The weekend came and gone in a flash, it was a good break from the busy weeks that I had. Good food, great company with Ms. C and of course fantastic sex as well. But at the back of my mind, there was still that one thing bothering me. Who was it in the office that night? Is it JY? The rest of them for sure won’t come back to office, so far, I only seen JY do so. But there was no message or query from her since then so maybe it’s not? But if its not her, then who? Someone else would spell trouble for me. Only thing I can be sure of was that I wasn’t involved with anyone in the office so no one can fault me on that. But then again, I am married, and this would look bad if it leaks. Except for my boss and 2 other managers and the security guards, only my team have access to the office. Ms. C saw the troubled look on my face and asked me what’s wrong. I only answered that I was occupied with my work and apologized for it, didn’t want to worry her over this matter unless I have other confirmation.
Monday morning, I came into office a little earlier than usual. It was a heavy morning for me, I was preparing myself for the worse. 0830hrs sharp and my team started rolling in one by one, everyone greeted me good morning but was giving me that confused look over why I was in so early. I looked them all in the eyes and no one seem to be out of the norm. Only person missing now was JY, by now she should be in office. I pretended to go to pantry and asked the supervisor if he has seen JY as I have something I wanted her to check and he informed that she had called in early to report sick. Sensing something amiss, I decided to drop her a message to check how was she. Usually she would reply me in a flash but this time, she didn’t respond. Probably she really wasn’t feeling too well so maybe she was resting? I waited till noon time and still no respond, so I texted her again and there was still no reply. The day ended, and I was left wondering what happened to her. I was starting to get worried more than I was about the incident that happened.
The next day, the supervisor came to me and informed that JY had taken the rest of the week off. Surely something must have happened as I knew her to be very responsible and from the time I met her, she hadn’t taken any day off or sick leave. So, I left work early and decided to drop by her place to check on her. I reached her unit and started ringing the door bell, but no one answered the door bell, so I decided to text her again. Then as I sent out the message, I heard a message beep coming from her unit. She was inside so why she not answering the door? Did she black out or had an accident? I started banging on the door hard in fear that something had really happened! There was another unit on the same floor, but I doubt anyone was home as well as it was a typical working day. So, I finally decided to call for help but just as I was about dial, I heard the click behind JY’s door and the door slowly opened. It was JY! The room inside was quite dark as she seemed to have drawn the curtains, but I could still see her face. She looked haggard and her hair was in a mess, so unlike her usual clean and cheerful self.
Me: 你怎么了？怎么变成这样？发生什么事？What happened to you? Why are you looking like this? What happened??
JY: 找我什么事？What do you want?
Her response was cold, but I could tell she have been crying as her tone sounded coarse.
Me: 到底怎么了？你开门让我进来。。。What happened? Can you let me in…?
JY: 如果没什么事，你走吧！我不想看到你！If you have no other matter, please go! I don’t want to see you!
Me: 干嘛发那么大脾气！我关心你，害怕你发生什么事所以马上过来看你啊！Why are you flaring up at me? I was concerned about you, scared that something has happened, so I rushed over to see you!
JY: 关心？你干嘛关心我？我们又没关系！你不如去关心你的曹小姐吧！！Concern? Why concern about me? You and I have no relationship! You better go concern your Ms. C!
That’s it! That was the confirmation I needed, it was her that night that saw us. I reached forward to pull her front gate and it was not locked so I forced my way in. She started frantically to hit me all over, her arms were swinging like a mad woman while hair made her looked even scary. I tried to block some of her attacks, but one shot managed to hit my spectacle and it flew right off my face. It left a scratch on the bridge of my nose and I yelped, I accidentally used force and pushed her against the door. She was quite small frame and that push was too strong for her, so she fell to the floor soon after hitting against the door. Realizing what I have done, I quickly bend down to help her up, but she began screaming at me and refused to me touch her. She was like a mad woman, not the usual sweet and gentle girl I knew. But I knew I had to stop her before she hurt herself, so I decided to brave in and held her in my arms. She continued to struggle to break free and amid it, her head flung upwards and banged me in my chin. The impact was so great that I felt the tremble within my head and could taste a bit blood. I loosen up my hold on her and fell backwards as if I had just crashed my chin onto the solid wall. She knew I was hurt and came over with her hands around my head to check if I was ok. I slowly recovered from my concussion and she helped me into the house to sit down on the sofa. She ran to the kitchen and got me an ice pack to nurse my chin, it was quite swollen, and I have bit myself during the impact.
JY: 我那天晚上回去公司，本来是想给你一个惊喜的。。。。你们是几时开始的？ I went back to office that night, wanted to give you a surprise……what did you all started?
Me; 已经6个月了。。。。 we been seeing each other for 6 months already….
JY: 我知道我们之间根本不可能，我喜欢你但是我一直相信都是我一厢情愿。我们那天晚上都是你情我愿所以我没渴望 你有什么表示。但是，当我看到你们那天一起的时候，我想起了我们那天晚上一起发生的事情！我无法接受我所看 到的，我不知道应该说什么。。。。I know it is impossible between you and me, I like you, but I know it’s my wishful thinking. I know what happened between us was not your fault and I never expected anything from you. But, when I saw you both together that night, I cannot stop thinking about our time together! I cannot accept what I have saw, I really don’t know what to say….
So JY was still very affected over what happened between us, it was my own wish to think she wasn’t! I knew at that moment I have hurt her, and I too was lost for words. We just sat down for a long time and she was crying the entire time. She must have hoped that something would happen between us and it shouldn’t be surprising to me. She came here to work and was alone all these while, finally she met someone whom gave her attention and physical love. But she was too scared that I would reject her because I was married so she never made the first move. Now after witnessing what happened between Ms. C and me, she finally cracked. After the longest time, I moved my hands to her shoulder and said: “对不起sorry” but that made her cry even louder. So, the only thing I could do was to hold her in my arms. I really had no idea what else I could do to comfort her. She must have been in that state for many days as I could smell the stench coming from her hair. Her eyes were all swollen, and her lips was all cracked. So, I went and took a towel from her cabinet and wet it. I cleaned her face, arms and legs. Then I told her to go wash up while I prepared some food for her. She didn’t say anything but just got up and walked lifelessly to the toilet, she closed the door and I could hear the shower running. I went to her kitchen and the only thing I could find was instant noodle with 3 eggs left in the fridge. So, I cooked her the instant noodle and fried 1 egg for her. I was done within 5 minutes, but I could still hear her in the shower, so I waited at the dining table for her.
Now in my mind I again started to think how I am going to resolve this mess with her. I like JY, I really did. And if nothing had happened with Ms. C, I would start something with JY. But even when it comes to such extra-marital affair, I can only handle 1 at a time. And JY is still young, how can I be selfish and have her to myself while preventing her from exploring other options that can promise her a future? Then I realized she had been in the shower for a very long time and immediately the word ‘Suicide’ came to my mind. I quickly got up and wanted to go into the bathroom and checked on her then I noticed the water had stopped running. Thank goodness! And almost instantly, the door opened and she came out of the room, full naked! She stood there for a moment and I didn’t know what to do. I must admit I really have no idea how to handle this situation now and I am actually fear that something bad is going to happen. She walked towards me, her hair was still dripping wet. She stood in front of me:
JY: 请你和我做爱。。。Please make love with me…..
Me: 你不要这样。。。Please don’t be like that…..
I quickly stood up and wanted to grab something to cover up but immediately she stood in my path and started kissing me. I kept pushing her away, I knew if I shown her any physical affection is going to worsen the situation as it is now. Unable to get me to kiss her, she started touching my lower body. I would be lying if I tell you that I wasn’t turned on. I was, but I refused to hurt her again so i had to forced myself to control! I gave her a big push and she fell down on the floor crying again. I quickly ran to the room to grabbed her towel and covered her. She fell straight into my chest and started wailing away. Her cries was like a sharp knife that pierced straight into my heart. The cry of helplessness and emptiness, that exact same pain I was all too familiar with. It was the same pain that I felt when M left me. The pain and tears that accompanied me to sleep each and every night. And I too broke down and cried with her, I was just reminded of the pain I went through yet now I have inflicted the same pain on this sweet and innocent girl. If only I would controlled my own selfish urge and all these would have never happened! I picked her up and carried her to the sofa, I sat there and she was still crying in my chest. The afternoon light slowly faded away into a pinkish glow of the evening to come, she had finally stopped crying. She said she was hungry so I told her that I have cooked her noodle but would be cold by then; she just got up and went over and ate it. Her face was still pale and her eyes was still lifeless. She was slurping the noodle and the egg up but apart from her hands and mouth, she basically didn’t move any other muscles. She thanked me for the food and requested me to leave as she wanted to be alone. I knew I couldn’t possibly leave her alone at this moment but she assured me that she won’t do anything foolish. There was this coldness in her words but there was also a sense of calmness in it as well. Then without saying anything else, she stood and went into her room, I could hear the click on her door which meant that she had locked it. I decided to leave, praying very hard that I won’t regret my decision then to leave but there was nothing much I could have done and I felt that my presence there could be doing more harm than anything else. So I left her home, wanted to text her but I really don’t know what to say and didn’t want to agitate her any further. What a day…..
The week gone past quickly and JY didn’t come in at all. Monday came and she still didn’t come into office. I wanted to ask the supervisor if he had heard anything from her but he was also not in office yet. Then at about 1130am I finally saw her coming into office but instead of going to his own desk, he came straight to my office. He asked if he could close the door as he has something urgent to inform me. Looking at his face, I knew it had something to do with JY so I told him to close the door. I was mentally prepared for the worse like they found her body or something….
Sup: 老总，不好意思，我今天迟到是因为刚才在来公司前，我在车站那里遇见了JY。Boss, I am sorry, I was late today because on my way to work, I met JY at the bus stop.
Me: 哦，没关系。JY怎么了？她没什么吧？Oh, it’s ok. How’s JY? She ok?
Sup: 她递了她的辞职信给我，说她家里出了事情所以必须她回去。她没办法电话联络我因为她已经割了电话线。但我看 她样子，家里应该是出了很大件事似的。She handled her resignation letter to me, said that something happened at home which needed her to go back immediately. She couldn’t contact me via phone as she has already terminated her line. But from what I can tell, I think something very serious must have happened at home.
Me: 知道了，那你去和人事部通知一下。通知他们把JY剩下的月薪全部预支给她吧。告诉他们我等下会发个邮件给他 们安排此事。还有什么事吗？I see, then can you also inform the HR? Tell them to process her whole month salary to her. Tell them I will drop them a letter to inform of this matter. Is there any other thing?
The supervisor shook his head and made his way out of the room. I leaned back onto my chair and stared at my ceiling. What have I done?
*To be continued*
I picked up the phone and tried to call JY but all I got was a recorded message that the line has been terminated. I went over to her place after work and there was a notice pasted on the front gate indicating that the unit had been put up for rental. I guessed that’s it, unless she contacts me herself, there was no other means for me to contact her. The guilt building up in my heart really taken a toll on me mentally. I kept dreaming about how she looked that fateful night at her place. I never meant to hurt her but I know that what ever has been done cannot be undone. I only wished that I have the chance to see her once more and tell her I am sorry but what good is that going to be? So ironic, hurting the one person that looks like M the most.
The next few days in office was all about JY’s unexpected departure. Everyone was talking about it quietly, gossiping and speculating what could have happened. Some suggested it could be more than just family, maybe there was a guy involved? But no one ever seen her with anyone else and that she usually hangs out with her colleagues so no one ever saw anyone else with her. One lady even said:
Lady: 老总，一定是你！一来就把我们的大美女给吓走了！哈哈！Boos, must be you! Once you arrived you scared away our pretty girl! Haha!
Of course that statement was meant to be a joke but they had no idea how spot on they were. The guilt was literally eating me alive inside. I didn’t tell anyone about our relationship, not even Ms. C. 1 week plus had past since JY left, slowly, all the gossips and conversation about her died down. She became old news but she was still in my mind all the time. Especially when I come into office and gazed upon her desk with disappointment. And when ever I sat down on my desk and that missing cup of coffee she always prepared before I come into office. Sigh….some people just doesn’t deserve good things.
End of the week, another weekend coming, looking forward to seeing Ms. C later that night. The morning mail came and there was a few for me but as I was still caught up with some work so I just left them untouched on my tray. It was noon time and everyone was getting ready to go out for lunch but I had still some work to be done so I told my team to go ahead without me, just helped me to get some packed food back. Once everyone left, I went to the pantry to get myself another cup of coffee. While going back to my room after that, I stood for a moment at JY’s desk and thought about her. Remembering her smell, her smile, how she always seems to cheer up my day or how I would never missed a chance to go out lunch with her. Maybe just 1 more time, I hoped. But I knew the damaged had been done and that will never happen again. I got back to my seat and lunged myself down on my chair, I turned and faced the window, looking out in daze. Knowing that I probably won’t have the mood to continue on my work, I decided to check my mails. Going through the stack, there was a particular piece that caught my eye. Instead of the usual machine typed wordings, this one was hand written. Why do I feel like I seen this handwriting before somewhere? It was quite thick so I decided to read this one first. Eager to find out who it was from as there was no company address or return address, I carefully opened it with my letter opener. I pulled out a piece of paper filled with wording and a pouch. A very unique pouch but there was nothing inside so I began to unfold the letter to read.
“当你收到这封信的时候，我已经走了。请不要尝试联络我。现在我需要时间冷静。我们之间虽然只是一夜恩情但 是关于你的全部，我怕用尽所藏文辞也无法全然表达。那天晚上你走了，在我这泓平静的心湖中，泛起缭乱的涟漪 ，我根本无法自拔对你的思念。我是多么希望你会回头来出现在我面前。
你的出现，让我感到无限的爱与关怀。其实，我第一次在餐馆见到你的时候就对你有好感了。你的言行举止都深深 的印我心里。但是人生之路，仿佛环形的跑道，终点和起点在一起：旧的终点，就是新的起点。终点为昨日留下记 录；起点，预示着更美好的明天。可是，我始终没有在终点见到我最想见到的人。
我以为能天天见到你，就是没有任何接触我也心甘情愿。可是，当我见到你们一起亲热的时候，那个心里有一种说 不出的痛。好像被背叛一样。在我心里的那个人，是多么的正直和温柔，怎么和眼前这个完全不一样？？我心碎了 ，我不知道然后再面对你。其实，都是我自己的胡思乱想因为你根本不属于我。所以反复的想了又想，我最后还是 决定离开。我不知道需要多久才能忘记你，也许可能会一辈子都记得你吧。
就在这即将分别之际，屋里墙上布满我的哀愁，我站在举棋不定的船头，不知道会飘向哪一个港口。 心灰意冷的失恋人也曾经向你有过温柔，送别之际是否该将过往光阴全都没收。 苦涩之时，我喝下一杯解闷酒，长恨歌勉强得口中流。酒香渲染了景色，乌篷船浸入景中，云淡风轻 ，静香暗涌。 此刻，我想起与你度过的点滴，心中藏不住的幸福。为你的回眸一笑，换我一夜的苍老。 我的拥抱，是否传递着离别的伤情，你的柔情温暖我的心田，却是即将失去的温柔，是否换回曾经的 青然松巾。 苦叹岁月无情，爱之退潮谁能料，就用这一抹微笑，为这份相思画下句号，为这份感情添上一笔色彩。我们没有告 别，却走向各自的远方，没有言语，更没有眼泪，只有永恒的思念和祝福，在彼此的心中发出深沉的共鸣。茫茫人 海，让你我瞬间相聚又瞬间相离，然而你我的心永远相知与默契。
这个小腰包是我亲手做的，本来是打算在圣诞节给你的。虽然不是什么贵重的东西，但是还是希望你 会喜欢。
我爱你。
再见。
When you received this letter, I will be already gone. Please do not try to contact me. Now I need time to calm down. Although we are only been together for one night but all about you, I am afraid that I can’t fully express myself even if i exhausted my means. When you left that night, in my heart, there was an uproar, and I could not exhale your thoughts. How I hope you will come back to me.
Knowing you has made me felt infinite love and care. In fact, the first time I met you at the restaurant, I was already attracted to you. Your words and actions were deeply imprinted in my heart. But the road of life is like a ring runway, an end point, and a starting point. The old end is the new starting point. The end point left records for yesterday; the starting point indicates a better tomorrow. However, I never saw the person I most wanted to see at the finish line.
I thought I could see you every day, that is, I did not have any contact with me would be enough. However, when I saw you affectionately together with Ms. C, there was an unspeakable pain in my heart. It seems to be shouting betrayal. How is this the same person in my heart. How is this completely different from what was in front of me? ? My heart wass broken. I don’t know if I can ever face you again. In fact, it was all my own wishful thinking because the truth is that you never belong to me. So I thought again and again, and I finally decided to leave. I don’t know how long it will take to forget you, maybe I will remember you forever.
At this moment of separation, the walls of the house were full of my sadness. I stood on the bow of an uncertain chessboard and did not know which port I would float to. Disheartened lovers have also been gentle to you, and you should forget your past. But I was bitter, I drank a glass of boring wine, and my hate was strong. The wines bring out the scenery, and the pontoon is immersed in the scenery. It is light and quiet. At this moment, I think of the happiness I had with you. Waiting for your smile but all I ever got was a night of waiting in vain. Whether or not how I felt conveyed through my pain, I will always remember your tenderness which warms my heart, but it is the tenderness that will soon be lost. Sadly, who can expect the ebb of love, to use this smile, for our relation to draw a full stop, add a touch of color to this feeling. We did not say goodbye, but we went to our own distant place. There were no words, no tears. Only eternal thoughts and blessings sent deep resonance in each other’s hearts. The vast sea of people makes you and me meet instantly and instantly, but your heart and I know each other forever.
I have made this pouch for you, was planning to give you during Christmas. Although it is nothing expensive but I still hoped you like it.
I love you.
Goodbye.”
There was creased patches in the letter and I knew she must have teared a lot while writing this letter. I clutched the pouch tightly against my chest, thank you JY. I don’t deserve you and you definitely deserve someone whom will love and treasure you. I wish you all the best and may you find happiness, wherever you are.
*To be continued*
So sorry to all bros and sis that my last few updates was all about my encounter with JY. But I think if I am going pen down our stories then it’s not fair to her to let her be only that sex item. She was indeed someone special during my time in SZ and even with what I have wrote, there were some other details but I decided to leave those out as they won’t add or change the storyline one bit.
I wish for those who can resonate with my story, if you have that someone in your life, don’t let go, don’t hurt that person. We can always come out to play, but remember to leave no trace and always go back to the one that will always be on the other end of the line. Always waiting eagerly for your message or call. If you have that special person in your life, give him/her a big hug tonight when you see them, and tell them “I love you”. Be that person that I could never be.
That was the last time I heard from JY, there was a rumor recently after I was back in SG that she had got married. If it was true, I wished her all the best and may she finally found that special someone that give her the best that only she deserved.
During that period concerning JY, I was clearly depressed, but I couldn’t share with anyone in the office nor can I share with Ms. C. I was so depressed that I lied to Ms. C that I had to come back to SG but fact I was just staying home, feeling all miserable and hating myself. N had tried to contact me, but I told him I was on business trip so couldn’t meet up with him. I had no mood, to eat, sleep or anything for that matter. This had affected me more than I could ever anticipated, and I couldn’t explain why at that point of time. Was it because of JY or was it reminded me of how I was treated when M left me? I took a week leave and didn’t leave the house much, except for occasional running to the nearby supermarket to buy some necessities or to go out and throw garbage. Ms. C had only messaged me once just to check if I had arrived safely back in SG, but she know that while I am back, I will be with my family and with wife. I felt bad lying to her, but I know with my current mood, I would not be able to hide from her long. I had to get myself out of the hole and start all over again.
It was a Thursday evening, 1 more month to Christmas. This would be my 2nd Christmas in SZ and I would usually be very excited to prepare for the season but this year, there was no décor. I spent a lot of time at the balcony, gazing into the empty field across my apartment. There were a few people jogging in the evening. Children would be playing at the playground right beside my apartment. Some old folks would have gathered up at the old tree to talk about yesteryears. Then cars would be coming back from work, driving into the underground carpark. But one car didn’t turn in and stopped at the drop-off point a few metres away. A guy got out from the driver’s seat and opened the door of the passenger’s side, a familiar figure came out. It looked like B but was too far away for me to see clearly. The guy kissed her, and they parted. I wasn’t sure if that was B and I don’t recall her having a BF, but since my involvement with Ms. C, B and I hadn’t met for quite a while. The sky suddenly flashed lightening and thunder followed shortly. Soon, droplets started dripping down and people downstairs quickly dispersed, just in time before the heavy downpour came.
The rain was just in time, resonating with how I was feeling at that time. Suddenly, my doorbell rang, and I went to check it out on who could it be at this hour. I peeped through the peep-hole and it was B. I quickly opened the door and she was totally drenched. In her wet clothes, I could see her figure hugging tightly to her clothing, almost like she was naked.
B: 哎呀，真的不好意思！我爸妈回乡探亲，我又糊里糊涂的把家钥匙放在办公室里。能不能先过来你这里？我已经叫 开锁师傅过来但是他说现在下雨而且过了8点另外收费所以他明早才过来。拜托你啦，我英俊潇洒的好邻居？Ai ya, I am sorry! My parents had gone back to their hometown, I clumsily left my keys in the office. Can I come over to your side first? I have called the locksmith, but he said now raining heavily and plus after 8pm is extra charges so he will only come over tomorrow morning. Pretty please, my handsome neighbor?
Without saying anything, I closed the door and quickly looked through the peep-hole, B was stunned by my reaction. Seeing that I got the result I wanted, I then opened my door and let her in. She jumped for joy but as she was coming through the door, she slapped my arm for playing trick on her. I went to the room and got her a new towel. But I don’t have any clothing that fits her, so I gave a piece of my t-shirt. She went and cleaned up in my bathroom. I went to warm up the kettle and made her a cup of hot tea. For a girl, she showered quite fast, but she explained later because she was not used to using my brand of shampoo, so she just used water for her hair and my liquid soap for her body. She took her wet clothes, including her bra and panty, and hung it at my kitchen herself. Not the first time I seen her undergarments as I could always see from across my kitchen side, but this would be the first time I saw it so close. She sat down at the sofa and took the tea I made for her but could still see her shivering, so I went to get her another towel. She grabbed it gleefully and in her that fast motion, I could see her breast bouncing free inside my oversized t-shirt and realized that she is all empty inside.
B: 幸亏你今天有在家不然我就玩完了。倒说回来，这阵子都很少看到你在家，我妈那时候还问起你呢 Thank goodness you are home today or else I would be done for. Come to think of it, seldom seen you around lately, my mum was just asking about you.
Me: 哦，最近公司特别忙而且一直必须出国公干。Oh, lately very busy in the office and I had to travel a lot as well.
B: 是哦？还是外面藏了个小的！Really? Or you have kept a mistress outside!
I simply laughed it off as I know if I tried to explain more than would seem suspicious so instead, I told her I was at the balcony and saw her just now with the other guy. I asked if that was her BF, but her answer was quite confusing. She said she met the guy few months back and he tried to woo her. She tried to accept him but just missing that chemistry. She is a free-spirit person and she likes to be around nature. But the guy was more of a serious tone type and whenever she asked to go places like mountain hiking, he would consider it to be a waste of time Even though they just met not long, he is already planning about getting married and starting a family, but that was not what she had in mind.
B: 不知道啦！就是和他好像之间少了点什么似的。我觉得和你这样子一起聊天都好过他呢！I don’t know la! Just felt that there is something missing between us. Instead, I feel more comfortable talking to you than with him!
Me: 那是因为我们聊的话题不一样嘛！如果他是一个人好男人，不妨考虑? That’s because we are talking about different things ma! If he is a good guy, why not consider?
B: 如果结婚只是因为结婚生子传宗接代，一点爱情都没有，我宁可不结！If getting married is for married to have kids for the next generation, no love, I rather not!
As she finishes her sentence, she slumped herself onto my sofa with a big sigh. My sofa was a leather sofa, so her t-shirt was moved up easily, exposing a bit of her vagina tip. I quickly took a pillow and threw at her leg and said: “都可以看到了！Can see already!” Took her a while to realized what I meant, she quickly sat up and threw the pillow back at me!
B: 你这个死色鬼！老是偷看我！今晚我岂不是送羊入虎口！You pervert! Always peeping at me! Then won’t I be in danger tonight!
Me: 靠！你自己没坐好还含血喷人反过来说我！那么害怕那你可以现在出去啊！Chey! You own self never sit properly still dare accuse me! If so afraid then you can go back out now!
B: 哈哈哈，你这个小气鬼！说你两句就噼里啪啦的一大堆道理！不玩了！Hahaha, petty! Say you a bit but in the end retaliated with so many nonsense! Don’t want to play liao!
We both had a good laugh over our nonsenses and I really needed that, just to get my mind off things. But I needed someone to talk to, just to get things out of my chest. So, I started pouring out to her what had happened over the last few months. Every single details, everything that I felt. It felt so good to finally said my peace! Almost literally like a huge rock being lifted up from my shoulder. She was one of the first person that I met since I came here so there a sense of familiarity with her. After I told her my story, it was her turn to slumped back to the sofa. She had this bewildered look in her face, like she found it hard to believe that this had happened. Then all of sudden, she threw a pillow off the sofa at me! That caught me by surprise so before I had the chance to react, it hit me in the face and my specs flew off. I was like WTH and almost wanted to scream at her, then I saw her face, she was crying. But why?? Then she suddenly stood up and came sat next to me on my side of the sofa. Her hands then placed on mine…..
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andythai
feel sad for you bro, hope time can lighten your heart…
Thanks bro. Just sharing my story and I believe there might be others that could share similar experience.
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I wasn’t expecting B to throw at me with the pillow and I wouldn’t have expected her to hold my hand after that. I was expecting her to scold me and how lousy a person I was. Her hand felt cold, perhaps still feeling the coldness from the rain that she was caught in. At that moment, the rain outside suddenly got louder and the sky out was roaring like no other, never experienced such terrible storm ever since I got to SZ.
B: 我本来也很想骂你的因为你伤害了那个女孩，其实我也知道我没有资格。其实我去年也和一个已婚男人一起。他是 我公司的主管，另外一个部门。和他一起，虽然很甜蜜但是我知道我不应该那样。最终，他太太发现了但是他始终 选择了他家人。你内心的挣扎和内疚我可以理解。但是我看你好像很成熟稳重，其实也是个性情中人。算了，过去 了就忘了它吧。I wanted so much to scold you for hurting that girl, but I know I have no rights. Truth was that I too was involved with a married man last year. He was one of the supervisor in my company, but from a different department. With him, it was sweet, but I knew I shouldn’t have started with him. Eventually, her wife found about us, but he chose his family in the end. The guilt and struggle you are feeling, I am more familiar than you can imagine. I have seen you as a stable and mature person, but we are all human, aren’t we? Never mind, just let it go.
I would have never expected her to be saying all that to me. She then leaned her head on my shoulder, but I wasn’t turned on or anything. I guessed now, I finally found someone that understood me and went through what I went through. It was a void of getting someone to understand that drew us together. So, I didn’t reject her or push her away, we just sat there for the longest moment. So tired, that burden that I had been carrying for the past few months, at least I found someone that can relate to me. Sense of tiredness suddenly came over me and I slowly found myself drifting off to a state of unconsciousness.
*Boom* I was suddenly awoken by the thunder outside and realized that both of us had drifted off. B had fallen asleep on my shoulder, so I lifted her head gently to lean against the sofa. Went to kitchen and to get myself a cup of water, and I saw her clothing. Went over to check to see if it was dry and of course I couldn’t help myself to feel her undergarment. Unsurprisingly, I was a little turned on by feeling it so close to my hands. She was wearing it just not long ago, how would it have felt to take it off her, I thought to myself. After examining for a while, I decided to stop my pervert action and threw her clothing to a washing net and into dryer or else by morning, she will still be wearing wet clothes. I went to my bathroom and brushed my teeth, thinking if I should wake B up to ask her to sleep on my bed instead while I take the sofa. So, I decided to be the gentleman and give her the bed instead. As I went back outside, B had slipped off into curled up position. But this position had exposed her butt and most importantly, her privates. There’s something alluring about a woman sleeping semi-naked in your living room and exposing her privates to you, free for your plucking? I decided to stay at that moment, just admire her a little. Nice long legs, a little skinny at the butt but light brown shade at her clitoris was starting to turn me on. I am but a man, in this kind of situation, how many guys can say they can resist not doing what I was doing then? But I wanted to be exceptional, so I decided to stop, stood upright up and wanted to go wake her. Then she suddenly shifted position and her legs was a little straighten but this time opening her vagina for my full view. From the pale darkness in the room, I could still see her nipples poking through my t-shirt. Damn, I got to stop before I do something foolish. So, I went ahead and woke her up, I knelt and shook her gently to wake her. I was calling out to her softly and was quite close to her face, I was again admiring her lips and wondered how it would have tasted. Then I realized while I was staring, she had opened her eyes and was looking dreamingly at me. That earlier feeling of being turned on had started to work its poison on me, instead of calling her to wake up, I just went ahead a planted a peck on her lips. It was soft and exactly how I imagined it would have tasted. She did not push me away. I pulled away for a moment, but we were still close to one another, I could feel her breath on my face and she inches forward to give me another kiss. She then wrapped her arms around me and inserted her tongue.
At this moment, I could not believe what is happening. But the more important question is, should I even be doing this right now especially with what had just happened with JY? That though of JY crying and getting hurt overtook my senses I pulled away for the second time. I wasn’t prepared to go through another guilt and told her I was sorry for doing I did a moment ago. But instead, she said its ok and she wanted it. She sat up in a slow and graceful manner, she placed her legs on the floor but leaving a little opened and I could smell that very familiar scent of a vagina secreting that love juice from the vagina. She proceeded to remove her top and revealed her naked body to me. She moved her body to me on the floor and both of us was kneeling. I was feeling all weak and mesmerized by what I am seeing. Her young and flawless body, her hair falling to a side covering one side of the breast but leaving the other fully exposed to me. She took my hand and placed it on her right breast, she guided my hand down towards her belly button. I looked at her and her eyes was closed, enjoying the sensation of my hand running over her body. She was shaking a little, I could feel the goosebumps on her skin. We knew each other for almost 2 years now, I have always fantasized about her and wondering how her body would feels like upfront. Now in this moment that this was happening, it almost felt unreal.
She then began to take off my t-shirt, and she began to run her fingers around my body. Her touch was still cold, but it added an additional sensation. She leaned forward and began kissing me on my neck, then downwards to my chest and nibble on my nipple. Such a turn on, I was in her mercy as she took control of the entire thing. She moved her icy hand down to my belly button, I tried to lift my hands to grab her by the waist, but she moved it away. She doesn’t allow me to move and told me to stay still, I obeyed. I began to like this feeling of not able to control, it worked with Ms. C and so I wasn’t a stranger to this. But with B, it was a different feeling altogether. Being dominated yet unable to move, it creates an extra sense of mystery to it. I want to feel how breast would feel like in my hands, how her butt would feel like, but I was denied of it all.
She ran her hands into my boxer, stroking my already hardened rod. She gave it a few slow pumps and went down to fondle on my nuts. She bit her lips with a CFM look, her grip below loosens and tighten and then followed but a short series of pumps, she controlled the tempo well and its driving me nuts. I couldn’t take it anymore, so with one swift move, I pulled away from her grip and wanted to push her up to the sofa. But she was quick and quickly turned away to break away from my clutches. Her bare back was exposed to me and I began savoring her naked back. I kissed every inch of it, making sure that I didn’t miss any spot. From the back of her neck, I moved down from left to right, each kiss accompanied with a lick. Then I came to her butt, I gave it a gentle bite and she moaned. I was planning to punish her for the ‘torture’ that she put me through just now. Her back arched upwards and she bent over the ledge of the sofa, a perfect position for doggy but I wasn’t done yet. After done biting, I bent a little lower and went direct to her vagina. It was wet, dripping wet with her love juice. I was drinking up her every bit of wetness and at the same time, fusing my own saliva into her wet vagina. I curled my tongue up into a sharp point and inserted it deep into her hole. She let out an even louder moan and that made me even excited. I took out my tongue and gave a few tongues slapping on her clitoris and then gave a few sucks and licking on the tip near the urinal point, usually where the G-spot is, and she was no exception. Her body began twisting and moving non-stop.
I took the blanket that I used to cover her earlier from the sofa, I tied her hands behind. A trick I learnt from my dear Ms. C, thank you Ms. C, which came in handy at this moment. She did not struggle but obediently submitted to my actions. I moved back and began to move my fingers down her back, I was admiring my masterpiece and she was a work of art. Her body portion was proportioned to almost perfection. I moved down to her butt and began circling around her clitoris. I was playing with her juice, using it to lubricate her already dripping wet vagina. I then inserted my middle finger in with ease, her head moved upwards and let out a soft moan. Knowing she can take more, I then proceed to insert 2 fingers in this time. That made it a little tight but still easy for me to move in and out. She was moaning and begging me to not stop. Her begging and moaning was acting as an aphrodisiac agent for me, so I decided to push it even further by inserting 3 fingers in this time. I was literally finger fxxxing her right now and she finally managed to break free from the towel and grabbed onto the sofa for support so that I can continue to finger her. Then I could sense her vagina muscle tightening and almost immediately, she came and jerked a few times, the entire room was filled with her screaming and I am sure if her folks were home, they could have heard their daughter. Finally, she had done cumming and immediately fall back onto the sofa. Her face was leaned sideway, and I could see that satisfied smile on her face while her body to quivered intermediately. What should I do next, I thought to myself?
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B rested on the sofa for a moment, but her eyes was fixated at me, she wanted more. She then took my hands and placed it on her tummy. I ran small strokes up and down her skin, and up to her breast underline. She then led my hands up to her neck, I caressed the back of her ear lube and fidget her hair a little. I proceeded to lean forward and kiss her ears, she liked how that feels and began moving her body. She moved her hands to touched herself, fondling her breast and moving the other hands downwards. Since day one I met B at the lift, I loved her body scent and now that I have her to myself, I took deep whiff of her scent. She sat up from her lying position and faced me with her legs spread, she began touching herself downwards with one hand and putting the other hand’s finger in her mouth. Such a tease! I took her hand and licked off the juice on her hand, it tasted sweet. She looked at me gleefully and smiled, I licked her fingers good and she loved it. I then decided to go to the source and began eating her hard and furious, but by this time I know I wanted more as I cannot take it myself.
I told her to sit up while I stood up in front of her, I pulled down my boxer and made her swallow ‘lil bro. She took it with the whole thing in her mouth, then she pulled it out with her saliva lingering to the tip. She pulled me closer to her and put her hands around ‘lil bro, she made me spread my legs to bend a little lower. She used ‘lil bro and rubbed it on her breast, she continued looking up at me to see my reaction. I placed my hands over her head, acknowledging that she is doing a great job and how much I am enjoying it. I made her stand up and kissed her, our hands were running all over each other. Then she moved her hands to grab me below and I proceeded to finger her back in favor. She started to moan with excitement and her juice was dripping off my hands. I sat then on my sofa and signaled her to come over, she knew exactly what to do next. She climbed over me and hold ‘lil bro upright and began to sit down slowly. She inserted into herself slowly, she was tight. She rubbed ‘lil bro against her clitoris and began to insert him in bit by bit. She finally inserted ‘lil bro in fully and positioned herself comfortably on my lap.
I gazed upon her facing me and took her waist, she moved slowly front and back. Then the movement got faster and faster, she was rocking herself with ecstasy and I was supporting her waist to control the speed. She placed one hand on her neck and the other on her head as her moaning got really intensified. The storm outside was still going strong but her voice was drowning it out with ease. Maybe I might have toyed with her a bit too much as I can feel myself coming. Looking at her breast bouncing in front of me, and I knew the moment was near. As I approached the climax, I moved off her onto the sofa and I pumped myself a little before shooting my load all her tummy. She came at that same moment and she fingered herself to reach climax. We both gave out a loud moan as I shivered and shaking my load all over her. There is something satisfying when you see your own load running slowly over another’s person skin. But she wasn’t done yet, she was still cumming and her backside lifted and vibrated so violently that the sofa moved a little. I collapsed onto the floor and I looked her in the face while she climaxed, I continued gently stroking myself while enjoying this beautiful scenery. We were both sexually satisfied.
I placed my head leaning onto the sofa while overlooking at her. She suddenly laughed and said:
B: 我如果现在这个时候告诉你我突然肚子饿，会不会很奇怪啊？If I tell you that I am suddenly hungry right now, would it be weird?
Looking at my clock, it was 3am in the morning and I must agree that I was feeling rather hungry myself as I haven’t had my dinner. But all the eateries nearby would have closed by now, so I decided to go check what’s available in the fridge. There were just some instant noodles, a packed of frozen hotdogs and a tray of eggs. Perfect combo! I began cooking, B came into kitchen dressed in my t-shirt. She climbed onto the counter with a glass in her hands and we started chatting while I cooked. I can’t remember what we were chatting about, but I remembered that at that moment, she looked so cute, sexy and beautiful at the same time. I couldn’t help it but leaned over and gave her a kiss. She had this very GND demure about her, literally my GND. Food was done and we both sat down on my dining table to enjoy our supper. There was no more sex for the rest of the night, but we continued to chat endlessly through the rest of the night. But we finally got tired and we fell asleep together on my bed. Her legs were placed over my body and we hugged each other to sleep. Morning came, and the locksmith called B at about 1030am, she went back to attend to him. We met for lunch after it was done, and there was like endless topics we could talked about. We continued to spend the rest of the weekend together. More sex, and sex and then followed by sex. She was walking around my house and my different t-shirts, I would be running my hands up her butt then we would be going on at it like rabbits. I even made her go back home to wear one of her running attire, the ones that I always seen her in, and I would fxxxed her in it. What a sexual weekend this turned out to be.
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Neoguri
Love your stories.
I am now exploring an opportunity to be the head of our China operations in Shanghai.
Maybe I could get a boost in my career and sex life too!
All the best bro. Best part over there is that you can save a lot. If you control how you spend, things are relatively cheaper.
Good luck bro!
B and I became rather close after that weekend. We would be hanging more and more, I would go over to her place for dinner more often. I would join her for runs or badminton sessions with some of her friends. Funny thing was, Ms. C and I drew rather distant almost around the same period. Her frequent travels allowed B and I to have more time together. But as it would have turned out, Ms. C also met someone recently. Someone that’s more than a fling, apparently, he was the owner of another project that she was assigned to. Except that he was in his early 50’s and he was single. Funny how things turned out to be. She met me one night for dinner at the restaurant where we had our first sex, but it was just a causal dinner with no ‘goodbye sex’. To be honest, I was a bit sad, yet I knew this day would some day come for our relationship to end. We had a good chat and we ended on a good note. We have still contacted each other till this day, we would meet up for dinner every now and then. I recently received a message from her that she is getting married this Dec 2018 but as I am already back in Singapore, I told her that I will try to attend but joked with her that I will feel sad to see her on her big night and might even try to snatch her away. I wished her all the best for her future.
B and I had the freedom right now to see each other as often as we wanted. But there was still this one thing, I was still married. Even though we seldom spoke about it, I knew this would eventually be a matter of concern. But being human, I think it is in our nature to want to escape reality as much as we can. But refusing to face the music doesn’t mean that the world would have stop spinning. It was something frequently in my mind and the truth is that I really enjoyed spending time with B, more than my own wife. I would say that my relationship with my wife ended way before I met M. The differences we had was obvious, and if it wasn’t for the baby she had before she lost it during the 1st trimester, I wouldn’t have married her. I thought I was doing the right thing by marrying her when I found out she was pregnant. But after she lost the baby, I thought it would have been very bastard of me to just cancel the wedding. What was I thinking? I kind of saw this coming between us and many people around me told me that I was making a mistake, but the stubbornness in me made me believe that I could make the impossible, possible. But as the saying goes, 厉害就好，不要假厉害, I was too stupid for my own good.
She is a very self-centered person, everything she do is for her own benefit. But then, with all the grumbles and bitching I have about her, I chose to marry her in the end didn’t i?
Each day spend with B was both a dream and a nightmare. I love spending time with her and she showered me with so much love and attention. But the more she does that, the guiltier I got. I have a feeling her folks had already suspected that there was something going on between us, but for so reason, they decided to keep mum about it. Sometimes, she would tell her folks she be staying over her friends place for the night, but fact was that she would be at my place. But I would immediately close the window to the balcony as her folks where be able to hear us, especially during our sex session. She has moved some of her home clothes over to my side, and I know she purposely did this, she would love to prance around in her little super short shorts. Her butt cheeks would peek out and that was a turn on for me. We would be like newlyweds, we would go to the Ikea store in SZ and shopped for more things together. I have got her a pair of keys to my apartment, she would come over and helped me to stock up on our food in the fridge or daily necessities.
Then one day, as we were coming back to my place after dinner, the inevitable happened. We bumped into N at the nearby convenient store and he had that look in his eyes. That judging eyes that was screaming “WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?”. But he knew better, he didn’t say or call me out now and left us like we were strangers. But I knew I owed him an explanation, and I decided to call him the next day for dinner. Told B I was meeting N, I have told her about N awhile ago after we gotten together. Met N at the teahouse:
N: Yo! How are you!
Me; I am good. Bro…
N: It is ok bro, no need to explain. I understand that being here alone for so long, this is bound to happened. Plus, I also didn’t have much time to meet up with you
B: Haha, don’t say that la bro. I am appreciative for what you have done for me when I first arrived.
N: So how long have you been seeing this girl? I do find her rather familiar though, think I have seen her somewhere before.
Me: Of course, you have, she just stayed opposite of me.
N: Ah! No wonder, Walau eh! You banged your neighbor, again my fault for arranging the unit for you then. Hahaha!
We really had a good chat that night, so much had happened, and we had so much to catch up. His wife is also expecting their first child, he asked me to be the Godfather and of course, I agreed. And of course, how can our meetup be completed without a trip to the spa? In the spa, I began to share with him about how I felt about B.
N: Sound like you really like this girl hor. But then, what are your plans for the one back home?
Me: I don’t know leh! I want to be with B, but I know if I say I want a divorce with my wife, that woman will not let me off. She sure will take away everything from me. I have worked so hard to get to where I am today, I really don’t feel like giving up everything to her.
N: Well, I cannot tell you what to do bro, but this is something you must decide yourself. My advice to you will always be this, do whatever that makes you happy ya? And I genuinely meant that, if you are so miserable right now, you should know what you need to do, don’t you?
The night ended pretty late as we continued chatting. By the time we got home, it was already 1am. I dropped a message to B to let her know I was home but only expected her to reply me only tomorrow morning as she is quite the early sleeper. But in my mind, I was repeating the conversation that I had with N just now. What should I do? Go get a divorce and lose everything but gain B or don’t get a divorce and continue on with B? Maybe eventually things will work out, but that wouldn’t be fair to B! Before I could think further, I suddenly thought I heard a click sound outside. I thought there was a thief that broke into my house. Just as I was about to get up to check, the door opened and it was actually B. She had used the keys I gave to her and let herself in. I invited her over to the bed and she climbed in, we spooned. Her voice sounded tired so I knew she must have waited for me, poor girl. Just as she was starting to doze off into sleep, she mumbled: “我爱你“. This was the first time she said this to me, and I reciprocated back by holding her tighter in my arms and said: “I love you too”. She smiled and we both dozed off into sleep….
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Robert A. Heinlein says that “Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own”. Indeed, how true it that! Have you ever been with someone that you can’t wait to see after work? Everything you see, you think about buying for that person? I want to say that love means that we accept a person with all their failures, stupidity and nonetheless, if we really love them than we see. B is wonderful to me, and she is everything I want and even more than what I didn’t know that I need from another person. She accepted me for all my flaws, my loud snoring when I sleep (because of my sleep apnea), she even said that when nights when I am not around her, she found it too quiet to sleep. She would do little surprises for me like preparing dinner with specially boiled soup after I come home from a work trip; her activities will be scheduled around my timing but giving me freedom whenever I need time to myself. I don’t know what I did to deserve this, but she is the person I need. Seeing her smile when we meet, all that tiredness and troubles you faced at work will not matter anymore because you know that only thing that really matters is right in front of you.
But, life is not perfect and just as I have mentioned earlier, life will just keep reminding how brutal she is whenever things go too smoothly. The more comfortable and loving we become with one another, I will think of the inevitable, my marriage. I want to give B what she deserves, a family and a man she can have all to herself. But that was something I cannot give but she has never asked for anything more than what I could give her now. I couldn’t give her the best but what she has now is everything I could give. We even have dinner together with N and his wife, N also gave his approval as he felt she is a good girl, perfect for me. One day, N and I met randomly:
N: Bro, I really don’t want to be a nag, but how are you going to settle between B and your wife?
Me: Haiz, I really don’t know. I know I should be man enough to divorce my wife and be with B whom I know I am truly happy with. But again, knowing my wife, she will want to fight me for things she totally doesn’t deserve!
N: I know what you mean, I really feel you man! While I agree that she shouldn’t get it so easy, but I can’t help but feel sad for B. The other night during dinner, I seen the way she looked at you, that’s love bro!
Even N could see how affectionate B is towards me. What should I do?
August 2017, this was the 4th year I have been working in SZ. Things are going great for me at work and it has become like an open secret between B and myself. She would accompany me for my business functions and work gatherings; I would be involved in her family and friend’s events as well. But I know that her dad was not approval of our relationship, but he never said anything to our face directly. Who can blame him? Who want their daughter to be kept as someone else mistress? Just as I was wondering what I should do here, my company had other plans for me. The company has been growing steadily for the past few years and they want to stabilize their AP business unit and so my boss set up the new head office in Singapore. He wants me to be the new Director of Logistics but need to be based in SG. I was feeling very dilemma on this, the new opportunity was something I have been working towards since I first came here but taking up the opportunity would mean that I must leave SZ, leave B. I have already gotten so used to the life here, my friends and my ‘family’ here, how to decide? I told B about this and immediately her face sunk but she still managed to force out a smile, said that she will support me no matter what decision I make. That really made things even harder, I was expecting her to kick up a big fuzz, but she totally went the other way.
October 2017, took a week off to accompanied B and her family back to her hometown. A small village along Shantou province, quiet and filled with the rustic country side feel. Her dad had built a house there at the edge of the village, so every time they go back, they will invite the entire village over for a meal. It was like meeting the family for me but on a larger scale. I was honestly a little terrified as relatives, aunties and uncles, children and cousins, they were all coming at me from all directions. People was asking B how long we have been together, what do I do for a living, when we planning to get married. But B handled it with ease, answering each of their questions with a question of her own, her own way to deflect their ‘bombarding’. The dinner was served as an open space ground, about 10 tables of relatives, friends and whoever. Food was prepared by a group of cooks behind with a temporary setup kitchen. There was plenty of chatter, drinking, food, drinking, loud chatter, drinking and more drinking. The amount of beer they have can put any wedding banquet to shame but if you ever been to a China-based dinner, you will know this is a standard setting.
I am hopeless when it comes to drinking and as much as B tries to deflect the drinks coming my way, eventually I still had to entertain a few. Within 10 mins into the dinner, I was already feeling tipsy and I could hear the village people laughing at me. I sat down to re-compose myself, head was getting a little lighter by the minute. B must have saw my expression and she quickly sat down to keep me company. Then in middle of it all, I suddenly felt B’s hand on my thigh, stroking me softly under the table. I am very sure that she had no other intention other than comforting me, but I was getting aroused by her touch. She must feel some reaction coming from ‘lil bro so her hands were starting to stroke higher and higher to the middle region. She skillfully pulled down my zipper to my pants and went in to help herself to ‘lil bro. She ran her fingers around the head, holding my rod like an airplane stick. Her thumb was stroking in circles around ‘lil bro head and she continued to talk to her family and friends while doing all this. I was getting very uncomfortable right there, but I can’t do anything as everyone could see us if try anything with her because my body would be in an awkward position. I turned to her:
Me: 我快受不了了。。。I can’t take it anymore (*whispering)
B: *she said loudly*哦，你想吐啊！ 还是快点到家里休息吧，来我抚你。慢慢起来啊！Oh, you want to vomit ah! Better go back home to rest first, let me help you. Slowly stand up!
She planned this perfectly as we had the perfect excuse to get away. She quickly tucked ‘lil bro in but she didn’t zip me back up, I don’t think anyone can see though. We made our way through the crowd, as I put my hands around her, I could smell her scent and I knew I had to have her tonight! The moment we were out of the people’s sight, I ran my hands to the side of her boobs and started caressing. I almost wanted to do it in the open with her, but she said better not because anyone could walk by any time. Sounded exciting to me but I decided to respect her on that if not next time she will have trouble coming back to the village. We have finally reached her house and the moment we closed the door behind us, I grabbed her close and started kissing her passionately. She reciprocated back and ran her hands into my pants. She pushed me against the door and knelt down to pull out ‘lil bro, and she showed me some sticky substance from her fingers. ‘lil bro must have secreted a little just now, she placed her finger into her mouth and gave it a cheeky lick! She then put ‘lil bro into her mouth and swallowed him up in whole, the warm sensation of her mouth sends electric currents up to my head! It was such a rush, in her family home, her family and village just right outside of the door. I held her hand and started ramming my rod into her mouth and she continued taking it in like a good girl. Guess the alcohol was playing its effect on me as I very soon felt the sensation and immediately shot my load into her mouth. She gagged a little but instead of rejecting it, she took it all in while keeping ‘lil bro safely tucked in her mouth. I ejaculated and gave out a loud moan, she ate the lot and said ‘好吃！还好刚才没有吃得太多事物’ Nice! Thank goodness just now didn’t eat too much food。
She then proceeded to take off my pants and led me to her room on the second floor. I was literally walking half naked, with ‘lil bro hanging out in the open as I walked. Her had a stale scent, perhaps due to lack of use of the room since she seldom comes back. She opened the window and the cool air from the country side flowed into the room. We could see the dinner banquet from her window, she then sat on her table top and signaled me to go over. I pulled the chair out from under the table and began her legs. She was also very wet through her panty at that time, guessed the excitement also have gotten to her as well. I pulled her lacy underwear aside and began having my ‘dinner’, so warm and sweet. I lifted her legs over my shoulder so that I can move in deeper into her, she held unto the edge of the table while I ate her, she was starting to moan louder and louder. On any given night, this place would be as quiet as a graveyard and I am sure people around would be able to hear her. But this night, all I could hear from the outside was the sound of drinking cups and people chatting away so that was our ‘sound proof’ measure. But I knew our time alone would be short and limited so I didn’t want to waste any time. While eating her raw, I began to use the technique that Ms. C taught me to prepare ‘lil bro revival. Sensing that I am ready, I stood up, and rammed ‘lil bro into B hard. She moaned in loud ecstasy and her eyes looked directly at mine, I thrusted hard into her and the whole table top was shaking violently. Her back was facing the window, but I could see outside clearly. So far, coast is clear. Then I pulled out and moved her off the table to face the window, took off her top and unclipped her bra. I inserted myself again and gave her a standing doggy. I pulled her hair at the end and rode her like a champion! The room was filled with our moans and our skins hitting on each other. The thought of doing it so openly with the risk of someone seeing us really got me very excited and very soon, we both came. I was too tired to move from where we were and ended up resting on her while she was resting on her tummy on the table. Everything on the table has fallen all over the floor, the table itself looks as though it has gone through a war. I kissed her on her back and she moved her hand to touch my head in approval of what has just happened. Then at that moment, I knew I really loved her and must do something about relationship.
The weekend was soon over, and we went back to SZ first without her parents. She had recently started taking English lesson and so her classes were on every Monday, Wednesday and Friday night. I made some plans of my own to surprise her, but I was a bit hesitant of how her reaction would be to my surprise. My years working in SZ have allowed me to save up quite a bit, I had an amount of saving which is not possible if I were working in SG. Through some personal connection with some friends in the real estate there, I managed to secure a condo unit at Bao ‘An area but as I was not a China citizen, I couldn’t buy it on my own based on work permit. So, after that weekend that we came back from Shantou, I brought her to the showroom unit at Bao ‘An, she loved the designs, but she had no idea of my intention. Then my property friend came and welcome us, he led us to a private area where he got someone to served us drinks. B had that confused look on why we were in the room and I acted dumb, claiming I also don’t know. Then shortly my friend came back with a black folder and sat down in front of us, then he finally disclosed what I had done. I had bought a unit and wanted to put her name to it, that was my gift to her before I come back to SG. She was stunned but her facial expression looked weird though. Told my friend to excuse us for a while:
B: 你在干嘛？为什么要买这个单位？What are you doing? Why are you buying this unit?
Me: 我送给你的。我没有办法给你任何承诺，这个是我的一点心意。I am giving it to you. I know I can’t give you anything else, so this is a gift from me.
B: 难道你觉得我和你一起是贪图你的这些吗？你知道你这样做，我真的觉得被侮辱。我和你一起的第一天开始，我已 经认命了。我知道我会没名没份，我真的无所谓。Do you think I will harbor such things from you? Do you know by doing this, I feel very insulted? From the day I decided to be with you, I have resigned to my fate. I know I would be statue-less, but I am perfectly fine with it.
Me: 我希望你不要误会我，买这个单位给你并不是任何意思。我只是希望能给你带来一点安全感罢了。让你知道我和你 一起，我也是非常认真的而不是玩玩的。只有和你一起，我才能真真正正的当回自己，开开心心。I hope you don’t misunderstand me, buying this unit doesn’t mean bad. I just want to give you a sense of security. I want you to know that being with you is not a game for me, and I am very serious about you. Only with you, I can be the true me and be truly happy.
She began to cry and hugged me. Perhaps this was the first time I ever said such things to her, letting her know I was also serious about her. She tried to persuade me not to buy the unit but eventually she gave in.
We managed to move in just before my final month in SZ, before I get deployed back to SG. While the situation still under KIV at home, I know that my home in SZ is with B. By Jan 2018, I was re-stationed back to SG. We kept in contact with one another through messaging and calls, but she also knows that I will not be contactable after 8pm once I am home with wife. Not a perfect ending but this is the only thing I can do right now until I can come up with a new plan.
*The End*