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I’m fine, thank you very much for your care and concern. I have been working out and keeping my health in check.
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I’m currently not seeing anyone. I’m working hard at my company so I don’t want to commit to a relationship. Although I’m looking for a sex partner but no luck at the moment.
Epilogue
As most of you know, life is not a bed of roses. We all leave in hard times and yet good times. I for one can tell you life hasn’t been pleasant. I’m a divorcee and recently I’m a widower. I had 2 marriages and both ended on unpleasant terms not in my favour. First was due to an unreasonable attitude. The latter was unforeseen sickness. I do not wish for any of this but life just kicks you in the ass where the sun doesn’t shine.
But that aside and taking a break from everything, I decided to continue on with my life. To leave on to the fullest.
An update to my brothers and sisters. I have left the very company that I enjoyed so much to seek solitude. I have been to places and seen the world. After the death of my 2nd Wife, I went on a solo trip around the world to clear my mind. I went to Japan, HK, India, Germany, Iceland, Canada, Brazil and Aussie.
I came back to my house (which I open invitation for my good buddy Ace and his Girlfriend to stay and looked after during my absence). I felt empty and lonely. I poured my cup of wine and sip it at the balcony where I made love with Pris. God I miss her so much.
I remember clearly at the hospital bed. Pris last few words. “I love your Nurgle. You are my everything but its time for me to go. And for me to go, I need you to let go and move on.”
Move on? How? I’m clearly still not ready to move on with that. My mind is still on Pris even after 8 months of my her passing. I know she wants me to find someone to stay with and love but no way am I going to handle a third blow like this.
And there I was, sipping wine in the balcony crying at the thoughts of my lovely Pris.
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Part 1 -The Search
Honestly, I’m grieving but I’m human as well. I started to lust. I urge and the crave for sex. I decided head down to FL1 forum and check out some girls. I admit, I tried a few of them. Blowing off some steam and off loading my burgling (sperm) to ease the mind.
My preferred range would be busty SYT kind of girls. So many options and so many to choose from. There was once after finishing my deed with a girl, I caught a glimpse of another girl in the same stable. I wanted to booked her but sadly she was taken. I decided to move on.
My lust was not fulfilled and I want to have another go. My mind was racing and I so wanted to fuck another girl. But it was running late and I decided to head down over to my favourite bar to drink my sorrows away. Been a regular, the barkeep knew my poison and pour me a glass of good old beer.
Barkeep (B): Nurgle. Welcome back! I heard from Ace about everything. I’m so sorry for your lost. Come, this mug is on me.
Me: Thanks B. But you are running a business and I intend to pay for this.
B: Nonsense! Take it as a welcome back drink from me.
Me: Thanks B.
As I sit by the bar and drank my beer, I was looking and scouting around at the ladies. Mostly what I saw were Asian women trying to woo with the whites. A group of lesbians drinking and been merry. A white group going trigger happy with the Indian / Piony ladies. All I see are women been occupied by others.
As I down the last few beer, I wasn’t lucky tonight. I decided to take a walk to clear my mind.
Me: Hey B. Thanks for the beer. Excellent pour as always. Here’s the usual amount + tip.
B: Dude. You sure you alright? Need me to send you out or walk with you?
Me: I’m fine B. Just going out to take a smoke.
Went out and lit a stick. Sitting at the edge of the pavement and looking out for potential. More beautiful ladies but none my type of taken. Luck wasn’t on my side tonight. Looks like I’m going home “empty”.
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Part 2 - Approached
I was walking slowly and aimlessly. My mind was thinking about Pris but my rod was thinking about others. I walked with my head held low. And as stupid as I can get, I bumped into a group of youngsters. And of all the people, I bumped into a guy way younger than me.
Boy A: Ouch! Watch it you fucker! Don’t know how to walk is it?
Me: My apologize. Wasn’t looking. It’s my fault.
Boy B: You old fucker. Don’t anyhow think you can siam from this ok?
Boy C: Yeah la you cheebye! You never fuck that’s why you want to find one of us right?!
Me: Clearly I apologized. Firstly, its my fault I admit and apologize. Secondly, I don’t swing that way so if you don’t mind I will move on.
Boy A: Not so fast old man. You think you can get away with this??
Clearly this youngsters got lots of testosterone and they were high as fuck. I knew I got myself into trouble this time and I was about to pick a fight.
Man: Hey you youngsters. If you want to pick a fight with just one person, you got yourself another few to join in and back Nurgle up!
That voice…It sounded so familiar. I looked up and it was my old army buddy and others! 5 of them all gym freaks. Clearly 3 of them towering me and the youngsters and 2 smaller build but with full arm tattoos that could be mistaken as gangsters but they ain’t. The 3 monsters are Will, Frank and Bill. The 2 heavily tattoo guys are twins Benji and Benny.
Will: If you want to mess with my boss, you got another thing coming to you and I don’t think you 3 kids want to pick a fight with his 5 slaves.
Yes. The boss and the slaves. I wasn’t an officer or Sgt during army. But I was their leader because during a out field movement, they got lost. I happen to be good at reading maps and I lead them out of the jungle. With that, each carried my field pack, SBO and rifle. After we got out, we became good friends and they acknowledge me as the master and they are my slaves.
Boy B: No sir. So sorry…we didn’t…
Bill: From what I see, you want to pick a fight with my master.
Benny: And when my master is hurt, we do unto others.
Me: An eye for eye…
Benji: …a tooth for a tooth.
That sent the 3 boys running. And there I was standing undersized from 5 towering monsters. I just lost it and hugged all of them.
Me: It’s so good to see you all. I missed you all so much brothers.
Will: That’s because unlike us, you became successful in your career life and have a lovely wife to bang!
Me: Half truth. I’m still successful in my career. But I’m divorced.
Bill: Holy fuck! I knew it! See! I told you to find another girl before its too late!
Me: I agreed. Which I did.
Bill: There you go! Never too late!
Me: But its too late. My 2nd wife just passed away from cancer.
Frank: Holy fuck. Dude. I’m so sorry for your lost…
There was a deadly silence in the air as I knew my brothers were grieving for me and do not know what to say.
Benji: Dude. We were going for a drink. You want to come with us? We haven’t catched up and I bet you could use a drink and some eye candy.
Me: I would love to. But can we go to the bar which I regular? The barkeep serves the best beer. Come. Beer is on me to you slaves who just saved my sorry ass.
Part 3 - Down goes the beer
B: Welcome back Nurgle. More beer?
Me: Give me 6. For me and my 5 brothers whom I bumped into saving my ass from those 3.
Pointing at the 3 kids that manage to get a table at the bar I regular, the 3 saw us and ran out without having to order.
B: Thank you for scaring those 3! Those 3 fuckers always cause trouble at my bar and I had to clear their shit.
Me: I have 5 hired guns here.
B look behind me and dropped his jaws.
B: Dude! Those guys are huge! Please don’t…
Me: Cause any trouble? We are cool. They are my slaves. So 6 mugs and charge it to my card.
B: Yes sir.
We sat at a round table and I told them about my tale of my divorced life and my life as a widower. Frank been the emotional one cried and gave me a hug. God I could really use a brotherly hug. It felt great especially coming from a huge guy.
Me: Enough about me. What are you guys up to?
Will: I’m a gym instructor and Bill is working for me at my gym. Frank is an auditor while the twins are carrying on their father shipyard business.
Me: And are you all married aside from Frank whom I know swing the other way.
Bill: Of course. I even have a wonderful girl! See!
Taking out his phone and showing me his little kid. She is about 6 and she look so cute.
Benny: Nurgle, I know this isn’t the right thing to say but I bet there are many fishes out there in the ocean for you to find. I believe you can find the right one.
Benji: Besides, you look like shit! You should come to Will gym and work out that out of shape body of yours!
I admit. Traveling the world put on more weight in me and I wasn’t the regular charming Nurgle. Maybe that’s why I didn’t have any luck with the ladies tonight.
Me: I will take your offer on that. Look guys. It’s running late and I plan to settle some work over the weekend. So, cheers to you guys for saving my sorry ass and to our future.
We cheer our mug together giving out a loud clang and finishing our beer in one down.
Part 4 - FL1
It’s 7am. The alarm of my clock went off. I believe in waking up early so that I can get more things done. But today I just felt less motivated. Instead of doing some work, I decided to browse some girls from FL 1 since I didn’t get any thing going last night.
Now brothers and sisters. I will not revive which stable I support or which girl I choose as I believe in “One man’s meat is another man’s poison”. So please no PM about stable, woman or anything like that.
One caught my eye and I make an appointment with OKT. 12 noon and I’m set. I went out and bought some lunch for the lady and my own condom.
I reached the destination and knock on the door. The door open without anyone in sight. Of course, the lady is waiting behind the door. As I enter, the door closed and there in front of me is a SYT in her night gown. Under the translucent night gown was nothing but a nice ample pair of breast (C enchanted) and a tiny bush down below.
She silently grab my hand and guided me to the den. She greeted me and ask me if I would like a shower with her. Of course I would. I want to be cleanse by her smooth hands and hopefully some bonus as well. Normally, some people paid the girls after the deed but I believe in giving up front as that is a motivation for them to do a good job in pleasing me. As she took the money, she politely thank me and kept the money. As she bent over to keep the money in her bag, I saw her ass and pussy. The invitation has been open. I move over and gently grab her ass and slowly rub her pussy.
She moaned and warped her arms around my neck, turning her head to kiss my lips. One hand on her pussy while the other grabbing her firm tit. She gently push me aside.
T: Sir, let’s shower and continue from there.
Me: Of course my dear.
We went into the shower, and she proceed to bath for me. Cleaning was sensational and it was heaven when she was cleaning my dick. It got harder in her hand and she gave me a dirty look.
T: So hard already? So naughty. Come sir. I give it a good clean.
With that she went down on her knees and started to give it a good lick around the tip. Seeing her licking the tip of my dick and massaging my balls in the process. The urge was so good that I grab the back of her head. It wasn’t an indication for a blowjob but when she felt my hand on her head, she swallowed my dick in her mouth. The suction was good as she continue to bob her head up and down.
5mins into the blowjob, i felt the need to cum and I wanted to do it in her pussy. I want to spray all my sperm into her pussy and the fetish of knocking up the girl. I want my sperm to touch the egg in her womb. I pull her head out of my dick with both my hands.
Me: That’s very good. But let’s continue in the bed. I want to cum inside of you.
Part 5 - Pew Pew
We got out of the shower. Still wet from the shower I threw her to the bed. I got on top of her and started to cat bath her. Licking and kissing her neck and moving down to her breast. I suckle on her left nipple like a baby craving for their mother’s milk. And the other breast, I grab and squeeze hard with my other hand. The feeling of firm and soft silicone breast feels great. As I’m attacking her breast, she use one of her hand and stroke my dick from under me. She was stroking hard like trying to milk a cow udder. See the irony here? I’m trying to get milk from her breast while she is trying to get “milk” from my dick.
I continue attacking her other breast with my mouth. Twirling and sucking her nipple with occasional biting of her fleshy breast. She moans and buck her hips upwards towards my dick. With such motion, it’s an invitation to plunge my dick into her pussy as I felt her tiny bush brushing against my balls.
I knew she was high as her hip motion started to increase. The invitation to plunge my raw plague sword into her love tunnel was so tempting. But my greater daemon brain told me don’t be stupid and instead I tea bag her pussy with my nut shack.
T: Sir, you want me to give you blowjob or you want to fuck me now?
I release her nipple from my mouth with a popping sound, sending her into a shiver. Without giving her time to recover, I got up and sat on top of her and plunge my entire plague sword into her mouth, trusting in and out forcefully. I was angry that I force myself to play it safe by not going in raw. With the fast trusting motion, she swallow my entire dick deep. Deep throat. She was choking but did not push me away. She wants it just as bad and I’m please to give it to her. The heat was intense and the rage was building. The burning rage to release. I was thinking if I should save it to cum in her pussy or should I just unload it in her mouth. Just then, a cheeky thought came.
Me: My dear, you want to drink my cum or you want it on your body?
She pointed at her breast indicating that she wanted me to cum on her tits. I let the rage build till I’m about to exploded. I quickly pull out of her mouth just in time to cum on her face instead. Money shot. Hit her square in the eye. And more onto her nose and mouth. She tried to shield it but I pin her hand down and let my plague sword cum freely all over her face. Just as the last drop of venom exit the tip of my sword, I push my semi hard dick back into her mouth. I felt her suction and I felt her tongue twirl around my dick. The sight of a cum covered face sucking and licking the left over from my dick. She spat my dick out of her mouth and slap my thigh as I got off her. Oh I was so naughty but she did not push me away all this time so I bet she wanted more
Part 6 - Plug
She got off the bed and went to the bathroom. As she walked to the bathroom, she shake her butt at me giving me the invitation to join her. I got off and follow her into the shower. Bet she wants to continue to please me while we do our second shower.
She took the shower head and wash her cum covered face. Washing off all my dirty seed. While she was doing that, I got up behind her and grab on to her firm tits. Rubbing them in circular motion and pulling her nipples. A moan escape from her mouth as I continue playing with her tits. That got my plague sword standing once more. Boy was I horny as hell. The heat was packing and I started to trust between her ass crack.
T: So fast you so hard. I like it. I want you to fuck me now.
With those words, she position my great sword between her thighs and grind my dick between her. I felt her already wet pussy sliding the top of my dick. It was good. She turn her head back and french me as I continue to squeeze her tits and trust between her thighs. My dick got even harder and start to rise. I felt the entrance of her pussy and I quickly withdraw.
Me: Let’s use a condom.
T: No condom. I want your raw dick.
Me: Condom or else no fuck.
She sigh in disappointment and push me aside, grab her towel to dry herself and walk off to the bed leaving me alone in the shower. I was taken a back and a little piss. What? Can’t I play save bitch? I too wanted raw but I don’t know what the fuck you have done with other guys.
I went to the bed towards her and forcefully grab her legs and and spread it. She was shocked but willingly spread her legs with no resistance. I grab my dick and slap the surface of her pussy entrance hard. She was moaning louder and kept begging for my raw dick. To her surprise, I grab the condom packet and tore it. I forcefully pull the condom over my dick and threw the empty packet on the floor.
Her face was once again in disappointment but I do not care. With my raging hard dick, I forcefully plunge it into her very tight pussy in one go causing her to scream. Oh fuck it was tight! I kept pushing it deeper till I’m balls deep inside of her. Finally, her pussy has been plugged.
Part 7 - Dirty deed
T: Oh! So hard. So painful. Please stop…
Me: That’s for walking away from me in the shower. You think I don’t want to fuck you raw? I also want to. But I don’t know if you are clean.
T: I’m…clean sir…
Me: Bullshit! If you ask me to fuck you raw, means you also fuck other guys raw too!
I was angry that I was almost taken advantage. I thrust her hard and kept pounding her. It was a little uncomfortable. Her pussy was really tight. And I bet I didn’t fit the condom properly though it covered my entire dick. I kept pounding her missionary style while grabbing her hips. She was in pain and pleasure. Pain from the sudden trust and pleasure from my rock hard dick.
T: No…I don’t do raw with others…only…you.
Me: Oh yeah right. Bet you say that to all the other guys.
T: No sir…it’s truth. Cause you sexy and big.
No way am I letting her GFE get to me. I pound her harder and faster and I knew I’m reaching the climit soon too. Did it a little forceful and fast.
Me: Since you want my raw dick, I believe you want my sperm in you too right?
T: No! I’m…
I trust faster and faster and the urge to cum was there. I pulled out my dick, pulled the condom out and spray my sperm onto her pussy entrance. The best and closest I could get for a creampie. The dirty deed is done.
Hi all. I’m sorry for the delay in post. I’m trying to commit much to my life story but it took some time to get the creative writing going.
Some of you have PM me asking me if I’m fine and if I’m seeing anyone. Well…
Hope you guys understand and thank you for the support. I never got to say this but for those who contribute to my points, I’m grateful for that. And with that, I shall try to update more often.
Part 8 - Disgustingly Resilient
I got off of her panting hard. My dick still throbbing from the sex. She was lying on the bed panting from the aggressive pounding. I look down and what a view. Her body spread on the bed with her legs spread apart. My nurglings spewed all over her cave entrance. Should I shove 2 fingers into her so that her pussy can eat my nurglings? Best not to. I don’t want to cause her to be upset after what I had forcefully done to her.
I sat next to her and pat her on the head. Explaining to her why I don’t want to do raw and why I’m so angry about it. She gave a fake sob and sigh.
T: But I’m telling the truth. I don’t do raw unless I really like the man.
Me: I understand. But you got to know that it’s also for your protection. What if I have some disease (the irony, I’m name after the god of rot and pestilence. Warhammer 40K fans know what I mean) and I have it to you. It’s not going to be good for you too.
She kept silent and I can tell she was deep in thoughts about it. She turn and kiss my lips.
T: Yes handsome. You so caring. Thank you. You still got half an hour. I give you special. 3rd shot?
I don’t mind since I still have time. But I’m already spent.
Me: I don’t mind. But we still need to shower and I don’t know if got time.
As I was speaking, she took a tissue and clean off my nurglings from her pussy entrance. Threw the tissue, turn to my soften dick and shallow it whole into her mouth. I felt her lick my dick head and suck on it hard and yet smoothly. This went on for 5 mins and I knew she wants more. Her blowjob was so great that I even surprised myself. I got hard soon enough!
T: See! Someone still got power! Got more power to fuck me please?
To my surprise, she got another packet of condom ready. Signalling that she is now a good girl and wants to have safe sex.