Qingyun: the moment I tried to talk to u… at the music room… actually I wanted to tell u its ok.. I dont mind you not telling others we are together.. I was over demanding .. and certainly I didnt want to hurt anyone too.. ( haha finally .. I could continue my relationship with Qingyun secretly… I thought… )
Me: well u sure u can keep the secret as in.. our relationship?( making my move now.. )
Qingyun : yeah..
Me: Qingyun.. the reason u attracts me.. is because you are so understanding and mature ( these are some of the powerful words at my time.. gals felt important when u used those on them
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After some sweet honey talking.. I made up an excuse to put end the conversation… need to call Simin before she sleeps…
Simin : hello ? ( could recognise her voice)
Me: Can I speak to my darling plssss?
Simin: who is your darling? ( wah she sounded so sweet when she heard me sayin that)
Me: er .. u know.. that cute gal.. whom I crushed into when I was playing basketball?
Simin : who? Say la..
Me: that gal lor.. after I crushed into her.. she also crushed onto me.. with her heart lor..
Simin : 讨厌！ Cannot say who is that darling u refering to meh?
Me: ok la.. her name is Chen Simin …
Simin: who says I am your darling.. ( she damn song ar.. after my sweet nothings.. )
Me: oh ok lor.. no lor.. bye bye.. I need to cry le.. ( act cute haha )
Simin: Wei ! I waited for u to call me for so long.. now a few sweet words and u want to end the call huh?
Me: u broke my heart mah.. darling..
Simin: ok la..ok la.. what took u so long to call me?
Me: I called her first.. to know what she had in mind.. before calling u up… so I can discuss with u mah…
Simin : oh really? So what did she tell u?
I then told her the whole thing… we talked about.. but left the underground relationship thing out la.. hee hee.. I was 14 and I wanted to get both..
.. dont ask me.. why I was so greedy.. I can only tell u .. human nature… or instinct..
bros.. 3 post at 1 go.. enjoy!!
and remember to comment .. i am open to critics..
ps: btw.. lotsa typo.. sorry.. rushing them out so u guys dont need to wait for years..
really wonder why my sch days got no such stuff..
well, at least got ur stories for me to imagine..
well… its not like what.. but then.. something bad is gonna happen to me soon enough..
stay tuned..
hey, any nice installment for my supper tonight?? haha…
ur story too juicy and nice..
cheers,
SJ
Day by day, me and Simin became closer and closer… But of course , without others knowing… Simin thought she was the one and only girl I had in mind.
On sundays she will go out with me… normally follow me to my grandma’s place.. me and my grandma was very closed… before primary 3 . I stayed with her… now that she is ill.. I am very concern with her… and of course, I wanted her see my first love.. Simin and my grandma got along very well.. at times.. my grandma will call me up and reminds me to ask Simin to come..
Actually I wanted to visit my grandma as much as possible .. because.. when she fallen asleep, me and Simin will have all the privacy we want as my auntie whom is living together with her would be away , when I am there.. she knows I am responsible enough to take care of her.. Everytime I would accompany her for lunch and then help her with medicine.. bacuse there were quite afew types.. and dosage of the medicine can be tricky.. she cannot read english and so I would have to prepare for her. And after taking the pills we would sit down and watch discovery channel together.. then She will talk to Simin about animals and well Simin is good with those stuff and she can speak teochew … hence .. she likes Simin very much..
Simin also likes my grandma.. because both her grandma were gone before she was born.. so in this aspect.. she lacked .. she found it after she got to know my grandma.. at times they would even meet up without my knowing.. like hospital appointment.. or just Simin’s family outing.. my grandma was a very lively person.. imagine at the age of 75 .. she was in the first row of roller coaster at Ocean Park Hongkong. No joke.. she is like Lao Lian.. haha enjoys youngsters company.
Back to Simin.. ok everytime my grandma fallen asleep after the pills took effect… we will turn sit around and do our homework.. or watch some tv.. well until one day i KINDA HORNY…so I attempt to go abit …I meant abit further with Simin.. till nnow.. I only touched her hands.. and kissed her lips.. never touched her breasts… except the first time I crash my face into hers..as usual, my grandma went back the room for a nap after the pills took effect… Simin went to the kitchen and help me clear the dishes … while we were cleaning the dishes… I was quiet.. as i was thinking how to do it.. ..Simin couldnt help but just probe me if I have anything in mind…
Me: no la.. I am kinda tired… yesterday me and Adrian went to the community centre to play basketball.. seriously my height was a major disadvantange… (act depressed)
Simin: aiya… u didnt notice meh? u are growing taller and taller… I remembered last year.. I was taller than u.. but now… u are so much taller than me le… I am 155cm now.. and u are 165cm right?
Me: no la.. I am still consider short.. look at some sec four seniors… they are 180 - 190… wah.. can touch the rim ley..
Simin: u want to grow so tall for what? I cannot reach u .. u know?
Me: u mean what u can reach me anytime u want..
Simin: I must tip toe then can kiss u …. if u grow until so tall..
Me: haha u so dirty.. I talking about basketball then all u know is kiss kiss kiss…
Simin: wei.. I dont friend u anymore ! ( she kinda sajiao while pinched me)
Me: ouch.. u hurt me.. then tell me u dont want to friend me le… wah? like that also can ar? ok lor .. dont friend dont friend la..
Shortly after that.. we returned to my room..at my grandma’s place.. I play some music .. while she look around .. and found my photo album.. then she just sat down on my bed and flips the album… and kept laughing at me .. the album contains my memories… with my cousins.. and some evidence of why my grandma dotes me so much.. even more than the inner grandsons… ( btw this grandma is my mum’s mum)
Simin : Rob , come.. sit with me.. and tell me about your childhood.. U look so funny .. I want to know..
Me: oh so now .. u saw something amusing.. and u want to friend me le huh ? How come I fell in love with such a 变态gal?
(She then slap my back )
Then I started to tell her everything … from the day I can remember all the way until why I moved back to my parents place… It was actually fortune telling.. before I was born.. fortune teller told my parents … when I was borned.. I cannot stay with parents until the age of 9 and at the age of 19 I die die must be away from them also.. the no.9 is a very powerful number in my life.. it will determine my fortune.. aiya u know la.. my parents.. they choosed to believe.. so ya lor.. 19.. I went to the army.. so well kinda destineed.
She seem to enjoyed very much to my story… I talked for quite sometimes.. and well eventually I stopped.. And asked her..
Me: hey u not bored meh?
Simin: huh? no.. u are quite a story teller.. continue ley…
Me: no .. save the rest for next time.. now u tell me about yourself… u got to know my things.. so be fair .. I want to know you better too…
Simin: er well ok loh.. what you want to know?
Me: for example.. I havent been to your place at all.. where excalty u staying lar… how many siblings u have la.. and I saw your parents before.. but mind me asking why is your mum taller than your dad … haha . curious ley..
Simin : er dont laugh at my dad! ( slaps me again. but jokingly ..then she starts to get serious.. ) ok I also dont know why is my dad shorter than my mum.. but then they love me alot for sure.. as I dont have any siblings.. they loved each other very much too.. can u imagine.. my dad always squeeze my mum’s ass even infront of me? well of course they thought i didnt see .. and I pretend I saw nothing.. but in future.. I want to marry a guy like my dad.. They are so loving .. even after so many years..
Me: haha.. your dad so horny.. no wonder u also so dirty minded… haha
Simin : u hor !!! ( pinch la slap la.. until I surrender and plead leniency)
Me: please please.. sorry I will stop saying u dirty minded.. continue continue..
Simin: what esle ? er… from young my dad works .. and my mum stay as a housewife.. and take good care of me..
Me: er.. quite boring ley… say more about your dad and mum.. other than squeezing butt what esle they do ? ok ok.. did u ever caught your parents in the act? like they intimate without locking the door? or door ajar? or u heard noises? ( wah the squeeze butt part turns me on.. so I sexicted le)
Simin: aiyo.. u horny ar? .. ok la.. I remembered last year …thats during school holidays.. one night I wasnt suppose to be at home.. because I went chalet with u guys mah remember? in the end because of my stomachache , Peiting sent me home..
Me: ya ya ya.. so weak .. that night we were having so much fun .. after u left haha ..
Simin : are u saying its better off without me? huh? Qingyun is better right? ( pinches me again … this time fucking hard)
Me: no no … dont jealous.. please.. pain … pain..
Simin : one more time u disturb me.. I am gonna stop telling u my stories..
Me : ok ok..
Simin.. then when I got home.. I head straight to the washroom after that.. when I came out from the toilet.. I saw my dad banging against my mum at the living room.. on the sofa.. I was like so shock… at first when I heard my mum groaning.. I thought she was in deep pain.. and my dad was doing something bad to her.. but after awhile of observation.. I realised.. thats what we call sexual intercourse .. I dont know.. but later on my body reacted too..
Me: what happen to your body?
Simin : er.. no la better stop.. lets talk about something else..
Me: wei.. say halfway then stop … dont like that ley…( i begs her .. and sajiao to make her continue)
Simin : after watching for a few mins.. I decided to stop watching.. I scared my parents my discover my presense… so I went back to the toilet and hide.. I sat there for awhile.. but my brain was like.. kept flashing the scene … my heart pumps harder and harder.. I couldnt stop thinking about it.. as my mum moans so loud.. I could hear it even when I was inside the toilet.. and then.. here.. got wet.. ( points at her pussy;p) I wanted to go out and peep again.. but I scared they might see me.. eventually I heard the noise of door closing.. then I sneak back to my room..
Me: er… what.. next day ley? Did they looked surprised you were at home?
Simin : yeah they were surprised but I told them I reached home around 6 in the morning
Me: er.. did u sleep that night?
Simin: no.. they continued to do it.. weird .. if they were so loud.. I wonder how did they do it without my knowing for the past years…
Me: silly girl.. of course with u around.. your mum will turn down the volume mah… and when they know u werent at home.. they will do as wild as they want loh…maybe like now.. u not home.. they might be doing it again haha.. from bedroom to living room then to kitchen..
Simin: possible..
Me: anyway.. atleast u know whats intercourse like mah.. I havent seen it once ..
Simin: dont lie.. Adrian told me.. u guys watched porn at his place..
Me: what?? he tells u all these?
Simin : yea .. when he tried to sian me…
Me: er.. well…
Simin: I bet now that I told you all these.. u must be having a hard on…
Me: well then I bet you are flooded…
She kept quiet.. as I looked at her.. I attempted to touch her thighs.. She didnt look at me.. but she didnt avoid me.. I sat closer.. she felt nervous.. as I can see her breathing getting more and more intensed. I hugged her.. she stares at me.. and my lips.. so I went with the flow.. and kissed her ..She paused for a sec.. and kissed me in return.. this I remembered so clearly.. because.. this is the first time… i got so intimate with her..
I continue to kiss her lips neck and cheek as I hug her close and tight.. she didnt say anything .. all she did was to sit closer and closer to me.. and eventually hugs me as well. I took her reactions as a consent to push even further.. I then used my right hand to fondle her breast .. she reacted with a soft moan.. and closes her eyes.. she didnt reject my hand.. so I began to squeeze abit harder as i fondle.. she continues to enjoy her body being explored by me…
Me: Simin.. would u like to be my galfriend?
She nods.. and in return .. her hand touches my manhood.. while continue to kiss my lips.. that was so good i thought.. after that.. I used my tongue to enter her mouth.. and she greets me with her wet and soft tongue.. we frenched as we carry one touching each other.. until my brother sent a msg to my brain telling me.. its getting hotter.. time to undress.. I took of my shirt.. to show her .. my body.. I had six pac when I was at that age.. she got turned on further.. her hands couldnt resist but to touch them .. and my chest… I love that feeling when someone is touching my body.. its good.. as a gesture of goodwill.. I want to repay her…
So I began to stripe her.. She let me take her T-shirt off.. and then I tried to take her bra off too.. but then I cant .. because I didnt know that actually the buttons were infront instead of the back.. She smiled at me.. and said ’’ silly boy.. the buttons are not necessary at the back’’ and so.. she took it off herself.. as I examine her breasts closely.. if I am not wrong its 32 B cup.. small but perky.. nipple sharp but not eraser type.. pink colour..
My hands like felt the magnetic pull.. couldnt help but just lay on her breasts and start squeezing and fondling them… harder and harder.. until she stopped me.. by asking me to be more gentle.. I guessed I was too agrossed..
too young .. bei hiao zat lat..
After that.. I began to recall … actually I should suck her nipples as I saw from the porns.. so I moved down and gently.. licks them… ’’ oh… Darling.. ah… ’’ I continued to lick them as I fondle her breasts.. she continues to moan.. and I had to warn her to lower her volume.. as my grandma was in da house..
She couldnt help it.. she wants to see my brother.. while I suck her nipples.. her hands were busy trying to take my trousers off..I stood up eventually for her convenience. .. and then my underwear.. I guessed she liked what she saw… as she just grab and strokes it.. while I continue to pay attention to her breasts..
I managed to calm Qingyun down by crying and looking very sorry .. slowly we started to discuss.. the future .. our future..
Qingyun: ok now..stop crying… u are like a crybaby u know?
Me: … I am feeling so sorry and sad…( continues to cry)
Qingyun: its very weird to see u in such a state….
Me: ..only because of you.. I have never cried infront of anyone.. ever before.. eversince I was 10… the last time I cried was due to my dog’s accident.
Qingyun : oh so.. u are comparing me to a dog huh?
Me: no no.. I am just sad now… on one hand… I cheated Simin … on the other hand… I sort of deceived u… ( still crying
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Qingyun: tell u what.. I am ok now.. see? I stopped crying.. and u are a guy so u must stop too..
Me: promise me you will stay …and i will stop crying…
Qingyun: ok ok..
Me : Qingyun.. now that I am Simin’s boyfriend… will u avoid seeing me in the future? ( trying to stop.. and calming myself down)
Qingyun: This .. I really dont care..Its not like U guys are married.. I was upset because.. this kinda make me loss face u know.. like I lost the race..
Me: oh.. but I can guarantee u are the only one I love…so we will continue to see each other? without others knowing?
Qingyun: er… that i will have to think about it… ( she is actually fine now… think she tries to play hard to get ..with me )
Me: if you stop seeing me.. I will make sure .. Simin is gonna be very sorry and she is gonna regret… for what she did… I will be the worst boyfriend ever in history.. one that doesnt talk to her.. or goes out with her…
Qingyun: hahahah u gonna do that to Simin … u sure?
Me: dont know… when u cannot be bothered with me anymore.. I will do the same to her..
Qingyun: so u want us to continue our relationship ?
Me: … for sure yeah…
Qingyun: on one condition..
Me: what?
Qingyun: if i ever wanted to meet u .. and it happens .. Simin is meeting u as well .. I want to be prioritised.
Me: …
Qingyun: If I ever finds out.. u meet Simin instead of me.. u gonna be very sorry…
Me: ok la … but then if I got important things.. and cannot meet u.. how? u gonna think I am fucking around with Simin too mah…
Qingyun: I can always call up Simin and chat with her.. to see whats she is doing… if you ever lie to me… again.. u gonna be very sorry.. this time.. I just let it go… next time… u shall see.
From then on.. I had two girlfriends.. at once.. actually they are my first and second girlfriends…it was good that I let Qingyun knew the truth .. er I was two timing
because it was easier to cover up… Simin knew Qingyun and I were stained but .. er u know we kept distanced infront of her.. so she cant say anything anymore.. I continue to fuck around … happily.. until my 15th year old birthday.. thats secondary 3 ..fuck. and its gonna be … the end of my two timing…. i lost both of them at once..
Qingyun: next week is gonna be your birthday… I want to spend it with u alone..
Me: huh ? but then…
Qingyun : right.. now u care about Simin huh?
Me: …
Qingyun : its up to u.. u can make a choice.. but if u rather spend it with her.. then too bad .. we are done.
Me: ok la ok la.. I will spend it with u only.. la happy? but then surely I have to make the time up for my family members right? I am so sure my mum is gonna invite the whole lot of u to come over ..
Qingyun: well yeah.. but after that .. your time is mine..
Me: hmm.. ok lor..
The next day… I have to meet Simin… and then I started to plot for an excuse .. to not meet her alone at my birthday… well… actually by this time… I actually got sick with both of them already.. kinda sian u know? Cant sian cha bo.. well I know la.. I can fuck around two gals.. but days passes by.. and the feeling is not there …anymore.. sort of.. sometimes.. fucking them.. feels like a chore..
Me: Simin .. after school we go for a movie ok?
Simin: huh ? why out of the blue? ( gals happy one.. when u bring them somewhere.. )
Me: er… feeling romantic..
Simin: ok lor..
Me: we head straight to Shaw Towers … after school.. meet me at the coffeeshop..
Simin : ok..
So after school we head directly to the theatre.. I bought the tickets .. and she bought some pop corn and we went in. Movie was boring … I didnt have the mood.. all I wanted was to make her happy before i gonna let her get upset.. Soon 2 hours passed… movie ended.. we head to Swensen. I promised her a nice dinner..
Simin: today u seem so weird.. treat movie.. and dinner… and Swensen so more ( at my time.. my age to bring gals to Swensen quite big time… le)
Me: haha.. as long as u happy mah..
Simin : of course I am ! well ok then.. at your birthday.. I gonna give u a huge suprise..
Me: talking about my birthday .. this year.. I want to spend my birthday with u but then.. er.. i gonna be selfish.. I had a auntie who lived in Hongkong.. she is gonna visit me this year… so .. I gonna spend my time with her… think I got to leave u out..
Simin: hmmm u cannot tag me along meh?( wah sad la.. really can see)
Me: no.. because.. I dont want to know I have a girlfriend le..
Simin: why ley?
Me: same reason as my mum la..
Simin : ok lor.. but then so sad…
And so.. days passed.. one day before my birthday… Qingyun called me …‘‘so how? u gonna meet me right? '’
Me: yeah..
Qingyun : make sure you dont lie to me.. if not we are done…
Me: ok ok…. and please stop using ’’ we are done’’ as a threat… I am quite sick of that..
Qingyun: …
Me: for the past year… I have been giving in to u like nobodie’s business.. I treat u better than I did to Simin… in all ways … so please stop that…
Qingyun: oh.. after one year u started to regret about having an affair with me huh?
Me: to tell you the truth.. yes.
She cup dian way… and after that we didnt talk … until.. my birthday party.. not party la.. gathering is better.. my mom invited all of them to come over..their parents too.. so we had some food and chat around.. Qingyun was upset .. I didnt care.. I purposely get intimate with Simin infront of her.. Simin kinda got aroused.. I meant horny.. and when she is horny.. she became very bitchy…