For those that never read my first story my good for nothing life. I just want to mention i only had 1 gf relation in my whole life. I was obese and oily according to her that it repulse her the only reason she date me or wanna give it a go was i am tall.
We date for 4 months i only send her to cck mrt near her house she will not tell me her home. One day she just vanished i tried to call her sms her numerous times till i said i will wait for her every weekend. All i ever wanted was a reply if its an end at least spare me the agony.
She never came what came was just a call saying she find me repulsive of my weight. From that day onwards i took the black pill
My character is flawed considering I was abused physically sexually and mentally as young.
Everyone has their own way of judging people that’s absolutely cool with me.
My self confidence cames with knowing the lack of knowledge and replenishing it or improvising it.
For example we had to cater to shn guest I was thrown into the task of handling calls I had to learn the facility we have to even how to advise shn guest to control temper not to smoke. Self confidence to me came with topping up my lack.
I am a full black piller towards women I won’t engage in any stare as I seen and had their nonsense . Was that lack of self confidence or just trying my best to stay out of gossip.
Ever since I penned up story I only have 2 goals keep it real and building depth. My story is a flawed one but that’s why I managed to write it as flaw is relatable to me.
I really have nothing much to offer
This story will be dull please go to others great as I am penning it to relieve stress
Since we are on to self confidence and black pill. I will like to share an experience.
I have a colleague who is tall and handsome he is a heavy chain smoker with only a n level cert. we all have different resources to being with please do not assume.
By black pill laws he is pardoned for his low qualifications and heavy smoking due to his looks.
Every time he interacted with our female colleagues he will add in vulgarities like fuck and cb. Often I seen hi… asking questions like when is the last time you pump or you prefer on top or below to female colleagues.
By black pill law he is pardoned so often he will chided me have more confidence talking to women when that but nut brain did not even realize I just wanna stay off from them.
He had a gf whom he just wedded. Every time after work he will act like @ different man fidgeting with his HP if he worked late as his wife will suspect him to have another women.
One day I just said why dun you have the self confidence to tell your wife stop being suspicious. We never spoke then.