Just sharing a true story of mine but things are still happening so don’t expect fast and furious updates. Also omitting details that can identify anyone on the story.
I knew this ML (let’s call her Z) since early last year, very pretty and was an Ang Pai in the MP where she is almost impossible to get if you don’t make an appointment. Didn’t visit her regularly as her shop is in the east and too far for me, so I only go about 2-3 times a month, but we can click and every time she will tell me a lot about herself, her family and other customers.
Earlier this year she told me she’s leaving the line later part of this year as she’s getting married to her bf. I saw her bf picking her up before when I was her last customer, should be a rich guy driving a big car and always hear from Z how the bf pampers her with branded goods. I just wish her all the best and say keep in contact through WeChat. I didn’t get any special at all from her during my visits to her and also just tip $10 as somehow though she is my type, I don’t want to spoil the moments with her by asking for special, though she knows I do go to other places for specials.
We started to chat more over WeChat after this, and while I find her very pretty, I also know she don’t go out with guys after work, partly as her bf is very possessive and send her to and from work and also from my own observations, she has a bottomline that she don’t cross. She only continued to work in MP despite her bf protests as she threatened to break up with him if he tries to control her. So I didn’t really try to ask her out, just some harmless flirting or so I thought until one evening in Feb when she msged me (in Chinese of course but translated here)
Z: Hi what are you doing?
Me: Nothing much, thinking whether to go home or go get a massage.
Z: Come and find me, I help you get a slot.
Me: No la, you so far, by the time I eat and get there almost 9.
Z: Just nice after that I can knock off
Me: No la, I’m lazy and feel like something more today.
Z: I’m not doing this anymore soon, so come here and I help you, otherwise no chance in future
Me: I will see how later, hungry now, eat first then decide.
Later at around 7.30pm, she msged me again
Z: Come at 10
Me: I thought you always fully booked one?
Z: I told the customer that I’m not feeling well and is going home to rest
Me: I lazy to travel so far la
Z: Just come, my bf has something on tonight so I need you to send me home too
Me: You no legs to walk ah?
Z: I’m going to work now, meet me at 10, don’t come to shop, park at the carpark at the other block
I didn’t really want to go as I’m hoping to go find new places to explore, but thinking that I cannot see her anymore after she retire, I decided to just go and be a driver just this once.
Me: Ok, msg you when I’m there
It was just silence after that and when I reached around 9.50pm, I just msged her that I have reached and is smoking in the coffeeshop nearby. At around 10.10pm, I got a msg from her:
Z: Sorry I’m just done, need to change then I will walk over
Me: Ok, msg me when you are here
Z: Sorry, the customer was late
Me: I’m not angry la, just msg me when you are here
About 10 mins later, I got a msg from her
Z: Wait in the car for me, I am leaving the shop soon
Me: I’m smoking now, you come then we walk to the car together la
Z: No, wait in the car for me, I don’t want others to see you
Me: … ok, I parked in the far end, my carplace is XXXX, X color
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Another 10 mins passed before I saw her walking to the car. She quickly open the door and entered the car.
Z: Thanks for waiting, let’s go
Me: Where do you want me to drop you off? You have never told me your exact address
Z: Let’s go somewhere first? I don’t feel like going home so early, tomorrow is my off day.
Me: Ok
So I drove to east coast park, with our usual casual chats and her occasionally replying to msg on her hp. After a while she just off her phone.
Me: Quarrel with bf ah?
Z: No la, he don’t dare to quarrel with me. I just told him my colleague sent me back and I’m sleeping now
Me: Ok
There was some silence as I continued driving when she suddenly just adjusted herself to face me
Z: Do you think I’m pretty?
Me: Of course, prettiest in the shop, else why are you always so busy?
Z: Have you thought of sleeping with me?
Me: Yes, I’m a guy leh
Z: Then why haven’t you asked me for a hj before?
Me: You too pretty, I’m scared if you touch it I will cum liao, then you will laugh at me
We both had a good laugh before she suddenly stopped and looked at me again. At this time, we are arriving at the carpark in east coast park, so I just proceeded to park my car. After stopping the car:
Z: You always go other shops for HJ right?
Me: Not always la, don’t say until I so desperate
Z: But it’s true right?
Me: Nope, I no money, so I seldom go
Z: So if you have money you will always go?
Me: No la, I old man liao, don’t need so many times
Z: I dreamt about you yesterday
What an abrupt change of topic, so as I was caught offguard, she took off her seatbelt and moved over to kiss me and suddenly her tongue was in my mouth. I returned the kiss for a while before she moved back into her seat
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Me: I thought you say you don’t like french kissing and even don’t do it with your bf?
Z: Yes, but I just want to kiss you
Me: So what did you dream about me?
Z: I dreamt that you got married and you invited me to your wedding
Me: Oh, how much ang pao did you give?
She laughed at this and smack me on my arms. Then her eyes turned serious and she looked at me
Z: I was very sad and I cried when I woke up
Me: Sad for my bride ah?
I was expecting her to laugh again, but instead she looked away and remain silent. Sensing that things were awkward, I asked her if she wanted to go for a short walk. She replied ok and after we alighted from the car and started walking to the beach, she start to hold my hands.
Z: I think I like you
Me: Erm ok, I like you too
Z: I don’t know why, but when I think of you getting married or even having a gf, my heart will ache.
Me: Z, I’m not rich like your bf, I can’t give you what he can give, I can’t tale care of your family in china like he can, I can’t give you a comfortable life
Z: I know, he also know that it’s because he can provide for me that I am willing to be with him. But when I accepted him to be my bf, I also told myself that even if he becomes poor in future, I will still stick with him.
Me: That’s what I like about you. You like money, but you have a good heart too.
We started strolling hand-in-hand for a while more without speaking, then Z suddenly hugged me. She’s shorter than me by quite a bit so her head was resting on my chest.
Z: I don’t know why, but you keep appearing in my mind
Me: Since when? If I don’t go find you, you hardly ever msg me too
Z: Remember last year when I told you why I don’t celebrate my birthday? When you bought that gift for me on my birthday, I wanted to throw it away actually, but in the end I brought it back and placed it next to my bed.
Me: Oh, that one is a cheap item la, I just thought you may like it so that’s why I bought it
I will not be sharing what item I bought in case she has mentioned to other customers before, but it cost me a grand total of S$15.
Z: It’s not how expensive or cheap it is, when I see it, I will think of you and I will feel happy.
Me: Z, are you having pre-marriage anxiety?
Z: No, I have already told my bf I will marry him cos I want to bring my child to Sg and he has agreed to take care of my child as well. To me, marrying him is because I need him to take care of my family. It’s just another paper that’s all.
Me: But didn’t you say that he wants a child with you?
Z: Yes, but we are only going to try next year.
She then turned her head up to look at me
Z: Do you feel sad that I’m marrying another man?
Me: I don’t know, I feel happy that someone will be taking care of you, but I think I will miss you.
Z: Do you feel jealous when you imagine me making love with my bf?
Me: ….
Z: I want to know how you feel
Me: Yes, I have imagined it before
Z: How do you feel?
Me: Z, let’s talk about other things
Z: No, I want to know how you feel. I have given HJ to so many guys, and there are also some like you who never asked for HJ from me at all. But you are the only one who keeps appearing in my mind. I know you may despise me for my work, but this is the only work I can do. I don’t have much education, I don’t want to sell my body, so all I can do to earn more money is to give HJ
Me: I have never despise you, and I have never asked for HJ from you because right from our first meeting, I don’t want us to feel awkward if we ever bump into each other on the streets in future. I hope for our memories of each other to be of our conversations, not of you jerking me off.
Z: Do you like me?
Me: I don’t know to be honest.
Z: Do you want to sleep with me?
Me: You are very pretty and have a good figure. Which guy will not want to sleep with you?
Z: I am asking about you, not other guys.
Me: Z…
Z: Answer me…. Please?
Me: Yes, I have thought of being inside you, of cumming inside you
Z: Any other things?
Me: Yes, I want to cum in your mouth, I want you to give me a tit-fuck, I want to do so many things with you.
Z: Do you think about doing all these with other girls?
Me: No
Z: Be honest
Me: Yes
Z: If I do all these with you and whatever else you want, can you stop finding other girls?
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Will be trying to update as frequently as possible to catch up to the current state of relationship. Some bros have also asked me about her identity, sorry I will not be revealing anything about her as it’s still an on-going thing with her
I was stunned by her words and took time to carefully craft my reply
Me: Are you asking me to be just intimate with you?
Z: Yes, I can’t bear the thought of you with other girls. I know it’s strange, but my heart really aches when I think that you may be kissing another girl, touching her body or having sex.
Me: Z, I don’t know what came over you. You are a very pretty and nice girl, and your bf is treating you very well too. I’m just a nobody, I cannot send money to your family every month, cannot buy you branded bags every few months, I’m just a poor guy staying in a HDB flat.
Z: That does not matter to me. I will marry my bf, he can take care of the money issues. But I can’t stop thinking about you.
Me: So what do you want me to do?
Z: I just want you to not find any other girls. I can fulfil all your sexual needs. You said before you don’t want to get married too right?
To be honest, I was very tempted then to just ask her to go to a hotel with me and start fucking her brains out. But for some reason, I always feel that I want to treat her with respect, so I held back.
Me: Z, I think we should go back now. I don’t think you are thinking straight, maybe it’s just a passing thought. Let’s not contact for a few weeks and see how you feel then ok?
Z: I know it is weird and you may think I’m crazy. But I think I really love you. No one gives me the same type of feelings. Whenever I think of you, my heartbeat will increase. I don’t want anything else from you, just promise me that you will not touch other girls. If you have any needs, just let me know and I will satisfy you.
Me: Your bf keeps such a close watch on you, and your shop can’t do anything much too.
Z: I will think of a way. Please, I know I cannot ask anything of you, but use me as you want. I don’t want other girls to touch you, I don’t want you to touch anyone else. I just want you to be mine.
Me: Then let’s go to a hotel now and let me cum inside you?
Z started hesitating and didn’t reply. I took this chance to strengthen my own will too.
Me: Z, you don’t know me well enough. I am no saint, I like to play around. If you destroy your relationship with your bf after he finds out about this, I will not marry you too. I don’t want to be married. Let’s just go back now and cool down.
I started to get myself out of her hug and pulled her back towards the car. After a short walk I heard some sound and turned back. To my shock, she was actually crying.
Me: Are you ok?
Z: I don’t know, my heart aches so much when I think that you may be with another girl. I don’t want to feel like this, it’s so painful.
Me: Z, please don’t be like this. You are a very nice girl and you deserve someone much better than me to take care of you. I can’t even take care of myself that well.
Z: I’m not asking you to take care of me! I don’t want your money, I don’t want anything, I just want you to only touch me and no other girls!
Z is losing control and raising her voice. I looked around and luckily there wasn’t anyone nearby. I pulled her towards me and started hugging her as she continued to sob.
Me: Sorry, I don’t know if I did anything that made you feel this way. Z, I really hope for you to have a good life, you are unlike the other MLs I have met, you have never tried to ask me to buy you anything.
Z: (while choking on her tears) Don’t mention other girls in front of me
Me: Sorry, it’s getting late, I need to work tomorrow, let’s go back.
Z: No, continue to hug me like this
Me: Just for a while more ok?
Z then whispered something that I can’t hear, so I bend my head downwards and asked her to repeat
Z: (in a very small voice) I have never let anybody cum in my mouth before
Me: ….
Z: I don’t know how to give BJ, I only tried it once with my ex-husband and I don’t like it
Me: Z, I’m just saying those just now, I don’t mean it
Z: Can you let me try to give you BJ? I promise you, I will only do BJ for you, I will not do on any other men
Hearing that, my lil brother immediately came alive and Z can feel it as I’m hugging her
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Z: I know that you may despise me, but I have really just given HJ and nothing more. Even with my bf, we only have sex about once every 2 months. I don’t have a high sex drive.
Me: Z, please don’t keep saying that, I don’t despise you at all
Z: Then why do you reject me when I can feel that you want it?
Me: Let’s go home, I am tired
Z still refuses to move, so I had to continue hugging her for a while. By now, her crying had stopped.
Me: Let’s go, I really need to work tomorrow. I will find you after my work tomorrow k?
Z: It’s my off-day, my bf will be fetching me to his house.
Me: Then let’s meet another day?
Z: Aren’t you jealous that we may be having sex tomorrow?
Me: What can I do about it?
Z: You can have me now, we can spend the night together
Me: I can’t do this, sorry. Maybe I really like you too, I can’t treat you like this, I don’t want you to get hurt
Z: I can feel you and it’s making me wet too
Z then pulled my hand and guide it to her shorts, where she then slot it under the shorts. My lil head is start to take over and I move further south.
Me: Z, you are so wet now
Z: Yes, only you can make me feel so aroused. I want you inside me
Me: Now?
Z: No, let’s go to a hotel and spend the night there.
Me: I have to work tomorrow
Z: Please, take leave, I want you to hug me to sleep tonight
I looked at my watch and it’s almost midnight. Decided to just sms my supervisor and told him that I’m having a bad diarrhoea and will be seeing doctor tomorrow morning if it still persist. I then checked out the available rooms in agoda and booked one.
Me: Let’s go, but anytime you want me to stop just tell me.
Z: En..
At this point in time, Z has suddenly become much more demure and even looked shy. She looks so much more attractive like this, but in my heart I am also feeling some guilt as though I am leading her on. During the drive to the hotel, we were pretty quiet, but Z finally spoke when we are near the hotel. I still remember this conversation as it still give me a hardon whenever I remember her voice saying these words
Z: I have always used condom with my bf when we have sex
Me: Do you want me to go buy some first?
Z: No… But can you don’t cum in me tonight? (今晚你能不能不射进去）
Me: No, I want to fill you with my cum. (不行，今晚我要把妳填满）
Z: How do I explain it to him if I’m pregnant? (如果我怀孕了要怎么和他解释）
Me: Then let’s just hug and sleep tonight, no sex (那我们今晚就只抱着睡，不做爱）
Z: But I want to feel you inside me (但是我想要你在我里面）
Me: Then I will go buy condom first (那我先去买套）
Z: No, I want to feel you, I don’t want anything between us (不要，我要感觉到你，我不要有套）
Me: Then I will just cum outside (那我在就射在外面）
Z: En… next time if we are trying for kids, I will let you shoot inside too (嗯。。。我们以后试着有孩子时，我就让你射进去）
We soon reach the hotel and after the check-in (fuck the reception, they took almost 15 mins to check me in), the first thing Z did upon entering the room was to dim the lights
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After she dimmed the lights, we started frenching and my hands were roaming all over her without any rejection from her. We ended up on the bed and took a break from the kissing
Z: I’m giving myself to you, you can’t go and find any other girls
Me: Z, why are you doing this?
Z: I don’t know, I used to think I only love money, but after meeting you, I realised that I don’t want you to waste money on me. That’s why I have never asked you for anything or even asked you to come and find me
Me: I don’t have much money for you anyway
Z: I don’t want your money, I just want you to be mine, just mine. I don’t want any other girls to even look at you
Me: I still don’t understand, you know I can just sleep with you tonight and tomorrow, I can go find another girl right? You will not marry me and I will also not marry you, so why are you doing this?
Z: Please don’t ask me anymore, I don’t know too. I just know I don’t want you to be with any other girl, it’s the first time I have ever cried for a guy.
Me: If you want me to be just yours, will you marry me then?
Z: No, I can’t marry you. You don’t understand how much it costs him every month just to settle things on my side. I don’t want you to have to face this type of pressure.
Me: Then am I just a toy to you?
At this point, Z got angry, and I mean real angry. She suddenly sat up on the bed and glared at me and reached out to slap me (I realised after a few more outings with her that she’s not the violent type and in fact hate violence, which is why I think my words really hurt her). I used my arms to block my face to prevent the slap and then sat up as well. I think she got frightened that I may turn violent, but I hugged her instead.
Me: Z, if it’s 5 years ago, I may have asked you to marry me. I know I can’t afford to give you the same life he’s giving you now, but at least I am still energetic then and can still work hard. But now, I just want a peaceful life.
Z: …
Me: You are really very pretty and can get much better guys than me, and you also have a very kind heart. Which is why I can’t bear to sleep with you, I will feel guilty like I have made use of you just to satisfy myself.
Z: Do you like me?
Me: Yes, I like talking to you, I like the way you think, I like hearing your voice, I like looking at you.
Z: Let’s go shower together
Z just started stripping down to her bra and panties, and I followed her lead but stripped naked instead.
Me: Are you intending to shower with those on?
Z: I’m shy…
Without saying anything more, I cup her face with one palm and started frenching her again. I then start to gently grope her natural C-cup breasts before moving to unhook her bra. She struggled a bit, but I continued to kiss her and she finally allowed me to remove her bra. I then slowly pulled her back to lie down on the bed and started kissing her neck and slowly moving towards her breasts. She was trying to use her arms to cover her breasts by then, but I pulled them away and started sucking on her nipples. After that, I started to kiss her slowly to her belly button before trying to remove her panties. This time, there was no resistance and I can actually see that she was fucking wet. As my mouth moved closer to her pussy…
Z: No… don’t look there, I’m shy
Me: It’s beautiful (seriously, it is one of the prettiest pussy I have seen)
Z: No, don’t look
Me: I want to taste it
Z: No….
Her resistance is getting weaker and positioned myself to start licking her pussy. She really takes care of her pussy, there was no foul smell at all. As I gently licked it, she suddenly grabbed my head and pushed it towards her pussy. Sensing this, I increased the speed of my tongue flicking and after a while, she starting moaning really loudly. I then repositioned myself and started kissing her neck before positioning the tip of my lil bro at the entrance of her pussy. By then, it was so wet and without saying anything more, I just pushed it in and she suddenly gasped and started to grab my arms real tight.
Me: Z, I want you, I want to cum in you…
Z: No… don’t cum inside…
Me: Z, I have always fantasized about making love with you… You don’t know how many times I have masturbated just thinking about you
Z: Go slower, I want to enjoy longer… I am yours, you can fuck me whenever you want, just promise me you will not find any other girls
Me: Then you cannot let any other men including your bf fuck you or do anything else to you if I promise you that
This is a weird conversation in the middle of love-making, but I am just slowly thrusting her as we are talking. She was silent for a while while I continued to slowly fuck her.
Me: Z, it’s only fair right? If you just want me to fuck with you, you need to do that with me too.
Z: I don’t have sex drive when I’m with him, but I need to do my duty as a gf.
Me: Then what happens when I need it and you can’t meet me? Who’s going to do that duty for me?
Z remained silent and I started to increase my speed in thrusting her. She started to moan real loud and calling me husband (老公), and I keep thrusting her until I feel that I’m about to ejaculate. I then pulled out and quickly positioned myself to aim at her face. She got the hint of what I want and started stroking me furiously before I cum onto her face and hair
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Thanks for the support bros, there’s some guys trying to Guess the ML but I will not reveal anything about her. And to the guy who claimed that I’m making this up, it’s up to you to believe what you want too. Will update again tmr hopefully, going to pick her up soon
After cumming on her face and hair, we both went to take a shower. There was an awkward silence before I decided to speak.
Me: Z, I still don’t understand what you are thinking
Z: I don’t know too. I just know that it’s painful for me to think about you having sex with other girls. When I imagine it, my heart feel like bursting. I don’t mind doing anything you want as long as you don’t touch other girls.
I started thinking about what a bastard I am to take advantage of her like that as I have no intention at all to keep myself exclusive for her. But as we continue showering, she starts to gently wash my penis and suddenly just kneel down and tried to give me a blowjob.
Me：Z, what are you doing？
Z：I have watched some porn before, isn’t this what you guys like？
Me：There’s no need to do this
Z: I want to satisfy you, I want you to only think of me and no one else when you have the need
I gently helped her up and started to french kiss her again while groping her breasts. Both of our breathing got harder and I decided to end the shower. We wipe ourselves dry and laid together holding hands in bed. Z then moved my arm to go behind her while she laid her head on my chest.
Z: Please don’t think that I just sleep with anybody. I have only slept with my ex-husband and bfs before.
Me: (while using my other hand to stroke her hair) I know, I believe that you are someone who knows what you are doing, it’s just that I don’t understand why you want to possess me so much
Z: You are the only one whom I can really talk freely with about anything. Even with my bf, I cannot tell him everything. But you are different, when we chat, I feel that I can trust you and tell you everything.
Me: It’s because our relationship is different. We only meet about twice a month, you don’t have to worry about me judging you too.
Z: No! I care a lot about what you think of me. But you always can see things from my angle and you are also not worried about telling me how you think. You are different from the others, who only say nice things, but I know all they want in the end is to sleep with me.
Me: I’m doing that now right? How do you know it’s not an act to get you to sleep with me?
Z: I just know, I can feel it. Remember that time when I told you (she brought up an incident where a customer offered her a 5-digit sum to spend a night with him, will not go into the details here again, just that in the end she rejected him). You are the only one whom I can tell you freely how tempted I was and you are the only one I can share all these details with. You are the only one I want to share the videos of me and my child with, I wanted so much for you to be able to be part of our future.
Me: You know that’s not possible. Unless I strike toto, I cannot afford your expenses.
Z: That’s right, but I can still love you can’t I? I know how Singaporeans think about us, that we love money and we are here to cheat money. But who don’t love money? If Singaporeans are so noble, why do I not see them donating all their money to charity?
Me: I think it is just because you are lonely here, and I happen to just be someone who can understand what you are trying to say. But Z, you are going to get married soon, I don’t want to jeopardise your marriage.
Z: Do you enjoy making love with me just now?
Me: Yes, it was one of the best I had
Z: Really?
Me: Yes, I can feel you so much, I love the way you moan, the way you push yourself towards me.
Z: Then can you just find me in future if you have needs and not find any other girls?
So after a big circle, it’s back to this topic. I really enjoyed fucking her and was not lying about it being one of the best experience I had. She’s not super active, but the way her body responds, her facial experience is so natural and real. I stayed silent while Z just continue to lay her head on my chest.
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After a whlie, I decided that I don’t want to lie to Z
Me: Z, we are both adults and know that things don’t always go the way we want it to.
Z: (whispering) I know…
Me: I’m a man and I have my needs. You are getting married soon and there’s no way that you can meet me everytime I need it.
Z: …
Me: Your bf is so possessive, and you are moving in with him after you get married. How can we have the chance to meet then? Or do you want me to just masturbate for the rest of my life?
Z immediately sat up and turned around to look at me
Z: I will find a way
Me: It’s not possible and you know it. Even now when you are not staying with him, I think you also know how hard it will be for us to meet again like this.
Z: But I’m here with you right now
Me: Actually I’m curious, what did you tell him?
Z: (explained what she did so that her bf did not come to pick her up tonight). I also did not expect us to end up in a hotel, I just thought of meeting you outside and letting you know how I feel, but the pain is so hard to bear when I think that when I’m with him, you are with another girl.
Me: But what about me? When you are with him and I’m alone, how will I feel?
Z: I know that I’m selfish, but I can’t leave him now. I depend too much on him and he has always been so nice to me too. I can’t bear to break his heart.
Me: Let’s just keep tonight as a happy memory between us Z, I can’t give you what you want, just like how you can’t always meet me when I have the need.
Z: No! There must be some other way!
I’m starting to get a bit worried if there’s something wrong with Z; after all, I had met my fair share of girls who are not right in the head and they are a pain to deal with. In fact, I’m starting to regret sleeping with her.
Me: Z, can you imagine if you are me? When I just want to hug you, but you are out with him shopping, eating? What I have to go through every night as he hug you to sleep while I’m all alone?
Z: …
Me: I like you Z, but the pain may be too much for me to bear too, so I will rather give up now than to live a nightmare in future. I don’t want to live like this every day while
Z: (interrupting me) So u like me?
Me: Yes, I like you, but not to the extent that I am willing to be all alone while you are happily married, to be all by myself while you have him and your child at your side
Z: Then you can get married too! Get an ugly wife that can do your household chores and take care of you, but you will not want to touch her
I started to panic then as it seems that she was really not thinking straight and was also relieved that I didn’t shoot inside her as I can’t imagine how she will act if she’s pregnant.
Me: Z, listen to me…
Z: (interrupting me again) I know I’m very selfish, but I just want you to myself! I promise you that I will just limit my sexual activities with my bf to once very 2 months. He cums very fast, so it’s just less than 5 mins.
Me: It’s not just about this. You are asking me to be alone, but if you want me to be just yours, I don’t want to be a mistress who cannot see the light.
At this point in time, Z was the one who became silent. I pulled her gently to lie down beside me again.
<<to be continued>>