***to continue on…
our conversations that night via messenger eventually got personal. i told him that i was still a virgin & planned to stay one for the time being. simply cause i was afraid of the pain the deflowering process would bring me. i was very explicit about it. he told me that he had quite a number of partners in which most were in fact virgins. & he explained that there wasn’t much pain involved if everything was done correctly. he even seeked to correct some of my misconceptions with regards to sex. upon listening to his explanation, it smoothen out some of my inner fears. somehow, the pain of deflowering doesn’t seem that bad after all.
what followed after were a couples more dates. but nothing sexual ever happened. & as the time goes by, i got to know him better through numerous chatting. we chatted about everything under the sun, including sex too. perhaps, some might termed it to be strange that a girl could be so open-minded to chat about sex at the age of sixteen. but it was just me. i had always been that open despite my strict upbringing. so maybe this was what made him easier to open up to me.
& along the way, i got to know that he had fuck buddies with no strings attached status & ons as well. at certain points in time, he even shared his sexual experiences & the conquests he made recently. it was as if we were becoming friends. friends of a different kind of nature, thou not sexually. but i realised that the infactuation that i had for him earlier was long gone.
i do not know when the thought of making love started popping into my mind. & secretly i urged to find out. to find out the so-called pleasure of making love. but in order to make love, i need a partner. & in my mind, i had no doubt that it would be C.
i know most girls would want their virgin sex to be taken by someone they love. but to me, it doesn’t matter. i just wanted my first time to be painless & taken by someone whom i trusted. & that very person would be C. i trusted that he would be gentle with me. however, at that stage, i do not know how to probe that subject with him. so the only solution i could think of was to request him to bring me to a hotel. & the excuse i gave was that i am curious about how hotel81 looked like as i had never been there before. & C obliged to my request.
so things took a change from then.
**got to take a shower. be back to continue the story.
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birdie8819
Welcome back sis glmourist !!!
Oh ! Din you know that most of the samsters here are meeting at Geylang lor 8 tonight (8 + 8 Kopitiam ) -
http://sbfsg.world/showthr...43429&page=967
Too bad I can’t join them
oh, i have no idea. i don’t check out the other threads that much.
if i had known earlier, i would join them. anyway, when didn’t you head down?
**the next scenerio happened in balestier hotel 81 with C.
it seemed as if no time had passed at all as I walked into the hotel room with him. & yet, all my insecurities & fears came rushing back. i suddenly feel very shy. instead of the smart ass comment & seduction i had ready, my mind can’t come up with any coherent thing to say or do. maybe talking is overrated. & i should simply concentrate on the seduction only.
upon reaching the hotel room, i walk over to the bed & flopped down. & i signaled to C to come over to the bed & accompany me. we started our usual talking session. after awhile, i started lying nearer to C in obvious interest. after that, C reach out his hand to me, & pulled me close with his fingers laced into my hair. i tilted your head back to look at him, & knew that this was the correct decision. & i uttered into his ears, i wished to be fuck by you.
not surprisingly, things got out of control that very night. i lost my virginity in a slightly painful, but sweet fashion on the hotel bed.
the first thing i felt was his knee slipping between my legs. he then used his right leg to move my left knee out further. after repeating this for the other leg, he lowered his hips towards mine so that i could feel the very tip of his cock against my vagina opening. “ok, sweetie, this is going to hurt some. i’m really sorry. try to bear with it alittle.” this was what he said before thrusting it in.
C had “warmed me up” with his tongue & with some foreplays involved, so i was at least a little wet. this was sufficiently slippery for him to begin entering me. C moved very slowly at first, going in a fraction of an inch, then back out. with each stroke, he moved a bit further. my eyes were closed, & i was concentrating on not saying something very unromantic like “OUCH!” or “Get that thing out of me!”
finally he decided that i was ready for one quick thrust to finish his journey. & he thrusted all the way in & i could practically felt my pussy enlarging. i know i grimaced & gasped from the stinging pain. but at the very least, the pain was bearable. he paused & leaned down to kiss me & to keep my moaning volume down. after several more thrusts, he smiled & whispered, “guess what, sweetie? i’m gonna come.”
shortly after, he pulled his prick out of me & shoot onto my body. with the prick out of my pussy, i felt a sense of relief. “great, super,” i whispered weakly, mentally adding “thank God.” i was happy because it was over & i knew the next time would be easier. it defintely felt much better then. then, we rested for quite some time before proceeding out of the hotel.
thinking back, it was my virgin fuck but nothing fantastic to speak about. to me, it was just a slightly painful experience with no love involved. & with no love involved, it was much easier to deal with. i mean for my emotions, cause both parties wouldn’t expect anything beyond what we can give.
in my opinion, it wasn’t that enjoyable as claimed. & it took me a couple more fucks before i truly enjoy the making love process. however, i didn’t regret my course of action cause till now, i still think that C was the best canidate for taking my virginity.
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Clit_LickeR
juz back from the TCSS, didn’t see any glamourist…
cheers!
sadly u didn’t inform me about the outing.
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birdie8819
Well how I wish I can also but permit not approved by OC ……..hehehehe . Take Care , Good Night and Sweet Dreams !!!
good night.
have wet dreams tonight
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KingEros
Very wickedly funny piece of writing … bravo!!!
thanks. praises coming from you, remarkable scarce.
How come I dun remember your moaning habit, huh??
u mean u heard my moaning before?
shit, I join one month earlier than her but she got 41 points and 1 power, goddammit, I’m going to quit SBF liao.
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glamourist
actually, i think that in everyone’s life, no matter how much or little sexual experience one may have, there is always going to be that guy/girl that you wanted so bad & never got. that guy/girl that haunts you the rest of your life, the one that you fantasize about more than any other.
Hi, I totally agree with this statement of yours. I still have cravings for a very sweet, pretty and petite girl I used to date during my Uni days … we event spent two days on holiday in Indonesia. It was too platonic a relationship. I regret that I did not give her a kiss or a hug etc during that trip …. afraid that she would reject and that would be the end of the relationship. Of course now I think I should have done so …. things would have been so different.
Thanks for sharing your story. I like the way you write and it gives me a good insight into the thoughts of a woman …. which I still find baffling at times.
You don’t sound like a nympho to me but I guess you still have more stories to share. Looking forward to reading the rest.
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CLee2
Hi, I totally agree with this statement of yours. I still have cravings for a very sweet, pretty and petite girl I used to date during my Uni days … we event spent two days on holiday in Indonesia. It was too platonic a relationship. I regret that I did not give her a kiss or a hug etc during that trip …. afraid that she would reject and that would be the end of the relationship. Of course now I think I should have done so …. things would have been so different.
Thanks for sharing your story. I like the way you write and it gives me a good insight into the thoughts of a woman …. which I still find baffling at times.
You don’t sound like a nympho to me but I guess you still have more stories to share. Looking forward to reading the rest.
just like what my title states, the beginning of a nympho. all these are the beginning to it. & yes, i do have alot more stories to share about my journey despite my mere age. so do bear with me.
& hope that my stories do entertain some of you.
through this, the lesion i learnt was that sex & friendship could never co-exist together. yes, perhaps one might undoubtly think that it could be done. but in my case, it wasn’t possible any longer. the feeling of awkwardness whenever both parties saw one another. & the slience that stretched for long periods of time. it changed both of us partially as we were no longer comfortable in each other’s presence.
to date, we were considered acquaintances only. basically keeping contact once in awhile without mentioning about the past. & no sexual stuffs ever happened between us ever again. sometimes, i do regret that i lost a friend who could share his/my thoughts. but whatever it was, life still goes on.
i am still pretty much the same old self, with the same perspectives as usual. nothing changes drastically in my life either. that’s for certain. & i guess growing up is inevitable & throughout every processes in my life, i bound to learn different lessons. & i guess this incident did teach me an important lesson as well.
from then on, i would not cross the boundary between friendship & sex.
alright, for my next story, i would write about my threesome experience. i know this story about losing my virginity was kinda short but seriously, that was how i lost my virginity. without much ups nor downs. nothing memorable except the pain & the friendship lost. & i would just like to share with the lesion that i learnt as well.