Against My Better judgement


    Chapter #11

    “My…my boyfriend cheated on me. I saw…saw him…” She struggled to find the words. Obviously, she saw him with another girl, doing what, I don’t know or care. I had seen these types of situations goodness knows how many times.

    “Now now, you sure you didn’t misunderstand? Maybe they were just friends?”

    “No!” She objected vehemently, & startled me.

    “They were, I saw…I saw them…doing…..that. It was…,” She broke down & cried again. I got a box of tissues, & went to shut the door. Wouldn’t do to let anyone who might just come back to see her crying in my office. Hard to explain.

    I leaned down a bit, & put my arms around her, ”Come now, don’t cry. He’s not worth it.”

    “I..I had such…such high hopes…for him,” She struggled with the words, ”Why must he be…betray me?” She was heart broken, poor innocent gal.

    “Give him another chance, guys are like that, they don’t think with their big head sometimes,” I said, obviously not meaning a word of it. Her hair smelt so nice, like flowers. I closed my eyes, & just indulged myself for the moment with her warmth, her girly smell. *Sigh*, what I wouldn’t give for that moment to last forever.

    “No…we already broke up,” She broke down yet again. I let her cry, just handing her tissues every now & then, while continuing to hold her fragile body in her arms. In between sobs, it turned out that she had broken up with him about a week ago after catching him with another girl, making love at his place, apparently. I didn’t ask too many details as I didn’t want to upset her further. Besides, none of my biz. I wasn’t overly surprised. She looked like a sex prude, probably cannot touch here, cannot touch there, & finally, boyboy got sick of DIY, & went to find a fruitbowl where he could stick his banana! We stayed n that position for several minutes, & my back was beginning to ache since she was sitting down & I was leaning. I shuffled a bit to find a more comfortable position, & found her turning to face me instead. She looked at me directly with those puppy eyes, & I could just melt…

    To be cont’d…

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    Chapter #12

    “Thanks for your time…I…I should go & let you do your work. I am so..so..sorry,” She tried to stand up. Looking away from me now, I sensed that she was a bit shy. As we looked at each other just a moment ago, I am sure she could sense something, my attraction for her. I held her by her slim shoulders, looked at her, & said, ”Don’t; be silly, you are my friend, how can I do my work properly knowing you are troubled?”

    She looked at me gratefully with those doe eyes, they were dark brownish in colour.

    “Tell you what, you go home, have some rest, I do my work, & tonite, I will bring you out for a nice dinner. Dress up a bit. Promise you will feel better, k?”

    She hesitated, then smiled sweetly, & agreed. She left, I started doing my presentation, & was done by about 5pm. Went back, refreshed myself, & went to fetch her. Gosh, she looked radiant. She was dressed in a strapless black number with high heels that made her look taller, but not unnaturally. Her fair complexion contrasted nicely with the dark dress. She had put on light makeup. I could make out the powdered cheeks, pinkish lipstick, a hint of eye shadow.

    :You look great! Feel better?”

    “Ya, thanks,” She beamed, showing a row of perfectly formed sparkling white teeth,” But I feel bad. Shouldn’t you spend your time with your girlfriend?” She ventured.

    “Don’t worry about it,” I replied nonchalantly. She kept quiet, & said no more. I had booked a table at a nice restaurant at Halia, in the Botanic Gardens. We had a great time, eating, drinking. I had ordered a bottle of red wine, & insisted that she have some, though she objected at 1st, she finally relented, & found it quite to her liking.

    “Sweet, it makes me feel warm. I don’t normally drink as I don’t like it, but this is good.”

    I ensured that her glass was topped up at all times, & soon, she had finished at least ½ or more of the bottle by herself. As she obviously didn’t drink often, she was a bit tipsy. She started to talk more freely, about her family, friends etc. We finished dinner, but not before going thru another bottle. As we strolled back to the car in the dark, thru the flora & fauna of the Gardens, I held her hand. She was a bit surprised, but as she was a bit high, did not resist. I was ecstatic like a fxxxing virgin schoolboy again! The effect this gal had on me was amazing.

    I took a detour, & sat down with her on a bench in a dark quiet corner. The lamp near us was malfunctioning. Perfect. We continued to chat a bit, basically TCSS, anything to delay going back. Slowly, I timed my move. Holding her head in my hands,. We looked at each other for a long time, & I slowly leaned down towards her, my lips inching towards hers…..

    To be cont’d…

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    Chapter #13

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    lucky low

    hi bro, your timing is so right, the best way to get any gal is when they just broke off.

    Yah bro agreed…Bro Squall is a lucky guy…right place right time…

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    Chapter #14

    I sat up on the ledge of the bathtub, & pulled her head towards me. She instinctively knew what I wanted, but I saw the fear in her again as she eyed my cock, standing proudly suspiciously.

    “He can’t stand it darling, don’t tease him anymore, please, help ease his tension.” I persuaded, guiding her head closely to my straining prick.

    “I…I don’t know how.” Gosh! A BBBJ virgin. I would be the 1st to make her suck my cock. The thought of that almost made me cum!

    “Don’t worry, he’s clean now, just lick the shaft 1st, & slowly go to the tip.” She followed my instructions, but it was more like her just sticking her tongue out, & me running my shaft on her tongue. I was determined to make her graduate with a phD someday, but maybe not today lah! I slowly guided my penis tip to her mouth, & she licked the peehole, then ran around the tip, & finally opened her mouth a bit wider, & I pushed just the tip in. I didn’t want her to choke, or worse, bit my prick instinctively. Her eyes widened with shock, but I held the back of her head gently yet assertively.

    “Suck it like a lollipop” I commanded. After a while, she didn’t object so strongly, & I felt the resistance from the back of her head against my hand weaken. She tried to give me a BBBJ, which I would rate 1/10. No suction whatsoever, just placing dick in mouth. The 1 point was for licking peephole. I gave up, anyway, Rome wasn’t built in a day. I reminded myself to be patient, & moved up my attack. I closed my legs, & moved her to sit on me, her legs spread either side of mine. She understood, & obediently maneuvered her pussy onto my waiting cock slowly, guiding her juicy cunt onto my eager dick. She lowered herself carefully, & the feeling of her cunt coming down on my aching cock is something I will carry with me to my deathbed. It was just great!!! As she sank onto me, I groaned with great pleasure. I was finally fxxxing her! She was bloody tight. Finally, her pink cunt took me all in as her thighs met mine. I frenched her hard, holding her slender waist while pumping away. In this position, ideally, she should ride me. Obviously, she didn’t, & it got very tiring to proceed.

    I carried her out, with her hands around my neck, legs wrapped around my waist, still joined at the groin. I placed her gently down onto the bed, & started making love to her in earnest. She mewed kitten-like as the tempo increased, squirming underneath my humping form. Just seeing this kawaii SYT, eyes shut tight, long hair spread wide over the bed, wiggling away while connected to me at the groin was incredibly stimulating. Before long, I felt my balls tighten. I knew I would not last for much longer.

    “I m cumming soon dear,” I cautioned, as I moved in & out of her.

    Her doe eyes opened wide ,”Ohh, oh…don’t…don’t cum in me, we….arhhh, you…you don’t have protection.” She gasped. Against all odds, I just managed to extract my cock from her vice-like cunt. Torrents of cum sprayed forth onto her stomach, making her squeal. She scooped up a fingerful of my sperm, & looked at it curiously.

    “Taste it, see if you like it.” I told her, hopeful. She shook her head violently, & made a ‘yukky’ face. I carried her to the bathroom, we both washed up a bit, & went back to bed. I was spent, & we just laid there, hugging each other, her head on my chest, me stroking her silky hair fondly.

    She turned to look at me, played with my chin, & asked ,”Did you like it?”

    “Yes gorgeous, you? Was I gentle enough?”

    “I never knew what true lovemaking was, thanks for being patient & gentle with me.”

    I smiled at her, & kissed her forehead. She curled herself up into a ball, & I hugged her tightly against me. I think she likes to be cuddled, makes her feel protected. Finally, she said she should go home. I asked her to stay the nite, but she refused.

    “My parents will get angry.”

    So we showered together, & as she dried up, I sat down & admired her.

    She was shy, & decided to dress up inside the bathroom, & shut the door. What the fxxx? After what we did? Anyway, I sent her home, & she gave me a goodbye kiss before she hopped off. Success!

    To be cont’d…

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    Chapter #15

    The next day, I had an important presentation. I finished it, & it went well. I msg her to tell her the good news, & wanted to relax that evening with a nice dinner. We arranged to wait until everyone else left the office b heading for dinner, & it was about 7pm when she came into my cubicle. I was quite busy anyway, so didn’t go looking for her earlier. Other than the wear & tear of a long day, she looked great as usual. She was in a bright orange singlet, her black bra strap could be seen & her usual blue jeans. I pulled her close to her, & we smooched, but not before some reluctance.

    “You siao ah,…this’s office. We work here!”

    “Come on, no one’s around.”

    She tried to pull away as soon as possible, but I held onto her slender smooth arms, & made her sit on my lap. I pecked her on the cheek, then licked her earlobe, moving down to her neck.

    “Don’t! Ticklish!”

    I squeezed her breasts thru her singlet, feeling the padded cups of her brassiere. I slipped my hand thru the arm opening in her singlet, & my fingers automatically made for her nipple like a heat seeking missile. I could never get enough of her soft white breasts & pink nipples.

    “Aiyah, u very naughty!” She scolded as she tried to remove my tentacles which clung to her breasts. My hand roamed to her jeans button even as she brushed it away from her tit. I realized that she was getting comfortable with me as she didn’t stammer any more around me. I undid her jeans, & started to slide my hand inside again, but she struggled away.

    “Don’t! I not comfortable!”

    Sensing the finality of the tone, I lanlan. She readjusted her top, & we went for dinner, she sensed that I was a bit quiet, & asked if everything was ok.

    “I don’t know.” I replied, stirring my soup absentmindedly.

    “What’s wrong?”

    “Well, obviously, I like u…a lot, but…”

    “But what?” She responded immediately, concerned. I was about to tell her all my concerns; my gf, how the company will see us, what future we had together etc etc, but decided against it. I didn’t want to mention something that I had no idea how to resolve, besides, why worry her with all these?

    “Noth…nothing, just thinking what you feel about me, that’s all.”

    “Silly, what do you think? Of course I like you.” She replied. Then stopped, & thought about it aloud ,”You worried about our colleagues, is it?”

    “Or…,” She paused ,”Don’t tell me you have a gf?” Tears started to swell up in her eyes.

    “You…you were playing with me!” She accused. Eyes reddened by now.

    “Look Hwee, don’t start thinking crazy things lah. I didn’t say anything, everything also you say want. I am just worried about what you feel about all this, that’s all.” I lied.

    I really couldn’t bear to tell her the truth, that I had a gf. I think she would hate me forever. At that point, I felt like an absolute jerk. We finished dinner, & went for a stroll at East Coast Park. We found a place to sit, it was windy, & she got a bit cold. She clung onto me, & we cuddled together to give her some respite from the strong breeze. At that point, I made up my mind that I could not bear to hurt her. I decided that I would breakup with my fiancé, & would break the news to her when she came back. I sighed, & she caught it.

    “Are you regretting already? If so, I understand, & wouldn’t bother you.”

    “No…no, I am not. Just that as you said, I am a bit worried about what our colleagues think. Also, I am much older than you, you know.” Another lie, at least this one, I consoled myself, were half-truths.

    ”Like that, I know for sure you can take care of me lor.” She smiled sweetly. That smile, so gentle & sweet. In the moonlight, she looked like an angel. & I felt like a devil for taking advantage. I started to regret lusting for her, as I could not be sure what exactly I wanted to do with her once I got her. The ideal case was, of course, that she understood there’s no strings attached, just be each other’s fb, but that was obviously not in her innocent mind.

    To be cont’d….

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    Chapter #16

    That nite, after I sent her home, I thought deep & hard about the situation. I could not, obviously, fathom out the depth of my feelings for Chiu Hwee, as I knew her for such a short period. I did know that I liked her very much, & I yearned for her when I didn’t see her. However, I also knew that mostly, that was my cock talking! I wanted a SYT to play around with, not necessarily to keep. But at the same time, Hwee was different, she was really innocent, & I did not want to hurt her. I poured another scotch, downed it, & lit my umpteen cigarette. Boy, Leon, you really know how to mess up your life, & worse, other peoples’.

    The next morning, I went to my desk, & found a tiny little teddy bear on my desk. The bear was holding a smaller note. I opened it, & tried to read the microscopic words. It read a simple,”Good morning.” I smiled. It was a sweet gesture. It seemed decades ago when I was a teenager doing this type of shit, sending soft toys to chicks. I msg her to thank her, & dated her for dinner & a movie. At lunch, I went off to the nearest mall, & got a surprise gift for her. After work, I went down to the basement carpark, & waited for her. Shortly, she came down, & opened the passenger door.

    “Ooooh…what’s this? Is it for me?” She almost shouted.

    “No, it’s my passenger, please sit behind.” I teased her. She sat down, hugged the toy tightly, & then slapped me playfully on my shoulder.

    “You so mean, I know it’s for me.” She stuck out her tongue at me, & made a face. This was really a kid. I looked at her closely. She was wearing some slightly thicker make-up. Some eye shadow, redder powdered cheeks & lipstick. She was wearing a white dress with floral patterns & heels. Her dress had quite an opening, which allowed me a nice view of the beginning of her cleavage. It made her look very kawaii.

    “What are you looking at?” She asked, then caught my gaze at her chest.

    “Aiyea! You…you so tikco! Look at people’s…” She blushed, too shy to say it out.

    “Breasts.” I completed her sentence for her. I leaned out, pushed her teddy bear away, & frenched her. She did not resist, but returned my kiss, our tongues exploring each others’. I dipped my hand into her cleavage, & b4 she could protest, had gone deep inside & was tweaking her soft nipple. She moaned, & I felt it slowly become erect. I leaned down, kissing her neck, & gave her hardened nipple a playful pinch.

    “Ouch! Gentler please!” Pain!” I ignored her & continued to drift to her other breast, grabbing it playfully, & zeroing down onto the nipple again. Without stopping, I moved to expose her breast to my view, & started to suckle on it.

    “Ohhh…I….it….feels….goooodd.” She pulled my head closer. I spread her legs, not too wide, but just enough for me to insert a hand into her panties. I pulled the cloth aside, & greeted her clitoris quickly.

    She jerked at the touch,” Aaahhh!” Within several rubs, I felt her starting to get wet. I inserted a finger into that moist pussy, & felt her responding with approving groans. Soon, I could feel my hand wet with her juices. I purposely made a show of raising my hand up to her face, & slowly licked my finger.

    She tried to grab it away ,”Don’t! Dirty!”

    I avoided her, & continued to suck my finger ,”Nice. Delicious.” I lapped at my digit, & made her blushed furiously at the sight. I re-inserted my finger inside her juicy cunt, & pistoned it measuredly to make her cum. Soon, she did. In torrents. I felt my whole hand, her panties, & bottom of her dress soaked with her juices.

    “We…we cant go dinner oredi, my…my panties…all….wet!” She panted, still recuperating from her orgasm & readjusting her bra & panties.

    I grinned from ear to ear,”Can lah, dry very fast one, don’t worry!”

    She slapped my arm in mock anger ,”Hate u!” She leaned back, grabbed her teddy, & pretended to sulk.

    “Hey, don’t angry lah! U had your fun, then get angry? Not very fair leh!” I teased her.

    To be cont’d…should I?

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