Inside my heart


    Chapter #21

    He told me that his roommate was in his room. He suggested to go handicapped toilet which nearby to the stadium. He said he knew the place usually no one will be around. As he stayed in the campus for so long, I trusted him. We packed up our stuff and follow his way. On the way, he held my hand tight and would kiss me time to time.

    When we walked towards the stadium, indeed there was no people. He lead me inside a building from a side door. He told me that the main gate would be lock, however he side door was damaged and unable to lock. We walked inside the building, it was very dark except there are some light from the emergency exit sign. He lead me up to the toilet.

    We started to french kiss each other. He pulled up my blouse and bra and sucked my nipples. As I was aroused earlier, very fast I could felt I was into it. He took off my blouse and bra and keep kissing my breasts. I help him unzip his shorts and touch his penis. I could felt he was harden and his underwear was tight. I started to touched his balls and moving up and down. He got aroused. He took off his underwear and move my hands to rub his. He got enjoyed and tried to unbutton my short pants. Very soon I was naked to him and we petted each other. He whispered to me, helped me suck. He slowly moved my head downwards to his penis and i was kneeling down. In my heart, I was curious how would he react to lick and suck.

    I used my tongue and slowly taste his penis. I saw he got reacted by the lick and I think was fun. I started to try using my tongue to lick around his penis. I could felt his body was trembling as the more i licked him. Slowly I accidenly lick the tip of his penis, he got a shock. I tried a few more times, he started can’t take the feeling. He started to push my head towards his penis. His penis went into my mouth and he whrisper to me help him suck. I tried sucking his. He started to move his butts and I could felt his penis pumping inside my mouth. He asked me help him suck harder. As I am sucking harder, he moved in and out my mouth faster. At a point, his penis was too deep into my mouth and i nearly got choked.

    He french kiss me and slowly let me sat on the handicap bar. He slowly lick my neck to my breast towards my belly and to my thigh. The lick got me very aroused. He spread my legs apart and start to lick my clits. I got a shock from the lick and got uneasy feeling. He started to lick faster and suck my vigina. I could felt my vigina was being suck, while I wanted him into me. He turned me around and spread my legs apart and penerate me slowly. While he started to pumping me, i held on to the bars. I could felt my breasts and shaking. While he was pumping me, he played with my nipples and made them harder. I felt my breasts were very sensitive while having sex. In no time I had cum. He keep pumping me from behind and finally he cum and shooted on the floor. While we were resting awhile, the light went off. It really scared me in shock, he quickly moved his hand and the light came back.

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    Chapter #22

    After the quick sex, we quickly went back our clothes and left the place. We walked to 7-11 for a bite and rest. While he was sitting with me, I told him that we shouldn’t go that dark place. After that, we did have petting and sex at times.

    After months dating, he started to suggest of my outfit. He often shop with me and also accompany browsing online shop. He liked me wear more dress and skirt outfit as I usually meet him with shorts/jean. He brought me a black dress and asked me wear for him when we are dating. I went up and quite happy that he brought me a dress. After trying the dress, i realised that the dress had a round neck low V cut. I could see my bra and my cleavage. Hence I have met him up wearing the dress, however I wear a tube inside. I saw he is happy I wear for him and we went for a movie. In the cinema, he booked a corner back seat. As normal, he hugged me and watch the movie. He asked me did i like the dress he brought for me. I say yes and thanks for him. He asked me how come I wear the tube, it would not suit the original dress design. After some persuasion and trying to make him happy. I went to toilet and take off the tube. He was surprised and showing delighted in his face when he looked at me. He said I looked gorgeous in my dress. We went for dinner in a resturant. I started to notice some guys were looking at my direction, initial I thought was it true I looked great. Slowly I realize that dress getting lower and my bra was kind of exposing. I quickly pull up my dress and excused myself to the toilet and look myself in the mirror. I tried to adjust my dress and thinking should I worn back the tube, however I did not want to disappointed him. I put a knot behind my neck, but the dress went upwards. I continue my dinner and time to time i adjust my dress. His eye was totally on me which made me felt happy. After the dinner we strolled at a park nearby my house. While strolling around and we found a bench to sit down. We kissed and his hand is on my thigh. His hand slowly move up, he found that I am wearing panties instead of safety short. He smiled and asked me again did I liked the dress. I told him it was abit uncomfortable as i keep need to keep adjusting. He asked me since this dress could show my figure well, did I like the guys looking at me. I told him I not sure. This question strike me, should I dress more sexy in my outfit?

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    Chapter #23

    One day, he passed a present to me and ask me to try it. I open up, it was a g string. He asked me go to the toliet and changed it. He would be waiting for me. I was like wow, i didn’t try before except Amy told me she worn it before. I listened to him and changed it. He saw my panties inside my bag and he took it put in a plastic bag and put inside his bag. He happily say let’s go shopping. Initially i felt nothing much, just my bum was more exposed. We started to shop around and passby a shoe shop. He suggested me to try on heels as I am always wearing flats. He purchased a heels for me and say it suited my skirt today. As changing the heels, i had to more careful when crossing my legs to change the heels. After trying a few heels he chosen, he ask me worn it straight away. I stood up to the cashier, i realised that the g string was between me. He continued walked with me shop around. I felt the string was rubbing me whenever i walked. I started to understand why Amy told me she would felt aroused when she wear the g string. Jacob hold me waist when we shop. I looked at him giving him uncomfortable look, he give me a cheeky smile. As I thinking of changing back of my panties, but remembered he kept it inside his bag. I whispered to him you purposely right? He answer me did you like the feeling. I told him I wanted to go home. He told me his roommate would not be back and asked me follow him back. I looked at him, I gave him a nod.

    Hence I follow him to the hostel. On the way, I felt my body was aroused. When we are walking up the stairs to his room, he used his hand to touch my bum and slightly rub me. I gave him a stare, he was smiling saying I was wet. When we reach his room, quickly lock the door. We started to kiss passionly and remove our clothes. I mafe him kissed my body and rubbed me. He whispered to me, did I like the feeling being aroused when in public? My mind was getting horny and reply him yes. I lying him down on the bed, i turn wild. I started to ride on him. I felt i really wanted to have sex. I keep moving until i got cum and i lie on his body. He continued to pump me until he had cum as well. We started lying on the bed and I started to think, was my body controlled by him as he always made me thought of sex?

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    Chapter #24

    After the incident, I started to tense him as well as part of reverge. I had tried to let him touch my thigh and reject him. At times, I had rubbed him until he was harden, but I didn’t want to give him. I felt it was feeling good to sedure him and especially being success that he begged me he wanted sex. I was delighted of winning feeling.

    Days passed, I started to love myself more. I felt seduring Jacob was fun. I started to do research in youtube on how to sedure guys. I would look myself in the mirror and practice same as the youtube. Sometime wearing a dress, how I moved my body so that i could show my figure. Sometime wearing matching and sexy lingerie and ensure they were wore properly seeing my figure well. This also made me changed my outfit from inner to outer. I would take note of my body, hair, face and my smell. I went to learn make up and do treatment for my hair to be smooth and healthy. Everytime i learned something new, i would tested out on Jacob. At times, he would got crazy and demanded me help him. I gave back him a cheezy smile. As time passed, I grew my confident in myself.

    One day, I went to tennis courts to meet up Jacob as he was playing with ZT. As they were still playing, I sat on the bench facing them and waited for Jacob. (I remember I did make up myself and was wearing a tennis cap with a pony hairstyle, v neck white tennis shirt and a white tennis skirt. As I was not playing that day, i worn a push up black bra to match Jacob’s outfit.) As sitting down on the bench, i was sitting 45 deg facing Jacob and crossing my legs. From ZT view, he could actually see up to my thigh. Initially I did not realize that as I saw ZT was peeking at my direction. As I was trying to be naughty, at times I would lift up my leg like relaxing and watching at my mobile phone. That day, ZT lost to Jacob.

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    Chapter #25

    Jacob was very happy that day and walked to me gave me a kiss. I passed him a water bottle and towel. Later he went to shower as we were planning to watch a movie. ZT walked to me and started to chat with me. In my heart, I did have some feeling for ZT especially his smile to me. He asked me how had I been, still playing tennis and how was me and Jacob and where I stayed. While we were chatting, I notice his eyeview was looking at my cleavage. As being naughty that day, I purposely drop the water bottle and bent towards him. I slowed down my hand to cover my cleavage, I could see he got a delight and shock face. As we were chatting, we realized that we stayed quite near to each other. He suggested to meet up for supper one day.

    One day, I received a whatapps. It was ZT, he was asking me for a drink as he was driving his dad’s car out. As thinking of should I met him anot. I replied him ok met in 30min time. I quickly changed wearing a long sleeve white blouse showing my belly button and a short pants. I add on a demin jacket and did a light make up and applied perfume before meeting him. When he saw me, he being gentleman opened the door for me. I liked asking him how come so suddenly asked me out. He replied me passed by and think of me. He asked me how come I did dress so nice, i lied that I just came back home. He drove me to Macdonald to had a drink. Times to times, I would look deep to his eyes and play with my hair. After the conversation, we knew each other more. He became my supper buddy.

    Hence time to time when meeting ZT for supper, I would tried to wear different outfits with the same perfume to impress him. During one occurrence on our back home, we chatted about Lynn. He mention to me that he found Lynn dressing was kinda of boyish. But I mention she got cute friendly look. He started to compare her outfit with mine and mention I was much feminine than her. I got tensed him and asked him so who was prettier. He keep slient. I quickly replied back must be her, else you won’t in love with her. He replied that he did envy Jacob that he got me as gf. He liked Lynn’s character, however at times she was too strict to herself and him. Her family was strict that she had curfew and be at home by 10.30pm. I consoled him that Lynn was a nice girl. When I reached my home, he sent me to the lift. On the way to the lift walking side by side, I had purposely looking deep into his eyes. He reacted and move forward to kiss me. I moved aside and gave him a light kiss on his cheek, smile to him and thanks him for the supper.

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    Chapter #26

    After the incident, ZT started to message me every night. Occasionally, I would replied him as it was quite tough to chat with Jacob and I had concentrated on my studies. During one of the messaging with him, I told him that I just came back home and after shower. He asked me did I met Jacob just now. After messaging awhile, he mentioned again that he envy Jacob. I did mention on Lynn as well. He asked me did I stay overnight before with Jacob? Of course I replied yes. He asked me did I went to his hostel before? I replied yes. I asked back him, did Lynn went his house before. He replied yes. He asked that Jacob got touch me? I thought for awhile, I replied him yes as it was quite common for a couple. Then I asked how about him. He replied yes also. He asked more detail asking me got ever pet with Jacob. I frank to him and replied yes and asked him as well. He also replied yes. He asked heavy petting? I gave him a shy face and replied ya. How about him? He said he did tried before with Lynn. Then he asked me did I had sex with Jacob before. I told him ya and asked back him. He said he did try, however Lynn did not want it. (I thought it was quite normal for a couple and he and Lynn did before) He said it was due to her family strictness and she did not want it. He said Lynn only helped him handjob and let him pet her but she did not allow him to have sex with her. He asked me more details on how it happened having sex with Jacob. I asked him, how he settle if he want. He said he would mast himself. After that night, I think I had shared abit too much with ZT.

    After that erotic chatting with ZT, i tried to avoid meeting him. One day, ZT messaged me that there was a new cafe open and asked was I interested. As I looked at the time, it was just 7 plus pm and I was abit hungry. I replied him ok. Hence we had a dinner at the new cafe. During the dinner, he did not mention on any sex related stuffs, only causal and jokes. I felt more relaxed with him. Suddenly that night having heavy pour until we couldn’t see outside the cafe. We tried to stay in the cafe till 9 plus until it closed. The rain was still very heavy. ZT saw I was cold, he ran back to his car to get the umbrella. I saw him running back and he was drenched. I saw him holding a jacket as well in his hand. He ran to me and help me worn his jacket. I was quite touched by his action. We ran closely back to his car. He held my shoulder and ran with him. The rain was very heavy, part of my clothes were wet too.

    In his car, I saw his face and clothes were wet. He used the tissue help me dry my face. I helped to clean his face back. He looked at me deeply, I felt my face blush and my heartbeat did get faster looking at his charming face. He started to kiss me. Slowly we became french kiss and hugged each other. His hand started to touch my breast on my clothes and massaged me. He went further and his hand went into my clothes and directly message my breast. As I was very cold, his touch made me warm and i could felt my nipple were very hard. He held my hand to touch his penis and hint me to touch him. I touched him abit, his another hand started to pet me. As I was getting aroused, I started to put my hand in and helped him handjob. He was wearing a boxer. Both of us getting aroused and the rain started to get lighter. He suggested me did I want to go his house as his parents were in overseas. I agreed with him as both of us still rubbing each other. We still rubbing each other when he drove back to his house. Luckly his place was nearby, we reached in short time.

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    Chapter #27

    When I reached his house, I was surprised he was came from quite rich family. He stayed in a terrance house. When I followed him to his house, I was surprise that was huge and very modern renovation. He went to the kitchen and brought some drinks to his room with me. He passed me a towel and his clean clothes to shower in his bathroom. When I went to the bathroom and asking him where was the shampoo and body shower, he started to kiss me. His hand was all over my body and started to undress me. Our clothes were all over the floor and we went to the shower area. We continued to kiss in the rain shower. Both of us continued to pet each other. He kissed me all over my bodies and the water was keep showering on me. I got excited by the feeling. He slowly moved me down and help him blowjob. As I had handjob cleaned his penis, I help him blow. His body started to trembling and shooted in a short while. I thought he was too excited. We continued to shower and went out the room with towels.

    He lead me to his bed and started to kiss me. I turned him on the bed and started to handjob him. I was turning facing his penis and made it harden. He was rubbing my vigina and slowly he started to lick me. I felt enjoy being licked by him and wanted more. I licked back to his penis and let him enjoy too. We started to lick and suck each other. He got me aroused and wanted to have sex. I turned facing him and looked at him. I could felt his penis was near my vigina. Looking at him, he told me that he did not have sex before and enjoying this moment. I was smiling to him and used my hand to hold his penis rubbing my vigina. I could see his surprise and excitement look. I slowly inserted his penis into mine and slowly sat on him. I started to move and shake myself. He was lying there and enjoying. As I was trying to get myself cum, I started to compare him and Jacob. I keep shaking myself and I got nearly cum. He pushed me aside and shoot out. I continued to rub myself until i finish my cum, in my heart felt abit dishearted. After that, I rested on his bed and he went cleaned up himself. We had a breakfast together in the next morning and he sent me home.

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    Chapter #28

    On my way back, my feeling to ZT wasn’t as initial I had to him. I messaged him that we should not be continue like this and I had avoid meeting him again. After that incident, whenever we saw each other in the campus, I would act as nothing had happened. I saw ZT and Lynn were together, at times I did saw them quarreling.

    After I had graduated, I was still with Jacob. We continued our relationship and I felt we might married together. I had some plan on wedding saving and we might applied hdb in somedays. However, when I did discuss with him on our future, I could felt he was not ready. Time to time we had quarrel over it. However I thought he might be stress as he also just started working. I continued to progress my career. Within two years, i had changed three jobs, while Jacob remained his first job. Our pay range started to have a gap. I trusted him might made it one day.

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    Chapter #29

    On my first day of work, a guy spotted one of my earing had dropped in a lift. I was quite shock and said thanks. His name was Daniel who was a sales manager. I was quite surprised he was so observant. He looked smart, young, capable and charming. In the office, my HR colleague introduced me to all the colleagues in the office. When I went to Daniel’s office, he gave me a charming smile and welcome me to the office. As I was working in the marketing department, I would liaised with the sales team often and I got to know Daniel in some projects. Hence at times, Daniel sent me home when we work late together.

    I continued progress my career, around two years, I was promoted to marketing manager after a few succession marketing campaigns and Daniel promoted to head of sales a year later my promotion. This promotion drift Jacob and me apart. We had alot of quarrels and different mindset. Slowly we got broke up. After my broke up with Jacob for half year, Daniel knew about it and date me. Initially I took him as a friend and we worked close together. I would like to choose a guy could be my real partner in life. After several months of wooing, I found that his character and mindset and his charming face, I agreed to him. After a few months of dating, we did declared to our HR. Luckly we were in different departments, hence the company would just take note and no restriction. In the next two half years, I got a chance to promote to head of marketing. This given my boss and HR headache as they were aware of Daniel and my relationship. After several of discussion, HR proposed on major company decision making, Daniel and I could only had one vote. Daniel agreed with the proposal and I got my promotion as well.

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    Chapter #30

    One day, my department was hiring an assistant marketing manager. I was asked to sit in for second interview. On that morning, my HR staff briefed me the final three candidates. I got a shock when I saw ZT’s CV. As being professional, I had to control myself and be professional. ZT went into the meeting room, I could see he was shock as well. However he did perform well for the interview. After internal discussion, we had selected the other candidate and ZT was second choice. When I went back to my office, I was quite relieved that he was not the first choice.

    Two weeks later, my manager informed me that the first choice candidate we had selected had rejected to the package and ZT had agreed to join the company. I was totally surprised he accepted the job. I told myself it was a challenge for myself and forget the past.

    ZT had joined the company and slowly got adapted to the company. He was aware that Daniel and me were in relationship. As most of the time, I would discussed with his manager and to avoid direct talking to him.

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