Inside my heart


    Chapter #31

    One day, ZT’s manager had resigned and ZT had to take over his projects. As we had an important marketing campaign for a major customer, I had to brief him though and ensure it was successful. Hence we had to work late to do brainstorming. During one of the late night, i felt headache and stress on the proposal. ZT gave me a massage on my head. Soon he asked me to sat back and he gave me massage on my shoulder. He told me I was too stress on myself and I had to relax in order to have a better proposal. As I felt relax after his massage and sat relax on my seat. He on some music for me and went to make tea for me.

    When he returned my room, he closed my curtain blind. I took a drink and he continued to massage me. He started to massage my shoulder, my hands and to my legs. As he was massaging me, he told me after that night we were together, he missed me alot. He did not expect to see me again. As he was telling me, I did think back of the past when we were petting in the car. I felt his hand was massaging my thigh and slowly spread my legs. I looked at him and told him we could not do that in office. He gave me a slient finger, a charming smile and asked me no need worry. He went under my table and started to rub my clits. He removed my panties and spread my leg apart and licked me. I was excited and worry at the same time. As Daniel and me did not had sex regularly, ZT action suddenly gave me the sex urge. When I was getting aroused, I felt something was vibrating my clits. In no time, I had cum. ZT used a vibrator and rub my clits and suck my vigina. I started to have multiply cum again and I was controlling my moan. It was long time I had multiply cum. He asked me to stand up and moved my chair aside. He pulled up my skirt to my waist and started to penerate me from behind. The moment he was successfully insert into my vigina, he continued to use the vibrator rub my clits. I was very aroused and did cum again and again. I started to lie on my table and felt he was pumping me. I felt every pump he insert made me felt excitement and aroused. He managed to hit my g spot and I could felt the wetness in my vigina flowing down to my feets. I got exhuasted and it was like long time I did not have that feeling. He managed to pump me till I started to beg him to stop. The sensation of the vibrator rubbing my clits making me crazy. I was holding on the table edge tight and everytime i cum, he was still pumping me. Finally he cum and shoot on my bum. I finally relieved from it. I was breathing hardly and lying on the table. He was sitting on my chair resting. After awhile, we cleaned up ourselves and went to toliet to clean myself again.

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    Chapter #32

    In the toilet, i was asking myself, what was I doing. How could ZT and me did such thing in office. I had to calm down. When I was walking back to my room, lucky there was no one else in the office. I told ZT that it should not happen again and I left the office. On the next day, we saw each other. It was quite awkward and I trying to act as nothing had happen. Hence in other night meeting with ZT, I would open the door.

    As the project was over, Daniel had arranged a trip with me to Paris. During the trip, he had planned and propose to me. I had agreed to his proposal as I had already think he was my right man. When I had returned back to office from the trip, news spread fast. ZT had also heard about it and felt disappointed.

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    Chapter #33

    One night, as we were discussing a project with another marketing manager. Suddenly the marketing manager had to leave as his son was having fever. End up it left me and ZT alone. The topic suddenly change, ZT asked me did I accepted Daniel’s proposal? I told him yes as Daniel and I had together for years. He was unable to accept and thought he would had chance after that night. He came and hug me and kiss me. I was unsure should I push him away or how as he was abit emotion unstable. Soon his hand went into my skirt, I quickly hold on his hand. But he had greater strength, he managed to breakthrough and put the vibrator into my panties. He on the vibrator very quickly and held on my hands. He started to kiss me and asked me did I enjoy it. I felt the vibration was much stronger than the last time and i was keep moving my legs and hope the vibrator drop off. The more I move, it vibrated all over my vigina. I told him we could not do this again in my office. He told me okie not in my office, lets go other place. He slowly pushed me to move forwards while he was behind me. Time to time, he on and off the vibrator. Luckly there was no one in the office and I followed his way towards the toilet. It was uneasy to walk espeically he on the vibrator at full speed. It was like the longest moment I was able to reach the toilet as he keep changing the speed of the vibrator. He lead me to the handicap toilet and lock the door.

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    Chapter #34

    He started to kiss me and lick my neck. The vibrator was still on. I was cumming time to time. He took off my jacket and unbutton my blouse. He started to massage my breasts and whispered to me that my breasts had become bigger and he missed them. He unclick my bra and sucked my nipples. He keep held on my hands. I did not know what to do, as the sensation of the vibrator made me cumming. I hugged him and whispered back to him that lets made it the last time. I gave it to him what he wanted. He took off my blouse and my bra and started sucking my breast aggressively. I could felt my nipples got to suck out by him and i felt pain, but my mind was continued aroused by the vibrator. He took off his pants and asked me sucked for him. As I had the sex urge and I promise him as this was the last time, I sucked for him aggressively as well. I keep licked and sucked for him and I was also thinking of penis inside my vigina. Whenever I felt like cumming, I wanter his penis inserted into me deeply. Soon he cum into my mouth and asked me continued to lick his penis. He got harden again, he took off my soaked panties and lifted up one of my legs. He started to penetrated in, I got enjoyment when it finally went in. I wanted more as he continued pump into me. I could heard the wetness in my vigina and dipping down my legs. After awhile, he turned me to doggy style and continued to pump me. He used the vibrator to rub my clits while pumping me. He was getting me crazy and my legs was keep trembling. My bum was keep moving as the sensation was too strong. I was like willingly to let him pump me as long as he liked. He changed position, he made me sat on him while he was sitting on a cover toilet bowl. Time to time he used the vibrator to vibrate on my nipples and time to time vibrate on my clits. I lie on him and felt my breasts wanted to be suck and my vigina want keep pumping. He made my whole body got so aroused and every part of my body gave me sensation. I turned to him and gave him french kiss and started licking him. He licked back my ear and neck made me want more sex. I had lost count how many times cum i had and how excited i was that night. He made my body keep want sex and let him do what to me. I spread my legs wide and let him keep pumping me. He started asked me do I enjoy having sex with him? I replied yes. He asked me what I want now? I replied him sex. He asked me do i like to suck his penis? I replied yes and he made me think of sucking him just now. He asked me what i loved most. I replied him lick, suck, kiss and having sex which made me think more. I felt i wanted someone to suck my breasts on the spot. He asked me do I want more sex? I replied yes and do it faster. I want more. He asked me was I cumming soon? I replied him yes going soon. He continued to shake me. The moment I had cum and catching my breath, i felt he was shooting inside my vigina. I was breathing hard, there was something hit my spot time to time and i felt his penis was shooting several times. It was the first time it was shoot inside. I could not confirmed that feeling. I slowly stand up and catching my breath. I felt his sperm was flowing out of my vigina and flow down my leg. I was shock. OMG what should i do. I quickly used the water trying to wash out the sperm inside my vigina. I was lost. After we worn back our clothes, I asked him why he shoot inside me. He replied me since this was the last time, he wanted me to remember him and stayed inside my body. I was pissed off and went back home.

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    Chapter #35

    On my way home, I was keep asking myself how to resolve this situation. I went back and shower myself. I keep wash my vigina and hoped all the sperms were wash out. I could not sleep the whole and I thought that I could not let ZT remain in the office. Hence I found some excuses to send him to our Indian branch handle one project for six months. He recieved the news that he would be transferred and was pissed off. As my HR manager persuaded him as career progression and would be good for his career portfolio. He finally agreed. On the other hand, I was concerned that I might get pregnant. I tried to have sex with Daniel as I had engaged with him. I managed to get him to have sex, unfortunately he was not ready to be a father and done withdrawal and shoot on my tummy. At that moment, I did think of locking him and shoot inside me. But I knew if i did that, our relationship might breakdown. I was depressed during that period and I had purchased the pregrency kits to test as well.

    One day, my period came. I was damn relieved. I realized that that night having sex with ZT was my safe period. I was delighted my period came. As thinking ZT still in our company would not be good to me, I got an idea. I got someone to head hunt him to join another company as marketing manager. Indeed, he did moved over and we would not be in same industry. Hence it would be rare to see him again.

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    Chapter #36

    After that incident, I continued focus in my career. I got married with Daniel a year later and we finally got a daughter after many tries. Daniel was very good to me and a very good father. I had also changed my job after got head hunt. Daniel had continue progress well in the company. I got my successful career and family.

    One day after years later, my daughter and I were having high tea in a hotel. Suddenly a guy walked to me and said hello to me. I took a look, I was surprised he was Jacob. As he was going to meet his customer, we exchanged our contacts.

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    Chapter #37

    One day, I received a message from Jacob. He was asking me for a drink. I was thinking should i go and meet him. After considered, thinking him as a friend and I did want to know how was him now. I agreed to meet him. He told me he was currently joint partnership with his partner and setup a business. Over the years he was busy and focus in his business. He mentioned that he did not have any girlfriend after me. I was quite surprised. I tensed him that did he want me to introduce some girls for him. He just gave me a smile. We continued to stay contact time to time.

    During one of my business trip, I went back to hotel and rest. I received a massage from Jacob that he was also in the same city as me. He asked me out for a drink. Thinking since it was rare to meet up someone I knew in overseas, I agreed to meet him at my hotel lobby. We went to the hotel lobby had a bottle of red wine. We chatted about why he was here, business, interesting place around the city and his past experience. As we were drinking closely, he looked into my eyes. I did felt the past feeling when I was with him. As he was sitting closer, at times he would whisper to me and slowly his hand was on my waist. I thought he might be used to hold on my waist and so do I. He started to order the second bottle and confessed to me that he could not forget me. He felt regreted that he should not let me go. I did feel touch by what he told me. He hugged me and all the past memories were in my mind. On the other hand in my mind, should I push him away? I was struggling in my heart as he was once a guy I loved but I was already married. He started to kiss my ear and hug me tightly. The kiss made me thought back the sexual events with him. Slowly we looked at each other, we kissed. After awhile, we tried to control ourselves and continued drink the red wine and hoped it could be over As I felt sadness inside me, we drank the red wine in fast pace.

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    Chapter #38

    Hence I was tipsy and Jacob helped me up to my room. He put me on the bed and got a wet towel to put on my forehead. This sweetness gave me alot of memories. When I was lying on the bed looking at him, the tears came out of my eyes. He tried to console me as we understood we were in different situation. After awhile, he said he should leave as I could felt his sadness as well. I held on his hand and he looked back at me. In my heart, I could not let him go. He kissed me and I kissed back. We got french kiss and he was lying on me. Soon he off the light and we kissed aggressive. We were like long lost lover and we helped each other took off the clothes. We hugged and kissed each other bodies eagerly. He told me he miss my fragrance alot and I missed the feeling hugging his body. He went down to lick me. Every move he did, he knew my body so well. My body very fast taken by him as I was too used to with him. I hold his penis and automatic licked and sucked for him. Our bodies got too used to each other. Together with the effect of the alcohol, it made me very easy aroused. When I was sucking for his, my body would his penis into my vigina. I opened my legs wide and wanted him to go in. I could felt his tongue went slightly in. I wanted more and started to move my bum and wanted something into me. I moan louder as I wanted him penetrated me. I could felt he was enjoying when I was sucking his penis. He turned round and going to penetrated me. I told him please do not shoot inside, he say he will respect me. The moment he penetrated me, i could remembered his fullness penis inside me. I missed that feeling so much. I gave all the way to him as it was quite long time since i had sex with Daniel. I spread my legs wide and move my body to find my g spot and kissed him aggressively. My hands were all over his body. I moved my body upwards to let him suck my breasts. I enjoyed every moment with him. I cum and my body and mind wanted more. I turn him around and sat on his. I keep riding him and I cum again. I did a few times riding him hardly until I got exhausted. I lie on his body, he immediately turn me to doggy style. He started to pump me hard and fast from behind to my echuasted body. He squeezed my breast and smack my bum hard. He keep pumping in and smack my bum. The sensation in my vigina was much stronger than the pain. I keep moaning until he cum on my bum. I lie on the bed and started to feel the pain on my bum. However the sweetness with him made me overcome the pain and we hugged each other and fall asleep.

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    Chapter #39

    When I woke up, the moment I saw him beside me, this given my heart melt down for him. I hoped we could stay at that moment. I called and arranged to extended my business trip and accompany him. After I made the call, I returned to the bed. He looked at me and gave me a sweet kiss. We got french kiss and he slowly push me down to the blanket towards his penis. I hold his penis and gave him handjob. He got harden fast and I started to play with it. I started to play with his balls and kiss and suck his balls while rubbing his penis. He got reacted. I licked his penis and given him a tight suck. At times i will licked the tip of his penis. He got so aroused and finally he shoot out.

    Soon we bath together and went out for breakfast together. After the breakfast, he asked me to stay in his hotel instead. I had checked out and went over to his room. We went to roam around the city and like a just married couple. We held our hands and time to time we would kiss each other. We went to a nice restaurant for our dinner and went to a jazz pub for more drinks. I could not remember how much I had drink and I knew I would be drunk if I continued.

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    Chapter #40

    I followed him back to his hotel room. He put me to the couch. I was sitting there closing my eyes and my head was spinning. I felt I was blindfolded and he whispered to me and relax myself. In my heart, I was felt quite uneasy and it was complete darkness. However I trusted him, I continued to sit on the couch. He french kiss me, I got into the mood very fast. He took off my tee and the blindfold was very tight. He adjusted the blindfold abit. He started to kiss my neck and my breasts. I was keep guessing what was he doing to me. The touch feeling was much strong. The only sense with me was only feel. He put my hands to my breasts and asked me to touch myself and sedured him. He used my hand to play with my breast and continued french kiss me. While I was massaging my breast, he pulled off my jean. He started to lick my leg up to my thigh. I felt he was kissing and licking near to my vigina. Very soon getting aroused, I felt like touching vigina. I would like him to rub for me, however he keep arouse me. Suddenly he whisper to me again, touch myself and show my horny moves to him. He moved my hand to my panties. I started to rub my clit and playing with my breasts. I felt wetness on my panties and I was getting into sex mood after playing with myself. Soon he unclick my bra and remove my panties and asked me to continue. I continued to mast myself. As I was getting higher, I asked him to insert into me. However he did not do it. When I nearly cum, I felt his finger inserted into me. As he was fingering me, I would like more to cum. I felt there was cold feeling inside my vigina. I thought it might be his finger was cold. I continued to enjoy being finger by him until I had cum. I continued to rest on the couch waiting for him.

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