come but I failed..I really cant find a reason for that..Really Sorry about it.."
Hearing that, i know i am utterly defeated…i said goodbye to her…and left for home is a defeated mood..
Thanks for all bro who has left comments on my story..and at the same time i would like to wish all bro out there a wonderful and sexifying new year…
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After that defeated night, Elyn and me kind of cool off for a while. We still meet each other at work… and even though occassionally I still tried to ask her out but she always reject… Somehow the event between me and irin began turn abit… and since then my focus and attention has been occupied by irin..
two months later, it is our company dinner and dance.. the next day will be an off day for all of us as the store will be closed for one day… It is the first time i am invloved in the dinner and dance, but according to John, these event can be quite wild especially our own department people , as we are all kind of hard drinker.. anyway by then me and irin are kindof like a couple but not confirmed type.. she did mentioned to me she will accompany me for the night during Dnd.. however for her , i will write in another story.. so not to disgress so much here…
I was very busy with my own work on the dinner day, as i got to handle a project which is launching on the day after the official off day.. so was busy in the whole morning arranging stock and monitoring my part timers..so busy that day that i even forget about lunch.. time passes.. and at six..my japanese manager came and ask me can prepared to stop liao, as the store is closing and i should prepare to go for the dinner… ok lor… i wash up a bit and change into a new set of cloths and proceed to dinner.. Dinner take place at a hotel next to our store…by the time i reach the ball room..
it is already packed with people, but still cant find irin, elyn and the rest of the gang, john told me the girls are all gathering at elyn place for the make up, hairdo etc..will be arriving a bit late… i came to my table and realised that though our department only have 3 table.. the beer is free flow from hotel.. my department manager has sponsor a carton of red wine per table, on top of that some of my supplier has also sponsor a brottle of brandy per table…i realised that tonight is really a get drunk night…anyway before the dinner start..I already down at least 6 mug of beer… and then red wine start open… abt an hour after i arrive..i am down with 10 mug of beer and at least 6 glasss of red wine.. then finally elyn and the rest arrived.. she really look stunning that night with a retro pattern dress..that night is ‘retro night’ and then i walk towards her offer her a drink , and we make some small talk and soon dinner start , as we are sit in different table.. so we parted.. anyway..soon into second dish..i lost consious.. i think i really drunk liao…i only know when i regain consiousness again.. i am lying on a table by the side of the ballroom.. and dinner has finished liao..it is time for the table game.. i blur blur and look around..and when irin saw my wake up, she come to me and ask me if i am ok… i went to toilet to have a wash up.. and catch up on John and ask him anything happen when i am down…he smile at me,and told me you will know next time..as he is shaking his camcoder in front of me.. i kind of shit.. you recorded it all down..yah he said..