Inside my heart


    Chapter #11

    I asked Amy, was it normal happen in club? She said sometime yes. I asked her how do I looked like last night. She said I was really drunk. If she did not knew me, she will thought I am that guy gf and behaved like a couple getting horny in club. She asked me did I felt being pet last night. I confessed and nod my head and told her i had strong feeling in my body. She asked me did I enjoy. I nod my head. Did my ex bf pet with me before (As she knew I had an ex bf before)? I reply her yes and I started to feel shy when she ask me. She asked did both of you have sex before. I nod my head. She gave me a surprise look as she never thought i had sex before.

    Hence as changing my shyness, I tried to ask her back did she ever experience similar like this. As I shared with her my feeling last night and she also opened up herself. She told me that she got herself to drunk due to she saw the guy she love was with another girl. She saw her ex was kissing and hugging the girl. Although they had breakup, she just couldn’t forget him. She went dancing alone and a group of guys approached her to dance. I asked her did the guys got touch her when they dance together. She just nod her head. I asked did they pet her. She silent for a while, say one of the guy pull her to a dark place and pet her. I asked her in club there are many people, she not concern? She said at some spot they are got curtains around, hence it was not easily to be seen and they did a quick action. I asked her how far the guy went. She got shy and said it was heavy petting. I asked her how come they could easily get heavy petting. She told me she always worn g string to club same as last night. Her ex bf like her to wear g string and she will felt aroused. That time she make used of the guy as her ex bf to let her l felt back the pleasure. After that she went back to find her friends and went home. (I got aroused by her sharing the experience and thinking last night did I did the same as her. Did Alex just rub me or heavy pet me as well) She told me that last night she wanted to go clubbing was to look her ex bf. She went to her ex friends and dance with them and waited for him. She was trying to get more update information on him. She apologized that she left me alone. I looked at her, I realized when she was in her sleeping dress, the dress could really show up her figure. I could see she didn’t wear bra and in my mind. I am thinking if I am a guy I would temped by her and wonder why her ex breakup with her. I started to look at my own breasts and started compared whose had better figure. I started to ask her why she miss her ex so much. She said her first time was given to him and make her always to be with him. I asked her after that time the guy pet her, is there anymore? She ignored my question. After this incident, Amy and I get closer. We always go out and sometimes we do not mind change together when we went shopping. However that was also my last time going clubbing.

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    Chapter #12

    After JC, I went to university. Amy went to another uni and we met up less. I tried to adapt into uni life. In uni life, we met alot of different people and people were not always in the same class. They were mostly are hi/bye friends. These friends were not close when I was in sec/jc. During one of a normal day, I was having lunch with my classmate. She suddenly pointed to me that there was a handsome guy queuing at the food stall. I looked at him, indeed he was kind of sunshine guy with a cheerful smile. I was attracted to his smile. I started to observe him and every time I saw him in the campus and take note of his movement. I realized he always carry tennis bag. I started following him and to find out who he is. I saw him playing in the tennis court, he was very fit and strong in the court. After his game, I saw him continued training with a group of people. The way he hit the ball really made me feel he was very man and could control the court well. I found out he was in the school team as I saw his photos in the tennis club. I started to read about tennis and I applied to join the tennis club. As a beginner, we were assigned to do some basic stroking and simple move. My eye time to time were looking him during the training on the court from far. After a few sessions of trainings, I found out his name is call ZT. My mind was planning how could I would know him.

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    Chapter #13

    In the tennis club, I knew a senior call Jacob. He was not as charming as ZT, however he was a nice guy and always friendly to his juniors. He taught us tennis, guided us if the movement was wrong. Having conversation with him, I realized he was ZT tennis partner. Although Jacob tennis skill was not as good as ZT, they always play together as Jacob stayed in the uni hostel. Hence I got exchange contact with Jacob and coincidence he was also my course senior. We started to get along and at times I did ask him on my studies. Sometimes ZT will meet him up, my heart would beat faster when I saw ZT. I saw they were quite close.

    One day, Jacob was initial meeting ZT for tennis, however he received a call and went off. ZT came over and asking about Jacob, I was shy to reply him that Jacob went off. ZT started to chat with me. This was my first time chatting with him. His eye and smile was so charming. I got to know more about ZT like what course he was studying in and why he love tennis so much. He told me that if I am interested in learning tennis, he could teach me. Hence we had exchange our contact.

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    Chapter #14

    One day, I have received a message from ZT that he was organizing a training tennis camp in Malaysia asking me am I interested. I got myself excited that he invited me. I asked Jacob was he going as well, he said yes he was going. I prepared myself and purchased new tennis apparels for the trip. On that day, we met up at the bus interchange carrying all our tennis apparels. I met a few familiar tennis friends and some of them I just got to know them. On the journey to Malaysia, Jacob was sitting beside me. My eye was looking at ZT. I notice there was a sweet looking girl (Lynn) always sitting beside ZT in the bus. They would having lunch together and follow ZT around. I realized this girl was ZT’s gf. I was kind of disappointed. I saw her playing well in the court and ZT was very sweet to her. I told myself, I would win her one day. After dinner, I strolled around the resort. Jacob came out looked for me. He felt I am in a disappointed mood. He told me that he knew I am interested in ZT and expected I would felt disappointed when I saw ZT’s gf. We started to chat on other stuffs and sitting down looking at the stars. At a moment, we did look at each other, he confessed that he was interested in me when he saw me in tennis club at first sight. It was too suddenly for me to accept his confession. We slowly went back to our rooms and acted as nothing had happened.

    After Jacob confessed to me, he took more

    initiative to meet me. Over the time, I felt he was a nice guy and I started to give him a try and we date together. Hence day in day out, both of us are always together like studying and playing tennis. Slowly I felt Jacob’s accompany become part of my daily life. At times, when I saw ZT, my heart still felt for him.

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    Chapter #15

    One day, Jacob had booked the court in the late evening as fully booked. We started to play as usual and we washed up after that. This was my first time staying that late and shower in the campus. I was scared inside the washroom alone. Luckily Jacob was always standing outside waiting for me. We went to get a bite at the 7-11 as we are striving. After that we strolled around the campus, he held my hand tightly and carried my bag. I continue to feel his sweetness towards me. We walked pass a staircase and we saw a couple were kissing and touching. Both of us looking at each other and slowly walk away. (Actually our eye was looking at the couple when we were walking away but we tried to act like nothing happen when we both looked each other)

    We walked to a park and sat down. We chatted on holiday after exam and planning a trip together. As we chatted along, the topic went off, we started to talk about the couple we just saw. Slowly we started kissing and hugging each other. As time went passed, I had missed the public transport home. It was very late. Jacob asked me did I mind staying in his hostel as his roommate went home that night. Thinking of the taxi cost and time as just a few more hours, it would be in the morning. I agreed walked back with him.

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    Chapter #16

    When I reached his room, I was quite surprise his room was very tidy. We tried to chat awhile and I was asking about his stuffs in the room. His eye was on me. I felt he was going to kiss me on that moment. We continued our kissing and hugging. He off the light and lie me on his bed. He continued kiss me and his hands started to feel my body. His hand was touching my thigh and my body reacted to his touch. As I was closing my eyes, I felt the feeling was familiar. My mind was thinking the past incident happen in the chalet. I would open my eyes to confirm the guy is Jacob time to time. He took off my tee and his. He continued kiss my neck. His hands touched my sport bra and massage my breast. I could feel his body was very muscular when i hugged him. He lift up my sport bra and kiss and suck my nipples. I got aroused by him. Slowly he take off my sport bra and play with my breasts. He told me I have nice body fragrance. I got excited and aroused when his body touch my body. He started to pet me and I could felt I was already wet and wanted more. When he sucked my nipple and rub me vigina and I was totally turn on by him. He removed my short and kissed my thigh and at the same time he removed his shorts. My body was further aroused by his lick on my thigh. Suddenly I started to realize and asked myself in my heart, are we too fast to have sex? I started to hold on my panties and keep asking myself should I stop it now. He continue rubbing me at the same time. At the same time, thinking that I was still wearing my panties, I could still stop him. The more he was rubbing me, I could felt my body wanted to have sex, however I hold my panties tight. I was struggling between my body and my heart should I give him or not.

    Suddenly I felt his penis was penetrating into me. Omg asking myself what I should do, he was inside me. He started to pump into me. I told myself that since already in, nothing much i could do. I could felt his penis was huge, every penetration make me felt fullness of his penis inside me. I couldn’t take his speed and pumping and I cum. During my cum, he keep pumping into me, this really got me crazy on sex. I got an urge of feeling urine and I want more sex. Every pump he went in, I got very sensitive spot in my vigina. I started to have multiple cum and could heard the wetness in my vigina. I couldn’t control my moan and I felt like I couldn’t not breath anymore. My body was getting exhausted. He lifted up my legs and pump me further. It was much deeper and tighter. I can’t remember how much did i moan. He finally cum on my stomach. I could felt my body is relieved as he finally stopped. He helped me cleaned up and lie beside me.

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    Chapter #17

    He removed my panties and started to play with my vigina and telling me I would felt relax and aroused being massage by him. My body was too exhausted, it was like after a marathon run and let him do what he want. Slowly he started to lick and sucked my vigina. After awhile the aroused feeling was still around and my body wanted to have sex. The wetness in my vigina did not never stop, I could hear the sound when he was rubbing me. He slowly lift me up and made me to sit on him. He tried to adjust himself and put his penis insert into me. The penetration was really deep into me. The sensitiveness inside my vigina getting much stronger. I could felt his penis was fully touch my sensitive spot. He started bound me up and down. Every moment I sat on his, there was a strong and sharp excitement. I felt myself was flying upwards and his penis was penetrate into my vigina in a very fast speed and hit my sensitive spot. I cum in a short time and I felt I am running out of breath soon. I could felt my breasts were bouncing and my hair were swinging. My body had loss all my energy and lie on his body. He keep shaking me and made me riding on him. His penis was keep rubbing my sensitive spot. I keep cumming and moaning. I could felt I moan till I had no sound. My mind was keep thinking when he could stop, I can’t take the sensation anymore. He finally stop. I lie on the bed and got a rest.

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    Chapter #18

    I thought he would stop and rest, but he turn me over to doggy style. He continued to pump me. The sensation was totally different. The more he pump me, I felt I have no more energy to hold my body upwards. I lie on the pillow and hug it. I felt my virginal have become wide as he moved my legs apart and I felt my bum was spread. He managed to penetrate me deeper, the sensation in my vigina was much stronger and i could felt he was pumping me from behind. I already felt the sensation had overtaken my body and mind. I felt enjoyment in me and nothing else. I felt my mind and my body had separate. My mind was stress up and excited of the sensation and my vigina was enjoying. I felt like begging him to stop as I couldn’t take the sensation anymore. He finally cum on my bum. I lie down and keep having a deep breath. I could felt my whole body was shag out. He cleaned me up again and turned me over. He hugged me tightly and gave me a good night kiss. I slept on his chest. After resting awhile, we had to wake up and quickly change and left the hostel. He sent me home that day. I was totally shag that day. I remembered once I reached home and had a shower. I fall asleep deeply. As I had waken up at night, I started to think back last night while lying on my bed. I felt quite surprise actually sex could made such excitement and enjoyment and how my body could reacted and keep cumming.

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    Chapter #19

    As I thinking of last night, my hands started to get naughty. The aroused feeling still inside me. Hence I started to caress my breasts like the moment he was bouncing me up and down. The fast movement of my breast moving up and down was my first time get so excited over it. As getting aroused, I quickly lock my door and continued to pet myseld. I hide inside my blanket and started to remove my clothes. The naked feeling make me felt like I was making sex with him last night. I started to rub myself and imagined he was petting me. As I continued to rub myself, my thinking got wild as I was being licked and his penis was rubbing my clits. My mind was getting excited and I miss the feeling of having sex being pumped by him. I started to imagine myself having sex. I opened my legs apart and I was struggling to put my fingers in myself or not. In the end I lost to my urge of getting pump, i had fingered myself. Time to time I would start to miss him.

    After that night, i found that I had attached to him closely. We would try to meet up daily. We would start to tense each other on sex stuffs. He told me that he did fetish of my thigh and saying i had a nice pair of legs. I told him i like his muscular body. Everytimes I hugged him tightly, I would thought of that night.

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    Chapter #20

    As weeks past, it was almost our exam period. I had requested him to study late with me at the study corner. As he was my senior, he would share his notes and guide me along. As I was very stress on a subject, we had study till very late. Slowly the people at the study corner was getting lesser. Suddenly he turned and keep looking at me as I was still concentrate on my notes and ignore him. He sat close to me and started to disturb me like blowing into my ear. As his hand slip into my blouse and start to touch my back. I looked at him and whisper to him what were you doing. He just gave me a smile and showed me a slient finger. As I tried to pull his hand out, he unclick my bra. I got shock. I stared at him and whisper to him again what were you doing angily. He whispered to me saying I miss you. His hand moved to my breast and massaged them. I quickly looked around and scared anyone saw us. Lucky other a guy in front of us listening to his music and study, there is no one else. I quickly used my jacket to cover his hand. He started to rub my nipple and make it harden. I whispered to him to stop it. He continued playing with my nipple and touch my thigh. I keep looking at guy in front of us as I scare he might suddenly turn towards our direction. My hand keep tried to stop him. As he was touching my thigh, he managed to force through and rub me. His strength overtook me and started to pet me on my shorts. He started to lick and kiss my ear and I got aroused by him. I did not how to stop him and my eye keep looking at the guy backview. As I scare that guy might see under the table, I thought of move up my legs and hide inside my jacket. That is a wrong move as he made him easier to pet me. As he was petting me, he managed pull down one side of my blouse and bra showing my breast out. He squeezed and tickling my nipple. As I tried used both on my hands to stop him from massaging my breast, he increased his speed to pet me. I could felt my vigina got wet on my panties. I quickly used both my hand to hold on his another hand. As his speed was getting much faster, I tried to control myself not to moan and closed my eye and leaned my head to my knee. I knew I can’t stop him, i used my jacket to cover myself. He felt I was enjoying and continue petting me. He whispered to me that he missed that night and made me think more. I started to feel like moaning and i used my hand to cover my mouth and the other hand trying slow his rub. I felt the cold wind is blowing into my jacket, my nipple getting more sensitive. He got excited when he could felt wetness on my shorts pants. I whispered back to him in an uneasy way, lets go other place. He smiled to me and said ok. I quickly worn back my blouse and my bra properly. I was pissed off with him and looked at him. He gave me a french kiss and I was melt again. I held his hand and followed him.

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